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"duct" poems
Crack in the ceiling Expensive repair. Crack in the glass     Duct tape Crack of a switch Stripe the ***** Crack of a gun Someone's done Crack the vein Relieve pain Crack of lightning Frightening Crack the whip Obey Crack my skull My mind mulls Crack the mirror Old wives’ tales dither Crack the door It's her … Crack of her *** Beautiful tail Ends this tight little piece
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Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC
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You ask me If I've considered suicide Like I'm actually going to answer Honestly I mean, What would I say? Yeah that's all I think about Please, Put me on piles of medicine So I can be crazy As well as sad But let me tell you I most definitely Have considered it I've got the perfect tree picked out It's got the perfect branch For hanging yourself There's a rope already attached Or if you prefer, It's easy to climb You could always just jump These are two options But wait, I've got more There's a lake out back It smells bad But you could definitely still drown Or better still, There's a great knife in the kitchen Really thin blade But it's super sharp For minimum pain And maximum blood Yet still, There's more I've got duct tape in the basement You could make yourself suffocate Of course, You could use your pillow for that There are the long ways You could starve yourself Sleep deprivation Dehydration Etcetera So Mr. "Psychological Doctor," I don't know... Would you say I've thought about suicide?
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Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 9:01 PM UTC
"Psychological Doctor"
1. De-Colonize This Space Drum circle protests genderplop demands Indigenous discount store camouflage We demand persistent stereotypes Solidarity initiative project Take back the people’s cultural statues Ethnographic curatorial practices Red spray paint fire imperialism Repatriate the Iphone Starbuck’s cups And don’t forget the “Hey! Hey! ** ** Because we’re, like, artists and stuff, you know? 2. De-Colonize This Space Too Guns and cholesterol made America great Fat white boys in discount store camouflage Duct-tape the Bible and the border wall We won our freedom with our Kalashnikovs Fake news back-stabber not a war hero SecondAmendmentSecondAmendment Lock her up get ‘em outta here yuge deal You RINO losers can grab my MAGA You snowflakes are sissies, you millennials too But ouch! my heel spurs hurt, oh boo-hoo-hoo!
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Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 3:02 PM UTC
De-Colonization x 2 (with an occasional "Hey! Hey! ** **
A ***** duct tape silences my mouth People say blood is thicker than water Yet your thunderous voice screams at me Does daddy cherish his daughter? So why can’t your eyes open and see You’ve become a Mein Kampf tyrant? You want my obedience and silence! A ***** duct tape silences my mouth As it leaves a residue of disgust Must this be our memory? Though silent my heart feels unjust- Must you **** all my energy; Leave me to feel lost and astray As mental state starts to decay A ***** duct tape silences my mouth Will your anger subside and be quiet? Fear suffocates vulnerable heart; Wrathful words ready for a riot; Confidence crushed as it’s torn apart. Verbal abuse moves like a torrent flood, Affecting those who share the same blood! (c) 2018 Joanne Chang
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Sep 28, 2018
Sep 28, 2018 at 9:35 AM UTC
***** Duct Tape
Katarungan nasa'n? Inapakan, dinuraan Ng mga taong niluklok para paglingkuran 'Tong bayan nating lubog, at dugoan Magkano? Sanlibong baryang dinumihan Libong buhay ang tinapos, musmos, at mga naghihikahos Mga nanay na nawalan ng anak, mga batang di pa tapos Droga? Talaga ba? Ang sabi mo ay kayang-kaya? Tatay Digs, pano na? Bat biglang 'di pala kaya? Sanlibong tanong sa bawat buhay na binawi Diyos-diyosang maitim ang budhi Bata, matanda, babae, estudyante Nanlaban daw, kaya niyaring nakatali Bayan kong minamahal, dito na lamang ba? Naka duct tape ang mukha ni inang hustisya May dyaryo, at may nakapaskil na larawang 'WALANG HUSTISYA, WAG TULARAN'
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Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 8:20 AM UTC
Sanlibo
*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!&#£ if you prefer political sensitivity and a blanket and a ***** and a nanny); unlike germ- -any (+)- where they love to **** on each other in the shadow of the crucifix procreating for films, while in england they're into children; owning a use of a word, venerating its usage: where's the Schengen vocabulary? i want to be there - free flow of words like spotting a kestrel in my garden one time, while the traffic shovels hours into comparison with sea waves and a traffic-jam becomes a static tsunami for the eyes.
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Mar 4, 2016
Mar 4, 2016 at 11:17 AM UTC
Schengen vocabulary
*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!*i'm not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!'m not moralising, i see the toilet as the throne for the trinity of my excavations, like a coal-miner, i have my **** (the helmet and light bulb), i have my urinary duct (my chisel)... and i have my testicular duct (my shovel)... well... can't miss out on all the fun you peeps are having and not join in.* verboclasm is real, in england it's basically f@!& etc., and in america it's ****** (n@!&#£ if you prefer political sensitivity and a blanket and a ***** and a nanny); unlike germ- -any (+)- where they love to **** on each other in the shadow of the crucifix procreating for films, while in england they're into children; owning a use of a word, venerating its usage: where's the Schengen vocabulary? i want to be there - free flow of words like spotting a kestrel in my garden one time, while the traffic shovels hours into comparison with sea waves and a traffic-jam becomes a static tsunami for the eyes.
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I set my cruise on the highway and am passed by a red AMC Eagle. This red rusty AMC Eagle has a wind shied covered in frost because, I'm guessing, the defrost motor burned up in a bakelite mushroom cloud from the dashboard. It is held together with duct tape and grit. The pilot sits behind his cardboard console ludicrously warm in winter parka, scarf, hat and gloves. I pass him waving dressed in my tshirt and shorts. Driving in my new, awesomely economical car. Four dashboard vents dump lava warm air to keep me pleasingly toasty. The pilot will never understand that I wave not at his expense, but in envy. The billboard on my right says it all, If I have to explain you wouldn't understand.
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Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 3:54 PM UTC
Divergent Paths
In west Virginia, they do things different they don't want to advance too soon if you don't believe me let me take you to a west Virginia emergency room deer hair sutures for stitching you up then a duct tape bandage on your wound redneck responses by physicians doc needs a break to spit in the spittoon this one is in critical condition this poor feller has run out of luck doctor redneck turns to mention "go get my gun out of my truck"
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Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 9:00 AM UTC
the redneck medical association
Recall this **** forced to bleed strapped down by duct tape
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Feb 18, 2013
Feb 18, 2013 at 6:43 PM UTC
****
you wedge your pointer finger between your canines- in an attempt to appear sublime- or nervous- or seductive either way it doesn't succeed. your tooth, teeth speck of blood, bleed emerging as you pierce your calloused yellow patch of skin (layers & layers of the girls you've touched before) but you crave one more- for in every sleepless night there's a quote to be fill- a new slit to drill- you're a man. i can sense it- throbbing and shaking beneath your olive exterior how you long to drag your now bloodied, prior prettied finger up an off white thigh- to disregard the things obliged- to forge the paradigm from faulty tools, splintered and battered in a worn down knapsack duct taped to a hunching back, you're a man. thoughts of droning monotone quiet your hungry bones (i can hear them) rattling as you **** your head and lift that heavy glance up to me. i can see you, flopping and thrusting and sweating, which after years of curiosity has handed me nothing, but sweaty sheets and burning *** i lay beneath you, silent i'm a woman. avert your eyes ( i am tempted to plead) from the onset of premature varicose veins (i am pale, glasslike, arched & stained) allow me to suffocate the already immune- girls born into the world with big black brandings stamped onto their lightly acne ridden foreheads. (SMALL, MEDIUM, LARGE) trim your ribs, shave off the cellulite- turning a blind eye to accessible insight.. a salad for lunch, make it dinner too. finger down your throat, orange acid hurling, stick like dancers twirling, they bring tears to your eyes, if only {you} possessed the grace- but there are pounds to erase. i'm a woman. thirteen years of advertisements stapled to your eyes standing barefoot in a bath tub with chunks of blood running down shaking legs kicking off a now crimson pair of old underwear- stuck & tangled on trembling feet [ silence your voice and push up your ******* til they're touching your neck. get a nose job get a blow job you're a woman ]
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May 10, 2012
May 10, 2012 at 10:50 AM UTC
trials of womanhood.
you wedge your pointer finger between your canines- in an attempt to appear sublime- or nervous- or seductive either way it doesn't succeed. your tooth, teeth speck of blood, bleed emerging as you pierce your calloused yellow patch of skin (layers & layers of the girls you've touched before) but you crave one more- for in every sleepless night there's a quote to be fill- a new slit to drill- you're a man. i can sense it- throbbing and shaking beneath your olive exterior how you long to drag your now bloodied, prior prettied finger up an off white thigh- to disregard the things obliged- to forge the paradigm from faulty tools, splintered and battered in a worn down knapsack duct taped to a hunching back, you're a man. thoughts of droning monotone quiet your hungry bones (i can hear them) rattling as you **** your head and lift that heavy glance up to me. i can see you, flopping and thrusting and sweating, which after years of curiosity has handed me nothing, but sweaty sheets and burning *** i lay beneath you, silent i'm a woman. avert your eyes ( i am tempted to plead) from the onset of premature varicose veins (i am pale, glasslike, arched & stained) allow me to suffocate the already immune- girls born into the world with big black brandings stamped onto their lightly acne ridden foreheads. (SMALL, MEDIUM, LARGE) trim your ribs, shave off the cellulite- turning a blind eye to accessible insight.. a salad for lunch, make it dinner too. finger down your throat, orange acid hurling, stick like dancers twirling, they bring tears to your eyes, if only {you} possessed the grace- but there are pounds to erase. i'm a woman. thirteen years of advertisements stapled to your eyes standing barefoot in a bath tub with chunks of blood running down shaking legs kicking off a now crimson pair of old underwear- stuck & tangled on trembling feet [ silence your voice and push up your ******* til they're touching your neck. get a nose job get a blow job you're a woman ]
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Disaster Preparedness Checklist Double-A batteries, a map out of town A tank full of gas, a mind full of plans A flashlight, toilet paper, a radio A can opener and cans to go, go, go Leather gloves and duct tape, whistles Waterproof matches, and match-proof water Blankies and ponchos and a change of clothes A medical kit and a pocket knife But No one ever lists a box of cigars, And a Wodehouse for reading by lamplight
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Sep 20, 2016
Sep 20, 2016 at 4:22 PM UTC
Disaster Preparedness Checklist
I am the most put-together walking disaster that you will ever meet. Yeah, I'm torn and tattered. And I'm falling apart at the seams But you'll never see that part of me. I know how to stitch and sew, Duct tape and super glue work wonders too, you know.
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Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 10:32 PM UTC
Disaster
There’s a pink scarf that hangs out of the Window of your car Creating a mystery that no one fully understands And we all know you’re broken You’re like that window that we pieced Back together last year with bits of glass and cardboard and duct tape During the winter and it was cold But you’re not that cold There’s a golden ring that stays off of your hand And I pretend it doesn’t hurt that you don’t wear it Though I don’t get why you won’t just give in to it And I know that you’re lonely You’re like that tree that we planted by the old folks home Two months ago When we just planted it away from the others to see If trees could feel relationships or closeness Even though people don’t seem to be able to And you’re tired and broken and lonely And life can be a ten foot mud hole sometimes The kind that they use to trap animals in India But humans aren’t animals We understand that we are stuck and alone There’s a part of you that’s always out of reach Always just a little too much of a stretch For me to try to grasp And you’ve told me before that I should just take The leap and try to trust That you’ll be there when I fall But you owe me nothing because remember We’re not together Every time I see you drive by I remember that the pink scarf belongs to That someone else And that ring won’t be worn Because you belong To that someone else And I just wish that you’d let me meet that someone else So I could know why her, not me And I know I’m not the one to judge you Or try to change things You blame me for what happened, don’t you I know I understand that because I blame myself too But I know there’s got to be a part of you that still wonders Sometimes about what would have happened If you’d just kept the ring And kept the ******* scarf out of the picture It’s like I’m trying to put a puzzle together But half of the pieces are missing Well, I guess they never showed up In the first place And I’ve tried to decide What she must have that I don’t But I can’t put a face to anything And the name doesn’t ring a bell Because you’ve never told me her name And I’m tired of irony And I’m starting to wonder Why you won’t answer your phone And why you won’t give me a call Or why you ignore me when I see you Or why you can’t seem to get over it Did you know that the wind blew the cardboard Right off of the window that night And the lonely tree was pulled out this week And I’m staring at nothing and beginning to wonder If maybe you really are that cold
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Feb 27, 2013
Feb 27, 2013 at 5:03 PM UTC
**** scarf.
There’s a pink scarf that hangs out of the Window of your car Creating a mystery that no one fully understands And we all know you’re broken You’re like that window that we pieced Back together last year with bits of glass and cardboard and duct tape During the winter and it was cold But you’re not that cold There’s a golden ring that stays off of your hand And I pretend it doesn’t hurt that you don’t wear it Though I don’t get why you won’t just give in to it And I know that you’re lonely You’re like that tree that we planted by the old folks home Two months ago When we just planted it away from the others to see If trees could feel relationships or closeness Even though people don’t seem to be able to And you’re tired and broken and lonely And life can be a ten foot mud hole sometimes The kind that they use to trap animals in India But humans aren’t animals We understand that we are stuck and alone There’s a part of you that’s always out of reach Always just a little too much of a stretch For me to try to grasp And you’ve told me before that I should just take The leap and try to trust That you’ll be there when I fall But you owe me nothing because remember We’re not together Every time I see you drive by I remember that the pink scarf belongs to That someone else And that ring won’t be worn Because you belong To that someone else And I just wish that you’d let me meet that someone else So I could know why her, not me And I know I’m not the one to judge you Or try to change things You blame me for what happened, don’t you I know I understand that because I blame myself too But I know there’s got to be a part of you that still wonders Sometimes about what would have happened If you’d just kept the ring And kept the ******* scarf out of the picture It’s like I’m trying to put a puzzle together But half of the pieces are missing Well, I guess they never showed up In the first place And I’ve tried to decide What she must have that I don’t But I can’t put a face to anything And the name doesn’t ring a bell Because you’ve never told me her name And I’m tired of irony And I’m starting to wonder Why you won’t answer your phone And why you won’t give me a call Or why you ignore me when I see you Or why you can’t seem to get over it Did you know that the wind blew the cardboard Right off of the window that night And the lonely tree was pulled out this week And I’m staring at nothing and beginning to wonder If maybe you really are that cold
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The sign sun stains in the duct taped window advertising gainful employment in a part time pay by the hour washer deryer upstairs hair stylist crumbling 1960s salon. Chipped white washed paint draws in the custom customers offering permanates in every style and yesterday's hair of tomorrow "put it on today don't worry about it till tomorrow! The doors open to a bell and hairspray smell, something that might catch fire in a spark or cancer the lungs. The smock and name tag carry home the hairspray scent and ghost in store radio fades the ears from sleep. The bed reminds you of the pay check though so you push it all aside. Help wanted wanted help to get out of the make me want to die lifestyle
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Oct 10, 2012
Oct 10, 2012 at 8:25 PM UTC
Help wanted (wanted help)
You ask me how I can love you You who is broken, and limping, and lame I stop you before the tear can fall Taking them from your eyes And crying them out my own I tell you the truth of absolute love I tell you I wear no blinders I see you as you are I see your imperfections but we are all flawed Those minute cracks in your soul Trickle out pain in swirling hues of tender that highlight your heart A heart you profess is black and stone But it beats strong within my chest Where I will nuture it and feed it with my own I see all the nicks and bruises and breaks They are not reasons to walk away They are the very thing that makes you worthy Your damage healed in stregnth You are not broken You are beautiful in all things A tender heart that bleeds for others That hates you for not being better...for me Don't you know?  Can't you see? There is no better, you are as good as it gets It is I who is unworthy And in all your fear of being alone, you overlook the truth of who  you are of who I am when I am with you You see beauty in every corner of derelict You fill my cracks with your joy To the point where you feel you run out, not even knowing you gave it away You see in me what I am unable to see in myself And because it is you who sees it I believe you I see your cracks and spackle them with love I see the scars and am thankful you survived the journey And tomorrow, or next week next month or next year When you have grown strong in my love When the time comes that you realize I am naught but pieces duct taped together When you  see the truth of what I have always known I will still love you When you move on to brighter days and greener pastures I will still love you When you see that you are worthy of more than I am able to give you I will still love you, as I do now For I never learned how to unlove someone And you have always been worthy
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Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 2:24 AM UTC
letters from nick
You ask me how I can love you You who is broken, and limping, and lame I stop you before the tear can fall Taking them from your eyes And crying them out my own I tell you the truth of absolute love I tell you I wear no blinders I see you as you are I see your imperfections but we are all flawed Those minute cracks in your soul Trickle out pain in swirling hues of tender that highlight your heart A heart you profess is black and stone But it beats strong within my chest Where I will nuture it and feed it with my own I see all the nicks and bruises and breaks They are not reasons to walk away They are the very thing that makes you worthy Your damage healed in stregnth You are not broken You are beautiful in all things A tender heart that bleeds for others That hates you for not being better...for me Don't you know?  Can't you see? There is no better, you are as good as it gets It is I who is unworthy And in all your fear of being alone, you overlook the truth of who  you are of who I am when I am with you You see beauty in every corner of derelict You fill my cracks with your joy To the point where you feel you run out, not even knowing you gave it away You see in me what I am unable to see in myself And because it is you who sees it I believe you I see your cracks and spackle them with love I see the scars and am thankful you survived the journey And tomorrow, or next week next month or next year When you have grown strong in my love When the time comes that you realize I am naught but pieces duct taped together When you  see the truth of what I have always known I will still love you When you move on to brighter days and greener pastures I will still love you When you see that you are worthy of more than I am able to give you I will still love you, as I do now For I never learned how to unlove someone And you have always been worthy
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My heart is in utter confusion My heart bleeds Tiny razors ***** and torment and cut me and my heart bleeds No one understands the extent of the damage caused by such a deep betrayal of trust No one understands the feelings of shame and blame No one understands the pain of the memories No one understands reliving the past in the present Except those who have been through this hell Broken trust is like a crystal goblet shattered by a screeching high pitched discord It can never be fixed My heart bleeds again And just when I thought I'd bleed out & my soul would die Fate opted to show me another side Dared me to learn to trust Tempted me with small glimmers of hope And, again, my heart bleeds But not in pain or disappointments Not in self-hatred and hopelessness This time my heart bleeds with hope. My heart is in utter confusion. It bleeds. Tiny razors ***** and torment and cut me and my heart bleeds. No one really understands the extent of the damage caused by such a deep betrayal of trust. No one really gets why you turn into an emotional gibbering mess trying to hold your sanity together with duct tape and super glue. No one with the exception of those who have been through it themselves. Trust broken is like a crystal glass shattered by a screeching high pitched discord. It can never be fixed - best to just throw it away. My heart bleeds again. Just as I thought I'd bleed out, my soul would die, and I would become this empty shell of functioning learned reactions with no thought or feeling, something happened. Fate opted to show me another side. Dared me to learn to trust, teased me with small glimmers of hope. So my heart bleeds for what I hope is the final time. Not in pain or disappointments, or even self-loathing and rejection of the hearts purest feelings. No, this time my heart bleeds with longing. This may be my saving grace. And yet I am scared to death that this may destroy me yet.
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Dec 28, 2013
Dec 28, 2013 at 10:40 AM UTC
My Heart Bleeds
My heart is in utter confusion My heart bleeds Tiny razors ***** and torment and cut me and my heart bleeds No one understands the extent of the damage caused by such a deep betrayal of trust No one understands the feelings of shame and blame No one understands the pain of the memories No one understands reliving the past in the present Except those who have been through this hell Broken trust is like a crystal goblet shattered by a screeching high pitched discord It can never be fixed My heart bleeds again And just when I thought I'd bleed out & my soul would die Fate opted to show me another side Dared me to learn to trust Tempted me with small glimmers of hope And, again, my heart bleeds But not in pain or disappointments Not in self-hatred and hopelessness This time my heart bleeds with hope. My heart is in utter confusion. It bleeds. Tiny razors ***** and torment and cut me and my heart bleeds. No one really understands the extent of the damage caused by such a deep betrayal of trust. No one really gets why you turn into an emotional gibbering mess trying to hold your sanity together with duct tape and super glue. No one with the exception of those who have been through it themselves. Trust broken is like a crystal glass shattered by a screeching high pitched discord. It can never be fixed - best to just throw it away. My heart bleeds again. Just as I thought I'd bleed out, my soul would die, and I would become this empty shell of functioning learned reactions with no thought or feeling, something happened. Fate opted to show me another side. Dared me to learn to trust, teased me with small glimmers of hope. So my heart bleeds for what I hope is the final time. Not in pain or disappointments, or even self-loathing and rejection of the hearts purest feelings. No, this time my heart bleeds with longing. This may be my saving grace. And yet I am scared to death that this may destroy me yet.
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~ *stationary now duct tape loves mouth and hands inside removable interiors heliocentric discontinuities: the racket club and the backstroke the rabid club and the hallucinogenic backchannels swallowing too many placebos on his balcony facing away from the sun blank diary entry open on the table 'from despair to where?' stationary in the trunk now he says it will all make sense soon* ~
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May 26, 2023
May 26, 2023 at 7:44 PM UTC
Studies in Paralysis, Pt. 4
As I have grown to understand Most everything can be fixed with       a little duct tape and minimal effort while               S                c               a                r               s           never fade to those                 scarred by time; unforgiving    are the years that forbid such                      (memory lapses)       to look upon   unblemished skin and see                                          ******        wreckage                                                               since faded to                                                               white ribbons like smoke
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Oct 14, 2011
Oct 14, 2011 at 7:00 PM UTC
Handyman
I will wrap you up in duct tape & glass. Cheap wood your caged throne. Black grease paint, a halo for the false God. A Revolver glorifies you but the rapier kisses your lips. Allegiance only to dark aesthetics tainted torn face worn leather. I mount your eternal beauty a heretics altar. Naked before you, I touch faith & give you my little death.
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Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 12:21 AM UTC
A Comedy for the Devil
I. Fireman, censor of literature and destroyer of knowledge, with his mighty flamethrower. He loves his work. He loves trouble and strife. He loves fascination with the people next door. Mostly, he loves his hammock. But sleep will be his final unrest. II. A gift for the darkness: reading from the forbidden kept hidden in the air-conditioning duct. The walls within turn on and off like Cora Pearl. His wife listens to far winds and whispers and soap-opera cries, sleep-walking, helped up and down curbs by a husband who might just as well not have been there. They walk on as an extinguished connection. In the flickering of his eyeballs, he dreams of driving recklessly to Dover Beach and drowning her. III. Burning bright. He is burning so brightly. In the factory of mirrors, he takes a hard look. He's a flammable book. And it's a pleasure to burn. "What are you doing?" She asks. "Putting one foot in front of another." He answers.
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Aug 9, 2021
Aug 9, 2021 at 3:31 PM UTC
Long After Midnight
Oh, phalo skeptic, part your wave for skirted ***** surfers, tho, trout, tripe, and titmice thrill thrice.. Will duct tape save us? Urge the Zamboni machine, to microwave ice. Quince down that pouting sphincter, Oh, the tides do swell on the morrow of passing fish. Wheelbarrow pious. Swift, awesome biblionauts, Fire! Fire! Pail, Pail thy watered pitch. Know this, every potato is somewhere vane ... I'm busy now, rude duuude, have you sweated a recumbent lout? Indent chill mots, Pete, I'm big in Europe, pal, Have seen me dance the Macarena? Fool, fool on that high hill,! Take care when licking spiny urchins Oy! I scare myself.
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Jan 19, 2011
Jan 19, 2011 at 2:34 PM UTC
Rant-ku
I have a rope downstairs I could wring it round my neck I have some pills by my bed It'd be a quick and easy death I could go and buy some duct tape Wrap it tightly round my face Cut off all circulation, and Fall into death's embrace. -- "Have you considered suicide?" "Of course not, why would I?"
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Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 3:34 PM UTC
Suicide
I'm just a man. I think things can be fixed. My first aid kit contains Super glue and duct tape. Any box is a tool box to me; I'll always look for the right ***** to reattach your self- Esteem; the right clamps to hold Your good days together. When You cry, I want to open you up Gently, lay out all your parts and Find the leaking gasket.
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May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 3:51 AM UTC
The Right Clamps
My palms sweat when I think of writing you a poem Writing has been the only way I could communicate with others you see, when it comes to my emotions my mouth might as well be duct-taped and in fact the only way I can write this now is because I can tell myself you'll never see it I'm confused. Circumstances half under my control has resulted in making me the co-creator of my own kryptonite see, what happened was partially my fault and I can't escape the guilt that I made trying to escape it in the first place see sometimes trying your hardest not to lead someone on leads them on anyway and I don't want to do that to you I don't want to do that to anyone See this poem doesn't even rhyme. Not a lot of mine do, though, And see listening to Drake tends to make me honest and listening to Nicki Minaj makes me brave and the combination of that with Angel Haze is a cocktail that might just get me drunk enough to lay my head on your shoulder again I think I'm falling in love with you But you should know my personality means that I'm doing it kicking and screaming searching my damnedest for an escape route because being vulnerable hurts me every time even the ones that promised they wouldn't and I do it to myself, but I trust you And honestly that scares me more than it should I'm not afraid of ******** it up if that were all it was you'd find me on your doorstep with my heart in my palms and blood dripping on the concrete but the thought of how happy you would make me of how temporary everything is despite our best efforts the chance that I could lose everything in a single swoop is more terrifying than wandering alone through dark paths more terrifying than a deep voice from the empty space beside my ear more terrifying than a letting down my guard little by little just to get stabbed in the back
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 1:33 PM UTC
It's Not You, It's Me
My palms sweat when I think of writing you a poem Writing has been the only way I could communicate with others you see, when it comes to my emotions my mouth might as well be duct-taped and in fact the only way I can write this now is because I can tell myself you'll never see it I'm confused. Circumstances half under my control has resulted in making me the co-creator of my own kryptonite see, what happened was partially my fault and I can't escape the guilt that I made trying to escape it in the first place see sometimes trying your hardest not to lead someone on leads them on anyway and I don't want to do that to you I don't want to do that to anyone See this poem doesn't even rhyme. Not a lot of mine do, though, And see listening to Drake tends to make me honest and listening to Nicki Minaj makes me brave and the combination of that with Angel Haze is a cocktail that might just get me drunk enough to lay my head on your shoulder again I think I'm falling in love with you But you should know my personality means that I'm doing it kicking and screaming searching my damnedest for an escape route because being vulnerable hurts me every time even the ones that promised they wouldn't and I do it to myself, but I trust you And honestly that scares me more than it should I'm not afraid of ******** it up if that were all it was you'd find me on your doorstep with my heart in my palms and blood dripping on the concrete but the thought of how happy you would make me of how temporary everything is despite our best efforts the chance that I could lose everything in a single swoop is more terrifying than wandering alone through dark paths more terrifying than a deep voice from the empty space beside my ear more terrifying than a letting down my guard little by little just to get stabbed in the back
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