"erease" poems
i wish i could change my stars
wish i could reach them with my hands
place them in my eyes
mold a new fate
start anew
i wish i could erease the past
wipe it clean
paint a new begining
a new me
a new you
i wish i could create new words
gift then to you
so you could sing them to me
play them on your strings
i wish we could love as we once did
forget what was
bleed a new story
spoil us with love and happiness
i wish for so many things
to change our stars
our lost love
our forgotten hope
but the stars are far away
and my grasp is too weak
to hold you in my arms
Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 11:41 AM UTC
i am trying
i am trying
i am trying
and i am trying
i want to forget
to have my chaotic mind
ereased to the very end
i want it pure
a white page
to be filled with good things
but most importantly
i want to erease you
i want to erease you and i
us
and i wanna erease the memories
that my heart holds
and the secrets
it unfolds
i am a starling
trying not to fly
i am a stallion
trying not to run wild
i want to forget all know
and create knew memories
of me
and of the world
but not of you
because it hurts too much
that you are no more than a dream
never to be real
and all i want to do
is draw in my page
is paint
is write
and is keep
you in my page
forever and more
you torment me with your memory
a chaos of sun
stars and rainbows
hope and want
but my page is not a machine
it was not wired up
i cannot reset
and neither can the matters of my mind
and neither the matter of you
Dec 20, 2017
Dec 20, 2017 at 5:51 PM UTC
In that night
The tear was burning down my cheek
And I was hoping I will fall asleep
To bury my thoughts in the dream
To forget the times you're being mean
And I was hoping I will fall asleep
To erease the present,to live in the past
Cause thouse memories won't last
And I was hoping I will see you in the dream
To have the time of my life
A moment when I smile
It's just a beautiful story that will die
Tonight
Closing my eyes,trying to forget
about the pain
These thoughts
are making me insane
The tear
was rolling down my cheek
And I was hoping
I could fall asleep
Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 2:06 AM UTC