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"facsimile" poems
Where do you see yourself in a year? Still living here - A tactile skyline atop pillars of smoke Heavy with guilt And the craftsmanship of a generation of men To whom Earth is a rock, immortal Untouched by the bouts of the smog which ascend To hold up their forges? Where that which is green must also be man-made And an old plant-pot On an old window-sill Is the closest to what was here before? Is it a facsimile? Where your throat hurts, Chemicals an ersatz flowing stream Of purest water - And why is rainfall the freshest you can drink? You haven’t always been here. Where were you before? Was it green Or blue, or any other colour Besides this abiding grey? Perhaps There were rainbows and colours And sunlight, unfiltered by smog Or dust. Warm, purposeful. Her fragility charmed you. Because our Earth is not immortal. A wanderer In space, motherly, who are we to defile her? A species of smoke and tar turning her soft hues sour Colours unknown to nature Like a drop of arsenic in a stream flowing through rocks? Do you see yourself living In a fortress, tumultuous to its steel bones Each day burrowing deeper into her body, Claiming her for its own, and ruining her at the same time? So you think about your opportunity. This life which fills her air, pulsing and vibrant, To restore the purity we are missing - Because Human and Nature are as one, Invention is necessary but we are losing our time, Virescent leaves brushing in the wind, Our friends are loving, laughing, living And we realise now that we are able to do so much better. Or does none of that matter, somehow? We make money to spend on plastic. We are born, we work, we breathe, we die, But we are still yet to run out of time So where do you see yourself in a year?
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Nov 8, 2018
Nov 8, 2018 at 4:46 AM UTC
Human Nature
Where do you see yourself in a year? Still living here - A tactile skyline atop pillars of smoke Heavy with guilt And the craftsmanship of a generation of men To whom Earth is a rock, immortal Untouched by the bouts of the smog which ascend To hold up their forges? Where that which is green must also be man-made And an old plant-pot On an old window-sill Is the closest to what was here before? Is it a facsimile? Where your throat hurts, Chemicals an ersatz flowing stream Of purest water - And why is rainfall the freshest you can drink? You haven’t always been here. Where were you before? Was it green Or blue, or any other colour Besides this abiding grey? Perhaps There were rainbows and colours And sunlight, unfiltered by smog Or dust. Warm, purposeful. Her fragility charmed you. Because our Earth is not immortal. A wanderer In space, motherly, who are we to defile her? A species of smoke and tar turning her soft hues sour Colours unknown to nature Like a drop of arsenic in a stream flowing through rocks? Do you see yourself living In a fortress, tumultuous to its steel bones Each day burrowing deeper into her body, Claiming her for its own, and ruining her at the same time? So you think about your opportunity. This life which fills her air, pulsing and vibrant, To restore the purity we are missing - Because Human and Nature are as one, Invention is necessary but we are losing our time, Virescent leaves brushing in the wind, Our friends are loving, laughing, living And we realise now that we are able to do so much better. Or does none of that matter, somehow? We make money to spend on plastic. We are born, we work, we breathe, we die, But we are still yet to run out of time So where do you see yourself in a year?
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Mind, like a deciduous forest has lost all its foliage, all leaves torn away by the autumnal blasts The brain where great schemes were concocted is now an abyss where spiders sway It is bare – dismally barren of all memories – sweet and sour Like a kite afloat in the boundless sky moving nowhere, but as the wind directs, cut out from the past, turned from the present with the future yet to surge from the abyss or like serpents intertwining,     hissing in turmoil within the brain, unable to sense the gusty blast, or hear the whispering air, dead to sounds that disturb, deaf to songs that soothe, like a phantom he moves weird, drifting far away to a space and time impenetrable   with nothing to make the mind agog or depress it to let out a sigh. Loitering on roads without hurrying feet with no bliss coming on the way to run or hasten to embrace or fear to be missed sore passing through dark labyrinthine tunnels forever barred with no exit churned in oblivion, oblivious of all, he remains a spectral facsimile of his onetime self plummeting into a black hole The pulse of a heart beat is all that keeps him alive,   all else is dead…… !   with dreary nights ahead that shall not know another morrow
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Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 8:13 AM UTC
Dementia
As I beheld a flower of rare beauty In the silence choked heart of wilderness The facsimile of a pretty woman came alive From the coagulated heap of images A woman…….! Isn’t she God’s supreme handiwork An animated form of chiseled art A joy to behold A figure of curvaceous ups and downs God’s beautiful calligraphy Her skin glowing as satin Hands and fingers of creamy softness Eyes reflecting love and gentleness Voice musical and sweet Moving with measured cadence And walking with fluid ease One who smoothens the rough edges of life But Alas! A treasure rarely valued. A loving daughter to her parents An adorable mate to her man A forgiving mother to all The fountain spring of new life The lovely mother to her children! Though she is branded by many As frail or fickle, infirm or impish How empty is a man’s life Who hasn’t known a woman, Either as a mother, sister or daughter Or a lover, companion or wife This marvel of creation, This miracle worthy of adulation!
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Aug 23, 2016
Aug 23, 2016 at 8:14 AM UTC
A Woman
Beware: Do not fall in Love with an artist. An artist is definitely the most dangerous to fall into a relationship with. You won’t even know you’re the exact facsimile of their work. They will tear your heart to bits, more than likely to generate a new showpiece. They will watch your irises go from fields in bloom to dull skies, and your black pupils go from metallic to charcoal. They will be able to stroke your hair softer than a paintbrush, and watch your little detail emerge from something pallid. They will be able to memorize the structure of your face, then round your cheeks and chisel your dimples into rock. They will sing lightly the melody you’ve made, as they cling to your torso as if a life source. Do you see the danger? For the love of god, beware.
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Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 10:32 PM UTC
Do Not Fall in Love With an Artist
Well now, I used to teach. I mean, I still do, but it's only for their benefit now, isn't it? It's like the doctors and the greengrocers and the streetsweepers and librarians, still going through the motions while they take recordings and what have you. I guess we should be glad that they're interested in the way we lived, you know, before they arrived. But my kids, you know, they're all actors. They might learn the odd piece of arcane knowledge but I can tell they know they don't need it. No, no, I'm no rebel I don't want any trouble. Things are better since they arrived, of course they are. I mean, their technology - we couldn't have come up with that in a million years. And they're very polite. I have a colleague who says this is because they feel guilty about their success, but I don't know about that. Things were bad for a while, but I guess maybe that was our fault. We didn't know how to react. We adjusted poorly. It's hard to accept that you're, you know, obsolete. Even me, you know. For a while there I was, well, I was drinking a little too much. It was hard, seeing the school destroyed. They've done a good job with the facsimile though. even smells the same. Yup, can't complain. Can't complain.
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Jan 24, 2012
Jan 24, 2012 at 3:46 PM UTC
Resignation
The city tosses, turns, and finally rises, Surrendering to daylight and giving itself over to the bustling movements of its citizens. At the crosswalk, an old codger in rags holds a panhandling sign, And nearby a bearded hippy plays guitar. The sound of beggars, musicians, bored businessmen, And all the teaming masses drift through back alleys, And float through the air like the heady perfume of car exhaust. Each street, each block, each break in the never-ending flow of man’s own personal jungle. Brings to mind stepping into a whole other world. Here, in one such strange nexus, a building likened to a castle, Stares across a narrow stretch of road at an abandoned building, Cracked broken and peeling, tattooed with graffiti from a hundred vagabond artists. It conjoins directly to a new building, the fresh, well maintained walls of which offer striking contrast. The confused, confounding nature of the true jungle is in this manmade facsimile More well reflected than anywhere else in the world. The muggy air rings with life, the heat is stifling, And for all that it has a strong allure. This city, and all cities. For in every corner, at every street, life bleeds from a city. It grows from the crack like a flowering **** And in truth, Is a flower born in the streets of a city, atop the stem of a dandelion Any less a flower than a rose from the heart in the woodland? To me, that a flower could be so brazen, so proudly out of place, Makes it all the more a thing of beauty.
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Sep 3, 2013
Sep 3, 2013 at 1:08 AM UTC
Concrete jungle
The city tosses, turns, and finally rises, Surrendering to daylight and giving itself over to the bustling movements of its citizens. At the crosswalk, an old codger in rags holds a panhandling sign, And nearby a bearded hippy plays guitar. The sound of beggars, musicians, bored businessmen, And all the teaming masses drift through back alleys, And float through the air like the heady perfume of car exhaust. Each street, each block, each break in the never-ending flow of man’s own personal jungle. Brings to mind stepping into a whole other world. Here, in one such strange nexus, a building likened to a castle, Stares across a narrow stretch of road at an abandoned building, Cracked broken and peeling, tattooed with graffiti from a hundred vagabond artists. It conjoins directly to a new building, the fresh, well maintained walls of which offer striking contrast. The confused, confounding nature of the true jungle is in this manmade facsimile More well reflected than anywhere else in the world. The muggy air rings with life, the heat is stifling, And for all that it has a strong allure. This city, and all cities. For in every corner, at every street, life bleeds from a city. It grows from the crack like a flowering **** And in truth, Is a flower born in the streets of a city, atop the stem of a dandelion Any less a flower than a rose from the heart in the woodland? To me, that a flower could be so brazen, so proudly out of place, Makes it all the more a thing of beauty.
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Shards of sail staple sky to sea as fingernail-thin boats lean in to the horizon. The surge of surf converses constantly with the silent shore, urging its message upon the oblivious beach. My children scramble on the man-made groyne, a facsimile of wild rock, in which they find caves 'with a proper rock on top' (Bea) and 'a hundred miles deep' (Willem). We are here on bikes, salt wind in our hair, and my *** slowly absorbing moisture from the almost-dry sand as they unburden their youth upon the rocky playground. And then come the treasures. A flat shell the size of my palm and worn pearlescent smooth. A fossil pebble of concentric ingrained ripples. 'Something amazing Mummy,' comes the cry. 'You have to see this stone; the colour of Coca Cola,' shouts my boy. More treasures emerge and are grafted on to the sandy pile. Quartz-like lumps and a mussel entangled with tiny seaweed strands and miniature white shells, like micro leaves and hints of feta in a fancy restaurant. The boy wears welly boots, no socks, and a plastic medal around his neck. 'Batman, Batman, Batman,' comes the cry, while Bea determinedly scans heaven and Earth for jewels to stud her imagination.
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Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 11:03 AM UTC
Jewels
Deep in the alcove Of my being I find an image Within an image Rediscovering myself A facsimile Adding only strength Small And still sure That is my endeavor I look within For amity and strength For conversations With only me As an audience I find myself and Smile… I am the Matryoshka Wooden beauty in the outside Subtlety and charm Moisten my core On the inside.
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Feb 4, 2013
Feb 4, 2013 at 11:32 PM UTC
Matryoshka
Zara, love of life, Spake in curtled call Allfather, lover of light, To bestow those "ants of the earth" And arch-bound as the sinew of bowstrings Howling as the volley hertz roped Along the celestial violin Pluck souls from their bodies In symphonic prediction Ascende! On the wings of love's Valkyrie-- in her shining eyes will you greet the stars of the Otherworld! ___________________________ Cleaning hide chunks from Buffalo tusks There is a stranger, who knocks upon my door The fire is wide and welcoming, Borea chides the earthenwork Outside, the stranger calls distant through the door. ____________________________________ A last heartsong, The cup overflown with honey A facsimile of symmetry And not distinctly human There was something to love in that, Just the simple inclusion Of all the other animus Being formed in their conclusions And following the arrowpoint Floating by the bolt What losses there to seek Beyond a veiled humanity We strike the fire one last time, She to travel the mountain passes Ashen eyes, holding viscous memories solidified I to gather my quills My thoughts and brush quickly the embers of love. Into flame, carried deep into the hearts of the world and explored in violent disassociate Particles red and hot Then would Zara Spake again, "with his eyes on the earth, will he never see but the stars."
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Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 12:42 PM UTC
To No New Stars
aromatic coffee awakens senses    midst the gestured warmth of radiant       smiles's 'tween morning brew, reverently paused to catch     the awe inspiring  poignancy                of sunrise's exhilaration, whilst cozily wrapped in the delightful unfurl    of captivating poetry's skillful delectation     a rising ritual begun many blue moons afore,   tempting consciousness, feeding soulfulness     enlightening sensibilities as it         enriches the day's appreciation                'pon the keen awareness of poets, tempests from all niches of the world    coming together amid upheavals and serenity, ceremoniously dubbed fierce confirmations       of words expressly borne, communing the          artfully spirited of resourceful artisans,      procuring special collective bonds that                only poesy can wholly dictate, they look upon us as enigmas   rather strange breed of puzzling characters,      as this inexplicable endeavor         escapes their stifled perceptions          of conduit's musing reasonable facsimile, we're merely cognitive passages for     experiences on common ground        in realizations of all-too-human foibles           eccentricities, yearnings and fortitude, released deliverance of  potpourri    serving up inky joy beyond expression,     intention's distinction deciphering       reflections in meditative affirmations, breadth of unrestrained beholden visions    conjured notions of paramount significance        wherein lies evidence of life's burnt offerings, beginnings and endings of hearts' indulgences      wept in resolute  celebrations of existence                 as only a poet could discernibly translate
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Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 8:23 AM UTC
Poetry's aromatic unfurl
aromatic coffee awakens senses    midst the gestured warmth of radiant       smiles's 'tween morning brew, reverently paused to catch     the awe inspiring  poignancy                of sunrise's exhilaration, whilst cozily wrapped in the delightful unfurl    of captivating poetry's skillful delectation     a rising ritual begun many blue moons afore,   tempting consciousness, feeding soulfulness     enlightening sensibilities as it         enriches the day's appreciation                'pon the keen awareness of poets, tempests from all niches of the world    coming together amid upheavals and serenity, ceremoniously dubbed fierce confirmations       of words expressly borne, communing the          artfully spirited of resourceful artisans,      procuring special collective bonds that                only poesy can wholly dictate, they look upon us as enigmas   rather strange breed of puzzling characters,      as this inexplicable endeavor         escapes their stifled perceptions          of conduit's musing reasonable facsimile, we're merely cognitive passages for     experiences on common ground        in realizations of all-too-human foibles           eccentricities, yearnings and fortitude, released deliverance of  potpourri    serving up inky joy beyond expression,     intention's distinction deciphering       reflections in meditative affirmations, breadth of unrestrained beholden visions    conjured notions of paramount significance        wherein lies evidence of life's burnt offerings, beginnings and endings of hearts' indulgences      wept in resolute  celebrations of existence                 as only a poet could discernibly translate
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It seems to me that even the most artfully sculpted facsimile of that designed by nature could never compare to the beauty of the recognizably finite and fragile. It would be the most grave of all crimes to correct the brush strokes of the most grand artist, that ancient blind watchmaker whose work is all around us. Who is the watch to say he isn't designed as he should be? Those with cogs misplaced are just as beautiful and unique as those whose finish shines with the most brilliant luster.
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Apr 3, 2012
Apr 3, 2012 at 2:37 PM UTC
The Beautifully Finite
The game played no longer how it once was No votes on new posts don't check the trends or check your own for views and comments The substantive roaming data of broken WiFi connections Mangle your jangling words, hide your swollen faces behind forced smiles, Rembrandt bastardisations or smeared oil paintings of the black soul(less) beasts that lurk in satiate tree shadows fawned over the lawnmower blue cycle rinse washed acid soaked daydream ***** slap nation So you revere the works once read on poetical facsimile sites only to smear words of younger wordsmith wrangled teen angst and now in your age and ardor it seems advantageous to judge But then that will leave you hollow inside or in fact, you could jump from a tall building only to bounce off the concrete into a children's pool and drown there in three inches of **** coloured rain water But so instead the workload decreases as your dementia bedpost nightmares all come aflutter The laced lily white throng of petal pinched patterns masks the marked men on their dusty knees There, watch how heads explode or listen to foley artists rendering the lacquered finish of the watermelon headjuice Make up words or make up lies Wear make-up daily, earn some prize or don't I don't care idc idk Resemble rhyme or reason Disassemble the times and season Return to pejorative pretensions, rants in verse verse verse verse prose format and **** the rest Or simply return to the old ways of playing the game Upvote this, and maybe they'll take interest Comment here return one there Use tags, hashtags, wash rags, fat slags, arm chair fat cats But always separated by spaces, prettyblankspaces No, I don't do slam poetry, I'm too white and not nearly rich enough to not care Reassemble the times and season, maybe make sense of it Maybe not Just don't let them become a passing trend, please
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Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 12:23 PM UTC
A Roundabout Way of Not Giving an Eff You See, Kay?
The game played no longer how it once was No votes on new posts don't check the trends or check your own for views and comments The substantive roaming data of broken WiFi connections Mangle your jangling words, hide your swollen faces behind forced smiles, Rembrandt bastardisations or smeared oil paintings of the black soul(less) beasts that lurk in satiate tree shadows fawned over the lawnmower blue cycle rinse washed acid soaked daydream ***** slap nation So you revere the works once read on poetical facsimile sites only to smear words of younger wordsmith wrangled teen angst and now in your age and ardor it seems advantageous to judge But then that will leave you hollow inside or in fact, you could jump from a tall building only to bounce off the concrete into a children's pool and drown there in three inches of **** coloured rain water But so instead the workload decreases as your dementia bedpost nightmares all come aflutter The laced lily white throng of petal pinched patterns masks the marked men on their dusty knees There, watch how heads explode or listen to foley artists rendering the lacquered finish of the watermelon headjuice Make up words or make up lies Wear make-up daily, earn some prize or don't I don't care idc idk Resemble rhyme or reason Disassemble the times and season Return to pejorative pretensions, rants in verse verse verse verse prose format and **** the rest Or simply return to the old ways of playing the game Upvote this, and maybe they'll take interest Comment here return one there Use tags, hashtags, wash rags, fat slags, arm chair fat cats But always separated by spaces, prettyblankspaces No, I don't do slam poetry, I'm too white and not nearly rich enough to not care Reassemble the times and season, maybe make sense of it Maybe not Just don't let them become a passing trend, please
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Honesty hurts, Omission stings, Regret burns, so I balm the what if. Answers: "I'm here if you need me." Answers: "I think we need to talk." Answers: "I'm sorry, I think we need to talk about this." Answers: "Do I know anything true about you?" Answers: "I called them. I'm sorry." Answers: "Well I did it again, I had to, it never ends." Answers: "Maybe we can't do anything, but I'm still here." Answers: "I met someone... else." Answers: "We broke up, I wasn't going to leave anyway." Answers: "Hey, I love you." Answers: "Do you hate me? Why do you do this?" Answers: "I don't believe you." Answers: "Its me as well." Answers: "I don't believe you. I'm sorry, but, I don't." Answers: "Take care." Answers: "I told them, I had to, I'm sorry, I'm worried, what if it... I know you trusted me but some things overwrite trust." Answers: phantom touches across time and space, we walk the tight tropes in between worlds, the lines of acrylic is only paint after all, the future is a facsimile of our minds, the branches rot and stunt themselves to please us, impossibilities fuel an eager mind, Answers: "everyone you have ever met is in black and white, we hear them in stereo, the voices mingle and copulate whilst we still embrace, still, embrace." Answers: "Nothing lasts forever, but I don't care, because best friends forever, is ******* magic, so I'm not leaving." Answers: I never told you. I never will. But some things are best left in print.
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Feb 23, 2019
Feb 23, 2019 at 6:52 AM UTC
Things I wish I said.
"A holstered product secretly hunts after its own end product-"                     "-not metal targets nor flying geese, but mortality." A man, with graying hair and pursed lips, told me this. A well-trained and prayered piety had crept along, pounced, and overcome him. Like Edison, a creative obsession gripped his spine and puppeteered the entire body. It was a plague, he called it, or something like that. Even at a young age, gaurdian 1 & 2 lulled him to the steeple's hiding. He noted how the steeple was always at mast. His children would observe the same detail, live the same routine. I studied the curious character for weeks. A facsimile of the Word seemed permanently pressed on his brain, trapped behind devout eyes- For weeks I studied him, give me more time! Each biblical page was scribbled and creased, share and reused. -no longer. "My holster found its mortal tonight, friend. I'll raise the barrel and create a grand scene." Slight pause, heavy breathe, slow speak. "Colossal at best." by Kendra Cook
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Sep 29, 2010
Sep 29, 2010 at 4:13 PM UTC
Barrels & Bashing & Biblical Bruises
What is it the wind whispers on your cheek my finger tips long to hear What effulgent echoes of sunrise render each tear What facsimile of midnight your finger tips whisper back What ancient childhood secrets parade behind each eyelash. Oh, how my fate lifts by the curve of your hips How condemned I am hell-bent by the swerve of your lips Such language infinitely dancing loosely upon your palms Such remedies recited by your resting tongue Your mandible sacred where my universe began Oceans devoured between us by our patience
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May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 5:30 PM UTC
Una papallona de cap conseqüència
a facsimile of happiness a continuous depression filled with interludes of sunsets shimmering off loving eyes           neither logic nor morality warm beds           so we keel over, head long into midnight streets           groping for lips to kiss               ears to listen                  hands to caress                    ******* to obliterate for Newton's apple to drop or Buddha's lotus to blossom for Gabriel's sword to rip chests open        some are enslaved to absolute subjectivity                                   a tattered rag flapping on the wind                        they are forever drowning drowning drowning              dooming any who dive in to save                         they can not step back and observe the play                         they are the play: the king, the jester, the soldier                          the longing maiden, bitter spinstress, sword-smith's daughter                          the prideful hero or stubborn villain                          the country bumpkin chopping wood                          the raving madman in the wilderness                                                                         oblivious to the back-drop or matrices             the paradigms of passion              the translucent chemical pulleys             the perpetual violations of history               ******* them                 even in the womb the birth of an idea is the most wondrous phenomenon the booming I AM forever resounding it is a big-bang of metaphysical splendor it is the unity of art-science-religion the holy trinity of being
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 11:07 PM UTC
The Laughing Lion
a facsimile of happiness a continuous depression filled with interludes of sunsets shimmering off loving eyes           neither logic nor morality warm beds           so we keel over, head long into midnight streets           groping for lips to kiss               ears to listen                  hands to caress                    ******* to obliterate for Newton's apple to drop or Buddha's lotus to blossom for Gabriel's sword to rip chests open        some are enslaved to absolute subjectivity                                   a tattered rag flapping on the wind                        they are forever drowning drowning drowning              dooming any who dive in to save                         they can not step back and observe the play                         they are the play: the king, the jester, the soldier                          the longing maiden, bitter spinstress, sword-smith's daughter                          the prideful hero or stubborn villain                          the country bumpkin chopping wood                          the raving madman in the wilderness                                                                         oblivious to the back-drop or matrices             the paradigms of passion              the translucent chemical pulleys             the perpetual violations of history               ******* them                 even in the womb the birth of an idea is the most wondrous phenomenon the booming I AM forever resounding it is a big-bang of metaphysical splendor it is the unity of art-science-religion the holy trinity of being
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Why did we meet? Wanted love but I'm faced with defeat Souls confront at the moment of separation Hours of captivation lured my makeup to sedation Homecoming brought aspiration for our unities firm imminents But elapsed time left liberty for another's feelings of intense sentiment Fortune brought the tides of our fates to fasten in sync anew For the light of your sheath left my lips to never mutter another adieu Lack of presence molded every ambition to conclude with you Fondness for your heart carved no room for our courting to undo Your very structure reproduced in facsimile to my psyche Bountiful love influx my spirit bounding my soul from defying Uncontrollable passion awaited the culmination of my hour exile Expecting the ripest of the body but faced with something more juvenile Incandescent feelings brings pain to my mind, body, and soul Waiting patiently for these long awaited feelings to unfold Into heartless darkness robes of a man without compassion Or someone unlovable but masked with false face of a former gentleman's attraction Forced the realization true love is not attained through a man's unchangeable chivalry But a savage bleak mind that seeps more and more through open pores unwillingly
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Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 11:01 PM UTC
Chivalry's Wake
e3Author: Kristen Stevens Tuesday, May 05, 2009 happy thoughts Current mood: blissed out Going to try something new for this one. I'm going to be happy or an approximate facsimile of it. Now you may ask, how does one go about getting into a happy frame of mind? -Well, I find browsing the bumper sticker app is a good way if you are using your computer as a sole ***** of happiness. -Watching the HMV hell video on my main page makes me giggle like the school girl (let's face it I was never a giggly school girl but the metaphor works) -Thinking about how few people will actually survive the coming zombie apocalypse due to their utter stupidity finally catching up with them. (oh, I believe I’m getting giddy now) -2012 because whatever is/is not going to happen people are going to lose their minds and well, I call it culling of the genetic herd. -Milk, it does a body good. (I know, I know for any grammatical stickler out there it should be “does…well” but that’s not the line) -Dr. Who, although I’m still waiting for my TARDIS boarding pass one day my doctor will come Ok I’m going to quit now. If I get any happier, I might do some permanent damage to my cynical synapses. contented sigh
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Sep 21, 2010
Sep 21, 2010 at 8:35 AM UTC
happy thoughts
He's looking at me again. Eyes fixed like he was insane. Clay pipe propped on lips, pondering, seriously sepia wondering. No name on the severe brown frame. He stares but doesn't see me. I don't see him for what he was. I see a fictional facsimile, conflation of another's fantasies - comic working class - salt of the Earth - his own man - hero or Caliban.
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Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 9:40 AM UTC
The Sepia Portrait
Then I went to city park to feed breadcrumbs to pretty larks. I brought my niece Elise and my nephew Patrice. Well we stayed 'til after dark. My brother's wife, she called me, so I waived the dollar-nine fee. She wants her kids. So I closed my lids, and I told her that that won't be. Sorry, I'm taking them now, they're mine. I'm not wantin' to listen to her whine, so I hung up the phone, let out a moan, said it's time to go, it's after nine. The children asked when they're going home. "Well, we're hittin' the road, going to roam." After 77 miles of driving, they both got to crying' and I told 'em to SHUT THEIR FUCKIN' MOUTHS. I pulled over the car at Oregon Shortine, took the W. Michigan Cross to Madison merged to Blancheflower Ave. Wait! I said stay right fuckin' there. I opened the trunk. And with a THUMP! THUMP! THUMP! I bashed out their brains on the seats. How are you, my friends? I miss you, I was hanging out with some unsavory joggers, and they always wanted to see some buffalo. So I cleaned the seats. I love a machine, I love a machine. I love a machine. How can this be, how can I feel so eruditely unclean? Is this the ends to my ill-gotten means? So how are you? Then I left them lying there, across from the Lebanon Computer Cafe. So I left them- Advise me... It was after all getting late. My life is a net, my life is a net. I swirl and unfurl and stone the design, I curse myself, my heartstring facsimile. I played piano to forget, but my mind needs 89 keys to remember how to do that, and all I had was 88. So I went to bed. It was tea time.
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May 22, 2010
May 22, 2010 at 7:07 PM UTC
121 B/M Breakbeats Broken To 18 Pieces
Then I went to city park to feed breadcrumbs to pretty larks. I brought my niece Elise and my nephew Patrice. Well we stayed 'til after dark. My brother's wife, she called me, so I waived the dollar-nine fee. She wants her kids. So I closed my lids, and I told her that that won't be. Sorry, I'm taking them now, they're mine. I'm not wantin' to listen to her whine, so I hung up the phone, let out a moan, said it's time to go, it's after nine. The children asked when they're going home. "Well, we're hittin' the road, going to roam." After 77 miles of driving, they both got to crying' and I told 'em to SHUT THEIR FUCKIN' MOUTHS. I pulled over the car at Oregon Shortine, took the W. Michigan Cross to Madison merged to Blancheflower Ave. Wait! I said stay right fuckin' there. I opened the trunk. And with a THUMP! THUMP! THUMP! I bashed out their brains on the seats. How are you, my friends? I miss you, I was hanging out with some unsavory joggers, and they always wanted to see some buffalo. So I cleaned the seats. I love a machine, I love a machine. I love a machine. How can this be, how can I feel so eruditely unclean? Is this the ends to my ill-gotten means? So how are you? Then I left them lying there, across from the Lebanon Computer Cafe. So I left them- Advise me... It was after all getting late. My life is a net, my life is a net. I swirl and unfurl and stone the design, I curse myself, my heartstring facsimile. I played piano to forget, but my mind needs 89 keys to remember how to do that, and all I had was 88. So I went to bed. It was tea time.
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Enlivened right with boughs of rage, Through ****** thoughts and untouched page, These eyes glare on with secret fire Of anger, hindsight and dark desire. I see how my cards often lie, The same as poor and cast-off die; A triple fit of numbers unbalanced (They never quite Fit in To their slots.) Perhaps I've gone a-raving mad, Perhaps my mind's just gone a tad Too in-depth into mundane things, Making all the mole hills into kings. Perhaps these worries are overdone, In thin and fragile worry spun To exotic, antiquated feelings Of anger, envy, and revenge reeling. Perhaps we spin these fates too hard (They never meant To hurt My self image). But still, I feel my mind a-flame With hidden anger hard to tame To society's cold, repressing style Of crinkled eyes and facsimile smile. Try to hold it back but fail; It lands on them like a beached whale, Stinking, rotting, putrefying, Slowly, surely, swiftly dying. This rage I had has bubbled down Into nothing more than a thin frown, For held back, harsh, with iron words (Your secret dreams Are just Boiling curds.)
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Jul 6, 2010
Jul 6, 2010 at 11:25 PM UTC
Self Worth
A group of friends, A gathering, Overlapped And away, Persists Where all know all With, "You think you know me?" In the all too honest background. An answer to the above – Our assumed empathy exists, When truthfully It truthfully eludes - "You think I know you?" "I" Or rather the "We" in the "here" And "now" - A lesser form, And not our truest, Hides the "real" and deep within. Each has a pain, Relatively at least And perhaps our only concrete notion Of who the "other" is. A non-biological truth Founded upon A shared organic ancestry Where The skeletons in the closet Translate as - Lacks of ambition, Ambiguous futures (at best), Swept away addictions And tears in the night, Torture. We shed our daily frown, For a fake smile, A facsimile And play for the pains we do not share. It’s a place Where the hidden words, The bad words, The blasphemous words Slip - "Help me!" And just as quickly Retract - "Never mind." We hide it deep And hide it well, Because it's when it's Shared That we become what we try to Avoid - Attached And in fear of losing Each other. Thus remains – The ********** of perception. As we hold to this State of confused, Or concussive, Happiness. And only later will we all cry, As we've all gone home And alone.
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May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 11:43 AM UTC
Concussive Happiness
I find myself adrift upon a sea of faceless names and nameless faces flowing in a wave of information that erodes and overloads my poor old mind. Drift far enough and long enough the sea all looks the same; the hard edge of horizon flat-lined out before my sun-strained eyes and not a port or harbor can I find. I hope to throw my anchor down upon some distant shore, but I won't know till I get there that I will not have to travel any more. A mile or so to starboard there's a sailor lost as you; another heading for the sunset with a full wind hard abeam and that's what folks mistakenly call free. She's called six ways from Sunday and forever passing through. There is no freedom to be had - just set an open course for home or some reasonable facsimile. I hope to throw my anchor down upon some distant shore, but I won't know till I get there that I will not have to travel any more.
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Jan 9, 2011
Jan 9, 2011 at 7:02 PM UTC
Adrift
Only you will do Only you can be enough Only you is what I long for Only you are who I love No pretense is necessary No roles need to be played No facsimile of something else next to whom I would be laid For you to me are perfect just the way you've always been anyone who wishes different does not appreciate what they've seen Only you are what has me smitten Only you are all I see Only you is what I wish for Only you are meant for me
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Sep 13, 2010
Sep 13, 2010 at 8:28 PM UTC
Only you...