Hello Poetry
Submit your work and get some sparkles! Create free account
"diminutive" poems
Out of lemon flowers loosed on the moonlight, love's lashed and insatiable essences, sodden with fragrance, the lemon tree's yellow emerges, the lemons move down from the tree's planetarium Delicate merchandise! The harbors are big with it- bazaars for the light and the barbarous gold. We open the halves of a miracle, and a clotting of acids brims into the starry divisions: creation's original juices, irreducible, changeless, alive: so the freshness lives on in a lemon, in the sweet-smelling house of the rind, the proportions, arcane and acerb. Cutting the lemon the knife leaves a little cathedral: alcoves unguessed by the eye that open acidulous glass to the light; topazes riding the droplets, altars, aromatic facades. So, while the hand holds the cut of the lemon, half a world on a trencher, the gold of the universe wells to your touch: a cup yellow with miracles, a breast and a ****** perfuming the earth; a flashing made fruitage, the diminutive fire of a planet.
0
42.1k
Ode To a Lemon
I apologize for my thoughts and my actions But you must understand that I am what they call a man. And no matter how perfect any woman thinks iam, I might as well be nonexistent. For women are the most alluring, sinful ,angelic animals on earth. I am simply bewitched by your existence. I can not resist directing an ****** daydream, Every seven minuets. The being of your facts, Makes me want to fall to my death beneath your feet Something about those hills That makes my teeth want to sink into my lips. That voice makes me want to do one thing: Hear it moaning. No matter how hard I attempt to be an angel, My devil enduringly conquers. We refuse to admit that a woman is stronger than a man. We could easily succeed in having a human being develop Inside of us and painfully ****** it out of a diminutive hole Nine physically and emotionally draining months later. “We could probably do it better than you can.” We just act ignorant and Heedlessly assume what is logical; However, in the reaction center, that every man denies, lives the manifest verity that: Women. Are. Stronger. To be born into a stormy emotional spectrum With color and darkness Alone shelters the truth for you. Fact: A man does use his small head much more often then His actual head, simply, because men don’t know how to use it. How convenient it is to be born with two heads. let its roots anchor into your minds and consume your conscious. -Arizona
0
Jan 12, 2013
Jan 12, 2013 at 8:42 AM UTC
Sarcastic Sexist Subliminal Offensive Mockery
*The chill in the frigid night air casts tremors of lingering shadows upon an ancient windowsill where a liquescent candle’s glow dims. Peering into shattered mirrors’ silver hued jagged edges that no longer reflect counterfeit images a nascent paradigm unfurls in the wind. Terrifying diminutive steps are taken in directions au courant enabled by years of refinement in torrid near incessant fires. An excrescence of wisdom has broken the weathered mold allowing a senescent wisdom to shimmer a phosphorescent glow. The venerable map leading to this transcendent destination is not read but perceived through intuition’s faint whisperings. ©2015 janetaylor
0
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 5:50 PM UTC
whispers
After the rain, I see the daisies, In their clean, white dresses, Fresh and perfect. Washed and bright, Their faces lifted to the skies, And open to the sun. Is it their youth that makes them so fearless, Despite their diminutive size? A naivety of spirit or Lack of worldly knowledge? Or do their fleeting, precarious lives Lead them to so embrace the now? No, their beauty springs from a truth far older, For they are neither flashy nor flamboyant. A daisy knows no subterfuge, Has no jealousies, no conceit. Its wisdom lies deeper, And it bends with the wind. To value the time that we have, To see beauty in the smallest places, And to love without fear, Is a talent easily lost, And the line between happy and sad is drawn With a thin pencil and a light touch. In miniature perfection, A daisy lives fully, Its face in the sunlight. It lives, and that is enough. Vicki Watson © 2014
0
May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 5:40 AM UTC
Daisies
Ophelia has flower petals growing beneath her tongue, and I can taste honeysuckle when I kiss her. There are highways in the grooves of her hips. I like to trace them, and get lost somewhere between intimate whispers and an unsteady heartbeat. Ophelia has a mocking jay stuck in her throat, and it sings to me when she finds herself stuck in tangled vines and dwindling self-confidence. She weeps at least an ocean a day, and that's more than my diminutive hands can catch. I think I'd like to spend a few eternities exploring the peculiar jungles of Ophelia.
0
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 12:06 AM UTC
My Ophelia
Diminutive in frame and stature defines him not, but instead enhances the brilliance of his smile’s shine. The golden flakes of honesty in his warm brown eyes covey one vice that is captivation. They hold hostage your most destructive thoughts to instantaneously replace them with the best; of joy, contentment, and love-the best of him. His high cheek bones define a mouth so perfectly constructed. They rise and fall like oceans’ waves with every gentle gesture. He thinks of love as a pool of chances and illogically he dives into the hurt he’s found himself in once twice, no wait, three times. But still, he never falters to give “chance” just one more chance to prove he’s done what’s right. Secondary comes his needs, in light of someone else’s. The thoughts, “too tired” or “too busy” does nothing for him because if someone needs help, you help them undoubtedly. I  have seen the coat that once cascaded on his back give warmth to one who had no coat or smile or joy or light. And for that one he lowered his head to ask God for a favor. I met this guy, this “perfect” guy when innocence consumed me and since that day we’ve been each other’s confidant and comforter. My love towards him supersedes that of a friend or the best of that. The truest thing I know is that when everyone one else disappears to the mundane norms of life, he will be there with me to cut through the silence with rolls of laughter. At what? It does not matter. Because when I’m with him and he’s with me there is a “we” that is formed and that “we” is captivates me An infinite truth is that I will never stop loving this young man. He keeps my heartbeat steady so I must exclaim the best of joy, contentment, and love-the best of him.
0
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 4:25 AM UTC
If Only He Knew...
Diminutive in frame and stature defines him not, but instead enhances the brilliance of his smile’s shine. The golden flakes of honesty in his warm brown eyes covey one vice that is captivation. They hold hostage your most destructive thoughts to instantaneously replace them with the best; of joy, contentment, and love-the best of him. His high cheek bones define a mouth so perfectly constructed. They rise and fall like oceans’ waves with every gentle gesture. He thinks of love as a pool of chances and illogically he dives into the hurt he’s found himself in once twice, no wait, three times. But still, he never falters to give “chance” just one more chance to prove he’s done what’s right. Secondary comes his needs, in light of someone else’s. The thoughts, “too tired” or “too busy” does nothing for him because if someone needs help, you help them undoubtedly. I  have seen the coat that once cascaded on his back give warmth to one who had no coat or smile or joy or light. And for that one he lowered his head to ask God for a favor. I met this guy, this “perfect” guy when innocence consumed me and since that day we’ve been each other’s confidant and comforter. My love towards him supersedes that of a friend or the best of that. The truest thing I know is that when everyone one else disappears to the mundane norms of life, he will be there with me to cut through the silence with rolls of laughter. At what? It does not matter. Because when I’m with him and he’s with me there is a “we” that is formed and that “we” is captivates me An infinite truth is that I will never stop loving this young man. He keeps my heartbeat steady so I must exclaim the best of joy, contentment, and love-the best of him.
Continue reading...
46
Diminutive flowers burst onto the scene. I am grateful to at last see that it really is Spring. I was beginning to wonder- The Winter birds will wing their way on; Flying long distance to their Summer home. They are a wonder- Winter brought heartbreak, but some fun and joy. A happy farewell to that harshest of seasons, boy! Little wonder-
0
Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 1:26 AM UTC
Spring Gratitude
Maid in China she was my ayi in Shanghai a diminutive young lady with a beautiful smile tough as nails though small and shy everyday she would walk a dusty mile to cook and clean at my whim and bathe my tense body of beaded sweat after working out at the private gym her mastery of sponge I would never forget her soft hands and pale skin a visual treat her dark hair and eyes that glitter like an Asian moon large Persian towel there to dry my feet offering me a taste without the use of spoon she was my maid but more my lover though her duties she refused to dash she had pride like no one other her naked body shown thru undone sash I sweep her up and take her in my arms carry her to my bed of silken sheets for hours I avail myself of her charms with rice wine and candied sweets her kisses sweet and always select the beauty of her warm wet ****** she knew the ways to keep me ***** she was my perfect maid in China Gomer LePoet....
0
Aug 4, 2013
Aug 4, 2013 at 10:03 AM UTC
Maid in China (warning-seductive)
I gave you my love, Made your heart feel the love, And yet you denied my love. I was to love you, You and I forever. Say you love me, That is all I ask. Say you need me, As I need you. Say this love is, Is the love of a life time. You shall remorse the night You took my love. For I the dark angel Want repayment with Your blood. I will be the voice in the wind, The voice which will haunt Your dreams. The voice which will Call to you. You were once my Everything, the only Thing that had mattered. Then my love was Shattered, wishing you were Once again near. Sometimes if it seemed if I had just dreamed again, You would be here. The irony of the dream Is you never came, But I will every night, And haunt your desire. You shall pay Pay for this with blood. I will get my fulfillment From haunting your thoughts. That fate which will Condemn you to Wallow in blood, This fate which you Choose that night. The night you decide to Behold the love I gave you For granted. I shall not take compassion In you, I will now take a diminutive Vial of Blood! Just a sufficient amount to make You never awake This dream state again. You will pay for your sins, Which will haunt you For an eternity. I shall sentence my lover, Sentence her to death, This is the choice you have made, My angel. For whichever way you Decide you will not win. You deceived me, Now it is time to meet Your destiny. Bleed my angel, And before long we shall unite, Once again. Breath deep, Bleed fast, Pay for your sins And die for me.
0
Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 2:35 PM UTC
Your Destiny Angel
I gave you my love, Made your heart feel the love, And yet you denied my love. I was to love you, You and I forever. Say you love me, That is all I ask. Say you need me, As I need you. Say this love is, Is the love of a life time. You shall remorse the night You took my love. For I the dark angel Want repayment with Your blood. I will be the voice in the wind, The voice which will haunt Your dreams. The voice which will Call to you. You were once my Everything, the only Thing that had mattered. Then my love was Shattered, wishing you were Once again near. Sometimes if it seemed if I had just dreamed again, You would be here. The irony of the dream Is you never came, But I will every night, And haunt your desire. You shall pay Pay for this with blood. I will get my fulfillment From haunting your thoughts. That fate which will Condemn you to Wallow in blood, This fate which you Choose that night. The night you decide to Behold the love I gave you For granted. I shall not take compassion In you, I will now take a diminutive Vial of Blood! Just a sufficient amount to make You never awake This dream state again. You will pay for your sins, Which will haunt you For an eternity. I shall sentence my lover, Sentence her to death, This is the choice you have made, My angel. For whichever way you Decide you will not win. You deceived me, Now it is time to meet Your destiny. Bleed my angel, And before long we shall unite, Once again. Breath deep, Bleed fast, Pay for your sins And die for me.
Continue reading...
72
Distance traveled time spent's dynamic progressiveness, existentially transcendental's clairaudience clairvoyance.  Metaphysical mystique’s  evolutionally metamorphic futurity's fatidic incarnate.  Due yesterday’s retrospectively retroactive.  Protractive analyses' dimensional delineations.  Enigma entity’s dexterously tactile acuity and coordinated agility on the identity crisis.  Cerebral cortex’s ****** matrix to synaptic syntax semantics.  Prospectus perplexity surreally sublime.  Quagmire quandary’s poshly plush.  Who am I to think I can conception of the infinite supply?  Even the syntactics of eclectic synectics pale by compare to the atrociously impetuous impudence in pugnaciously audacious.  Impromptu innuendo's juncture.   Imagination’s immaturities are psychic clarity’s entelechy to evolutional tenants élan vital.  Fiduciary principle's financially responsible fiscal policies.   Mercenary mendacity's plenary plenipotentiary.  Innocuous noumenal verity, mystic symbiotic’s chicanery dynamism fealties.  Proximity parameter’s perimeter peripherals, vicinity victuals to vigilante villain,   propinquity habitation’s harbingers of harangued.  The question remains on the tribal:  how can I stand next to the person I’m standing next to if I’m carrying on right through them.  It’s the trajectory extant in spatiotemporal's telemetry tactician.  Well graspy greedy on the stingy frugal to mingy minion and paw flaw laws claws on it.  Get a glove, objectified manifest’s diminutive minutia iota’s of self-inductive interstitial extrapolation.  Detinue perfective.  Traveling down this obtusely overt contusion in my vehicular contrivance convection convolution.  Nimbus nimiety exorcism’s aura roan to rainbow mare.  Unicorn railway nails.  Swarthy ******** swath swizzles on the sweaty swelter swerve to verve.
0
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 12:10 PM UTC
Astral Projection's Existential Hubris
Distance traveled time spent's dynamic progressiveness, existentially transcendental's clairaudience clairvoyance.  Metaphysical mystique’s  evolutionally metamorphic futurity's fatidic incarnate.  Due yesterday’s retrospectively retroactive.  Protractive analyses' dimensional delineations.  Enigma entity’s dexterously tactile acuity and coordinated agility on the identity crisis.  Cerebral cortex’s ****** matrix to synaptic syntax semantics.  Prospectus perplexity surreally sublime.  Quagmire quandary’s poshly plush.  Who am I to think I can conception of the infinite supply?  Even the syntactics of eclectic synectics pale by compare to the atrociously impetuous impudence in pugnaciously audacious.  Impromptu innuendo's juncture.   Imagination’s immaturities are psychic clarity’s entelechy to evolutional tenants élan vital.  Fiduciary principle's financially responsible fiscal policies.   Mercenary mendacity's plenary plenipotentiary.  Innocuous noumenal verity, mystic symbiotic’s chicanery dynamism fealties.  Proximity parameter’s perimeter peripherals, vicinity victuals to vigilante villain,   propinquity habitation’s harbingers of harangued.  The question remains on the tribal:  how can I stand next to the person I’m standing next to if I’m carrying on right through them.  It’s the trajectory extant in spatiotemporal's telemetry tactician.  Well graspy greedy on the stingy frugal to mingy minion and paw flaw laws claws on it.  Get a glove, objectified manifest’s diminutive minutia iota’s of self-inductive interstitial extrapolation.  Detinue perfective.  Traveling down this obtusely overt contusion in my vehicular contrivance convection convolution.  Nimbus nimiety exorcism’s aura roan to rainbow mare.  Unicorn railway nails.  Swarthy ******** swath swizzles on the sweaty swelter swerve to verve.
Continue reading...
1
Diminutive minutes fly by and imbue. Ennobled, hungers the second hand. Verbose and loud, its villainous ticking; Oxen heavy, that kneading sound, Under skull and depth of dreams. Rescind the mad lives we vitiate; Enchanted by hollow, fear of ghosts, Dancing in a pitch waiting room. Happenstance for insomniacs, Ogres and dark shadows howling Unapologetic at the light and moon. Riot of the quiet, against daylight Star: quarry in the void of night / time / dark.
0
Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 11:54 AM UTC
DEVOURED HOURS (acrostic)
Once of a bride was I by a belle informed; Who, on the very night of their honeymoon Upon sighting her groom's dower, screamed And would not let him in for his ***** boon, Until she's taken thru the script the following Morn by her parson's wife in cool counselling. Many things in morals and etiquette do Parents their children ever and anon teach Except on this single unfolding issue Will they falter to them plainly preach: The act of marriage in its detailed image, Cause it's found nay on their nurturing page. An African mother will quiver her girl to lecture, For instance, in the subject under review, But will leave it to the Omniscient Nature To instruct her like cry to a curlew. So the bride's mom will not to her say: This is how you should roll in the hay. Neither will a father his son likewise tell Explicitly of this duty--this too I know-- How to make his led-to-the-altar angel Fly on cloud nine during their maiden show. My pa never me of this nuptial scene told, How in bed my lady I should stylishly hold. Yet instinct, that great ancient teacher, The green Adam and ****** Eve taught On man's debut moment of ecstasy ever, And did lead him to her piquant spot, Whilst one another they caressed for affection, Premiering for all couples conjugal copulation. And the animals who do not the wisdom Of man have, even every diminutive creature, How each by divine smarts in their kingdom-- Like the fish in the sea of their rapture-- Do with themselves mate with none Giving them tutorials nor showing them **** To close this up where it had first started: The *iyawo after the pending deed was done, As it should betwixt man and wife, delighted Was and with glowing warmth did thence burn In the hearth of her *ókò with ultra joy, Who at the beginning of performance was coy.
0
Nov 28, 2011
Nov 28, 2011 at 4:43 AM UTC
Left to Instinct
Once of a bride was I by a belle informed; Who, on the very night of their honeymoon Upon sighting her groom's dower, screamed And would not let him in for his ***** boon, Until she's taken thru the script the following Morn by her parson's wife in cool counselling. Many things in morals and etiquette do Parents their children ever and anon teach Except on this single unfolding issue Will they falter to them plainly preach: The act of marriage in its detailed image, Cause it's found nay on their nurturing page. An African mother will quiver her girl to lecture, For instance, in the subject under review, But will leave it to the Omniscient Nature To instruct her like cry to a curlew. So the bride's mom will not to her say: This is how you should roll in the hay. Neither will a father his son likewise tell Explicitly of this duty--this too I know-- How to make his led-to-the-altar angel Fly on cloud nine during their maiden show. My pa never me of this nuptial scene told, How in bed my lady I should stylishly hold. Yet instinct, that great ancient teacher, The green Adam and ****** Eve taught On man's debut moment of ecstasy ever, And did lead him to her piquant spot, Whilst one another they caressed for affection, Premiering for all couples conjugal copulation. And the animals who do not the wisdom Of man have, even every diminutive creature, How each by divine smarts in their kingdom-- Like the fish in the sea of their rapture-- Do with themselves mate with none Giving them tutorials nor showing them **** To close this up where it had first started: The *iyawo after the pending deed was done, As it should betwixt man and wife, delighted Was and with glowing warmth did thence burn In the hearth of her *ókò with ultra joy, Who at the beginning of performance was coy.
Continue reading...
42
Her voice is green growing old rekindling nature’s minty breath. His voice is grey dull and diminutive diminishing our white light. Splitting the prisms by dismissing good wisdom. My voice is diaphanous blank slates silver screens vanishing nature retreating beneath the fury of the unknown. Skin scraped deeply, wound stinging. Until, it is naked and raw.
0
Nov 2, 2016
Nov 2, 2016 at 3:24 PM UTC
The Synesthesia of Existence
Some do call me stupid some do call me a guy wise some think I'm a mental case some just chastise If they knew the tender light in my eyes if they only once met me face to face they would see I am goodly and kind and not what they think in their shallow minds I'm just a storm in a teacup a diminutive feller just a shot in the dark but I am getting better I smile long and hard for they don't know my stars let's see what comes from the dumbest of the dumb By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
0
Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 9:25 AM UTC
Dumbest Of The Dumb
Dilapidated, I hang on the precipice of perdition. My lacerated synapses, struggle to usurp the assailant who created my beautiful crimson demise. I'm weary of being ostensibly content, with all of this malice and prating that enshrouds me. Lets not mask this with useless euphemism. I'll make this as equivocal as I can. Its time for this dalliance to end. Its time I end my diminutive existence.
0
Dec 22, 2011
Dec 22, 2011 at 11:49 PM UTC
Fatal Presage
Walking down the streets of Rome, I saw a curious sight. There, sitting at an expensive street side cafe was a gentleman distinguished in age, surrounded by beautiful women, but seated next to a tiny, 30 centimeter tall ****** who was obviously crazy, or as you might say in Italian, a pazzo. My fascination overcame shyness, and I approached the man to introduce myself. To my surprise, he invited me to sit, and enjoy coffee with him. He already knew my coy curiosity, and when latte arrived he began to tell me his strange tale of wandering on the sands of Arabia. On a starry, Gethsemanean night, after supper with friends, he wandered into the acrid sands and stumbled upon an ancient lamp. He picked it up beneath the moonlight sky, and in a jestful mood rubbed it hoping to find a miracle to ease his troubles. To his surprise, a green-hue jinn, sprang forth from the ancient lips of a forgotten lamp, to grant him three wishes. Gathering wit, and wonder he pondered good fortunate short and long, before asking his wishes: "Please, mighty jinn with the light green hair, grant me fortune, so I may live the rest of my life in comfort." In a swirl of misty memories he was transported to ancient Rome and watched as random events were tilted in his favor until he sat at this cafe a powerful and rich man. Pleased with himself, he stared into twinkling jade eyes, and said: "I lounge in carefree wealth, but I cannot not buy true Beauty. Please, powerful jinn, let beautiful women surround me and tend to my needs." Once again, back to Christmas past he watched all the beautiful women of his desire being collected, and bound to one single ring of power, to serve, obey, and grant all his carnal desires. I envied him there sitting in Armani suit, with twelve pairs of sensuous legs longingly waiting upon his every wish. My fantasy of an exchanged life ended quickly with cold champagne. That crazy, diminutive pazzo, had in lunacy decided to wet everyone's dreams with real spurts of fizzy Prosecco. I turned to my host to beg a question, but he had the answer already. In tired voice, he responded, "you wonder why I keep a 30 centimeter Pazzo with me at all times?" "That was a misunderstanding he said, but you can only wish upon a jinn once." "Che cazzo!"
0
Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 9:15 PM UTC
Pazzo!
Walking down the streets of Rome, I saw a curious sight. There, sitting at an expensive street side cafe was a gentleman distinguished in age, surrounded by beautiful women, but seated next to a tiny, 30 centimeter tall ****** who was obviously crazy, or as you might say in Italian, a pazzo. My fascination overcame shyness, and I approached the man to introduce myself. To my surprise, he invited me to sit, and enjoy coffee with him. He already knew my coy curiosity, and when latte arrived he began to tell me his strange tale of wandering on the sands of Arabia. On a starry, Gethsemanean night, after supper with friends, he wandered into the acrid sands and stumbled upon an ancient lamp. He picked it up beneath the moonlight sky, and in a jestful mood rubbed it hoping to find a miracle to ease his troubles. To his surprise, a green-hue jinn, sprang forth from the ancient lips of a forgotten lamp, to grant him three wishes. Gathering wit, and wonder he pondered good fortunate short and long, before asking his wishes: "Please, mighty jinn with the light green hair, grant me fortune, so I may live the rest of my life in comfort." In a swirl of misty memories he was transported to ancient Rome and watched as random events were tilted in his favor until he sat at this cafe a powerful and rich man. Pleased with himself, he stared into twinkling jade eyes, and said: "I lounge in carefree wealth, but I cannot not buy true Beauty. Please, powerful jinn, let beautiful women surround me and tend to my needs." Once again, back to Christmas past he watched all the beautiful women of his desire being collected, and bound to one single ring of power, to serve, obey, and grant all his carnal desires. I envied him there sitting in Armani suit, with twelve pairs of sensuous legs longingly waiting upon his every wish. My fantasy of an exchanged life ended quickly with cold champagne. That crazy, diminutive pazzo, had in lunacy decided to wet everyone's dreams with real spurts of fizzy Prosecco. I turned to my host to beg a question, but he had the answer already. In tired voice, he responded, "you wonder why I keep a 30 centimeter Pazzo with me at all times?" "That was a misunderstanding he said, but you can only wish upon a jinn once." "Che cazzo!"
Continue reading...
76
So many years ago, I packed away my childhood, each year was placed neatly in a box, labeled and sealed shut with packing tape. And I took those boxes full of memories; memories full of pain, fear, sadness, abuse…and I placed them in the far back corner of the attic of my mind. I made the boxes diminutive and negligible, they were nothing special and I tried to forget they were there. I did this so I could get through each day without the painful reminder of who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me. I did this so I could live. I knew the boxes were there, and I would go into the attic and check on the boxes…just to make sure the packing tape that held all the contents, all the filth and the same, was still secure, that nothing I was unable to face could escape. At times the tape would peal back, allowing the contents of the boxes to peak through the cracks, and I could see things so horrible I would be physically sick. The contents in the boxes would taunt me, beg me to look inside, to admit that they existed, and I would have to hurry and close the door to resist them. I resisted the temptation so I could live. So I could protect myself, and those I loved, from who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me. I knew that eventually I would have to unpack those boxes, and put them away, where they belonged. And at times I tried to do it – but the contents were so rotten, so ***** and shameful, I couldn’t put them out for anyone to see. And I denied that they belonged to me. I denied them so I could live. So I could protect myself, and those I loved, from who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me. Panic grew inside of me as the pain leaked out of the aged boxes, pain that was always there, but like the sound of my own heart beating, I no longer noticed it. It just was. And then the pain became overwhelming, loud and intrusive, I could hear screaming and crying, and noises that did not sound human , an animal in pain, I thought. I closed my eyes and put my hands over my ears but the screaming didn’t stop. It would not stop. I could no longer deny them. I could no longer protect myself. I could no longer deny who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me. Now, today, all these years later…these boxes that represent ME. And as I look around me, at the pain, and the shame, and the sadness, I not only see what these boxes held, I feel it…I hear it…I taste it…I breathe it. My vision is blurred from my tears…spilling over, some streaming down cheeks; others poised on the edges of my eyelashes, awaiting their turn to fall...right into the content of those boxes filled with my pain. Her pain. The pain of a little girl, abused and broken, unloved and unheard… I can hear her screaming and crying. I can feel her pain…it is real. And I can feel it, and I can hear it, and I can taste it…I breathe it. And I can no longer deny who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me.
0
Aug 11, 2013
Aug 11, 2013 at 10:57 PM UTC
Boxes
So many years ago, I packed away my childhood, each year was placed neatly in a box, labeled and sealed shut with packing tape. And I took those boxes full of memories; memories full of pain, fear, sadness, abuse…and I placed them in the far back corner of the attic of my mind. I made the boxes diminutive and negligible, they were nothing special and I tried to forget they were there. I did this so I could get through each day without the painful reminder of who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me. I did this so I could live. I knew the boxes were there, and I would go into the attic and check on the boxes…just to make sure the packing tape that held all the contents, all the filth and the same, was still secure, that nothing I was unable to face could escape. At times the tape would peal back, allowing the contents of the boxes to peak through the cracks, and I could see things so horrible I would be physically sick. The contents in the boxes would taunt me, beg me to look inside, to admit that they existed, and I would have to hurry and close the door to resist them. I resisted the temptation so I could live. So I could protect myself, and those I loved, from who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me. I knew that eventually I would have to unpack those boxes, and put them away, where they belonged. And at times I tried to do it – but the contents were so rotten, so ***** and shameful, I couldn’t put them out for anyone to see. And I denied that they belonged to me. I denied them so I could live. So I could protect myself, and those I loved, from who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me. Panic grew inside of me as the pain leaked out of the aged boxes, pain that was always there, but like the sound of my own heart beating, I no longer noticed it. It just was. And then the pain became overwhelming, loud and intrusive, I could hear screaming and crying, and noises that did not sound human , an animal in pain, I thought. I closed my eyes and put my hands over my ears but the screaming didn’t stop. It would not stop. I could no longer deny them. I could no longer protect myself. I could no longer deny who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me. Now, today, all these years later…these boxes that represent ME. And as I look around me, at the pain, and the shame, and the sadness, I not only see what these boxes held, I feel it…I hear it…I taste it…I breathe it. My vision is blurred from my tears…spilling over, some streaming down cheeks; others poised on the edges of my eyelashes, awaiting their turn to fall...right into the content of those boxes filled with my pain. Her pain. The pain of a little girl, abused and broken, unloved and unheard… I can hear her screaming and crying. I can feel her pain…it is real. And I can feel it, and I can hear it, and I can taste it…I breathe it. And I can no longer deny who I used to be, what I used to be, what he did to me.
Continue reading...
7
Perspiration accumulates into salty beads, Falling into her eyes, eyes that have lost their gleam. We’ve been trapped like savaged animals for three agonizing nights. Diminutive apertures in this death box supply minimal light. The screech of the rails are a bittersweet melody to our ears. For we only know what these horrific monsters have taught. Fear. As the door slams open, I’m pried from my wife. I wonder if this will be the last moment I see her smile. My people are marked with terror and pain. I realized were barricaded in with barbed wire chains. My subverted clothes reek of secretion. This camp is untrustworthy, raising apprehension. They claim we are not human. But I ask, do we not bleed, when we are injured? Do we not dream blissful thoughts? Do we not pray to the same God? The same God that punishes the innocent; Bringing blithe to those sinners that shed blood. When we lose our cherished, our loved ones, Do we not shed tears? Do we not mourn? No! We must not, for we are not human, According to what the Nazis see. We are the innocent, robbed of life. They are the monsters who roam free. At least, that’s what I see. I see men, women, and children stripped of clothing, Stripped of dignity, stripped of all things humane. While these barbaric monstrosities make allegations. Claiming they are purifying society, when they are to blame. Men lose wives; children lose mothers. Families are torn apart; sisters lose brothers. Those of us who survive, work until brittle. Still we carry on, if our minds are able. Backs of men are scarred from arduous lashes. While the sick are trapped in rooms imbued with gases. My hands are enveloped with calicoes and cuts. My mind grows weary, I dream an ending abrupt. I’m crippled with anger, and tears that still drip sore. My heart crescendos with pain, about to implode. It’s difficult to refuse the tears when I hear the desolate screams. I’m trapped in a perpetual nightmare, a ceaseless dream. Still I carry on in life, for that is the greatest revenge. The day we feel the kiss of freedom, will be the day we have avenged.
0
Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 11:13 PM UTC
Forgotten Horrors of the 19th Century
Perspiration accumulates into salty beads, Falling into her eyes, eyes that have lost their gleam. We’ve been trapped like savaged animals for three agonizing nights. Diminutive apertures in this death box supply minimal light. The screech of the rails are a bittersweet melody to our ears. For we only know what these horrific monsters have taught. Fear. As the door slams open, I’m pried from my wife. I wonder if this will be the last moment I see her smile. My people are marked with terror and pain. I realized were barricaded in with barbed wire chains. My subverted clothes reek of secretion. This camp is untrustworthy, raising apprehension. They claim we are not human. But I ask, do we not bleed, when we are injured? Do we not dream blissful thoughts? Do we not pray to the same God? The same God that punishes the innocent; Bringing blithe to those sinners that shed blood. When we lose our cherished, our loved ones, Do we not shed tears? Do we not mourn? No! We must not, for we are not human, According to what the Nazis see. We are the innocent, robbed of life. They are the monsters who roam free. At least, that’s what I see. I see men, women, and children stripped of clothing, Stripped of dignity, stripped of all things humane. While these barbaric monstrosities make allegations. Claiming they are purifying society, when they are to blame. Men lose wives; children lose mothers. Families are torn apart; sisters lose brothers. Those of us who survive, work until brittle. Still we carry on, if our minds are able. Backs of men are scarred from arduous lashes. While the sick are trapped in rooms imbued with gases. My hands are enveloped with calicoes and cuts. My mind grows weary, I dream an ending abrupt. I’m crippled with anger, and tears that still drip sore. My heart crescendos with pain, about to implode. It’s difficult to refuse the tears when I hear the desolate screams. I’m trapped in a perpetual nightmare, a ceaseless dream. Still I carry on in life, for that is the greatest revenge. The day we feel the kiss of freedom, will be the day we have avenged.
Continue reading...
43
A journo aware, equally at home in Palaces, Halls or the streets Trained to vision duplicity slants and angles and know the crux Able to see the story behind the story behind the story and more In ethics robed proudly while mendacity and shenanigans cry shy Show me the Dai Lama in a crack den or Bill Gates ******* in Goa Semi demi illiterates with joined-up thinking or unthinking Immatures lacking emotional intelligence or gainful statures In groupthink mired settles on group delusions in vicissitudes We're programming or flooding seeds of doubts or confusing As if maladroit fantasies are gospels not simpletons' chicanery Dismissives sad dolts duly outflanked and outclassed inherently Ignoramuses crude and coarse in true form lacking introspection Wear disgrace proudly in persistence and parade idiocy fittingly Strength in numbers neither nullifying stupidity or indignities Indulgent cowards and sick gate-keeps of unearned entitlements Nonentities, rabble rousers shamed vigilantes in emotional dearth Claiming and luxuriating in the depravities of their deficiencies I remain what I am and no apologies necessary for august status Your diminutive deeds merely reflects your statures and intellects Little minds already condemn you to suicides of real aspirations CopyrightLaurenceA6thNov2018.allrightsreserved
0
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 3:10 PM UTC
Ya...knife Me Just Because..........
When going out he would wear handcuffs in case he committed a crime. A mistake, or rather, a misunderstanding. In rusty vintage handcuffs, in an age of Unschuld, his hunger for the white statue lies bleeding. The dingy leather jacket still smells like his old basement, and reminds him of every whisper at those hurtful, mindless nights - you cannot wash out the blood. It ends with a diminutive scream.                                                                                              An angry old man with a Walther pistol, going nowhere,                                                                                                    going everywhere, breathes out Visage-Beatha, a box                                                                                                                  full of Ashes, snores when the bullets run out. Chin up, chest out, do what a soldier do the best, would you?    Look ahead, turn left -                Wait, wait, please!     …                       *Give ‘em a mask,                                        they’ll tell you anything*. The last piece of skin fell off his back when he heard his bones crashed. An empty sleeve too. Open his mouth, look for a rightful darkness - but hey, who said that ****** never hurts? They remember, you know, remember dying, remember being dead, and die again. There’s no _____ left in her eyes, (you can’t tell just by     lookin’ at them anymore), only the star on her left shoulder Still remains the frame. A cold laugh. The orange juice spilts. Outside the purple chapel, he smiles into the local dirt, like a cupcake, looks for a vermin of walking to beat. To him, after all, Jesus means no more than a name either. … Yet his heart still pumps with Ecstasy at every April, and when he scratches the tattoo on his chest, (which looks no less than an idea), he looks for the handcuffs. And those hair never grow back.
0
Jul 11, 2011
Jul 11, 2011 at 6:33 AM UTC
**** Poem
When going out he would wear handcuffs in case he committed a crime. A mistake, or rather, a misunderstanding. In rusty vintage handcuffs, in an age of Unschuld, his hunger for the white statue lies bleeding. The dingy leather jacket still smells like his old basement, and reminds him of every whisper at those hurtful, mindless nights - you cannot wash out the blood. It ends with a diminutive scream.                                                                                              An angry old man with a Walther pistol, going nowhere,                                                                                                    going everywhere, breathes out Visage-Beatha, a box                                                                                                                  full of Ashes, snores when the bullets run out. Chin up, chest out, do what a soldier do the best, would you?    Look ahead, turn left -                Wait, wait, please!     …                       *Give ‘em a mask,                                        they’ll tell you anything*. The last piece of skin fell off his back when he heard his bones crashed. An empty sleeve too. Open his mouth, look for a rightful darkness - but hey, who said that ****** never hurts? They remember, you know, remember dying, remember being dead, and die again. There’s no _____ left in her eyes, (you can’t tell just by     lookin’ at them anymore), only the star on her left shoulder Still remains the frame. A cold laugh. The orange juice spilts. Outside the purple chapel, he smiles into the local dirt, like a cupcake, looks for a vermin of walking to beat. To him, after all, Jesus means no more than a name either. … Yet his heart still pumps with Ecstasy at every April, and when he scratches the tattoo on his chest, (which looks no less than an idea), he looks for the handcuffs. And those hair never grow back.
Continue reading...
40
A face that envisages the intensity within The purity of his soul is visible in those eyes. His words are a reflection of his honest heart And his silence says everything he wants to hide. When he wields the willow, he becomes a warrior Desperate to give his last ounce for his nation. He resists all temptation with ****** mindedness And fights the enemy hard, to protect his team’s bastion. His passion never lets satisfaction reach his soul. He’s as harsh on himself as he’s on the opposition Nothing annoys him more than his own failure The past struggles have only elevated his ambition. He’s an epitome of innocence and simplicity But don’t get fooled by his diminutive looks. For there’s a reservoir of fire inside his head Which explodes when he’s provoked by crooks. He bats for India wearing his tri-coloured gloves Like his 1 billion compatriots are holding his hands. Their love strengthens his grip, empowers his bat And runs flow in abundance as like a rock he stands! He’s a special cricketer, selfless, gritty and gifted. But what he is on the field is not really his best part. The person within is more precious, like a rare gem. Beneath that stern and strong face, there’s a lovely heart.
0
Sep 19, 2010
Sep 19, 2010 at 11:32 PM UTC
A deadly little cherub!
sweet lil' buttercup a water crowfoot lil' feet in the stream trickling thread like under water broad and food for the frogs who feast on you like Hebrew characters at the Last Supper diminutive but stout when you hold a buttercup up to your chin and see the glowing.
0
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 1:50 AM UTC
lil' buttercup
suds fall on black like endless snow. tarnished paint to spry— engine's diminutive breath clout of metal coil, ballasts of portent... defacing the fog and giving it a brand new meaning. beside the rice fields in sullen Bulacan, i ache for the frog defecating on this tortured piece of land. birds in migratory V-positions cleave the azure, vanishing behind the tough ornate. to whence they flee    and to where they shall land on their poised talons, i do not know.    underneath the dermis and over     it, a long stillness of waiting,   trapped is this      man of Earth.
0
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 3:43 AM UTC
Carwash
The cheery, bronze bell heralds our coming-- A stout, brown man, a happy Buddha wearing my father’s vest And his diminutive daughter, a caramel girl with inquisitive eyes Marveling over the lush painted settings The tapestries of women with slanted eyes, Sitting precariously on rocks, surrounded by wild ocean-foam Mermaid mistresses I imagine With long golden nails, A holy temple atop each brow, an adorning crown Past the multicolored, patterned elephants And silk orchid flowers, Gliding across dark, cherry-chocolate wood Lacquered, glossy as her watching eyes As if all were coated with amber honey-sap They take their thrones. The windows are draped in lace and purple The color of monarchs, even the plump, crystal glasses Shine pale maroon, like African violets, in their elegance And a Bengal Sugar Sweet Tiger, swims in each cup Dusky orange, as a faded sunset Belly up he is curled, exposing white soft cream… And florescent rice crackers Lie popped in a porcelain dish Stiff and bright, Like skeleton jellyfish, frozen In mid-propelled undulation, About to escape Before they are dipped and broken In sticky pepper, gold-gilded sauce Rich curries; satay, with alien names Are laid before them, feast upon feast Savory meats and vegetables soaked in vinegars; A parade of colors and textures and tastes Every plate garnished, an artwork… And while she surveys this domain, In all its tiny grandeur, a feeling of Dignity creeps down her shoulder, straightens her spine To think that part of her is from such a kingdom Though she might never see it To still feel like royalty, The Queen of Siam.
0
Mar 27, 2013
Mar 27, 2013 at 2:23 PM UTC
Dinner with Dad
The cheery, bronze bell heralds our coming-- A stout, brown man, a happy Buddha wearing my father’s vest And his diminutive daughter, a caramel girl with inquisitive eyes Marveling over the lush painted settings The tapestries of women with slanted eyes, Sitting precariously on rocks, surrounded by wild ocean-foam Mermaid mistresses I imagine With long golden nails, A holy temple atop each brow, an adorning crown Past the multicolored, patterned elephants And silk orchid flowers, Gliding across dark, cherry-chocolate wood Lacquered, glossy as her watching eyes As if all were coated with amber honey-sap They take their thrones. The windows are draped in lace and purple The color of monarchs, even the plump, crystal glasses Shine pale maroon, like African violets, in their elegance And a Bengal Sugar Sweet Tiger, swims in each cup Dusky orange, as a faded sunset Belly up he is curled, exposing white soft cream… And florescent rice crackers Lie popped in a porcelain dish Stiff and bright, Like skeleton jellyfish, frozen In mid-propelled undulation, About to escape Before they are dipped and broken In sticky pepper, gold-gilded sauce Rich curries; satay, with alien names Are laid before them, feast upon feast Savory meats and vegetables soaked in vinegars; A parade of colors and textures and tastes Every plate garnished, an artwork… And while she surveys this domain, In all its tiny grandeur, a feeling of Dignity creeps down her shoulder, straightens her spine To think that part of her is from such a kingdom Though she might never see it To still feel like royalty, The Queen of Siam.
Continue reading...
41