Every day it's like i am nothing,
to nobody.
I try to help and then they blame me for everything.
I can't hold on for so long anymore.
Every piece in my body is breaking by every word or eye blink they blame me...
For several months I hold on
but my life isn't worth living...

Don't really care anymore what they think of me.
I don't live like i always lived.
But i have love that makes my heart beating everyday.

It hurts to not be the first.
In nothing you seen the sweetest,
it goes wrong.
My thoughts are converted.