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"eulogies" poems
Challenges and competition notified. Every step codified. Tears and sweat pacified. Achievements and advancement glorified. Regression and depression terrified. Muscles and struggle verified. Foes and conspirators mortified. Plans of progress and purpose sanctified. Grace and the Goodness of God testified. Sweet pleasures of life. Trials, Torment and Torture. Eulogies and Elegies of visible characters. Promising and decisive. No conflicts, No dilemma.
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Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 1:48 AM UTC
HARD WORK
it is my birthday. but the world has long disowned me. honestly--I ask--why do I bother? as there must be something there for me--out in the viscera. for I, am still here. it is my birthday. but the public has long shunned me. faces thick as bedrock and eyes as dull as mint wrappers. and they use sound to blind them. it is my birthday. and no one seems to help. for it is not always happy to know, you're one day closer into the arms of the cease-r. it is my birthday. and words rule no meaning. for no one listens to me. and no one hears what I'm hearing. it is my birthday. and my marrow weakens as I breath. but bones sleep with welded lips 'neath the coat of earth. and--with shame--I shall, too, be nothing but empty research. it is my birthday. and I force myself to nature. O sand, is it true they pick you up and throw you in the wind? O sea, is it true you get stuck in the mouths and stomachs of the young? O hair, is it true you scream when the air beats you? but I don't hear--and I know many. it is my birthday. and I breath false air. is it true the ones that speak ill are on their death bed? is it wrong I wish for them to speed up time? is it wrong I point the reaper in their direction? so I needn't worry of their illness spreading to mine. it is my birthday. and we are all gathered for tea. the masochists sit by the sadists; that's the rule, so the sadist may draw that ball-point pen deep along their slate skin--and whisper the names of forgotten authors, so they may both moan with delicious harmony together--for two presents in one. it is my birthday. and the masochists ask me to join. they write each other's eulogies and revise--revise--'til there are none. it is my birthday. for now you know not, of what I wish, but what I need, a master. for I am not one. it is my birthday. and not all wishes deem true, for it seems no one cares of my words--my work--my blood--my tears-- a hymn to whomever it may concern--have you no mercy? it is my birthday. and I have not found them. I have not found the right. for only airless voices with no mouths, eyes that wish for many more, and souls that have lost time have found me. and I am one of them. and 'neath my heart, I always will be. for it is my birthday, and wishes don't come true.
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Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 6:57 PM UTC
Birthday.
it is my birthday. but the world has long disowned me. honestly--I ask--why do I bother? as there must be something there for me--out in the viscera. for I, am still here. it is my birthday. but the public has long shunned me. faces thick as bedrock and eyes as dull as mint wrappers. and they use sound to blind them. it is my birthday. and no one seems to help. for it is not always happy to know, you're one day closer into the arms of the cease-r. it is my birthday. and words rule no meaning. for no one listens to me. and no one hears what I'm hearing. it is my birthday. and my marrow weakens as I breath. but bones sleep with welded lips 'neath the coat of earth. and--with shame--I shall, too, be nothing but empty research. it is my birthday. and I force myself to nature. O sand, is it true they pick you up and throw you in the wind? O sea, is it true you get stuck in the mouths and stomachs of the young? O hair, is it true you scream when the air beats you? but I don't hear--and I know many. it is my birthday. and I breath false air. is it true the ones that speak ill are on their death bed? is it wrong I wish for them to speed up time? is it wrong I point the reaper in their direction? so I needn't worry of their illness spreading to mine. it is my birthday. and we are all gathered for tea. the masochists sit by the sadists; that's the rule, so the sadist may draw that ball-point pen deep along their slate skin--and whisper the names of forgotten authors, so they may both moan with delicious harmony together--for two presents in one. it is my birthday. and the masochists ask me to join. they write each other's eulogies and revise--revise--'til there are none. it is my birthday. for now you know not, of what I wish, but what I need, a master. for I am not one. it is my birthday. and not all wishes deem true, for it seems no one cares of my words--my work--my blood--my tears-- a hymn to whomever it may concern--have you no mercy? it is my birthday. and I have not found them. I have not found the right. for only airless voices with no mouths, eyes that wish for many more, and souls that have lost time have found me. and I am one of them. and 'neath my heart, I always will be. for it is my birthday, and wishes don't come true.
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I am alive by luck at this point. I wonder if the gun that will eventually take me has been made. Whose trigger will bury me. How many bullets, like a flock of sparrows, will come carry my life to its final bed. Today, I am alive but there is no law to thank. If not me, then someone else. Born into a game of chance we never asked for. Traded diplomas for obituaries. Traded graduation speeches for eulogies. Traded futures for an early grave. Forced to cash in their chips. We don’t want to play anymore. And this too is eulogy. And this too is prayer. And this too can resurrect the coffin wood back to a tree. Can sing back alive whatever parts of you died with them. Whatever leapt in your throat at yet another headline. Mourning until you, too, are a thing to mourn. But we will no longer be martyrs. We are the rude awakening to politicians who pawned out our safety, who bartered our lives for bribes. You say “gun reform is not the answer” but all I can see is a bullet rattling like a pinball in an innocent student’s jaw. You smell like gun smoke and I can see the AR15 you're holding behind your back and I guess it's easy to crack jokes about dodging bullets when you're the one firing them. Give teachers books not bullets: Kafka isn’t kevlar. Bronte isn’t bulletproof. And how sick is it that we must add school shootings to your list of proud american traditions. Throwing opinions like punches. How many more have to die before you decide your ego isn’t as important as you think it is? And I, too, am buried alive My soggy grave parting its greedy lips. To you, my bones, when ground into gunpowder and mixed into water, taste like champagne. My pulse, as thin as an obituary panting beneath sweaty palms, and sure We are “just kids,” But you are forgetting we are the next generation And you autopsy your fists. Call it reclamatory. Lately, when asked “how are you?” I respond with a name no longer living. And who knows if mine will be next
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 10:32 PM UTC
Ammunition: a eulogy for parkland
I am alive by luck at this point. I wonder if the gun that will eventually take me has been made. Whose trigger will bury me. How many bullets, like a flock of sparrows, will come carry my life to its final bed. Today, I am alive but there is no law to thank. If not me, then someone else. Born into a game of chance we never asked for. Traded diplomas for obituaries. Traded graduation speeches for eulogies. Traded futures for an early grave. Forced to cash in their chips. We don’t want to play anymore. And this too is eulogy. And this too is prayer. And this too can resurrect the coffin wood back to a tree. Can sing back alive whatever parts of you died with them. Whatever leapt in your throat at yet another headline. Mourning until you, too, are a thing to mourn. But we will no longer be martyrs. We are the rude awakening to politicians who pawned out our safety, who bartered our lives for bribes. You say “gun reform is not the answer” but all I can see is a bullet rattling like a pinball in an innocent student’s jaw. You smell like gun smoke and I can see the AR15 you're holding behind your back and I guess it's easy to crack jokes about dodging bullets when you're the one firing them. Give teachers books not bullets: Kafka isn’t kevlar. Bronte isn’t bulletproof. And how sick is it that we must add school shootings to your list of proud american traditions. Throwing opinions like punches. How many more have to die before you decide your ego isn’t as important as you think it is? And I, too, am buried alive My soggy grave parting its greedy lips. To you, my bones, when ground into gunpowder and mixed into water, taste like champagne. My pulse, as thin as an obituary panting beneath sweaty palms, and sure We are “just kids,” But you are forgetting we are the next generation And you autopsy your fists. Call it reclamatory. Lately, when asked “how are you?” I respond with a name no longer living. And who knows if mine will be next
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I took the pen with me, After signing the parlor guest book, At the Home. You might think of forgiving me, Thinking as good people do, I took it as a memorial sticking point; But I didn't know the deceased. I was acting as a devout escort, To be seen as doing the right thing. Perception, you've been told, Is everything. So, I made sure no one saw me Take the pen. For extra insurance, To project my semblance, Following the eulogies, I attended the luncheon, And ate salmon sandwiches, And carrot sticks. On leaving, I grasped the hands: Sorry for your troubles; Came home and used that pen, To create this. The End.
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Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 9:50 AM UTC
I Like a Good Salmon Sandwich
The beauty of comatose can only be seen through the eyes of a wizard in a blizzard strutting in garlic slippers, or Christ with knees bent at the tabernacle peeling bananas and kicking prayers farther than eternity with each gapping second, or like Basquiat slumped back to the wall, with ounces of speedball dancing through his veins, eating 80’s free-based fried chicken *******   as his eyelids paints beautiful nightmares of lemon flowers and Bacchus bacon over a glycopyrrolate desert of flagrant cuckold buffoonery. Or like leprechauns burning chocolate ******* candles on the mantle of Zion, sipping oatmeal sprinkled with Staten Island malt liquor bacon. or like Tupac reading the thoughts of Mother Shipton through the daze of California cannabis and hearing the ominous voice of Plutarch sing death assignments from heaven to Assassins on horsebacks goggling ***** water to wet the dry bones of their throats as they prepare to fulfill the gospel of self-fulfilling prophecies of being fell by ***** bullets. Or like sophisticated wallets of spice and kitchen characters in a bald head cooking chemical kisses and 18 February nights under Moloch’s skin, where constitutions are written in charcoal diaries with Egyptian ciphers and razors. “I had rain sowed into the pockets of my sneakers and composed 1310 eulogies at the basement of king David’s tower,” said the Kraftwerkian caricature, as he dangles cigarettes in remembrance of Klaus Nomi and philosophizes on the proliferation of poetic vandalism at urinals where modernism failed under the phosphorescence of coloration at the avenue of no trees where Picasso's "Guernica" **** Lies All.
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Jul 17, 2012
Jul 17, 2012 at 6:01 PM UTC
Stream: the 13th love song of Alfred Prufrock
The beauty of comatose can only be seen through the eyes of a wizard in a blizzard strutting in garlic slippers, or Christ with knees bent at the tabernacle peeling bananas and kicking prayers farther than eternity with each gapping second, or like Basquiat slumped back to the wall, with ounces of speedball dancing through his veins, eating 80’s free-based fried chicken *******   as his eyelids paints beautiful nightmares of lemon flowers and Bacchus bacon over a glycopyrrolate desert of flagrant cuckold buffoonery. Or like leprechauns burning chocolate ******* candles on the mantle of Zion, sipping oatmeal sprinkled with Staten Island malt liquor bacon. or like Tupac reading the thoughts of Mother Shipton through the daze of California cannabis and hearing the ominous voice of Plutarch sing death assignments from heaven to Assassins on horsebacks goggling ***** water to wet the dry bones of their throats as they prepare to fulfill the gospel of self-fulfilling prophecies of being fell by ***** bullets. Or like sophisticated wallets of spice and kitchen characters in a bald head cooking chemical kisses and 18 February nights under Moloch’s skin, where constitutions are written in charcoal diaries with Egyptian ciphers and razors. “I had rain sowed into the pockets of my sneakers and composed 1310 eulogies at the basement of king David’s tower,” said the Kraftwerkian caricature, as he dangles cigarettes in remembrance of Klaus Nomi and philosophizes on the proliferation of poetic vandalism at urinals where modernism failed under the phosphorescence of coloration at the avenue of no trees where Picasso's "Guernica" **** Lies All.
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This is me apologizing. This is me finally coming up for air and coughing up apologizes instead of swallowing them down with gulps of water. This is me looking at your face and seeing the bags under your eyes because you stayed up all night trying to call me and apologizing. Looking at your nails and seeing the skin around them ****** and scabbed and the beds unevenly bitten down to nothing and apologizing. Looking at your eyes and seeing the way you bought colored contacts to cover the fact you spent days unmoving from a mirror trying to love yourself and apologizing. This is me seeing the needle points on your lips from where you injected your own blood to attempt to regain that color I claimed to be in love with and apologizing. As I'm looking at your arms and seeing where you scrubbed your skin with chemicals trying to erase the essence of me and when you smile I can see that you chugged a bottle of bleach to try and whiten your teeth bright enough so that you could be accepted by God himself into the pearly gates all I can do is apologize. I'm sorry that you spent hours carving my name into his back with your fingernails and biting your own tongue so hard it bled when he told you he loved you. When his flesh connected with yours causing the world to stop for a second and listen to your shrieking I know it was me you were screaming for and I'm sorry. As I'm standing here staring at you and watching them put brush stroke after brush stroke of blush onto your lovely pale cheeks trying to restore the life you lost so many years ago I'm finally realizing it's too late to apologize yet all I can think about is how this isn't even close to the eulogy you deserved. I should be talking about the way you danced and how your voice made my own falter momentarily and how you were more alive when you were dying than I ever will be when I'm living rather than apologizing but all I can seem to rationalize is how I spent years dry swallowing your love and spitting up knives to use to carve my initials into your thigh so you would always remember me and how I never even had the common decency to count to three before destroying you and I'm sorry. I'm afraid to look up now that I've finished apologizing because I know your empty eyes filled with nothingness will be staring back so horribly confused because I doubt you ever continued listening after I used the world eulogy and I'm sure you're going to wonder why I'm talking as if I'm sitting at your funeral rather than on the end of your bed but I don't know how else to make you grasp the concept of what you're doing to yourself by loving me in a better way than this and I'm sorry. C.a.l
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 7:21 PM UTC
Eulogies
This is me apologizing. This is me finally coming up for air and coughing up apologizes instead of swallowing them down with gulps of water. This is me looking at your face and seeing the bags under your eyes because you stayed up all night trying to call me and apologizing. Looking at your nails and seeing the skin around them ****** and scabbed and the beds unevenly bitten down to nothing and apologizing. Looking at your eyes and seeing the way you bought colored contacts to cover the fact you spent days unmoving from a mirror trying to love yourself and apologizing. This is me seeing the needle points on your lips from where you injected your own blood to attempt to regain that color I claimed to be in love with and apologizing. As I'm looking at your arms and seeing where you scrubbed your skin with chemicals trying to erase the essence of me and when you smile I can see that you chugged a bottle of bleach to try and whiten your teeth bright enough so that you could be accepted by God himself into the pearly gates all I can do is apologize. I'm sorry that you spent hours carving my name into his back with your fingernails and biting your own tongue so hard it bled when he told you he loved you. When his flesh connected with yours causing the world to stop for a second and listen to your shrieking I know it was me you were screaming for and I'm sorry. As I'm standing here staring at you and watching them put brush stroke after brush stroke of blush onto your lovely pale cheeks trying to restore the life you lost so many years ago I'm finally realizing it's too late to apologize yet all I can think about is how this isn't even close to the eulogy you deserved. I should be talking about the way you danced and how your voice made my own falter momentarily and how you were more alive when you were dying than I ever will be when I'm living rather than apologizing but all I can seem to rationalize is how I spent years dry swallowing your love and spitting up knives to use to carve my initials into your thigh so you would always remember me and how I never even had the common decency to count to three before destroying you and I'm sorry. I'm afraid to look up now that I've finished apologizing because I know your empty eyes filled with nothingness will be staring back so horribly confused because I doubt you ever continued listening after I used the world eulogy and I'm sure you're going to wonder why I'm talking as if I'm sitting at your funeral rather than on the end of your bed but I don't know how else to make you grasp the concept of what you're doing to yourself by loving me in a better way than this and I'm sorry. C.a.l
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My petals were withering, The butterflies turned into wasps. An oppressive silence- Weighing down on my conscience And the fingertips - used to drawing sunrises -compelled  to write eulogies instead. Of Chapped lips and vacant eyes. And how the autumn had caught up to us. And I remembered, With an aching guilt- How I had not even played in the rain, Not much, not at all. My words had rusted, My voice- cracked, and unfamiliar Even to my own ears. The summer long poems that I wrote in love Were set ablaze, To help me survive a winter without you. Oh, when I said our love would keep us warm This is not exactly how i had it planned. And you did not get to read even a word. One always thinks they have time. But we did not. Not then, and definitely not now. As a child, I grew up wanting a lot from myself -even the world, if I were to be honest. Somewhere along the line, All I wanted was for this all to not hurt. And somehow the polar opposites are more alike Than I'd have thought. 'Cause you see, people who want a bit of everything Are very close to wanting nothing in particular, not much. And I wish I had learnt to differentiate Of when to sharpen my sword and when to use my pen Cause now I'm down to my last petal And all you have is a blue splotch on your shirt.
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Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 8:47 AM UTC
Petals
What's on your mind? in facebook you constantly find This quote always flashes to remind you of life's rushes But seriously, look within and see what thrives inside Look for thoughts sinking in and bade them all to come alive Make your words artful as that drip of ink caresses the paper Make them a phrase so wonderful That people may be happier Inspire people who has no idea and save ones that are lost Open the curiosity jar like Pandora and let's HOPE we make the most From dreams in paper to songs of unending summers From snowdrop love letters to eulogies of sorrowful winters From the heart through the mouth leave a print of beauty behind Be it raw, bare or shouting out never be afraid to speak "What's on your Mind"
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Jul 25, 2016
Jul 25, 2016 at 4:41 AM UTC
What's on your mind?
On my way to work, Whenever I pass through The Holy Trinity church, After a brief prayer, The tombstone of a martyr My eyes never fail to search As his eulogies sensitive cords Are sure to touch! I admire The tombstone’s design A flickering torch, Whose tongue Is the  martyr ’s statue, That talks loud his virtue! “Holy Trinity Till I crossed the river of death Allegedly, striped of my health, Poisoned by evil doers, Who hanker By unfair means To amass wealth, I had been A public servant Adherent to my faith! ” “Holy Trinity To abide by Your commandment- Don’t steal- Was my desire Also to pull out   millions From poverty’s quagmire. Across the board development Working better than one's best Efficient resource utilization Also drew my attention! " “Holy Trinity A generation To corruption averse Is all-out The bad scenario In my country To reverse.   A generation  for A developmental ****** That has lust. I have come to understand The coming up of Many a lass and lad, Whose rights that  demand I need no more reward, When in front of you This way I stand Justice to demand! ” Children of Oromia, Ethiopia’s elephantine branch, You have to detach Your state, your country From the impudent And the corrupt That still exercise The outmoded Colonizers’ Divide and rule As a fool . A corruption fighter Development’s workforce Is also a hero Like Ethiopia’s Valorous and dear sons Balcha Abanefso Geresu Duke,Abdisa Aga And Jagama Kelo. Children of Oromia Giving to divisive guys A deaf ear, You should hold your Country Ethiopia, A cradle of mankind And civilization, dear Do not forget Adding up Is the current road map Evil doers Killing a hero Could not bring The change drive To zero. As a poet what I can say “Evil doers Stop to opt for Devilish way! But if you Keeping going astray You will go To the grave in Ignominious way!”//
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Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 7:09 AM UTC
A martyr’s eulogy
On my way to work, Whenever I pass through The Holy Trinity church, After a brief prayer, The tombstone of a martyr My eyes never fail to search As his eulogies sensitive cords Are sure to touch! I admire The tombstone’s design A flickering torch, Whose tongue Is the  martyr ’s statue, That talks loud his virtue! “Holy Trinity Till I crossed the river of death Allegedly, striped of my health, Poisoned by evil doers, Who hanker By unfair means To amass wealth, I had been A public servant Adherent to my faith! ” “Holy Trinity To abide by Your commandment- Don’t steal- Was my desire Also to pull out   millions From poverty’s quagmire. Across the board development Working better than one's best Efficient resource utilization Also drew my attention! " “Holy Trinity A generation To corruption averse Is all-out The bad scenario In my country To reverse.   A generation  for A developmental ****** That has lust. I have come to understand The coming up of Many a lass and lad, Whose rights that  demand I need no more reward, When in front of you This way I stand Justice to demand! ” Children of Oromia, Ethiopia’s elephantine branch, You have to detach Your state, your country From the impudent And the corrupt That still exercise The outmoded Colonizers’ Divide and rule As a fool . A corruption fighter Development’s workforce Is also a hero Like Ethiopia’s Valorous and dear sons Balcha Abanefso Geresu Duke,Abdisa Aga And Jagama Kelo. Children of Oromia Giving to divisive guys A deaf ear, You should hold your Country Ethiopia, A cradle of mankind And civilization, dear Do not forget Adding up Is the current road map Evil doers Killing a hero Could not bring The change drive To zero. As a poet what I can say “Evil doers Stop to opt for Devilish way! But if you Keeping going astray You will go To the grave in Ignominious way!”//
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They say lots of things about love, They make it seem it is the ultimate desire, Wanton and wilder than the known universe, An cataclysmic explosion of two personalities, Born separate, reborn together, And yet... I have loved worse men, And lost better women than I deserve, And now my convex chest is as vast and devastated as abbey ruins, sanctuary, sacred, crooked, ruined, beautiful, still here, After hundreds of years. Maybe I will live on in my memories, For there are graveyards in my bones, Eulogies imprinted on my arteries, Long lost love letters scarred on my very marrow For those that I drowned, And those I saved. My faith is a moorland hillside war memorial, An obelisk to reach the very gods, Your love is but a squall, My hope is a trickle, a stream, a reservoir, in the deepest steepest canyon and Valley, Your love is but a rain drop, My clarity is at the bottom of a whiskey bottle, Your love is but an ice cube. Do not ask me brazenly to die for you, When ******* me is your finest hour, And I am but a pleasure boat ride for your masculinity to take a trip in, We are not divine here; My expectations are as low as your esteem: A water you paddle in, a toe dipped perhaps, but you wouldn't swim through, dare to at least, And yet, I am a rushing beautiful rainbow of a waterfall on a sunburn induced day, The haze in the corner of your eye, When you begin to question, "is this too good to be true?". Yes. We are all but fallacies. Dip your fingers and cross yourself, As you wish for clemency. But still, Be still, And know, That, I am, God. Am I? Or am I just divine on your tongue?
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Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 4:24 PM UTC
The divinity of Desire
They say lots of things about love, They make it seem it is the ultimate desire, Wanton and wilder than the known universe, An cataclysmic explosion of two personalities, Born separate, reborn together, And yet... I have loved worse men, And lost better women than I deserve, And now my convex chest is as vast and devastated as abbey ruins, sanctuary, sacred, crooked, ruined, beautiful, still here, After hundreds of years. Maybe I will live on in my memories, For there are graveyards in my bones, Eulogies imprinted on my arteries, Long lost love letters scarred on my very marrow For those that I drowned, And those I saved. My faith is a moorland hillside war memorial, An obelisk to reach the very gods, Your love is but a squall, My hope is a trickle, a stream, a reservoir, in the deepest steepest canyon and Valley, Your love is but a rain drop, My clarity is at the bottom of a whiskey bottle, Your love is but an ice cube. Do not ask me brazenly to die for you, When ******* me is your finest hour, And I am but a pleasure boat ride for your masculinity to take a trip in, We are not divine here; My expectations are as low as your esteem: A water you paddle in, a toe dipped perhaps, but you wouldn't swim through, dare to at least, And yet, I am a rushing beautiful rainbow of a waterfall on a sunburn induced day, The haze in the corner of your eye, When you begin to question, "is this too good to be true?". Yes. We are all but fallacies. Dip your fingers and cross yourself, As you wish for clemency. But still, Be still, And know, That, I am, God. Am I? Or am I just divine on your tongue?
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I spent years of my life in a fantasy world. waters inhabited with murlocs Forests with centuars and unicorns I had badass armor Spellbooks, Abilities, Charisma modifiers! When you live in Dungeons and dragons you finish quests, unlock gods, Slay Monsters When my DnD group broke up I didn't lose a group of friends. I lost a party of adventurers Their eulogies pronounced at the end of that final nat one Will never be forgotten. Portaits carved like improv comedy routines. Characatures of our ideal selves Bound, sealed, stuck on a book shelf We deserved another sequel. When the party healer crumpled her car against a Concrete wall at 70 miles an hour It made sense nobody else knew how to cast raise dead. In a world that is supposed to play out our ideal realities it was no question her charecter lived eternal. the way she would have wanted. The way we wanted so badly to be true. Nobody felt right taking over her charecter. And nobody wanted to **** her off. So we wrote her story. Every die she had tossed this whole adventure. Each murloc she ran from, each unicorn she rode, etched into a leather bound tome. Placed Right on the same shelve we kept our pathfinder books. Her headstone. We never played after that. But she did. When we placed the novel next to the flowers her mother left. We felt her cast healing song one last time And that night We got a full rest
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Aug 10, 2016
Aug 10, 2016 at 10:13 PM UTC
Healing Tome
my sadness knows no love my sadness knows no fear my sadness knows no pain my sadness knows no end my sadness knows no happy endings my sadness knows no sleep my sadness knows lies my sadness knows death my sadness knows scars my sadness knows eulogies my sadness knows 2am voices my sadness knows 4am shadows my sadness - knows how to hit every Self-Destruct button and watch me disintegrate into a million and one pieces, and then hits the buttons again
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May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 2:53 PM UTC
sädness
Every thanksgiving, My family gets smaller. Gone to college. Gone traveling. Gone to another woman. Gone to Florida. Gone to prison. Gone to see the lord. Funerals are how I visit the lord. God is drawn to eulogies. He’s there, a fixture, almost a cliche, like a great aunt with a black veil weeping into a floral handkerchief. Today, at this funeral, a thin layer of snow and ice has frozen the ground. Black dress shoes press ridged footprints into the snow. Every funeral I’ve ever been to has been cold. Dress clothes and peacoats aren’t thick enough to keep me warm during a funeral. I keep my hands in my pockets and hunch forward, watching my breath hit the winter wind. The winter wind is an evaporated sadness, like god. During thanksgiving, the gravy boat on the counter let off hot, thin steam. While pouring it thick on my potatoes, A shadow in the corner of the room caught my eye. The days after a funeral are filled with a confused, hopeful mysticism. Every moving shadow, every unexplained noise is a visitation. So I ****** my head towards the corner of the room. Nothing. Glancing back at the table, I look at his empty seat, reminded how much I’m him. I’m quiet, like he was. I laugh like he laughed. My teeth are as bad as his were. I drink like he did when he was my age, days, nights at a time, stumbling home from dark pubs, watching, with blurred vision, my whisky breath hit the winter wind, and evaporate, almost as fast as God. After the turkey and the pie and the coffee, I go down to the basement and I pour myself a stiff *** and coke. I drink, in silence, to the gone.
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Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC
Thanksgiving
Every thanksgiving, My family gets smaller. Gone to college. Gone traveling. Gone to another woman. Gone to Florida. Gone to prison. Gone to see the lord. Funerals are how I visit the lord. God is drawn to eulogies. He’s there, a fixture, almost a cliche, like a great aunt with a black veil weeping into a floral handkerchief. Today, at this funeral, a thin layer of snow and ice has frozen the ground. Black dress shoes press ridged footprints into the snow. Every funeral I’ve ever been to has been cold. Dress clothes and peacoats aren’t thick enough to keep me warm during a funeral. I keep my hands in my pockets and hunch forward, watching my breath hit the winter wind. The winter wind is an evaporated sadness, like god. During thanksgiving, the gravy boat on the counter let off hot, thin steam. While pouring it thick on my potatoes, A shadow in the corner of the room caught my eye. The days after a funeral are filled with a confused, hopeful mysticism. Every moving shadow, every unexplained noise is a visitation. So I ****** my head towards the corner of the room. Nothing. Glancing back at the table, I look at his empty seat, reminded how much I’m him. I’m quiet, like he was. I laugh like he laughed. My teeth are as bad as his were. I drink like he did when he was my age, days, nights at a time, stumbling home from dark pubs, watching, with blurred vision, my whisky breath hit the winter wind, and evaporate, almost as fast as God. After the turkey and the pie and the coffee, I go down to the basement and I pour myself a stiff *** and coke. I drink, in silence, to the gone.
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When news broke out that the glorious White Building was to become dust to make way for a high rise that would displace both bones and ghosts, we were standing in a parking lot, my friends’ fists clutched tight around their motorcycle handles, their rapid Khmer lilting with each syllable as they quickly planned a memorial service for another shard of history that once did not have blood dripping from where it had been broken. My nickname was Country Girl, clueless and silly, full of questions, songs and dances, a patched-up mess with the face of a Vietnamese, the laugh of a Filipino, and the pride of a maybe, sometimes, almost Khmer. We left just as the city was starting to wake again. In journalism school, they never taught us how to grieve for ourselves, so we tried in the best way we knew how -- a funeral procession of worn rubber shoes and checkered polos, in our backpacks the cameras that would write our eulogies for us. I was the stranger whose connection to the deceased no one understood, but still let in, taught me a prayer, offered some porridge. That afternoon, I whispered a prayer. White Building, who stares death in the face, once a mother to the hands that had colored their age gold, please welcome me. Do not let your skeleton collapse beneath the weight of this stranger. Please, welcome me.
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Aug 27, 2021
Aug 27, 2021 at 2:10 AM UTC
Pyre
Singing on the roof tops dancing with the owls preying on the ocean wandering through the comets soul by soul we devoured plagiarising every thought typhoons and their memories pummelling every heartbeat Choppy moments And finding secrets Blending on the side walks chasing the tail of Mars leaping from the aether coughing up the stars rain of rain we let roar sipping every shadow deserts and their reveries pummelling every heartbeat Colder summers And clearing skies Poems on the sunset obelisks on the edge triremes in the universe clocks in our heads hell by hell we traversed loving every essence clusters and their eulogies pummelling every heartbeat Changing meadows And healing wakes We watched the cows graze.
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Sep 1, 2012
Sep 1, 2012 at 11:11 AM UTC
Prairie Axis
In a forest, where bird songs are silencers to a pistol and their feathers are scattered hopes, like broken dreams are to fantasies, I sit. I stretch my arms, wide enough to fit grief and happiness in my muddy hands that I use to bury unspoken apologies and eulogies for days I have not yet lived. I begin to stare aimlessly at the sky trying to spot the night moon. Its silhouette, that I trace with my finger. I've drawn And in the folds of the night, I hold you close like day does dawn. I let your depression stain my cheeks and see it drip between the gaps in my teeth, sting my gum, and so your language interweaves itself upon wounded scars on my tongue, so when i return back home, i return with the same cuts identical to your tongue that you hung I don't want to sound too much of a stranger to you when I talk thus tonight, I’ll choose to tie happiness to things that have asked for no such burden and stictch my lips silent to silence our silent violence. My eyes bounce back at the hazy sky as if it’ll tame your inner broken and mould it into a less wild creature more civil, more mature less aggressive, less of a spirit Your spirit appears in the bezels of my mind my trachea catches fire burning deep into my whines , my breath disappearing into a silent hymn in the dull light and watch my tongue chameleonize into a trillion hues of white until my tongue becomes a graveyard for all my white lies Until pain becomes a part of my diet, until I'm able to chew the residual images of a broken girl, until her sadness becomes the air I breathe until her inner warrior becomes the battle field never fought in until I'm able to swallow sadness when chugged down my throat, until I'm able to befriend your wild.
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Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 7:47 AM UTC
song to the forest
In a forest, where bird songs are silencers to a pistol and their feathers are scattered hopes, like broken dreams are to fantasies, I sit. I stretch my arms, wide enough to fit grief and happiness in my muddy hands that I use to bury unspoken apologies and eulogies for days I have not yet lived. I begin to stare aimlessly at the sky trying to spot the night moon. Its silhouette, that I trace with my finger. I've drawn And in the folds of the night, I hold you close like day does dawn. I let your depression stain my cheeks and see it drip between the gaps in my teeth, sting my gum, and so your language interweaves itself upon wounded scars on my tongue, so when i return back home, i return with the same cuts identical to your tongue that you hung I don't want to sound too much of a stranger to you when I talk thus tonight, I’ll choose to tie happiness to things that have asked for no such burden and stictch my lips silent to silence our silent violence. My eyes bounce back at the hazy sky as if it’ll tame your inner broken and mould it into a less wild creature more civil, more mature less aggressive, less of a spirit Your spirit appears in the bezels of my mind my trachea catches fire burning deep into my whines , my breath disappearing into a silent hymn in the dull light and watch my tongue chameleonize into a trillion hues of white until my tongue becomes a graveyard for all my white lies Until pain becomes a part of my diet, until I'm able to chew the residual images of a broken girl, until her sadness becomes the air I breathe until her inner warrior becomes the battle field never fought in until I'm able to swallow sadness when chugged down my throat, until I'm able to befriend your wild.
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there are some kisses that I could have sworn it would never end. there are some hugs that I wish could stop time if only I just squeeze the person tight enough. there are some goodbyes I hope I'll never have to say, there are eulogies that I don't want to hear and there are songs that I don't ever want to end. I'm agnostic but sometimes I pray for the moon not to go down when I'm with you. I beg for it to hold on for at least a few more hours before dawn takes over but it never does. if there's one thing I've learned it's: no matter how much you beg, plead or promise happiness is always fleeting from our fingertips. happiness is never truly "yours", it is simply just your turn to smile. Ted made it rain for Robin, but here I am trying to stop time for you.
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Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 6:01 AM UTC
The Gatsby Effect
O' Helios' Back arched in regal Blue, bows into pillar puffed petrichor Amethyst warred in the underbelly, verdant memories of waning night swore legendary red, o're musk of organdy blushed brightly pink an awakening sky. Daffodils and dandelions lean into the chariots wind... sans the sounds of summer's sweet, eulogies weep over Endymion's eyes. Cardinal night, closes his door morning will sing a yawn in symphony... and into the grey goose dawn, fifty more daughters are born.
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Jan 4, 2016
Jan 4, 2016 at 1:49 PM UTC
Ancient Selene Cardinal
I cannot escape you   your voices haunt me in the quiet of summer mornings   when I expect only the sound of gentle breezes through my ash, my oak   when I would, if I could, close my eyes and enter the world, of forgetting   your dirges call forth the delirious dances of the dead   those slain in the summer fields, of my youth   without your mourning song   to honor their passing   without the  praying  processions, the grandiloquent eulogies, they had only the sizzling silence after the staccato storm of our rapid rifle fire   until now, when I thought my guilt was assuaged   until I listened,  and heard your doleful cries
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Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 1:19 PM UTC
mourning doves
How Poets routinely tell lies or truth with great "sincerity" and earnest projections of "poetic charisma" and lashings of "who me tell lies?". and yet they routinely avoid truthfulness, in case they forget the  power of lies and truth, in their search for fame. Mesmerised by its attendant celebrity groupmind and of course its wealth.. Indeed Poets don't want to know that truthfulness has nothing to do with truth. Indeed Poets don't want to know that truth is a lie and a lie is truth, two sides of a darkened mirror and both are equally valueless except  for  seeing false faces in.. Poets bleat on about how the shackleable object of their 'love' , she or he, are not theirs to own or categorise or monopolise. yet they keep on expecting full submission and just getting an empty back, and a disappearing set of footprints. Like the sheep and goats that Poets are, they bleat on endlessly about their wants their wants  their wants. They want fame as Poets--disguised as distribution deals. They want contracts to produce garbage for HallMark--as if.. They want **** licking critical acclaim--from **** licking critics. They want international poetry prizes from aesthetic morons-- wearing Armani suits. They want Groupies--but not ******* They want Media eulogies--but not truthfulness. Always are they deliberately forgetting that "you cant always get what you want". The last thing that Poets want is what they need most of all. They really need An end to the narcissism of those that want to be called "poet"--in your dreams. An end to the juvenile arrogance that motivates them to put up strings of meaningless associated words and vainly call them poems. An end to childish immaturity, and inchoate meandering through other peoples words and experiences, stealing others lives and characters. Always incessantly pretending that because they can read the words of others that they have also shared their experiences--indeed their experience was deeper wider higher. In another day and age of non-violent sensibility   these kind of Poets would be called thieves and liars. In this day and  age they scribble emotional garbage and pretend its "poetry"--encouraged by intellectual follies. As poets they have become walking proto cash registers. Sin Verguensa. Sin Verguensa. Sin is Spanish for without. Poets are  SIN integrity. Poets are SIN Truthfulness. Poets are SIN decency. Poets are SIN. Im so glad I could never be mistaken for a  Poet. Wouldnt want to be mistaken as a poet.
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Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 4:19 PM UTC
Isnt it 'funny'?
How Poets routinely tell lies or truth with great "sincerity" and earnest projections of "poetic charisma" and lashings of "who me tell lies?". and yet they routinely avoid truthfulness, in case they forget the  power of lies and truth, in their search for fame. Mesmerised by its attendant celebrity groupmind and of course its wealth.. Indeed Poets don't want to know that truthfulness has nothing to do with truth. Indeed Poets don't want to know that truth is a lie and a lie is truth, two sides of a darkened mirror and both are equally valueless except  for  seeing false faces in.. Poets bleat on about how the shackleable object of their 'love' , she or he, are not theirs to own or categorise or monopolise. yet they keep on expecting full submission and just getting an empty back, and a disappearing set of footprints. Like the sheep and goats that Poets are, they bleat on endlessly about their wants their wants  their wants. They want fame as Poets--disguised as distribution deals. They want contracts to produce garbage for HallMark--as if.. They want **** licking critical acclaim--from **** licking critics. They want international poetry prizes from aesthetic morons-- wearing Armani suits. They want Groupies--but not ******* They want Media eulogies--but not truthfulness. Always are they deliberately forgetting that "you cant always get what you want". The last thing that Poets want is what they need most of all. They really need An end to the narcissism of those that want to be called "poet"--in your dreams. An end to the juvenile arrogance that motivates them to put up strings of meaningless associated words and vainly call them poems. An end to childish immaturity, and inchoate meandering through other peoples words and experiences, stealing others lives and characters. Always incessantly pretending that because they can read the words of others that they have also shared their experiences--indeed their experience was deeper wider higher. In another day and age of non-violent sensibility   these kind of Poets would be called thieves and liars. In this day and  age they scribble emotional garbage and pretend its "poetry"--encouraged by intellectual follies. As poets they have become walking proto cash registers. Sin Verguensa. Sin Verguensa. Sin is Spanish for without. Poets are  SIN integrity. Poets are SIN Truthfulness. Poets are SIN decency. Poets are SIN. Im so glad I could never be mistaken for a  Poet. Wouldnt want to be mistaken as a poet.
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It's our time *The sublime Rhyme and reason We season this reality with words instead of thyme: Both are medicinal Antiseptic chemicals to keep away the grime*                    Don't tell me any different                 Bare witness to the gift of bliss that is expression                        Words can increase life expectancy in the midst of depression              They can get back at those who hurt you without using a weapon             Or refresh your mental image when you're feeling less than They form legacies and dedications Eulogies and congratulations They give everything in existence an identity Even the most ****** obscenities Words are life and words are love Words even form this silly cheesy stuff        **To everyone feeling poetic, I have but one question       What's one way, while writing, your life has been blessed in?**
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Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 3:46 PM UTC
Poets' Battlecry
Dream, tell me what have you heard from the gossiping stars? did they let my wishes fall into the hands of hummingbird nests? did the quiet ocean blue bring waves of things untrue? Were you deceived by piano keys lingering songs & eulogies? Does the sun cleanse your lethargy or are you like me? Where it never reaches you in time before everything fades to a quiet dark tell me, Dream.
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Jul 4, 2022
Jul 4, 2022 at 7:37 PM UTC
Dream
i thought you were a painting at first, with the way those dyed eyes matched mine, with lips as full as a novel and as red as lower worlds, made me think you were a painting--of something most divine. i thought you were a painting at first, with the way those small hands rose as mine did, with the way those lips tasted of cookie dough and warm sugar, with the way those eyes never seemed to leave me for naught, and abandon me in lakes. i thought you were a painting at first, when i approached and eels ignited my mind-- with the thought--the picture-- the painting of you, O dear, and set my mind within seas--clouds--of gladiolus's. i thought you were a painting at first, with that ever-always smile, for do you not bleed at the mouth, with that kryptonic sunshine? i thought you were a painting at first, my love, when my hand touched your sadistic smirk, knowing i couldn't truly reach you, and the heathers over-lapse me. i thought you were a painting at first, when my cheek touched your cool one, and stained it with cherry pop blush, for i know it's your favorite, as you wear it to bed, all-while. i thought you were a painting at first, when i froze and my mind sung eulogies, at my death at your satin feet, for your beauty reaches past heaven. i thought you were a painting at first, when my smile synced with yours, when they poked our eyes, when they wrinkled our noses, and when the sun shone still--even though ours were enough. i thought you were painting at first, until our lips met 'neath blue light, and the shivers i bled, fueled our world a-night. for, dear, i thought you were a painting at first, when i could see my heart beat--pace as yours, and the moon and sun morphed--into entity, and made us water lilies birthed with ravens. i thought you were a painting at first, when God told me, 'for you are the most beautiful person i have birthed from my lungs, and spoke my heart to, for you--and your painting here--are the only things that dance to my world.' i thought you were a painting at first, my love, when i bleed into pots and saw you doing the same, now i know when my time is scuffed 'neath the barren sand, your blood--our resin--stains lots. lots. lots. for i know you're a stunning painting, O love, for you lock many hearts. i'd hope to own thrice of many, so you could master theft over, and over, and over again. i know you're a wondrous painting, O dear, when people beg you to pose, so they could see that beauty too, O love, and kiss it a wish. i know you're a masterpiece, love-- sweeter than melted butter, and the finest of berries, for you're worth--worshiped--much more than, such mundane things. i know you're a vintage classic, O wonder, when my eyes turn blinding stars, and fill up night skies. for i knew you were a-- masterpiece... master... piece... master... piece... master. for i knew you were a human, O master, when my eyes gloss over in drunken clarity, and my lips spill cider; my hand becomes water at your touch, for the pool knows no words, to bask in my beauty.
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Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 6:08 PM UTC
I Thought You Were a Painting at First.
i thought you were a painting at first, with the way those dyed eyes matched mine, with lips as full as a novel and as red as lower worlds, made me think you were a painting--of something most divine. i thought you were a painting at first, with the way those small hands rose as mine did, with the way those lips tasted of cookie dough and warm sugar, with the way those eyes never seemed to leave me for naught, and abandon me in lakes. i thought you were a painting at first, when i approached and eels ignited my mind-- with the thought--the picture-- the painting of you, O dear, and set my mind within seas--clouds--of gladiolus's. i thought you were a painting at first, with that ever-always smile, for do you not bleed at the mouth, with that kryptonic sunshine? i thought you were a painting at first, my love, when my hand touched your sadistic smirk, knowing i couldn't truly reach you, and the heathers over-lapse me. i thought you were a painting at first, when my cheek touched your cool one, and stained it with cherry pop blush, for i know it's your favorite, as you wear it to bed, all-while. i thought you were a painting at first, when i froze and my mind sung eulogies, at my death at your satin feet, for your beauty reaches past heaven. i thought you were a painting at first, when my smile synced with yours, when they poked our eyes, when they wrinkled our noses, and when the sun shone still--even though ours were enough. i thought you were painting at first, until our lips met 'neath blue light, and the shivers i bled, fueled our world a-night. for, dear, i thought you were a painting at first, when i could see my heart beat--pace as yours, and the moon and sun morphed--into entity, and made us water lilies birthed with ravens. i thought you were a painting at first, when God told me, 'for you are the most beautiful person i have birthed from my lungs, and spoke my heart to, for you--and your painting here--are the only things that dance to my world.' i thought you were a painting at first, my love, when i bleed into pots and saw you doing the same, now i know when my time is scuffed 'neath the barren sand, your blood--our resin--stains lots. lots. lots. for i know you're a stunning painting, O love, for you lock many hearts. i'd hope to own thrice of many, so you could master theft over, and over, and over again. i know you're a wondrous painting, O dear, when people beg you to pose, so they could see that beauty too, O love, and kiss it a wish. i know you're a masterpiece, love-- sweeter than melted butter, and the finest of berries, for you're worth--worshiped--much more than, such mundane things. i know you're a vintage classic, O wonder, when my eyes turn blinding stars, and fill up night skies. for i knew you were a-- masterpiece... master... piece... master... piece... master. for i knew you were a human, O master, when my eyes gloss over in drunken clarity, and my lips spill cider; my hand becomes water at your touch, for the pool knows no words, to bask in my beauty.
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She was walking towards the river with her feet bare and her white silk disassembled; they said she was a loathed cathedral of despair as a ruined, beloved garden,  _she is all that is left_. “_Will you hold my hands  or leave me? Should I wait until we're together?_” she sang her lullaby as she let her body float.  while she holds her sweet eulogies, _it’s all what she has_, gazing upon the sky, giving in at the temptation. “_please don’t make me wait forever_” the words linger in the water as her breath goes into oblivion.
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Jan 28, 2022
Jan 28, 2022 at 8:15 AM UTC
Ophelia
The eulogies resound in stentorian tones for the great, those of prominence, those who have ascended to the pinnacle, those who have known power, and who have changed worlds, whose names fall from the lips of every man, who are offered unencumbered embrace, a deferential half pace backward. But what of the good man, without position, sans societal perch, whose wealth is paltry, accomplishment meager, yet whose effort is no less herculean, no less courageous, whose heart is no less pure, the good man doomed to failure through paucity of talent, or missed opportunity, or plain bad fortune, yet who resolves to continue, plod foot after foot to anonymous end, and whose name will not be voiced in so much as a whisper for all eternity.
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Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 4:48 PM UTC
For the Forgotten