"dillusional" poems - Hello Poetry

Is this life all a fallacy, People playing make belief, Stuck in dillusional false releif. Lying to themselves, Saying, "This is my reality, Do not tell me anything Of insanity And intrude on my normality." A lethal self-imposed ignorance, Moving, Tearing through life Destroying themselves and everything they come across. Is this life just a fallacy, As I watch them playing make belief, Falling in love with vanity. All so superficial, Shallow, meaningless, Full of poisoning emptiness. Taking loves purity, Making one belief It is just a cruel thing. But true love will conquer, Shinning brighter than a million galaxies. Bringing Light To this empty Consuming Emotionless World.

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Apr 13, 2021

Apr 13, 2021 at 10:45 PM UTC

Oda

The Meaning Of Life

Is this life all a fallacy, People playing make belief, Stuck in dillusional false releif. Lying to themselves, Saying, "This is my reality, Do not tell me anything Of insanity And intrude on my normality." A lethal self-imposed ignorance, Moving, Tearing through life Destroying themselves and everything they come across. Is this life just a fallacy, As I watch them playing make belief, Falling in love with vanity. All so superficial, Shallow, meaningless, Full of poisoning emptiness. Taking loves purity, Making one belief It is just a cruel thing. But true love will conquer, Shinning brighter than a million galaxies. Bringing Light To this empty Consuming Emotionless World.

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Suffering sadness, Trapped in your own dillusional sense of a fictional reality, Created by a minipulative enabler, Every bump, Scratch, Pain, Hive, Belly ache, Sore throat, Something more then what is. False accusations turn into a desperate desire to develope a deeply fatal disease. Harmful self punches and bites, Create bruises on your body. Lies. Everyone a false ****** up mistake. Not a **** up, but severely ****** up. Dismissing the only one who saw through the ******** and still loved you. The only one who helped you. The only one who tried to make you see. Not a friend. But to you, just an immature drama queen. Why fight for a back stabber? A liar? Someone who has never been there for me when I needed you most. Inconsiderate. The opposite of love is indifference, To hate is to feel emotion. No hatred. Pity. I pity you. You will be forever alone. No one will stand by you as I stood by you. All will see through the ******** Once they see, No one will stay. You have no one. I feel sorry for you. Sorry. Sorry.

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Jul 14, 2013

Jul 14, 2013 at 9:32 PM UTC

amy-john

Eh.

Suffering sadness, Trapped in your own dillusional sense of a fictional reality, Created by a minipulative enabler, Every bump, Scratch, Pain, Hive, Belly ache, Sore throat, Something more then what is. False accusations turn into a desperate desire to develope a deeply fatal disease. Harmful self punches and bites, Create bruises on your body. Lies. Everyone a false ****** up mistake. Not a **** up, but severely ****** up. Dismissing the only one who saw through the ******** and still loved you. The only one who helped you. The only one who tried to make you see. Not a friend. But to you, just an immature drama queen. Why fight for a back stabber? A liar? Someone who has never been there for me when I needed you most. Inconsiderate. The opposite of love is indifference, To hate is to feel emotion. No hatred. Pity. I pity you. You will be forever alone. No one will stand by you as I stood by you. All will see through the ******** Once they see, No one will stay. You have no one. I feel sorry for you. Sorry. Sorry.

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Keep me busied until i'm blind, So I cannot see the divide of yours and mine. Whisked up in desparate uncounted steps, Unfeeling unhindered by lonely threats. Cough up and out all the black, The taint the stain of all I lack. Distract me so I see no ill, Dillusional I live like on some blissful pill. Stop the clock and it all hits, In disconnection my happiness sits. Away from heartache crave and despair, Unhealthy obsessed and blissfully unaware. Give me distraction at every moment, To save me from future lonely atonement.

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Aug 3, 2011

Aug 3, 2011 at 2:25 PM UTC

david-watt

Keep me busied until i'm blind

Keep me busied until i'm blind, So I cannot see the divide of yours and mine. Whisked up in desparate uncounted steps, Unfeeling unhindered by lonely threats. Cough up and out all the black, The taint the stain of all I lack. Distract me so I see no ill, Dillusional I live like on some blissful pill. Stop the clock and it all hits, In disconnection my happiness sits. Away from heartache crave and despair, Unhealthy obsessed and blissfully unaware. Give me distraction at every moment, To save me from future lonely atonement.

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In my ears and out the other side, Out slipped another lie from your lips that spoke so innocent and convincing. Keeping my emotions and thoughts tranquil and serene through the musky dark and dillusional day. My gullible and trusting self should have seen past the facade you portrayed ever so magnificently. I'm a fool for letting this go around my head.

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May 7, 2013

May 7, 2013 at 1:48 PM UTC

coadjutant

Around my head.

In my ears and out the other side, Out slipped another lie from your lips that spoke so innocent and convincing. Keeping my emotions and thoughts tranquil and serene through the musky dark and dillusional day. My gullible and trusting self should have seen past the facade you portrayed ever so magnificently. I'm a fool for letting this go around my head.

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Four letters Fear Conjures up an emotion I'm always lying right beside fear And next to it lies what needs to be conquered What lies next to it is victory unknown And things least hoped for I fear that the number of breaths I take might not make me mount to anything great in life. I fear that I might become acquainted with me pain! I fear that my existence will remain unknown! I fear that I might die a coward! Fear One could never think that four letters could consume your sanity,confidence,trust and self belief! Knees kiss the cement like a bitter rival. I surrender And my sub-conscience echoes in a language unknown! As fear slowly ***** me me in, into a secluded dinesty of unparalleled promises. I lie face flat Thinking that that very same face could face fear! But that was just a thought How dillusional I was think I'd conquer fear.

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Jun 30, 2015

Jun 30, 2015 at 6:27 PM UTC

jenny46

Fear

Four letters Fear Conjures up an emotion I'm always lying right beside fear And next to it lies what needs to be conquered What lies next to it is victory unknown And things least hoped for I fear that the number of breaths I take might not make me mount to anything great in life. I fear that I might become acquainted with me pain! I fear that my existence will remain unknown! I fear that I might die a coward! Fear One could never think that four letters could consume your sanity,confidence,trust and self belief! Knees kiss the cement like a bitter rival. I surrender And my sub-conscience echoes in a language unknown! As fear slowly ***** me me in, into a secluded dinesty of unparalleled promises. I lie face flat Thinking that that very same face could face fear! But that was just a thought How dillusional I was think I'd conquer fear.

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Seeing things out of focus Distorted views Shadows on shadows On walls that don't exist Outside The confines of the mind. Tunnel vision Through open fields Blind to the wonders That surround ones self Happiness is You're only lost If others pave your road for you Sounds of life The echoes of death Collections of thoughts Meanings morphing Changing Losing and growing Through individuals Molding and defining Based on the past Events those of which Are not shared Where does the shallow end How far do we go Before something Becomes more than skin deep Walking backwards Eyes closed Turning around Only to see If the destination Has been reached Not knowing What The destination is Scenic routes No entry point Mental landscapes Lost in a shroud Of doubt Scent of rain with clear skies Life Incomplete works of art Eyes closed Mind open for business Musings A collection of lost puzzle pieces Dillusional Abstract Shapeless Incoherent prose The glass is either half empty Or half full Depending on the contents Striving for more Is the nature of everything. Stagnant pools of empty thoughts Time wasted Following refractions of light The abscence of light Seeing only what others want The future Holds What I chose to hand it

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Oct 7, 2015

Oct 7, 2015 at 1:36 PM UTC

blind-aesthetic

Streams

Seeing things out of focus Distorted views Shadows on shadows On walls that don't exist Outside The confines of the mind. Tunnel vision Through open fields Blind to the wonders That surround ones self Happiness is You're only lost If others pave your road for you Sounds of life The echoes of death Collections of thoughts Meanings morphing Changing Losing and growing Through individuals Molding and defining Based on the past Events those of which Are not shared Where does the shallow end How far do we go Before something Becomes more than skin deep Walking backwards Eyes closed Turning around Only to see If the destination Has been reached Not knowing What The destination is Scenic routes No entry point Mental landscapes Lost in a shroud Of doubt Scent of rain with clear skies Life Incomplete works of art Eyes closed Mind open for business Musings A collection of lost puzzle pieces Dillusional Abstract Shapeless Incoherent prose The glass is either half empty Or half full Depending on the contents Striving for more Is the nature of everything. Stagnant pools of empty thoughts Time wasted Following refractions of light The abscence of light Seeing only what others want The future Holds What I chose to hand it

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A walk in the park, A kiss on the check, Sends ones heart spiraling away. Hands intertwined, Thoughts only on each other, The rest of the world seems to melt away, Only you, Only him, Drifting further into a dillusional paradise. Wrong words were said, Additudes clashed, Fights broke out, Gravity took over sending the lovers crashing back to reality, Nothing good lasts, Love gives false hope, Only to ****** it away replacing it with shattered hopes and forgotten dreams.

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Feb 12, 2013

Feb 12, 2013 at 10:11 PM UTC

amy-john

Forgotten dreams

A walk in the park, A kiss on the check, Sends ones heart spiraling away. Hands intertwined, Thoughts only on each other, The rest of the world seems to melt away, Only you, Only him, Drifting further into a dillusional paradise. Wrong words were said, Additudes clashed, Fights broke out, Gravity took over sending the lovers crashing back to reality, Nothing good lasts, Love gives false hope, Only to ****** it away replacing it with shattered hopes and forgotten dreams.

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one tubby tubby tubby, two tubby tubby tubby, 3 tubby tubby tubby, 4!!! shes fattest of all-watch how zack shake the earth an watch her fall because thats how i ball...... shes phsyco, dillusional, depressed eater- non veggie meat feaster.. she said she got no std but believe me noone in the world not even with a 10 foot pole an ****** on it would hit it....... zack legendary she isnt... zack got the skills more precise then a surgeon her fingers to fatt thats faxx...... zack makes boss moves she looks like a fat case who do voodoo-broke *** burger king manager, wearing hoodies in summer... better for me cover that skin-muffin top, fatty when you eat its a sin.... go do lethe to make ends... we dont need you we wont feed you **** apartment dweller boutta call wendys an get you fired!!! POST MY ADDRESS AGAIN SEE WHAT HAPPENDS-FULL BLOOM... YOU FEEL CONFIDENT POSTING MY ADDY... POST YOURS.... YOU ARE SCARED... MATTER FACT LETS TEST MY SKILLS//// YOURE SICK IM NOT-EVEN THO I TAKE THE WHOLE PHARMACY!!!! YOURE INSECURE POST THAT BELLY FLABB POST THEM ROLLS-IM CUT AN SWOLE, ILL POST MY ABS ANY DAY OF THE WEEK... YOURE WEAK YOU WREAK AN CAN BARELY LIFT A LEG, WACK BEACHED WHALE, GO DIE NOONE LIKES YOU, BE CAREFUL BEFORE I PULL UP AN DRIVE BY LEAVING YA DEAD THE WHOLE 9... YOU GOT 200$ DOLLARS I GOT 200 BILLION..... NO COMPETITION... YOUR WHOLE LIFE YOU CAN WORK FOR WHAT I MAKE IN 30 MINUTES.... SEE WHAT HAPPENDS DARKY GO PLEAD RACIST AGAIN ILL TAKE YOU OUT-THIS AIN A RHYME ITS PURE LOVE I CARE FOR PEOPLE AN DONT WANNA SEE YOU GET SHOT.... ARYAN TILL I DIE IM GOD YOURE NOT!!!! YOU NEVER WILL BE OR AMOUNT TO ANYTHING NEAR OR COMPARED TO ME IN ANY COMPOSTITION....... accept the fact you will never succeed, because you spread negative energy its disease take that drama an b.s. elsewhare..... im done because youre done the next one gets worse

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Jul 22, 2019

Jul 22, 2019 at 1:26 PM UTC

ZACKAVELLI

1 tubby tubby

one tubby tubby tubby, two tubby tubby tubby, 3 tubby tubby tubby, 4!!! shes fattest of all-watch how zack shake the earth an watch her fall because thats how i ball...... shes phsyco, dillusional, depressed eater- non veggie meat feaster.. she said she got no std but believe me noone in the world not even with a 10 foot pole an ****** on it would hit it....... zack legendary she isnt... zack got the skills more precise then a surgeon her fingers to fatt thats faxx...... zack makes boss moves she looks like a fat case who do voodoo-broke *** burger king manager, wearing hoodies in summer... better for me cover that skin-muffin top, fatty when you eat its a sin.... go do lethe to make ends... we dont need you we wont feed you **** apartment dweller boutta call wendys an get you fired!!! POST MY ADDRESS AGAIN SEE WHAT HAPPENDS-FULL BLOOM... YOU FEEL CONFIDENT POSTING MY ADDY... POST YOURS.... YOU ARE SCARED... MATTER FACT LETS TEST MY SKILLS//// YOURE SICK IM NOT-EVEN THO I TAKE THE WHOLE PHARMACY!!!! YOURE INSECURE POST THAT BELLY FLABB POST THEM ROLLS-IM CUT AN SWOLE, ILL POST MY ABS ANY DAY OF THE WEEK... YOURE WEAK YOU WREAK AN CAN BARELY LIFT A LEG, WACK BEACHED WHALE, GO DIE NOONE LIKES YOU, BE CAREFUL BEFORE I PULL UP AN DRIVE BY LEAVING YA DEAD THE WHOLE 9... YOU GOT 200$ DOLLARS I GOT 200 BILLION..... NO COMPETITION... YOUR WHOLE LIFE YOU CAN WORK FOR WHAT I MAKE IN 30 MINUTES.... SEE WHAT HAPPENDS DARKY GO PLEAD RACIST AGAIN ILL TAKE YOU OUT-THIS AIN A RHYME ITS PURE LOVE I CARE FOR PEOPLE AN DONT WANNA SEE YOU GET SHOT.... ARYAN TILL I DIE IM GOD YOURE NOT!!!! YOU NEVER WILL BE OR AMOUNT TO ANYTHING NEAR OR COMPARED TO ME IN ANY COMPOSTITION....... accept the fact you will never succeed, because you spread negative energy its disease take that drama an b.s. elsewhare..... im done because youre done the next one gets worse

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What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Wrong is right, or is it right is wrong? I don't know, but the mere thought is driving me insane. The constant commotion surrounding me has my head spinning. I try to block it all out but everytime I try the sound seems to find some other right of passage. "Shut up," I scream. "Shut up!" But the more I speak, the louder they seem to get. I close my eyes hoping it would strain the noise, only to achieve no success. I can't take it anymore. This is too much for me. My head feels like it's going to explode. "SHUT UP!" I scream at the top of my lungs. Only to open my eyes and realize... I'm alone.

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Mar 13, 2014

Mar 13, 2014 at 9:31 AM UTC

donte-davon-dennis

Dillusional

What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Wrong is right, or is it right is wrong? I don't know, but the mere thought is driving me insane. The constant commotion surrounding me has my head spinning. I try to block it all out but everytime I try the sound seems to find some other right of passage. "Shut up," I scream. "Shut up!" But the more I speak, the louder they seem to get. I close my eyes hoping it would strain the noise, only to achieve no success. I can't take it anymore. This is too much for me. My head feels like it's going to explode. "SHUT UP!" I scream at the top of my lungs. Only to open my eyes and realize... I'm alone.

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This morning I’m so dillusional I can’t even see straight the world is turning to black I think I’ve met my fate The colors spin out of control there is nothing to grab onto my mind is blurred, my throat is caught I don’t know what to do Every morning is ******* like this I’m so sick of dealing with this **** I’m getting to the point of just cutting again to keep myself from having a fit but that ****** me off even more it’s because I’m so ******* crazy that fact eats away at my soul causing my eyes to get hazy I have such a headache why do I do this to myself? why can’t I just calm the **** down? why can’t I be like everybody else? It’s just so embarrassing not knowing when I’ll explode I get so ******* upset that it causes me to throw up All of this anger. Where does it come from? Life is going great out of nowhere I’m turned upside down and I become so full of hate Knowing that just makes me feel worse and the cycle repeats all over again I’m so tired of dealing with this when will this chaos end?

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Apr 30, 2015

Apr 30, 2015 at 8:16 PM UTC

mandie-sanders

Chaotic Mind

This morning I’m so dillusional I can’t even see straight the world is turning to black I think I’ve met my fate The colors spin out of control there is nothing to grab onto my mind is blurred, my throat is caught I don’t know what to do Every morning is ******* like this I’m so sick of dealing with this **** I’m getting to the point of just cutting again to keep myself from having a fit but that ****** me off even more it’s because I’m so ******* crazy that fact eats away at my soul causing my eyes to get hazy I have such a headache why do I do this to myself? why can’t I just calm the **** down? why can’t I be like everybody else? It’s just so embarrassing not knowing when I’ll explode I get so ******* upset that it causes me to throw up All of this anger. Where does it come from? Life is going great out of nowhere I’m turned upside down and I become so full of hate Knowing that just makes me feel worse and the cycle repeats all over again I’m so tired of dealing with this when will this chaos end?

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