"eidolon" poems
By a route obscure and lonely,
Haunted by ill angels only,
Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT,
On a black throne reigns upright,
I have reached these lands but newly
From an ultimate dim Thule—
From a wild weird clime that lieth, sublime,
Out of SPACE—out of TIME.
Bottomless vales and boundless floods,
And chasms, and caves, and Titan woods,
With forms that no man can discover
For the dews that drip all over;
Mountains toppling evermore
Into seas without a shore;
Seas that restlessly aspire,
Surging, unto skies of fire;
Lakes that endlessly outspread
Their lone waters—lone and dead,
Their still waters—still and chilly
With the snows of the lolling lily.
By the lakes that thus outspread
Their lone waters, lone and dead,—
Their sad waters, sad and chilly
With the snows of the lolling lily,—
By the mountains—near the river
Murmuring lowly, murmuring ever,—
By the gray woods,—by the swamp
Where the toad and the newt encamp,—
By the dismal tarns and pools
Where dwell the Ghouls,—
By each spot the most unholy—
In each nook most melancholy,—
There the traveller meets aghast
Sheeted Memories of the past—
Shrouded forms that start and sigh
As they pass the wanderer by—
White-robed forms of friends long given,
In agony, to the Earth—and Heaven.
For the heart whose woes are legion
’Tis a peaceful, soothing region—
For the spirit that walks in shadow
’Tis—oh, ’tis an Eldorado!
But the traveller, travelling through it,
May not—dare not openly view it;
Never its mysteries are exposed
To the weak human eye unclosed;
So wills its King, who hath forbid
The uplifting of the fringed lid;
And thus the sad Soul that here passes
Beholds it but through darkened glasses.
By a route obscure and lonely,
Haunted by ill angels only.
Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT,
On a black throne reigns upright,
I have wandered home but newly
From this ultimate dim Thule.
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i.
Mo chuisle, if this specter shalt cease;
Keepeth mine writing's in a chest for safekeep's.
ii.
Mo chuisle, if mine eidolon doth release;
Remember mine amour', please do not weep.
iii.
Mo chuisle, I feeleth soon this heavy flesh shalt succumb;
No tears, no fear's, I am thy chosen one.
iv.
Mo chuisle, I don't knoweth how many more breath's art left;
v.
Though if this is mine last, always remember lass,
I wilt forever loveth thee mine pet, though we hath not met, soon we shalt. Keepeth thine window open so mine spirit canst cometh and goeth freely, to enter in, and cometh out. Thou art not alone, if even thou shalt feeleth it, mine soul is mobile, I'll travel universal-global; I'll doeth all to protect thee mine Asian Noble. A hierarchy of cherub's and seraph's awaiteth me now, I think they needeth me soon, to be a poet in God's room, just looketh high, I'll be aloft the ground. Mas mahal kita Reyna, never forget these word's, they might be mine last, mine sweet Jane, mine soulmate, mine all, mine all of me;
Mine best friend..
Mine other half
Mine life;
Mine wife..........
©Brandon Nagley
©Lonesome poet's poetry
©Earl Jane Nagley dedicated ( Filipino rose)
Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 5:11 PM UTC
Algid aether whisked over
pure white translucence;
under twilight’s luminescence
her enchanting eidolon-hovering
afloat, screams off her plight,
sprouting orbs of delight,
it was love at first fright.
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 5:32 AM UTC
My Mother placed a glass of water
by my bed every night
before I went to sleep.
I was forbidden
to drink it
“It serves another purpose.” she would say.
This happened every day until, once,
the glass sat, half evaporated, with bubbles
clung to its ribs, and my mother panicked.
She explained the magick
as best she could to a child,
but forgot that children know the art well.
She told an Aesopian story
of hurt and malice as weapons.
How they could be given life.
The water, she said, was a bridge.
One that could not be crossed
by the ghosts that were drawn to me in my sleep.
She warned me not to travel when I slept.
To stay away from those unfamiliar places in my dreams,
she said that they would wait for me in those nooks.
The morning she found the tumbler,
half full, me sweating, beads of glass,
she moved my bed,
told me that it might be a shade,
that the room was thick with rancor
and someone might playing with conjury.
She clipped a tuft of hair from my head
burned it, stinking between her fingers
and dropped it into what was left of the water.
“Magick is old,” she’d say,
“young souls appeal most
To strong spells and old ghosts.”
Oct 2, 2012
Oct 2, 2012 at 12:49 PM UTC
Good, but...
Never good enough.
Out of place,
out of sync-
without rhyme;
and the truth
I've heard
many times:
I
should
not
exist.
May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 1:40 PM UTC
i.
In the chamber, acoustic amour',
Me and mine Jane, sweet Jane
Mi amour';
ii.
Aeonian existence, never to depart
Thee mine Reyna, and me thine Hari,
quintessence, perfection of heart's;
iii.
Eidolon's, Effulgent in tight-knit grace
I kiss thy forehead, before ourn slumber;
Number's hath none meaning, in God's holy place.
iv.
I'll wrap mine leg's,
Over thy hips, as mine hand
Traces thine face; leaving mine
Print's, as I commit, to
Marriage of celestial race.
©Brandon Nagley
©Lonesome poets poetry
©Earl Jane Nagley ( Filipino rose) dedication
Dec 19, 2015
Dec 19, 2015 at 3:59 PM UTC
The Eidolon
She awaits the dawn of love in an ambiguous form; a crystal eye for the mind’s eye.
The apparition of untold beauty has transported her soul to the vanishing realm without her Mother’s knowledge.
She is the daughter of the Earth who has been lain to sleep; somnolent for eternity and ethereal in luminosity.
The wings of phoenix have revived a hollow corpse; she no longer lies down but had broken free of binding soil.
The Universe greets her eyes as she lie on the pavement to eternity…
Where are you?
I see now…
The world is swirling around my fingertips; iridescent cosmic glitter has been laid on my fingertips; ethereality and incorporeality run amuck in this realm.
Where have I gone?
Have I not awakened to the light of Mother Nature’s womb?
Is this not the cascading waterfall cavern with luxuriant blossoms along a baptismal and pristine lake?
The rainbow surge had arisen from the horizon, a cosmic crescent of spectral means.
My body; a vessel unseen; fiery silhouettes of a revitalizing eagle.
Scorching heat blazes across the bare soil and she knows then and there that her soul hath been lain, slain, desolated, discombobulated.
A lurid vision of a gory demise; my annihilation that now has passed.
I see now evermore…
My crystal eye, a prognosticator has revealed to me the ghastly truth.
I am merely an elimination, a casualty from an unknown world known as…
cannot remember
“Is it home?”
By Sanders M. Foulke III
Mar 30, 2012
Mar 30, 2012 at 9:29 PM UTC
It was a day like this,
in March; smiling blue sky,
cheering wind, chill and brisk
A day like this, on the Charles
It was a good day
for sailing, hiking out
side by side, racing upwind
‘til feathers by the bridge
rocked us like babes,
laughing verses of Rimbaud
lamenting Milton
and the Arch-Fiend
We sailed circles round the eights
sculling their way to Henley;
we called them slaves
and gestured like Merry Pranksters
We tacked and jibed, glided downwind,
and on a broad reach, we saw Prufrock
standing on shore, downcast,
as mermaids slipped on board
and sang with us:
A verse for Nausicaa
A chorus for Eidolon
Mar 11, 2014
Mar 11, 2014 at 7:34 PM UTC
So much time wasted clouding every breath
Drinking&Drunk; On lust,
obscenes & Sweet mad death
Living dead walking Deprived of all my Dreams
Filling my empty cavity with cheap poison and fantasy
For Salvation I'm Reprobate And I Abnegate any God
My soul it lags a clime behind Wondering along a Trod
Upon rough road This Night I drag my soul
My Eidolon I so abhor, And whats more -
The debt of sins My Father left
I am cursed to forever labor just as
My iniquitous score is payed for
Not by me But my first born
All my wrongs Forgotten
All the chores I've left undone
And of the least do I concern
Our battles cannot be won &
some good deeds if not them all
are bound to go Unsung
Aug 10, 2011
Aug 10, 2011 at 8:23 PM UTC
all this time, you were just a phantom I assigned
to your face...
to your hard shape and soft eyes.
a phantasm
a love imprinted on your soma by my soul
so desperately wanting to see yours.
and here I am, calling you to me again
with no right after a thousand revelations
and every suffered revocation
youd think I'd learn why you disappeared?
but you will never be gone from me
I can sense these things.
my eidolon's soul fits you perfectly
Youre my perfect idea of beauty
all your crookedness and pain
every hunger in your eyes
every burn in your touch
the redemption you belive you will find in my destruction
to hell with the truth.
Im in love with your lovely brand of pain
the phantom of your ***
the soul of your love lies too well with you for me
I am convinced.
My vision of who I insist you are is all I need.
a breath on the wind and that look in your eyes,
still; all this time, a phantom i assigned.
a blueprint so well laid, in my heart and soul
I still believe you should be mine.
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 10:05 AM UTC
tonight
you
are echoed in
the rhythm of
my solitary footsteps,
mirrored in the hazy glow
of street side lamps in
apathetic windows;
and I wonder if
you’ll ever know that
I see your reflection
in each puddle
of April rain
smothering
these lonely
cobblestone
streets.
Sep 28, 2012
Sep 28, 2012 at 11:30 AM UTC
When this condensation locates your skin and runs like the Orinoco from its Andean peak, wandering over you at a composed, but covetous pace, exploring several variances of possibility at once, seeking your chemical reaction to whet lest it evaporate, I ponder over such showering of inanimate affection, all in the hope you will summon me from a docked eidolon and into your water, in partnership with the effusive sail -- learned of geography, triggered by chemistry.
Mar 16, 2020
Mar 16, 2020 at 9:56 AM UTC
Farewell Sickness
You left me!
Invaluable was the darkness cherished
the beloved heart
body, mind
and half of my age
all of it
devoted to your love only
and secretly
You crowned me to your queen of darkness
I grew up slowly in our palace
where
I could hide
and
Stay
if I wanted to
always with you
Our home
the holy eidolon
…
but a shelter for me
as long as you were there
There
was where
we honored shadows
by becoming shadows
The Black Mountain
of your teaching
was made of the absolute
Color of our eternal love
but Love
You forgot one thing
or didn't you know me well?
Dedicated by desire
I climbed that mountain
Kept my promise
To see the irrefutable
To be the unconditional
No
You weren't there
You haven't made it that far?
or was your share to have me ebb
There was Black
as absolute as you said
Stroke my face apart
and I fell
at once for another
at an opposite end
One I became
with the luminous cilia
of a man
a plain man
made of brightest light
All of a sudden he came
All of a sudden he left
Seeing all of me was possessed
That loss slowly turned me to a sheer pain
covering my home
with an opposite color of white
I got petrified
by an equal fever to your love
and
A battlefield were my heart
lodging the war of the tantamount
of identical charge
repulsion of the supreme
dematerialized matter
cracked the eye
and I died
Colors of all wavelengths
between black and white
fill that deserted heart now
Yet there is a new spirit
sleeping inside
Soon she will wake up
and sing
an ancient lullaby
of life
not remembering
but with a knowing:
*I am of dark and of light
not necessarily of good or of bad
whatever you make me
I will be
which matches to which
by any color of absolute
you’ll be bewitched
but virtuous
make a difference
by your poetry
let me be your
one magic word
until truth is met
in heavens*
Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 5:55 PM UTC
Come one, Come all…
To the circus of repose, where the bereft of life crawl.
An eidolon, named night
On that black throne reigned upright
But this wasn’t that man’s story, you see
And so, an eidolon he could never be.
A man who delved through nocturne,
A sliver of a web encasing that pierrot’s mask.
When would death meet him in rendezvous?
A one-way mirror of a man one could never look through…
And not even himself, he could ever see
But just an empty figure, staring right back at me.
The pierrot watched the circus of the ****** their tickets a one way gate…
To a land they would enter, where only endless death was their fate.
And yet, that eidolon stared forwards, pitying men like poe
Whose woes were legion and legends, a red string tied to a crow.
Talents were prosperous and plentiful around him
As broad as the performers, however their thoughts were grimm,
And each of them craved this rendezvous, a rendezvous with mercy
A fate that not even fortuna could ever properly foresee.
Happy faces peered up towards them at dusk,
And even if those performers wore masks, it was the cast’s job to be brusque
And formally distract the audience from their own empty husks.
A stage full of fakers, an audience full of liars
The eidolon thought to himself then, just how cruel was their maker?
He met his death at rendezvous, that broken smile spitting at ‘mercy’s door
And those who watched, could only pretend to abhor
The burning spectacle before them, how beautiful it sparked
An ultimate ending, to the man’s last work of art.
Jun 17, 2018
Jun 17, 2018 at 10:36 PM UTC
the squelch of the Maenads' feet
danced grass into mud.
their murderous waters breaking--
carrying Orpheus' head in their bellies.
their glazed masks of perspiration became
stuck to weedy tresses of hair--loose as the
plucked strings of Orpheus' lyre.
their droplets of sweat premixed with blood.
Dionysus obliterating memories of irreversible
inebriation between his teeth--grape clusters
downing his chin like a handfed babe.
Orpheus' harmonic Sparagmos--where the
eidolon of every G*d reverberates an uppermost
image.
as Orpheus' head meandered, crashed & tumbled
thru the River Hebros--his lyre stayed by this throat.
playing dismemberment.
the goat song of tragedy.
undercurrents of Hades saturating Hebros with the
narrowest name of water--leading out to...
Dec 3, 2023
Dec 3, 2023 at 2:36 AM UTC
*Haunted
By my truth
Lost
In the memory
of
You*
Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 4:27 AM UTC
Everything is normal
so not much to sing or say.
No summer thunderstorm,
the snow was magical only for an hour.
Old men
aren’t removing women’s ******* with removable dentures.
A belly laugh now and then,
an empty belly’s holy.
With simple joy
mortals may forget to fear their deaths.
Simply put,
we do not survive. But what an adventure!
I heard an archangel cry
Don’t hurt the trees!
Also, save democracy.
Also, stop barking, believing in that higher power.
What’s Ken doing today?
Watching TED talk lectures,
planning next Spring’s garden.
It’s Death, not the Jewish king, in your rose garden.
As climates change
species escape predators
and predators chase down prey.
Choose sacrifice or blame.
I look at faces
and they look at mine, mute, animated spirits,
black wet rocks,
victims among flames.
I embrace my anonymity,
lost in my own city,
in the shade of a gazebo,
a mosquito’s acceptance of its position among a million mosquitoes.
Feb 4, 2025
Feb 4, 2025 at 5:52 AM UTC
He withered away slowly
Folded in, let go and relaxed
As time began to play tricks on his body
They say he used to tell stories
The old man
Stories of magic and sunshine showers and warm rain
Blue grass and white sand and endless oceans of flowers
They say something changed him
And whatever it was,
it began as something subtle at first
Nobody said a thing
Time passed &
his behaviors became stranger,
people murmured
He no longer yearned for his dreams
to come true,
becoming reclusive,
he rarely ventured outside anymore
to count the stars or
to sing rhymes,
play in the rain or
to catch butterflies
His taste for fine wine
disappeared altogether
like his pets
And if anybody knew
the pain he held inside,
they would have traded
their own world for his.
Sometimes you can see him
Sitting alone amidst the crowds
His eyes open, but not seeing
Lost, they say
Or perhaps, misunderstood
His hands fold gently across knees that once held children
In all their excitement for a new tale
His shoulders, once proud, carrying the air of glory
Now slump under the weight of
Something heavier than sadness
He's only a shell of who he once was
His lips no longer speak
of kindness nor gentleness,
there is something deeper,
a madness of sorts,
something burning,
hellfire flickers behind black irises
Some say he lives on the fringes,
survives on his broken heart,
could become unhinged at any moment
Keeping their distance,
nobody has the courage to ask,
they just go about their business,
as if his life doesn't matter
If there is a horizon to depression
Certainly, he has found it
The void extended an icy grip
Sealing him cold and bitter
He is entwined within a mess of his haunted past
Who will ask?
An eidolon stalks him
Begging to be released from sealed lips
Stamped together like a letter, never to be opened
Spoken of
Silence is laid across him like a blanket of despair
Cares of a better life
he discarded early,
the hands of the ones he loved
strangled all hope,
his bitterness lay silent,
crushing spirit
creating a hatred deep within
his heart,
so strong was this,
not love,
not a million kisses,
endless affection
could fix it,
he was too far gone.
Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 1:40 PM UTC
More to her revelation
Speak words not wonder
I cannot I'm lost with all
Oh, she
Oh, her
Please, see for yourself
When you lift the pressure
With puffs of marijuana
I simply see her in my mind
And everything stays calm
A single piece of beauty
A master piece of art
A mystery none could solve
Her smile could lift my soul
Jul 16, 2017
Jul 16, 2017 at 2:21 AM UTC
Beneath the surface of a book,
Another world stands still,
Tucked between blank pages,
Sitting on a windowsill.
Here it is called the Netherworld,
The place where Time begins,
Where the newly dead come and gather,
To wash away their sins.
The shoreline stretches ever on,
Until the pages end,
A vastness spreading ever outwards,
Until few can comprehend,
That there is nothing in this ocean vast,
Save the troubles of the free;
People living outside this world,
Who can hear, and sing, and see.
Opposite our troubled sea,
Are the plains, bleak and bare.
Do not dwell too far beyond,
Or forever at the horizon you'll stare,
Acquainted only by a maddening curse,
As forever the land you'll roam;
The whispering of the forgotten,
And the ones you left at home.
And fear always the Eidolon,
Who answers only as "Death",
For he offers us no solace here,
And has long since stolen your breath.
So forever we sit, waiting ever on,
In a world that has long stood still,
Tucked between blank pages,
Sitting on a windowsill.
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 8:20 PM UTC
A strange cruel eidolon often glides thru my silent room, then slinks away dry and smooth as that daystar punches through my window pane -like daggers of wakefulness to pierce my dreams once more; and layers of consciousness likened to pale dead skin, to lay bare unwanted awareness of a world too embarrassed to open up that stained and hollow door.
Streaming images on my mind's eye are outstretched, like the gossamer threads of a silver web, woven taut, near a hypnotic light, to draw the uncanny moth, feeding the ravening host tonight.
Nightly visions driven by restless fantasies most phantasmagorical, scream and shout in palm-muted half-tones fluttering as the matrix of horrors, divined thru an oracle, haunt that same silver death-bed... one that reaches out and frightens me like a shape-shifting ghost, (alight and deplorable.)
Though it's all in my head, it's still all too horrible!
Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 8:30 AM UTC
Movement minx, mincing meat
She tides through jungles in wake leaves shake
But east side eidolon her sleep displays
Between the concrete displays, her age and her rage
A dream like a rag rests on the spires of her city
Centuries of men reflux into muscle
Pushes her along, her excitement belongs
To none other than herself (you're young (sometimes rich) once)
My father never liked cities, "they're all the same"
But daddy don't you know that's where the future is
And neon vines drop down from scaffolds
Grab her by the waist and bring her up up
Where she rests, solemnly gargoyle at
Outrageous heights.
I'll surely miss her, that old gal of mine.
Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 5:07 PM UTC
You once told me
that Monday was Thursday,
Tuesday was Friday
and Wednesday...
-well Wednesday was Wednesday
and I believed it to be true
You were the force
that pulled the sun across my sky
and brought rain,
miraculously placing laughter
on my parched lips.
You wrote the maps
and formed minutes into hours
-letters into words
And when you smiled,
I believed it was just for me.
Your wish was my command
and my truth was your word.
I happily danced
when you pulled on my strings.
You vanished in a storm
and the blur of October, November,
February
Here one moment, gone the next
-with no goodbye,
apology or promise-prophecy.
But my world kept flowing
and the sun traced its arc
across my sky without your help.
My chest rose and fell
and Monday was Monday again
-the rain poured of its own accord
and my cracked lips found song.
Perhaps you have returned
from time to time
to your empty temple
-found it void of worship
and the voids filled once more.
Perhaps the legends are true
and you have become
deaf and blind
-unable to find your way back to me.
I should like the rumours
to be true
because my world turns
just fine without you.
Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 8:45 AM UTC
The pallid face
magnetizes its welter...
as the colonnade
strums the space
between the person
taken.
Colonnade of persons...
eidolon's waft of
necessitated phenomena.
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 11:32 PM UTC