Just because **** is sterile
Don't mean that it's drinkable

I hope you
Get help

I hope one day you wake up
And the sun is risen out of your window
You go to start your day
And the emptiness sets in
The loneliness sets in
Knowing you have no one to really
Talk to
I know she can’t the way
I do

I hope you realize
The way you wrecked me
And I hope it wrecks yourself

I don’t forgive you
Not for the way
You just blocked me out
You acted like I was crazy


And when you miss me
Please
Don’t call
Don’t write
Don’t make a sound at all
Lie in the bed you made
Lie in it without me
Even when I miss you too

You ****

I am wondering if you still read my works
Maybe you could talk to me soon
Please

I want to forget April
I want to erase May
June can also go away
I knew it
I knew it Dillan
I knew you’d never ever
Stay

Dillan, I can’t stop thinking about you
I just want to hear from you

Dillan
I miss you today
I miss you every day

It’s at night when the full glass
Tips over the edge
Spilling and spreading out
Every thought of you
Dillan

Dillan,
You are a coward
I will
Never
Ever
Forgive you.

It’s five am
And I know you’re sleeping
I’m wide awake
Memories of you dancing
In my head
Making love
Laughing
Feeling so whole
I miss you Dillan

Well,
There we go Dillan,
Another year passed us by and we were not together, I have not heard from you since April, and so soon
It will be a year since I’ve spoke to you
Do you still read these?
I doubt it, I sense how you have thought to cleanse yourself of whatever it was we did
But,
**** me if I don’t still think about you

A boy asked me to dinner today
And I said no
I said no
I’m still not over Dillan
He’s all I think about
He’s all I want to be around