and it feels like it's been so long since yesterday, but I'm okay.
It's normal I guess to feel this way.
I just miss things, even when they're right there.

I'm beginning to think that glass and time are evil.
I don't know why, but I just do now.
Time never stops moving and it scares me.  Glass keeps me away from things like unfiltered air I'm addicted to.

It's been months since I've last been in love with someone.
I don't care though, I guess.
Everyone becomes alone sometimes, but I'm not lonely yet.

If I forgot what the sun was, would I be too afraid to meet it again?
I can't stay in this room forever.
It's got time, and it's got glass.
I hate those things.
For now.

I think I' am just really tired.
It's Midnight, Eastcoast.

THE STORY OF MY DAYS OF YOUR LIVES
BORN OFF THE HILL
HAMPTON IN THE HEIGHTS
LITTLE BOSNIA
WEST CENTRAL
CENTRAL WEST END
THE REAL WESTSIDE
CENTRAL EARTH
I SPROUT LIKE AN NFL CHAMPIONSHIP
MOVED OUT WITH PAC AN THEM REAL ******
BOAT CAPSIZED CAUGHT A BODY
J VILLE BABY
LOOK AT MY NEON LIGHTS GLOW
GLOWED UP THROWED UP BEEN THROWIN IT UP
BARELY BREATHIN BUT KEEP IT STEPPING
BACK ON MY GAME IN HOME PLATE
GRAND SLAM CHURCHILLS **** HIS PANTS
ON CRIP
**** IM ****** WITH BLOODS
WHAT A ***** POSTED TO DO
KEEP MY ENEMIES CLOSE TILL I GOT FAMILY
OLDEST BLOCK IN THE NEW BIBLE BELT
THE REAL BABYLON
THE MISSOURI
THE ILLINOIS
THE MISSISSIPPI
RIVER JUNCTION
HODUNKDAMM
BIGGEST ***** ON THE PLANET
MIDDLE WORLD
THE WILD WILD WEST CONCEILMENT
STEP ON MY PRIVATE PLATFORM GET CAKED
I BEAT STATE CHAMPS
I RAN A 3 POINT EIGHT FORTY IN PADS
IM FASTER NOW
I BANGED ACRES HOMES HEMPSTEAD HELICOPTERS ABOVE ME
ON MY 9 DOWN THE 8 GUNS POINT GOT YOU IN THE PAINT
NAWF NAWF H TOWNS FINEST BIG DEUCE THE CHAMPION
MADE MAN **** ON 100 MILLION MAGIC TEAM
MACCIN ON THE PIMPIN AN PIMPIN ON THE HOES AN MACCIN THE ASSETS
IM ANYWHERE ANYTIME ANYDAY
HYPERSONIC HEFF FIFTY TWO DONT PLAY BOY
YOU MY SON IM CHOPPIN DOWN THE FOREST
DEAR LORD SAVE ME I **** MARIAH
EL CHAPO IS THE RICHEST CASH ON HAND MAN AN THEY CONFISCATED
I MAKE EL CHAPO LOOK BROKE
YOU ARE WITNESSING GREATNESS
IM THE RICHEST MAN IN HISTORY
THE RICHEST ALIVE
NO MAN WILL EVER ACHIEVE MORE
I WROTE THE PAPER TRAIL
ITS IMPOSSIBLE
BE THERE IN A HOUR ***
CALL ME A DUFFLE BAG BOY ON FATAL AN FELONY
YOU PAY 50 CENTS FOR CIGARETTES TAX
BUT WHEN YOU DRIVE 3 MINUTES AT 45 MILES PER HOUR
YOU PASS BILLIONS IN DEVELOPMENT
THAT MONEY DOESNT GET DISTRIBUTED
BIN LADINS FATHER HAD A 3 TRILLION DOLLAR BAHGDAD CONSTRUCTION CONTRACT
NEPAL SOLD THORIUM TO A CULT IN THE WORLD TRADES
THEY SUICIDE MELTED AWAY
YOU THINK THEY ATTACK WAS SUPPOSED TO STOP
NAH *** IT WAS STOPPED BY THE MILITIA
WE CAME OUT GUNS BLAZING
10 MILION ROUNDS PER QUADRO SQUARE MILE
100 MILLION TONS WHERES THE LANDING STRIP
LOOK UP BLAIR
BLACK GEORGIA MAN WINS 350 MILLION CASH IN POCKET LOTTERY
BUYS 100 PERCENT OF JAMAICAS MARIJUANA CROPS
LOOK AT ME NOW
I SHUTDOWN DECATUR AN EMINEMS SISTER SHOT ME UP WITH DOPE
**** EMINEM SAMANTHA ***** FIRE TELL HER LET ME HIT IT
I ROCKED THE SUN WITH MEMORIALOGICAL TELEPATHCY EXPLOSIONS
I CAN SHAKE EARTH ON COMMAND
I HAVE VIVID VIVID VISIONS
I SEE THINGS THAT I BELIEVE NOONE ELSE CAN SEE
IM DISEASED
THESE VISIONS GUIDE ME TO METAMOPHICAL EPHYPHANYS
THE TECHNOLOGY IS NOT POSSIBLE IN TODAYS INDUSTRY
I WOKE UP IN THE HOLY GARDEN OF EDEN
I CRAWLED UP THE LANDING
THE FOUNTAIN WAS TRICKLING
I DRANK FROM THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH
GOT OFF MY KNEES STOOD
I RAN
NOTHING COULD STOP ME
I LAY DOWN THE ARTHUR SWORD IN FRONT OF DEMONS IDEOLOGY AN GOD
I SEEN HITLERS DEATH
I LIVED JESUS CHRIST SACRIFICE
BLACK WASNT BLACK
WHITE WASNT WHITE
NOTHING WAS NORMAL
DIFFERENT ENERGYS AN VISUALS
THEY NAILED ME TO THE HORSE TRAWL
I FEEL THE SPIKES
WHEN THEY SLAPPED THE HORSES *** WITH THE TIED ROPE
I WAS DONE FOR
THEY KILLED ME
I WOKE UP IN A PRYAMID EGYPTIAN LIKE REBIRTH
NOW WE ARE HERE AN ITS ME EXPLAINING TO YOU IM NOT FROM EARTH
IM THE CREATOR
IM GOD
ITS BIBLICAL
HE HAS RISEN
YOU ARE IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD
ON THE BIBLE
IM NOT HERE TO SAVE YOU IM HERE TO HAUNT YOU
IM NOT HERE TO SAVE YOU IM HERE TO TAKE YOU TO HELL
IM NOT HERE TO SAVE YOU IM HERE TO MAKE YOU SEE YOUR SICKNESS
WE GOING OUT ON CANNONS
HELL ON EARTH RAIN ON HEAVEN BRING DOWN THE GATES
HEAVEN ON EARTH
PEACE
WHEN THE TRUTH UNVEALS ITSELF IN HUNDREDS OF YEARS FROM NOW
YOU WILL FACE THE MIGHT OF GOD
I SPOKE IT BEFORE IT HAPPEND
I SPEAK THE TRUTH
I SPEAK ON THE FUTURE
THERE WILL BE KING EARTH VERY SOON
IM TALKING ONE RULER ON PLANET EARTH
YES GLOBAL ******* ONE PERSON THE BOSS
THIS IS A FACT
THIS MAN WILL SUFFER
THIS MAN WILL SAVE OUR SOULS
THIS MAN WILL FEED EVERYONE
THIS MAN WILL END ALL WARS
THIS MAN WILL READ THIS WRITING AN SAY IN THE NAME OF HE PRODIGAL ONE
MARK MY WORDS YO
ONE PERSON RUNNING OUR NATIONS
ITS GOING TO HAPPEN
YOURE SCARED OF ME AN MY VISION
THATS WHY YOU KILLED ******
****** PROVED JEWS WERE PLOTTING
FACT
JEW PLOTTED AN ARE THE WEALTHIEST IN THE ECONOMY
IF ****** KILLED THAT ECONOMY
****** WOULD HAVE BEEN KING EARTH
UNTIL WE HAVE MASTER COMMANDER
WE ARE GOING TO LOSE
OUR WORLD NEEDS BILLIONS OF DEATHS
I WROTE IT REMEMBER THAT
THE CONSTITUTION SAYS IN LAMENS TERMS
IF THE PROCESS BECOMES MORE THEN A SIMPLE PROCESS ITS AGAINST HUMAN RIGHTS
THE AMENDMENTS BILL OF RIGHTS AN CONSTITUTION AN LAW BOOKS
ALL OF THOSE ARE 10 THOUSAND PAGE BOOKS
THEY TAKE TEN MINUTES TO CONVICT YOU AN YOUR BEING
WHEN ITS A 10 THOUSAND PAGE ESSAY IN COURT JERRY MANDERING
THATS AGAINST THE CONSTITUTION
THIS IS WHEN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA SUCCEEDS
WE CREATE A MILITIA
WE TAKE OVER EACH FORM OF GOVERNMENT
WE GO BACK TO NICKLES AN DIMES
WE CANCEL STOCKS
WE SHUTDOWN ALL BORDERS
AN WE PREP FOR WORLD WAR
WHERE MY VISION SAYS BILLIONS WILL DIE
YOU CONVINCING A FELLOW COUNTRY MAN TO RUN FOR HIS COUNTRY
HE WAS BORN 55K IN DEBT
HE HAS NATURAL RIGHTS
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT
PAC SAID IT IN NINTY SIX ITS US AGAINST THE WORLD
LETS TAKE WHATS OURS
PUT IT IN ONE PILE
AN BURN IT
FLICK IT OFF **** ON IT
AN DRINK TO OUR DEMOLISION OF ABOLITIONIST
IMPEACHMENT HAS ABOLOSHIED OUR PRESIDENTIAL CABINET
THIS IS NOW MILITARY LEVEL
BASICALLY ITS A FACEBOOK POST 100 MILLION PEOPLE SHOW UP WITH GUNS
YOU JOIN
AN ITS OVER IN A DAY
NOONE HURT
JUST US LIVING AN GETTING WHAT WE DESERVE
NEW FORM OF GOVNERMENT
10 MILLION AMERICANS APPLICATIONS FOR CIVIL SERVICE
10 MILLION VOLUNTEER INFANTRY CIVILIAN CONTRACTED SERVICE MEN AND WOMEN
10 MILLION JOBS IN REBUILDING INFRASTRUCTURE TO NO WOOD JUST BRICK
AMERICAN AUTOBAHN 200MPH HIGHWAY EASTCOAST TO WESTCOAST
BILLIONS TO TRILLIONS TRILLIONAIRE WITH NO COMPENSATION
ZILLIONAIRE NOONE CAN COMPARE
SHINING RIDIN BY LIKE A GLARE
STOMP THESE HOES TO DUST AN BLOW IT WITH A LEAF BLOWER
GONE BAGGED UP OR DOWN THE DRAIN
SEE WHAT YOU BELIEVE BUT WHAT YOU BELIEVE CANT BE CONCEIVED
ITS A CONTRADICTION TO FOCUS AN PHYSICAL ATROPHY
ONCE THAT RADIATION GOT TO YOU
BLOODIED UP
SKILLED
SWITCH ON
SWITCH OFF
SWITCH ON
SWITCH OFF
ON AN OFF ON AGAIN
HEX ALL OF YOU FOR DENYING YOUR FACTION AN FUSION
WORLD TAKE OVER COMING SOON
GOON
YOU ****
**** YA NANNY AN YA MOMMA AN YA GRANNY
NUT AN WALK OUT
MAKE A CHICKEN SANWICH WITH HASHBROWNS
THE ASHTRAY BLUNT HEAVY WITH ROACHS
BEST BRING THAT BUG SPRAY
ON KILLA A VILLA TRILLA YELLA
YELLA ATCHA RIAH QUIK
THAT NES QUIK
I JUST MIGHT **** YA GUTS
THE END