Deep down inside I hate you for what you've done to me, how you made me into the person I never wanted to be. But honestly, it's not me but it was you and that's a tragedy. I've fought so hard for you to realize something real, but even that would never change how you really feel. I've learned a lot about myself through you, knowing I'll never make the same mistake because of you. We all deserve what we've been through and this is my karma coming back because I was a fool. A fool for "love" that I thought I could get, only to hate myself and live in regret. Life goes on with or without the people you thought would always stay, so remember that life can change any day. Breathe deep and take in this life with a smooth flow, making sure that one day happiness will show. Being sad is no longer a feeling I will confide in, but it's a thought that my mind Will no longer let in. You see, we have to let go of the past that haunts us, if we don't it will turn our heart into dust. It will **** us and break us down into nothing, but I refuse to let it happen because one day I want to be something. My scars are my story of all the times life became to much, but me standing tall is my way of saying life I haven't lost my touch. Never give into this world no matter how tough it may be, But stay true to yourself and you'll always be free.
EJJ 1/8/14