"doome" poems
Heartfelt Sorrow
by
Son of Asa Doome
He still begins each day
Just the same as before
As he wakes he's lookin' back
Then his heart falls through the floor
He don't know what he did this time to make her go away
If you point yer ear towards the wind
You can faintly hear him say
I don't know what I did this time but I'm cryin' anyway
I can't see any colors now
The whole world's turnin' grey
If you would please just come back and talk to me
If only I could see yer face again
I can promise you now from this day on you won't be sad again
Closing her eyes she turned her back on him
Then she slowly walked away
She climbs into her car and glances back
To see the tears run down his face,
She starts to cry as she drives away
And she doesn't know where to go
Her whole life she had planned out with him
Had just gone up in smoke
She doesn't know why she ran from him
And she cant go back again
She runs outta gas on the outskirts of town
Slams the door and walks away
It starts to come a pourin' down just as if angels were cryin' from above
She throws her keys and just gives up
And now she's cryin' in the rain
You can find him sittin' at the bar
Askin' for a double please
He thinks to himself
Without this small glass of liquid posion
I'd walk around on my knees
He stares into the distance as the world around him fades away
And he prays to god for the strength
To get up off his knees again
If only he could walk a straight line again
He'd do his best from this day on
To never stray beyond the path again
He's lost everything in his entire life that meant anything to him
It's as if he's a lost soul wondering this world
Until he finds her again
She gets up off her knees and she tries to make it down the road
With no coat and no one near she can't fight off the cold
She simply cries out to GOD
And screams out for his help
Hoping just to see a sign
It is far too late cause by this time she is far too blind to see anything flicker in the sky
They both lost hope and now their gone
Doomed to wonder this world alone
If only they could point their ears toward the wind
It might just guide them home
May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 12:30 AM UTC
I don't believe in
what you believe in
I don't even think
the same as you do
There's
There's a reason
you're my ex
and
the reason
we didn't workout
I don't know
how many
times
I have to tell you
How many times
I have to say it
I think of all
the good times we had
and
I cherish all
the fond
memories
even the
bad one's
I don't understand
your concept
or your way of life
and
you definitely
didn't
understand
mines
Nor could you
comprehend
all the
loneliness
you left me in
You didn't
see all the
hurt you caused
I blame
myself
for staying
I blame
myself for
not believing
I blame myself
For wanting to hear
anything
to change our fates
Have my way
&
my own heart's content
The need to be
loved
was
greater
than the risk
of ya
fist
I conceded & consented
I didnt heed
the warnings
After all this time
I don't see you the same
I see the truth
and
what you really are
All the battle scars
of that relationship
We can't repair
In my minds eyes
I see all the
misinterpreted behaviors
I allowed myself to believe
was something
other than
what you
always
tried to
show
me
I want no more
You've plainly
showed me it wasn't
in my best interests to stay
Those vows
were only for the
worst
of our misery
Combative
Destructive
Compulsive
Yeah
compulsive
me
You too & you first
Yeah toxins
of a toxic
misunderstood
relationship
3 times but my 1st love huh
Makes no sense
Only to me & only to you
Me
Combative
Destructive
Compulsive
Yeah
compulsive
me
Has anyone
ever asked
why
Have you
NO!
Yet
I'll tell you
It's because
You can't
love me
no one can
My mama
said so
and
I quote
" WHO COULD EVER LOVE YOU"
So you see
there's no
reason to try to speak
The reality is
I've been doome
since birth
and
No one can
change that
Our paths
crossed
again
it was fun
but
I have no answers
for your quest
or questions
cuz
I don't know
how and/ or who
COULD
how it
feels to
Love An Ex
Feb 23, 2016
Feb 23, 2016 at 1:05 AM UTC