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They look out from the terrace. At the borders of sight live rocky hills behind brown and golden and olive crop under a cloudless sky. BANG! An artificial cloud. “Mira,” she points, “Venga!” They fly down stairs, diving like sparrows into the street. Boys sprint across pavements and climb; men vault over fences in time for news to reach ears. "¡Ya vienen!" Excitement and fear. The rattling of cow bells and galloping nears. Men bait and dodge horns and escape through doors and up and over red wooden bars. Sticks beat on the concrete ground and closer, louder, gallops sound. Seconds away – until the last, he side steps into a house; indoors, apart, he runs through the foyer and up the stairs around a corner with long strides too fast to follow. She chooses left and sings soprano when doors won't budge and        it                       crashes                                        in. She turns and the fear is paralysing. "FERMIN!" "FERMIN!" "FERMIN!" He hurdles the stairs and explodes but it rams her to and fro, thrashing her head against the wall where horns sin and gore cement and brick. He clasps the tail and heaves its hide from side to side as hooves smash crates of wine - they slip and slide in fractured glass; he finds a horn and yanks the head! He's yanked instead near dead before the men arrive down stairs to punch and kick it; strike and stick it smack and hit it; 'til it fits and quits and flees the foyer, fast and frantic, flying flustered by the frenzy, finally finding pattering paves it peters off down the street. "¿Que ha pasado?   ¿Quien ha sido?   ¡El Balbotin   y la Chicha!   ¡Que una vaca   les ha pillado!" "¿Estas bien?" Dizzy she's there with searching hands and scolding. "Podria haber sido peor"
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Apr 25, 2018
Apr 25, 2018 at 7:09 PM UTC
Fermin el Balbotin
They look out from the terrace. At the borders of sight live rocky hills behind brown and golden and olive crop under a cloudless sky. BANG! An artificial cloud. “Mira,” she points, “Venga!” They fly down stairs, diving like sparrows into the street. Boys sprint across pavements and climb; men vault over fences in time for news to reach ears. "¡Ya vienen!" Excitement and fear. The rattling of cow bells and galloping nears. Men bait and dodge horns and escape through doors and up and over red wooden bars. Sticks beat on the concrete ground and closer, louder, gallops sound. Seconds away – until the last, he side steps into a house; indoors, apart, he runs through the foyer and up the stairs around a corner with long strides too fast to follow. She chooses left and sings soprano when doors won't budge and        it                       crashes                                        in. She turns and the fear is paralysing. "FERMIN!" "FERMIN!" "FERMIN!" He hurdles the stairs and explodes but it rams her to and fro, thrashing her head against the wall where horns sin and gore cement and brick. He clasps the tail and heaves its hide from side to side as hooves smash crates of wine - they slip and slide in fractured glass; he finds a horn and yanks the head! He's yanked instead near dead before the men arrive down stairs to punch and kick it; strike and stick it smack and hit it; 'til it fits and quits and flees the foyer, fast and frantic, flying flustered by the frenzy, finally finding pattering paves it peters off down the street. "¿Que ha pasado?   ¿Quien ha sido?   ¡El Balbotin   y la Chicha!   ¡Que una vaca   les ha pillado!" "¿Estas bien?" Dizzy she's there with searching hands and scolding. "Podria haber sido peor"
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Oh what a fight, push shove duck Dodge. Miss count dance prounce, Oh what a fight. Bob Weave trick up my sleeve, Oh what a fight. Toss turn ive awaken, It was just a dream But, Oh what a fight.
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Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 11:56 PM UTC
Fight
Manila, Manila, Your bustling streets vibrate with the rumbling of the jeepneys and the hollers of the drivers as they say, “Pasahero diyan, kasya pa, kasya pa!”; (Any passenger there, some seats are still free!) Your nights twinkle with the Christmas lights that surround every tree around the Meralco building when September begins; Your endless traffic jams keep McDonald’s and KFC alive twenty-four by seven where traffic enforcers dodge cars and vans trucks and tricycles and jeepneys and bicycles while dancing to the rhythm beating in their own ears with a smile and a salute to all the drivers from dawn to dusk; The noise awakens the outskirts of your city filled with people who never fails to smile even when the storm pirouettes like a tempestuous ballerina, where children watch the roads transform into this ocean of black water and small wooden boats become the means of transportation; paddling in between houses as the adults try to go to work; where chickens waddling upon roofs and cats chasing rats become the best forms of entertainment but Manila, your lingering smell of cancer comes with the dark blue starless sky telling people to grip their bags until it merges with their bodies. Manila, say good night while they hold it tight protecting it from the dark humid air where thieves come out to thumb down unscrutinised objects from shallow pockets by the flickering lamps across the blazing red and emerald green lights you see less and less and less faces as the Sun sinks and says good bye. Stop and try to tranquilise yourself. Your city is now lead by a blood-thirsty leader. Apologies from gunshots overpower the cries of help from your people. Manila, ignore them and sleep well. Let the truth decay while lives burn and vanish. Prayers cannot save your mutinous ignominy. Halcyon days are over but Manila, you are still a beautiful city. Your resilient people overflows with hospitable hearts. Their faces plastered with big smiles as they welcome us for you and say, “Mabuhay!” (Long live!) proud and mighty. Offering their minds on banana leaf plates to everyone who visits, Giving away their hearts in small loot bags to everyone who leaves, The Pearl of the Orient Seas was my hood. Manila, despite your lack of snow and intense weather swings, You are and will always be my home.
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Apr 7, 2017
Apr 7, 2017 at 4:54 PM UTC
Pearl of the Orient
Manila, Manila, Your bustling streets vibrate with the rumbling of the jeepneys and the hollers of the drivers as they say, “Pasahero diyan, kasya pa, kasya pa!”; (Any passenger there, some seats are still free!) Your nights twinkle with the Christmas lights that surround every tree around the Meralco building when September begins; Your endless traffic jams keep McDonald’s and KFC alive twenty-four by seven where traffic enforcers dodge cars and vans trucks and tricycles and jeepneys and bicycles while dancing to the rhythm beating in their own ears with a smile and a salute to all the drivers from dawn to dusk; The noise awakens the outskirts of your city filled with people who never fails to smile even when the storm pirouettes like a tempestuous ballerina, where children watch the roads transform into this ocean of black water and small wooden boats become the means of transportation; paddling in between houses as the adults try to go to work; where chickens waddling upon roofs and cats chasing rats become the best forms of entertainment but Manila, your lingering smell of cancer comes with the dark blue starless sky telling people to grip their bags until it merges with their bodies. Manila, say good night while they hold it tight protecting it from the dark humid air where thieves come out to thumb down unscrutinised objects from shallow pockets by the flickering lamps across the blazing red and emerald green lights you see less and less and less faces as the Sun sinks and says good bye. Stop and try to tranquilise yourself. Your city is now lead by a blood-thirsty leader. Apologies from gunshots overpower the cries of help from your people. Manila, ignore them and sleep well. Let the truth decay while lives burn and vanish. Prayers cannot save your mutinous ignominy. Halcyon days are over but Manila, you are still a beautiful city. Your resilient people overflows with hospitable hearts. Their faces plastered with big smiles as they welcome us for you and say, “Mabuhay!” (Long live!) proud and mighty. Offering their minds on banana leaf plates to everyone who visits, Giving away their hearts in small loot bags to everyone who leaves, The Pearl of the Orient Seas was my hood. Manila, despite your lack of snow and intense weather swings, You are and will always be my home.
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Dodge cars and **** self confidence Go round and **** compliments Incompetence of divine providence Confess but stay anonymous To helmets that give fake safety Say they deliver you safely To something that kills when i taste thee Vindictive to past But past is obdurate Killing a cause that i cant its innate Grows to inflate Changes this fate Or cant its to late Loose weight Deflate Bend back to stay straight Drift far to relate So ill **** your self confidence You- theres everything wrong with it **** and never be the same as since Cry but be silent Flinch but don't wince And dodge cars while i can I got hit Every time that i ran But still run When i wish   I could sit Know that i won't But still pray to be hit So ill **** your self confidence And Dodge cars while i can
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Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 4:24 PM UTC
Dodge Cars And **** Self Confidence
You're a volcano in winter Made when the Earth splintered Tectonic plates shifted And you were gifted The frigid air outside is subzero So you become my volcanic hero When you scorch the cold With your warmth so bold I await an eruption But there's a disruption Dormant you remain With suspicion engrained But entering your main vent Was not my main intent Yet now that I'm in your magma chamber I can see your anger You're made of lava and ash So you demand drama and cash And violently explode in a flash You've become my Krakatoa When I wish I didn't know ya Because of your grand magnitude I question my aptitude And insecurity ensues As confidence I lose I realize I've gone too far When I feel your lava discharge That pushes me into your crater The pain I feel couldn't be greater When all I see is an ashen cloud And all I hear is your lashing growl Inside of your volcano There is a tornado As sure as day glow I feel I must lay low And dodge the debris While playing referee As you're dissecting me In your burning sea That swirls in a cyclone maelstrom Hell is where it was mailed from I receive it Reprieveless I begin to drown in fire And wish to retire You think you're neat Yet despite your heat You're a cold blooded lizard But outside there's a blizzard So I get used to your volcano I can't contain my disdain though
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Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC
Volcano
*In camouflage, i dodge those* bullets ... .
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Mar 15, 2016
Mar 15, 2016 at 9:16 AM UTC
camouflage
Sticky white cream upon your face, Gushed out of my pipe at fast pace. Now open wide for my surprise, I'll try this time to dodge thine eyes. My milk is sweet and fairly warm, Lets hath more fun from dusk till dawn.
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Aug 1, 2022
Aug 1, 2022 at 9:11 PM UTC
Recovered Fragments: Honest Papyrus 90
He filled his week bag with quick picks from the commissary cover blades and skull cap canned goods and half stated pearl liquor bills and bleeders for the flight of weary Into the ****** bunks of the western front past sivana and nurture sage past the pomp and ceremony out of robes and into jumpers and casings and masks of gas Light infantry and yelling men muscled and scorned fly boys high in 3 wing flight mounted gunners filling the night in hawkers and packards and scabbard chape Tarrant tabers and camels dodge the vicker gun skeleton hands grease the mill trap carnage makers mark the rhineland (buried in bunkers and pile bags and earth pack) Trench helmets and metal back under machine fire minefields burn in muzzle and coil deep in the shadows and shrapnel and spear the razor wire and dead cold despair Slouch hats and burning rats kerosene lamps and droopers the soldier stares down the broken lines and limbs a ****** holds steady (shelved at a distance) on ripped and rolled pipe and beam It was an all in end game a grapple for the ages; *** in the fokker pursuit over rolling hills and fallen comrades into the bishop bullet (and sporadic cheer) which sealed the deal in an empty field off the brae corbie road
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Jan 8, 2017
Jan 8, 2017 at 6:50 PM UTC
**** Shot
When you like somebody so much but you don't know how to tell him, When you are not sure about what you feel. When you want to ask him to stay longer but he has to pick up his mom. When you can't hide the disappointment on your face. But he said that this soon shall pass. When he said he was attracted to you When he hugs you and buries his face in your hair, When he looks at you with his baby blues so clear When he laughs with you When he listens so attentively when you talk The world is filled with colors When you knew it was coming But you thought you could dodge it When he sat down and said sorry. When he texts you, When he said he would text you When he talks with modal auxiliary verbs. When he tells you his family history. When I see his eyes brighten When I think I am falling but don't know his side of story. are all fragments of our memories. When he said it's still beautiful to leave when you have developed feelings. Remember me when you leave.
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Jan 28, 2017
Jan 28, 2017 at 12:06 AM UTC
When
R Red moon came to soon the red "Viper" love spoon E Energy trembles hearts race eluding like the Dodge Viper D Devil red ****** moons demolition Dodge of technology M The moon of darkness dissolves like lava "Hot Male" O Orderly overindulgence the moon at a comfortable rhythm O Out of touch slowly getting back to your outstanding body N New Age High noon time Eqyptian Nile moon neverending S Shift of energy simplicity strengthens your existence T Truly love for the family the moons makes a celebration A- Able so articulate touch the moon lover fate R Robin bird flies manifest the ruler the rider risque delighter S Sensible and a seductive moon she is superstitious C Circle of light sacred chalice not to be malice An Amorous depth of feeling delicious Moon love key luxury R Rituals turns to purity racing minds of sanity ♥ Car Vipers ♥ V Vampires blood moon lessons to be learned I Ingenious Free yourself from anger all love inked P Patience is a virtue Moon true Periwinkle blue E Ecstasy the moon turns on the celebration of love R Recollection of moon poems time to be Reborn S Sensational Venus Soulmate of cars Sultry Valentine moon I can't wait to come home soon that was a trip to my moon. °• Dodge Viper •°”˜. zoomed off to the Red Moon
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Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 9:50 AM UTC
Red Moon Dodge Viper
It's Wednesday, April 2, 1997, at 12:00 PM I took a Greyhound bus to Des Moines, Iowa It was a six-hour profanity demon hellride At 6:00 PM, the Greyhound bus arrived at the Des Moines bus station Two of my music fans picked me up and drove me to Fort Dodge, Iowa Hell Greyhound bus ride Hell Greyhound bus ride Hell Greyhound bus ride Hell Greyhound bus ride At 2:00 PM on Friday, April 4, 1997, I went on a radio show joyride I whipped out my Technics KN3000 keyboard and sung four rock songs on 88.1 KICB At 6:30 PM, I rode with my friends to Knights of Columbus for sound checking At 9:30 PM, I got up on stage and sung twenty rock songs in front of 200 rock fans Hell Greyhound bus ride Hell Greyhound bus ride Hell Greyhound bus ride Hell Greyhound bus ride At 11:20 AM on Saturday, April 5, 1997, I caught the Greyhound bus to Chicago, Illinois The Greyhound bus left Des Moines, Iowa at 11:30 AM It was an eight-hour profanity demon hellride without music At 7:30 PM, the Greyhound bus arrived at the Chicago bus station I then got off the intercity bus and yelled like a stupid fool Hell Greyhound bus ride Hell Greyhound bus ride Hell Greyhound bus ride Hell Greyhound bus ride Kinkos, it's the new way to office
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Jan 23, 2014
Jan 23, 2014 at 10:27 PM UTC
Hell Grayhound Bus Ride
You have stars in your hands and you hold them like grenades. The boats tattooed on your thighs spread out like finger placements of the G major chord. Synthetic drugs make chains tying your first and second fingers around the mechanically rolled paper, canvasing your throat like too much sea water, each breath as rough as the veins in your arms. Close your eyes there’s pollen in the air spread out like imperfections on the skin of an apple. Solar countries keep foreign coins sewed into their cotton sails, they put their money into the navy. You have a comet in your circulatory system leaving bright spots under your skin a reminder to gather the sunshine back under your eyelashes. Hand soap in ketchup packets make bubble bath islands and unhappy lips. You’re as talkative as a poem and as expensive as a poppy with homemade constellations on your back, staining your lumbar muscles with cherries. I can’t wash off your fingerprints with my favourite shampoo. I’ll swim across the Georgia Strait, dodge your dinghies and make a home in handmade ships where I’ll practice erasing scars from my arms and washing the soap from my hair.
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Aug 25, 2013
Aug 25, 2013 at 5:04 PM UTC
The sun in your irises
(sorry, but not sorry) There once was a potato plant, (Because potatoes grow on plants...) This plant harvested baby potatoes. This was no ordinary potato plant, however, It was SPECIAL! Anywho, the plant grew several baby potatoes, Who were harvested and shipped on a crate to a grocery store in a cold, dark shipping truck. The potatoes, they weren't scared! Yah know why? Simple. Because Potatoes don't have FEELINGS! ....but if they did....they'd be scared. Take my word for it. The potatoes arrived at the store and were bagged, ready for purchase. They sat together in a pile for hours, thinking about (but not thinking about) what would happen in the future, why they were in this bag, UNTIL, UNTIL a homeless man (he looked homeless) reached into the bag, pulled out a single spud, and RAN! Out the store, down the street, HE WAS OUTTA THERE! BYE-BYE SUCKERS! Well, on his way to.... wherever he was going, he fell and dropped it. That's what stealing does to yah. It rolled into an abandoned alley, far away from the man's sight. He couldn't stop and look for it, because he was being chased, so he ran away sourly, the potato being left cold and alone, without it's family to be piled up motionlessly beside it. This potato was different. Unlike it's family, it could feel, it could think and understand, even without knowing language at all, it's like the potato just knew everything and anything, without a purpose. And, another thing. This potato, it was hungry. Very hungry. Only hours later (again) A parentless child walked the streets, searching for something to eat. They hadn't eaten in days. Of course, the child found the battered potato on the ground,picked it up and smiled. It was the end of the potatoes life cycle, it seemed. Or...was it? Seconds until the end, seconds until facing the terrifying wrath of the human's sharp, untaimed teeth, seconds until it got to see if there was a potato heaven or not, JUST SECONDS, something changed. The spud; it grew. No, it didn't grow in size, but it did grow a mouth, and arms. And it could scream. Oh God, yes, it could wail like no tomorrow, so, quickly adapting to it's new form; it yelled ****** ****** The child threw it at a wall, screaming and running away. ..... Silence from the potato. Sadly, it could withstand the grasp of a sweaty, homeless dude, it could bare the growing silence from it's siblings, it could even dodge the teeth of a starving ape! But the potato was no match for a wall. Mashed potatoes for dinner it is.
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Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 8:54 PM UTC
Potato
(sorry, but not sorry) There once was a potato plant, (Because potatoes grow on plants...) This plant harvested baby potatoes. This was no ordinary potato plant, however, It was SPECIAL! Anywho, the plant grew several baby potatoes, Who were harvested and shipped on a crate to a grocery store in a cold, dark shipping truck. The potatoes, they weren't scared! Yah know why? Simple. Because Potatoes don't have FEELINGS! ....but if they did....they'd be scared. Take my word for it. The potatoes arrived at the store and were bagged, ready for purchase. They sat together in a pile for hours, thinking about (but not thinking about) what would happen in the future, why they were in this bag, UNTIL, UNTIL a homeless man (he looked homeless) reached into the bag, pulled out a single spud, and RAN! Out the store, down the street, HE WAS OUTTA THERE! BYE-BYE SUCKERS! Well, on his way to.... wherever he was going, he fell and dropped it. That's what stealing does to yah. It rolled into an abandoned alley, far away from the man's sight. He couldn't stop and look for it, because he was being chased, so he ran away sourly, the potato being left cold and alone, without it's family to be piled up motionlessly beside it. This potato was different. Unlike it's family, it could feel, it could think and understand, even without knowing language at all, it's like the potato just knew everything and anything, without a purpose. And, another thing. This potato, it was hungry. Very hungry. Only hours later (again) A parentless child walked the streets, searching for something to eat. They hadn't eaten in days. Of course, the child found the battered potato on the ground,picked it up and smiled. It was the end of the potatoes life cycle, it seemed. Or...was it? Seconds until the end, seconds until facing the terrifying wrath of the human's sharp, untaimed teeth, seconds until it got to see if there was a potato heaven or not, JUST SECONDS, something changed. The spud; it grew. No, it didn't grow in size, but it did grow a mouth, and arms. And it could scream. Oh God, yes, it could wail like no tomorrow, so, quickly adapting to it's new form; it yelled ****** ****** The child threw it at a wall, screaming and running away. ..... Silence from the potato. Sadly, it could withstand the grasp of a sweaty, homeless dude, it could bare the growing silence from it's siblings, it could even dodge the teeth of a starving ape! But the potato was no match for a wall. Mashed potatoes for dinner it is.
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I...am a man No, I am a black man One who walks around with this curse mark upon his hand As he is drenched with this scorched abomination Frowned upon by society as if his very existence is a sin As if he asked to be born this way Well newsflash for all naive buffoons in the world, he didn't Now I'm a being who can envision himself soaking in his own blood Always afraid to walk out his front door  because if he does... He becomes public enemy number one Forcing him to duck behind cars Trying to dodge the bullet he got beaming towards his head I'm a dead man walking attempting to live a normal life But according to society I can't According to society I'm a foul beast who acts on impulses And goes on a rampage because simply can't help it So I must die before I'm even given a chance to prove myself I...am a man
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Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 7:39 PM UTC
DBM
Can't talk about, can't write about, a single thing but loving you Don't mean to schmooze, my shameless muse, always down for aimless cruise stare through window glass at tunnel lights that zoom straight past our heads I walk on air, dodge solar flares, ignites my mind when I'm in bed I can't stop, cotton to moth brushstrokes swirl upon the backdrop slumping over center console dream about centaurs and scary monsters shake me awake and tell me its okay I know it is but it feels better that way And I feel a nostalgia a sense of old security the same I got when I was young and fell asleep to the TV underneath the afghan with unwravled threads and fraying ends hold onto me while I nitpick the same old **** inside my head I can't stop, cotton to moth brushstrokes swirl upon the backdrop slumping over center console dream about centaurs and scary monsters shake me awake and tell me its okay I know it is but it feels better that way Tell me baby is it true? Should I ride or die for you? can I be your passenger? or do you find me lackluster? I can't let it be the thought of you and me scared that our future is tragic history and every time I find myself ready to shift gears something holds me back, some aching type of fear I can't stop, cotton to moth brushstrokes swirl upon the backdrop slumping over center console dream about centaurs and scary monsters shake me awake and tell me its okay I know it is but it feels better that way
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 6:03 PM UTC
some type of bae
I see her there A dark look in her eye Smirking at me Inviting "give it a try".. My Shadow dares me Into the ring Smuggly she grins Thinks I've nothin to bring.. "You know ur smoked!" She gleefully taunts "You wanna spar with me? I'm fueled by your wants!" I shuffle my feet Timidly taking my stance The first round, a blood bath That b@tch kicked my A$$ Bruised and beat down My trainer now pleads Where is your fight girl? Ya think I brought you to bleed?! "But she's mean!" I sob.. As I spit out a tooth "She breaks every rule!" "So resentful and uncooth!" Even still she is A true part of you Learn to dance in this ring Or you, she will rule.. Now I stand with conviction To face my brutal self She may take her pound of flesh But none will leave til its dealt.. We are not so separate One good, and one bad We move with congruence Our conversation now had.. I dodge and I weave As I feel her wear out I take a few blows But I leave her no doubt.. I am in this ring Til our dealings be done She may beat me down But our pieces are one.
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Mar 24, 2013
Mar 24, 2013 at 10:22 PM UTC
Shadow Boxing
A quintessential detrimental light to the dark, Its essential for potential blooming in our hearts, Fitting puzzles is no trouble if we do our part, We can struggle and rebuttal if we only start, Work together towards the better having piece of mind, Cut the tether love the weather peace is all we find, Forget the clock just never stop there's no such thing as time, Dodge road blocks pull up your socks and just watch for signs.
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 9:58 PM UTC
Light
You were sitting in my golden room You threw my things off their perches and proceeded to wall on my antique bed. My bible was pretending to lay silent on the floor. Oppression wasn’t in the Quran on my bed but the 2000 Red Dodge Ram Drove you away. Your parents deemed my short haircut a symbol of homosexuality. They placed my name among the delinquents. You would always rock your skinny jeans. I know you were wearing them when you tried to slit your own wrists. You found things to live for when you found me. We shed our pants, camped out on my battered couch, and watched Rocky Horror. I’ll never understand; you can have love affairs with Panic!At the Disco and Carried Underwood. You drug me to Jarritos Mexican Soda And hugged the stranger in the TWLOHA t-shirt. You texted me “Goodnight, seep tight, don’t let the zombies bite” when you finished my “No mas pantalones” notice. We went to Sweet CeCe’s to celebrate getting fired from your therapist. I know you’re okay the same way you quoted John Green in my room that day and I still miss you. Keep your smiles and your paints. we’ll be 18 one day.
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Nov 12, 2012
Nov 12, 2012 at 5:17 PM UTC
This Poem I Wrote For a Workshop
too many lies have made me blind i'm just trying to make myself feel and be better, but i wasn't a great partner.. always two sides to the story she pointed out things i already knew about myself, i'm not perfect but i try to be patient with myself... if I could I would've rushed the process i'm worth it, yes... i think... but sometimes it doesn't feel like i'm worth my next breath of air i've always had an issue with that until it backfired, one bullet turns into 100 right at me, if they were real i wouldn't try to dodge questioning the "logic" behind these emotions imaginary weight? but it's dragging me down before the sun rises again i don't have anything to believe in, i'm not the one for her... is what she's decided nothing is right for me... after endless mental agony facts don't make me feel better, but it's good to be honest always better to be honest... things are **** at the moment there's nothing to do but live through it again i was... dumb to think otherwise they say to step away at first sign, but you always want to try to fight it for the sake of making things work, even if they don't i've given up plenty of times, this time it feels like i shouldn't again when i should, again here it comes i get it, i get it ahhhhhhhhhhh yes i'm flawed... i know... i'm still... growing eww sooner or later "just let her go" it's so simple... she's vanished and it wasn't meant to be, but i thought she was the one to settle down with afterall she's hung up on an image, multiples if it makes me feel better, believe it she just wasn't into me just focus.. on living, not just exisiting imagine loving someone that doesn't love you back thinking about a certain future that's been taken away my mind is lost right now.... i'll let it run for a bit until i can catch upppp dreams unlived i dreamt about our kids last night and I forgot to tell you an ending with too many photos to feel alive to
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Jul 26, 2022
Jul 26, 2022 at 5:23 PM UTC
for now (again)
too many lies have made me blind i'm just trying to make myself feel and be better, but i wasn't a great partner.. always two sides to the story she pointed out things i already knew about myself, i'm not perfect but i try to be patient with myself... if I could I would've rushed the process i'm worth it, yes... i think... but sometimes it doesn't feel like i'm worth my next breath of air i've always had an issue with that until it backfired, one bullet turns into 100 right at me, if they were real i wouldn't try to dodge questioning the "logic" behind these emotions imaginary weight? but it's dragging me down before the sun rises again i don't have anything to believe in, i'm not the one for her... is what she's decided nothing is right for me... after endless mental agony facts don't make me feel better, but it's good to be honest always better to be honest... things are **** at the moment there's nothing to do but live through it again i was... dumb to think otherwise they say to step away at first sign, but you always want to try to fight it for the sake of making things work, even if they don't i've given up plenty of times, this time it feels like i shouldn't again when i should, again here it comes i get it, i get it ahhhhhhhhhhh yes i'm flawed... i know... i'm still... growing eww sooner or later "just let her go" it's so simple... she's vanished and it wasn't meant to be, but i thought she was the one to settle down with afterall she's hung up on an image, multiples if it makes me feel better, believe it she just wasn't into me just focus.. on living, not just exisiting imagine loving someone that doesn't love you back thinking about a certain future that's been taken away my mind is lost right now.... i'll let it run for a bit until i can catch upppp dreams unlived i dreamt about our kids last night and I forgot to tell you an ending with too many photos to feel alive to
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To a sky which showed no sign of light, Black smoke was rising, from no other than a flagship which sailed across the stormy ocean, Nagato, ready to fight was however at ease. Until we encountered two enemy ships, a Kongou and a Tirpitz. Both of them, with a merciless sight fired everything they got, a hard decision was to be made, who shall hit us if we dodge, who shall not? The Kongou, landed some hits as the sea consumed the others shells, Just overpenned, lucky for us it seemed, until we re-adjust our angle, What does the future hold for one who survived but couldn't protect her friends, as the sun no longer rises these memories return. It didn't take long, the weakspot of one of them was their petty armor, Kongou sank, spilling her tears into the water she was unable to escape from, another turn was made, it was the final battle, final hope, Reparing some damage in the little time we had, Nagato drove like an absolute mad man, left, right continuesly just so our ship would not end up like their Kongou, our citadel was an easy target, after  all. Shells are to be exchanged, smoke escapes from our guns, this lady was refusing to let her life slip away until she at least do what she could, exhausted and almost out of ammo, we landed a lethal strike. Watching the enemy ship slip away before our eyes, knowing that Nagato was to sail almost into the same fate made us then realise... Even if the damage could be repaired and parts exchanged, brought anew and even if we make it back in one piece without capsizing: Forever will be the marks of battle painted in her burnt, wounded steel. ~ Umi
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Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 8:14 AM UTC
Painted in Steel
To a sky which showed no sign of light, Black smoke was rising, from no other than a flagship which sailed across the stormy ocean, Nagato, ready to fight was however at ease. Until we encountered two enemy ships, a Kongou and a Tirpitz. Both of them, with a merciless sight fired everything they got, a hard decision was to be made, who shall hit us if we dodge, who shall not? The Kongou, landed some hits as the sea consumed the others shells, Just overpenned, lucky for us it seemed, until we re-adjust our angle, What does the future hold for one who survived but couldn't protect her friends, as the sun no longer rises these memories return. It didn't take long, the weakspot of one of them was their petty armor, Kongou sank, spilling her tears into the water she was unable to escape from, another turn was made, it was the final battle, final hope, Reparing some damage in the little time we had, Nagato drove like an absolute mad man, left, right continuesly just so our ship would not end up like their Kongou, our citadel was an easy target, after  all. Shells are to be exchanged, smoke escapes from our guns, this lady was refusing to let her life slip away until she at least do what she could, exhausted and almost out of ammo, we landed a lethal strike. Watching the enemy ship slip away before our eyes, knowing that Nagato was to sail almost into the same fate made us then realise... Even if the damage could be repaired and parts exchanged, brought anew and even if we make it back in one piece without capsizing: Forever will be the marks of battle painted in her burnt, wounded steel. ~ Umi
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"Wala pay sulod atong sako Nay.” Sack of rice is empty Stomach rumbling mercilessly Mind is hazy, breathing sporadically Cold porridge is a feast. “Go home!” says Mama sternly Frantic, frightened, panicky Rocks hurled, bullets fly Blood splatters; running aimlessly We dodge our way to safety Cold porridge is a feast. “I will not,” I say adamantly She looks at the sack mournfully Empty. Devoid of sanity. Cold porridge is a feast. “We’ll get some soon. Don’t worry.” “I don’t believe you.” I feel weak, I am crabby I’m staying despite this misery Cold porridge is a feast. Childlike will, piety of soul Purity of intention, pursuit of living whole Cold porridge is a feast.
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Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 6:56 AM UTC
Cold Porridge is a Feast (for Yenyen)
God made us brown so we'd be hard to spot upon his fertile soil, to hide from the birds...which he made as well... to cower, dodge, to postpone hell. But slug does not hide, or flinch back. His coat? Uncompromising BLACK. He turns defence into attack. Oh slug – oh glorious slug. God gave us shells to weigh us down. Without them, we would HURTLE round, so common sense suggests. Who'd beat us, across a distance of ten metres? But slug, dear slug, you have the grace to not rub freedom in our face, to slow your stride to match our pace. Oh slug – oh glorious slug. God made us quiet, thoughtful, wait. He taught us manners, and restraint. He taught us not to stay out late, we're model garden citizens. But slug, he DEAFENS when he speaks! He goes out seven nights a week! Beer-swilling, hard-living, party beast. Oh slug – oh glorious slug. I'd sell my soul to be like him. Vacate my shell, and dye my skin. I'd go twice weekly to the gym, if doing so would let me in to doors in town that say 'slugs only.' But slug accepts no fake, no phony. I'll love, but I will never be a slug – oh glorious slug.
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Jan 24, 2011
Jan 24, 2011 at 5:12 AM UTC
A Love Poem: From Snail to Slug
The long spindly legs Of our Lord Centipede Are raw and weak from The way they’ve been dragged Through unforgiving ground It imprints them with sensitivity Till each limb is trained to dodge The earth that makes them weak The slick land of jealousy Or the unsuspecting pebbles of insecurity If a single appendage trips up On such emotional hardships Lord Centipede crashes Oh so brutally down
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Mar 6, 2012
Mar 6, 2012 at 6:39 PM UTC
Centipede
Among the many faces Calls out from the blank space A sound of interjection A bullet from a gun Spreading outward unaffected Running rampant in total red. Too fast to dodge or slow Hold on quick or take the blow.
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Jul 17, 2012
Jul 17, 2012 at 4:48 PM UTC
"Conforming; Anxiety"
I am a cobra, spiraling upwards. Curling and slinking. I am a cobra; dangerous. fangs dripping, head dipping lower and lower and lower. Until I break up and tilt my forward. Forked tongue slips out. I hiss away all my doubt. Folding my lanky, tall body to fit my lengthy  personality. I am a cobra, and I do a sultry dance. I will not shake or dodge or prance. I linger after every thought, slip my way into the cold spongy grey tiled dance floor until you cannot see me anymore. I am a cobra, you’d better watch out. Sparkling white scales, they shimmer softly in the moonlight. A young destroyer of worlds, I take over the floor and curl inwards, then up, then lift my floppy head bristled all about. I smile and sway, then lick up the blood. I am a cobra, (so you’d better watch out).
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Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 10:38 PM UTC
The Cobra Dance