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By now,the seed varieties of the world, may have been attacked beyond recovery by wars of pretense and relapses. We are still learning how to handle it properly. We tend to say. Some will talk and plan over dinner parties, over TV or Radio. Most will leave it behind like another corpse of lessons thrown to the gutter, like a dead *** on another Sunset Boulevard. Iraq's seed banks we blew up in the 2000s. In various places in Asia and the Middle East, places of life and cultured varieties gone in an instant. Echoing our imprisoned ignorance and drives for more instant goods and services. Indian farmers have committed mass suicides after their god Hanuman was used by a chemical giant to sell poison seeds and renewed bondages of indebtedness. One question a stranger asked a group of writers on tour was not what their poetry or books were about, nor why they wrote it, but how writing may and may not be helping as we make decisions and solve problems now? Once agricultural lands turn into new promises of commercial buildings. Cities of inaccessible towers and abandoned malls in America, Spain, China, and Russia feeds us back our own echo. Like converted uses of lands, our humanity is converted into inanimate collections and status symbols of some players or parties. As we face our continuing struggle between our oppressor-selves and our genuine roots. Despite the perversions, inside vicious habits of waste where we glorify promises of war and efficiencies, we continue to be entrusted with the ongoing lessons: Rarely do surviving generations through famine, war and diseases, throw away means to live, or destroy any kind of seed. Every day we wake to the ruins and remains of Our living poetry, word spaces, hours, exchanges, gains and losses, stopping and going. This time, not just for fires of anguish or unnecessary losses, but for each other's midnight lamps.#
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Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 12:42 AM UTC
BURIED
By now,the seed varieties of the world, may have been attacked beyond recovery by wars of pretense and relapses. We are still learning how to handle it properly. We tend to say. Some will talk and plan over dinner parties, over TV or Radio. Most will leave it behind like another corpse of lessons thrown to the gutter, like a dead *** on another Sunset Boulevard. Iraq's seed banks we blew up in the 2000s. In various places in Asia and the Middle East, places of life and cultured varieties gone in an instant. Echoing our imprisoned ignorance and drives for more instant goods and services. Indian farmers have committed mass suicides after their god Hanuman was used by a chemical giant to sell poison seeds and renewed bondages of indebtedness. One question a stranger asked a group of writers on tour was not what their poetry or books were about, nor why they wrote it, but how writing may and may not be helping as we make decisions and solve problems now? Once agricultural lands turn into new promises of commercial buildings. Cities of inaccessible towers and abandoned malls in America, Spain, China, and Russia feeds us back our own echo. Like converted uses of lands, our humanity is converted into inanimate collections and status symbols of some players or parties. As we face our continuing struggle between our oppressor-selves and our genuine roots. Despite the perversions, inside vicious habits of waste where we glorify promises of war and efficiencies, we continue to be entrusted with the ongoing lessons: Rarely do surviving generations through famine, war and diseases, throw away means to live, or destroy any kind of seed. Every day we wake to the ruins and remains of Our living poetry, word spaces, hours, exchanges, gains and losses, stopping and going. This time, not just for fires of anguish or unnecessary losses, but for each other's midnight lamps.#
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We are embodied and entrusted with the word To keep preaching until every voice is heard To not keep it in but let the world know About the lamp at our feet which continues to glow Help all the needy and make there day bright Lead them out of the darkness and into the light Show them a way that is supposed to be bold That a soul is to be treasured and not to be sold We cast out demons and rebuke evil spirits In the name of Jesus we are not gonna fear it Walking tall carrying a double edged sword Bringing all into unity and on one accord We will make over comers out of underachievers And to all the doubters we will make them believers It starts with a vision and a plan to succeed And into mans heart we shall sow our creed In the name of Jesus is all that we ask Just give us the strength to carry out this task
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Oct 6, 2012
Oct 6, 2012 at 3:28 PM UTC
The Great Commission
Ah deceit, you wicked ******* creeping up uninvited, as always no one sees you coming none will know when you’re gone your delicious lies stay but for an instant and here still, you find a cue to salt the exposed wounds. You were never missed your many forms, vibrant faces the infamy and calumny stories unchecked and forgotten buried under the moniker of bygones. Yet the scars remain, deep cuts betrayal, but never fills. The entrusted deceiver your snake in the grass silence is deadlier than a sharp tongue this venom cannot drown a writhing heart hope, kindling another tragedy the reasons are always above par emotions run amuck behind bars. The tongue blackens every time you sever the threads which bind loyalty leaving the void to **** away the remains into a crushing dark abyss the face carries a smile that never fades the heart has long since withered to naught now, it cheats itself to bitter death.
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May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 6:01 PM UTC
Deceit
“You are the leaders of tomorrow” They told us over and over Right from the tender age of three Through childhood and adolescence. We have outgrown our youth We are now mature men We have come of age to lead Just as promised decades ago. At a recent gathering Our leaders of yesterday Stricken with age and power And long overdue for retirement Addressed us, saying, “Bla bla bla, bla bla, bla bla bla…” “You are the leaders of tomorrow” That last statement jolted me awake From his uninspiring, boring speech. Then it dawned on me We are a sleeping generation We have long been waiting- sleeping! When we should be leading *Our greedy, power-drunk leaders, Will die in active service! They will NOT hand over to us! Not if we sit and wait for them*. I had a revelation that the “tomorrow”, We were promised “yesterday” Is fast becoming yesterday, today! And while the Nigerian youth sleeps His chance is being usurped by his fathers Yesterday we heard this promise Today we hear the same promise But come tomorrow, we will be too old to lead And our children’s turn, it will be. We have been scammed of our future By the very ones we entrusted them with And like turns in a game of scrabble, We have missed ours- forever! Our leaders are old men Who have no faith in youths And come tomorrow, our children, Will have graves to look up to Because we would have no experience From which to advise them… And like an unwanted track on a CD Our generation would have been skipped By the geriatric push of a ⇒ button! © Raphael Uzor
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May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 6:08 PM UTC
Generation Skipped
“You are the leaders of tomorrow” They told us over and over Right from the tender age of three Through childhood and adolescence. We have outgrown our youth We are now mature men We have come of age to lead Just as promised decades ago. At a recent gathering Our leaders of yesterday Stricken with age and power And long overdue for retirement Addressed us, saying, “Bla bla bla, bla bla, bla bla bla…” “You are the leaders of tomorrow” That last statement jolted me awake From his uninspiring, boring speech. Then it dawned on me We are a sleeping generation We have long been waiting- sleeping! When we should be leading *Our greedy, power-drunk leaders, Will die in active service! They will NOT hand over to us! Not if we sit and wait for them*. I had a revelation that the “tomorrow”, We were promised “yesterday” Is fast becoming yesterday, today! And while the Nigerian youth sleeps His chance is being usurped by his fathers Yesterday we heard this promise Today we hear the same promise But come tomorrow, we will be too old to lead And our children’s turn, it will be. We have been scammed of our future By the very ones we entrusted them with And like turns in a game of scrabble, We have missed ours- forever! Our leaders are old men Who have no faith in youths And come tomorrow, our children, Will have graves to look up to Because we would have no experience From which to advise them… And like an unwanted track on a CD Our generation would have been skipped By the geriatric push of a ⇒ button! © Raphael Uzor
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He came from a land unrefined; Encompassed by violence, poverty yet possesses clarity of mind. A mind built from Hardwork and Determination, A soul inspired by Intrepidation Freedom, Release and an infectious sense of inner Peace. They met in a state of flux, Going, coming, nothing left but to give it up, So heart broken, she took his hand, The adventure began on water but would end on land, Meadows, Beaches, Visions left them speechless. She saw a flash, a light; Precautionary measures tested the capacity of his might. Slow Down! She'd lost sight. Tried to keep up but her heart said "Flight"! Escape! Hide from the cruelty clawing from the inside. Time was chasing, they had to keep up, He left as she collapsed into the mouth of a half empty cup. She gobbled up the cup with no thought of tomorrow. "He is strong, he'll be fine," focus deflected from sorrow. Regret, Remorse, shall Fate be trusted to run it's course? Smiles and Mischief were all that could remain, She slowly began to learn to becloud fruitless pain, She's walked away from tough stains, In memory of his arms where enthusiasm never wanes. Growing, longer, when he returns she shall be stronger. If Fate knows Love and Love is true, Fate shall be entrusted to do what it do, But Fate can be twisted, Fate can be cruel And the little girl knew the twisted Power of Fate's Rule
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Sep 28, 2012
Sep 28, 2012 at 7:37 AM UTC
Him and the Little Girl
I needed to feel her next to me..The pumping of those warm veins and the beating of her exhausted heart. I felt this emptiness, this unsettling chaos in the cracks and holes of my being..It sat ever so restlessly on the brink of death and insanity, whispering taunting words into the tired positive side of my mind causing each piece of my heart to break further and further, deeper and deeper into insanity. I wasn't so sure of how much longer I could sit here with a synthetic smile on this bruised, rough face, just waiting for someone else to find me and rip me from the fists of insanity and put me back together again, someone who could resemble strength in every sense of the word and would know every aspect of the worth in my being..In my mind, I had told myself so many times that none could ever love me the way she had portrayed, the way she had done..and eventually my gullable heart began to believe it. There wasn't anyone else, how could there be when we are destined to only one true love? With each kiss and intricate touch, I felt this shock of aliveness and beauty, a feeling I never wished to forget, never dreamed to have lost..Somehow I found myself in that same cold, dark room wondering where she had went, wondering how could I have lived like this so long..keeping it comfortable not letting all of her in...I gave up so much for a love so strong, but I pushed her away and she began to wear thin. I broke her heart for what broke mine, not purposely, but in a way that not even my mind or heart was realizing...For all it was worth, I entrusted this broken heart to her, hoping she'd know exactly the remedy needed to mend what's been torn apart..and she did. Oh, honey believe me..she did. SHE was the remedy and I was the patient..When she left, she was my demise and I was her mourn. When she gave up, when she walked away not daring to look back, she was afraid I'd see the tears in her eyes and grow weaker to the sound of her footsteps on the cold hard ground, gradually fading into the rain and fog. It broke my heart to watch her leave, she didn't want to, but it was for the best...and each night she tells me.."I'll see you again someday, my love..maybe not tomorrow, or today..but someday." and in that moment my heart cries, for a love that died..and I will never be the same. Until she's home in these weakened arms, strengthening every aspect and complexity of my being, I will forever be naked, stripped of all sense and feeling...Until the day my love returns, I will stay home and wait for her.
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Dec 19, 2013
Dec 19, 2013 at 12:51 PM UTC
I Will Wait For Her
I needed to feel her next to me..The pumping of those warm veins and the beating of her exhausted heart. I felt this emptiness, this unsettling chaos in the cracks and holes of my being..It sat ever so restlessly on the brink of death and insanity, whispering taunting words into the tired positive side of my mind causing each piece of my heart to break further and further, deeper and deeper into insanity. I wasn't so sure of how much longer I could sit here with a synthetic smile on this bruised, rough face, just waiting for someone else to find me and rip me from the fists of insanity and put me back together again, someone who could resemble strength in every sense of the word and would know every aspect of the worth in my being..In my mind, I had told myself so many times that none could ever love me the way she had portrayed, the way she had done..and eventually my gullable heart began to believe it. There wasn't anyone else, how could there be when we are destined to only one true love? With each kiss and intricate touch, I felt this shock of aliveness and beauty, a feeling I never wished to forget, never dreamed to have lost..Somehow I found myself in that same cold, dark room wondering where she had went, wondering how could I have lived like this so long..keeping it comfortable not letting all of her in...I gave up so much for a love so strong, but I pushed her away and she began to wear thin. I broke her heart for what broke mine, not purposely, but in a way that not even my mind or heart was realizing...For all it was worth, I entrusted this broken heart to her, hoping she'd know exactly the remedy needed to mend what's been torn apart..and she did. Oh, honey believe me..she did. SHE was the remedy and I was the patient..When she left, she was my demise and I was her mourn. When she gave up, when she walked away not daring to look back, she was afraid I'd see the tears in her eyes and grow weaker to the sound of her footsteps on the cold hard ground, gradually fading into the rain and fog. It broke my heart to watch her leave, she didn't want to, but it was for the best...and each night she tells me.."I'll see you again someday, my love..maybe not tomorrow, or today..but someday." and in that moment my heart cries, for a love that died..and I will never be the same. Until she's home in these weakened arms, strengthening every aspect and complexity of my being, I will forever be naked, stripped of all sense and feeling...Until the day my love returns, I will stay home and wait for her.
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you weaved your way through each level of my humanity... i let you into my curious mind and somehow, you invaded my reticent heart. i showed you my maimed and scarred body and entrusted you with my bare, naked soul. ...and after you'd seen me in whole, and realized that im a settlement - never to be an explorers home, you abandoned what you had once so carefully mapped.
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Sep 8, 2018
Sep 8, 2018 at 7:47 AM UTC
exploration
I recently had the great privilege of editing Mike Essig's latest poetry collection, THE BIOLOGY OF STRANGENESS, and I'm honoured to have been entrusted with such fantastic material. Putting together a book like this is every poetry geek's dream. It's a beautifully textured assortment of poems, earthy yet lyrical, narrated by a voice that's uniquely grained with experience. There are pieces that will make you smile, think, wince; there are pieces that hit you in the gut out of nowhere; there are pieces that welcome you into them like old, worn-in shoes; there are pieces you will remember late some night when you're by yourself, and remembering them will make you feel less alone. This collection of poetry makes you look at the banal and the everyday afresh; it finds magic and mystery in the mundane, and even Hawaiian shirts are poem-worthy when Mike Essig's writing about them. The Kindle version is already available through Amazon. A paperback edition is due out next month, and I can't wait to have a copy of this book on my shelf as well as on my e-reader. Mike's previous poetry books, Never Forgotten and Huck Finn Is Dead are also available through Amazon and are excellent.   From his author profile on B Star Kitty Press: "Mike Essig is a veteran of Vietnam and a retired English teacher. He’s also been recruited by the muse as a poet, like he hadn’t already been through enough." Sample poems, links to sales pages and more info can be found at the B Star Kitty Press website.  www(dot)bstarkittypress(dot)com. Please do support this very talented indie author.
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Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:46 AM UTC
Poets Supporting Poets
I recently had the great privilege of editing Mike Essig's latest poetry collection, THE BIOLOGY OF STRANGENESS, and I'm honoured to have been entrusted with such fantastic material. Putting together a book like this is every poetry geek's dream. It's a beautifully textured assortment of poems, earthy yet lyrical, narrated by a voice that's uniquely grained with experience. There are pieces that will make you smile, think, wince; there are pieces that hit you in the gut out of nowhere; there are pieces that welcome you into them like old, worn-in shoes; there are pieces you will remember late some night when you're by yourself, and remembering them will make you feel less alone. This collection of poetry makes you look at the banal and the everyday afresh; it finds magic and mystery in the mundane, and even Hawaiian shirts are poem-worthy when Mike Essig's writing about them. The Kindle version is already available through Amazon. A paperback edition is due out next month, and I can't wait to have a copy of this book on my shelf as well as on my e-reader. Mike's previous poetry books, Never Forgotten and Huck Finn Is Dead are also available through Amazon and are excellent.   From his author profile on B Star Kitty Press: "Mike Essig is a veteran of Vietnam and a retired English teacher. He’s also been recruited by the muse as a poet, like he hadn’t already been through enough." Sample poems, links to sales pages and more info can be found at the B Star Kitty Press website.  www(dot)bstarkittypress(dot)com. Please do support this very talented indie author.
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Merging the surges. Converging the urges. Surveying and delaying. A brutally soft touch. A swift tug. Scramble to the rug. Hop, twirl, stamp. Intrinsic epidemics. Employing harsh thoughts. Enjoying warm laughs. Instant confusion. Undeliberate actions. Sub-consciencely projected. Magnified emotions. Disrespectful conclusions. Foundations laid, entrusted. Irrigation failed, erupted. Defied by fate.
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Jan 22, 2012
Jan 22, 2012 at 8:34 AM UTC
Defiance
Then dark with dripping blood it gave a howl and cried again: 'Our damaged branches ache! Your pillage maims me! Can't you feel at all? We who were men are now this barren brake. You'd grant us your respect and stay your hand were we a thicket not of souls but snakes.' As wood still green starts burning at one end and from its unlit end the burning stick drips sap, and hisses with escaping wind, so from the broken stump there oozed a mix of words and blood: a frothy babbling gore. I dropped the branch. My fear had made me sick. 'Poor wounded soul, could he have grasped before,' my sage replied, 'what now he sees is true, and blindly trusted in poetic lore, then he need not have so insulted you. But as there was no other way to learn I urged him to a test that grieved me too. Tell us who you were, that he, in turn, can set your honor freshly back in style among those he will teach when he returns.' The trunk: 'Your speech, by raising hope that I'll regain repute, makes words arise in me. I mean to talk, if you will stay a while: I was the one entrusted with the keys to Federigo's mind, and it was sweet to share his thought and guard his strategy for noble ventures secret in my keep — so faithfully I filled this glorious post, I gladly sacrificed my health and sleep...'
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The Thorn Forest
If, entrusted were I, with a magical purse, one that held what was needed, but not monies curse. One that neither bulged, nor would ever be empty, so when I reached down within, there I'd find plenty. A handful of tolerance, I would pull each day, to pass out to those in need, I met along the way. I would take a fist full of hope, to toss aloft. Scatter it among the throng, letting it land soft. I would enter into the turf of gangs and their wars. Trading peace for their guns, so they would **** no more. I would go to Washington, there I would invest, two handfuls of honesty, perhaps ten, would be best. Charity, I would share, with those who live large. Help them to give some away, so no one need starve. I could change so many things and alter many lives. But, I could also do harm and make so many cry. As it is so easy, to think one self's above, to take control of lives, forgetting about love. So for myself, I'd take a bit to keep myself humble. So that I and my purse, never, ever stumble
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Dec 21, 2010
Dec 21, 2010 at 2:28 PM UTC
My Purse
Fate, the absolute tyrant - Brings me to my desk, And I sit down to vent This infernal night, As prose or verse, Or utter hogwash - My wasted emotions - Which some termed rhapsodic. I promised myself not to cry - As the day would dawn, And I'd wheel down the aisle. Making myself fall prey - To another trade Of cash and silver and solid gold, A car and bungalow and so much more - Of which in detail, I wasn't told. Though I was called a beauty Who could leave people dazed, With two curvy dimples, That lit my pretty face. People never touched me And would look at me with shame Tell me I looked fragile Once they knew I was lame. I grew within four walls - Comfy cushions and space And it wasn't my legs, feeble That restricted my pace. It was love from parents Siblings' scorn and care That kept me from the wisely world To go outdoors, I never dared. I grew up crawling on my limbs And seeing people walk I never wished for them to stop - Only prayed that they wouldn't talk! For it was not their legs, I longed for I reveled for what I was! I only hoped they applied thought Before pitying, how crippled I am! I grew up watching the world go by Each day and night would fly Fantasizing with what I had been blessed - My free and 'abled' mind! I dream of a world - filled with trust And friends who would 'walk' with me Who would talk to me for who I was And not offer sympathy! I wished for love, And found mine, divine In a fairy tale - Ironic indeed! I sang love songs, Wrote mushy poems Painted wild dreams - All to him, which would eventually lead. You must have known this little boy - Though a flaw, he did make history. "Pinocchio", he was fondly called And was known as a puppet with zeal! It was not his quest for love that struck Nor his zest to live For it was his gait with wooden legs, In which I could identify me! But my dreams were thwarted When to a man, I was entrusted - (Or rather, on me thrusted) One - with no love, but legs instead. Along with blessings For him to take along Ample gifts were bestowed - To keep us betrothed! And now I await To be proclaimed his wife In the presence of a world Which always kept me deprived. It will be dawn And I will soon be gone - Yet I will yearn For my Pinocchio to return!
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Nov 18, 2011
Nov 18, 2011 at 10:21 AM UTC
Pinocchio
Fate, the absolute tyrant - Brings me to my desk, And I sit down to vent This infernal night, As prose or verse, Or utter hogwash - My wasted emotions - Which some termed rhapsodic. I promised myself not to cry - As the day would dawn, And I'd wheel down the aisle. Making myself fall prey - To another trade Of cash and silver and solid gold, A car and bungalow and so much more - Of which in detail, I wasn't told. Though I was called a beauty Who could leave people dazed, With two curvy dimples, That lit my pretty face. People never touched me And would look at me with shame Tell me I looked fragile Once they knew I was lame. I grew within four walls - Comfy cushions and space And it wasn't my legs, feeble That restricted my pace. It was love from parents Siblings' scorn and care That kept me from the wisely world To go outdoors, I never dared. I grew up crawling on my limbs And seeing people walk I never wished for them to stop - Only prayed that they wouldn't talk! For it was not their legs, I longed for I reveled for what I was! I only hoped they applied thought Before pitying, how crippled I am! I grew up watching the world go by Each day and night would fly Fantasizing with what I had been blessed - My free and 'abled' mind! I dream of a world - filled with trust And friends who would 'walk' with me Who would talk to me for who I was And not offer sympathy! I wished for love, And found mine, divine In a fairy tale - Ironic indeed! I sang love songs, Wrote mushy poems Painted wild dreams - All to him, which would eventually lead. You must have known this little boy - Though a flaw, he did make history. "Pinocchio", he was fondly called And was known as a puppet with zeal! It was not his quest for love that struck Nor his zest to live For it was his gait with wooden legs, In which I could identify me! But my dreams were thwarted When to a man, I was entrusted - (Or rather, on me thrusted) One - with no love, but legs instead. Along with blessings For him to take along Ample gifts were bestowed - To keep us betrothed! And now I await To be proclaimed his wife In the presence of a world Which always kept me deprived. It will be dawn And I will soon be gone - Yet I will yearn For my Pinocchio to return!
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Fastidious future full of fiddling. Entrusted to erode everlasting evil. Anchor ambition to alleviate anguish. Recalled relationship of regret.
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Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 1:03 PM UTC
Fear
I am the cushion that life first rests in, The crib meticulously created layer by layer, The soft bed of flowers, glistening like blood, The protector of all beings, the seat of care My love is fuelled by the silver calmness I gently extract from the first lunar night, When the moon emerges from its dark sabbatical, Armed with tales it gathered from the other side Each day, its luminosity deepens, its stories Turn more vivid, more wrenching, more morose, I soak it all in- the pain, the suffering, the injustice, And colour myself, in the darkest shade of rose My red is no ordinary red, it is the Culmination of every sister's deep cry, It is the crimson of anger that can only be felt, By the cradle entrusted with preservation of life I am full and brimming, with pangs too strong And hues of vermilion too dark to contain, I rock back and forth, my cot full of stories, Twisting, flailing and writhing in pain And then I burst out and let freely flow, The dam I created with laments of loss and love Painted with conversations lasting until twilight, With my cratered friend in the skies above Petal by petal, as I lose my form and disintegrate, She is connected to each woman's cry that I assimilate, Flexed at the pelvis, helpless yet so strong, she listens, And understands the lore I sing about, every twenty-eighth.
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Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 7:43 AM UTC
The Song of Crimson Lore
This isn't what you wished Upon that small baby This isn't what you wished This isn't the head you kissed The head of that baby This isn't what you kissed This isn't what you held The weight of that baby This isn't what you held This isn't what you smelled The scent of that baby This isn't what you smelled This isn't what you felt Felt for that baby This isn't what you felt. This isn't how it was supposed to be This isn't what you imagined This isn't what you meant me to see The isn't what you'd bargained This isn't the life you choose to live This isn't the trust you chose to give This isn't the love you once entrusted This isn't the marriage to which you'd come in This isn't the daughter you once knew This isn't the love you walked into This isn't the hope you'd had before This isn't the love in fairytale's lore This isn't at all what you expected This isn't at all what you should have collected This isn't the right end for an angel This isn't, as it seems, quite so fatal But this is me Imperfect glory Oh, this is me With a sad, sad story This is me Timeless and dying This is me The blood I'm crying This is me The failure's jive This is me The end of a life This is me On sanity's cliff This is me Ready to drift This is me Desperate and wanting This is me Pretending and flaunting Yes, this is me Your youngest daughter And it's not at all what you wanted My dearest mother This is me The smoke, the pain This is me For loss, for gain This is me This is that baby This is me Now a young lady This is me Looking for love This is me Small and starstruck This is me On the wrong path This is me Treading on broken glass This is me Begging for help This is me ****** to hell This is me Waiting to be saved This is me Turning away This is me Nearing Death's door This is me Saying I can take no more This is me With smoke in my lungs This is me Absorbing the sun This is me With knife in hand This is me Enjoying the land This is me Pleasing those men This is me Washing my hands And this isn't what you wanted And this is why you cry And this isn't what I expected And this is why I wish to die Oh, this is why my mind is unclean This is why you weep This is why we couldn't foresee And this is why I can't sleep This is why the night is frightening This is the absence of hope Yet this is why we live And this is why we cope And this isn't life This is unidentified And this isn't strife This is why we live and die Maybe this is a maybe Maybe this is uncertainty Maybe this is a per say Maybe this is you, is me Yes, maybe this is human Though this is inhumane Maybe this is ******* And cannot be contained Maybe maybe is uncertainty Maybe maybe is insanity Maybe maybe is a waste of hope Maybe maybe is the knife at our throats This is me With a ring on my finger This is me With a kiss on my lips This is me With a love that lingers This is me With a sway to my hips This is my reflection So pretty, so ugly This is my reflection So imperfect, so me This is life Tiring and refreshing This is time A burden unrelenting These are my friends My children, my life These are my friends So perfect, so right And this is pain And this is gain And this is love And this is hate And this is trust And this is my place But first Foremost This is me.
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Apr 6, 2013
Apr 6, 2013 at 1:26 PM UTC
This Is Me
This isn't what you wished Upon that small baby This isn't what you wished This isn't the head you kissed The head of that baby This isn't what you kissed This isn't what you held The weight of that baby This isn't what you held This isn't what you smelled The scent of that baby This isn't what you smelled This isn't what you felt Felt for that baby This isn't what you felt. This isn't how it was supposed to be This isn't what you imagined This isn't what you meant me to see The isn't what you'd bargained This isn't the life you choose to live This isn't the trust you chose to give This isn't the love you once entrusted This isn't the marriage to which you'd come in This isn't the daughter you once knew This isn't the love you walked into This isn't the hope you'd had before This isn't the love in fairytale's lore This isn't at all what you expected This isn't at all what you should have collected This isn't the right end for an angel This isn't, as it seems, quite so fatal But this is me Imperfect glory Oh, this is me With a sad, sad story This is me Timeless and dying This is me The blood I'm crying This is me The failure's jive This is me The end of a life This is me On sanity's cliff This is me Ready to drift This is me Desperate and wanting This is me Pretending and flaunting Yes, this is me Your youngest daughter And it's not at all what you wanted My dearest mother This is me The smoke, the pain This is me For loss, for gain This is me This is that baby This is me Now a young lady This is me Looking for love This is me Small and starstruck This is me On the wrong path This is me Treading on broken glass This is me Begging for help This is me ****** to hell This is me Waiting to be saved This is me Turning away This is me Nearing Death's door This is me Saying I can take no more This is me With smoke in my lungs This is me Absorbing the sun This is me With knife in hand This is me Enjoying the land This is me Pleasing those men This is me Washing my hands And this isn't what you wanted And this is why you cry And this isn't what I expected And this is why I wish to die Oh, this is why my mind is unclean This is why you weep This is why we couldn't foresee And this is why I can't sleep This is why the night is frightening This is the absence of hope Yet this is why we live And this is why we cope And this isn't life This is unidentified And this isn't strife This is why we live and die Maybe this is a maybe Maybe this is uncertainty Maybe this is a per say Maybe this is you, is me Yes, maybe this is human Though this is inhumane Maybe this is ******* And cannot be contained Maybe maybe is uncertainty Maybe maybe is insanity Maybe maybe is a waste of hope Maybe maybe is the knife at our throats This is me With a ring on my finger This is me With a kiss on my lips This is me With a love that lingers This is me With a sway to my hips This is my reflection So pretty, so ugly This is my reflection So imperfect, so me This is life Tiring and refreshing This is time A burden unrelenting These are my friends My children, my life These are my friends So perfect, so right And this is pain And this is gain And this is love And this is hate And this is trust And this is my place But first Foremost This is me.
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Third day of this trek descending rapidly from cloud forest into high jungle habitat, alive with hummingbirds and orchids, her Q'ero porters guide the tour group to Intipunko, "Gate of the Sun". At 4:30 AM and 10,000 feet altitude biting cold cracks stone, eats exposed flesh, stealing breath as she gulps pale sunlight. Coca leaves wadded in her cheek forge mind against the acts of atmosphere. A lifelong pilgrimage to this purpose, observation of the sunrise over Machu Picchu. The Q'ero pass around a sack of pemmican. What meat it is, she doesn't ask. It smells of canvas, but tastes of apricot. Her fate entrusted to these guides, she eats what they offer. This Inca Trail is marked with their scent; they follow signposts painted on thin air, read morning mists like road maps. They have brought her to this citadel, Lost City of Peace and Power. Her life for now at equinox, shaman-guides have opened her vision to the hitching post of the sun.
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Feb 20, 2012
Feb 20, 2012 at 12:05 AM UTC
In the Company of Strangers
It's always good to make friends, wherever you go After all, every new place has its set of challenges And in order to overcome them It's better to have someone at your side As they say, you don't have to do everything on your own Well, making friends may not seem all that difficult But keeping them is a different matter altogether There must be some common ground The place where you meet The company where you work The college where you study Your hobbies, passions etc. And I can go on and on However, the point is You and your friend must be compatible with each other Being an introvert, I don't have many friends However, the few I do have Can be entrusted with almost anything in the world This poem is about one of them We met as colleagues, six years ago And hit it off almost from the word go Thanks to a few common interests Such as cricket, movies, food etc. We even went to a storytelling event Where he was given a chance to take the mic And spoke about me and my passion for trains What I particularly like about him Is that he is very easygoing And rarely gets angry or upset Even when dealing with cranky clients And he had a whole lot of them Every client was a story in itself We would bond while trashing these clients Often over a cup of cutting chai Down at the cafeteria As the months sped by We grew closer Finding more and more common ground In the form of issues we faced at work Especially the frequent salary delays And non-payment of incentives We always had lunch together Except when either of us worked from home Eventually, my friend shifted to Pune But we stayed in touch on a regular basis In fact, we met on at least five occasions And continue to speak over the phone Almost on a monthly basis Even after he got married, about a year ago He, in particular, makes it a point To call me every now and then And we exchange news About our respective lives This close friend of mine is proof That you don't necessarily have to keep meeting people In order to maintain friendships Of course, it is always good to meet your friends But sometimes, all you may need If you're missing someone Is a simple phone call And in this case Our calls are usually long Long enough to ensure That we sustain our friendship, no matter what
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Mar 16, 2023
Mar 16, 2023 at 10:38 AM UTC
Poem Dedicated To My Close Friend And Ex-Colleague
It's always good to make friends, wherever you go After all, every new place has its set of challenges And in order to overcome them It's better to have someone at your side As they say, you don't have to do everything on your own Well, making friends may not seem all that difficult But keeping them is a different matter altogether There must be some common ground The place where you meet The company where you work The college where you study Your hobbies, passions etc. And I can go on and on However, the point is You and your friend must be compatible with each other Being an introvert, I don't have many friends However, the few I do have Can be entrusted with almost anything in the world This poem is about one of them We met as colleagues, six years ago And hit it off almost from the word go Thanks to a few common interests Such as cricket, movies, food etc. We even went to a storytelling event Where he was given a chance to take the mic And spoke about me and my passion for trains What I particularly like about him Is that he is very easygoing And rarely gets angry or upset Even when dealing with cranky clients And he had a whole lot of them Every client was a story in itself We would bond while trashing these clients Often over a cup of cutting chai Down at the cafeteria As the months sped by We grew closer Finding more and more common ground In the form of issues we faced at work Especially the frequent salary delays And non-payment of incentives We always had lunch together Except when either of us worked from home Eventually, my friend shifted to Pune But we stayed in touch on a regular basis In fact, we met on at least five occasions And continue to speak over the phone Almost on a monthly basis Even after he got married, about a year ago He, in particular, makes it a point To call me every now and then And we exchange news About our respective lives This close friend of mine is proof That you don't necessarily have to keep meeting people In order to maintain friendships Of course, it is always good to meet your friends But sometimes, all you may need If you're missing someone Is a simple phone call And in this case Our calls are usually long Long enough to ensure That we sustain our friendship, no matter what
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It’s gonna get better, Are the words I hear every day! The worlds in a rage, Families in complete dismay, Yet, They continue to say, “It’s gonna get better.” Better for whom is the answer I seek, As everyone suffers except the rich and elite. Children are crying as they sleep in their graves, Families moan in woe and rage; Out of work and on the streets, Homes stole by legislative greed; People starve with not a morsel to eat As they watch their lives stripped away, shipped overseas. Yet, They continue to say every single day, “It’s gonna get better.” Who are They that speak these words of depict? These words of emptiness filled with intentions of grief. “They,” are the ones that control the industries The ones that create laws and false realities, The ones that create and destroy societies, The ones we fought and died for with our dignity! “They,” are the ones that live off our blood, sweat, and tears, Taking at will with no consequences to bear, Stripping away our wealth and dignity, Stealing the land away from our families, Giving to those of foreign nationalities, With no regard to the society that entrusted, “They!” Yet behind their smoke filled lies, While people die, They continue to say, “It’s gonna get better.”
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Sep 24, 2022
Sep 24, 2022 at 4:18 PM UTC
It’s Gonna Get Better
Lightly colored with painted kisses, humming harmonious hymns: The vital branches of our tree, such strength, unblighted! Your charity sustains me, the manna of my muse, Do you feel my fingertips as they glide across your cheek, My palm on your chin, your eyes upturned they settle and seize my attention. Stay not your caress, though in between us there may be a veil. Serpents in the short grass will not strike you as you pass, I've paid them for your safe passage, come to me, I crave only your touch. Here, let us only touch each other, No more is needed now, but skin, and silence, Let the wind carry away all pains and past sorrows. With your touch my agonies dissolve like a sweet treat in a moist mouth. With confidence I shrug off past limitations, Celebrations are even now being held in the core of my being. Your smiling spirit sends sympathetic vibrations when I am away. Restored are the comforts of past days, Eiderdown and slow burning sage, Before I knew your words were ever for me I fell deeply in love with your melodies. If I could, in my deepest passion prove the power of your touch It would mean so much if you could  understand. Like an assembled host of mighty magicians focused in concert Your hands work epic miracles, of soothing and creation. In the course of my rambles I have stumbled On sigils and symbols That have granted me a second sight And from you I see waves of light, In mingled colours sharply detailed patterns Of magnificent artistry, An aura of delightful pageantry That reveals your unparraleled self to me. Entrusted with the formula for happiness, I share this willingly with the hope you'll see, All I need to wake each day, is the nearest hope that we shall spend a moment together, So in touching, we may impart the many words left unsaid, The truths that would shatter our lips should we utter them.
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Sep 25, 2012
Sep 25, 2012 at 2:39 PM UTC
Truths
Lightly colored with painted kisses, humming harmonious hymns: The vital branches of our tree, such strength, unblighted! Your charity sustains me, the manna of my muse, Do you feel my fingertips as they glide across your cheek, My palm on your chin, your eyes upturned they settle and seize my attention. Stay not your caress, though in between us there may be a veil. Serpents in the short grass will not strike you as you pass, I've paid them for your safe passage, come to me, I crave only your touch. Here, let us only touch each other, No more is needed now, but skin, and silence, Let the wind carry away all pains and past sorrows. With your touch my agonies dissolve like a sweet treat in a moist mouth. With confidence I shrug off past limitations, Celebrations are even now being held in the core of my being. Your smiling spirit sends sympathetic vibrations when I am away. Restored are the comforts of past days, Eiderdown and slow burning sage, Before I knew your words were ever for me I fell deeply in love with your melodies. If I could, in my deepest passion prove the power of your touch It would mean so much if you could  understand. Like an assembled host of mighty magicians focused in concert Your hands work epic miracles, of soothing and creation. In the course of my rambles I have stumbled On sigils and symbols That have granted me a second sight And from you I see waves of light, In mingled colours sharply detailed patterns Of magnificent artistry, An aura of delightful pageantry That reveals your unparraleled self to me. Entrusted with the formula for happiness, I share this willingly with the hope you'll see, All I need to wake each day, is the nearest hope that we shall spend a moment together, So in touching, we may impart the many words left unsaid, The truths that would shatter our lips should we utter them.
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Once, long ago I gazed upon the world with conformity’s eyes and found it absurd And I cursed existence and my fellow man I built a wall to defend the tattered remnants of the sanity I perceived I still possessed I built a wall that quickly became a desolate prison standing cold in the face of forgiveness and love I ignored beauty’s gentle bliss I insulted love in the name of an antiquated morality Oh spirits Oh demons Oh harbingers of what lies beyond perception It was to you that I entrusted my salvation It was to you that I prayed in expectation of deliverance I begged for naught but a cessation of being to relieve the nightmare of existence In desperation I grasped the reins of intolerance I drew the sword of superficial righteousness carving a swath of condemnation through the ranks of my brothers for the sake of a disapproving God I wounded virtue in the name of heaven I exchanged reason for faith I threw compassion to the dogs of indifference What pain has my existence brought my fellow man? My path to salvation lies hidden among the bones of those I once held dear Heaven should not exact such remuneration for paradise cannot be purchased with the blood of hatred and the tears of martyred tolerance I will not kneel before such an altar Not again Never again
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Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 10:46 AM UTC
Conquistador
all things green are not created equal, what brings mean hearts a revival, the green that some die for, the green the mint strives for, there are no green initiatives, only a green economy there is no interest, that will starve the old, their bank cupboards bare, soon they will eat their own flesh. they ayes may have it everywhere so be aware, watch your step there the green that binds our hands, binds our feet, binds our minds, bind us together in defeat. this may sound like a call but really it is one voice with a bad echo, bouncing off the walls of misappropriation and missed understandings stewardship is taking care of what was given, (not earned) he who made stewards of us is going to call (out our names) to find what we did with the Terra entrusted with us (what a rush) embracing the wrong green blinds us as it binds us to a rocky spire, that double edge blade hacking at the legs of God's footstool. the light talk about saving a planet, ****** Janet, what fool's we have been, we blame colour blindness for corporate greed, oh the green that bind us to every wrong to which we own, will now cost us the best spot closest to the throne.
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Aug 31, 2013
Aug 31, 2013 at 2:19 AM UTC
The Green that Binds Us
Jack ropes and merriopes In solicitous rhyme in fer derilious velope envy implicitous insectuaryan harridannous Ensole brodequins forbearing to lace Trace elements of that remaining empoisonous For failure interred Is succes disinterred? And if so, form where? Where derinferred strands failure unerred By error masked muscovado coloured Breadth Pneumonic, perhaps caustically mate Aerial’d on the glib side of acoustical elimination Veritable under pooh stick discrimination Matte clouds of drab depression ove in An area of low pressure According to yon hypothalamic forecaster. Core has ter Fail lently viola lapidavitious stretch so she as fer ter rousse fer ter kamuskova. An epic Scribbled on der calen. Sole of brevity then being approximately an inch and a Bit minus that Torrent all yendergelpin cleaving The very schism wit! It cynicism Be as may be a pea, no spelling bee entrusted Where? In there? In that jumble of line? Barely knows his lime from his rhyme, or indeed Lime from lime. He’s just trying to fill up that calendrous space And make some sense of it.
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Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 3:19 PM UTC
Epic Scribbled on a Calendar
*r EVOL ution uncoils slowly by the fire pondering of profound-flickering in the reverse-sparks within the pupils of shifting-light* 1. love(r) dips deep within a hardy fire-maker from another sky body recycled and soul carried on mind unlike any other it’s simply a matter of Time.. holding that rusty-key of long ago entrusted to a cavorite-place behind silent-wells whose treadle-functions heaven forgot 2. yet what counts highest sits on a ledge of paradox as happiness falls short upon the threshold of fornever and never after there are tumult-fears to overcome and it needs time, once again as hearty does beseech temporal-cogs to ensure one full revolution thanks are not enough for things that words fail to express no specific thing to pin-point of the immense power the discharged-missile holds who is ever the same person in the marching of months? 3. exponential growth is combustion understated and surreal-excitement catches to find traction in the whistling wind.. only a quarter-whisper away it has instead.. been phenomenally unreal .. can't explain it .. won't deny it 4. the full idea has near-outgrown its twin-seal flanks that choices came shaking.. aghast and                                 dripping its magenta-fury in heavy-drips upon the sand                                                                                                         half-spilling lava-filled cups of ire             near the camp-side         grabbed it by the lapels         shaking – I love you so now, why can’t you say it? why won’t you declare it? what holds your yellow-ass back so? 5. there's a power-burst in the trajectory-whirligig here.. can’t be stopped, won’t be stopped burnt offering rises up in a scathing-hiss   and exudes such a sweet-cleansing                                                                                                 of                                                                                                                                                                                                             semi-cinnamon and subtle ginger                                                     *and.. love is but a word whose letters lie in the sand* S T – 11 nov 2013
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Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 12:10 PM UTC
twin-seal
*r EVOL ution uncoils slowly by the fire pondering of profound-flickering in the reverse-sparks within the pupils of shifting-light* 1. love(r) dips deep within a hardy fire-maker from another sky body recycled and soul carried on mind unlike any other it’s simply a matter of Time.. holding that rusty-key of long ago entrusted to a cavorite-place behind silent-wells whose treadle-functions heaven forgot 2. yet what counts highest sits on a ledge of paradox as happiness falls short upon the threshold of fornever and never after there are tumult-fears to overcome and it needs time, once again as hearty does beseech temporal-cogs to ensure one full revolution thanks are not enough for things that words fail to express no specific thing to pin-point of the immense power the discharged-missile holds who is ever the same person in the marching of months? 3. exponential growth is combustion understated and surreal-excitement catches to find traction in the whistling wind.. only a quarter-whisper away it has instead.. been phenomenally unreal .. can't explain it .. won't deny it 4. the full idea has near-outgrown its twin-seal flanks that choices came shaking.. aghast and                                 dripping its magenta-fury in heavy-drips upon the sand                                                                                                         half-spilling lava-filled cups of ire             near the camp-side         grabbed it by the lapels         shaking – I love you so now, why can’t you say it? why won’t you declare it? what holds your yellow-ass back so? 5. there's a power-burst in the trajectory-whirligig here.. can’t be stopped, won’t be stopped burnt offering rises up in a scathing-hiss   and exudes such a sweet-cleansing                                                                                                 of                                                                                                                                                                                                             semi-cinnamon and subtle ginger                                                     *and.. love is but a word whose letters lie in the sand* S T – 11 nov 2013
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I believe, dreams have their own power they feed on inspiration and contemplation they are full of life, live within our soul. hence, I will never stop, to believe in dreams 'cause I fall in love with a concept so magical, it's celestial that freed us to be irrational and exceptional.          d        r        e       a        m       s Each letters of 'dreams,' therein lies mystery and beauty: it is missions that was entrusted to us, and we, in turn need to trust it. Respect dreams. sensible or unbelievable, logical or super fictional, because they are intrical therefore let it flourish, keep it alive, make it real.
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Nov 26, 2018
Nov 26, 2018 at 11:31 AM UTC
d r e a m s.