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my intelligence is not defined by a number, nor a letter. nor should I be graded on a curve by people who don’t know me. What does knowing the pythagorean theorem have to do with me being a good person? what will memorizing words on a page help me with my rage raging about how education has become this conveyor belt chewing up and spitting out society’s warped up idea of intelligence. Throw me in a classroom with twenty-something students just to tell me I’m better than him but not as smart as her teachers saturating our brains with force fed textbook equations telling us this is what we have to know to make it “make it on time”, they say “Passing it in late is not okay” but when I am eventually thrown out of this conveyor belt of education the realization will be that life does not have a set schedule. my life will not change on time, as you ask I cannot cram my creativity onto a five-paragraph piece of paper. I cannot crunch my knowledge down onto six pages about who I am Don’t give me guidelines my future does not have guidelines you think you’re teaching us information but in reality, you’re teaching us around the system of how to get a passing grade but not the exceeding knowledge knowledge about what? Our history? what about our future? We can’t learn about our future by staring at a blackboard in a dim-lit room with twenty-something other people wondering what the hell we’re doing here but being too scared to stand up and ask.
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Apr 4, 2013
Apr 4, 2013 at 1:47 PM UTC
Intelligence
my intelligence is not defined by a number, nor a letter. nor should I be graded on a curve by people who don’t know me. What does knowing the pythagorean theorem have to do with me being a good person? what will memorizing words on a page help me with my rage raging about how education has become this conveyor belt chewing up and spitting out society’s warped up idea of intelligence. Throw me in a classroom with twenty-something students just to tell me I’m better than him but not as smart as her teachers saturating our brains with force fed textbook equations telling us this is what we have to know to make it “make it on time”, they say “Passing it in late is not okay” but when I am eventually thrown out of this conveyor belt of education the realization will be that life does not have a set schedule. my life will not change on time, as you ask I cannot cram my creativity onto a five-paragraph piece of paper. I cannot crunch my knowledge down onto six pages about who I am Don’t give me guidelines my future does not have guidelines you think you’re teaching us information but in reality, you’re teaching us around the system of how to get a passing grade but not the exceeding knowledge knowledge about what? Our history? what about our future? We can’t learn about our future by staring at a blackboard in a dim-lit room with twenty-something other people wondering what the hell we’re doing here but being too scared to stand up and ask.
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Am I a stone, and not a sheep, That I can stand, O Christ, beneath thy cross, To number drop by drop Thy Blood's slow loss, And yet not weep? Not so those women loved Who with exceeding grief lamented Thee; Not so fallen Peter weeping bitterly; Not so the thief was moved; Not so the Sun and Moon Which hid their faces in a starless sky, A horror of great darkness at broad noon-- I, only I. Yet give not o'er, But seek Thy sheep, true Shepherd of the flock; Greater than Moses, turn and look once more And smite a rock.
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Beneath Thy Cross
VIII. TO ARES (17 lines) (ll. 1-17) Ares, exceeding in strength, chariot-rider, golden- helmed, doughty in heart, shield-bearer, Saviour of cities, harnessed in bronze, strong of arm, unwearying, mighty with the spear, O defence of Olympus, father of warlike Victory, ally of Themis, stern governor of the rebellious, leader of righteous men, sceptred King of manliness, who whirl your fiery sphere among the planets in their sevenfold courses through the aether wherein your blazing steeds ever bear you above the third firmament of heaven; hear me, helper of men, giver of dauntless youth! Shed down a kindly ray from above upon my life, and strength of war, that I may be able to drive away bitter cowardice from my head and crush down the deceitful impulses of my soul. Restrain also the keen fury of my heart which provokes me to tread the ways of blood-curdling strife. Rather, O blessed one, give you me boldness to abide within the harmless laws of peace, avoiding strife and hatred and the violent fiends of death.
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The Homeric Hymns: 8- To Ares
For certain he hath seen all perfectness Who among other ladies hath seen mine: They that go with her humbly should combine To thank their God for such peculiar grace. So perfect is the beauty of her face That is begets in no wise any sigh Of envy, but draws round her a clear line Of love, and blessed faith, and gentleness. Merely the sight of her makes all things bow: Not she herself alone is holier Than all; but hers, through her, are raised above. From all her acts such lovely graces flow That truly one may never think of her Without a passion of exceeding love.
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Sonnet: Beauty Of Her Face
So there’s this woodpecker He pecks all day Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Pecks his life away Ever seen him stop and wonder? At the glories of the world and beyond? Did you ever see? Him staring at a tree And thinking about Joyce Kilmer? Nope, can’t recall Any such incident So why should I stop And smell the flowers I don’t see Why should I write a poem As beautiful as a tree When no one else gives a **** I should be hanging around friends Rolling joints with the money for my rent I should be the eternal narcissist Like the one who sits above But we’ll come to him later Right now what I wanna know Is what gives me the right to control Everything I see And everything I don’t Coz frankly speaking There’s a lot I don’t know What gives me the right To play with someone’s life And blame it on ignorance? I thought someone could tell me Someone could answer The stupidest question in the world But if I ask someone Why they’re doing something They all say the same thing Coz everyone else is. Good. So now we’ve got that cleared. I’m doing what I’m doing Because everyone else is doing what they’re doing And everyone else is doing what they’re doing Because I’m doing what I’m doing To sum it up, None of us know what any of us is doing Or why they’re doing it. Looks like we evolved backwards. At least the apes knew what they were doing. Sleep. Eat. **** Have *** Sleep. That simple collection of words got what the people Who call themselves the brainiest guys in the world didn’t: Logic. And I’ll tell you why they didn’t get it Because they were the birdbrains Who came up with the idea of a nuclear bomb Which has really set the bar for human stupidity No one can surpass that. Because the ‘logic’ behind the nuclear bomb is “You give me what I want Or I’ll blow up your country” People in the highest position of their respective countries Spent money exceeding ten times the number of their population On such nuclear bombs. Which, in fact, they’ll never use. True story. Tell you the truth, I’d rather be a woodpecker.
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Jun 6, 2012
Jun 6, 2012 at 1:37 PM UTC
I'd rather be a woodpecker
So there’s this woodpecker He pecks all day Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Peck Pecks his life away Ever seen him stop and wonder? At the glories of the world and beyond? Did you ever see? Him staring at a tree And thinking about Joyce Kilmer? Nope, can’t recall Any such incident So why should I stop And smell the flowers I don’t see Why should I write a poem As beautiful as a tree When no one else gives a **** I should be hanging around friends Rolling joints with the money for my rent I should be the eternal narcissist Like the one who sits above But we’ll come to him later Right now what I wanna know Is what gives me the right to control Everything I see And everything I don’t Coz frankly speaking There’s a lot I don’t know What gives me the right To play with someone’s life And blame it on ignorance? I thought someone could tell me Someone could answer The stupidest question in the world But if I ask someone Why they’re doing something They all say the same thing Coz everyone else is. Good. So now we’ve got that cleared. I’m doing what I’m doing Because everyone else is doing what they’re doing And everyone else is doing what they’re doing Because I’m doing what I’m doing To sum it up, None of us know what any of us is doing Or why they’re doing it. Looks like we evolved backwards. At least the apes knew what they were doing. Sleep. Eat. **** Have *** Sleep. That simple collection of words got what the people Who call themselves the brainiest guys in the world didn’t: Logic. And I’ll tell you why they didn’t get it Because they were the birdbrains Who came up with the idea of a nuclear bomb Which has really set the bar for human stupidity No one can surpass that. Because the ‘logic’ behind the nuclear bomb is “You give me what I want Or I’ll blow up your country” People in the highest position of their respective countries Spent money exceeding ten times the number of their population On such nuclear bombs. Which, in fact, they’ll never use. True story. Tell you the truth, I’d rather be a woodpecker.
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By day she wooes me, soft, exceeding fair: But all night as the moon so changeth she; Loathsome and foul with hideous leprosy, And subtle serpents gliding in her hair. By day she wooes me to the outer air, Ripe fruits, sweet flowers, and full satiety: But through the night, a beast she grins at me, A very monster void of love and prayer. By day she stands a lie: by night she stands, In all the naked horror of the truth, With pushing horns and clawed and clutching hands. Is this a friend indeed; that I should sell My soul to her, give her my life and youth, Till my feet, cloven too, take hold on hell?
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The World
XXXII. TO SELENE (20 lines) (ll. 1-13) And next, sweet voiced Muses, daughters of Zeus, well- skilled in song, tell of the long-winged (35) Moon. From her immortal head a radiance is shown from heaven and embraces earth; and great is the beauty that ariseth from her shining light. The air, unlit before, glows with the light of her golden crown, and her rays beam clear, whensoever bright Selene having bathed her lovely body in the waters of Ocean, and donned her far-gleaming, shining team, drives on her long-maned horses at full speed, at eventime in the mid-month: then her great orbit is full and then her beams shine brightest as she increases. So she is a sure token and a sign to mortal men. (ll. 14-16) Once the Son of Cronos was joined with her in love; and she conceived and bare a daughter Pandia, exceeding lovely amongst the deathless gods. (ll. 17-20) Hail, white-armed goddess, bright Selene, mild, bright-tressed queen! And now I will leave you and sing the glories of men half-divine, whose deeds minstrels, the servants of the Muses, celebrate with lovely lips.
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The Homeric Hymns: 32- To Selene
173 A fuzzy fellow, without feet, Yet doth exceeding run! Of velvet, is his Countenance, And his Complexion, dun! Sometime, he dwelleth in the grass! Sometime, upon a bough, From which he doth descend in plush Upon the Passer-by! All this in summer. But when winds alarm the Forest Folk, He taketh Damask Residence— And struts in sewing silk! Then, finer than a Lady, Emerges in the spring! A Feather on each shoulder! You’d scarce recognize him! By Men, yclept Caterpillar! By me! But who am I, To tell the pretty secret Of the Butterfly!
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A fuzzy fellow, without feet
It was in total a fast track ticket to the moon and I can't return to transaction dock 8 too soon the star checkout lane at my local supermarket tops balloons with rocket science aeronautics that pilot's service areas binary counter perfect exceeding expectations bent into global orbit My items sped along to muzak her slim milky way belt a smile beaming discount countdowns heaven sent taking off in bit lips when her priceless item buttons almost burst free to air with a strain of special promotions helpfully assisting my every excess flight of fancy made impulse buys a baggage allowance necessity She stroked parts of her radical laser station to fully engage hygienic wiped spills of imagination and I felt the warp of hyperdrive tangelo engines urging me into a dive to scan juice ripe tangerines a last minute save fuelled by stalling flashback cavities gyrating in tight nets as we escaped earth's gravity With a twist of her wrist I was into fits-the-bill ecstasy as the whirr of electronics cut loose such quality with a lick of an index finger our mission was bagged handled too efficiently for any danger of jet lag no flyby chance to not exchange standby coupons my trolley emptied of offers too galactic to pass on
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Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 12:52 AM UTC
The Pocket Rocket At Dock 8
Nights pass and I pick away at my skin. Supine in this hallowed hollow of unwashed bedsheets and detritus Spending my time, the most precious currency to date, trudging through virtual stacks of head shots of those I've known or half-known. A healthy reminder that you are alone. You are behind. You ****** up early, kid. You are behind in some sense, even if half the acquaintances pleasant or otherwise in your class are working jobs not much better than yours. What I really hate is seeing joy. Seeing these people and their ****** happiness, it's great.     Really strengthens the misanthropic beast I've been feeding all week     And it feels good, anger Especially when the only other things I'm used to feeling are     worried or     bored So its nice to indulge, I guess I don't have to look for something to fuel my complaints, my bitter unwarranted jealousy –     that's an annoying component –     the awareness –     this would all be much more enjoyable if I didn't notice these things about myself but noticing is a habit I've nourished     for years far exceeding     the time spent with a cigarette between my fingers
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Dec 20, 2012
Dec 20, 2012 at 7:59 PM UTC
Quitting
It's electric friction beneath the feet Like stockcars locked on the inevitable path Matching until meters burst Exceeding the limit and flying off the track With powerful pinpoints and frustrating fault lines And the breaking of makeup on the skin most bold It is a poker face across the way And the frustrations of knowing that the crowd turns cold Whenever you've failed to play perfectly within the fold Tennis Is the realization that you are IT, and all that which influences the bouncing ball
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Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 4:54 PM UTC
Tennis
There's a typhoon a monsoon Of catastrophic misery, agony, and doom The pain keeps raining down In my sorrow I will surely drown An ocean of emotion and I can't swim My soul's light is growing dim The sky just keeps bleeding My tolerance it's exceeding In this inky blackness I am sinking My soul keeps on shrinking From this psychalgia there is no exception There is no redemption In this anguish Is where I'll languish In this tribulation I will suffer There is no hope I will ever recover In this desolation I will moan and wail This despair is my last coffin nail
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Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 7:09 PM UTC
My Affliction
Exceeding tall, but built so well his height Half-disappears in flow of chest and limb; Moustache and whisker trooper-like in trim; Frank-faced, frank-eyed, frank-hearted; always bright And always punctual--morning, noon, and night; Bland as a Jesuit, sober as a hymn; Humorous, and yet without a touch of whim; Gentle and amiable, yet full of fight. His piety, though fresh and true in strain, Has not yet whitewashed up his common mood To the dead blank of his particular Schism. Sweet, unaggressive, tolerant, most humane, Wild artists like his kindly elderhood, And cultivate his mild Philistinism.
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House-Surgeon
Beneath the fair blue face of Heaven, harp In hand, a shepherd flats an A that's sharp. He plucks and tunes and finds the perfect pitch And plays a harmony exceeding rich. The afternoon is hot, and all the sheep Are full of grass and falling fast asleep. Cotton ball clouds go slowly floating by While drowsy songbirds neither sing nor fly. Even the shiny fish in waters cool Nap in the cooler shadows in the pool. Save for the sound of rills that gently spill, All things are silent.  Everything is still.      So too a watchful lion keeping eyes Upon a ewe lamb dozing where she lies. As still as stone he stalks his sleepy prey: He's waited patiently the livelong day. And now the time has come to work his plan, While most at ease is bird and beast and man. He takes the first small steps in his approach, Then breaks into a run and makes the poach. Bewildered sheep in panic loudly bleat— Asleep to wide awake in one heartbeat! The shepherd's senses rush, and running down The brute, he smites the beast upon his crown. Dazed and confused, the lion drops the lamb That lives but by the grace of Him, I AM. The shepherd grabs the lion's beard, and, hair In hand, he slays him (as he'll slay a bear.)        Returning safe the lamb unto the flock, The shepherd goes and stands upon a rock. He lifts his hands to God, and, singing psalms Of praise, he gives the LORD his weather'd palms. Cotton ball clouds go slowly floating by As stars begin to twinkle in the sky.
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Feb 17, 2023
Feb 17, 2023 at 1:08 PM UTC
The Good Shepherd
Beneath the fair blue face of Heaven, harp In hand, a shepherd flats an A that's sharp. He plucks and tunes and finds the perfect pitch And plays a harmony exceeding rich. The afternoon is hot, and all the sheep Are full of grass and falling fast asleep. Cotton ball clouds go slowly floating by While drowsy songbirds neither sing nor fly. Even the shiny fish in waters cool Nap in the cooler shadows in the pool. Save for the sound of rills that gently spill, All things are silent.  Everything is still.      So too a watchful lion keeping eyes Upon a ewe lamb dozing where she lies. As still as stone he stalks his sleepy prey: He's waited patiently the livelong day. And now the time has come to work his plan, While most at ease is bird and beast and man. He takes the first small steps in his approach, Then breaks into a run and makes the poach. Bewildered sheep in panic loudly bleat— Asleep to wide awake in one heartbeat! The shepherd's senses rush, and running down The brute, he smites the beast upon his crown. Dazed and confused, the lion drops the lamb That lives but by the grace of Him, I AM. The shepherd grabs the lion's beard, and, hair In hand, he slays him (as he'll slay a bear.)        Returning safe the lamb unto the flock, The shepherd goes and stands upon a rock. He lifts his hands to God, and, singing psalms Of praise, he gives the LORD his weather'd palms. Cotton ball clouds go slowly floating by As stars begin to twinkle in the sky.
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Main and master goal I stand in gaze In a gaze that admires you I stand in amaze And wonder And wonder why all these thoughts ponder Why these thoughts take priority above all other These thoughts of you That has lit a liquid-oxygen combusted fire And now I stand trapped Trapped in this legitimate feeling of attraction My concentration depleted My heart weeps Weeps for the dungeon I've fallen in My heart weeps It weeps like a waterfall Tears that keep running down the face of my heart Your voice that resonates in my soul Like a viral infection that has pierced my heart Your beauty has undressed these naked eyes Now The only thought I have is you My heart has changed its pattern into... Into a pattern that spells your Name I close my eyes and echoed images live in the darkness of these shut eyes Your voice has broken the silence in me For I have savored it You relentlessly entered my heart Engraved your name on it Slowly I'm tearing in the inside I'm going insane Pain, no! Affectionate attraction, Yes! A weeping heart I have A weeping heart that is manifesting it all As in my manifestation I ought to be the leader of the nation inside me The creator of my inner creation Forgotten about the future I live in the past of your creation For all that entirely matters in the near future is: My main and master mission In vision with my main and master goal Past the sleepless nights' tension Past the deception of animations artificiality and into all reality Past my minds permission; it's approval Exceeding my potential but placing me in that position Disregarding all competition I stand and watch in 3rd person perspective My heart has risen like dust Even though it's dark my shadow has betrayed me; your smile shines through like lights rays The visible weeping heart is translucent My thoughts have become wishes Wishes exceeding my boundaries of limits Because my mission and master goal is for you to be mine...                                        By: Magnus Master Robinson
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Jan 23, 2014
Jan 23, 2014 at 10:08 AM UTC
The weeping heart
Main and master goal I stand in gaze In a gaze that admires you I stand in amaze And wonder And wonder why all these thoughts ponder Why these thoughts take priority above all other These thoughts of you That has lit a liquid-oxygen combusted fire And now I stand trapped Trapped in this legitimate feeling of attraction My concentration depleted My heart weeps Weeps for the dungeon I've fallen in My heart weeps It weeps like a waterfall Tears that keep running down the face of my heart Your voice that resonates in my soul Like a viral infection that has pierced my heart Your beauty has undressed these naked eyes Now The only thought I have is you My heart has changed its pattern into... Into a pattern that spells your Name I close my eyes and echoed images live in the darkness of these shut eyes Your voice has broken the silence in me For I have savored it You relentlessly entered my heart Engraved your name on it Slowly I'm tearing in the inside I'm going insane Pain, no! Affectionate attraction, Yes! A weeping heart I have A weeping heart that is manifesting it all As in my manifestation I ought to be the leader of the nation inside me The creator of my inner creation Forgotten about the future I live in the past of your creation For all that entirely matters in the near future is: My main and master mission In vision with my main and master goal Past the sleepless nights' tension Past the deception of animations artificiality and into all reality Past my minds permission; it's approval Exceeding my potential but placing me in that position Disregarding all competition I stand and watch in 3rd person perspective My heart has risen like dust Even though it's dark my shadow has betrayed me; your smile shines through like lights rays The visible weeping heart is translucent My thoughts have become wishes Wishes exceeding my boundaries of limits Because my mission and master goal is for you to be mine...                                        By: Magnus Master Robinson
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In the former life I led I had no way of filling The empty grave of one who's dead My pride was e'r willing I had an ego overblown In pompous boasts exceeding But I was lost and all alone My soul was torn and bleeding I had abilities and then Became a prideful bearer Of all the things that I could do At last I was in error Even when I knew The Lord Made charity my pleasure My works became my righteousness Above my only Treasure Christ died in vain upon his cross If my beliefs adhered to And I rejected precious Grace That was the point I came to How can I live a sinless life? I am without that merit Jesus lived that life for me So Grace I could inherit! So here I am to tell you all Pride is like a cancer I will boast in Jesus Christ For He's the only answer SoulSurvivor (C) 4/23/2016 *"I will not boast in anything No gifts, no power, no wisdom I will boast in Jesus Christ His death and resurrection Why would I gain from His reward? I cannot give an answer But this I know with all my heart His wounds have paid my ransom." How Great The Father's Love*
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Apr 23, 2016
Apr 23, 2016 at 1:11 AM UTC
I Will Boast in Jesus Christ
What of empty words like love without feelings a currency without a bank to back it up, words expressed but not felt spent in amounts exceeding their value. What of love felt but not expressed deep like a vault where the most precious possessions are kept, or deep like a mine where the yawning veins provide only hints of their great worth a little bit at a time. We are growing an economy and between us we can pass Assignats or Continentals to our hearts desire, and yet when our hearts yearn for more it will only be the shining coin of the realm the pearl of desire that is assayed between us and only then will our economy stand or fall by what is backing our promise to pay the bearer on demand and redeem ourselves in return.
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Aug 30, 2016
Aug 30, 2016 at 9:58 PM UTC
Home Economics
Exposition Exploration Examination Experimentation Exhibition Experience Exercise Excelsior Explosion Exposure Expansion Exceeding Excitement Excellence except Excessive Expectations Excuses Exclamation Excommunication Excluded Excreted Exorcised Expunged Exacerbation Exhale Exit Exeunt Extinct Ex-Star
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Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 3:06 AM UTC
Ex-Stardom
It has been four years and I have not written a better poem than the best poem I have ever written, stuck in a repetitive loop of not good enough, never exceeding what I was once able to do my fingers ache for another masterpiece but my brain refuses to provide any sort of solace that would come with writing a good poem, a great poem, something that would make me proud again
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Jun 29, 2021
Jun 29, 2021 at 6:12 PM UTC
Peaked
This can’t be what’s really going on now Taking it in, slick grin, mixed in with the same scowl None of it matters,   What’s done is done I could’ve tried harder I could have won It’s time to save, or give away freely It’s all insane, please stack it up neatly I can be wrong, darlin’, I’m only one man It’s borderline freezing Come, take my hand They swept you away, and let you down easy To my dismay, repeating, exceeding   Every single day I live, gives away it’s true meaning Left alone in my bed, could be self defeating I raise up from my bed, tell us what you’re feeling I’m in need of aid, to begin the healing All that is important, Under the stitching and the seems, Is a vast, solemn assortment, of runaway dreams
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Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 4:32 AM UTC
Runaway dreams
Has your soul sipped Of the sweetness of all sweets? Has it well supped But yet hungers and sweats? I have been witness Of a strange sweetness, All fancy surpassing Past all supposing. Passing the rays Of the rubies of morning, Or the soft rise Of the moon; or the meaning Known to the rose Of her mystery and mourning. Sweeter than nocturnes Of the wild nightingale Or than love's nectar After life's gall. Sweeter than odours Of living leaves, Sweeter than ardours Of dying loves. Sweeter than death And dreams hereafter To one in dearth Or life and its laughter. Or the proud wound The victor wears Or the last end Of all wars. Or the sweet ****** After long guard Unto the martyr Smiling at God; To me was that smile, Faint as a wan, worn myth, Faint and exceeding small, On a boy's murdered mouth. Though from his throat The life-tide leaps There was no threat On his lips. But with the bitter blood And the death-smell All his life's sweetness bled Into a smile.
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Has Your Soul Sipped?
1.i took a breath, punched the door. he asked if it helped at all, rubbed his temples when i did it again, told me to call him when i felt like talking, we havent spoken since. he isnt important to this story. what matters is how unsafe i feel just saying your name, how unreal you make me feel. imaginary and implausible. wish fulfillment so blatant im amazed i ever thought i was something more than a myth.   2. i can't give you what you want/couldn't give you what you want. something like a romance film, candles on the shore, not blown out by ocean winds. something where i cry your name or kiss you when you shout instead of screaming back, perfect plaster queen crumbling for no one but you. where i sing and you sigh. where at least one of us cares. 3. im still not sure who's to blame my heart is swollen my hands are bloated there is motor oil pooling in the hollow of my palms, did you do this to me? did i unravel you? im still not sure what happened. i stopped asking for help a long time ago 4.  i do not feel safe. you are behind me always. i am sweating bullets and you are loading your gun. you are a breakdown waiting to happen. you are my genes planning treason. 5. you're a fake.you're a fake.you're a fake. buying me coffee and spitting down my throat like it evens out in the end.you're so kind.you say youd never hurt me as if i couldnt see my ******* intestines in your fist. you're a fake. you're pyrite, fool's gold, costume jewelry cutting off circulation to my hand. 6. i know everything sounds the same. i know i give the same speech every time. i know repetition is getting old and six breakdowns in the same month is overdoing it. i was trained from birth to **** up my life and im exceeding expectations. 7. [image: memorial day card, 'we had nothing worth remembering' inside, hallmark logo on the back] 8. i didnt really want to be real anyway
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May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 3:41 AM UTC
8 reasons im smoking, 8 reasons im shaking, 8 reasons my knuckles are bruised
1.i took a breath, punched the door. he asked if it helped at all, rubbed his temples when i did it again, told me to call him when i felt like talking, we havent spoken since. he isnt important to this story. what matters is how unsafe i feel just saying your name, how unreal you make me feel. imaginary and implausible. wish fulfillment so blatant im amazed i ever thought i was something more than a myth.   2. i can't give you what you want/couldn't give you what you want. something like a romance film, candles on the shore, not blown out by ocean winds. something where i cry your name or kiss you when you shout instead of screaming back, perfect plaster queen crumbling for no one but you. where i sing and you sigh. where at least one of us cares. 3. im still not sure who's to blame my heart is swollen my hands are bloated there is motor oil pooling in the hollow of my palms, did you do this to me? did i unravel you? im still not sure what happened. i stopped asking for help a long time ago 4.  i do not feel safe. you are behind me always. i am sweating bullets and you are loading your gun. you are a breakdown waiting to happen. you are my genes planning treason. 5. you're a fake.you're a fake.you're a fake. buying me coffee and spitting down my throat like it evens out in the end.you're so kind.you say youd never hurt me as if i couldnt see my ******* intestines in your fist. you're a fake. you're pyrite, fool's gold, costume jewelry cutting off circulation to my hand. 6. i know everything sounds the same. i know i give the same speech every time. i know repetition is getting old and six breakdowns in the same month is overdoing it. i was trained from birth to **** up my life and im exceeding expectations. 7. [image: memorial day card, 'we had nothing worth remembering' inside, hallmark logo on the back] 8. i didnt really want to be real anyway
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"When they saw the star, they rejoiced with exceeding great joy." Please shine on me tonight, I beg you. I want to be happy again.
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Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 7:04 AM UTC
Rejoice
I have laid claim to the Tyne Bridge - it is my home. You can keep the streets, the shops, the bars Share them between you But please Let me have the bridge for myself. The bottle green arch of Newcastle, And the stew of water that runs beneath The sheer drop of air between them, Lightly salted by the sea. It is but the only childish affectation To follow me and hold true Through the contaminant of temporality. Just please, let me keep it. I shed the skin of adolescence And left my school tie at home When I made the journey North. I arrived expecting transcendence But instead I received the unwanted gift of the present. From the clamour of Manhattan, To the desolation of New Mexico and Peru, The present will forever be the most effective ammunition In shattering the stained glass of the world’s wonders. I know this from the beauty of memories. Those wonderful fragmented images of childhood That so efficiently cut out the hours of exceeding boredom, And the tedium inflicted by the men in suits. And the future, The future of flying ships, The mining of the moon And downloadable pizza. But we know in truth, when we arrive There will still be lawyers And adverts, Beggars on the street And apostrophe’s used incorrectly. I digress. Let me return to the Tyne Bridge My bridge on the Quayside. For despite the bird **** And the playboys that trundle over it day after day, It stands defiant over deep waters, Daring to cheat death Or vice versa.
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Dec 13, 2012
Dec 13, 2012 at 9:33 PM UTC
The Tyne Bridge