Ready to pounce...
but unsure if it's the right move.
Ready to growl...
But unsure of how loud it will be...
Ready to show off my claws...
But unsure if that will be too much...

Anxious, unsure... fearless?
Clenched jaw...
Raised eyebrows...
Crouch down... lookin up...
Ready to pounce...

Feeling every heart beat...
The tightness of my body
My feet grounded to the floor
Sighing louder... stronger...

Anxiousness getting deeper...
Doubtfullness growing weaker...
Jaw becoming tighter...
Teeth now showing...
Claws...out...

Ready to pounce...

How is it that someone
Can leave you with such
Frustration on a daily basis
Yet I still find myself longing
to be around them?

You have no sense of
Direction in which your life
Is headed, yet I still yearn
To begin this with you?

Is it a shameful thing
In which I have a strong
Doubtfullness towards this
Bond we share containing itself,
Yet I proceed to try?

This strong feeling of negativity
Yet this strong feeling of desire

I suppose this is something
Close to love,
Though, indeed I do not know
Myself what love truely is

Must you expect that I'll never measure up?
Why do you pester me with doubtfullness
Must you lack hope in me brother?
Excepting that we were making a reck of things
When we were only talking...
Please I need you to believe in me.....
If you care.... Then let me speak
Let me share my dreams with you
Listen to me for once without you
Bickering about my failures...
I need you to believe in me more than ever
And as my brother I need your hope in me
....let me open up to you
And leave your anger behind.