"electives" poems
1.22.
Statistics of
statistics
The precise
revision of
demographics
non-existent
The strange
fabrication of
how polluted
and
misconstrued
thoughts
Is a simple
resolution
to every souls
confusion
Can you count
every written
faith?
Books on who's
opinion?
Individually written
by hands influence
by their brand
named wallets
The waste in produce
in mass production
Selling us ideas of
self-destruction
Spending less
on life lessons
Not saving up
for
self-reflections
Who's dime
pays for time?
Is it time
deciding time?
Or do dimes define
the meaning of time?
Who's time has it become?
What is time?
Time is? Time was?
Time never really
was ours
Watch the kids play
king of high risk
Compete to
defeat in the
depths of debt
Our inherited regrets
forget to check
on emotional scores
you can't get
a credit for
Give praise to high
interest rates
instead of banking
on your faith
Safely you deposit
selfish values
That lock you in
lucrative hate
Bankrup these
divided ideas
Start to believe
in the people
Let’s invest in
each other
again
Who's next in line?
Last in the back?
Who's at the till?
How do you pay
your grocery
bill?
Do you stress?
Depressed?
Do you pay for change?
Presidents and
Prime ministers
face paper electives
bills that select
how countries develop
Look for the Queen
working in virtual
streets
Trying to be a girl
seen in a magazine
Selling the tales
of fictional fascism
Stacked on the
ranks of fast
fashion
Blessed be
the ******
with their new
Micheal Kors
Losing themselves
in concrete stores
Designers that dictates
your direction
Consuming ourselves
we go off to
slaughter
Is there a refund
in the
death of a daughter?
Who lies?
Who plots?
Who puts capitol
value on gifts
from God?
Jun 11, 2019
Jun 11, 2019 at 4:56 PM UTC
Society and Flaw
Surely lie hand and hand
The pencil and the paper
Given to untrue man
The government corrupt, society can't see
A slave to politician, is all we'll ever be
Trained that right was right
When right was truly wrong
These thoughts instilled within us
To keep politic strong
A song was sang to lure us
Into the wicked sea
Of lies and deception, the truth can never be
Weak family, strong state
It's what's right, control their fate
Pointless electives in the college
Surely to keep us within *******
A scheme of money plain in sight
But still found hard to see
A slave to politician, is all we'll ever be
Freedom of speech is without reach
Cuz speak and you'll be found
Floating in a river, sure to be face down
Never thinking for self, always for the man
The man holds the paper, and so he's cuffed your hand
Bound to the flaws of which we cannot see
A slave to politician, is all we'll ever be
Mar 17, 2016
Mar 17, 2016 at 10:58 AM UTC
i am four. i don't want to be a princess. i tell my mother i want to be an astronaut. as young as i am, i am already wanting to be with the constellations. i am eight. at this point, i have wanted to be many things. the weirdest: a bee keeper, after a field trip to some zoo. i stick, however, to consider being a teacher; to children, i hoped. specifically kindergarten. or maybe a football player?
i am ten. i have it all planned out. i'll be taking up Mass Communication in college and i'll work as an author, or a journalist. i consider being a newscaster. or a National Geographic photographer. i am fourteen. i do not want to be anything but dead. six feet under with my feet pointing the way the tulips grow.
and now... i guess i just miss how simple it all was. how i was so convinced i had my **** together. how there weren't entrance exams to worry about, or wrongly-chosen tracks and courses and electives to regret. because it gets harder to hold it together, gets harder to hope for the better, gets harder to love and live when there are galaxies upon galaxies calling out your name;
i want to be wide-eyed and four years old again; arms outstretched to the sky, the stars at the tips of my fingers. i want to be that little girl again. that little girl who was excited to get up in the morning and face what the universe had in store. that little girl who wasn't cynical for tomorrows she was not promised. that little girl who smiled bright in pictures, and actually meant it.
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 9:52 PM UTC
They'd tell you to worship
the mannequins which march mechanically
like marionettes making their way
towards the main stage
But you've always been able to tell
Gods from false Idols
you fill these empty halls
with your electric electives
while I watch you
chase away the pigeons
just to see them fly
you said to me once
*you're too boring
who wants to be bored?*
this creature of habit
habitually picking up bad habits
like you.
I lay in bed all morning
writing my poems
I am a raconteur
you live the words
my hopeless anti-heroine
protagonist
antagonizing the ink from this pen
and no matter what happens
I'm happy to have had
my brief moment of observation
Oct 7, 2013
Oct 7, 2013 at 10:56 AM UTC
Yes I’m a man without a house but don’t be stupid and mistake me for being homeless
Some of u with houses and money can’t even point where home is
Ignorance
I’m not trynna justify
But I’m a man who fell on hard times
Y’all gat on the most expensive watch can’t even tell that these are hard times
Oblivious
Young people don’t know how to be serious
My life
U hear bout this
U fear of this
But it isn’t that obvious
Cause u conclude your own hypothesis
As a result u look at me silly
U look at me with pitty
U judge me before u even meet me
U tell me I have no right to be in this position based on your own position
Making it seem like this was my decision
***** I was a student too
A good student too
But I didn’t see the sense in it because school wasn’t teaching me
How to get to the place where I wanna be
And so I dropped out
Yeah I dropped out
That phrase is taboo
Hierarchy I gatta hand it to u
U got everyone in your shoe
Following your foot steps
Telling people this will lead to their peaks
But what if someone like me
Wants to see differently
And not from your perspective
Maybe I don’t wanna take courses of majors and electives
That’s not where my best is
U know I have a passion for drama
I wouldn’t mind learning how to perfect acting but the odds were against me
And so my family turned against me
Cause I wasn’t contributing to da house
Dey kicked me out
So now I’m without a house but I still have my home in my heart
And I know where my passion lies
I keep my head to the skies
I guess I have no choice but to do that cause there’s no ceiling to block my vision
Yes I did make my own decision
But it wasn’t to be poor it was to step out from the norm
I guess nowadays those two things coincide
Sorry I’m rambling but don’t walk past me with so much pride
Just cause I don’t have a place to go inside
Don’t judge me if u don’t know my story
Just cause my life got noticeably ugly
I don’t even ask; yet people think I want a dollar or more
I may not have a house but I got my home in my core
When I see people what I really wanna ask for
Is a chance but no one gives those out anymore
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 10:37 PM UTC
Today feels so so surreal.
The pain is so so unreal.
So painful that I have to deal more than some ordinary feeling.
I'll remember this feeling that it's more than pen and paper intriguing.
I needed a sad song to help me resonates with what I'm going through for reassuring that I'm still living.
Imagine I couldn't be so broken and go through what I go through that anything, that drives away will put my muse into transmission instead of reminiscing of this ignition that engines in some sort of remission.
I want to find my omission on this planet which helps me calls my mission.
To know this suffocation isn't the end if this petition.
I gladly know there nothing left to say but to this but be submitting of all of this dedication of this precognition.
With or without written dissertation to someone's else permission. Either to decline nor precise superstition neither to my own future preposition. Expect to a precondition to a certain expectations of neither my rights of a preconceived notions definition.
Can't sway nor hide my any persuasion.
You see you can create things and still called it intrusive, but it how you introduce it as any perspective like it not any other electives. So I'll hear my respective not to misrepresent it. I'll gather my witnesses and still find it by many few selective.
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 10:03 PM UTC