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"disdaining" poems
Someday I'd like to wander free like butterfly, like bumblebee, perhaps to plant a willow tree beside the silent solemn sea, before these things exist no more, from mountain top to shifting shore, when, soon, bald eagles cease to soar and build their aeries nevermore, and fish forsake polluted streams (where sulfur swims and typhoid teems since no one really cares it seems) to die inside our toxic dreams while ice caps melt and winter steams, and all the air surrounding reeks as children choke, for no one speaks of fracking wells or oily leaks (Big Brother's silenced all critiques!), and rancid rains acidify so woods no longer multiply (for God so wills, we can't deny, which is, of course, our alibi). And as the deepest ocean fills with plastic bags, and garbage spills upon the plains, across the hills and turns to poison dust that kills wild dingo dogs and daffodils which sink in swamps’ forsaken swills, the mocking bird makes light and trills (midst waning wails of whippoorwills) "Behold the surreal scene that chills and greet the dread that death distills! You've had your day with all the frills that brought the flood and final ills that can't be cured with bitter pills nor yet undone with further thrills of profit gained that grinds and fills dead desert sands with dollar bills." EPILOGUE Though swaddled still in infancy, we feel we’ve reached our primacy (aloof, though preaching piously, disdaining deeds of decency) and have no need of augury. But in the pit of prophecy the crucial questions seem to be: “Is doom Earth’s fate, our destiny to twist in tides of agony destroying nature’s progeny with no return a certainty assured by death’s finality?” and ”Should we plant a willow tree to someday weep for you and me?”
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 2:45 PM UTC
A Willow Tree
Someday I'd like to wander free like butterfly, like bumblebee, perhaps to plant a willow tree beside the silent solemn sea, before these things exist no more, from mountain top to shifting shore, when, soon, bald eagles cease to soar and build their aeries nevermore, and fish forsake polluted streams (where sulfur swims and typhoid teems since no one really cares it seems) to die inside our toxic dreams while ice caps melt and winter steams, and all the air surrounding reeks as children choke, for no one speaks of fracking wells or oily leaks (Big Brother's silenced all critiques!), and rancid rains acidify so woods no longer multiply (for God so wills, we can't deny, which is, of course, our alibi). And as the deepest ocean fills with plastic bags, and garbage spills upon the plains, across the hills and turns to poison dust that kills wild dingo dogs and daffodils which sink in swamps’ forsaken swills, the mocking bird makes light and trills (midst waning wails of whippoorwills) "Behold the surreal scene that chills and greet the dread that death distills! You've had your day with all the frills that brought the flood and final ills that can't be cured with bitter pills nor yet undone with further thrills of profit gained that grinds and fills dead desert sands with dollar bills." EPILOGUE Though swaddled still in infancy, we feel we’ve reached our primacy (aloof, though preaching piously, disdaining deeds of decency) and have no need of augury. But in the pit of prophecy the crucial questions seem to be: “Is doom Earth’s fate, our destiny to twist in tides of agony destroying nature’s progeny with no return a certainty assured by death’s finality?” and ”Should we plant a willow tree to someday weep for you and me?”
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I hear an army charging upon the land, And the thunder of horses plunging, foam about their knees: Arrogant, in black armour, behind them stand, Disdaining the reins, with fluttering whips, the charioteers. They cry unto the night their battle-name: I moan in sleep when I hear afar their whirling laughter. They cleave the gloom of dreams, a blinding flame, Clanging, clanging upon the heart as upon an anvil. They come shaking in triumph their long, green hair: They come out of the sea and run shouting by the shore. My heart, have you no wisdom thus to despair? My love, my love, my love, why have you left me alone?
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I Hear an Army Charging Upon the Land
1427 To earn it by disdaining it Is Fame’s consummate Fee— He loves what spurns him— Look behind—He is pursuing thee. So let us gather—every Day— The Aggregate of Life’s Bouquet Be Honor and not shame—
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To earn it by disdaining it
290 Of Bronze—and Blaze— The North—Tonight— So adequate—it forms— So preconcerted with itself— So distant—to alarms— And Unconcern so sovereign To Universe, or me— Infects my simple spirit With Taints of Majesty— Till I take vaster attitudes— And strut upon my stem— Disdaining Men, and Oxygen, For Arrogance of them— My Splendors, are Menagerie— But their Completeless Show Will entertain the Centuries When I, am long ago, An Island in dishonored Grass— Whom none but Beetles—know.
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Of Bronze—and Blaze
Hide the scars draw a heart on your arm take a picture add a filter kiss her scars "stay strong, love" Only discuss what your feeling, never share the real meaning maybe someone will like you if you have bigger problems joking with yourself when they barely even hit the quantum Must've wanted to see what was so attractive Picked up a blade then blamed me after words are painful piercingly baneful Dug a deeper hole so you can bury me, just haphazards, So immune to what your saying you lied to me so focused on what you're really hating wanted to get into a fight so you poisoned me at night. think you're so poetic? stop it. It's pretty hard to stay clean Looking in the mirror is so much harder than it seems hard to keep on trucking when your so bloodsucking your actions are the kind that pull the noose up the tree I wish it had all been fake you put your heart out on a plate for everyone to sample if only they knew how you're never organically explaining serving things the people should be disdaining You have no idea romanticizing for whoever's listening when they say your so **** talented, your face must be glistening You don't understand me and this life you've created for yourself writing about a life you know nothing about how many times do I need to say it to get it in your head You'll never understand the feeling of waking up and wishing you were dead. Hide the scars rip the heart on my sleeve take your picture add that filter hope you're happy "stay strong, dear"
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Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 8:50 PM UTC
"Stay Strong," She says
Hide the scars draw a heart on your arm take a picture add a filter kiss her scars "stay strong, love" Only discuss what your feeling, never share the real meaning maybe someone will like you if you have bigger problems joking with yourself when they barely even hit the quantum Must've wanted to see what was so attractive Picked up a blade then blamed me after words are painful piercingly baneful Dug a deeper hole so you can bury me, just haphazards, So immune to what your saying you lied to me so focused on what you're really hating wanted to get into a fight so you poisoned me at night. think you're so poetic? stop it. It's pretty hard to stay clean Looking in the mirror is so much harder than it seems hard to keep on trucking when your so bloodsucking your actions are the kind that pull the noose up the tree I wish it had all been fake you put your heart out on a plate for everyone to sample if only they knew how you're never organically explaining serving things the people should be disdaining You have no idea romanticizing for whoever's listening when they say your so **** talented, your face must be glistening You don't understand me and this life you've created for yourself writing about a life you know nothing about how many times do I need to say it to get it in your head You'll never understand the feeling of waking up and wishing you were dead. Hide the scars rip the heart on my sleeve take your picture add that filter hope you're happy "stay strong, dear"
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Disastified. Dissatisfaction. Disappointing, disappear. Disability, disdaining- disgusting Difficult dislike Disgrace Let down. Saddened. aghast - balked. Beaten. chap-fallen - deafen. Bitter-pill. Blind. Alley. Blow. Anticlimactic. Crestfallen. thwarted, foil. baffle, bilk - discomfited, frustrated. thwarted. Unsuccessful
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Aug 17, 2013
Aug 17, 2013 at 12:22 PM UTC
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many days that memory lane rebuilds for the matchstick, gas, and striker addict itching for his fixture of crash-and-burn where fire and brimstone safely heals anxious hearts in rites of passage carrying a dream that most hands deter I’ll start an ember beneath the surface and forget the reign of disdaining thrill step firm through flames as memory lane tilts..
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Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 11:14 PM UTC
the ****** of past.
The street named after the Spaniard who discovered the Pacific The drive named after the Spaniard who conquered Mexico The lane named after the Spaniard who blessed the Americas’ first Thanksgiving Yielded enough rubber bands from newspapers To twine a ball Round enough Bouncy enough For a good game of stickball Until the kid tasked With finding rubber bands From the circle named after the Spaniard who painted pictures An oddball among all those adventurers And a cluster of dwellings that didn’t subscribe To rolls of paper Hit it into the backyard with the dog on a chain But fear kept us on a chain As we stood over the rock wall Looking for a manila spot On unwatered St. Augustine And spotting it Disdaining it for The angry barks Bared teeth of the restrained beast Letting it wait For an archeologist centuries hence (Maybe even a few decades from then) To find it and marvel “Even back then humans played games -- or so we assume -- With round objects.”
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Sep 20, 2012
Sep 20, 2012 at 3:47 PM UTC
The Street Game
A year later The smell of black coffee Will still remind me Of a sad morning Spent at Lake Erie Hiding silent Beneath blankets and books And sitting across from a girl I never quite Got done loving Embracing for the first time Our ultimate future And disdaining for the first time Our previously unshakable present We sipped idly at our coffee And dared not look up From the pages of the fictional Forever That we had created- Trying unsuccessfully To worm that ephemeral truth Out of our minds
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Jul 24, 2013
Jul 24, 2013 at 5:53 PM UTC
Black Coffee
we follow the curves of our bodies with distracted fascination secretly satisfied by our gifts outwardly disdaining as if being confident were a sin I caught that look in your eye when I casually undressed your surreptitiously satisfied smile at the overall swell of my breast and I was pleased with myself a dance as old as the ages begins again and again, seemingly anew discovering the lines of each other privately delighted another shares in our view reaffirming the laws of nature
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Jun 8, 2012
Jun 8, 2012 at 11:13 PM UTC
mutual attraction
I am my life's sole keeper in the garden of my dreams Within it dwell the great hopes along with all my schemes Why for me only the hard way has taught my mind since youth Does it seem could be no other than a fact and cold hard truth I chose the road that I tread from my bold disdaining action I would never listen to another except to my own satisfaction Lucky that he knows me not for my sadness hides regret As they who think to know me know less the nearer they get My son how I do love him touching most his dreams within But all I want for his heart is to not go where I've been Tate Original musical version with our pictures http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/aristate/474060/
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 10:39 PM UTC
My Sons Keeper
Coranalled with ruby lumanecents, She purified her hands sanguinary, Disdaining her heart's curt, desperate repents, She plunged into Phlegethon pensively. Like a mother nursing her one child, A metal bottle played her heart's succor, She saw the world: imperfect, defiled, And laid herself to rest on the wood floor. Then she prayed, "If I die before I wake, I pray the lord my branches don't break"
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Aug 28, 2011
Aug 28, 2011 at 5:41 PM UTC
For Phlegethon
I am so sick of writing about her but does my heart hold hurt and shame from playing her game? Are my eyes filled with tears from what they have seen and from so many lies that they have heard? I should have never kissed those lips or opened my mouth saying " you are the one," and "we will never come undone." I should have never wasted my breath because together any longer could have meant someone's death. But I can't seem to get her off my mind even though the two years with her were so miserable and unkind filled with lies upon lies but in the final moments I realized that she was only a detour and not a dead end and certainly not a friend because all that she could ever do was pretend. Failure is a teacher and maybe just a slight delay and not a defeat and it gave me new direction and next time I won't bring so much heat and be a little more discreet with who I pick and keep a sharper eye out for those low life tricks. Do my words make me transparent revealing to readers what is inside of my head and what makes me tick... and failure should teach us and not be our undertaker but without the hurt and without the love I expierenced there would be no words and no poetry. I am done being walked all over and I have picked myself up and got back on my feet because that is what I do better than anything and why I survive so don't judge me as there is so much more to me than meets your disdaining eye especially after discovering that you were just one big lie.                                  Jon York        2012
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May 8, 2012
May 8, 2012 at 12:39 AM UTC
Without Hurt, Without Love, I'd Have no Poetry
I am so sick of writing about her but does my heart hold hurt and shame from playing her game? Are my eyes filled with tears from what they have seen and from so many lies that they have heard? I should have never kissed those lips or opened my mouth saying " you are the one," and "we will never come undone." I should have never wasted my breath because together any longer could have meant someone's death. But I can't seem to get her off my mind even though the two years with her were so miserable and unkind filled with lies upon lies but in the final moments I realized that she was only a detour and not a dead end and certainly not a friend because all that she could ever do was pretend. Failure is a teacher and maybe just a slight delay and not a defeat and it gave me new direction and next time I won't bring so much heat and be a little more discreet with who I pick and keep a sharper eye out for those low life tricks. Do my words make me transparent revealing to readers what is inside of my head and what makes me tick... and failure should teach us and not be our undertaker but without the hurt and without the love I expierenced there would be no words and no poetry. I am done being walked all over and I have picked myself up and got back on my feet because that is what I do better than anything and why I survive so don't judge me as there is so much more to me than meets your disdaining eye especially after discovering that you were just one big lie.                                  Jon York        2012
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¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ Our World                                   Is our delicate time and space;           it drains us, yet sews           all its wisdom in lieu.           As an honorable thief,           does it give and it take;           yet, the World, it refuses           to learn or give due.           The World dons scarves           as dark as the night           as to peddle its eye           round a vanity, fair.           These beautiful veils           of deceptive insight           do shamelessly shade           the reality there.           And, so, the World speaks           a fallacious demise,           and helpless are we           but to learn for a season.           So, painfully teething,           oft made is the choice           that's ironically borne           by the curse of it's                               R E A S O N . Our Life                                   it is fickle, and its hurdles, astute,           are hidden from sight,           lest we brace for an err.           Erectors of kingdoms           and heroes of lore           have knelt in submission,           though truly, they bear           as successors of wisdom;           and, hashing the mind           will lessen their fears           and their Love beatify.           For, whereas our Love           will instill in us purpose,           this World, of its greed           shall indemnify.           Blind to this study           are those who are jaded           by a constant           societal scrutiny—           what spawns of a whisper,           one so oft mistakes           as factual precept           or a mystery.           And, as nature's allowed,           through the pain of what's seen,           born of this mindset's           a fear that                               M I S L E A D S . Our Fear                                   can be weakness or a tool to enlight,           and those of the weakness           shall suffer the blitz;           the absolute's waning           shall surely bevex           such disdaining and hopeless           a reckless dismiss.           Misplacing this fear           makes a host most deranged           and the doorway to           failure falls wide.           The fear of critique,           and of silence and death,           all are but wrought           of the fear of one's life.           For lesser is known,           such siring mistrust,           though, all but uncommon, herein.           And, those who fear           are as ignorant sheep,           but those who do not           fall astray to the spin.           Yet, let ignorance be noble;           for denying Love's endeavor           be ****** as boiling waters                               F O R E V E R . Our People                                   fall short of the brilliance of babes           to pursue a suggestion—           a swindling so grand.           So, of what mystic gall,           so bold to demand,           has the World to serve           as the Heart of man?           The wise do not place           fear in death or the World;           they take solace in faith           and fear not this affair.           Their fear has been placed           in the face of greatness,           relieving an ignorant           soul of despair.           For only in death           is there absence of question,           and far beyond crossing           will peace enrobe the wise.           So, sharpen your motive           and look to the skies;           for alongside the answer,           therein, lies the                               R E P R I S E !
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Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 3:08 PM UTC
Simplicities of Intricacy
¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ Our World                                   Is our delicate time and space;           it drains us, yet sews           all its wisdom in lieu.           As an honorable thief,           does it give and it take;           yet, the World, it refuses           to learn or give due.           The World dons scarves           as dark as the night           as to peddle its eye           round a vanity, fair.           These beautiful veils           of deceptive insight           do shamelessly shade           the reality there.           And, so, the World speaks           a fallacious demise,           and helpless are we           but to learn for a season.           So, painfully teething,           oft made is the choice           that's ironically borne           by the curse of it's                               R E A S O N . Our Life                                   it is fickle, and its hurdles, astute,           are hidden from sight,           lest we brace for an err.           Erectors of kingdoms           and heroes of lore           have knelt in submission,           though truly, they bear           as successors of wisdom;           and, hashing the mind           will lessen their fears           and their Love beatify.           For, whereas our Love           will instill in us purpose,           this World, of its greed           shall indemnify.           Blind to this study           are those who are jaded           by a constant           societal scrutiny—           what spawns of a whisper,           one so oft mistakes           as factual precept           or a mystery.           And, as nature's allowed,           through the pain of what's seen,           born of this mindset's           a fear that                               M I S L E A D S . Our Fear                                   can be weakness or a tool to enlight,           and those of the weakness           shall suffer the blitz;           the absolute's waning           shall surely bevex           such disdaining and hopeless           a reckless dismiss.           Misplacing this fear           makes a host most deranged           and the doorway to           failure falls wide.           The fear of critique,           and of silence and death,           all are but wrought           of the fear of one's life.           For lesser is known,           such siring mistrust,           though, all but uncommon, herein.           And, those who fear           are as ignorant sheep,           but those who do not           fall astray to the spin.           Yet, let ignorance be noble;           for denying Love's endeavor           be ****** as boiling waters                               F O R E V E R . Our People                                   fall short of the brilliance of babes           to pursue a suggestion—           a swindling so grand.           So, of what mystic gall,           so bold to demand,           has the World to serve           as the Heart of man?           The wise do not place           fear in death or the World;           they take solace in faith           and fear not this affair.           Their fear has been placed           in the face of greatness,           relieving an ignorant           soul of despair.           For only in death           is there absence of question,           and far beyond crossing           will peace enrobe the wise.           So, sharpen your motive           and look to the skies;           for alongside the answer,           therein, lies the                               R E P R I S E !
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Evade me hereafter, evade me with your fears, Neglect me how much you want. I deserved you, it is the fact, But you could not deserve me. What else I have to tell you? Maybe some disdaining oath?! Even my oath could exalt you, But you've chosen being surpassed You killed yourself, in the end And buried the meaning of life... Put a new grave near the older ones Which are lying under my feet... How you knew that I loved graveyards?! Where all shut up and forget power, Where all purposes turn to baubles And all values become children toys... If even saviors behave like you do - Regardlessly leaving crusaders in the lurch, I will break the wings of all angels That they couldn't reach any sufferer! After a while, a new grave will emerge, The deepest one for this strayed poet. How great it is to hear his last screams I deserve a higher poetry indeed! I step on my heart and feel no pain As I tread, it releases fears like a flood... The result is a new-born heartless overman A renaissance in violence, a renaissance in blood...
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Dec 30, 2017
Dec 30, 2017 at 3:38 PM UTC
Renaissance in blood
worlds within and without are all waning insatiable chaos vacuum the void which sat between heavens heavens splitting the waters the waters, the weeds create living geometries etch-a-sketch drawings of silent mandalas now the dreamweaver lotus now the lucid unwaking ones who appear at your bedside disdaining your closet while you lie awake sleeping hypnogogically paralyzed their eyes burning green freeze your skies red as Christ comes you trapped in misogamy you flying through tattered air you ****** off this oxygen burned by the stare of a mirror
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Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 3:47 PM UTC
nameless
The day you slept I cried I wonder why My heart sat in my throat trying to choke me so I could sleep along with you And yet while you lived I would have kept my distance Kept far from your disdaining reach Now I would have given anything to wrap my arms around your warm waist To touch your smooth camel skin, trace my fingers on your cinnamon freckles Or just stare into your hot brown eyes And yet while you lived I would have kept mine lowered Kept my gaze averted from your frightening glare While you existed I cried I think I know why My brains boggled in my head wildly so I could be unhinged like you It seemed uncanny how the powerful, fierce woman I once feared Had now become just a frail, helpless shadow of herself Still spewing malignant insults at me from her chaffed mouth Cursing fervently with force that would bend me again to her will In your weakness your words still crushed me Orders barked from your sick bed jolted me As if the strength would return and position you to punish me if I didn’t obey When you lived I cried I know why My body stayed in a constant state of swelling, bruising and wounding So I could be scarred like you It didn’t matter that I was innocent and needed your love Only fist punches, metal rod lashes, finger nail pinches Sometimes hair pulls, palm slaps, boot kicks and back hands On better days the odd berating in public would do the trick Yes, this was the only kind of love you had for me The kind to pound me into the ground Well now you’ve long been gone All that you broke down in me, I’ve rebuilt With tears and hunger and shrinking The scars have healed and I’m whole The love you withheld, I have found in myself Nellie Nkosi
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Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 9:19 AM UTC
MY MOTHERS LOVE
The day you slept I cried I wonder why My heart sat in my throat trying to choke me so I could sleep along with you And yet while you lived I would have kept my distance Kept far from your disdaining reach Now I would have given anything to wrap my arms around your warm waist To touch your smooth camel skin, trace my fingers on your cinnamon freckles Or just stare into your hot brown eyes And yet while you lived I would have kept mine lowered Kept my gaze averted from your frightening glare While you existed I cried I think I know why My brains boggled in my head wildly so I could be unhinged like you It seemed uncanny how the powerful, fierce woman I once feared Had now become just a frail, helpless shadow of herself Still spewing malignant insults at me from her chaffed mouth Cursing fervently with force that would bend me again to her will In your weakness your words still crushed me Orders barked from your sick bed jolted me As if the strength would return and position you to punish me if I didn’t obey When you lived I cried I know why My body stayed in a constant state of swelling, bruising and wounding So I could be scarred like you It didn’t matter that I was innocent and needed your love Only fist punches, metal rod lashes, finger nail pinches Sometimes hair pulls, palm slaps, boot kicks and back hands On better days the odd berating in public would do the trick Yes, this was the only kind of love you had for me The kind to pound me into the ground Well now you’ve long been gone All that you broke down in me, I’ve rebuilt With tears and hunger and shrinking The scars have healed and I’m whole The love you withheld, I have found in myself Nellie Nkosi
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Brief and pitifully powerless is Man's life; on him and all his folks’ race the slow, sure doomsday falls pitiless and hellish dark Blind to good and tops turvydom of evil, reckless of inferno in the life’s destruction, omnipotent matter rolls on its imperious way; for Man condemned to-day to lose his dearest, to-morrow is starkly beyond himself only to pass through the gate of darkness, for thus it remains only to cherish all, ere yet the deadly blow falls centre-head, the lofty thoughts that ennoble his whimsical day; disdaining the cowardly terrors of the slave of Fate, to worship desperately at the shrine that his own hands have humanly built; undismayed by the empire of brutality of chance, to preserve a mind free from the wanton tyranny that rules his outward life garlanded by ego; proudly defiant of the non-combatable forces that tolerate, for a moment his knowingness and his condemnation, to sustain alone a weary but unyielding shrugged Atlas, the world that his own stupid genius have fashioned despite the conquering recconnoitre of unconscious power.
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 6:49 AM UTC
LIFE OF MAN
Springing, a wooden fountain clawing up and seizing handfuls of sky, From a seed, once pierced, flooding bark and vein and leaf, A flash-frozen image witnessing centuries of inching growth, Earth’s womb births a living monument to the beauty of tireless patience. His grip streams also downwards, cascading away from the light, Roots surge, a backwards tree, a forest to gravity submissive, Sundering stone and breaking bedrock, juggernaut tendrils, Disdaining gold and diamond to drink deep decomposed dirt. Come summertide, branches bow and bend, saluting the forest floor, Spring flowers fall and seed-fruits swell, the weight of promised life, Fecundity unrivalled, to feed man and bird and wasp and deer, And to charge the earth with secret plans of sprouts for future days.
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Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 8:59 AM UTC
Springing, a Wooden Fountain
Disdaining experts, he specializes in generalizations. He knows just enough about everything and almost everything about nothing. It won't earn him a Ph.D. or gainful employment, but it's much more fun. Poetry, like physics, announces the universe. Who would not want to be the town crier of eternity?   ~mce
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Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 9:24 AM UTC
Hear Ye! Hear Ye!
~ Ranting and raving                         Scrimping and saving                   The words you hold in reserve                         The breadth and width                             Of words unsaid                   Says more than you ever could                            Waxing and waining                            Your ever disdaining                     The lines are writ on your face                                I read between                               to see to be seen                 The secrets you've kept in your heart                      With the knowing and showing               You can better understand who you are                             The silence between                               What you are now                          And what you have been                 Is the silence that holds you from me. ~
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Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 3:05 PM UTC
Silence
I'm sorry my music is much too loud. It drowns out the voices that pulls me apart. I'm sorry my clothes are too baggy, tight or displeasing to the eye. It's all I'm allowed to get out of the crowd. I'm sorry my language is abrasive and blunt And perhaps not too kind and respectful as it should be. I had to defend myself since birth and raised my voice to be heard. I'm sorry my motivation is shot to hell And it appears that I don't even try. The opportunities I searched for have all been shot down. I'm sorry the person I am doesn't fall into your generation scheme. I have problems falling into place with my own. I'm sorry my views of god, politics and people are askew. I assumed then didn't notice me when their hand was absent in my life. I'm sorry that I failed your expectations of how I would turn out. I'm sure the expectations you persevered Required a lot of hard work that was followed by success and acceptance by all. I'm sorry that you're so tired to see The kind of person I could be. I'm sorry that you push me aside in youth Because you didn't want to take the time to teach me. I'm sorry if your plans of your future Are just as dissapointing as mine. Is wasn't my intent to deprave you this show. I'm sorry...but I expected more from the generation that raised me. I'm sorry you created misguided youth and then punished them for following suit. And once I am done apologizing And wasting my years on reckless escapes I'm sure I'll come down to your point of view And neglect and forget who I'm meant love and protect. I don't expect to be catered to when I'm older and exhausted By those I shoot a disdaining eye. I might have encouraged them to offend me so But, knowing that, at least I won't be surprised.
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Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 3:05 PM UTC
The expected apology for youth
I'm sorry my music is much too loud. It drowns out the voices that pulls me apart. I'm sorry my clothes are too baggy, tight or displeasing to the eye. It's all I'm allowed to get out of the crowd. I'm sorry my language is abrasive and blunt And perhaps not too kind and respectful as it should be. I had to defend myself since birth and raised my voice to be heard. I'm sorry my motivation is shot to hell And it appears that I don't even try. The opportunities I searched for have all been shot down. I'm sorry the person I am doesn't fall into your generation scheme. I have problems falling into place with my own. I'm sorry my views of god, politics and people are askew. I assumed then didn't notice me when their hand was absent in my life. I'm sorry that I failed your expectations of how I would turn out. I'm sure the expectations you persevered Required a lot of hard work that was followed by success and acceptance by all. I'm sorry that you're so tired to see The kind of person I could be. I'm sorry that you push me aside in youth Because you didn't want to take the time to teach me. I'm sorry if your plans of your future Are just as dissapointing as mine. Is wasn't my intent to deprave you this show. I'm sorry...but I expected more from the generation that raised me. I'm sorry you created misguided youth and then punished them for following suit. And once I am done apologizing And wasting my years on reckless escapes I'm sure I'll come down to your point of view And neglect and forget who I'm meant love and protect. I don't expect to be catered to when I'm older and exhausted By those I shoot a disdaining eye. I might have encouraged them to offend me so But, knowing that, at least I won't be surprised.
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I lived through you abandoning me. There was a time that I showed you glee, but now I could never do that again. You are not a father, you only bring rain. Broken from your chains, forever am I free. You said that we were friends, but now I see. Where there was once care, there is nothing. Even though our friendship has been slain, I lived. We shared a love soaked with beauty, until you stopped loving and tossed the key; to my heart, you brought care, but then replaced it with pain. No longer do I see you in every woman, and every window pane. By embracing myself and disdaining your vain, I lived.
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Mar 4, 2020
Mar 4, 2020 at 12:50 AM UTC
I Am Alive!