Every day it's like i am nothing,
to nobody.
I try to help and then they blame me for everything.
I can't hold on for so long anymore.
Every piece in my body is breaking by every word or eye blink they blame me...
For several months I hold on
but my life isn't worth living...

Emmewords

It hurts to not be the first.
In nothing you seen the sweetest,
it goes wrong.
My thoughts are converted.

Don't really care anymore what they think of me.
I don't live like i always lived.
But i have love that makes my heart beating everyday.