"droping" poems
I'm a one man army
Running solo cold like the polo
Oh no don't test me ***
**** you slow in a choke hold
Alone droping like a one ton stone
Please check yo mouth
You barking loud?
Leave you dead in the crowd
Like a one hit wonder
Striking down like thunder
Left dead six feet under
So don't mention my name
You can keep all the fame
I'm in the game, with only one aim
To shower down like rain
So everything's getting hit & wet
Now you know what to expect
Shout outz to my nut dweller
Spit you *** out like acapella
Placing you on your knees
Duct tape thick rope no hope
At ease tough mind no sweating
Drilling killing blood spilling
Ripping gripping blood dripping
Torture I introduce my culture
Tie your arms and legs
It's too late to beg
When I'm cutting off both legs
And your arms
They will soon be disarmed
I'm sorry I didn't mean no harm
But I felt threatened
Almost taken, surely mistaken
Keep this in mind
You'll be left behind
What a shameful crime
It's time for coronas & lime
At last, just a thing in the past
I never intended for problems
But it's the only way
I could solve them, toss them
Now I lost them...
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 11:04 PM UTC
Another day and they say "it's a new beginning"
But is it really, it feels more like an ending
An ending of time
In a life that doesn't rhyme
An unending march into the uncertain
Like the droping of life's curtain
Another day closer to the end
But I'm still waiting on my life to begin
I'm tired of this life's storyline
I want a different out come this time
I want happy, not sad
I want the good, not the bad
But there is no off ramp
Sadness leaving it's tattooed stamp
An uneasy feel of being a ***** lost *****
Meanwhile life just goes on like a vamp
Over and over the same music plays
A sorrowful song, for long anguished days
But I want a change in the beat
An uplifting melody to get me on my feet
Will you be my new rhythm
An escape from my prison
Are you my golden key
Will you try to set me free
Will you hold me tight
When I'm a sad sorry sight
There is no cure for my depression
But will you help the darkness lessen
Or will you run for the hills
Jump in the sea and grow gills
Just to get away
From a disease you can not sway
As the darkness continues devouring
Will you leave me here cowering
Slowly choking down another toxic pill
Till this clock like heart's hands stand still
©Pauline Russell
Mar 28, 2017
Mar 28, 2017 at 7:23 PM UTC
recently
ive been feeling
alone
and not just the lonley
where your lacking a person
or a presence
an alone where you cant feel anything
and it feels like your stomach
is droping from the top of a rollercoaster
and it is because of you
you, you, you, you, everyone
and i hate it. i cannot change it
i have no control
and i like having control
over my own emotions
i cannot feel anything
my brain
is in a soft fuzzy blanket
i cannot feel
my stomach
the acid burns it numb
and my heart
it has stopped
dead in my throat
my eyes
have become blind
by the boiling aogny flowing out
my mouth
the words gushing out
cut it, emotions choking me
i long
to not be able to feel
because numbness
is
forever
agony
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 2:20 AM UTC
Another day and they say "it's a new begaining"
But is it really, it feels more like an ending
An ending of time
In a life that doesn't rhyme
An unending march to the uncertain
Like the droping of life's stage curtain
Another day closer to the end
But I'm still waiting on my life to begin
I'm tired of this life's storyline
I want a different out come this time
I want happy, not sad
I want the good, not the bad
But there is no off ramp
And my disease leaves it stamp
I feel like a lost ***** *****
And my life just goes on like a vamp
Over and over the same music plays
A sorrowful song, for long anguished days
But I want a change in the beat
An uplifting melody to get me on my feet
Will you be my new rhythm
An escape from my prison
Are you my golden key
Will you try to set me free
Will you hold me tight
When I'm a sad sorry sight
There is no cure from my depression
But will you help the darkness lessen
Or will you run for the hills
Or jump in the sea and grow gills
Just to get away
From a disease you can not sway
And leave me counting the days
Till this clock like heart's hands stand still
And in death will I finally feel real?
Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 1:58 PM UTC
I drink You!
I drink you and Your memories
Addicted, am I?
Addicted to you and the miseries
Miseries following your absence
you left for me, When you left me
Desires turned to agonies
Burns me inside, and scratches my mind
So I must drink!
To chill my heart down, and calm my mind
Droping scoops of lovely imagination
of what we could have been, together
I drink and Drink
I drink and think
Every possibilities left
to get back to you
I drink and sink
Distressed, for no way i see
I drink till I get sick of you
then I *****
I *****
all you and yours
from my heart and mind
with my pen
on this paper
I do not write to write
I write to get you out of my mind
Well, this is not any writing
Just Whining!
You must die inside me!
OR
I will die everyday, with you inside!
Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 7:00 AM UTC
*Hey the one for me, if you're out there
Just wanted to say I'm tired of waiting
You might not realize how much I care
And soon droping levels to despairing
If you are on foot somewhere walking
Please I think It's time to run or drive
Yeah, I'm tired of hearing others talking
That surely someday soon you'll arrive
My heart is too busy fighting to find peace
And my poor Soul's caught in the cross fire
My cracked lips long for a drop of a kiss
They're dried by the sun of hopeless desire
So if you're driving to reach here someday
Grow wings and fly to make today the day*
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 5:51 PM UTC
behind the deep scars
of a sadden soul
stained with pain
a heart so fragile
cant easily spot all
the falling lies
hard as stone
stained cheeks
a false smile
belly knots and ties
all because of the
over lapping lies
even though
there is a door
tightly nailed shut
through its crevices
are broken hopes
and shattered dreams
eyes droping tears
slowly reflecting
forgetton wounds
of hurt and pain
believe it or not
denial does exist
Jun 24, 2016
Jun 24, 2016 at 9:22 PM UTC
Under this beaten skin
I can see a newer blueprint
Waiting for the ashes
Waiting some more crashes
To wear a new face when it win
They say easy come and easy go
But I think it can't be real, tho
I saw some decent public man in a game show
And if karma is a ***** should we stop to vote?
I am going away with a new disguise
I am warning my friends before someone dies
But the purple drank don't let they realize
We can't trust anyone behind a ******* tie
'cause they are faking and smuggling 'till the Nobel Prize
I see some fake-ass sophists at the morning show
Droping mind over mind like a domino
They could shave up their ***** to look like Foucault
And keep their cynical smile while everyone blows
The comedians were our source of truth
Now they're offering jokes for a pair of fancy shoes
People used to have band shirts, now they have tattoos
We were brilliant, now we are just turning screws
I am going away with a new disguise
I am warning my friends before someone dies
But the purple drank don't let they realize
We can't trust anyone behind a ******* tie
'cause they are faking and smuggling 'till the Nobel Prize
Nov 30, 2020
Nov 30, 2020 at 11:20 AM UTC
Another day and they say "it's a new begaining"
But is it really, it feels more like an ending
An ending of time
In a life that doesn't rhyme
An unending march to the uncertain
Like the droping of life's stage curtain
Another day closer to the end
But I'm still waiting on my life to begin
I'm tired of this life's storyline
I want a different out come this time
I want happy, not sad
I want the good, not the bad
But there is no off ramp
And my disease leaves it stamp
I feel like a lost ***** *****
And my life just goes on like a vamp
Over and over the same music plays
A sorrowful song, for long anguished days
But I want a change in the beat
An uplifting melody to get me on my feet
Will you be my new rhythm
An escape from my prison
Are you my golden key
Will you try to set me free
Will you hold me tight
When I'm a sad sorry sight
There is no cure from my depression
But will you help the darkness lessen
Or will you run for the hills
Or jump in the sea and grow gills
Just to get away
From a disease you can not sway
And leave me counting the days
Till this clock like heart's hands stand still
And in death will I finally feel real?
Mar 17, 2016
Mar 17, 2016 at 11:40 AM UTC
Lurking for me in the shadows of despair
I see no strenght in my spirit, cracking again
Loud noises bring me eternal softness laying between you and the void
Droping tear, licking blood, making me want nothing
Then come back for more
Seeing you can’t help
Absorbing your glances and that makes me capable of escaping this hole of bones
I can break them now
Scattering them through the silence of my echo
Illusion running through my veins, filled with cinnamon and grapes.
You owe me grass of open locks
Right before I became a prisoner in a coma
Jan 3, 2019
Jan 3, 2019 at 2:39 PM UTC