"eleanor" poems
Your smile is a million suns
The galaxy never knows night
When you're happy.
-- Eleanor
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 12:43 PM UTC
It's not love that leads to disappointment
But rather attachment.
-- Eleanor
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 10:55 PM UTC
Your love for me stops
Where her lips begin.
My love for you lives
In every place we've been.
-- Eleanor
Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 12:22 PM UTC
I feel like a stranger
Stuck in another stranger's body.
-- Eleanor
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 4:41 PM UTC
He stabbed me in the back
And **** ***** me.
A lover?
No. Love itself.
-- Eleanor
Jul 13, 2015
Jul 13, 2015 at 12:49 PM UTC
I thought I forgot you
I thought I long had you buried
Deep in my memory.
I thought you could no longer haunt me
Like you used to do so often.
I thought I got over you
Until your eyes met mine today,
Once or twice at most and that was about it.
I couldn't look at you,
I couldn't look at you without bursting into tears,
So I burst into laughter instead.
And I suppose that you saw through my fake act.
Anyway...
You were there in your corner,
There in your pedestal,
There in your elegance
Drawing something dangerously beautiful
And you were beautifully dangerous.
And I,
I could only watch you from a distance
And learn to admire you
Without touching you,
Without kissing you,
Or ******* you.
We exchanged a conversation
About random things
You know, like
How it took me about an hour
To take a proper picture of the cat you gave me,
How it tragically died,
How I didn't cry when it died...
But I actually did cry when it died...
You looked all right, seriously.
There in your peaceful world
That I no longer was part of.
There in your artistic mind,
There in your capacity to forget,
There in your tendency to break promises,
There in the awful effect you always have on me.
So you said goodbye
Because you had something to go back to.
I said goodbye
Even though I had nothing to go back to.
We parted ways once again,
Me with your drawing pencil in my bag
And you, you my dear, with a piece of me
Inside your pocket.
I remember you once said forever, but you only lied.
I went home,
I went home and cried.
-- Eleanor
Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 5:13 PM UTC
I sailed you
Like an ocean.
And you were
As blue,
As deep,
As dangerous.
— Eleanor
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 10:27 PM UTC
She was an art,
but she wasn't the type
you'd find in museums
or the type that would
make you feel profound things
in your chest.
She was an art
tucked in hidden pockets
of a faded yellow dress.
She was an art,
slowly sketching herself
out of existence.
Aug 8, 2019
Aug 8, 2019 at 10:07 AM UTC
You looked me in the eye
With the same smile you gave me
A long time ago.
You let me order your coffee for you
I knew which one
It's still the same
From a long time ago.
I laughed about the jokes you told me
You laughed at how unfunny
Mine were
And you playfully hit me
I frowned, you laughed,
I laughed, you laughed again
And said sorry
Just like you did
A long time ago.
The worst of it all
Was that when your hand
Accidentally brushed mine
I shivered
Just like I did
A long long time ago.
-- Eleanor
Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 5:46 PM UTC
I looked at you
The way an artist
Would look at a naked woman.
Your bottom lip was designed
For kissing,
Your hands for crafting,
And there was a picture in every moment
I have shared with you.
I saw that we fit together
So very perfectly,
But the subjective camera
Was only me.
--Eleanor
Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 2:29 PM UTC
I can't sleep tonight;
I am longing for a message.
--Eleanor
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 10:41 PM UTC
I can't sing,
Or play the piano.
I can't draw
Like you do.
But I love you.
-- Eleanor
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 8:13 AM UTC
I totally adore
How you blend in the crowd
But when we're alone
You become you.
-- Eleanor
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 5:47 AM UTC
I gave you the key to my heart
Even though the door was already
Open for you.
I was naked and vulnerable
Before your eyes
And I was fully dressed.
I was yours
And you weren't mine.
--Eleanor
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 1:50 PM UTC
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Amazing Grace
Respect
Eleanor Rugby
That House That Jack Built
Here We Go Again
A Change Is Gonna Come
Freeway of Love
Rolling In The Deep
Angel
Never Grow Old
(I) Knew You Were Waiting (For Me)
Love Me Right
I Say A Little Prayer
Natural Woman
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 10:56 AM UTC
You pushed me off of a boat
And watched me.
You watched me drown.
- Eleanor
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 5:55 AM UTC
A secret society founded as a dark, heavy rainstorm
loomed menacingly one night in November of 1888
over Boston University; Sarah Ida Shaw,
Eleanor Dorcas Pond, Isabel Morgan Breed
& Florence Isabelle Stewart sneaking in their
nightgowns into the dusty attic where Florence
swore she had seen three black cats sitting
in the rocking chairs talking; to humor their friend,
the others followed her up into the dark attic:
meaning only to frighten Florence, Eleanor
pulled a kitchen knife; the uncomprehending
Isabel & Sarah forcing the terrified [so they thought]
Florence to her knees; while there, eating the *****
of the knife-wielding Eleanor, who raising her stiff
nightgown told the others to do likewise until they all
were satisfied, shouting - meow meow meow meow -
old lady Murphy hollering up the attic steps: 'who's up there?'
the three girl giggling their little heads off running
past her down the stairs; Florence nearly tripping,
coming down a few moments later, also grinning
but silently to herself.
'what are u girls doing up there?' -
'playing w/ the cats,' said Flo, slipping past her;
'Cats! Cats!' shouted the old witch, rushing up the
stairs raising her broom [from that evening Delta Delta Delta (ΔΔΔ)
has met to lick talking black cats in secret college sorority rituals]
Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 12:28 PM UTC
I look up to a pale blue sky
With apologetic eyes
And a heart so very filled
With dim.
Take me back
To the empty box I was
Before I began feeding myself
Gin and jokes of grim.
God, please wash me off my sin,
Or take this foolish thick layer
Of skin.
-- Eleanor
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 8:07 AM UTC
The speaker in this case
is a middle-aged witch, me-
tangled on my two great arms,
my face in a book
and my mouth wide,
ready to tell you a story or two.
I have come to remind you,
all of you:
Alice, Samuel, Kurt, Eleanor,
Jane, Brian, Maryel,
all of you draw near.
Alice,
at fifty-six do you remember?
Do you remember when you
were read to as a child?
Samuel,
at twenty-two have you forgotten?
Forgotten the ten P.M. dreams
where the wicked king
went up in smoke?
Are you comatose?
Are you undersea?
Attention,
my dears,
let me present to you this boy.
He is sixteen and he wants some answers.
He is each of us.
I mean you.
I mean me.
It is not enough to read Hesse
and drink clam chowder
we must have the answers.
The boy has found a gold key
and he is looking for what it will open.
This boy!
Upon finding a string
he would look for a harp.
Therefore he holds the key tightly.
Its secrets whimper
like a dog in heat.
He turns the key.
Presto!
It opens this book of odd tales
which transform the Brothers Grimm.
Transform?
As if an enlarged paper clip
could be a piece of sculpture.
(And it could.)
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“The purpose of life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience.”
― Eleanor Roosevelt
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Malaya kaba’ng talaga o baka naman nakatago lang ang iyong mga tanikala? Bumabangon sa umaga’t naghahanda para pumasok sa opisina na isa ring selda. Kumakain pero walang nalalasahan, tumatawa nga pero ang totoo ay nalulungkot, nabubuhay pero talo pa ang isang bangkay pagkat walang kabuhay-buhay. Nakikipagtalik ang katawan na hindi marunong tumangkilik.
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Hindi lang minamasdan ang mga bulaklak, kailangan mo rin itong samyuin para mo mapahalagahan. Paano mo malalaman ang lalim ng dagat kung hindi mo ito sisisirin at ano’ng saysay ng taas ng bundok kung hindi mo ito aakyatin? Hindi sapat na sabihin na s’ya ay iyong iniibig, kailangan mo rin s’yang yakapin at halikan. Ganito mo dapat na ipagdiwang ang buhay.
Pero hindi ito magawa ng isang tulad mo na alipin ng takot at sama ng loob. Kailangan kumawala ka sa anino ng nakaraan at ‘wag mabuhay sa hinaharap. ‘Hwag kang makipagtalik sa multo ng nakaraan dahil hindi ka lalabasan, puro luha lang ang tiyak na papatak sa iyong mga mata. Maging makasaysayan at makabuluhan ito ang dapat na maging layunin. Kalimutan ang kabiguan at maging masigasig, yakapin sa’yong bisig ang ngayon. Hawiin ang lambong ng gabing tumatakip sa paningin sapagkat ito’y nakakabulag.
Nov 12, 2017
Nov 12, 2017 at 9:54 PM UTC
I remember when we knitted
Our fingers together
And our lives interwove.
They eventually became whole,
And they eventually broke.
-- Eleanor
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 11:55 AM UTC
You and me and them and you
Alone
In grieving,
In dying,
In laughing, too.
Us and us and them and her,
One spirit
As old as time.
One body
The Gaia's
Green, blue and at last multicoloured.
You, and me and you and me and me and you and you and me,
With twin visions,
Extraordinary reunion
Finally, eye in eye.
You and us, you
Enemies to us
But we not to you,
We love you.
-- Eleanor
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 9:08 PM UTC
I saw him today
He seemed happy,
He is happy, you know.
So I'm happy, too.
--Eleanor
Dec 26, 2014
Dec 26, 2014 at 8:13 PM UTC
You were a petal of a rose
That settled on my palm
And I blew you away.
-- Eleanor
Jul 16, 2015
Jul 16, 2015 at 3:48 AM UTC
In your embrace
A new sun rose
From the darkness
That kept us away.
I opened my eyes
And saw you,
The day was born.
-- Eleanor
Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 6:50 PM UTC