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"exert" poems
"You know, I used to be good at math," He says, A cigarette cradled in his fingers, Spilling ash on his blue jeans. He rearranges himself, removes his jacket - It's much too hot for leather now - And reveals a Dean t-shirt. Too cool for school, I suppose. "The rules just got too crazy, too specific. Too dependent and tangled. Well, too much so for the effort I was willing to exert." He's frank, I'll give him that. How does he make utter sloth seem so innocent? Too cool for school, I suppose. He calls himself a Methodist. Not like that, though. He says he's just figured life out. He means the hows, not the whys. The stops along the tour of personal success. A Methodist. Too cool for school, I suppose.
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Aug 11, 2010
Aug 11, 2010 at 1:10 PM UTC
Portrait of the Artist as a Young James Dean
Not the unhappy everyone talks about. Not just the lonely unhappy. Not just the unaccomplished/unmotivated unhappy. Not just the loveless unhappy. Not just the careless unhappy. Not just the “let down” unhappy. I wish there was a way to better exert the meaning of what I’m feeling. It’s the unhappy that makes me ***** before each occasion. It’s the unhappy that makes me want to sink into the walls. I want to break glass, break bone, break the unbreakable. I want to rip and scratch. Skin, lips, paper. It’s like a downward spin that sometimes leaves me pleased… and other times incredibly hollowed. There aren’t any solid memories that explain why I’ve gotten so sad. I do remember when it started though, or at least when I was old enough to understand it was not a good feeling. Five. Five years old. Sitting alone in the heater room where my “tea table” was set up. Tweety bird tea set. I remember thinking about grown-ups and all that they do. I remember not wanting to be a child anymore. I’d get mad when someone interrupted my thoughts. That was the first time I remember being depressed. I’ve been depressed since, but depression is a very small part of unhappiness… or whatever it is that’s been sloshing around in my gut since age five. All I know is that it escalates. It always has and now I’m very afraid that it always will.
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Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 11:19 PM UTC
I’m unhappy.
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk with a middle-aged bitterness of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him— The man whose love confused you, whose clumsy attempts of fatherhood kept the heart of a young girl perpetually guarded by a cautious skepticism— The man who brought you into a world he found absurd as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with the two of them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bear into this bittersweet game of ******** we play that we’ve since called ‘life,’ that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to navigate the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 3:25 PM UTC
"Adulthood" (revised)
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk with a middle-aged bitterness of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him— The man whose love confused you, whose clumsy attempts of fatherhood kept the heart of a young girl perpetually guarded by a cautious skepticism— The man who brought you into a world he found absurd as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with the two of them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bear into this bittersweet game of ******** we play that we’ve since called ‘life,’ that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to navigate the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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Its 3am and I'd rather be somewhere else. I made a veggie burger. And ate a jar of pickles. And thought about crying, But I didn't want to exert the energy.
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Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 3:16 AM UTC
**** me.
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him. The man who brought you into the world as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (even though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bring into this ******** little game that goes by the name of “life,” that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to be navigating the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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Aug 17, 2013
Aug 17, 2013 at 6:21 PM UTC
"Welcome to Adulthood"
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him. The man who brought you into the world as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (even though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bring into this ******** little game that goes by the name of “life,” that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to be navigating the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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maybe i got no time to think of words that will rhyme even if it's out of my system to make an unrhymed poem, i will write one for you. .. .. too tired to stay only to be pushed away too tired to exert effort on people who doesn't know my worth too tired to care nothing left for myself to spare and maybe like an unrhymed poem your verses seemed like mayhem but i still love them every **** bit of them. and maybe like a rhyming poem i can never get you out of my system God knows how hard i tried but i'm tired in an attempt to make an unrhymed poem, i still wrote a rhyming one at the end.
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Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 8:12 AM UTC
if you were an unrhymed poem, i'd still love you
Life molds you into a shapeshifting mess. One stumbles through different tribulations, and the soul diversifies as the years pass. You turn into different versions of yourself. It’s like treading through hell, but you taste heaven at the same time. It’s not a choice, it’s a requirement. Its like drinking liquid gold. The concept is luxurious, but it kills you so deliberately. A beautiful solemnity? Emotions so immense. It hurts so much to breathe, to exist, yet you need to stay, you stay because of love. We suffer to exert empathy. Love is the cutlass that impales deeply. It cuts far, it makes you bleed profusely, but it feels so good. It just feels so good. Is there a point to it all in the very end? Happiness seems temporary. Chasing it is like the drop you feel when the veil is pulled from under your foundation; long, scary. Happiness is the rarest paragon. The heart, heavy and the mind, full. Wondering day after day. Who will understand me, touch me, sense me. Wonder, keep wondering. Wonder possesses you. Wonder keeps watching you. Wonder doesn’t let go, it comes to watch you die. That’s the why, that’s the death. Life will never give you an answer.
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Nov 20, 2021
Nov 20, 2021 at 1:54 PM UTC
Life, holds hands with Wonder to watch you die.
Warning: This content may contain graphic descriptions, which may not be suitable for underage viewers if reading aloud. Our bodies touch as I embrace you tightly I feel an overwhealming warm sensation consuming my entire body as I run my fingers through your long and beautiful hair. I begin to kiss you lovingly and passionately on the lips to ultimately display my affection for you and feelings that can''t be explained even in the most beloved words. Sweet and soft kisses on your neck are to let you know that I''m ready this time to show you that you are meant to be mine and only mine for now and forever. I place my hand on your leg slowly sliding it up to your thigh gently massaging your inner thigh while I bite into your neck listening to your soft moans and becoming more aroused as more delightful thoughts come into mind, on how I can pleasure and satisfy you mentally and sexually. Excitement and the craving for lust becomes addicting and drives us both mad with wild intentions to make love to one another I remove all of your clothing along with mine as well, I place you on the bed I take it slowly once again by kissing your body all over my hands wonder all over you massaging your legs, massaging your thighs then massaging your ******* I align your body with mine carefully allowing myself to go inside of you because I value every moment of our intiment pleasure my hip movement corresponds to yours. I whisper loving thoughts in your ear on how my endless desire to please you like you truely deserve may not ever be fufilled. I caress you while you are in my lap we exchange loving and passionate wet kisses I increase my speed and exert more force making myself go "harder" and "faster" allowing you to feel the warming sensations that I once felt before flow into you as well I feel you tighten up around me I notice that your legs and arms are placed around my waist clinging to me tightly feeling safe and secure in my arms you wanting and encouraging me to do whatever I please as long as I don''t stop I become driven by my very own intentions I feel the both of us on the verge of climaxing.
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Dec 19, 2020
Dec 19, 2020 at 9:27 AM UTC
Desires.
Warning: This content may contain graphic descriptions, which may not be suitable for underage viewers if reading aloud. Our bodies touch as I embrace you tightly I feel an overwhealming warm sensation consuming my entire body as I run my fingers through your long and beautiful hair. I begin to kiss you lovingly and passionately on the lips to ultimately display my affection for you and feelings that can''t be explained even in the most beloved words. Sweet and soft kisses on your neck are to let you know that I''m ready this time to show you that you are meant to be mine and only mine for now and forever. I place my hand on your leg slowly sliding it up to your thigh gently massaging your inner thigh while I bite into your neck listening to your soft moans and becoming more aroused as more delightful thoughts come into mind, on how I can pleasure and satisfy you mentally and sexually. Excitement and the craving for lust becomes addicting and drives us both mad with wild intentions to make love to one another I remove all of your clothing along with mine as well, I place you on the bed I take it slowly once again by kissing your body all over my hands wonder all over you massaging your legs, massaging your thighs then massaging your ******* I align your body with mine carefully allowing myself to go inside of you because I value every moment of our intiment pleasure my hip movement corresponds to yours. I whisper loving thoughts in your ear on how my endless desire to please you like you truely deserve may not ever be fufilled. I caress you while you are in my lap we exchange loving and passionate wet kisses I increase my speed and exert more force making myself go "harder" and "faster" allowing you to feel the warming sensations that I once felt before flow into you as well I feel you tighten up around me I notice that your legs and arms are placed around my waist clinging to me tightly feeling safe and secure in my arms you wanting and encouraging me to do whatever I please as long as I don''t stop I become driven by my very own intentions I feel the both of us on the verge of climaxing.
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Mneme begin. Inspire, ye sacred nine, Your vent’rous Afric in her great design. Mneme, immortal pow’r, I trace thy spring: Assist my strains, while I thy glories sing: The acts of long departed years, by thee Recover’d, in due order rang’d we see: Thy pow’r the long-forgotten calls from night, That sweetly plays before the fancy’s sight. Mneme in our nocturnal visions pours The ample treasure of her secret stores; Swift from above the wings her silent flight Through Phoebe’s realms, fair regent of the night; And, in her pomp of images display’d, To the high-raptur’d poet gives her aid, Through the unbounded regions of the mind, Diffusing light celestial and refin’d. The heav’nly phantom paints the actions done By ev’ry tribe beneath the rolling sun. Mneme, enthron’d within the human breast, Has vice condemn’d, and ev’ry virtue blest. How sweet the sound when we her plaudit hear? Sweeter than music to the ravish’d ear, Sweeter than Maro’s entertaining strains Resounding through the groves, and hills, and plains. But how is Mneme dreaded by the race, Who scorn her warnings and despise her grace? By her unveil’d each horrid crime appears, Her awful hand a cup of wormwood bears. Days, years mispent, O what a hell of woe! Hers the worst tortures that our souls can know. Now eighteen years their destin’d course have run, In fast succession round the central sun. How did the follies of that period pass Unnotic’d, but behold them writ in brass! In Recollection see them fresh return, And sure ’tis mine to be asham’d, and mourn. O Virtue, smiling in immortal green, Do thou exert thy pow’r, and change the scene; Be thine employ to guide my future days, And mine to pay the tribute of my praise. Of Recollection such the pow’r enthron’d In ev’ry breast, and thus her pow’r is own’d. The wretch, who dar’d the vengeance of the skies, At last awakes in horror and surprise, By her alarm’d, he sees impending fate, He howls in anguish, and repents too late. But O! what peace, what joys are hers t’ impart To ev’ry holy, ev’ry upright heart! Thrice blest the man, who, in her sacred shrine, Feels himself shelter’d from the wrath divine!
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On Recollection
Mneme begin. Inspire, ye sacred nine, Your vent’rous Afric in her great design. Mneme, immortal pow’r, I trace thy spring: Assist my strains, while I thy glories sing: The acts of long departed years, by thee Recover’d, in due order rang’d we see: Thy pow’r the long-forgotten calls from night, That sweetly plays before the fancy’s sight. Mneme in our nocturnal visions pours The ample treasure of her secret stores; Swift from above the wings her silent flight Through Phoebe’s realms, fair regent of the night; And, in her pomp of images display’d, To the high-raptur’d poet gives her aid, Through the unbounded regions of the mind, Diffusing light celestial and refin’d. The heav’nly phantom paints the actions done By ev’ry tribe beneath the rolling sun. Mneme, enthron’d within the human breast, Has vice condemn’d, and ev’ry virtue blest. How sweet the sound when we her plaudit hear? Sweeter than music to the ravish’d ear, Sweeter than Maro’s entertaining strains Resounding through the groves, and hills, and plains. But how is Mneme dreaded by the race, Who scorn her warnings and despise her grace? By her unveil’d each horrid crime appears, Her awful hand a cup of wormwood bears. Days, years mispent, O what a hell of woe! Hers the worst tortures that our souls can know. Now eighteen years their destin’d course have run, In fast succession round the central sun. How did the follies of that period pass Unnotic’d, but behold them writ in brass! In Recollection see them fresh return, And sure ’tis mine to be asham’d, and mourn. O Virtue, smiling in immortal green, Do thou exert thy pow’r, and change the scene; Be thine employ to guide my future days, And mine to pay the tribute of my praise. Of Recollection such the pow’r enthron’d In ev’ry breast, and thus her pow’r is own’d. The wretch, who dar’d the vengeance of the skies, At last awakes in horror and surprise, By her alarm’d, he sees impending fate, He howls in anguish, and repents too late. But O! what peace, what joys are hers t’ impart To ev’ry holy, ev’ry upright heart! Thrice blest the man, who, in her sacred shrine, Feels himself shelter’d from the wrath divine!
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You made a cage out of your rules and your ideals. You picked me up and you locked me in it. I’m caged. I’m slaved. And I’m lost. BUT You can cage my body, not my thoughts. You can dictate my actions, but you can’t manipulate my mind. You can exert harass my body, but you can’t compel my soul. Your cage can’t tame this free spirit. Your cage is too small for these huge wings. So, I will break free and fly into the open. And I will Fly high as high my dreams go. And before you know, I would already be flying way high for you to reach. Finally, the cage is broken. I’m free. I’m alive. And I’m Un-Caged
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Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 12:10 PM UTC
UnCaged.
Whales were, above all else, deliberate about the pace with which they moved through the world, conscientious, perhaps to a fault, about the economy of movement required to propel such incredible mass over such enormous, empty spans of open ocean. Here is a humpback whale resting, face-down staring into the cerulean abyss, alone but singing, perhaps for enjoyment, perhaps out of boredom, or perhaps due to loneliness and longing. She twists and turns a single eye up toward the surface, her iris catching   sunbeams and contracting, as she gauges the gargantuan effort she must exert in order to gain her next breath. In this case, she concludes that, yes, the effort will be worth it. But what you must know about whales is that on rare occasion, they would cast these concerns of intentionality and efficiency aside, and choose to activate the entirety of their being, from the sinews to the soul, and propel themselves, heedlessly and at top speed toward, through, and past the surface of the ocean, as though they were attempting to fully take flight, to escape, with finality, the cold confines of their known existence, the omnipresent, furrowed gaze of the void below. But invariably, and in spite of their best efforts, the whales would be pulled back downward, by forces they could not fully comprehend, sure as the tides would fall shortly after the moon passed overhead. Yes, the physical impact of colliding with the surface of the ocean would be painful for the whales, but what hurt so much more than that was having to return to the stark, lonely calculus of whether or not to keep going.
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May 22, 2021
May 22, 2021 at 11:55 AM UTC
Whales
Whales were, above all else, deliberate about the pace with which they moved through the world, conscientious, perhaps to a fault, about the economy of movement required to propel such incredible mass over such enormous, empty spans of open ocean. Here is a humpback whale resting, face-down staring into the cerulean abyss, alone but singing, perhaps for enjoyment, perhaps out of boredom, or perhaps due to loneliness and longing. She twists and turns a single eye up toward the surface, her iris catching   sunbeams and contracting, as she gauges the gargantuan effort she must exert in order to gain her next breath. In this case, she concludes that, yes, the effort will be worth it. But what you must know about whales is that on rare occasion, they would cast these concerns of intentionality and efficiency aside, and choose to activate the entirety of their being, from the sinews to the soul, and propel themselves, heedlessly and at top speed toward, through, and past the surface of the ocean, as though they were attempting to fully take flight, to escape, with finality, the cold confines of their known existence, the omnipresent, furrowed gaze of the void below. But invariably, and in spite of their best efforts, the whales would be pulled back downward, by forces they could not fully comprehend, sure as the tides would fall shortly after the moon passed overhead. Yes, the physical impact of colliding with the surface of the ocean would be painful for the whales, but what hurt so much more than that was having to return to the stark, lonely calculus of whether or not to keep going.
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When people are shocked when they hear About the things you did to me I am always met with a strange level of surprise For many years I led my life believing this is normal That everyone faces some form of abuse At some point in their life. Maybe it's because my normal Has always been feeling stranded Feeling empty Because I don't know how to feel anything else. Maybe it's because my normal Has been for over a decade That this is just how things are As though it has been viciously branded to my body. Maybe it's because my normal Includes me proudly exposing my scars So I can help others heal theirs. Maybe it's because my twisted normal Has made this everything I see. I cannot say that the way he touches me Does not bring up memories of the way you violated me. I cannot say that the smell of mushrooms Though vile to most people Does not bring up a specific image in my mind of your bed. Then mixed messages tell you "It's your fault" "It wasn't abuse" "He should be in jail" "Why wouldn't you prosecute?" "You should hate him" And you just want to shut out the noise So you can soundly make a decision on your own But they keep hounding And you lose the ability to cope So you take a knife to your arm And a handful of pills So maybe you can just have silence For once. Parents find you And therapy becomes crucial In which she tells me That I am safe I am okay I am fine. However, I will never be fine Because I can never accept what you did to me But I have moved on because I am worth it. Letting you control all of me Thoughts, behaviors and actions Is like letting you get away with this atrocity. It's like letting you tell me this is my fault When it's no one but your own. Although, when people ask me why I don't hate you It's because you do not get the satisfaction of any of my strong feelings. However, it is also because You were a teenager If people knew everything I got into at fourteen There would be some pretty incriminating details there as well. But the main reason why I will never exert anger toward you Is because I got over this traumatic event not by hating your existence But by loving my own.
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Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 1:36 PM UTC
Normal
When people are shocked when they hear About the things you did to me I am always met with a strange level of surprise For many years I led my life believing this is normal That everyone faces some form of abuse At some point in their life. Maybe it's because my normal Has always been feeling stranded Feeling empty Because I don't know how to feel anything else. Maybe it's because my normal Has been for over a decade That this is just how things are As though it has been viciously branded to my body. Maybe it's because my normal Includes me proudly exposing my scars So I can help others heal theirs. Maybe it's because my twisted normal Has made this everything I see. I cannot say that the way he touches me Does not bring up memories of the way you violated me. I cannot say that the smell of mushrooms Though vile to most people Does not bring up a specific image in my mind of your bed. Then mixed messages tell you "It's your fault" "It wasn't abuse" "He should be in jail" "Why wouldn't you prosecute?" "You should hate him" And you just want to shut out the noise So you can soundly make a decision on your own But they keep hounding And you lose the ability to cope So you take a knife to your arm And a handful of pills So maybe you can just have silence For once. Parents find you And therapy becomes crucial In which she tells me That I am safe I am okay I am fine. However, I will never be fine Because I can never accept what you did to me But I have moved on because I am worth it. Letting you control all of me Thoughts, behaviors and actions Is like letting you get away with this atrocity. It's like letting you tell me this is my fault When it's no one but your own. Although, when people ask me why I don't hate you It's because you do not get the satisfaction of any of my strong feelings. However, it is also because You were a teenager If people knew everything I got into at fourteen There would be some pretty incriminating details there as well. But the main reason why I will never exert anger toward you Is because I got over this traumatic event not by hating your existence But by loving my own.
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While others chant of gay Elysian scenes, Of balmy zephyrs, and of flow’ry plains, My song more happy speaks a greater name, Feels higher motives and a nobler flame. For thee, O R—, the muse attunes her strings, And mounts sublime above inferior things. I sing not now of green embow’ring woods, I sing not now the daughters of the floods, I sing not of the storms o’er ocean driv’n, And how they howl’d along the waste of heav’n. But I to R——- would paint the British shore, And vast Atlantic, not untry’d before: Thy life impair’d commands thee to arise, Leave these bleak regions and inclement skies, Where chilling winds return the winter past, And nature shudders at the furious blast. O thou stupendous, earth-enclosing main Exert thy wonders to the world again! If ere thy pow’r prolong’d the fleeting breath, Turn’d back the shafts, and mock’d the gates of death, If ere thine air dispens’d an healing pow’r, Or snatch’d the victim from the fatal hour, This equal case demands thine equal care, And equal wonders may this patient share. But unavailing, frantic is the dream To hope thine aid without the aid of him Who gave thee birth and taught thee where to flow, And in thy waves his various blessings show. May R—return to view his native shore Replete with vigour not his own before, Then shall we see with pleasure and surprise, And own thy work, great Ruler of the skies!
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To A Gentleman On His Voyage To Great-Britain For The Recovery Of His Health
Am I the only one who cares about keeping in touch? Am I the only one who dares to wait without rush? Why am I the only one who's hurt? Is it because of the effort I exert? Is it because I care deeply when they were having fun freely? I wait, I wait, and I wait. I sacrifice time because it's worth it. But you can't even stay for me Am I not worth it? With you, I want to be. With them, you want to be. So I ask again, Am I not worth it? Happiness with you, I desired but now, I am sick, I am tired I must find happiness on my own I can only be happy alone.
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Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 12:12 PM UTC
Why (not) me?
Do you hear the sounds of music playing? The tone and feel that keeps you swaying.          The recurring beat, the tapping feet,          The strings ***** and the keys sweet. Each style diverse in feeling and spirit, Each sound distinct if you can hear it. Yet they are all beautiful in unique ways And may seem to place you in a daze. A classical piece full of beauty and grace, Violins, cellos, percussion, and bass, An orchestra full of musicians and skill,         The audience moved yet sitting quite still. The loud, and crazy, and pounding rock concert Where all energy saved is brought to exert. Guitar distortion and drums with power, A crowd head-banging, hour after hour. Rappers who speed like an antique auctioneer Bring out the beats and rap with no fear. Dance circles and moves are sure to form, If hip-hop starts, the dancers swarm. A small jazz band with smooth rhythm and time Play the sounds of old and make us feel prime. The trumpets, the snaps, the cool suede shoes, All sights and sounds of the old-time blues. Music holds joy and moves the soul, Music is collective and is one and whole. Though conflicting styles and motives may be, Music was made for you and for me.
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May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 10:13 PM UTC
Music
Something is out of place. Something inherently molecular within her myogenic wilderness: a modesty, an awareness, the visible manifestation of her shyness. It contracts. It tones. It colors her openly, just as the sky. Involuntary, just as stimuli. There's something new about this face. Something awakened. Something lovestruck and silly. For what else could exert such a dilator mechanism, in all its deliciousness?
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Oct 1, 2020
Oct 1, 2020 at 10:51 AM UTC
Biology of a Blush
I love you like... The moment that I realize I have two hours left and find out I didn't oversleep The Anticipation of telling beautiful surprises that are so challenging to keep The few seconds before we finally jump from a cliff that is just a little too steep The tears that bleed from my eyes out of joy, and aren't accompanied by a weep An uncontrollable smile after watching a puppy take it's very first spirited leap The freedom I feel from escaping the herd removing ourselves from the sheep The optimistic first steps of a child's feet standing up to life"s broom"s first sweep The necessary silence rarely shared from a reflecting gaze piercing ever so deep I think of you...when... The pain finally doesn"t hurt I wear my one favorite shirt The Perfect word is finally blurt Absolutely nothing left to exert Finished work covered in dirt The wind blows up your skirt Organically we begin to flirt Arrived Just in time for dessert I need you like... A runner needs his feet A writer needs a pen A song needs a beat A rooster needs a hen The cold needs the heat The military needs men A carnivore needs meat A monk needs his zen I miss you like... A plant wilting from a drought A dog laying by his owner"s grave Silence misses a necessary shout Hibernating bears without their cave A champion boxer"s very last bout An injured surfer watching a wave An old man"s window looking out Addiction misses his best friend crave
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Nov 13, 2013
Nov 13, 2013 at 8:33 PM UTC
Naturally
My neck hurts from the curves that come when I exert, enough energy to network with these nerds and increase my net worth, she’s an alcoholic hanging out at the bar I’m a workaholic raising the bar, so take a guess at who’s efforts are worth more, anyways here we are, or rather there we were, since I’m with another girl now, and no longer with her, I’m with a girl I met on Venice Beach, who wears tattoos on both arms like sleeves, which is ironic since that’s also where she wears her heart, at any rate I’m with a girl I met on Venice Beach, we had dinner then had *** a typical set of activities on any given night in this city, and after she finished she said I’d crossed a line, and she proceeded to tell me a story, of how she’d been gang ***** a few years ago, and how she still carries what had been done to her around, about how she’d been drugged up then **** fckt, then left alone bruise faced ****** assed on the ground, no reason to sugar coat it, men can be fcking disgusting, that’s why if I was a woman I’d be a lesbian, and I don’t mean that in any way that’s funny, we spoke in our awkward line crossed post *** sweat, laying there exhausted on my bed, we talked about how men are such conflicted creatures, how they can be so nice on the surface but so mean with *** how most of them are just looking for a place to stick it in, and how sickening that fact is especially since I’m one of those ******** and she left my house soon after but I didn’t expect her to stay, especially since everything we’d begun to make had already turned into a disaster, and as she disappeared into the night, on a bike as black as the sky, I thought about how she reminded me, of the Girl With The Dragon Tattoo and why… ∆ LaLux ∆
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Sep 27, 2018
Sep 27, 2018 at 1:34 PM UTC
The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo
My neck hurts from the curves that come when I exert, enough energy to network with these nerds and increase my net worth, she’s an alcoholic hanging out at the bar I’m a workaholic raising the bar, so take a guess at who’s efforts are worth more, anyways here we are, or rather there we were, since I’m with another girl now, and no longer with her, I’m with a girl I met on Venice Beach, who wears tattoos on both arms like sleeves, which is ironic since that’s also where she wears her heart, at any rate I’m with a girl I met on Venice Beach, we had dinner then had *** a typical set of activities on any given night in this city, and after she finished she said I’d crossed a line, and she proceeded to tell me a story, of how she’d been gang ***** a few years ago, and how she still carries what had been done to her around, about how she’d been drugged up then **** fckt, then left alone bruise faced ****** assed on the ground, no reason to sugar coat it, men can be fcking disgusting, that’s why if I was a woman I’d be a lesbian, and I don’t mean that in any way that’s funny, we spoke in our awkward line crossed post *** sweat, laying there exhausted on my bed, we talked about how men are such conflicted creatures, how they can be so nice on the surface but so mean with *** how most of them are just looking for a place to stick it in, and how sickening that fact is especially since I’m one of those ******** and she left my house soon after but I didn’t expect her to stay, especially since everything we’d begun to make had already turned into a disaster, and as she disappeared into the night, on a bike as black as the sky, I thought about how she reminded me, of the Girl With The Dragon Tattoo and why… ∆ LaLux ∆
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Wizened, like the mountain ridges in the west, you gazed across the desk at me, rheumy eyes unblinking, and asked me what I wanted from life When I answered, the blue opacity of your gaze seemed to sharpen and pierce my soul you clasped your hands comfortably, and rolled your ancient shoulders back - trees rippled in the ridges of your crisply pressed shirt - and you told me, with your well-worn voice, that you would exert every effort to give me all the tools I needed to succeed as you blinked, our conference ended, like the sun had gone down I was free to leave, but lingered your short white hair crested your brow like a fresh snowcap, you had ravines beside your eyes, and smiled like a canyon so I turned to go And it occurred to me, as I left the inclines of your presence for the flat horizons of my daily life, that I would like to have the same peace that flowed through your being, it would be a healthy rain to the desert of my soul. I longed to have the verdancy that you had - you, forty years my senior; you put my youth to shame but soon you would be my teacher, and you would not let me go to waste
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Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 9:47 PM UTC
The Teacher
HAVE 1) I have it here. 2) Has it had me? 3) Have. Want. Need. Exert. 4) What do I have?
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Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 1:23 PM UTC
4x4
some souls burn the brightest only after seeing the abysmal darkness. we will not be extinguished, as our worth is indescribable. the universe would not exert such ferocity to keep us here if we weren't meant for something ineffable – the changes we shall elicit in the world: together. yet in this testament, the truth comes to light. our souls have been tied together from the dawn of time; reliving countless lives. the scriptures forgot about us. mythology mentions us; but fails to depict us in the same tangent, let alone together. we are more than the greek goddesses and muses, we encompass the celestial bodies of the heavens. artemis aurora, and calliope polaris. you are the goddess of the hunt, protector and patroness of the forest; as your ribbons fill the night with ethereal glowing light. I am the muse of epic poetry who hangs above the sky, guiding lost travelers when the universe was still a child. we come together upon the call of night to fulfill our destinies until the end of eternity, or until the galaxy burns out and we are born anew. maybe then will we be one; as it was meant to be. but until that time finally comes, I am satisfied just to share the sky with you; hoping that I may catch a glimpse of the green mysticism that you weave each night.
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Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 4:15 PM UTC
prophetic mysticisms
it's easy to let your blood drip to let your tears flow to let yourself fall for it feels freely natural when you exert no force and yet you end up hurt because that's how it always ends up anyway
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Apr 11, 2014
Apr 11, 2014 at 9:39 AM UTC
free fall
Moving at the speed of slow comfortable in this minor pace Approaching my ultimate goal mesmerized at the escalator's glow green lit stairs on this moving staircase taking me up with its mechanical soul Being coddled my entire life, this is normal no need to exert any unneeded energy following the fast track without intent to stop parents paid for a school that is formal educated privately into the business synergy gray suits and fortune await for me at the top With a screech and a **** the beast halts accidents happen, but how do we react? With my escalator stopped, how do I proceed Without trial by fire, conflict, or faults Unprepared and contemplating this life impact I sulked in anger, blaming others that I won't succeed I see the goal at the top, but its distance is intimidating How do I reach for that goal if this escalator is broken? I've never moved forward one complicated step in my life The terrain is not difficult and the path isn't winding Then I heard a voice, (my own thoughts?), softly spoken 'It's a staircase you idiot, take a step, you're hardly in strife'
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Jan 29, 2011
Jan 29, 2011 at 6:14 AM UTC
Help, I'm Trapped On A Completely Functional Set Of Stairs!