"epistles" poems
My Prize for Waiting
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*tucked in all by myself,
resting dark and quiet
in the thin place^
where the distance between
this world and the next,
is no distance at all,
but a few inches separating,
easily fordable, back and forth-able
my palms, hands down,
come to rest on my *******
and the two thumbs in unison,
begin to sweep the streaming space of their in-between,
conducting a radar sweep-search for the precise point
passageway to poetic mystical places,
hoping to snag any residuals for safekeeping
no hurry to either arrive or depart,
in patient attendance for
rhythms of woven word arrivistes,
coming in no particular order,
asking to be seized, greedy to be
nominated and recognized, immortalized,
as great poetry, prize worthy,
kept for all time inside others poetry chests
but in the thin place,
dream records are not kept,
hazy scraps at best retained,
a recipe for a witnessed totality,
is only a soupy reduction of a
few seconds of hazed video,
that can neither give nor get
no satisfaction
the plastic surgeons attempt to reconstruct
the body of the meal, the real deal,
alas, there are no prizes either
for botched surgeries and pretty but meaningless
poetry scraps
the only evidence of my travels,
a flushing, blushing residual flow,
slow to dissipate, a hangover makers mark
of a sojourn best described as unsatisfying,
my blush, a prize for waiting but failing,
“the most peculiar and most human of all expressions”^^
woe to me when returned in ignominy,
medaled in only base irony,
me and philosopher Pliny,^^^
both dying while recording our own private Vesuvius,
our bodies preserved by voluminous volcanic ash,
but alas, you cannot recite the ash of poetry
so one waits, cut and pasting brown edged
burnt photographs epistles,
that are clinging and clung to the distaff spindle,
insufficient to weave a flax complete
and yet we return perforce twenty four hours from now,
to snag another prized piece of meaningless,
my prize for waiting
in the solitude of the thin place*
3:35am Saturday April 6th, 2019
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last nights scrap
***cease your whining,
seize your waiting,
therein is your own paid price
for the prize of inspiration***
inspired by Jean Fisher,
a real prize winning poet
Apr 6, 2019
Apr 6, 2019 at 4:26 AM UTC
The pig is taught by sermons and epistles
To think the God of Swine has snout and bristles.Judibras.
2.2k
Was it serendipity when we met
And left
Were friendship carved in stones
Those epistles speaks of fondness
While you were in a different shore
Two continents facing each other
like two crescent moon.
The unforgetable exchanges
of memoirs in foreign land
Where you go deep
in the physical jungle
And me in the corporate jungle
Is it also a matter of choice
And of voice to
speak our truths and
speak what our hearts content
In the stillness of silence
Our hearts are yearning
Our eyes speaks deep love's longing
But how did you allow free fall also
to rule what should have been
between us?
Was it also a matter of choice
Oct 5, 2016
Oct 5, 2016 at 4:00 AM UTC
It's Sunday,
shall I perch on the edge of a pew in the church and be bored by the drone of words said to be set in a stone?or
shall I turn on the pages of that rock of ages and be battered quite senseless by the relentless epistles sent off by apostles or just whistle a tune because the pub opens soon?
It's Sunday and the weather is fine,time enough to pray on any other day
and today is not like any other,'oh brother' you'd better believe,better receive it into your heart,this is the start and
it's Sunday.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 2:39 AM UTC
You're not created only to write epistles of sad poetry and use too many metaphors,
Devoting them all to an address that won't write you back.
You're not made to be here to be held back.
Or to wait around for a call of your name from a voice that'll never bother to come around.
But you're made to love and to be loved,
To see things and to be seen.
To capture beauty in every way that is possible.
You were made to be.
And this is your call,
So be it.
Nov 1, 2017
Nov 1, 2017 at 2:52 AM UTC
Apostles and their apostates
Murderers unrepentant and
Mere manslaughters' mistakes
Epistles, that evokes the language of religious ritual
Selective honesty, Deeply and creepily
You want to be a doctor, therapist and priest
You are none of these things, as if these positions
Actually help people. They are stations presumably
Of some importance = stature, status, strength
Donning a standing
Polby Saves
Copyright © 2011
Dec 29, 2011
Dec 29, 2011 at 4:21 PM UTC
stoop side you sit
fallen angels with broken knees,
40 ounce amber galaxies &
palms of prayer on an open mirror.
The benefactive is Columbian is
endless stairs on roofless buildings, is your
cracked knuckles of powdered meaning —
metallic shifts in the parking lot holy
begging thunder to threat everything
at once,
so then you can forget.
You prayed for all the wrong pronunciations
& when you sleep demons graffiti epistles
on the walls of your exposed chest.
Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 12:45 PM UTC
dear diary
when I write in you
in cursing cursive, indelible blue
I don't expect you keep my secrets
one day, strangers who professed to love me
will open your paisley cover
you will surprise
those interlopers, won't you,
with fierce fires, thick thunderbolts drawn
by a demented hand, in a razor red
never never land
my confessions
will jump from the page,
eager creatures, long locked
in your pale parchment, their patience
forever tested, ready to tell
terrible tales
dear diary,
where were the benevolent schemes
and childlike dreams you expected?
in others deluded epistles to themselves,
necessary fiction, for it is much more important
to fool oneself than the indifferent world
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 11:00 AM UTC
A Sunday is a dozy day,
Where teenage beds are filled,
lie ins til lunchtime again,
they'll tell you it's a day of rest,
Then they'll hop out of bed screaming for tea,
or maybe coffee if they're more like me.
Unless of course, the reader here is getting prepped to praise the Lord.
Sunday,
Maybe,
a day for all the good folk,
to relax in their own Gethsemane,
pulling up weeds, or planting seeds,
Repairing seasonal life,
just spent or sowing more,
true and anew,
Hoeing and furrowing,
All out for growing
There are no olive groves,
running through the gardens,
of the English lords and ladies,
It's much too cold at this time of year.
Nobody's spreading gospels,
nor penning epistles in the average British gardens.
The only words spoken are spread only by birds,
In a language, not understood by many.
While the mother of nature,
she strips the trees bare.
Oh well, another Sunday en route,
half a week to go and I just couldn't care.
(C) Livvi
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 9:30 AM UTC
shaft of light through
tassels, clinking cutlery,
vacuous space
varnished petrification
of wood,
monotonous whir of the fan
and the cessation of the clock
(i give it taps to test
its life but time has
given up on me)
the surreptitious chirp of
bird and the flirtatious advancement of a shadow.
Hugo's crucified howl
in his kennel -
the bristle of broom from
the outside, sun raking through
a mound of dead leaves
scattered across this humdrum thread of the world.
ceramic persona
being formed into something
ephemeral: say a household,
or little stone-men,
a sturdy house of epistles
or just a nook for a free dove.
first to go is the sound
of the afternoon and the next
is i, wearing 2 day old jeans,
starting the car, revs it like
a beast in stupendous heat,
raves the avenue and brings
with its deceitful snarl, the weight of all trivialities, enclosed somewhere in the dark annexes of the compact subspace,
wishing for a crash,
a collision,
a time for smallness,
or of being
nothing but
air, or the clock that died on me, or just
10 AM, nothing else.
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 10:08 PM UTC
They arrive by the sackload from the main office on the Via del Pontiere,
Pouring from the bags as if a torrential weeping,
Envelopes a collage of shapes, a multiplicity of pastel hues,
Some addressed with all the formality of a judicial summons,
Others bearing no more than the name of the distaff half
Of the city’s most famous equation.
They tread upon paths long since worn flat
By any number of their predecessors:
Tales of love unrequited, passion misspent,
Promises untruthful and unmet.
These epistles and their authors
Seek solace of varying degree and efficacy:
Some seek kernels of actual guidance or blessing,
As if some ancient and inscrutable advice columnist
Had taken up residence in the Basilica di San Zeno,
Others looking to self-heal through the catharsis of the act of writing,
Most content to quietly assert to the universe itself
I am here, I am here, I am here.
Where, then, is the corresponding mountain of missives
For the son of the House of Montague?
Surely, his shade would be as kindred a soul
To those which affairs of the heart have left so disheartened,
(Indeed, more so, he most assuredly
The schemer and dreamer of the dramatis personae in question.)
For him, though, no rambling, rumbling truck
Emblazoned with the lemon-cheerful Posteitaliane markings
Arrives at an office chock-a-block with secretaries
Whose mission is to answer and archive its all-but-holy contents;
More likely, there is some humble cart,
(The wheel bearings frozen up, the canvas mildewed and frayed)
Containing a handful of birthday cards
Intended for some Renzo or Romano
Miswritten by some absentminded grandmother or great-aunt,
The odd solicitation or final-notice
Which shall go no further for all of eternity.
Despite the hectoring tone of the envelope
Stating that the material is critically time-sensitive
And intended for the eyes of the addressee only.
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 9:49 AM UTC
You are probably sick of apologies,
Because all I do is sound like a broken record saying,
Sorry.
But how much do you really care?
I am sorry for being too much,
Or not enough.
I am sorry for being skeptical,
About things and people.
People like you.
I am sorry for the times where I shouldn’t been.
For the times where you don’t want to see me,
But there I am; existing.
I am sorry for writing you epistles of poetry,
The ones that you’ll never read.
I am sorry for being guilty of being mad,
When all you did was left me with jumbled words,
Stuck in the bottom of my tummy.
Lastly,
I am sorry for my heart.
For myself– giving something special.
Only to have it hurt and scarred.
I am sorry for loving,
Until I burst.
And remaining to be kind,
Because I don’t want them hurt.
I don’t want you hurt.
But I am sorry for giving away something you already had too much of.
I didn’t know.
Because I wasn’t full of love.
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 8:49 AM UTC
Religions embedded,
division commands
which savior, which heaven,
epistles in hand
Devotion to difference,
each split ever wide
one bible three meanings
—all preaching a lie
(Dreamsleep: October, 2021)
Oct 5, 2021
Oct 5, 2021 at 1:06 PM UTC
How is it that you can you tell me that God exists.
I speak of the words of apostles.
Preachers and teachers.
Commented on in the written epistles.
How can a holy trinity live on.
The only ghosts I find.
Well sure as hell, they aren't holy.
My is father dead.
The sun, I'm aware of hangs in the sky.
And two of my own before mine eyes.
If there is a God.
How comes the world is in manic disarray.
Leave a world in so much turmoil.
Is it destruction of souless vacant men.
By the curse of Lucifer.
I believe only in the power of me.
And in the power of poetry.
Good and bad does exist within the world.
That bad is not controlled by us.
The little folk.
The element of controlling is plucked by governmental powers.
Who left us ******
Livvi 29/12/2013
Dec 29, 2013
Dec 29, 2013 at 7:07 AM UTC
we're all acquainted
in one way or another
with those some day practicing
sisters and brothers
upon the church door
with bible clasp in the hand
they fall into line
to the words of scriptures grand
one week days these members
of the parishioner flock
seldom ascribe to the epistles
notes of godly stock
they **** their neighbors
with much hell fire
cussing with language
that god's kindliness didn't inspire
they mock and deride
in scorning tones
those persons who've
no Christianity in their bones
yet of the hymn book's praises
on Sunday morn they'll be singing
these some days Christians
oft look somewhat wanting
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC
There is, or so I am told, a debate raging
In fashionable rooms and the halls of government
Which concerns snowflakes: specifically, whether each one
Is of a unique and heretofore unknown shape and formation,
Or whether God sees fit to send down identical reproductions,
Like so many Wilton Diptychs being flogged at market.
I have, on the odd occasion, have seen the snow
As it piles up in billowing waves or lumpy bluffs
In the Alps and the Pyrenees,
And, although I lack such learning
Sufficient to dispute the notion of their individuality,
I can say that, in collections of the thousands or millions,
They are indistinguishable from one another,
And, I suspect, all of their like that has come before.
Like so many of her age, barely beyond the blush of childhood,
My poor sister saw her world in stark colorations;
Thunderclouds of black, endless sunbeams of white,
With no room in her orbit’s spectrum for anything in between
(Sadly, she left this life before she could learn to embrace
The beauty to be found in fine raiments of beige, gray, and taupe).
I have buried siblings, buried husbands and lovers,
Buried memories and mistakes,
And in the endless cycle of embrace and bereavement
I have learned of life
That it is the process of accommodation and compromise,
And that it is only dark, austere death
That refuses to give itself unto the joys of negotiation.
It has lately come to pass that the wretched and lovelorn have,
Seeing no way out of their particular predicament,
Began writing my long-dead sister letters
Asking for her advice, indeed her blessing.
Can you imagine such a thing?
The postmaster of Thurn and Taxis (a very old and dear friend)
Has taken to bringing me some of these abjectly weepy epistles.
I’ve long since stopped reading them, of course;
They sing no new song, tread no new ground.
I simply feed them to a good strong fire,
As anyone seeking the aid of a dead young girl
Has already passed beyond the refuge of last resort.
Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 1:25 PM UTC
I shouted shazam and open sesame but the sea remained calm and did not part waves for me so I staged a rebellion with a bucket and ***** dug out a channel, the sea then obeyed and with a thunderous roar the white horses skipped across sand dunes which dipped into whitened salt meadows where nothing of any significance grows.
Then the sea changes faster than the human eye can see and comes back in a foam dress and as if in 3D it seems to swallow me and spit me out to swallow me and yet my mouth still went dry.
I ran before the running of the waters that were coming and their target could be,
Moses and
he composes epistles in the rooms of his saviour and sends notes in a basket to float down the river and end in a channel which I dug out from memory.
meanwhile somewhere happening
Noah a Goan said, go on I'll build it and filled it with freaks from the circus in town and while down on the Downs looking for pro forma brides dressed in long flowing Gowns made from gossamer wings a troubadour sings to a wandering albatross.
In the end.
it comes back to devotions, the mass of the oceans, the audience applause and we are just ****** that give out a meaning for free.
I will not break my heart if the sea does not part for me I shall just write some poetry until the waters recede.
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 6:06 AM UTC
i counted seventeen vultures
circling above to rend my spoiled flesh apart
and feed me to their starving children
i thought i saw a raven
mocking my unfortunate fate
perched solemnly on a chiseled granite bust
weeping with plutonian ponderings
as the foolish crows
sang me a heartless elegy
the epistles crumbled to ashes in my palms
and my fountain pen dried out
into blotted shadows
if only heaven were to open up
and save me from the ominous darkness
but there's no room for another soul
to save; no vacancy to give
so i huddle beneath the branches
of the dying willow tree
and waited for them to take me alive.
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 2:02 PM UTC
All the photographs dearest to me;
I shall burn all of them
If somehow within my heart
Your fleeting memory I could hold
If somehow I get to behold
Scalding epistles; pixels from the past
Narrating what is better if not told
Of how the sun set too fast
And how the dreadful night unfolds
Of the ruined castle of love
Which once in its shy might did
Our throne of love uphold.
Aug 25, 2017
Aug 25, 2017 at 3:26 PM UTC
Cultures of old
Surrendering to thy god
Bowing in reference
Telling mysteries unravelment
The forecast of the elders
Giving praises to their gods
Welcoming the spirits
Resurrecting the ancient incantations
Monarchs in gathering
Rulers in council
Entering the room of spirituality
Leaving Epistles for generations unborn
Their cultural powers
A bestowing of forefathers
Worshipping mighty deities
Forming lineages of righteousness
Written by Tosan Oluwakemi Thompson
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 5:17 PM UTC
She writes her epistles and sends them like missiles to bully me, but she lulls me to sleep with the ink that writes notes in her eyes.
And her eyes are like lasers which blaze hot trails across me, setting fire those desires within.
No sleep for the wicked and none for the good and should anyone ask me,
I am writing to her, with my body, a story, of passion and panic of how to break through the walls of confusion and make the most of a situation where situations arise.
Her laser beam eyes look on me quite kindly but blind me all the same.
And her name is 'Provoke' or the name when it's spoken of in whispers down hallways and always with a lookout for the light.
She writes me on her heart, etches me in with a look that could win the Marathon.
Game on and we're gone to where the situation lies,
laser beam looks from her laser beam eyes.
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 5:24 AM UTC
Am glad I met you
I hope you know that
Ever since you kissed me
My heart is in a standstill
The love you show me
I hope it doesn't fade
The words of promises
I hope it doesn't fail
I'm the ink,you are the pen
Fuelling me and my poem
We are the authors of our lives
Writing our love epistles
Each day with its memory
Each page with a symphony
There's no lyrics to write
That is sweet and perfect
There's no words to describe this endless love..
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 3:50 AM UTC
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Nov 17, 2018
Nov 17, 2018 at 5:18 AM UTC