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"eyeball" poems
Touch it: it won't shrink like an eyeball, This egg-shaped bailiwick, clear as a tear. Here's yesterday, last year --- Palm-spear and lily distinct as flora in the vast Windless threadwork of a tapestry. Flick the glass with your fingernail: It will ping like a Chinese chime in the slightest air stir Though nobody in there looks up or bothers to answer. The inhabitants are light as cork, Every one of them permanently busy. At their feet, the sea waves bow in single file. Never trespassing in bad temper: Stalling in midair, Short-reined, pawing like paradeground horses. Overhead, the clouds sit tasseled and fancy As Victorian cushions. This family Of valentine faces might please a collector: They ring true, like good china. Elsewhere the landscape is more frank. The light falls without letup, blindingly. A woman is dragging her shadow in a circle About a bald hospital saucer. It resembles the moon, or a sheet of blank paper And appears to have suffered a sort of private blitzkrieg. She lives quietly With no attachments, like a foetus in a bottle, The obsolete house, the sea, flattened to a picture She has one too many dimensions to enter. Grief and anger, exorcised, Leave her alone now. The future is a grey seagull Tattling in its cat-voice of departure. Age and terror, like nurses, attend her, And a drowned man, complaining of the great cold, Crawls up out of the sea.
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A Life
Habibati... Let me write you as a passion page... and draw you as a charmed spring for my heart... and sail into your seas... with no salvation... to get drown into your sea... that never get out from you... let me stare into your eyeball... to live within these charming eyes... to see a world all through yours... sweet darling... let me feel deeply into your hot breathes... to warm my heart within your warm breathe... to endow a live to a heart lives inside you... do you want to know, more... where my dreams taking me now? ? ? ... still dreaming about our meeting... our meeting there, on that beach... which we always talked about... there i am now... into that dream... Oh sweet angel mine... my day starts always, when you are with me... when you draw the world to me as a soft kiss... while we lay on a bed of roses... and enjoying our sweet talks... our sweet love... and enjoying one the other... till we lose the time... and melt at each others... to seems a one body... not more than body... bodies that asks for it desires... asks with no shame for its rights... to reach their madness... craziness madly love... lovers will be lose into each other... and never to know their day from its night... to start the night, and another night with no realize... then to pass a time as it was a seconds... sweetheart... so hurry come... its a time now, our time... come to make our dream comes true... while not all dreams becomes true... but our love is true... and our dream is so true too... come sweetheart... lets show others, how love should be... come to give all people this feelings... and this love through our love... By hazem al jaber ...
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Jan 31, 2017
Jan 31, 2017 at 2:02 AM UTC
Habibati...
Habibati... Let me write you as a passion page... and draw you as a charmed spring for my heart... and sail into your seas... with no salvation... to get drown into your sea... that never get out from you... let me stare into your eyeball... to live within these charming eyes... to see a world all through yours... sweet darling... let me feel deeply into your hot breathes... to warm my heart within your warm breathe... to endow a live to a heart lives inside you... do you want to know, more... where my dreams taking me now? ? ? ... still dreaming about our meeting... our meeting there, on that beach... which we always talked about... there i am now... into that dream... Oh sweet angel mine... my day starts always, when you are with me... when you draw the world to me as a soft kiss... while we lay on a bed of roses... and enjoying our sweet talks... our sweet love... and enjoying one the other... till we lose the time... and melt at each others... to seems a one body... not more than body... bodies that asks for it desires... asks with no shame for its rights... to reach their madness... craziness madly love... lovers will be lose into each other... and never to know their day from its night... to start the night, and another night with no realize... then to pass a time as it was a seconds... sweetheart... so hurry come... its a time now, our time... come to make our dream comes true... while not all dreams becomes true... but our love is true... and our dream is so true too... come sweetheart... lets show others, how love should be... come to give all people this feelings... and this love through our love... By hazem al jaber ...
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we play with a retired professional but none of the other kids mind— his alcoholism has gotten the better of his muscle memory and god doesn’t he look bad the ball is an old piece of garbage made from a kind of industry plastic half-flayed alive by loving kicks that expose the moldy gray rubber inner- sphere like some soft eyeball and, behind one of the goals, the boy who plays goalkeeper only on Wednesdays lounges like a pimply Greek sculpture— unable to move as an epileptic fit lazily puppeteers his body while the players pass the ball into his gut and I step aside, too— my stomach aches so badly for the crispy joy of cold cereal I can’t play— some days are like that—shed of their seriousness because it’s more fun to play without a defense even though we’re always losing **** it I just scored a goal!
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Nov 29, 2010
Nov 29, 2010 at 5:14 AM UTC
Soccer Game
Under silver wing San Francisco's towers sprouting thru thin gas clouds, Tamalpais black-breasted above Pacific azure Berkeley hills pine-covered below-- Dr Leary in his brown house scribing Independence Declaration typewriter at window silver panorama in natural eyeball-- Sacramento valley rivercourse's Chinese dragonflames licking green flats north-hazed State Capitol metallic rubble, dry checkered fields to Sierras- past Reno, Pyramid Lake's blue Altar, pure water in Nevada sands' brown wasteland scratched by tires Jerry Rubin arrested! Beaten, jailed, coccyx broken-- Leary out of action--"a public menace... persons of tender years...immature judgement...pyschiatric examination..." i.e. Shut up or Else Loonybin or Slam Leroi on *** gun rap, $7,000 lawyer fees, years' negotiations-- SPOCK GUILTY headlined temporary, Joan Baez' paramour husband Dave Harris to Gaol Dylan silent on politics, & safe-- having a baby, a man-- Cleaver shot at, jail'd, maddened, parole revoked, Vietnam War flesh-heap grows higher, blood splashing down the mountains of bodies on to Cholon's sidewalks-- Blond boys in airplane seats fed technicolor Murderers advance w/ Death-chords Earplugs in, steak on plastic served--Eyes up to the Image-- What do I have to lose if America falls? my body? my neck? my personality? June 19, 1968
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Crossing Nation
Bloomed upon a star! The setting sun sliding far into the twilight pool captured the picture! Eye on the bumblebee! That was first to bask in the sun thinking that it dove to the length into the shades of the midday rose. There it's silhouette gets caught is half-lit on the bank of the milky way brook. Shades of blue put in the mix an inky shadow. Oh, what’s in an unseen hue? The sprawling black night puts a veil on the day on every eyeball. Guess what it’s anyone's guess! Even the leading light of the day the sun shuffles an acre of the night blindfolded down the full moon!
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Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 3:59 PM UTC
Shades of the Rose
Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! The world is holy! The soul is holy! The skin is holy! The nose is holy! The tongue and **** and hand and ******* holy! Everything is holy! everybody's holy! everywhere is holy! everyday is in eternity! Everyman's an angel! The bum's as holy as the seraphim! the madman is holy as you my soul are holy! The typewriter is holy the poem is holy the voice is holy the hearers are holy the ecstasy is holy! Holy Peter holy Allen holy Solomon holy Lucien holy Kerouac holy Huncke holy Burroughs holy Cas- sady holy the unknown buggered and suffering beggars holy the hideous human angels! Holy my mother in the insane asylum! Holy the ***** of the grandfathers of Kansas! Holy the groaning saxophone! Holy the bop apocalypse! Holy the jazzbands marijuana hipsters peace & junk & drums! Holy the solitudes of skyscrapers and pavements! Holy the cafeterias filled with the millions! Holy the mysterious rivers of tears under the streets! Holy the lone juggernaut! Holy the vast lamb of the middle class! Holy the crazy shepherds of rebell- ion! Who digs Los Angeles IS Los Angeles! Holy New York Holy San Francisco Holy Peoria & Seattle Holy Paris Holy Tangiers Holy Moscow Holy Istanbul! Holy time in eternity holy eternity in time holy the clocks in space holy the fourth dimension holy the fifth International holy the Angel in Moloch! Holy the sea holy the desert holy the railroad holy the locomotive holy the visions holy the hallucina- tions holy the miracles holy the eyeball holy the abyss! Holy forgiveness! mercy! charity! faith! Holy! Ours! bodies! suffering! magnanimity! Holy the supernatural extra brilliant intelligent kindness of the soul! Berkeley 1955
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Footnote To Howl
Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! The world is holy! The soul is holy! The skin is holy! The nose is holy! The tongue and **** and hand and ******* holy! Everything is holy! everybody's holy! everywhere is holy! everyday is in eternity! Everyman's an angel! The bum's as holy as the seraphim! the madman is holy as you my soul are holy! The typewriter is holy the poem is holy the voice is holy the hearers are holy the ecstasy is holy! Holy Peter holy Allen holy Solomon holy Lucien holy Kerouac holy Huncke holy Burroughs holy Cas- sady holy the unknown buggered and suffering beggars holy the hideous human angels! Holy my mother in the insane asylum! Holy the ***** of the grandfathers of Kansas! Holy the groaning saxophone! Holy the bop apocalypse! Holy the jazzbands marijuana hipsters peace & junk & drums! Holy the solitudes of skyscrapers and pavements! Holy the cafeterias filled with the millions! Holy the mysterious rivers of tears under the streets! Holy the lone juggernaut! Holy the vast lamb of the middle class! Holy the crazy shepherds of rebell- ion! Who digs Los Angeles IS Los Angeles! Holy New York Holy San Francisco Holy Peoria & Seattle Holy Paris Holy Tangiers Holy Moscow Holy Istanbul! Holy time in eternity holy eternity in time holy the clocks in space holy the fourth dimension holy the fifth International holy the Angel in Moloch! Holy the sea holy the desert holy the railroad holy the locomotive holy the visions holy the hallucina- tions holy the miracles holy the eyeball holy the abyss! Holy forgiveness! mercy! charity! faith! Holy! Ours! bodies! suffering! magnanimity! Holy the supernatural extra brilliant intelligent kindness of the soul! Berkeley 1955
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Traffic came to a halt as signal turned red again, I heard a small kid knocking at the window pane. I looked up suddenly and met his eye, My face turned frowzy - not sure why? Begging for a 10 rupee note in exchange of a flag, Scores of other such items he carried in his bag. Something about the set of his face suggested a despair, Maybe he wanted to say something but he couldn't dare. Maybe his leaders had covertly kept an eye on him, Thus flagging him down from expressing his whim. He just pretended that everything is fine, Was it because otherwise, he would've nothing to dine? I looked into his eyes, which couldn't hide it all, Gently I started reading through his eyeball. The desire to be rescued from poverty and pain, The outlook over his dreams to start all again. The delicate and subtle hands were badly bruised, The plight of his innocence had left me confused. The tears went unseen and the voice unheard, Aspirations of flying high like a free bird. Three, two, one and the signal turned green, He flashed a gentle smile and passed by the scene. Throughout that day, my mind was confronted with the thought, His silence was loud, apparently speaking a lot. (Shayad uski khamoshi bohat kuch keh gayi thi...) Who will provide them all the necessities? And help them with their basic amenities!! Who will find them a decent vocation? Food, shelter, clothing and education!!
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Mar 19, 2017
Mar 19, 2017 at 11:10 AM UTC
Will I ever live my dreams...
Three-legged spider on a ***** tile Eyeball rolls, clean in hand Massive metal door opens, up top a hill Graveyard of ever-ringing cells. What's real creepy to you? Enclose the city, lock us out ..for good Condemned as doomed, living dead Big guns survive in metallic domes See the crass ******** shoot us down! Wanna talk about what's creepy, huh? Plunderers now lay down new laws Can't fight the sick, red sway Random acts of violence bay Armoured eyes see all from lofty towers. Creepy autocrats hide the truth, right? No soaring when blood runs rivers Tripping over rotting corpses Decaying stench of hope dying Help will come, we must believe! Do you believe lies to your face? Infrastructure's down, no services Power's out, no more flushing Car carcasses aflame on every corner, yet How come big brother's eyes still move? Are the gullible ones really stupid and feeble? Sun shines, but nothing grows Rain seeps red away into sewers Crops of twisted metal, hoards of guns Skeletal trees adorn our landscape. Why hold askance your glance skyward? The gates will open to let us in Surely, they witness our hardship! There must exist a life beyond this strife Uproar, bombard, gas, artillery....then no more.... Can you ever cease to have temerity? In face of adversity, calamity and injustice We should NEVER cease to be exasperated! Hope must prevail; faith must live; Thoughts expressed; love and respect must survive. Can you afford your spirit just to let go....? Think about it. Creepy autocrats eternally rank ... Chronically..........Insidious Repressively........Deleterious Egotistically.........Inadequate Eruptively............Odious Pretentiously.......Tedious Yucky...................Scum! S T, 31 May 2013
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May 31, 2013
May 31, 2013 at 10:30 AM UTC
Creepy Autocrat
Three-legged spider on a ***** tile Eyeball rolls, clean in hand Massive metal door opens, up top a hill Graveyard of ever-ringing cells. What's real creepy to you? Enclose the city, lock us out ..for good Condemned as doomed, living dead Big guns survive in metallic domes See the crass ******** shoot us down! Wanna talk about what's creepy, huh? Plunderers now lay down new laws Can't fight the sick, red sway Random acts of violence bay Armoured eyes see all from lofty towers. Creepy autocrats hide the truth, right? No soaring when blood runs rivers Tripping over rotting corpses Decaying stench of hope dying Help will come, we must believe! Do you believe lies to your face? Infrastructure's down, no services Power's out, no more flushing Car carcasses aflame on every corner, yet How come big brother's eyes still move? Are the gullible ones really stupid and feeble? Sun shines, but nothing grows Rain seeps red away into sewers Crops of twisted metal, hoards of guns Skeletal trees adorn our landscape. Why hold askance your glance skyward? The gates will open to let us in Surely, they witness our hardship! There must exist a life beyond this strife Uproar, bombard, gas, artillery....then no more.... Can you ever cease to have temerity? In face of adversity, calamity and injustice We should NEVER cease to be exasperated! Hope must prevail; faith must live; Thoughts expressed; love and respect must survive. Can you afford your spirit just to let go....? Think about it. Creepy autocrats eternally rank ... Chronically..........Insidious Repressively........Deleterious Egotistically.........Inadequate Eruptively............Odious Pretentiously.......Tedious Yucky...................Scum! S T, 31 May 2013
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Am I brave enough to tell you? to tell you how I spend the night thinking about you to tell you how I dream the night with the thoughts of you to tell you how I dance around my room with the songs about you Am I brave enough to tell you? to tell you why am I up all night with my phone in hands to tell you why am I blush a little every time you talk to my face to tell you why am I so proud of things that I haven't had Am I brave enough to tell you? to tell you how I love the crinkle of your eyes to tell you how I realize you have the black spot on your left eyeball to tell you how I love the cut of **** symbol in the back of your left hand Am I brave enough to tell you? to tell you why time ticks so slow when you're not around to tell you why I shut my mouth every time you're around to tell you why my heart smiles every time you're near Am I brave enough to tell you? to tell you how I wish upon the stars praying your name to tell you how I feel every time the wind blows your hair to tell you how I don't want you to stop flicking off your bangs Am I brave enough to tell you? to tell you how I want to hold both of your hands to tell you how I want to lay down my head in the bony of your shoulders to tell you how I want to tell you words I could not say, I love you Am I brave enough to tell you that I love you? Darling, tell me if I brave enough to tell you that I love you
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Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 10:22 PM UTC
Am I brave enough to tell you that I love you? ; 2
The voices inside my head are taking over. These u-u-uncontrollable quirks I have. My eyes twitch as many times as a heart beats after doing a triathlon. In my head of runs a marathon of thoughts that don't belong, things I can't do because they're wrong. Within my blood stream flows 1.26 grams of dopamine given to me by doctors who don't know how to fix my situation, only mix prescriptions to intensify vexation. Pharmacists eyeball me fearingly because I appear to be nothing but someone with chemicals wandering around into the little bit of a brain I have left. Serotonin to regulate my mood, appetite, and sleep but I still only wish for all of this to be nothing but a dream. All of this making my intestines mutilate, slowly dying inside as if I had Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Otherwise known as I.B.S. but I know for a fact that this is all just a bunch of B.S. My enterochromaffin cells may just burst, I am often told. If only I could tell what was real from what was fake. For I also have A.D.H. - whoa! What's that?! Sorry, where was I? Oh. Tourettes Syndrome. I guess I just twitch it off. Maybe these are all figures of my imagination from the hallucinogens. Who knows? After all, I am a schizophrenic.
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Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 8:24 PM UTC
Monsters Inside Me
i. Just in case Just in case mine lass; If tonight I taketh mine last breath And mine soul through the city of gold shalt pass. ii. Just in case Just in case mine Reyna; If tomorrow I do not wakest And mine body's a deathly patina. iii. Just in case Just in case mine Jane; I want to thanketh thee, for thine friendship, amare, and care, And giving me happiness, beyond all mine hopes and dream's. iv. Just in case Just in case mine seraphim; I go into the deep, Thus mine mother shalt leaveth thee mine keep's, mine native American necklace, poem's; a lock of mine blonde hair. v. Just in case I sleepeth And passeth on eternally; I shalt be waiting, I made thee a promise To meetest thou mine queen. So If mine eyeball's faileth And mine spirit chooseth to soar, Surely mine Earl Jane Nagley I'll meeteth thee at heaven's door. ©Brandon Nagley ©Earl Jane Nagley dedicated ( Filipino rose) ©Lonesome poet's poetry .
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Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 7:42 PM UTC
Langit pultahan ( Heaven's door) cebuano tongue
Bloomed upon a star! The setting sun sliding far into the twilight pool captured the picture! Eye on the bumblebee! That was first to bask in the sun thinking that it dove to the length into the shades of the midday rose. There it's silhouette gets caught is half-lit on the bank of the milky way brook. Shades of blue put in the mix an inky shadow. Oh, what’s in an unseen hue? The sprawling black night puts a veil on the day on every eyeball.   Guess what it’s anyone's guess! Even the leading light of the day the sun shuffles an acre of the night blindfolded down the full moon!
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Dec 24, 2018
Dec 24, 2018 at 11:22 AM UTC
Bloomed Upon A Star
Here, in the room of my life the objects keep changing. Ashtrays to cry into, the suffering brother of the wood walls, the forty-eight keys of the typewriter each an eyeball that is never shut, the books, each a contestant in a beauty contest, the black chair, a dog coffin made of Naugahyde, the sockets on the wall waiting like a cave of bees, the gold rug a conversation of heels and toes, the fireplace a knife waiting for someone to pick it up, the sofa, exhausted with the exertion of a ***** the phone two flowers taking root in its crotch, the doors opening and closing like sea clams, the lights poking at me, lighting up both the soil and the laugh. The windows, the starving windows that drive the trees like nails into my heart. Each day I feed the world out there although birds explode right and left. I feed the world in here too, offering the desk puppy biscuits. However, nothing is just what it seems to be. My objects dream and wear new costumes, compelled to, it seems, by all the words in my hands and the sea that bangs in my throat.
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The Room of My Life
*eyeball too big or dream too big?* That **** alice-door is too tiny Just enough to peep through One mere eyeball And espy the jolly life of dreams Yet barely enough for a hand to reach through let alone fingertips to taste … Cruelty is…midday heart-brake too big Reality makes sure to stick it in deep Its harsh voice stoking…stoking Gleeful gives the dreamer an artful kick *maybe moment has dawned to reduce that ambitious dream-reel perhaps too big…on the teasing life-wheel oh, drat! no biggie… may well just trash every heart’s desire let go of hope and let drown* *no…forget it, Fate I shan’t, no. come….. come onnnnnnnnnnnn, then….! hey, come and drag me by my ****** heels with my face in the gutter!* (I am WAITING...) S T, 15 August 2013
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Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 6:33 AM UTC
Too big
*Strip into segments the colours of life At the birth of my sons, loving my wife, Like the moment of truth when, whilst shivering clear, I went eyeball to eyeball with that, which I fear. Like the time when the engine went dead in the plane And I ditched in the pines to confirm the insane. When my Father collapsed and died in my arms And childhood departed with God and his Psalms. When I first kissed a girl’s soft velvety lips And felt, with wild rapture, my hands on her hips. Discovered ripe apricots fresh from the tree Taste sweeter than nectar collected by bee. Felt the presence of death compellingly near Though the body was wracked, the thinking was fear. Climbed impossible peaks that I dreamt I perceived To weep the hot tears in a life’s goal achieved. Laughed loud and long with the wind in my hair Yet cried when an enemy lost to despair. Pondered the mystery of what’s round the bend Concluded beginnings are part of the end. Compiling the rules to maintain my space Lie in keeping the oddballs out of my face. Clasping friends, so few, to my breast Embracing the true and to hell with the rest. Committing my time to my one darling wife And thanking the Gods for this colourful life!* Marshalg Sitting in the long summer grasses 3 Decemeber 2012
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Dec 2, 2012
Dec 2, 2012 at 9:34 PM UTC
A Colourful Life
The skies are blue and the clouds look fluffy. The air is crisp and the water is chilling. The mountains appear to touch the sky and the leaves are rich shades of green, red, and orange. I walked along out of service train tracks that cut through this mountain. Literally, through it. The tunnels started on the West Shore of Donner Lake and followed the ridge of the mountain all the way to Truckee. I hiked a half a mile from the highway up to an opening in the tunnel. For a few hundred yards the tunnel was riddled with broken bottles and worthless graffiti. As I walked further in, the garbage began to disappear and the graffiti became thoughtful, artful. It became darker and darker until I could only see the circle illuminated by my pin flashlight. On one spot of the wall someone had written the entire first chapter of Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone. Someone had drawn a white line. Just a white line and I was so intrigued by it. People wrote stories of the lives. "Im kevin, my gf broke up w me now im gay" or "Im pat. i got dmt and then i got aids" and "im kaylene. thats it." Someone sprayed a **** pipe on the wall of the tunnel and it was green. They paid very good attention to the crystals in the bowl and the smoke rising from it. A young girl with black hair had her lips on the pipe and she was breathing in. Written under it was "Remember, remember, the 5th of November." Some one else had sprayed a cowboy. One half of him was black outlined with white and gray detail and the other half was white outlined with gray and black detail. Next to it was written "Childe Roland to the dark tower come." Some one else had sprayed a devil. He was red with pure black eyes. It was signed "Self Portrait." Halfway through there was a drain and creepily enough a faint light was shining from underneath the thick grates. Above it some one wrote "I stashed my **** here for three years." Under that someone had wrote "Gateway to hell." The rocks jutted out in straight lines. Some were smooth and others rough. The mountains cleansed me. They wiped away some of the grime this small city has polluted me with. The crisp air exfolliated some of the smoke from my lungs and the water pulled the dirt from my skin and the hike massaged my sore feet and the graffiti swept through one eyeball and took all the garbage in my brain out through the other eyeball. The mountains saved me.
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Oct 22, 2012
Oct 22, 2012 at 12:00 AM UTC
The Sierra Nevadas.
The skies are blue and the clouds look fluffy. The air is crisp and the water is chilling. The mountains appear to touch the sky and the leaves are rich shades of green, red, and orange. I walked along out of service train tracks that cut through this mountain. Literally, through it. The tunnels started on the West Shore of Donner Lake and followed the ridge of the mountain all the way to Truckee. I hiked a half a mile from the highway up to an opening in the tunnel. For a few hundred yards the tunnel was riddled with broken bottles and worthless graffiti. As I walked further in, the garbage began to disappear and the graffiti became thoughtful, artful. It became darker and darker until I could only see the circle illuminated by my pin flashlight. On one spot of the wall someone had written the entire first chapter of Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone. Someone had drawn a white line. Just a white line and I was so intrigued by it. People wrote stories of the lives. "Im kevin, my gf broke up w me now im gay" or "Im pat. i got dmt and then i got aids" and "im kaylene. thats it." Someone sprayed a **** pipe on the wall of the tunnel and it was green. They paid very good attention to the crystals in the bowl and the smoke rising from it. A young girl with black hair had her lips on the pipe and she was breathing in. Written under it was "Remember, remember, the 5th of November." Some one else had sprayed a cowboy. One half of him was black outlined with white and gray detail and the other half was white outlined with gray and black detail. Next to it was written "Childe Roland to the dark tower come." Some one else had sprayed a devil. He was red with pure black eyes. It was signed "Self Portrait." Halfway through there was a drain and creepily enough a faint light was shining from underneath the thick grates. Above it some one wrote "I stashed my **** here for three years." Under that someone had wrote "Gateway to hell." The rocks jutted out in straight lines. Some were smooth and others rough. The mountains cleansed me. They wiped away some of the grime this small city has polluted me with. The crisp air exfolliated some of the smoke from my lungs and the water pulled the dirt from my skin and the hike massaged my sore feet and the graffiti swept through one eyeball and took all the garbage in my brain out through the other eyeball. The mountains saved me.
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Antiquity was waiting to breathe And awaiting the moisture of lungs. A hole, eyeball wide, offered just a peek; Along with an ancient mote, Which flew from eternity into sight. Remarkable things were seen! In the heat the buzz was slight.   As was the bite.  But, ultimately, The fevers started burning in the night (For after all, the cobra had eaten the yellow canary). How your coverings and remains sparkled like the sun! Thousands of years of hiding suddenly undone.   But, we all rot together, eventually eaten.
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May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 6:17 PM UTC
Bacterium
It's long drive on this highway The window creaks its jagged way down I breathe in the new air for the first time in months George Watsky is building his Cardboard Castles in my stereo On repeat- I think of Emerson On repeat- Skip- On repeat- I think - I feel like his transparent eyeball Repeat- His eyeball- I begin to understand what has always seemed a clumsy metaphor I begin to feel - one with everything Skip- everyone is love Repeat Love Every-Everyone is me And you Skip- Everyone is all I need. Repeat I am all I need And you - I don't need anything Except for - -more road -more time -more gas the CD starts skip-skip words Hopping - lines Reminding me Of finite fuel Repeat- finite time with work looming just hours away Repeat- death, just decades away Then, as if responding to my overturned thoughts My ****** speakers belt out: Hey ******* - The sun is shining
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Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 10:36 PM UTC
CD skipping along Route 11
I don’t know what to buy nothing seems to be enough for me I think about all it took to get to that shelf in the supermarket; all it took for them to place that can of soda on a shelf And then I thought to myself that the same applies with everyone and everything How is the twinkle in your left eyeball (the one I’d stare at as you’d fall asleep to the sound of my stories, the ones you didn’t like) any different from the can of sardines at your local supermarket I propose that we are all products in an increasingly capitalistic market No one wants you in the end You end up in someone’s cart for twenty minutes You take a ride; whilst suffocating in a plastic bag You are used and eaten and beaten You are merely an item And then you’re over And then you are to be thrown away Brought to a landfill Buried And finally you are to be forgotten And the worst part is, that you thought that you were special
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Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 7:31 AM UTC
Cynicism at a Supermarket
Holidays--everyone should reconnect even with people you see everyday but never speak to because you can tell you won't like them... show them some sunshine and brighten their day overheard while showering in the women's locker room: "How's the baby?"  "He's four and a half." Whoops "Hows Max?" "He's in Rehab, he's not coaching" "Ah,oh, ah" Clothed, she rushes for the door Continuation with another as I toweled off "The pool at Concord is cold" "is not" "is" "is not" "well, the air there is cold" (it's' only five minutes away from here) Let's try this again, shall we? "So what do you do? I mean, besides swim?" "I go to water aerobics in the morning then I swim, then I pick up my kids and swim again. And we had a party and some doctors came over (she looks around, especially at my less than perfect physique, she is about to expel a naughty, bad word that should never meet the ears of polite company her eyes are red and look like they will fall out of their sockets like those little ****** dogs My friend the vet said one's eyeball fell out during an operation So he put it back she's roughly my age, but she has a natural tan in the middle of winter and the sun has written it's thin lined signature all over her face creating the look of a satellite image of an area once filled with rivulets of water, but now experiencing a severe drought but she truly is 99% fat free) and they were...OBESE.  Can you believe it?" L'horror.
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Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 3:20 PM UTC
That Warm and Awkward Time of Year
To the kid in the hallway telling his friend "Maybe you need a **** whistle." And to her response, a sarcastic "Matt, **** jokes aren't funny." You're **** right they aren't Tell me, how is anyone forcing themself onto another person funny? How are the I don't want tos when her "no" couldn't scream loud enough funny? How are the ****** thighs and bruised hips funny? How is the waking up in the middle of the night How are the flashbacks and her wailing funny? How is the seven year-old who had so much anxiety she'd tear her hair out Or a sixteen year-old who kept eyeliner and a kitchen knife side by side in her purse funny? It's about as funny as a slaughterhouse full of pigs taunting the other pigs And telling them their approaching doomsday is amusing. I dug my key into the palm of my hand like a knife when I heard this jeer Clenching and unclenching a fist Because I knew if I did not That hand would go right through your faces. You do not know the impact of your words You see, for a survivor Jokes about ****** assault are triggers. They bring back every memory Which becomes a stinging tear behind an eyeball Fighting not to emerge from its home. When I say something Classically I am being "too sensitive" Just as I was "too sensitive" When he told me to get on top of him And I said no So much courage mustered up in a little body I could have moved mountains that day I could have been my own goddess At seven years old But he did not care He was bigger than me And he imposed that will onto my body Reducing my childlike frame to the size of a fly Being swatted by the paw of a lion. I will not be silent So when you tell a **** joke and I am in earshot Do not expect me to laugh Because there is nothing funny about a slaughterhouse.
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Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 10:29 AM UTC
Slaughterhouse
To the kid in the hallway telling his friend "Maybe you need a **** whistle." And to her response, a sarcastic "Matt, **** jokes aren't funny." You're **** right they aren't Tell me, how is anyone forcing themself onto another person funny? How are the I don't want tos when her "no" couldn't scream loud enough funny? How are the ****** thighs and bruised hips funny? How is the waking up in the middle of the night How are the flashbacks and her wailing funny? How is the seven year-old who had so much anxiety she'd tear her hair out Or a sixteen year-old who kept eyeliner and a kitchen knife side by side in her purse funny? It's about as funny as a slaughterhouse full of pigs taunting the other pigs And telling them their approaching doomsday is amusing. I dug my key into the palm of my hand like a knife when I heard this jeer Clenching and unclenching a fist Because I knew if I did not That hand would go right through your faces. You do not know the impact of your words You see, for a survivor Jokes about ****** assault are triggers. They bring back every memory Which becomes a stinging tear behind an eyeball Fighting not to emerge from its home. When I say something Classically I am being "too sensitive" Just as I was "too sensitive" When he told me to get on top of him And I said no So much courage mustered up in a little body I could have moved mountains that day I could have been my own goddess At seven years old But he did not care He was bigger than me And he imposed that will onto my body Reducing my childlike frame to the size of a fly Being swatted by the paw of a lion. I will not be silent So when you tell a **** joke and I am in earshot Do not expect me to laugh Because there is nothing funny about a slaughterhouse.
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He makes up the melody She writes up the songs Wailing for the universe She thinks about the wide world He complains days are long Wailing for the universe She drinks the holy water As he breaks up the bread Wailing for the universe He works out his heart While she plays with her head Wailing for the universe She looks for friends on the bottom of the ocean He seeks them in an eyeball glass Wailing for the universe He can’t anticipate the future She can’t forget about the past Wailing for the universe He waits for the white-out While she blacks out a lot Wailing for the universe She prays for death of time He thinks ‘she loves me not’ Wailing for the universe She worries in the next life That she will be feared Wailing for the universe He’s never been estranged from love, But it’s strange to wipe her tears Wailing for the universe Surely, that ruler of airwaves Has once upon a time Wailed for the universe He can pick up the tab But he can’t commit the crime Wailing for the universe So if God decides to test you, Better hold that faith steady Wailing for the universe Till the day that truth will come And save you if you’re ready Wailing for the universe
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Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 6:44 PM UTC
Wail
I heard through the grapevine The Gestapo are out tonight Weaving their tapestry Of violent sport and time So I duck into alleys ********* my talisman Praying for personal glory A reordering of the cosmos But all I get is an enigma Enigma with mystique I hear the chanteuse sing It makes the colors bleed through I heard through the grapevine The star police are out tonight Weaving their tapestry Of karmic sport and time So I duck into nightclubs ********* an eyeball glass Praying for personal triumph A reordering of the past But all I get is an enigma Enigma with mystique I hear the chanteuse sing It makes the colors bleed through
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Nov 25, 2012
Nov 25, 2012 at 2:27 PM UTC
The Chanteuse
the smell of burnt toast and cigarette smoke greets me with an acrid embrace i drag my brain dead carcass up the long flight of stairs fifteen minutes late for class open the door to psych get kicked in the face rather inharmoniously by a large, hairy eyeball some blue-toothed ********* is in my seat i plop down next to shareef instead turn my desk into a bed sleep.
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Mar 4, 2013
Mar 4, 2013 at 11:05 AM UTC
goodnight, monday morning.
The date is printed orange in the bottom right hand corner of my very favorite picture.      It's from two-thousand and eight And, as my cramping legs keep ambling every gavel foot falls faster than the one that fell before.      I'm wondering where the Hell the years have gone. You were all brown eyes and wide white smiles. I was all youthful bravado. As your laughter swelled to confidence, I was sinking straight down to the bottom. And the water rolled on past us,           Goose Creek swelled with the Summer run-off... Tell me where did all this time run off to? The moon is looming large in the hazing, ashed-out corner of my wine-enchanted eyeball      on this too-typical night. And every hyphen lends some extra space to staggered breaths as I recall your face. Now I'm spelling out      my own verdict: defendant's moving to convict. I don't know the final cost.      But I got enough memories to say what future I still have,      well it sure ain't coming free. I got enough memories now      that I don't know where I will be when a year is just a yawn and a sigh,      and you're still lodged      deep down inside of me. You were brown eyes' living confidence, I was yellow, fading cowardice. I know you were the better one, and I've always been scraping the bottom. And the water stalled beside us,           Red Riv- -er choked with Winter ice blocks. Don't know why I was so dumb and frozen. But thanks      for believing           all those years.
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Aug 16, 2016
Aug 16, 2016 at 11:36 AM UTC
Photographic Evidence
The date is printed orange in the bottom right hand corner of my very favorite picture.      It's from two-thousand and eight And, as my cramping legs keep ambling every gavel foot falls faster than the one that fell before.      I'm wondering where the Hell the years have gone. You were all brown eyes and wide white smiles. I was all youthful bravado. As your laughter swelled to confidence, I was sinking straight down to the bottom. And the water rolled on past us,           Goose Creek swelled with the Summer run-off... Tell me where did all this time run off to? The moon is looming large in the hazing, ashed-out corner of my wine-enchanted eyeball      on this too-typical night. And every hyphen lends some extra space to staggered breaths as I recall your face. Now I'm spelling out      my own verdict: defendant's moving to convict. I don't know the final cost.      But I got enough memories to say what future I still have,      well it sure ain't coming free. I got enough memories now      that I don't know where I will be when a year is just a yawn and a sigh,      and you're still lodged      deep down inside of me. You were brown eyes' living confidence, I was yellow, fading cowardice. I know you were the better one, and I've always been scraping the bottom. And the water stalled beside us,           Red Riv- -er choked with Winter ice blocks. Don't know why I was so dumb and frozen. But thanks      for believing           all those years.
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