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It quivers and aches
It burns and it breakes
Consumes you inside and out
Its rythm can torture
And deliver exposure
To an inhumane growl
The body is ******
And this burden is shady
Without its energy
Life is gray
Pulls in the harvest
Lights your way
Its nothing to degrate
A light beat
Desides your fate
Skip it
And it will imitate
A greater hate
That's meant for the opposite
Unless its broken
:P :D
Geanna Sep 2018
I'm losing them, i'm losing them all. One by one, as they drop
I was getting better. Things were fine. but then this darkness desides to pass by. Here I am, now a bit over a month clean, sadly still feeling depressed, with no defeat. I was smiling today, I was even laughing, then they ask "how are you?" I answered with a smile "I'm depressed". they laughed and smiled and tried to relate. little did they know it was all fake and almost too late. Earlier today I swear I was gonna do it. I was right there standing at that line. The line of life and death. I went for a walk and sat there. I sat where what could've been a death scene and pondered. I pondered about my future, my friends, my family, my lover. I had the note ready for them in my back pocket. Eventually I decided I should wait one more day. Maybe by then something will change.
adam S May 2015
there was a time when i was suddenly just here
my heart and mind recall another time, before this
hence the first battle of this life, surging back and forth
sorrow my companion for reasons unknown to me
yet none the less held for i knew i was strong enough to hold such a burden

i sit besides you and show you that your sorrow is not unjust, mere miss understood
i watched my beloved grow, ever so watchful and ever so with a smile
this man knew nothing of his fate nor of me........ and at times this was not the best feeling
yet i know how things work and aided him still
for our desitnies are linked at the end

then a time came where i was awake and my eyes were laid upon a beautiful being
she gave me a gift, the gift to defend those i care for a gift, i will use for her if need be
a glipse of her face reduced me to tears, for reasons only of late have i found and treasure
together we have been since and always even if i have been too blind to see
it was her job to remind me whom i am for it is her i picked

now he sees me and in times his wings have grown back
how i am so proud his heart does not carry the sound of metal a promise i asked of him
together we hug with our wings, in such am embrace we treasure
it is my eye that i cover to be strong for i know more than him and know my duties
yet those feelings yearn to be recalled and refelt

now i am a warrior i fight for the light, this is my choice
the will of a hybrid torn between evil and good, the true free makers of their destiny
for their will alone desides upon what side of the field they stand
i remember a being so gentle and kind who smiled upon me and showed me the....... light
how my heart became of the light thus far

after much training he is now ready for his final destiny if his heart lets it be
i softly touch him and speak gentle words, reminding.......... caring....... and.. loving
for together we dive into the chaos of battle and once again we will find ourselves at the end of it
when only the sorrow can be heard and felt and upon this your final wish i shall grant
we shall gaze upon the sun rise as we have done before and we shall do so again

my resolve absoulte! nothing can break me
as i surge to the light and push forward i feel it..... what is this?
love? i carry love upon my heart yet.. it was always their but how i ponder?
then my gaze falls upon her... no this cannot, then she lifts my head up and speaks you feel what i feel
all is how it should be

and upon this we smile together, we fight as warriors and love as lovers
this in a sence is our curse but our way of life our existance
for together....... we are the tide of battle

— The End —