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"dramatized" poems
Iguana of diamonds, Sand sea and sun, Little children in sight, Attractions of light, Natives of love, Decorative cities, what night. Island’s of the Bahamas beauty as can be, What more fun than playing with dolphins in the sea. Creative costumes, dancers so bright, The music dramatized, Feel the rush it’s a site. Nothing more beautiful than the island themselves, Well except the people willing to give help. Pineapples, peas and rice, pink sand, flamingoes, and some conch salad, Not forgetting the “KALIK,” cause’ “IT’S A BAHAMIAN TING”. Blue, Black and Aquamarine, was just described to you, All in the Islands Love. Come and enjoy the exciting experience too! My Bahama Land! ©
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Nov 4, 2010
Nov 4, 2010 at 7:33 AM UTC
Island
My poems idealize your tongue on my tongue your breath in mine, these verses will romanticize how we skipped from street to street our arms swinging between your left hip and my right like I did not think about how my parents never doubled their strength to pull me up above ground as we walked through parking lots. I needed to fly and no adult could let me but you. The sudden hurt, I have not yet dramatized that morning you returned my voicemail unsuspecting unknowing my intention to whisper I hate you I hate you I hate you. Every bone in my body had broken because we could not levitate any longer: you were not even strong enough to keep yourself grounded. I make you sound beautiful I make you sound ugly, but neither is real, just as how there are no words for the New Year ball dropping.
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Jun 13, 2013
Jun 13, 2013 at 5:01 PM UTC
adjectives
Love, it's isn't like the movies. And nothing like a Disney's cartoon. Yes, you might find your Prince Charming. And your Cinderella too. Just realize, love isn't like the movies. Or like one of those old religious drama. Where the King visualized his Queen? Or anything shown like the royals dramatized dreams. Once reality kicks in and you adjust. Then you come to the realization. Love only works when you put your hard work effort into it. You'll have disagreements. You'll have arguments too. Just remember, love isn't like the movies. And it shouldn't be. When it comes to you.
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Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 9:51 AM UTC
When It Comes To You(Love Isn't Like The Movies)
I am never not surprised, when someone else has the courage to look me in my eyes, to tell me bald-faced lies, that say I am too dramatized as a white girl trying to equalize and see the world before me rise to say we're not satisfied to say with honesty we despise a government who seems to tyrannize its citizens into fearing they be deprived of food, water, and electricity. So they have to believe in the guise. That we are a nation paralyzed. By lies. I am just a twenty two year old, Caucasian female addicted to the idea I can help you see we will prevail. Our nation teeters on the brink. Help me save our souls, Before they take us out like MLK, Lennon, JFK All with a blink.
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 1:47 PM UTC
I Have A Future Reality,
I am a dramatized china doll, but I never rouge my knees. The MC introduces me as Scarlett. Lulu embraces me as we saunter off the platform.  Whistles follow my footsteps digging into my brain, fermenting, to strong wine. Gentlemen enter the club to leer at cabaret girls dancing in lace. Some are drawn to the boys of the club, the ones in the dark corners with kohl-rimmed eyes and eager kisses. From their seats in the dimness, the audience fails to notice rips in my blouse, cigarette butts smudged out in the wings.  No one sees the ***** face powder spread out among the lighted mirrors, overused, my own makeup dried out. Their giggles and applause keep the club alive, filled with dead grins from dinner to dawn. Drum roll—my turn.   We rid them of their troubles.
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Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 9:40 PM UTC
Wir Sagen Willkommen
We blink quickly, so that we miss nothing, we compact an entire lifetime within an allotted time of two hours and a small two minute window for creditentials that acknowledge 1,326 people, not including "special thanks," we indulge on the dramatized events that may or may not have happened, We thrive on sports that televise a group of ten to twenty-two grown men that run fast jump quickly, and dance weirdly, but that is the pursuit of thrills
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 9:45 AM UTC
The pursuit of Thrills
The acoustic guitar plays softly, in the background of a critiqued ball room as he made his entrance. The attention of the audience fell upon him; As he walked readily towards the dance floor, The melody of the flute and the rhythm of the bass guitar, Dramatized his beauty. The spectators in fear, but his passion so real, As I stared into his eyes, that made beauty felt unreal everything else that surrounded me disappeared. He focused his eyes on the dance floor they began to whisper; Who will he choose? Who has to leave now? He flashed his eyes upon the viewers that were once in shock, now in terror, but their ****** expression in awe. The apothegm states that he continually seeks for the one that would heal his disease but bound to the power of the earth’s forces, his determined, stunning eyes will never be able to reveal, the secret one that can heal. The bass drums play wildly as he shows the crowd his fury. The once stunned viewers now begin to panic, but I draw myself closer. Before I could reach him someone else got in the way. “I would like to die” was the words I know her to repeatedly say. He gently pushed himself away in anger. He looked around the ball room, and observed the reaction of the audience to his response. They’re now in astonishment. He then stopped and his focal point was clear. The piano and the cello played softly to become one with his voice. He said to me “let us dance.” I’m frightened, the majority of the onlookers left in a daze. My vision weakened before our dance began. He smiled, and as he looked upon my face all the instruments faded away. He said to me is this your last dance? Will you leave us tonight? I’m the kiss of death will you close your eyes forever or will you leave me in delight?”
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Nov 19, 2009
Nov 19, 2009 at 9:39 AM UTC
Let's Dance
The acoustic guitar plays softly, in the background of a critiqued ball room as he made his entrance. The attention of the audience fell upon him; As he walked readily towards the dance floor, The melody of the flute and the rhythm of the bass guitar, Dramatized his beauty. The spectators in fear, but his passion so real, As I stared into his eyes, that made beauty felt unreal everything else that surrounded me disappeared. He focused his eyes on the dance floor they began to whisper; Who will he choose? Who has to leave now? He flashed his eyes upon the viewers that were once in shock, now in terror, but their ****** expression in awe. The apothegm states that he continually seeks for the one that would heal his disease but bound to the power of the earth’s forces, his determined, stunning eyes will never be able to reveal, the secret one that can heal. The bass drums play wildly as he shows the crowd his fury. The once stunned viewers now begin to panic, but I draw myself closer. Before I could reach him someone else got in the way. “I would like to die” was the words I know her to repeatedly say. He gently pushed himself away in anger. He looked around the ball room, and observed the reaction of the audience to his response. They’re now in astonishment. He then stopped and his focal point was clear. The piano and the cello played softly to become one with his voice. He said to me “let us dance.” I’m frightened, the majority of the onlookers left in a daze. My vision weakened before our dance began. He smiled, and as he looked upon my face all the instruments faded away. He said to me is this your last dance? Will you leave us tonight? I’m the kiss of death will you close your eyes forever or will you leave me in delight?”
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Strangers to the touch: he was fast to dive into the waves that were indeed his briny deep. She, whom took his complexion into the trench that is her, also took the senile artistry that was he, recklessly. Strangers to the act: he took the palm of his over-dramatized antagonist of his own life and just pressed it. She caressed the thought of it, yet still arose to find her most fragile protagonist grazing his head on the adolescent but corrupt land line that made up as her thighs. *Strangers they must be, though, strangers whom have found need in the halves that have halves in half.*
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Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 10:29 PM UTC
Kissing an alien.
Don't. Don't tell me not to do drugs, If you plan on becoming one. You say, "It will use up all of your time, take all of your money, leave you hanging when you need it most, abandoning the destoyed masterpiece that you once were." You told me, "Stay strong." "Be above the influence." "You'll get addicted, stay away." But what you didn't tell me was how addicting you were. How did you expect me to "stay strong" against our 4 am phone calls, when you'd tell me you loved me and all the things I was to become. How was I supposed to "be above the influence" when you made a move, running your cold, large hands up and down my shirt. and finally How did you have the nervous to say "you'll get addicted, stay away," when in the end I was addicted, addicted to something you finally gave me, something called love. But according to you love is overrated and highly dramatized, but by the time I knew that you were my drug, you had already wasted 2 years of my time, spent all of my money, hung me out to dry, and abandoned me, leaving me a destroyed and unwanted masterpiece. abandoned masterpiece // a.s.
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May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 9:59 PM UTC
Abandoned Masterpiece
riding out the highs of life with manic ferocity until the minutiae of life drag you down into the depths of despair a pure loyalty like no other hidden by a dramatized emotional facade always there to bring you up, simultaneously bringing themselves down it's a slippery slope-- emotional support Oh, to be Mercutio-- is to be the eye of a hurricane, winding about a center --that may not be as stable as it seems
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Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 8:33 PM UTC
Mercutio
The sunny day of January invited the sun's radiation that burns skin as fire could burn through paper. Perhaps that was why everything we planned was a heat-up and dramatic hope. Perhaps like the partly burned coal, our hope too burns itself to the emptiest cinders of all. The hopeful plan we once had was dramatized to create illusions of the fantasy we'd like to live in, but a reality that we could not create because the reality is, we are nothing but the matter of expired fire. We are the ashes of what we left behind. We may have stopped giving off flames, but we still have some combustible matter in us; and soon, what follows is, for the better - an explosion, or for the worst - an implosion.
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Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 1:25 AM UTC
our combustibility
I have a vision Of a future Bright, joyous, And the contrast of sorrow Children skipping, giggling Darkness and light Musical notes drifting through Dramatized passion, hilarity Nature surrounding Encapsulated in cobweb of love and support Unfortuna-mentally I am at once terrified of settling - being tied down Losing independence, individuality Missing dreams - at once terrified And at once yearning With all of me For a family For a dream of forever To settle and begin such a masterpiece To commit to And be certain of The depth there in Something more important than me or mine To dedicate self Surrender Sacrifice for And again such a venture requires a partner Who shares the dream Enriches the dream Supports the dream. Contradictions, aren't we all? Or am I just yearning for the erasure of self Through divine love? Aah~ maternal instincts! Life of mine, Live out the step you're in Young one Before you yearn and plan for the next! So fresh and yet to begin - Society's great work machine awaits And the experience of other lands! Life of mine, Live the experience of now Fully Grow all the more for it Feel each pain and joy Clarify mind Build strength of self Claim a sense of identity See where it takes you...
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Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 5:16 PM UTC
The Future
I said goodbye she helplessly cried full of me for the first time Teardrops of the other by the other Not to impress or annoy the canvas of the truth of I remained untouched but this uttermost cry was maybe a cheek warming Silent expression just in the conscious presence of both embraced by both Goodbye to this roof that welcomed our dreams… Goodbye to this roof that accommodated our flows cries highs ties pies spies allies skies I s Eyes Aiaiai s …. All of her dramatized stories that agonize are to be capsized to emphasize - harmonize - energize so that I s are re centralized re authorized along the curly hum For the game! like the newborn tree growing inside of me now of Me ? me again?!? but I need not much of these anymore and such are all things that gave breath to us : the in/sentient courageously left behind for a cry that bore generations and such is her’s now A means that helped me grow towards this no thing thing and You You ? But you… …? An immortalized posture of a shoulder shrug! Nothing more and nothing less You - as love apart but still with me by each one of my shoulder shrugs like the nameless sage of shoulder shrugs In the western ‘who cares’ style…. We are so good at that! So … so ? Be proud just! to be commemorated as such I will Never pick a wildflower again to place in my beloved vase I did it only twice Shamefully Watching the truth die Instantaneously and no we do not like duality But there will NOT be a third time for such sad action You have my word on that I walk now alone content with a song of a bird welcoming my accord Carrying your light in my heart Plainness is my courage I know you now Your love rains beads of truth shaping words of peace that I read incessantly as us knowing my duty I go go now Taking nothing Needing nothing Leaving all Things and Insightful of no things I am you With you Listening Just to these final immaculate droplets of hers before she willingly dies
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Jun 29, 2016
Jun 29, 2016 at 10:35 AM UTC
As the reflection of the sun and the moon faded away
I said goodbye she helplessly cried full of me for the first time Teardrops of the other by the other Not to impress or annoy the canvas of the truth of I remained untouched but this uttermost cry was maybe a cheek warming Silent expression just in the conscious presence of both embraced by both Goodbye to this roof that welcomed our dreams… Goodbye to this roof that accommodated our flows cries highs ties pies spies allies skies I s Eyes Aiaiai s …. All of her dramatized stories that agonize are to be capsized to emphasize - harmonize - energize so that I s are re centralized re authorized along the curly hum For the game! like the newborn tree growing inside of me now of Me ? me again?!? but I need not much of these anymore and such are all things that gave breath to us : the in/sentient courageously left behind for a cry that bore generations and such is her’s now A means that helped me grow towards this no thing thing and You You ? But you… …? An immortalized posture of a shoulder shrug! Nothing more and nothing less You - as love apart but still with me by each one of my shoulder shrugs like the nameless sage of shoulder shrugs In the western ‘who cares’ style…. We are so good at that! So … so ? Be proud just! to be commemorated as such I will Never pick a wildflower again to place in my beloved vase I did it only twice Shamefully Watching the truth die Instantaneously and no we do not like duality But there will NOT be a third time for such sad action You have my word on that I walk now alone content with a song of a bird welcoming my accord Carrying your light in my heart Plainness is my courage I know you now Your love rains beads of truth shaping words of peace that I read incessantly as us knowing my duty I go go now Taking nothing Needing nothing Leaving all Things and Insightful of no things I am you With you Listening Just to these final immaculate droplets of hers before she willingly dies
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I Romanticize And visualize The Real eyes Full of Despise So Dramatized yet Can't Realize the Real Lies so quick Disguised by Their Improvised Alibis that will arise When ice flame dies baptized by Unholy flies now Desensitized by So blessed by those Bedeviled Snake eyes That traumatize, Yet tantalize my soul And likewise, These ****** skies Sorrowed demise, Was brought upon by White lies. Now tainting lives, Once colorized, so grey. Your eyes. Beloved Reprise
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Apr 14, 2016
Apr 14, 2016 at 1:10 AM UTC
{IndySkies}
Numbing your mind Is a temporary resolve For a nagging conscience When you know It's not your composition But a sad love song In a minor-key Dramatized music That floods the soul Until the walls break And dry tears turn Into a flash flood Exasperating the ache Exposing the wound Ripping it open Numbness resolved Love evolved But in the end.... Meaningless, if not returned
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May 10, 2016
May 10, 2016 at 2:31 AM UTC
Numbness
Thieving and burglary - deliberate indulgent, ignorance, waste of opportunities - deliberate drinking, loose morals, bad company, drugging - deliberate lazy, stupidity, state dependency in viable health - deliberate babies for welfare payments, employment avoiding - deliberate hate, envy, jealousy, lies, slander, crimes, drunkenness - inadequacies Racism, ignorance, small mindedness, pettiness, belligerence - Low scale inherent characteristics Betrayal - engineered Loss of employment and brilliant career ruination - engineered alone and social isolation - engineered lack of intimate relationship - engineered Rudeness, screams, fractured relationship - engineered economic stagnation - engineered Physical limitations - engineered In the woke civilisation of the great Island Psychopaths Social and structural Engineers march in Red In raving anodyne tones the entitled ivories do the twist Please ignore all the listed deliberate glaring omissions above No! you see in deluded grandeur Its time for the blame game, its time for the blame game Its all the fault of the immigrant who studied and worked to make a better life especially that black successful one with everything just going well for him we didn't boat him on on the Windrush He's not cleaning our roads or in the factory He's not fetching and wiping **** in the Hospital He's not even into crime and supplying our drugs No! No! No! He is a leech and  a parasite He is responsible for our miserable uninspiring life Comrades, join us, the Revolution is now They say I suffer, I have pain How can I, I wonder when its  all your engineered and dramatized work of which I am not in the least responsible! And you know it! Narcissists, Psychopaths, Depressives, Mentally challenged loonies We give you your Revolution, please enjoy the spoils!!!
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Aug 25, 2019
Aug 25, 2019 at 7:23 AM UTC
Please enjoy the Spoils.....
Thieving and burglary - deliberate indulgent, ignorance, waste of opportunities - deliberate drinking, loose morals, bad company, drugging - deliberate lazy, stupidity, state dependency in viable health - deliberate babies for welfare payments, employment avoiding - deliberate hate, envy, jealousy, lies, slander, crimes, drunkenness - inadequacies Racism, ignorance, small mindedness, pettiness, belligerence - Low scale inherent characteristics Betrayal - engineered Loss of employment and brilliant career ruination - engineered alone and social isolation - engineered lack of intimate relationship - engineered Rudeness, screams, fractured relationship - engineered economic stagnation - engineered Physical limitations - engineered In the woke civilisation of the great Island Psychopaths Social and structural Engineers march in Red In raving anodyne tones the entitled ivories do the twist Please ignore all the listed deliberate glaring omissions above No! you see in deluded grandeur Its time for the blame game, its time for the blame game Its all the fault of the immigrant who studied and worked to make a better life especially that black successful one with everything just going well for him we didn't boat him on on the Windrush He's not cleaning our roads or in the factory He's not fetching and wiping **** in the Hospital He's not even into crime and supplying our drugs No! No! No! He is a leech and  a parasite He is responsible for our miserable uninspiring life Comrades, join us, the Revolution is now They say I suffer, I have pain How can I, I wonder when its  all your engineered and dramatized work of which I am not in the least responsible! And you know it! Narcissists, Psychopaths, Depressives, Mentally challenged loonies We give you your Revolution, please enjoy the spoils!!!
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I want to explore your womanhood. I want to take your mental essence to higher plateaus. I want to kiss you in the most sensual place. My desire for you is driving me crazy. No need to worry love the time has come. I am yours for now and beyond. Here I am standing before you. I am yours to adore. Give me some *** Make me wet. I am yours to fulfill. Let’s enjoy ourselves. Let us make love in the moonlight. My body yearns for yours. Your body yearns for mine. We are both dramatized to captivate each other minds. Give me some *** Come to me with your fine *** Make love to me between these satin sheets. Please me. Shh, say no more. Just a mind *** I am yours.
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Sep 29, 2017
Sep 29, 2017 at 3:19 AM UTC
mind ***
Reminding myself that I am not alone in thinking there is a collective conscience library that has been made accessible, but to readers, only, and within that set, to readers who read for life, to live, letterly, let be, let see, let say, what if, or wonder if, let us see, let us say, today where you were when I was in process as an explanation of an adversarial approach, a strategy, accessing a push that has come to shove me into your comfort zone, to force a will, a will submitted to that thing you profess to know is too true to think two ways, trick is, digesting suggested gulps taken, earlier in our mindstreaming, thinking sure, the good, the good in being alive, good for nothing at any rate, making no thing, seem likely how as spirit feels, loosed, to seem likely why we think we breathe, half time in, half time out, day by day, we live and breathe, and assume the position we were led to believe, ours to hold as true, for the rest of ever after, our purpose on earth, laughs in our heart, and wipes a grin across our face, and once more -wordflow slows, so back up, can occur, yes, imagine the loss, back up, clogs old reasons arterial distinctions excused as essential legacy worth sets where your treasure lay unseen… earnest as any disguised gay Nineties entertainer on the society pages, lo, long after Turing was made example of… - rude gay abandonment, so sad, liar dies to convince some school board, we all make up minds, we all may let such be, scriptural, let it be written, thus it becomes, for those who know it, this is it, do as we say, or die, as seen when tyrants are dramatized, on TV for all to watch, minimum reading cost, to bring the masses together in one mindframe, withing our gestalt Earth earth mindshare, through wishable otherwise moments we make bend with a laughing what, twist, and spin, and twist and spin, thinking ifery was were ours, see, we agree and think a free minute, and let it fly, to become another just in time right move, made with no prejudicial estimation of the attention cost needed to use a free minute.
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Sep 7, 2024
Sep 7, 2024 at 1:04 PM UTC
A Free Minute
Reminding myself that I am not alone in thinking there is a collective conscience library that has been made accessible, but to readers, only, and within that set, to readers who read for life, to live, letterly, let be, let see, let say, what if, or wonder if, let us see, let us say, today where you were when I was in process as an explanation of an adversarial approach, a strategy, accessing a push that has come to shove me into your comfort zone, to force a will, a will submitted to that thing you profess to know is too true to think two ways, trick is, digesting suggested gulps taken, earlier in our mindstreaming, thinking sure, the good, the good in being alive, good for nothing at any rate, making no thing, seem likely how as spirit feels, loosed, to seem likely why we think we breathe, half time in, half time out, day by day, we live and breathe, and assume the position we were led to believe, ours to hold as true, for the rest of ever after, our purpose on earth, laughs in our heart, and wipes a grin across our face, and once more -wordflow slows, so back up, can occur, yes, imagine the loss, back up, clogs old reasons arterial distinctions excused as essential legacy worth sets where your treasure lay unseen… earnest as any disguised gay Nineties entertainer on the society pages, lo, long after Turing was made example of… - rude gay abandonment, so sad, liar dies to convince some school board, we all make up minds, we all may let such be, scriptural, let it be written, thus it becomes, for those who know it, this is it, do as we say, or die, as seen when tyrants are dramatized, on TV for all to watch, minimum reading cost, to bring the masses together in one mindframe, withing our gestalt Earth earth mindshare, through wishable otherwise moments we make bend with a laughing what, twist, and spin, and twist and spin, thinking ifery was were ours, see, we agree and think a free minute, and let it fly, to become another just in time right move, made with no prejudicial estimation of the attention cost needed to use a free minute.
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Having googled and failed to find the right metaphor to express this all too familiar phase in life, the alarmingly low levels of self-esteem conveniently stepped up to suggest, a fresh pineapple at the local supermarket during the harshest of Finnish winter. Its exotic and festive look draws attention, everyone wants a bite but no one knows how the **** to peel it. So they observe with great curiosity from just far enough, to avoid touching the prickly leaves or skin. The go to center piece of any, maybe just hipster, parties, misplaced on top of an excruciating variety of pizzas, spiking Sangria since the beginning of time, and most appreciated upside down on cakes. It draws attention and triggers discussions, but no one knows what to do or how to feel about it, except to watch with keen interest from a dramatized distance, and take the canned stuff home instead.
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Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 4:29 PM UTC
Out of place
How can I sleep when every time I close my eyes they are not alone? There's an impression on the back of my eyelids and when I shut them My eyes are joined by yours I see every memory associated with them The tiny wrinkles that surround them when you smiled Every tear that beaded up and traveled down your cheek The lazy dilation when you were too tired to get out of bed The frustrations you were too afraid to express Your pupils told a story And sometimes if I try hard enough I can see my reflection in them Or maybe that's the remnants of me in the back of your mind I often wonder what I'm doing there in your thoughts What is my place there? Is it a constant reinactment of our past? Over dramatized reruns of one of our episodes? Maybe it's fantasy's for the future? Expectations I could probably never live up to A perfectly placed hand, kiss, or choice of words that I was too blind to catch Another que I missed Or all of the above? Do you see your reflection in mine? Can you see yourself dancing playfully In the dimly lit halls of my imagination? Adding color to the walls While simultaneously tearing pieces of paint away I promise I don't mind Ill get to sleep eventually With the same fear and excitement That I have nearly every night The fear and excitement That I'll see you in my dreams again I wonder if you feel the same I wonder how long things will be this way My eyes will open eventually And when they do They will be alone again
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Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 3:48 AM UTC
Impression
I think the thing with bad habits is you never really outgrow them. You can put markers on the wall to see how much you've grown but each time you look you'll only be disappointed to see you're still short of what you need. And art. Oh, can art make you lose your mind. You go into a space most people are afraid to be in for not many like facing their fears, much less their sins. But this craft of mine makes me go back to them again and again no matter how many times I've said they've been replaced by Love so real it's insane. So, I guess, not much has changed since the last time I've been in this bed. This chamber of sins and regret clinging to me like clothes on a hot summer's day. I try thinking of an escape but the only way through is facing them again and giving myself grace to make mistakes and I don't think I can do that. Not if I can't fully erase my past. I won't waste my time risking my life. You see, I'm so sick of the grime I'm living in! But there you stand as a beacon of hope and Light at the end of the tunnel. Amity doesn't seem so far away when your voice reminds me of who I am: Beloved daughter of the king. O save me, save me, save me! It seems like all I'm ever good at is shooting at my own body. "Rode hard and put away wet" is what they said and that is exactly what I feel. Poetry has probably dramatized this but who cares? As long as you get something out, right? For your craft! you'd do anything to save it! I run around the whole court and come back without the ball. And if words are really my only reprieve then fine, so be it! I won't try to change these crooked lines I was born in. Crooked bones and misplaced fire missiles firing at me, pointing a finger at me, THAT'S ME!! The one who's nodding her head at everything you've just said; "that's reality," she said. I can't change who I am so I guess I'll just have to make the most of it.
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Aug 18, 2016
Aug 18, 2016 at 9:35 PM UTC
Anti-clockwise
I think the thing with bad habits is you never really outgrow them. You can put markers on the wall to see how much you've grown but each time you look you'll only be disappointed to see you're still short of what you need. And art. Oh, can art make you lose your mind. You go into a space most people are afraid to be in for not many like facing their fears, much less their sins. But this craft of mine makes me go back to them again and again no matter how many times I've said they've been replaced by Love so real it's insane. So, I guess, not much has changed since the last time I've been in this bed. This chamber of sins and regret clinging to me like clothes on a hot summer's day. I try thinking of an escape but the only way through is facing them again and giving myself grace to make mistakes and I don't think I can do that. Not if I can't fully erase my past. I won't waste my time risking my life. You see, I'm so sick of the grime I'm living in! But there you stand as a beacon of hope and Light at the end of the tunnel. Amity doesn't seem so far away when your voice reminds me of who I am: Beloved daughter of the king. O save me, save me, save me! It seems like all I'm ever good at is shooting at my own body. "Rode hard and put away wet" is what they said and that is exactly what I feel. Poetry has probably dramatized this but who cares? As long as you get something out, right? For your craft! you'd do anything to save it! I run around the whole court and come back without the ball. And if words are really my only reprieve then fine, so be it! I won't try to change these crooked lines I was born in. Crooked bones and misplaced fire missiles firing at me, pointing a finger at me, THAT'S ME!! The one who's nodding her head at everything you've just said; "that's reality," she said. I can't change who I am so I guess I'll just have to make the most of it.
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Happy and content -> Nudged out of wack. On the right path -> Diverted off-track. Whole and complete -> convinced of lack. Laughing imbicility -> Fatalistic and sad. Understandingly forgiving -> impossibly mad. Totally good -> enjoyable bad. Zest for life -> inviting suicide. No remorse -> regretfully tried. Never always -> honestly lied. Timid fear -> Daring and bold. Genuine character -> hypocritically cold. Religiously devout -> soul's been sold. Musically inclined -> can't keep a beat. Social butterfly -> never want to meet. Sour face -> smiling so sweet. Always the same -> subject to change. Seeking normality -> incredibly strange. Demandingly certain -> just to re-arrange … Remind you of anyone?...
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Jul 5, 2020
Jul 5, 2020 at 7:27 PM UTC
Dramatized Encounter
I edit my own memory My history a constant mosaic of events that may or may not have happened Over dramatized or overlooked Cut for time Added for effect Sometimes I forget who I am Was that conversation real? I replay moments thatve been tampered by my own biased feelings Occasionally though There are things I can recall perfectly At 6 years old I layed in the back of my parents car and watched tree branches float through the sky as if being pulled by on a sheet From time to time my memory focuses And I'll gesture as if fixing the lens And then the clarity of your face on that perfect night cuts through Your speaker reflected blue and green and reds on the walls while we listened to Elliot and spoke about life like cinema I remember thinking that this could not be real That someone added another reel to my reality to make it more interesting And I remember you slipping into sleep and as my eyes grew heavy I couldn't help the small stream of tears that built up and collapsed in the corners of them That moment was pure happiness for me I hope it was for you too We may never have a moment like that again Who knows But I'm so glad I could share something that beautiful with you I wouldn't want it with anyone else
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May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 1:21 AM UTC
Life like cinema (rough draft)
if i couldn't dream then i couldn't breath i just would't stand living. when i'm go to sleep i'm going to my world there everything is better more exiting more dramatized this world is too plane for me i can't stand this feeling of disappearing in the dream realm i'm feel more alive then in the real world ...
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Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 5:11 PM UTC
dream REALm
D: ays seem to drag on, relentlessly. E: ventually you feel like you should give up. P: ersistent feelings of sadness, worthlessness, useless… R: eality seems to be slowly fading away from your grasp. E:motions are beginning to get harder and harder to hide from those you love. S: o, you decide to tell someone about it. S: adly, they don’t believe that what you’re going through is worth the heartache you feel. I: t’s okay though, because you expected this reaction to happen. O: bviously what you’re feeling is stupid and unimportant. N: ow what? D: epression sinks in and begins to… O: verwhelm every sense you have. E: verything is dramatized and there’s nothing you can do to stop the… S: ting of words from those around you telling you to just “feel happier, let out the sadness” N: eeds don’t seem important anymore, you just ignore them. O: pening yourself up to other people is no longer an option. T: hey only make you feel worse. D: eciding to get the help you deserve was the hardest part. E: very day is a new day with endless possibilities. F: ocus only on the positive things that happen to you. I: n hindsight this will allow you to slowly be able to differentiate between the things you have control over and those you leave to God. N: ever again will I let people dismiss my feelings. E: ach feeling you have is part of who you are becoming and allow us to be human. W: hy hold back anything anymore? H: ow you feel is so important and you need everyone to understand… to become more… O: pen-minded to the things that they couldn’t possibly comprehend. Y: ou are worth it. O: ur lives matter. U: nderestimated potential shall no longer be a problem. A: nyone can change their perspective on life, they just need the right support group. R: ealizing you’re worth it, is the most important thing you can open your heart to. E: veryone matters.
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Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 9:04 PM UTC
Secret Message
D: ays seem to drag on, relentlessly. E: ventually you feel like you should give up. P: ersistent feelings of sadness, worthlessness, useless… R: eality seems to be slowly fading away from your grasp. E:motions are beginning to get harder and harder to hide from those you love. S: o, you decide to tell someone about it. S: adly, they don’t believe that what you’re going through is worth the heartache you feel. I: t’s okay though, because you expected this reaction to happen. O: bviously what you’re feeling is stupid and unimportant. N: ow what? D: epression sinks in and begins to… O: verwhelm every sense you have. E: verything is dramatized and there’s nothing you can do to stop the… S: ting of words from those around you telling you to just “feel happier, let out the sadness” N: eeds don’t seem important anymore, you just ignore them. O: pening yourself up to other people is no longer an option. T: hey only make you feel worse. D: eciding to get the help you deserve was the hardest part. E: very day is a new day with endless possibilities. F: ocus only on the positive things that happen to you. I: n hindsight this will allow you to slowly be able to differentiate between the things you have control over and those you leave to God. N: ever again will I let people dismiss my feelings. E: ach feeling you have is part of who you are becoming and allow us to be human. W: hy hold back anything anymore? H: ow you feel is so important and you need everyone to understand… to become more… O: pen-minded to the things that they couldn’t possibly comprehend. Y: ou are worth it. O: ur lives matter. U: nderestimated potential shall no longer be a problem. A: nyone can change their perspective on life, they just need the right support group. R: ealizing you’re worth it, is the most important thing you can open your heart to. E: veryone matters.
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