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"emergent" poems
A follow on poem to 'In the Sunroom (Suicide)"  (1) writ many years later... ~For MWK~ <> A stray thought. a burring burrowing, thorny tawny: A wish, yet to get, but vetted for each of us. *This within, this redoubt, a contemplative oasis, my indoor poet's nookery rookery sanctuary each one, each is, deserves, all, one such, a place holy filled, with lice and dirt of a life, strained and trained for emission and transmission of the best of the worst, and the triumphant emergent commission of our individualized most excellent fresh best where crumbs of apple crisp pie solidify, vanilla bean ice cream melt offsets the oven heated warmth, and from this interactive contrasts combative, a poem pie reborn, newly disguised, familiar words, yet unheard and before this very never, went unspoken and now goes forth svelte and unbroken *rhymes of yore, forgot from a before, but making up the walls of the here and now, a sunroom to spread out the lit lights of egress and entrance, of fire door no exits that now are chiseled closed, lock in, lock up, and somehow, one, stills to learn from the stilling quiet solitude. to penetrate the prostrate kneeling grinning grief, how to expel and spell the words that grant relief visit my sunroom, though no fiction. the sun rays *********** create the friction of that which cannot ever be withered nor contained, and your mouth opens wide and a poem birthed and delivered, pastiche paste composted of truth and dreams of fiction, fine diction, with a shrug, a smile, a satisfaction extracted extraordinary, you garner moments of satisfaction but cloud cover returns, and the process of sunrise exposition recommences, and one revisits the elemental sequencing of all the predecessor pain, but this time, for gain, for gain, <> written this sabbath Saturday 12:38am EST Sat Aug 2 2025 in the sunroom, on Shelter Island
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Aug 2, 2025
Aug 2, 2025 at 12:59 AM UTC
Each of us needs a sunroom
A follow on poem to 'In the Sunroom (Suicide)"  (1) writ many years later... ~For MWK~ <> A stray thought. a burring burrowing, thorny tawny: A wish, yet to get, but vetted for each of us. *This within, this redoubt, a contemplative oasis, my indoor poet's nookery rookery sanctuary each one, each is, deserves, all, one such, a place holy filled, with lice and dirt of a life, strained and trained for emission and transmission of the best of the worst, and the triumphant emergent commission of our individualized most excellent fresh best where crumbs of apple crisp pie solidify, vanilla bean ice cream melt offsets the oven heated warmth, and from this interactive contrasts combative, a poem pie reborn, newly disguised, familiar words, yet unheard and before this very never, went unspoken and now goes forth svelte and unbroken *rhymes of yore, forgot from a before, but making up the walls of the here and now, a sunroom to spread out the lit lights of egress and entrance, of fire door no exits that now are chiseled closed, lock in, lock up, and somehow, one, stills to learn from the stilling quiet solitude. to penetrate the prostrate kneeling grinning grief, how to expel and spell the words that grant relief visit my sunroom, though no fiction. the sun rays *********** create the friction of that which cannot ever be withered nor contained, and your mouth opens wide and a poem birthed and delivered, pastiche paste composted of truth and dreams of fiction, fine diction, with a shrug, a smile, a satisfaction extracted extraordinary, you garner moments of satisfaction but cloud cover returns, and the process of sunrise exposition recommences, and one revisits the elemental sequencing of all the predecessor pain, but this time, for gain, for gain, <> written this sabbath Saturday 12:38am EST Sat Aug 2 2025 in the sunroom, on Shelter Island
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the form the pattern emergent beauty honor! faces! bright with life! honor! ------ born we come here ----- honor! ------ the gentle raw naked power vibrates and pulsates joy! ------ a tiny piece a leaf in the wind perfectly placed a simple smile gracing the avenues heals a knowing a gift of love ------ of love ---- joy
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Nov 24, 2010
Nov 24, 2010 at 11:32 AM UTC
honor
Hearing fogged drops of rain Precipitate violence in the Amazon, Against the placid Leaves; Left disheveled the unfiltered forest.   Dampness divorced from its thin vapor blur Plummeting memoirs retold, the cradled Past returns its own, splintered light Edging the threshold of infinitude, Axiomatic slippage each fell cold. Fallen moisture recovered, Once nourished the ancients; Correspondingly, we align. Lineal descendants, Tides of March, Sibilant waters flow through us. Hoary myths, now hallowed imminent. Ponderous, our torn skies cleft, clouds suffused in grey─ The emergent pour, casts a montage of Freighted silence, implicit tapestries Sewn seamless; our kindred froth ashore. Pedigreed continuum bound in common plight, Unseen flood of halcyon Dust and flesh coalesce beneath the torrent; Genetic lines merge ─ intersection of Time and eternity. From the same water we drink. Lineal descendants, Tides of March, Sibilant waters flow through us. ©2012 W.S. Warner
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Sep 30, 2012
Sep 30, 2012 at 1:54 AM UTC
Tides of March
Ultimately, language will be replaced by subtleties. The amplified magnitude of your true essence commingling amidst another's - unbounded and effortless. Parallel perspectives - instinctive and raw Each quark and quirk facing the void Evoking recognition of confidence wrought amidst the entwined advent of your ability to manifest emergent and fresh. Hewn vibrationally in the full spectrum of presence, we lightly upon wave form.
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Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 8:12 PM UTC
Treading Wave Form 10/7/16
A LIFE TORN APART When I first peeped into the world, I deemed it fit for the growth of my miniature. When I peeped again, I trembled with disbelieving eyes at the emergent live labyrinth that stood staring; but then, can an opinion change an existence? Maybe, just maybe As our mother packed and left, our father drove away. We remained hidden in desolate souls. We were striked with a giant of a being called sustenance, which dwelt in providence. Sincerely our begetters ought to have thought of our brilliant futures. We deserved a life, to run the race towards academic heights Just the other day I overheard, my hemophilic father tying the famous knot with a fellow MAN. Then I thought, what would become of my ego? Would I walk with MY head held high facing other heterosexually raised colleagues? Would I even get the strength to chase after the big price? I think not As I grew up, I hoped for an illuminated course. Now I walk in converging paths. After my fore-bearers kicked their ***** apart, I sobbed after my dressed mother, they say. But who could have thought that I would turn into a walking stone? Walking through streets in search of well-wishers, I wished my parents had held onto their existence. She blamed it on lewdness while he held it all upon the mistake of an early pregnancy. Was I born unwanted? Was I smuggled into this existence? I cease to think about it. As a student, I thought my father’s charm the way to go. As a child, my mother’s “generosity” to male neighbors elated me. Now as a parent to be I think, what would my apprehended seed think of my responsibilities? Will I be faced by delinquency? I thought the rod could do a lot to effect change. It never did on me. Maybe I ought to mind the examples that I was given not. With my Progenitor bidden by the feared misfortune, I still sink in the memories of my father, taken away by the same old grabber, HIV/AIDS. How I hate you HIV….I beseech thee to move away from me. I promise my dear life; that I will always run against the traffic. I will ensure I entangle myself not, in a creased heart and walk with head held high. With the hope of giving my bairm, the kind of life that I always wanted
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Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 8:43 AM UTC
A LIFE TORN APART
A LIFE TORN APART When I first peeped into the world, I deemed it fit for the growth of my miniature. When I peeped again, I trembled with disbelieving eyes at the emergent live labyrinth that stood staring; but then, can an opinion change an existence? Maybe, just maybe As our mother packed and left, our father drove away. We remained hidden in desolate souls. We were striked with a giant of a being called sustenance, which dwelt in providence. Sincerely our begetters ought to have thought of our brilliant futures. We deserved a life, to run the race towards academic heights Just the other day I overheard, my hemophilic father tying the famous knot with a fellow MAN. Then I thought, what would become of my ego? Would I walk with MY head held high facing other heterosexually raised colleagues? Would I even get the strength to chase after the big price? I think not As I grew up, I hoped for an illuminated course. Now I walk in converging paths. After my fore-bearers kicked their ***** apart, I sobbed after my dressed mother, they say. But who could have thought that I would turn into a walking stone? Walking through streets in search of well-wishers, I wished my parents had held onto their existence. She blamed it on lewdness while he held it all upon the mistake of an early pregnancy. Was I born unwanted? Was I smuggled into this existence? I cease to think about it. As a student, I thought my father’s charm the way to go. As a child, my mother’s “generosity” to male neighbors elated me. Now as a parent to be I think, what would my apprehended seed think of my responsibilities? Will I be faced by delinquency? I thought the rod could do a lot to effect change. It never did on me. Maybe I ought to mind the examples that I was given not. With my Progenitor bidden by the feared misfortune, I still sink in the memories of my father, taken away by the same old grabber, HIV/AIDS. How I hate you HIV….I beseech thee to move away from me. I promise my dear life; that I will always run against the traffic. I will ensure I entangle myself not, in a creased heart and walk with head held high. With the hope of giving my bairm, the kind of life that I always wanted
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phenomenal! vibrant light-helixes of vortexical sound bivolving sorrow-joy cascades into motional peace & silent selfhood surrounded. Threads are coming together I celebrate the infinite beyond I know I do not know, and question-knowing I discern my choice encompassed --- live and know the life inside as what it is and can be; to live and explore unknown chords of heartsong cloudscapes; to be sound, to be consciousness of light; to be light itself and voidness all potential; to be love and to love&be-loved; in a timeless stillness forgotten in its thinking of; to spiral quietly before an ever-emergent soundfulness-- to be deafened with a clarity of hearing! to drown in colors blooming in the dark; to feel the breath of things and taste contentment pure as quartz in spring water, white sage and myrr. grounded in a vastness spilling symmetry this is witnessed by a newly discovered self now swept away with verdant effulgence ---dispersing unity here, bringing light to this Whole Now that is, now... here, is an integral clarity, a clear laying down of that union-- that metaspeech of truth-dwelling seen, a resident teaching echoed in every breeze healing into wholeness giving birth to itself forever: just now noted.
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Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 4:38 PM UTC
a shaman heals
the school yard picnic tables had a lost and found. sewn together was a book of miscellaneous cities where fools were growing together and churches were picking themselves up. they used anchors and rope to sew us together, much like the systems they used for shipwrecks and fallen warriors, but we found glaciers to lead us back home. we followed the shelves of mountains and the roof of skies. written in the wooden planks were tales of men dying from broken hearts, but so what? we let our hearts murmur and bleed bold acts of brilliant gestures. we were two fools growing together. we forgot the cities in our pockets, hoping that concealing could accommodate how we really felt. heart murmurs could skip some beats, but we want each moment to end up on our feet. we just hoped that the glacier roads will take us where we need to go. the arrows were colored coffee grounds, we were almost belligerent from the flask full of body language, and my wooden teeth were chattering from the touch of falling atmosphere. emergent empires, frozen to our road had heavy hearts pumping through, trying to reach to us. it had my attention, and it spoke through capillaries leading to our toes. we left with train wrecked eyes and faith leaning on our sleeves, because we realized that you never have really lived because you have never really died. so let our hearts murmur bold intentions and we will follow the glaciers home.
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Sep 17, 2011
Sep 17, 2011 at 12:08 PM UTC
heart murmurs & glacier roads
Poem Analysis 1st read, I thought gibberish, 2nd I thought Hmmm, 3rd I thought interesting, 4th I felt genius. billy your poem comment-dissects my poem my process, a marathon interview for a new poem pole position, limb by limb, word by word, chewed and re-chewed, like a tiring piece of bubble gum, the flavor remaining ebbs, but is not extinguished, and can live in your mouth, forever and the praise and this poem, not a rodomontade, for your comment dear Billy, is the process description of a poet’s labor, from word first to a baby’s birth, gibberish into genius emergent from first pain, then pushing, then tilled, at long last, the dirtiest immaculate conception beautiful billy reads my rambling, silly abstruse^ & wrote me: *1st read I thought gibberish, 2nd I thought Hmmm, 3rd I thought interesting, 4th I felt genius* this is a much loved critique for I well recall each step of creation, a summarizing parallel that your words+genes replicated so well, forgiving you a minor typo, Billy, it was genus, not genius that you meant (but then again, why quibble over a miscellaneous, harmless, delighting, tiny little extra i...not me, said he, my muse ego ) Billy has gone gray dotted, but his dot, his comment, with gratitude, in me, he, lives for ever I feel gibberish coming on...
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Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 2:50 AM UTC
Gibberish into Genuis: 1st read, I thought it gibberish (2019)
Seasoned Love's silent discourse, Dusk of the long distance, Beneath the mantle of lament The peak bloom, gnawing decay, Obscure The weight of favor; Annealing fire, moulded by Winds of duration Unfastening the raw surf of sorrow. Incipient caprice, theft of occlusion Colored by common defiance, Vile tremors of privation- Native enclave, The province of Vacant, age-eaten elucidation. The tangled weave, pathos and ethos Vested Interior acquisition, Furrowed paths of countenance Evincive and drawn, Affinity found, inhabiting the palisades Of Immersion. A furtive glance harbors The trained gaze whose Immanent flame- Emergent Serous source, Imbued piercing latency; A taste of The fountainhead. Unprobed theater of the absolute. Thin supple pith Identity sealed in skin Perambulator of meaning and Lineaments of cure. Bearing the image of ubiquity Perceives in the other, Immortality. Sacramental Eros, Subsumes the Capacity to treasure. ©2013 W.S. Warner
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Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 2:51 AM UTC
The Immanent Flame
1 Late afternoon leaving the city the bus route intersects the terraced houses, row upon row: right to the valley floor, left to wooded heights. In a bay-windowed room a child sits at a table beachcombing the net. Tea is past and there is gentle talk of volcanoes , the Verungas, and gorillas in the midst. Outside, and a floor below, a garden nestles into the dusk, a blackbird settles itself with song. Later, at the same table. there is a silent grace. A shy five year old in scary pyjamas comes to say goodnight. For supper: a goat’s cheese flan, a simple salad, pink wine, strong coffee. On the mantelpiece: the familiar jumble of cards and photos, a collage of family faces distant shores. On the walls: grandmother’s woven rug, her grand-daughter’s textiled strata, an embroidered geology. 2 The next day, so bright and clear, the garden bench is warm by ten. We sit surrounded by the evidence of this growing season: emergent plants, the possibility of fruit, even declarations of vegetables. As ideas flow across cake and coffee so the shadows move, shaping depths, enriching tones on greys, within greens. In the midday sun, the garden becomes a wild tracery of lines as perspectives distort, corrupt, thicken . . . and space opens everywhere: foliage as yet transparent no shelter to stalk and stem. Their very arteries revealed, plants bask in the fragile heat of ‘just’ Spring.
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Jan 6, 2013
Jan 6, 2013 at 4:58 AM UTC
Sense of Place: Spring
Lauren has returned from her doc with a portrait of the future engraved on her spirit. A collation of sonic pings etched on a computer screen reveal her new legacy lying supine in an amniotic cradle limbs and digits outstretched - reaching for tomorrow. Hands and feet to touch and navigate the earth. Inquisitive eyes and ears to map and explore the wonders of the universe. Emergent life suspended today within a mother's womb but destined for future liberty. October 11, 2015
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Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 3:47 PM UTC
Preamble
Emergent and forming I feel a storm is imploring that soon without any warning you beg to cross a line Every time, nothing is sacred but sacramental complacence is marked as roles of the shameless Mean to skip a line another time? Is this too rough and obtuse for a cutie like you to boost the power line? Number 9, completion is power and stricken chords every hour proceed to timeline devour those daily entities I do decree that opposition to me is free and withered beatings to meetings, detours and dealings understanding demands of variable plans is held by the hand that feeds the depleted need I see it from every angle, the tangle, the multishifted frame though it dangles, I can't be stuck in my own head when I see the reflections of me in the treasure it jangles, brings into focus where my head fell to float in the moments set to wrangle, pull it in, dwell upon the good and discard where it hampers new fangled notions like truth effusions of love and devotion are swallowed up in the daily ocean of noise traffic, the more verbose, Graphic dispatches matches blasted disasters dashed and rash past distractions amass magic attacks balanced Secular motion entwined with metaphysical potions, divided what is your quotient? It doesn't add up in this moment. Interpersonal, intergalactic, universal assertions disturbed by verbage of outrance Message mismanaged mischief mallaeble mayhem managed maganamously mallicous mannered when I would proclaim them. Members materialized meriting masturbatory movements and monetized malappropriation I have no patience nor pathos for indiscriminant egos demonstrating a tangent as canon and paralyzing progressions toward psychic visions of heaven, eyes as the cosmos, and pressures upended. I'll cope with associations disastrous and tainted, but keep in my visage all that scratches my lenses I know far too much to be content with the situation, but far too little to shatter falsehood's intitiation
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Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 5:53 AM UTC
Dammed Stream of Consciousness
Emergent and forming I feel a storm is imploring that soon without any warning you beg to cross a line Every time, nothing is sacred but sacramental complacence is marked as roles of the shameless Mean to skip a line another time? Is this too rough and obtuse for a cutie like you to boost the power line? Number 9, completion is power and stricken chords every hour proceed to timeline devour those daily entities I do decree that opposition to me is free and withered beatings to meetings, detours and dealings understanding demands of variable plans is held by the hand that feeds the depleted need I see it from every angle, the tangle, the multishifted frame though it dangles, I can't be stuck in my own head when I see the reflections of me in the treasure it jangles, brings into focus where my head fell to float in the moments set to wrangle, pull it in, dwell upon the good and discard where it hampers new fangled notions like truth effusions of love and devotion are swallowed up in the daily ocean of noise traffic, the more verbose, Graphic dispatches matches blasted disasters dashed and rash past distractions amass magic attacks balanced Secular motion entwined with metaphysical potions, divided what is your quotient? It doesn't add up in this moment. Interpersonal, intergalactic, universal assertions disturbed by verbage of outrance Message mismanaged mischief mallaeble mayhem managed maganamously mallicous mannered when I would proclaim them. Members materialized meriting masturbatory movements and monetized malappropriation I have no patience nor pathos for indiscriminant egos demonstrating a tangent as canon and paralyzing progressions toward psychic visions of heaven, eyes as the cosmos, and pressures upended. I'll cope with associations disastrous and tainted, but keep in my visage all that scratches my lenses I know far too much to be content with the situation, but far too little to shatter falsehood's intitiation
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A storm blew through early, left frost etched, lit, glistening, on a window's waking surface. I sit framed by that translucence, my daughter aligns, orders mirroring matroyshka doll members. I reflect on an essay*, how poems are a symbol of  will, concluding a pact, perhaps achieved in diction, image metaphor, adherence to structure, rhyme, form. Might these devolve to decoration? Or, trace the transmission of "will to commitments," expressing “intent”, "weakly lost or strongly spent?” Frost etchings fissure, shift, glint, slide on their emergent effluence, configure in gusts of cognition.   I sense a covenant in these lines. my daughter adjusts her doll's placements, the promise of one revealed in the other. Copyright © 2004 Gary Brocks —————————————— Attribution: Stanzas 3, 4, and 5 are greatly influenced by my reading the Robert Frost essay titled *THE CONSTANT SYMBOL. The short phrases in italicized quotes are direct quotes from that essay.
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Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 11:18 PM UTC
INSPIRED BY FROST
You tell us to get the morgue ready for you, we shake our head oh, don't say that we mean, its gonna be alright but how do we know that you really mean you'd rather die than feel the pain that extraordinary measures can cast on a living soul the doctors rush in and rush out everything- they say is emergent you are equal you, plus your disease, the doctor is the solution I mean the doctor has the solution but is all the pain worth it? you're at a battle with the odds not given much of an option you might as well be chained to the bed too tired to bathe too tired to sleep each breath of air an underwater cyclone trying to expand your lungs against the waves of blood you whisper, *I'm not gonna make it, I'm not gonna make it* but sir, you already have bring your dancing shoes to heaven you'll be able to breathe easy again *you've made it you're almost there*
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Sep 26, 2016
Sep 26, 2016 at 12:10 AM UTC
to hold the hand of a dying man
Deep into the rainforest, a struggle to survive From insects to leaved trees, wanting all to thrive The habitat of animals, species all around Living things a-plenty, crawling on the ground The four main layers play a different role The bio-diversity forms part of the whole The dark forest floor and the understory Shorter plants existing, many bugs to see The vibrant middle layer, yet forms the canopy Climbing the emergent, just like a monkey The strong plant materials, helps to build a home For people of the Amazon, food that has been grown Tropical regions, Equator ever near A moderate climate, giant trees are here Forests on a mountain, misty all around Coated in a moss, such an eerie surround North and South America and Oceania Asia and Europe, as well as Africa There’s a cycle of life, yet deforestation Affects the homes of animals for plantation Removing ecosystems, can cause erosion Droughts as well as flooding, less cohesion The modern ways of man affects vegetation Contributing to a silent devastation Replanting, recycling, assisting with crops Steps of preservation quench like raindrops The precious seeds and life, of which can be found Yet, it’s not too late to turn this world around Written by Geraldine Taylor ©
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Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 12:36 PM UTC
Our Rainforests
The old man tempts smoke down The throat of green beer bottles From the night before. Cigarette a tool of precision, Smoke falls like a lozenge Until the bottom is occluded; endless. When viewing art he takes to the moor, Emergent properties of flocking birds, Overhead patterns he can understand Without knowing what it means. Creation is ongoing, cumulative. Bone upon bone, centuries of death To build a monument for living. The old man paints fissures on the foundations That cultivate famous skylines, Smoked windows interrupt sunlight; No one is looking out for him. The flocking birds circle the air; Static black on the page - angry, restless. When making art he suspends disbelief, Essence of life locked in time, No beauty in the fault-lines of a face If no one has seen it smile. Empires are falling, unknowing submission- Tower of Babel, Interstate Highway; All roads lead to terminal erosion. The old man bites the skin Around his weathered fingernails, Fear is his mantra. Cigarette a tool for soothing, Smoke falls like a lozenge, His hunger is permanent; endless.
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Dec 13, 2015
Dec 13, 2015 at 10:25 AM UTC
Growing Old
An emergent_sea Real_eyes See this_ease Come_ply beneath The softest_sign We carri_on Un-fin(e)d all_you’re In_sight Care_fully de_livered
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Aug 2, 2019
Aug 2, 2019 at 9:50 AM UTC
(be)spoken
in loving memory of my mother Three simple cello notes answered by horns, rising and falling winds shine like the dawn of a luminous day. Emergent violins wash the hall with mystic Austrian radiance. Looking across the stage I meet the eyes of my Philharmonic friends uniting in affirmation of the matchless largesse of the Brahms' second - our collective soul vaulting the Atlantic to the azure Danube's shore.           *It's 40 Christmas morns ago           and I am "20-ish" tearing floral paper           from a large green book and lean           to give my Mom a thank you hug.* Three quarters of an hour brush by like an autumn breeze and I close that same green book and turn to greet the audience - searching beyond the walls for that sacred somewhere where Mom smiles down from her eternal resting place. August, 2013
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Aug 13, 2013
Aug 13, 2013 at 11:59 AM UTC
Living Brahms
Unchained day beneath dumpling clouds in a baby boy broth I tumble from the snake's mouth into the belly of the bullfrog kicking across the river in fits and starts of sloshing and falling great mirror arms reach imploring asking the sky to see their brilliance as steel-grey bracelets encircle one wrist and then another and skyward we turn and vomited unceremoniously from the bullfrog's mouth I slog easterly through the setting concrete of the new-fettered day kicking across the avenues in fits and starts of staring and falling shiny electronic arms reach imploring and ask the stars to hear the cries as invisible chokers encircle one's throat and then nothing and skyward we turn and jostled and sweating as fresh popcorn into the gluttonous hall I ride the current past the kiosks and shuttered kitchens of boutique cafes kicking down the rapids in fits and starts of surfacing and falling a majestic and world-weary arm reaches defiantly and shakes a fist forever at one moment and then knows and northward we turn and the girl shared my Luna bar and the phones were passed around and the woman had no shoes and the conductor took no tickets and the women shared their seat and the man gave her cab fare and the woman went home with no purse, no keys, no shoes and the girl went back to Buffalo and still we turn and still we turn and our shackled arms raised against the sword reaches necessarily and blocks the blow as if we were one arm and then holds and still we turn
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Sep 7, 2011
Sep 7, 2011 at 8:08 PM UTC
Emergent Slash: How It Happened To Me
Unchained day beneath dumpling clouds in a baby boy broth I tumble from the snake's mouth into the belly of the bullfrog kicking across the river in fits and starts of sloshing and falling great mirror arms reach imploring asking the sky to see their brilliance as steel-grey bracelets encircle one wrist and then another and skyward we turn and vomited unceremoniously from the bullfrog's mouth I slog easterly through the setting concrete of the new-fettered day kicking across the avenues in fits and starts of staring and falling shiny electronic arms reach imploring and ask the stars to hear the cries as invisible chokers encircle one's throat and then nothing and skyward we turn and jostled and sweating as fresh popcorn into the gluttonous hall I ride the current past the kiosks and shuttered kitchens of boutique cafes kicking down the rapids in fits and starts of surfacing and falling a majestic and world-weary arm reaches defiantly and shakes a fist forever at one moment and then knows and northward we turn and the girl shared my Luna bar and the phones were passed around and the woman had no shoes and the conductor took no tickets and the women shared their seat and the man gave her cab fare and the woman went home with no purse, no keys, no shoes and the girl went back to Buffalo and still we turn and still we turn and our shackled arms raised against the sword reaches necessarily and blocks the blow as if we were one arm and then holds and still we turn
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It's been a dark and ***** start to the year, and altogether too many of my heroes are dead. Too many of the old villains too; those familiar monsters are gone, replaced by new and more appalling terrors, as fear is rebranded for a freshly emergent demographic. All the girls are much too young for me. Everyone is too young for me. When they speak, I hear only static, like the ghosts of extinct, pre-digital TV screens haunting the empty beauty of their dead channel mouths. In the supermarket, they've taken to playing songs I like on their in-store radio, wedged between corporate jingles and adverts for two-for-one offers on hot dogs in jars, and I'm so irrelevant I could cry. I'm struggling with the world and my own inability to find somewhere I can be in it. I can't relax, can't stop fighting against inertia, contentment and any hope of peace. Maybe drugs are the answer, but I think they'd just make me forget the question. I feel the cold, and I want to sleep too much. I miss my bad habits, but not enough to relapse. I'm not young enough or cute enough to get away with this much ******** angst.
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Jan 16, 2016
Jan 16, 2016 at 5:00 PM UTC
January Malaise
The weathervanes swirl snow into shimmering spirals. The trees, in slow rebirth, retrogress to barren skeletons. The cold leeches the green from the emergent grass. I perch atop wire farm fences to rest my wings, to mend broken feathers; the wind moves silence amidst the cold, for my voice is void of song. I see a flock flutter in the sky, their call beckoning my flight to be one with theirs; our voices to be one as we sing songs of hopeful blessing amidst nature's dissonance, and chimes will resound from porches and deer will drink from running waters as if nothing has moved backward at all. I will have a new song to sing, as clouds break, revealing the splendor of divine daylight.
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Apr 16, 2013
Apr 16, 2013 at 12:44 AM UTC
Glencoe (A Bird's Song)
Emergent through emotion In a sychophantic way, Thrilling through my system In recall of teaching’s fray. Those years of inspiration As an aspirant of they… That concrete mass of youthfulness Wherein I spent my day. Each hour of nervous questing, Each confrontation stored, Each shred of indignation When the master plan proved flawed. Through gyroscopic reason, Through footless halls of pain, An exultation’s bright explosion When that child said... “Please explain?’ And the myriad of starburst When the sky came crashing down When, as if, by touch of magic…. Realisation there…profound! From within that mass of granite-ness Poured enlightenment as gold And hot jewels of satisfaction Flowed within this soul… untold. M.
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Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 12:07 AM UTC
Ode to a Privilege
I knew this man because I was this man So it must be said; I was this man because I knew this man And never did I faultier when he reached with his trusting hand Bound by intent, his grip stowed the tension of promise and fruition His is a lifetime laden with the cogs of internal creation This is the summons, the congenial placement of his offer Beckoning the self to again be rendered upon the plane of the psychotropic wood Through this sanctified exchange the divergent union assumes singular being A spiral of fleeting connectivity, lapsing as the hesitant tide breaks upon neither shore nor sea So the invitation reciprocates moment to moment by way of residual eternity The soul twists and skips in both agony and ecstasy Bearing a jagged tolerance for lingering wait and the flash of re-entry Thus begun my endless stroll within the confinement of mind I am birthed each day anew in the cradling mist blanketing the forest floor With shy eyes one surrenders to this emergent rim Sentenced to wake beneath the towering monoliths, the fossil redwoods Who lull my attentive ear with the ambient groans of their interned memory Joined in chorus only by the hushed breathe of the creborus crows These birds, these deities hung inverted from gray and rotted limbs Whispering their imbuement to the aggregate dirge of pardon This is the swallowing of supposed sensory Set in impetus, this final paradigm may forever possess the gift of awareness.
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 8:21 PM UTC
The self-indulgent commentaries: Part I