"deside" poems
My life is stupid.
Broken down and sad.
Terrible and bad...
My life is stupid.
Forget me not.
Here I rot.
My life is stupid.
Everyone is who I hate.
They deside my eminating fate.
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 10:07 AM UTC
The heart of the beast is pounding, pounding, pounding
Your legs are pumping, pumping, pumping
Its growl deep and head low
Watching you, its pray
Ready to pounce at any moment
But then, whoosh, it's gone
Into nothing, thin air, emptiness
You keep going because you're scared, unaware
The edge greets you
Instincts take over and you stop
The silence is deafening
Where did it go?
How are you alive?
It only took a moment to realize that the beast is inside
And in that moment, you deside
To fight the thing with yellow eyes
Aloud you say "Come out to play."
The sword is somehow there
You grab it and fight
For love, for life, for fear
The final blow is brought down
So is a crown
You slayed the beast that ruled your thoughts
Now it's your turn
Show them who's boss
Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 9:13 PM UTC
Star shot blue eyes
a meatior shower starts to fall in my head my skin tightens
I see a faint flash nothing more then a flicker at first, a galexy was born between sparks of our laughter
I thought I knew but I wasnt sure I loved her at least these fleating moments I could
all the hot new stars started to fad to a deep terqose as our galexy grew old I say good night you shift your eyes and said the same and give me one more meatior shawer with a simple smile
in my dreams you came sailing along the soft light of the moon to steal me away once more
for two weeks I just traced my way through our constolation just finding little remnants of you just star dust now
I sit and wait under the night sky speckled with stars hoping you would deside to fall my way again and bring me back out to space to spin around and around like we did our first night in the sky
Mar 16, 2012
Mar 16, 2012 at 2:13 AM UTC
As you stand there yelling at me I can't deside,
Wither to go to the kitchen and stab myself,
Or sit there and listen to you bring me down for the tenth time,
I chose option B because you tell me to grow up,
And you deside what I will do when I'm older,
Because what I want to be isent good enough for your life style,
You are planing tommrow while I live tommrow,
With a laughter and a smile,
You live with flash cards and notes,
For I chose to live of studying,
And you are jelous of it,
For I will never grow up until I have fully expericened life.
Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 10:08 PM UTC
I never expted that I would fall in love with you
before we could ever see how we would be together
before I really had enough time to tell you how I feel
our time has come to an end before it started
I put off telling you that I love you and want to be with you forever
but since you tried to help a freind our time has been cut short
I keep telling myself its not to late to tell you but im not
the one who can deside that now so tell me is it to late
to tell you that I Love You
Dec 13, 2011
Dec 13, 2011 at 2:43 PM UTC
The battle remained in my head
The fight between my heart and mind...
Although time has passed
The fear and comfort I cannot mask
But why, why must this be so true
To love, to want, the need for you
My heart and mind remained so torn...
I can't, I can't no more
I can't get back what we almost had
I will never know if I made you sad
You are gone, and moved on
But my heart and mind remained so torn...
Time just ceased on my clock
Although my struggle had never stopped...
You couldn't wait but that's ok
You needed to live and love someday
I think of you, and imagine the what if's
I understand your happiness
Accept now my lips long for your kiss
Oh why oh why did my heart and mind remain so torn?
I'm hurting inside because I couldn't deside
I was afraid, I had to run and hide
The choices I couldn't make
Now my heart is on a stake
Because you couldn't wait....
Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 4:46 AM UTC
Oh you dont know me? then let me explain something real quick. Stand the **** up, or sit down, i dont give a **** im game. Dont bring **** to my house, or i will stand up. Im am from the skum, of the skum at the bottom of the sea. My last name represents me i am a williams as you see.
By the way this is the york in me, do not **** with thee. crazy mother ****** wrighting this you see.............
I have been a *** i have sat on my thumb i am a fan of neither one. Keep running your mouth? i am from the south. I will put you in the ground...
May we all rest sound, for the women an children are safe an home bound. Do not worry for me, i am safe as well. satisfied that i sent you to hell, ive been there an back sevral times.
Take me with you homie, for i am down to ride. Live or die mother ****** its time you deside.
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 2:53 PM UTC
Im scared what is it going be like
When I turn sisteen
What is it going to be like
Whats in it for me
Is it going to be scary
Is it going to be fun
Or is it going to be
This and that
And your already done
I mean seriously What is it going to be like...
Are you going to meet new people
Or are you going to live be living in a house with me or live in a dungeon and play with
Rats for free
Who really knows these questions are
Easy to answer just make sure there right
But not wrong only you can deside
What your fate will be
Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 11:27 PM UTC
Can you tell me a secret?
Or can I tell you?
Who decides?
What deamons deside
When your the chosen vessel
And cannot speak
While it watches you
And attempts to play
Nat thought!
Was I there for you?
Or simply that pawn?
To ******
Do it! I dare you!
Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 10:49 PM UTC
At night
When scars flare out
When nobody can hear you breathing
No one checks on your dreams
You feel beaten and sore
Life tied your arms behind your back
Blinded you with despair at night
Leaves you bleeding from your heart
Broken and sore
I still have my teeth that bites
My deside that keeps me warm
My growling grows
Inside of me
Flame that consumes
All pain and imperfections
Another day had pass
Still standing inside
Broken pieces, missing memories
Ready to love
What the night has left behind
Still standing
Hope that never leaves
Heart that never stops
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 12:20 AM UTC