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<> "And then one day you came back home You were a creature all in rapture You had the key to your soul And you did open that day you came back to the garden The olden summer breeze was blowin' on your face The light of God was shinin' on your countenance divine And you were a violet colour as you Sat beside your father and your mother in the garden The summer breeze was blowin' on your face Within your violet you treasure your summery words And as the shiver from my neck down to my spine Ignited me in daylight and nature in the garden" In the Garden, song by by Van Morrison <> ***This touches me deep in the chest cavity, the palpitations of its internalizing echoing cavitations, a warning, go slow, choose your words wise and accrue, the mood, for the ache of creating, hurts, fevers me for I am but steps away from the garden, and its violet hues infused with fresh sunrising golden hazes, with kindly warmth, with warming kindnesses, touches, caresses my shoulders, begs me to stop crying, overcome, for I am overcome, eyes dropping wetting droplets, for find myself at the intersection, interlocking crossroads where perfect perfection begins and must meet its natural endings thoughts of capture, retentions, preservations, all impossibilities, challenges, see me, begging itinerant muses in the neighborhood to guide my hand, teach me newsome words, mine feel so old, so unworthy of this moment, hearing me solicit their Treasure of Summery Words but they won't, excusing themselves, that this in particular human has exercised, exorcised, all the tools in his ever diminishing capacity, time insufficient to learn a new calculus of addition and bid me calm my heaving chest, seize my tears, just add them to the brackish salted waters steps awaiting away live in this moment live within this poem, revisit it frequent, weep no more, your stilling heart weakened, take fast what is given now, and be contented, your treasury chest is full, overflowing with this summary of summery*** but I am not, cannot… 7:48:am jul 22
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Jul 22, 2025
Jul 22, 2025 at 8:03 AM UTC
Within your violet, you treasure your summery words...
<> "And then one day you came back home You were a creature all in rapture You had the key to your soul And you did open that day you came back to the garden The olden summer breeze was blowin' on your face The light of God was shinin' on your countenance divine And you were a violet colour as you Sat beside your father and your mother in the garden The summer breeze was blowin' on your face Within your violet you treasure your summery words And as the shiver from my neck down to my spine Ignited me in daylight and nature in the garden" In the Garden, song by by Van Morrison <> ***This touches me deep in the chest cavity, the palpitations of its internalizing echoing cavitations, a warning, go slow, choose your words wise and accrue, the mood, for the ache of creating, hurts, fevers me for I am but steps away from the garden, and its violet hues infused with fresh sunrising golden hazes, with kindly warmth, with warming kindnesses, touches, caresses my shoulders, begs me to stop crying, overcome, for I am overcome, eyes dropping wetting droplets, for find myself at the intersection, interlocking crossroads where perfect perfection begins and must meet its natural endings thoughts of capture, retentions, preservations, all impossibilities, challenges, see me, begging itinerant muses in the neighborhood to guide my hand, teach me newsome words, mine feel so old, so unworthy of this moment, hearing me solicit their Treasure of Summery Words but they won't, excusing themselves, that this in particular human has exercised, exorcised, all the tools in his ever diminishing capacity, time insufficient to learn a new calculus of addition and bid me calm my heaving chest, seize my tears, just add them to the brackish salted waters steps awaiting away live in this moment live within this poem, revisit it frequent, weep no more, your stilling heart weakened, take fast what is given now, and be contented, your treasury chest is full, overflowing with this summary of summery*** but I am not, cannot… 7:48:am jul 22
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you haven't exercised in a week you haven't exercised and you've been eating a lot - ice cream and candy and not entirely healthy things you haven't exercised and you've been eating a lot and you've developed a slight pudge around your tummy where previously you wanted rock hard abs because you wanted to be strong but you're finding that strong isn't what you've made it to be maybe strong is more than slim bodies and powerful arms...maybe and the strangest part of this journey of self-discovery is that, as your stomach starts to make itself a delicate padding and as you roll over in bed instead of going for a run, you are curiously the most happy you've been in weeks and you love your body and it makes sense and you are happy
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Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 10:57 AM UTC
body
The desire to travel starts at birth Such a powerful and common dream To explore the earth From opening forbidden cupboards as a toddler To learning a new drinking game in a hostel in Europe. Travel is a necessity to life, Living properly Almost as important as breathing And should be as exercised just as much.
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Aug 4, 2015
Aug 4, 2015 at 6:39 PM UTC
Desire to travel
A is the Alphabet, A at its head; A is an Antelope, agile to run. B is the Baker Boy bringing the bread, Or black Bear and brown Bear, both begging for bun. C is a Cornflower come with the corn; C is a Cat with a comical look. D is a Dinner which Dahlias adorn; D is a Duchess who dines with a Duke. E is an elegant eloquent Earl; E is an Egg whence an Eaglet emerges. F is a Falcon, with feathers to furl; F is a Fountain of full foaming surges. G is the Gander, the Gosling, the Goose; G is a Garnet in girdle of gold. H is a Heartsease, harmonious of hues; H is a huge Hammer, heavy to hold. I is an Idler who idles on ice; I am I--who will say I am not I? J is a Jacinth, a jewel of price; J is a Jay, full of joy in July. K is a King, or a Kaiser still higher; K is a Kitten, or quaint Kangaroo. L is a Lute or a lovely-toned Lyre; L is a Lily all laden with dew. M is a Meadow where Meadowsweet blows; M is a Mountain made dim by a mist. N is a Nut--in a nutshell it grows-- Or a Nest full of Nightingales singing--oh list! O is an Opal, with only one spark; O is an Olive, with oil on its skin. P is a Pony, a pet in a park; P is the Point of a Pen or a Pin. Q is a Quail, quick-chirping at morn; Q is a Quince quite ripe and near dropping. R is a Rose, rosy red on a thorn; R is a red-breasted Robin come hopping. S is a Snow-storm that sweeps o'er the Sea; S is the Song that the swift Swallows sing. T is the Tea-table set out for tea; T is a Tiger with terrible spring. U, the Umbrella, went up in a shower; Or Unit is useful with ten to unite. V is a Violet veined in the flower; V is a Viper of venomous bite. W stands for the water-bred Whale; Stands for the wonderful Wax-work so gay. X, or ** or *** is ale, Or Policeman X, exercised day after day. Y is a yellow Yacht, yellow its boat; Y is the Yucca, the Yam, or the Yew. Z is a Zebra, zigzagged his coat, Or Zebu, or Zoophyte, seen at the Zoo.
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An Alphabet
A is the Alphabet, A at its head; A is an Antelope, agile to run. B is the Baker Boy bringing the bread, Or black Bear and brown Bear, both begging for bun. C is a Cornflower come with the corn; C is a Cat with a comical look. D is a Dinner which Dahlias adorn; D is a Duchess who dines with a Duke. E is an elegant eloquent Earl; E is an Egg whence an Eaglet emerges. F is a Falcon, with feathers to furl; F is a Fountain of full foaming surges. G is the Gander, the Gosling, the Goose; G is a Garnet in girdle of gold. H is a Heartsease, harmonious of hues; H is a huge Hammer, heavy to hold. I is an Idler who idles on ice; I am I--who will say I am not I? J is a Jacinth, a jewel of price; J is a Jay, full of joy in July. K is a King, or a Kaiser still higher; K is a Kitten, or quaint Kangaroo. L is a Lute or a lovely-toned Lyre; L is a Lily all laden with dew. M is a Meadow where Meadowsweet blows; M is a Mountain made dim by a mist. N is a Nut--in a nutshell it grows-- Or a Nest full of Nightingales singing--oh list! O is an Opal, with only one spark; O is an Olive, with oil on its skin. P is a Pony, a pet in a park; P is the Point of a Pen or a Pin. Q is a Quail, quick-chirping at morn; Q is a Quince quite ripe and near dropping. R is a Rose, rosy red on a thorn; R is a red-breasted Robin come hopping. S is a Snow-storm that sweeps o'er the Sea; S is the Song that the swift Swallows sing. T is the Tea-table set out for tea; T is a Tiger with terrible spring. U, the Umbrella, went up in a shower; Or Unit is useful with ten to unite. V is a Violet veined in the flower; V is a Viper of venomous bite. W stands for the water-bred Whale; Stands for the wonderful Wax-work so gay. X, or ** or *** is ale, Or Policeman X, exercised day after day. Y is a yellow Yacht, yellow its boat; Y is the Yucca, the Yam, or the Yew. Z is a Zebra, zigzagged his coat, Or Zebu, or Zoophyte, seen at the Zoo.
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Food for thought Savor in flavor within structural tone A former Competitive Bodybuilder who could hold his own He exercised to gain and ate to maintain It was dignity and honor in appreciation of aim Being a Competitive Bodybuilder requires all intensity But it was about winning on the stage spotlight being a reality Yet beyond Bodybuilding, there was something about food and preparing a very exotic cuisine You will see down the line in what I mean The former Competitive Bodybuilder felt that being a Chef was always his dream Now it will be a reality like a running stream But to be a good Chef you need the right education and Mentor Yes a Chef for sure Bake until rise Savor the taste with the right ingredients being the surprise Being a competitive Bodybuilder, one accepts the challenges in being the best But when it comes to a Cuisine Chef, it will be the food critics who will contest Patrons that will eat a Chef’s dish will be the true confess So ovens over the world There is a Chef to make your taste buds swirl What will he prepare? That is something I won’t share You will have to experience for yourself Taste I am sure you will enjoy This is a true story of a Chef He has cooking to do with not much time left. Ship Ahoy!
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Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 4:29 PM UTC
COMPETITIVE BODYBUILDER TURNED CUISINE CHEF
<> you pout and defer, dancing backwards, claiming, blue is now blackened from underuse, incapable and incapacitating revival *saying  eyes cannot see, distinctly, neither near or far, the tremble of love, forgot & distantly absent, but I know, a heart’s sensory muscles never die, though weaken they might, underused, un-exercised denying  that inspiration   no longer resides with in thy sensitivities, has fled, undercover of smoking forest fires all the diurnal hazards that invade, occupying my internal spaces once filled by poems you conceived, birthed, in a pleasured haze, came so fast, you bare recall agony accompanied, but not the ecstasy of the end resultant!* ***you know it’s you of whom I write, but, a note not shaming names, but messages countless private messages have I sent begging, beseeching, give me your gifts*** once more, you owe me not, though I oft irritate with my deafening pleas, yet only denials continue, my pleas ding but dent not, the tired fear of your exposition so speak to you plain, feed my soul selfish like in years gone past, there are holes in mine that require your elixir, creamy softness that moistens my face with tears of your words originating, astound, enfold** not later, not soon, not excusals, write for me NOW, WRITE FOR YOURSELF, but leave me not forsaken and thirst un-slackened,** Answer! To whom do you owe your poems?
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Jun 11, 2023
Jun 11, 2023 at 11:30 AM UTC
The Ink in Your Blood Never Dies! (To whom do you owe your poems?)
Life is so funny in its uncanny and unpredictable ways. It reaches out to us with powerful grip, yet allows us to make decisions about what we think we want without interference but with consequences of our actions. Molded in our favour, fashioned to bring succour and comfort to ameliorate the pains to be encountered. This helps to do things the right way the first time, allowing things to manifest and work the way they should, not the other way around. It’s like when we brush our teeth before we go to the dentist to have a teeth cleaning or when we wash the dishes before we put them in the dishwasher or when we clean up the house before the maid arrives. These are not following the natural order of things. Yield to the kindness of nature. Listen to the rhythm it beats into your consciousness, it's wisdom is of superior quality. Accept whatever it gives you, for the miraculous is woven and hidden inside it. The notion is to take you to the apex of your mountain if patience is excellently exercised and not be distracted. ©2018,Emeka Mokeme. All Rights Reserved.
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Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 12:36 PM UTC
THE NATURAL ORDER
"montana-says-yoga-pants-illegal" Look up on Yahoo we got quite the stash, under the illegal grass, in our hidden home, bring 'em out when it's just the two of us, looking to get exercised o'course we have secret codes, (yogurt slackers) never call 'em by their real name in public, lest we get sent by drone to the new orange and black jail when we be feeling risky-frisky, under our coats we wear 'em semi-publicly, but to blend in, we only buy black, seeing as we live in new york seeity, where we reside, black be the only legal color for approved illegal street walking never when we travel domestically in case we get busted, don't want to face federal interstate charges of inciting others to riot sensationally! this land is not my land, maybe it is yours, but if you come alooking for us, we got a cabin in the deep words, where we practice dress code freedom, no ties, shirts untucked, navel (oranges) fully exposed, button down shirts always  unbuttoned, (my high school days revolutionary first strike) hoping to escape the idiots we place above us to "govern"
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Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 4:34 PM UTC
Illegal yogurt pants
My last days were rough. But I got to spend it with my family. They have taken care of me from the moment they adopted me. They nursed me back to health. They bathed me. They found out that I like to eat everything including my kennel. Last year we found out that I was sick. They did everything they could do to help me. We exercised all the time. We played at the dog park with others like me. My sister Journey took my passing the hardest. But it was for the best. I was in pain and I knew it was time. I stopped eating and playing with my family. I just layed there and did nothing. I wanted to live longer but they couldn’t help me at the doctors. I tried to fight it as long as I could. My dad showed up with Journey in tears. Siearra and mommy were the ones that brought me to the doctors that day. I figured out what was going on. I was thankful that I was going to be out of pain finally. My dad I have never seen him like that before. I love them all I always will. I fought the medicine they gave me. It took so long to say goodbye. They didn’t want to neither did I. It was scary as I left but I felt no pain. My family gave me lots of treats before I left. I will miss them always. They were the best family I have ever had. Thank you family for everything that you have done for me. Thank you for making my life more enjoyable. Thank you for loving me. Thank you.
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Jan 4, 2017
Jan 4, 2017 at 1:19 PM UTC
Chuck
"In a mad world, only the mad are sane" Clearly stated by K. Akira. Scary! What is freedom? How close is it to insanity? Scary! Is that a freedom when one has to lose peace of mind? Is that a freedom where finally one has to ask ownself, who am I? And may regret what I have become. Is that a freedom where you search for the thousand Suns when you know one is enough? Is that a freedom where you have to sell the soul to exist a new time? Freedom is questionable. Never ask that freedom when you are not ready for. Never ask that freedom where you don't belong. Never ask that freedom where finally one has to shed tears. Never ask that freedom where foundation of life ends. Isn't it insanity, freedom beyond control? And you may have observed where weeds florish, lotus thrives. Balanced freedom is conscious state of being where no outer stimuli distracts, and one could flourish. Freedom in any form is always neutal, but the person who execute it, could be wrong. And forgive me if it is illogical, Earth revolving around it's axis is universal example of how much freedom one needs. What is freedom? How close is it to insanity? As the saying goes, your freedom to swing your fist ends just where my nose begins. Yes, should I repeat that? Reasonably never ask the insane, what freedom is. At that instant they will justify everything, where they are always right. It will be scarier that time. Thus freedom itself is never the issue, for what cause it is exercised, is. Nothing more.
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Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 11:13 AM UTC
On Freedom
"In a mad world, only the mad are sane" Clearly stated by K. Akira. Scary! What is freedom? How close is it to insanity? Scary! Is that a freedom when one has to lose peace of mind? Is that a freedom where finally one has to ask ownself, who am I? And may regret what I have become. Is that a freedom where you search for the thousand Suns when you know one is enough? Is that a freedom where you have to sell the soul to exist a new time? Freedom is questionable. Never ask that freedom when you are not ready for. Never ask that freedom where you don't belong. Never ask that freedom where finally one has to shed tears. Never ask that freedom where foundation of life ends. Isn't it insanity, freedom beyond control? And you may have observed where weeds florish, lotus thrives. Balanced freedom is conscious state of being where no outer stimuli distracts, and one could flourish. Freedom in any form is always neutal, but the person who execute it, could be wrong. And forgive me if it is illogical, Earth revolving around it's axis is universal example of how much freedom one needs. What is freedom? How close is it to insanity? As the saying goes, your freedom to swing your fist ends just where my nose begins. Yes, should I repeat that? Reasonably never ask the insane, what freedom is. At that instant they will justify everything, where they are always right. It will be scarier that time. Thus freedom itself is never the issue, for what cause it is exercised, is. Nothing more.
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In toasting Mike I recollect His steady watching gaze, I recollect his calm On a thousand stormy days. I recall his jaunty humour In his funny cockney style, And the rationale behind it And the pleasure of his smile. And the quiet determination In the steeliness within And the love that emanated When his Jules laughed loud with him. When he held her hand and strolled In the life they shared as one, In the racket of the grand kids As they shout and leap and run. Through the years of hardy seamanship From England's chalky reach, Across the ocean's vastness To far antipodean beach, To the soft greens of New Zealand And the promise of this land And the shining eyes of Jules When he offered her his hand. And the life they shared together Through the joy, the strain the tears The utter joy of baby Kristin And her beauty through the years. The seamlessness of craftmanship In tradesman's art supreme And the pride of his achievement In a sweet successful dream. A chasm has appeared in life Where old Mike used to be. Dreadfull death has exercised It's right to set him free. But I can't feel bad for Micheal For the brilliance of it all Is celebration of his life well lived And my toast to judgement's call. Marshalg @theBach Mangere Bridge 10 January 2010.
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Jan 10, 2010
Jan 10, 2010 at 6:51 AM UTC
In Toasting Mike....
Which Is Greater? I break a vow. A serious vow. In a place, in this site, Where the fluid pain Is the water of the world, The element that is crux, The amniotic liquor of creative flux, The morning juice, The afternoon caffe, The first beer of the day, The liquid that we rinse and spit out our every day, I will write about pain, Arrogantly, as if there is any unused combination of Letters, vowels and consonants left unspoken, ***** Having sworn not to, for pain is cumulative. Asking myself, Which is greater? The pain of creation, inception, origination and birth, The pain of  wreck and ruin, destruction and death. Homework Self-Assignment: Compare and Contrast Suddenly, I am expert. Creating a poem a day is very painful. A poem that is the sum of Reflection, research, and purging. Once I wrote: *The poem is the afterbirth, A conflicts resolution, an outcome, Battlefield debris, the residue of An exacting vision, a sentiment surging, And your army of words, inadequate to the task, Fighting to capture that insight flashed, Each word a soldier, disheveled, Crying, let me live, let me be saved, Let me make a poem, Let it be inscribed upon my victorious flag. The poem is the sweat left upon the brow, Having exercised the five senses, The salt of struggle and debate, It's completion, each word, Both a victory and a defeat.* Suddenly, I am  expert. My mother is dying. It is a process. Days pass, She neither eats or drinks, Yet she lives on. I watch each labored exhalation, A subtraction, a countdown, It is as if she was returning each singular day, Every word e're spoke, every dream dreamt, she ever possessed to the atmosphere, One breath at a time. Is that painful? It is for me. Now you complain. They're different, not to be compared, et cetera. Pain is pain, Whether it is in the service of creation, or Creative destruction. Once I wrote: *With each passing poem, I am lessened within, expurgated, In a sense part of me, expunged, Part of me, passing too, Every poem's birth diminishes me.* So, one and the same? Nope. Yes. But. Cannot one be the greater? Yes, one is greater. When I lay on my deathbed, I will exhale the answer Into the atmosphere For your retrieval.
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Jul 19, 2013
Jul 19, 2013 at 7:06 PM UTC
Which Is Greater? (July 2013)
Which Is Greater? I break a vow. A serious vow. In a place, in this site, Where the fluid pain Is the water of the world, The element that is crux, The amniotic liquor of creative flux, The morning juice, The afternoon caffe, The first beer of the day, The liquid that we rinse and spit out our every day, I will write about pain, Arrogantly, as if there is any unused combination of Letters, vowels and consonants left unspoken, ***** Having sworn not to, for pain is cumulative. Asking myself, Which is greater? The pain of creation, inception, origination and birth, The pain of  wreck and ruin, destruction and death. Homework Self-Assignment: Compare and Contrast Suddenly, I am expert. Creating a poem a day is very painful. A poem that is the sum of Reflection, research, and purging. Once I wrote: *The poem is the afterbirth, A conflicts resolution, an outcome, Battlefield debris, the residue of An exacting vision, a sentiment surging, And your army of words, inadequate to the task, Fighting to capture that insight flashed, Each word a soldier, disheveled, Crying, let me live, let me be saved, Let me make a poem, Let it be inscribed upon my victorious flag. The poem is the sweat left upon the brow, Having exercised the five senses, The salt of struggle and debate, It's completion, each word, Both a victory and a defeat.* Suddenly, I am  expert. My mother is dying. It is a process. Days pass, She neither eats or drinks, Yet she lives on. I watch each labored exhalation, A subtraction, a countdown, It is as if she was returning each singular day, Every word e're spoke, every dream dreamt, she ever possessed to the atmosphere, One breath at a time. Is that painful? It is for me. Now you complain. They're different, not to be compared, et cetera. Pain is pain, Whether it is in the service of creation, or Creative destruction. Once I wrote: *With each passing poem, I am lessened within, expurgated, In a sense part of me, expunged, Part of me, passing too, Every poem's birth diminishes me.* So, one and the same? Nope. Yes. But. Cannot one be the greater? Yes, one is greater. When I lay on my deathbed, I will exhale the answer Into the atmosphere For your retrieval.
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In my craft or sullen art Exercised in the still night When only the moon rages And the lovers lie abed With all their griefs in their arms I labour by singing light Not for ambition or bread Or the strut and trade of charms On the ivory stages But for the common wages Of their most secret heart. Not for the proud man apart From the raging moon I write On these spindrift pages Nor for the towering dead With their nightingales and psalms But for the lovers, their arms Round the griefs of the ages, Who pay no praise or wages Nor heed my craft or art.
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In My Craft Or Sullen Art
Postpone not a good deed due to laziness That temperament will spoil your mission Always punctually execute your decision This will help you a lot in life and business Any good intention must be soon acted upon Before your mind makes a negative move Your worth, only your deed will finely prove Wisely use the opportunity before it is gone While taking steps, difficulties will crop up But, we should not lose heart feeling diffident We must face all the blocks feeling confident Without playing, how to aim for the golden cup? Life means only problems and lots of troubles Happiness may show its face occasionally Our happiness alone must triumph finally Due to will-power, troubles become bubbles Concentrate to achieve the desired result Let determination be exercised in full swing Glory and success, only hard-work will bring Efforts alone tie achievements to one's belt. mvvenkataraman
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Jan 30, 2013
Jan 30, 2013 at 10:33 AM UTC
Do Now With Great Love
On a daily, our minds are exercised, Whether we like or enjoy it, or entirely despise, we have to continue to thread water, even thru the darkest cries, the strengthful tries, the empty lies, and the curled up sighs, of painful nights, now look up to the skies, because it just doesn't stop, so why should WE?
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May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 12:53 PM UTC
"Discipline"
Wake up   Look in mirror                       fat Take off clothes Look in mirror                       why is my stomach so swollen looking??                       ******* hate this body*                       especially my stomach Weigh                         102.3                       finally Breakfast   Strawberries                       10 calories Coffee and cream                       34 calories..                       too many                       need energy, though                       fine. strawberries+coffee+cream= 44 calories Weigh                       102.6                       **** it* ***** Weigh                       102.4                       better Go for run                       burned 400 calories Hungry                       can't eat Look in mirror                       the way my fat sticks out is disgusting Weigh                       102.4 100 sit ups                       burned 50 calories 200 jumping jacks                       burned 70 calories Look in mirror                       why am I not thin yet                       don't fade out again Passes out Go to doctor Says too thin                       don't lie to me Dinner Peach                       36 calories Energy drink                       210 calories                       ugh                       need it desperately though strawberries+coffee+cream+peach+energy drink= 290 Weigh                       103.1                       hate myself Stare in mirror Stare in mirror Stare in mirror Examine body ***** Weigh                       102.1 200 sit ups                       burned 100 calories Get dumped by boyfriend                       it's probably because I'm fat Take shower Get out Look in mirror                       you are disgusting Go to bed                       I hate myself REALITY scary thin ate too little, exercised too much unrealistically saw herself died two years later of a self inflicted gunshot to the head and a starved soul note said: “I love you, but I hate myself and the fact I'll never be small enough for you”
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Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 11:09 PM UTC
Life with Body Dysmorphic Disorder
Wake up   Look in mirror                       fat Take off clothes Look in mirror                       why is my stomach so swollen looking??                       ******* hate this body*                       especially my stomach Weigh                         102.3                       finally Breakfast   Strawberries                       10 calories Coffee and cream                       34 calories..                       too many                       need energy, though                       fine. strawberries+coffee+cream= 44 calories Weigh                       102.6                       **** it* ***** Weigh                       102.4                       better Go for run                       burned 400 calories Hungry                       can't eat Look in mirror                       the way my fat sticks out is disgusting Weigh                       102.4 100 sit ups                       burned 50 calories 200 jumping jacks                       burned 70 calories Look in mirror                       why am I not thin yet                       don't fade out again Passes out Go to doctor Says too thin                       don't lie to me Dinner Peach                       36 calories Energy drink                       210 calories                       ugh                       need it desperately though strawberries+coffee+cream+peach+energy drink= 290 Weigh                       103.1                       hate myself Stare in mirror Stare in mirror Stare in mirror Examine body ***** Weigh                       102.1 200 sit ups                       burned 100 calories Get dumped by boyfriend                       it's probably because I'm fat Take shower Get out Look in mirror                       you are disgusting Go to bed                       I hate myself REALITY scary thin ate too little, exercised too much unrealistically saw herself died two years later of a self inflicted gunshot to the head and a starved soul note said: “I love you, but I hate myself and the fact I'll never be small enough for you”
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her morning pleasure occasionally actually exercised, a substituted delight for gym-going work with Lulu exercised, no man can, will ever, understand the nature/nurture debate over, in my mind resolved, nature, hands up and hands down RR's^  query, is god dead, no longer rumbles around in my head cause when he speaks, I can't get a word in edgewise what i did in the sixties, lost to time in memoriam, especially some really bad poetry but this gender differentiation a matter that Aristotle dutifully, so wisely, philosophically avoided there is no Socratic method rationality in what is just crazy insanely meiosis, there is no comprehension of the essence of  elemental genetic division, like the NY Mets, ya just gotta believe, or just accept but from the other side of the bed comes a surly, dry rejoinder, a gelled spike *thanks to modern science, why don't you come over to the right side, maybe then, you'll understand the true meaning of pleasure transgend your self, show your willingness per the bible, to be god's new and improved version of a human being* So, a pretty little, light A-line, with a summer floral pattern, a size 12, (20? *** I, will wear with great human pride, come June
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Mar 12, 2017
Mar 12, 2017 at 11:20 AM UTC
dress shopping on-line, in bed, on a Sunday morn at 10:00am (just another love poem)
Nobody understands children Or plays their games properly. Nobody looks them in the eye As equals Or tells them a secret In return for one of theirs A real one. No one cares what they think, Just how they are, and what people think of them. They do not exist. Their opinion is not there. It’s sad because In many ways They’re good at life And in many ways We’re not - We take on too much, Live unsustainably And end up Disappointing all round. Oh well. Julia exercised her power Over the happy family’s Holiday photo shoot at dinner. To cage the moment The adults sent a camera to either flank of Her and her father. She was suddenly reticent, shy, they thought. Her face dancing away from the camera While she monkey hugged her father (For some more haribo). But he would not give in, because he did not have them, And everyone wanted a picture of them together, The spotlight was on them now, He was sweating in the glare of the media circus, The pressure was mounting, no retreating now. So when daddy said, "Come on Julia, smile for the camera!" She narrowed her eyes And clung harder to his neck, An all-encompassing embrace - Not so much of love, but of The only power she had – To hide her Face. "What's up Julia?" Asked Dad. "I'll smile for you if you want, But I'm not smiling for the camera." She said.
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Feb 22, 2011
Feb 22, 2011 at 2:37 AM UTC
Julia
After a lot to negotiate toing and froing you exchanged your teeny heart for my bag of 18-something stones I carried it home in a hurry much lighter than I expected for what looked like a big cherry it was shaking when I checked it I worried at its odd little quivering a bit timid and nervy like a leaf blown from its tree but happy to have a new owner in me I nestled it carefully in my mother's best white sheets but was scared to see it start to bleed quite a bit not that it might die but about what my mother would say about the red in the laundry and what she might tell her mother if she got it back needing a doctor I decided to pat it with a towel to keep it dry no even better shower it each day keep it a bit moist sprinkle it with Eau de Toilette every morning blow it a kiss like having a sweet pet to greet after I shave I wanted to rub my hands with glee but it needed treating with kid gloves and exercised in carefree handling but first I had to squeeze it not hard in case it burst just in the middle bit around its plumped up waist it felt soft and squidgy and beat quite quickly not like my stones I wrapped it up in a cooler using styrofoam aluminium foil and a brown paper bag... Styrofoam is a good insulator and will keep the love from oozing out the aluminium foil is a heat reflector and the paper bag I am not sure about but grocery stores offer them to put your ice cream in so it doesn't melt as fast I had a meal of cheese on toast then returned to check my box your heart was not there to be seen isolated in polystyrene O dear I wished I'd cut a window giving it room to see it grow but then I spied you in the garden painting stones to a wondrous glow so lovely I traded back my carton and your heart lit up inside for me
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Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 9:08 PM UTC
Trading Lost Cherries & Losing Marbles
After a lot to negotiate toing and froing you exchanged your teeny heart for my bag of 18-something stones I carried it home in a hurry much lighter than I expected for what looked like a big cherry it was shaking when I checked it I worried at its odd little quivering a bit timid and nervy like a leaf blown from its tree but happy to have a new owner in me I nestled it carefully in my mother's best white sheets but was scared to see it start to bleed quite a bit not that it might die but about what my mother would say about the red in the laundry and what she might tell her mother if she got it back needing a doctor I decided to pat it with a towel to keep it dry no even better shower it each day keep it a bit moist sprinkle it with Eau de Toilette every morning blow it a kiss like having a sweet pet to greet after I shave I wanted to rub my hands with glee but it needed treating with kid gloves and exercised in carefree handling but first I had to squeeze it not hard in case it burst just in the middle bit around its plumped up waist it felt soft and squidgy and beat quite quickly not like my stones I wrapped it up in a cooler using styrofoam aluminium foil and a brown paper bag... Styrofoam is a good insulator and will keep the love from oozing out the aluminium foil is a heat reflector and the paper bag I am not sure about but grocery stores offer them to put your ice cream in so it doesn't melt as fast I had a meal of cheese on toast then returned to check my box your heart was not there to be seen isolated in polystyrene O dear I wished I'd cut a window giving it room to see it grow but then I spied you in the garden painting stones to a wondrous glow so lovely I traded back my carton and your heart lit up inside for me
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By keeping true calmness Our mind functions well Ideas are very progressive Soul takes complete rest Calmness gives clear ideas Brain is very well nourished Heart is devoid of friction Body feels greatly jubilant When emotions are serene Classic will be the feeling Joy permeates one's mind Ecstasy and thrill are plenty Whatever may be the news View it in the right perspective Digest it without any tension Acceptance gives equanimity Provocation must be denied Extreme patience exercised Will give enough confidence Calmness wins without doubt. mvvenkataraman
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Feb 22, 2012
Feb 22, 2012 at 1:02 PM UTC
Calmness Stops Gloominess
I wish I could stop My hands from stalking your page from refreshing just to see your name an expert in pushing people away My tongue is best tied up instead of exercised it's exorcism is backwards demons it will spew right into your insides the things i say aren't like the things i do But my conscience blurs all those lines when I'm with you Who is this new host of parasitic infection? Making overly sexualized suggestions Who gave her the key and locked me out? I wish I could stop My hands from stalking your page from refreshing just to see your name
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Dec 22, 2011
Dec 22, 2011 at 6:28 PM UTC
The Internet Girl
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a little straight slip of a thing, red, a quartier inch wide, red, a quartier inch thin, suggestive, inquisitive, a political and philosophical, lovely provocation to conjecture as if it were a colored arrow, pointing strangely down, instead of up, to the next handhold on a rock climbing wall, in this case, handholds on a woman's body this way, follow me, to the barricades! a tourist mapped-path to follow, visit the glories of the republic,^ and the charming Quartier Latin! entrap and entice, the eyes willful blinded, taken away to thoughtful solitary, on-one-side-only, does the bra strap conveniently, consciously, haphazardly, (yes, that's it, a hazard,) invitingly, speaks to, looks to me, inquiring will you vote, RSVP to red? as if a line of lipstick on the body drawn, the directive points, this way, perhaps, always, just perhaps, this way tourist, to the dome of the pantheon, where the statutes are the course, or perhaps disguised, well-placed, statuesque, (ha!), improvised explosive devices, purposely presented, needy for a desired psychological high impact detonation If that is its purpose under heaven, under sweater, under halter, under cutoff gym top, under liberty, to tempt and remove the blindfold from the womanly scales of under justice to tilt him favorably one way If it, is theater, I, the audience then whatever is on stage, (Ibsen's Doll House, ironie délicieuse) is a failed distraction, naught to naughty, to no avail, his eyes fastened, stapled wide to the quarter inch thin red path from her slender shoulder, leading, stepping him ****** down to his I-magination, for which unknowingly, he, ticket purchased, months ago for two hours and one intermission He must go again, the show was superbly acted, for so the reviews said, Ibsen's play, "an unremitting portrayal of the suffering of a women" ^republic ~ a state in which the power rests in the body, of those entitled to vote, exercised by their representatives, their eyes, chosen directly by and for them.
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Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 3:50 PM UTC
the red, a quarter inch thin bra strap
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a little straight slip of a thing, red, a quartier inch wide, red, a quartier inch thin, suggestive, inquisitive, a political and philosophical, lovely provocation to conjecture as if it were a colored arrow, pointing strangely down, instead of up, to the next handhold on a rock climbing wall, in this case, handholds on a woman's body this way, follow me, to the barricades! a tourist mapped-path to follow, visit the glories of the republic,^ and the charming Quartier Latin! entrap and entice, the eyes willful blinded, taken away to thoughtful solitary, on-one-side-only, does the bra strap conveniently, consciously, haphazardly, (yes, that's it, a hazard,) invitingly, speaks to, looks to me, inquiring will you vote, RSVP to red? as if a line of lipstick on the body drawn, the directive points, this way, perhaps, always, just perhaps, this way tourist, to the dome of the pantheon, where the statutes are the course, or perhaps disguised, well-placed, statuesque, (ha!), improvised explosive devices, purposely presented, needy for a desired psychological high impact detonation If that is its purpose under heaven, under sweater, under halter, under cutoff gym top, under liberty, to tempt and remove the blindfold from the womanly scales of under justice to tilt him favorably one way If it, is theater, I, the audience then whatever is on stage, (Ibsen's Doll House, ironie délicieuse) is a failed distraction, naught to naughty, to no avail, his eyes fastened, stapled wide to the quarter inch thin red path from her slender shoulder, leading, stepping him ****** down to his I-magination, for which unknowingly, he, ticket purchased, months ago for two hours and one intermission He must go again, the show was superbly acted, for so the reviews said, Ibsen's play, "an unremitting portrayal of the suffering of a women" ^republic ~ a state in which the power rests in the body, of those entitled to vote, exercised by their representatives, their eyes, chosen directly by and for them.
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but then i am moulded by democracy, and i see its evils, and the only good of it exercised is focused upon the critical acclaim of theocracy, and that only spreads upon a definition: the existence of theocracy qualifies democracy to become warring, because under the dicta of the people no gods exist, but despots do, and democracy is qualified to eradicate all despots, even god, with or without the rule of the people, as the ambition of being without rule: as ant said unto aardvark: same **** different planet.
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Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 7:44 PM UTC
warring democracy zeitgeist
second match lit and gone cinders burn and hearts forlorn the curse it summons haunts the head with terrors of happiness that could have been yet light seeps in through half-open eyes though distorted with tearful disguise as pain brings no warning, leaves none secure as jealousy hidden in palms, submerged the blush leaks in, roses bloom in the fall the demise of your companions the source of it all as you dream of the kiss you exercised on your lips with the faint gossamer trails of a butterfly's bliss the chill of winters creaks in your bones the scratch of a pencil strengthening your woes no amount of perfume will cover the cologne no amount of tears shed with forget what you've known four times the curse has struck the heart and bled loves juice through every part through wrecked veins and bruised bones metastasizing, leaving you all on your own through love's gentle heart brings peace to the world a violent disguise for the pain it truly burns candlelight vigils carry sorrow no longer for love's vicious hand strikes down younger and younger given sunshine rays to be brought to the soil trotted on by millions worrying of their sorrows problems; as if they have so much insulting those who dare not live, dare not touch the shreds of life they hold so dear and those in tow they hold so near tears. wet drivers run dry is it always truly better to try? sk
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Sep 10, 2013
Sep 10, 2013 at 6:19 PM UTC
curses hung by empty hangers
My mind is a muscle.... A muscle that  needs to be exercised, quite often. Daily Intense Workouts Shall Strengthen this muscle. Enlarging it.... Making it quite Powerful....... Never allowing this important muscle to fall to the Shrunken  Condition of "Weak and pitiful." "jogging" down  the streets which are  the "books, of life's Experiences" "pumping the irons" of the "Weight" that  "Problems Needing to Be Solved" Push on the limits which this muscle can "pump"  and "endure" I always "keep this muscle well toned"  Running quickly, holding tightly, and Stretching Its limits of what my "muscle" can "hold." I hold a smile on my facee As I  excercise my "mind"  to a stronger Future.
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Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 4:28 AM UTC
Muscle Toning