when I speak I speak 
only of love. 
when I breathe I breathe in the 
curiosity of sin. 
when I exhale --I exhale the 
beauty of living. 

as I wander in the darkness of life 
I seek out the 
extraordinaries. 

when in doubt 
I somehow find that the 
darkness and light 
collide. 

even the best fall down, 
the stars shine even 
when they don't want to, 
*so why can't I.* 

life is full of wonders, 
I will find them one by one, 
hundreds of hundreds, 
I will find why life 
is worthwhile.