"disinfection" poems
I am a mother, a wife
A friend, a teacher
I seek happiness
I love deep
Only souls not faces
Always loyal
I don't judge
I love to help
I see good in everyone
Which makes me naive at times
I am open to all
Hoping for a world
Where everyone fits
Labels don't exist
I latch to rules
Anxiety demands
I suffer from OCD
Always chasing order
Shackled by disinfection
I am comfortable in control
Leading the way
I seek to inspire
I believe in others
I am honest with my feelings
I value experience
And learn from them
I reflect on my day
Always trying to improve
I search for meaning in conversations
Enjoy learning new things daily
I play sports
Love music
Enjoy Art
Express myself in writes
Fascinated by abstracts
Reading words to gain insight
The grace in movement
The beauty in visual artistry
I love to re-discover nature
The acoustics of birds
Waterfalls and rain
Kissing falling snow
Connecting with our majestic sky
I love the stillness
Each morning brings
The dew sleeping in the emerald
The lacquered canvas
Of quiet lakes
Motionless
In something so vast
Yoga is my philosophy
A healthy
Body
Mind
And spirit
My destination is
The pursuit of enlightenment
In my life's pain
I am coming out of the spiral
Enjoying my journey
Seeing straight
Swimming the unalome
I feed my soul
Hoping IT can lead me
Leaving my ego in my wake
I remain unfinished
I continue to wear masks
Sometimes to hide
As I fear rejection
Still..
As happy as I seem
As lovely as I am
My soul has a shadow
Hidden inside
My essence traced
By shaded light
I am a survivor
Broken in places
Finally accepting my true self
Jl 2016
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 6:16 PM UTC
I went to the Dr's for an injection
To clear both my feet of fungal infection
He first had a look and made the detection
That four of my toes needed correction
But whilst he was there I made the connection
This Dr was showing unusual affection
He ****** on a toe with no disinfection
But regretted it later on further reflection
Jan 3, 2013
Jan 3, 2013 at 8:42 AM UTC
There is nothing
Quite as purifying
As the frustration
Of knowing
What is coming next
And having
No power
To stop it
It is purifying
Because the blood
Boils at such heat
That nothing can
Survive
Sterility through anger
Disinfection through rage
Cleansing through fury
Fists balled into
Ivory white
Wrecking *****
Teeth clenched
Spine rigid
A barbed tongue
Spits silent curses
Into the syrupy haze
Of a July afternoon
Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 3:49 PM UTC
In general, most things
moved to other rooms after disinfection.
Some of them, of course, kept the smell,
and were immediately thrown away.
Clothes were selectively
used as workwear or rags.
Found weapon was returned
to a safe. Under the iron bed there were even
two extra rounds. One tooth
with a caries mark.
The rest idled in closets.
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 4:16 PM UTC
i been busting my soul for one person,
working all night to satisfy the others,
regret that i felt nothing,
its not like i love you,
because i know you read my poetry everyday,
you gave me muse the never ending ideas,
so i kept writing everyday.
You know i been locking my self,
to the world,
because of insecurity of others
that they don't trust
there was an old man that i meet,
few weeks ago,
what sadden me that his car broke down,
he told me that none of his child does not care of him,
prying and crying everyday,
to disinfection my sorrow,
to eliminate all negativity,
nothing that i ever done seems to satisfy people,
i been walking through all these pain,
pain of others that i felt,
no matter how hard i sang my poetry,
it is my escape to see the other world,
a world that i create,
filled with stories that you probably don't understand,
is it not that i wanted to bury you,
i spare you from the cryings you carry,
i would not be sorry for the things you do too,
i would be not forget what the hard work you put me through,
i'm just one man that writes and draw,
a picture of you still in my pocket,
i did looked at everyday,
i asked myself this everyday,
why do you want to make people happy,
it is not my choice its is my job that i was gone for,
yet i never complain nor never regret.
Mar 11, 2017
Mar 11, 2017 at 5:34 PM UTC
a disinfection from all assumption
all could, should, or any other uld
can be a slow roasting, but worth it.
Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 9:10 AM UTC