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Only think Positive thoughts smile to make life meaningful and peaceful in your own world cleanliness, is next to Godliness walk with no shame, embrace all your gloryness impress with a helping impact dont depress, its a boring effect love others and earn self respect
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Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 11:58 PM UTC
embrase yourself
You said you were ugly, you are not. You said you were worthless, you are not. You said you were sad and broken, let me help you out. You said you were feeling down and depress, I'll fix you up. You make my emotions function continuously, you still do. You make me loyal with no feeling of remorse, you still do. You made me feel that there's no one else, you still do. You left me there standing all alone, you still do. You are the one that I will keep fighting for, that is my oath. You are the one that I'm willing to fix, forever and ever. You are the one that I still wish for, my only dream. You are the one that can make me fall, my one weakness. You keep diminishing your self worth, I still believe in you. You keep saying you are not worth it, I'll make you think otherwise. You finally recovered from you broken state, I'm very proud of you. You denied me access to be part of your world, you still do....
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Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 9:15 AM UTC
You
The drug The high The confusion The craving The withdrawal The brain feels overwhelmed The noise creates chaos in my mind The silence I seek The alone time I need The anxiety kicks in Struggling to breathe... Overthinking creates an addiction, to the things that cause mind suppression. My mind is noisy, with thoughts of occurrences that have happened, and some not. I try not to depress myself, but mistakenly think too far in the future, then get disappointed because expectations have not been reached. Busy, distracted, chaotic, and unfocused. I reach no end to where my mind goes... A path of little thoughts that creates an explosion and downfall. I crave the drugs to give my mind a rest. To give it a sense of peacefulness... I have failed lifes tests. Tense, tight, my mind implodes. Burn my thoughts and bury them in ashed coal. Cannot sleep Cannot close my eyes Always in a state of overthinking... Like my brain is constantly blinking
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Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 10:00 AM UTC
Overthinking
I write to express, Thoughts I can't suppress, When something makes me depress, When things happen in excess Feels good to pen down, I Guess. When I am alone, I get in my own zone, When my heart groan, When I miss her skin and bone, I write words expect them to make perfect tone. When I am in a long Uber ride, For sleeping I stride, For you when my heart cried, Writing something I tried. Rhyming I applied. This is how I write.
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Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 12:37 AM UTC
Why I write!?
I am thankful for the mountains I am thankful for the music that comes from the mountains I am thankful for every fire that is lit by nothing more than the embers of a fire that raged before it Only these fires can truly comprehend what it is like to suffer and be born again I am thankful for the knowledge that every human being has in them a true spark Only some don't care or are too busy Or let their dreams be squashed or didn't have the fuel to burn in the first place I am thankful for the holy beat poets Kerouac and Ginsberg I am thankful for the poet saints Rimbaud and Lorca And I am thankful for my saints of folk music Bob Dylan and Woody Guthrie shaped me long before any of this But all in all I am thankful for the holy ghost of Carl Sandburg Without him I would not be writing this poem or any I am thankful that these poems allow me to say what I need to I don't expect my words to be recited at weddings or funerals But I don't mind because both atmospheres depress me just the same I am thankful for every trail I have walked I am thankful for every breath of Rocky or Appalachian air ever to enter my tragic lungs I am thankful for the bonfires I have lit I am thankful for the sticks that snap in my hands and leave scrapes that bleed only enough to remind me that I'm alive I do not need such reminders but it's always a nice thing to have I am thankful for every lost love Whether I disappointed them or ****** them off is no matter All that matters is that there is humility I am thankful for the fact that these lost loves are leading Completely happy lives with or without me Knowing someone's happiness is dependent on me is a responsibility I cannot bear I am thankful for this typewriter It was my grandfather's when he was my age He passed away two years ago on the week of Thanksgiving He was born that week too And it isn't pilgrims or stuffing that help me to feel thankful It's the people like him
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Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 2:19 AM UTC
Thanksgiving (Two Days Late)
I am thankful for the mountains I am thankful for the music that comes from the mountains I am thankful for every fire that is lit by nothing more than the embers of a fire that raged before it Only these fires can truly comprehend what it is like to suffer and be born again I am thankful for the knowledge that every human being has in them a true spark Only some don't care or are too busy Or let their dreams be squashed or didn't have the fuel to burn in the first place I am thankful for the holy beat poets Kerouac and Ginsberg I am thankful for the poet saints Rimbaud and Lorca And I am thankful for my saints of folk music Bob Dylan and Woody Guthrie shaped me long before any of this But all in all I am thankful for the holy ghost of Carl Sandburg Without him I would not be writing this poem or any I am thankful that these poems allow me to say what I need to I don't expect my words to be recited at weddings or funerals But I don't mind because both atmospheres depress me just the same I am thankful for every trail I have walked I am thankful for every breath of Rocky or Appalachian air ever to enter my tragic lungs I am thankful for the bonfires I have lit I am thankful for the sticks that snap in my hands and leave scrapes that bleed only enough to remind me that I'm alive I do not need such reminders but it's always a nice thing to have I am thankful for every lost love Whether I disappointed them or ****** them off is no matter All that matters is that there is humility I am thankful for the fact that these lost loves are leading Completely happy lives with or without me Knowing someone's happiness is dependent on me is a responsibility I cannot bear I am thankful for this typewriter It was my grandfather's when he was my age He passed away two years ago on the week of Thanksgiving He was born that week too And it isn't pilgrims or stuffing that help me to feel thankful It's the people like him
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Will you love me if I said I have AHDH (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder) That I will jump before you speak Will be impatient to get my way I can love u and hate you at the same time I will nod, but not understand. Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. Will you love me if I said I have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) That I will be so drawn to you That I'll throw myself at you That more often than ever I will question you if you me love too Then I'll doubt you if you do I'll accuse you of using me Then I'll offer myself to be used I will shunt between 2 shades There is no grey for me Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. Will you love me if I said I have Bipolar (Disorder) That my mood swings like a pendulum That I will drive you mad Or make you sad Or I'll laugh till I drop That you will never understand Who I am today Dealing with my situation Will depress you. I can literally **** your life out too. Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. Will you love me if I said I have NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) That I will always think of me That my dreams and aspirations will be so big I wont have time for empathy That I left my childhood behind So don't bug me with sensitivity I am afraid of your committment Cause no one can hold me still Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. Will you love me if I said I am terminally ill That my pain is unbearable My hope has dimmed out too And I can see no end to my misery But even though my life's a thread I really want to have a full life again I want to be able to trade my pain If someone would only be game. But I know it is not possible Hence I ask for what is Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. You see this world's bursting with people who ache! You and I have the difference to make. It is so easy to empathize With someone who pain is visible in daylight But spare a thought for those who ache inwardly Trapped in a battle with their minds eccentricity! If your courage be so strong That pain not withstanding you choose to bond Live that life that gives glory Share that love, that speaks a story Love ceaselessly, love like it truly is! Love above humans no one can Cause loving like HIM, Needs a supreme hand!
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Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 5:09 AM UTC
Will you love me if I said
Will you love me if I said I have AHDH (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder) That I will jump before you speak Will be impatient to get my way I can love u and hate you at the same time I will nod, but not understand. Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. Will you love me if I said I have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) That I will be so drawn to you That I'll throw myself at you That more often than ever I will question you if you me love too Then I'll doubt you if you do I'll accuse you of using me Then I'll offer myself to be used I will shunt between 2 shades There is no grey for me Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. Will you love me if I said I have Bipolar (Disorder) That my mood swings like a pendulum That I will drive you mad Or make you sad Or I'll laugh till I drop That you will never understand Who I am today Dealing with my situation Will depress you. I can literally **** your life out too. Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. Will you love me if I said I have NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) That I will always think of me That my dreams and aspirations will be so big I wont have time for empathy That I left my childhood behind So don't bug me with sensitivity I am afraid of your committment Cause no one can hold me still Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. Will you love me if I said I am terminally ill That my pain is unbearable My hope has dimmed out too And I can see no end to my misery But even though my life's a thread I really want to have a full life again I want to be able to trade my pain If someone would only be game. But I know it is not possible Hence I ask for what is Will you love me truly, even then? Cause your love will make all the difference. You see this world's bursting with people who ache! You and I have the difference to make. It is so easy to empathize With someone who pain is visible in daylight But spare a thought for those who ache inwardly Trapped in a battle with their minds eccentricity! If your courage be so strong That pain not withstanding you choose to bond Live that life that gives glory Share that love, that speaks a story Love ceaselessly, love like it truly is! Love above humans no one can Cause loving like HIM, Needs a supreme hand!
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Ash to mouth divide north and south east and west, shout  with class of Scout let it out with griffin clout we here we out , hear me out — rhymes in time without silent shrines to mime cleared the crowd covered eyes and mouth over body desert shroud if vengeance is your business then from swords to plow en lakesh an eye for an eye binds the all to be blind but you can’t unsee the signs no thoughts unclouded by loss out the window I toss mosaic fragments that cost health and awesome sauce Nazareth gutted commandments by anarchy spelled disaster after culture massive ego it swell up the road ahead a pit depress the juncture so we spit the dirt divide just to touch the other from pup to wolf so many bites, a pitted puncture so much disfunct the fight till all be winded lungs sir you can run but  from gamma ray you no hide passed a black hole wand inside a body died but it’s alright (it’s heaven sight till Zombie night ) animate dead necromantic black ring the rhythm of life and death a chronic swing the pendulum blade cross over cosmic skin consciousness draw out from within traced the win which wound round tat to skeleton a dusty tome bound and crafted man medicine subtracted by the head that spin in the sky and its happening, blessen-ings the miracle is mystery u cant guess it talking 3 eye see talking vip climb high as canopy walking so my shadow lands under me. ten toes touch to the dusty roads when toads appear throats close mighta had the Midas touch still the golden one was too much to flush you might live in Laos you my livid crowd you might live it now neva hit my limit how cause you live in now when you wake up proud timid mind plowed divid-dine fill the cloud insta crowd wowed this I vowed
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Sep 8, 2018
Sep 8, 2018 at 7:59 PM UTC
NȺƶȺɍɇŧħ FɍȺǥmɇnŧs
Ash to mouth divide north and south east and west, shout  with class of Scout let it out with griffin clout we here we out , hear me out — rhymes in time without silent shrines to mime cleared the crowd covered eyes and mouth over body desert shroud if vengeance is your business then from swords to plow en lakesh an eye for an eye binds the all to be blind but you can’t unsee the signs no thoughts unclouded by loss out the window I toss mosaic fragments that cost health and awesome sauce Nazareth gutted commandments by anarchy spelled disaster after culture massive ego it swell up the road ahead a pit depress the juncture so we spit the dirt divide just to touch the other from pup to wolf so many bites, a pitted puncture so much disfunct the fight till all be winded lungs sir you can run but  from gamma ray you no hide passed a black hole wand inside a body died but it’s alright (it’s heaven sight till Zombie night ) animate dead necromantic black ring the rhythm of life and death a chronic swing the pendulum blade cross over cosmic skin consciousness draw out from within traced the win which wound round tat to skeleton a dusty tome bound and crafted man medicine subtracted by the head that spin in the sky and its happening, blessen-ings the miracle is mystery u cant guess it talking 3 eye see talking vip climb high as canopy walking so my shadow lands under me. ten toes touch to the dusty roads when toads appear throats close mighta had the Midas touch still the golden one was too much to flush you might live in Laos you my livid crowd you might live it now neva hit my limit how cause you live in now when you wake up proud timid mind plowed divid-dine fill the cloud insta crowd wowed this I vowed
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Jun 21, 2020
Jun 21, 2020 at 12:27 PM UTC
Happy or Depressed
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I am not at home. Home is where you go back to after vacation. Where you don’t worry about whether to take your shoes off in the entryway. Where you know that the light switch between you and your parent’s bedroom doesn’t actually do anything. Where you know you can leave your ***** dishes on the counter because somebody will put them in the dishwasher for you. Where people say, “What are you doing for the holidays?” And you say, “I’m going home.” And they say, “Oh, that’s nice,” and it is. That’s home. But I have none of those things. Sometimes things like that depress me. And then I have this strange urge to tell someone, just to see if it depresses them too. It doesn’t have to be someone I care about. It just has to be someone who would listen.
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 7:47 PM UTC
Homelessness
Mind, like a deciduous forest has lost all its foliage, all leaves torn away by the autumnal blasts The brain where great schemes were concocted is now an abyss where spiders sway It is bare – dismally barren of all memories – sweet and sour Like a kite afloat in the boundless sky moving nowhere, but as the wind directs, cut out from the past, turned from the present with the future yet to surge from the abyss or like serpents intertwining,     hissing in turmoil within the brain, unable to sense the gusty blast, or hear the whispering air, dead to sounds that disturb, deaf to songs that soothe, like a phantom he moves weird, drifting far away to a space and time impenetrable   with nothing to make the mind agog or depress it to let out a sigh. Loitering on roads without hurrying feet with no bliss coming on the way to run or hasten to embrace or fear to be missed sore passing through dark labyrinthine tunnels forever barred with no exit churned in oblivion, oblivious of all, he remains a spectral facsimile of his onetime self plummeting into a black hole The pulse of a heart beat is all that keeps him alive,   all else is dead…… !   with dreary nights ahead that shall not know another morrow
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Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 8:13 AM UTC
Dementia
*I tried to stop being depress, and start making friends. But then… I build too many walls, Just to hide my flaws always fearing they’ll crumble. And... In the end I can’t stop my thoughts when I’m alone, reoccurring questions it sought. Burdens comes falling, Rushing like the tide, washing pushing away the happy mask I wore.*
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Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 4:47 AM UTC
happy mask
Sapphire drops of moonlight bounced off her umbrella and a cool, smoky mist escaped her crimson lips every once and so often.There she stood alone, on a loud, bright and miserable winters’ night. Pensively gazing over the glistening city streets before her. Echoes of light gleamed from the windows of bars and cafes. Reflections of lover’s kisses melted in a cold November rain. Live music, laughter, conversation! O what a cheerful sight is the city at night, for all but one this evening. Such striking acts of delight and love did nothing but depress her. This loner longs to stand with the pack and live her life, instead of merely existing. She is the Steppenwolf of her time. Unwanted and alone. And much like the original Steppenwolf, she gives and cares for others very much like family. Alas, despite her best efforts, she could never fit in. And perhaps, never will.
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Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 7:51 AM UTC
Loner
What's wrong with you? Who do you think you are? Look, he thinks he's tough, he thinks he knows everything Seriously who does he think he is Do you think you're Prince Regent You think you're a hard man, yeah! How dare you, how ****** dare you You wanna mess with us, do you, big man Don't you know who we are! We the business, we're more than you We ****** rule the ******* ****** world We rule your *** we make and bend the law We take and we give, we are the ****** ******** We block and you're finished, no ****** **** no life We come from the South, East, West  and ****** North We are gangsters and we got the contacts and the contracts When we say jump, you ask, how ****** high should I jump Look this ****** small geezer playing with us How dare you making us feel frustrated and stupid We'll got all kinds of mind **** ready to do your head in How dare you not play ball, a woman set up to wind you up Now we're not getting inside gossip and juicy stories to use Now all the women waiting eagerly to hear bedroom gossip are all disappointed cause you are not following the ****** plot We can't bend your head and frustrate you and stress you out You ****** small man, you're not even tall and you wanna diss us. Who are you you little ****** We spend all our valuable time taunting you We try and depress and torment you and you laugh What do you want, do you wanna mess with People's Power We can make you disappear if we want, do you know that big boy We put all kind of moves on yer and yet you struts like a king We harass your ****** mind and try to demoralize you Listen sunshine you better stop being such a ******* smart *** You think you ******* know everything, making us look stupid. You better watch out, you better watch ****** out Cause ain't no Santa coming for you, we are the Rulers And we hate you and your big ******* **** you ain't got ***** You are costing us ****** money, time and energy, you effin **** Do you know some of us sit all day thinking up ways to get at you Do you know some wait in the ****** cold to watch you all day You think its easy having to think up nonsensical things to write Or making up all kinds of scenarios all because of you ******** You think you are superman, Atlas and Einstein rolled into one! Do you, George, Answer me George.....answer Me!!!
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Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 12:42 PM UTC
Stop Laughing! Sunshine......
What's wrong with you? Who do you think you are? Look, he thinks he's tough, he thinks he knows everything Seriously who does he think he is Do you think you're Prince Regent You think you're a hard man, yeah! How dare you, how ****** dare you You wanna mess with us, do you, big man Don't you know who we are! We the business, we're more than you We ****** rule the ******* ****** world We rule your *** we make and bend the law We take and we give, we are the ****** ******** We block and you're finished, no ****** **** no life We come from the South, East, West  and ****** North We are gangsters and we got the contacts and the contracts When we say jump, you ask, how ****** high should I jump Look this ****** small geezer playing with us How dare you making us feel frustrated and stupid We'll got all kinds of mind **** ready to do your head in How dare you not play ball, a woman set up to wind you up Now we're not getting inside gossip and juicy stories to use Now all the women waiting eagerly to hear bedroom gossip are all disappointed cause you are not following the ****** plot We can't bend your head and frustrate you and stress you out You ****** small man, you're not even tall and you wanna diss us. Who are you you little ****** We spend all our valuable time taunting you We try and depress and torment you and you laugh What do you want, do you wanna mess with People's Power We can make you disappear if we want, do you know that big boy We put all kind of moves on yer and yet you struts like a king We harass your ****** mind and try to demoralize you Listen sunshine you better stop being such a ******* smart *** You think you ******* know everything, making us look stupid. You better watch out, you better watch ****** out Cause ain't no Santa coming for you, we are the Rulers And we hate you and your big ******* **** you ain't got ***** You are costing us ****** money, time and energy, you effin **** Do you know some of us sit all day thinking up ways to get at you Do you know some wait in the ****** cold to watch you all day You think its easy having to think up nonsensical things to write Or making up all kinds of scenarios all because of you ******** You think you are superman, Atlas and Einstein rolled into one! Do you, George, Answer me George.....answer Me!!!
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Them: Depression feeds off all this isolation Me: But what I do in it, is the only thing that delays my impulses Them: Use coping skills. Me: The only coping skills that work are the ones that destroy me Them: You feel so lonely because you put up a wall and block people out Me: I feel so lonely because people never approach me to see if I'm okay Them: Don't think too much, it brings you down Me: I can't help but think too much, my mind never turns off and the gears are always turning. Them: Stop looking at violence Me: But it helps with the anger inside my head Them: Just keep having faith, having hope Me: Faith is an illusion and hope is a lie Them: You will make it through this and then you can live your life Me: I will live through this until it will take my life Them: You can never return to a memory, don't think of the past Me: But memories are all I have that might bring me a small smile of happiness to my face Them: I can help you, you just have to let me Me: I have let you and your words depress me even more Them: There is a point where we can't help you, you're going to have to save yourself. Me: And that is why there was never hope Them: You will live and have a better life soon Me: I have lived and they all tell me you can't go back to memories Them: You are alive Me: I died far before they found me lying on the ground in the room
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Jul 4, 2016
Jul 4, 2016 at 10:59 PM UTC
Them
Rocketship Pistol on my hip Quick Shooter No Hitter One Hitter Quitter Express the depress in your chest scribble scrabble blither blather doesn't matter.
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Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 4:04 PM UTC
Rocketship
Why do I write when I am sad? My life, really, isn't so bad. But when times are dull, cold or blue When it's the start of nothing new When work is done and one is bored When thoughts depress one even more Words are born- itches in the brain I write them down, I'm rid of pain. It may not be put down so well But it describes what I've to tell. When my mind sings an elegy Words are carols for company.
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Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 11:30 AM UTC
Why I write when I'm sad
I buck the system my ***** like forget the system ***** , This world is so Corrupted, The government just wanna take away are feelings, & make us into killing machines..just like the Nazis (Fuck America)..Uhh (They lie to us*2,..MK Ultra, (Its mind control*2)..mind control This **** is getting way outta control..)*2 Uhh, The **** been going on , I been In my zone, I been sad for so very long.. I been writing all alone, I been stuck in my room, broken mirrors, & Monarch butterflies all around me, The voices in my head won't leave me alone mane, tryna distract me from my Fathers truth homie, I'm having Dreams of demons tryna take hold of my soul..(I won't let em get to me thou..)..Ayo, I'm getting so sick & tired dawg..Im feeling very depress, homicidal & suicidal, like Tommy Wright the 3rd but forget killing myself dawg.. I'm just about to buss out the AK & go Rambo & make these ******* die dawg..They are gonna feel the wrath of Young Ston Poet.. The ****** Disciple , that I felt for so very long..Man its eating up my insides..Uhh I buck the system my ***** **** The system my nigga,..I'm bringing pandemonium.. **** The CIA ***** , America isn't protecting us , They ain't doing nothing but putting us on a string..Uhh, So Forget America mane..Im blowing **** up like the Two brothers did at the Boston Marathon dawg..Real Talk man..Uhh,...I just don't give a **** any more,about nothing..Yeah America **** them..Yeah America is just filled with puppets man.. Sinning Machines, humanoids,clones..shit, people thats just here for devilish purposes, like assassinations, & prostitution.. **** all of that sick **** man, **** being a robot for the white man, **** mind control..Imma stand against the **** shit..This is Only For The Real..This is Only For The Righteous.. Uhh They lie to us, Its mind control.. MK Ultra..Uhh
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Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 12:48 PM UTC
Ston Poet - Mind Control (MK Ultra)
I buck the system my ***** like forget the system ***** , This world is so Corrupted, The government just wanna take away are feelings, & make us into killing machines..just like the Nazis (Fuck America)..Uhh (They lie to us*2,..MK Ultra, (Its mind control*2)..mind control This **** is getting way outta control..)*2 Uhh, The **** been going on , I been In my zone, I been sad for so very long.. I been writing all alone, I been stuck in my room, broken mirrors, & Monarch butterflies all around me, The voices in my head won't leave me alone mane, tryna distract me from my Fathers truth homie, I'm having Dreams of demons tryna take hold of my soul..(I won't let em get to me thou..)..Ayo, I'm getting so sick & tired dawg..Im feeling very depress, homicidal & suicidal, like Tommy Wright the 3rd but forget killing myself dawg.. I'm just about to buss out the AK & go Rambo & make these ******* die dawg..They are gonna feel the wrath of Young Ston Poet.. The ****** Disciple , that I felt for so very long..Man its eating up my insides..Uhh I buck the system my ***** **** The system my nigga,..I'm bringing pandemonium.. **** The CIA ***** , America isn't protecting us , They ain't doing nothing but putting us on a string..Uhh, So Forget America mane..Im blowing **** up like the Two brothers did at the Boston Marathon dawg..Real Talk man..Uhh,...I just don't give a **** any more,about nothing..Yeah America **** them..Yeah America is just filled with puppets man.. Sinning Machines, humanoids,clones..shit, people thats just here for devilish purposes, like assassinations, & prostitution.. **** all of that sick **** man, **** being a robot for the white man, **** mind control..Imma stand against the **** shit..This is Only For The Real..This is Only For The Righteous.. Uhh They lie to us, Its mind control.. MK Ultra..Uhh
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when I say the wind blows you already know but how do the leaves portend emerald on the end or grasping to the limb? If the Love is Lost, when? feelings were ample yet, when unplugged they limp lame sentiment in lieu of visceral slanguage; Who needs a Heart when a record can be Broken? i think therefor iThoughts Depress into cracked lead and bled red into inkwell; gun shots have more potent stocks tragically hip to be so square ingots what gracious melodies and languid lives battered idioms with only one just is to bear how Sad their flirtatious Ness affair with Pain must fin' ish  and putrefy, those believers in Death will die hail a Hashtag worthy of Octothorp for phoenixes are found everyday prostrate your Poetry for posthumous consumption apply the alembic of alteration and Heal our Hashtag heathen history or **** It Hate the Hashtag that's Life! #love   #life   #sad   #pain   #depression   #thoughts   #death   #sadness   #heartbreak   #lost
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Aug 27, 2015
Aug 27, 2015 at 8:28 PM UTC
Hate the Hashtag
Nowadays, Stunned Gripped Because in this holy country people are greedy,even your relatives. Near ones betraying you, Suppress you,depress you. Standing against a Hollow shoulder,this rookie should’ve been boulder. I stand for truth only.Be it against my creator! I pray to you almighty.you should’ve dealt humans With Great preceptor. This overwhelming belief of one mans life, Does not end with couple of children’s & a wife. Out there He struggle through this juggle ! Another day,another dollar ! Not a single diversion is there to reach white collar. This concrete jungle does not  fancy me anymore. I stand gypsy in a midnight moon, Doing this word gambling to kept the fire alive, Swimming through shores with 5 feet & 6 inches of Dive.
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Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 3:15 PM UTC
CLARITY
The air is as thick as the curls of your hair The drink is as stale as the mid-winter air The mistress and the man ascend up the stairs The rest of them, so lifeless, so full of despair Cluttered inside the corners of your mind Trails of your self-medication are all you could find Alcohol poisoning the natural opiates left behind The rest of it, so scarce, so blurred, so blind You tap your fingers to the tune of the song You lift your drink up and back down where it belongs Not another sip, the inevitable you mustn't prolong Drinking away your problems only works for so long Another sad stare from the bartender that tends to wink Another empty glass to clatter on the table when you finally drink Six more years of crawling into debt with the inability to think Drowsy eyes, bloodshot, still dry when you blink Stagnant dreams rest under your pillow at night While dizzy spells depress your enthusiasm as it ignites The life you live is a life lived in spite Regrets hanging on the curtain of your shower, revenge leaking from every reaction site Three more weeks and it'll be over soon enough Take the pills with a glass of whiskey and call your own bluff You'll rest beside him and all of his stuff Douse it in alcohol, light a match, you are tough
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Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 10:40 PM UTC
The Autobiography Of An Alcoholic
The noise of the night now comforts me. The stove creaks as it cools, jets decend to the airport and the traffics throng wains. The day unwinds, its events now memories already. Each event, each thought like a train on its own little railroad, disapearing into the depths of the mind. When morning comes a clean slate. Then within seconds the thoughts that dwell, stress and depress, once again tear along the tracks till they overwhelm you. They just circle the mind on little railroads. No journey to speak of.
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Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 7:45 PM UTC
Little railroads
Covered in rust from pig iron girders, and dust from the nicks in old bricks that time cracks I cannot relax and wish I could just blow up those buildings and stack them in mounds on the ground,which I realise is no different to what they are now. Fred Dibnah would know how he would have taught me,teached me he was a preacher man and could demolish with polish as easy as pie, all those monstrosities that laugh as they scrape at the sky (they should bow) It should be back to the drawing board for those clowns in the towers of the towns where the ring roads depress us.compress us until we're back in the mould. and the old men in whitehall who still play billiards with no ***** should heed what we say, we don't want it this way. We want works, we want perks,we want more out of this living that you are not giving and we're sick, do you hear? we are sick to the pits which no longer exist except in the memories of miners and women who scrabbled through dirt and put scraps of coal in their skirts and then carried them home. Poverty is the bone upon which poor people chew but be careful down there one day it may be you that's being eaten being beaten by us.
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Aug 29, 2013
Aug 29, 2013 at 7:24 AM UTC
I spy
Are you ready for a nightmare Which comes every night Presents the unwanted fairytale They call it, Arrival of The Dark Fairies That allegedly can depress you Drives you crazy Destroys your soul into pieces Makes you try to **** yourself Knocks you out Into the abyss of darkness They vowed to torment humans and will never let them go... One day A poor little girl dreamed She nestled coarsely By the fairies And they asked her, "Are you living, Or just existing?"
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Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 1:48 PM UTC
The Dark Fairies
• The devils situate me in the dungeon, In this pitch-dark  place, Chains locked to my hands and feet, I clamor at the top of my lungs, But only my voice echoed, And penetrated deep, deep within my soul, A voice with dejection, Tears gushed out from my eyes, All swollen for hours and hours of crying, My hopes almost diminish, My prayers weaken, This little faith lifted my chin up, But my body is so worn out i can't hold it any longer, Oh God please help me, Please save me from here, Then suddenly, I passed out, After awhile i feel two hands holding my face, I opened my eyes, But the light is too bright, I can't see anything, I close my eyes and listened to the wonderful voice talking marvelously to me, It's a man's voice! I open my eyes again and i see a man, With all white clothes, And a huge wings behind his back, I was dumbfounded, An angel! Exhiliration enfold me, And I started weeping silently, My God answered me! He answered me! He is my angel, I slapped my face with my two hands, I might be dreaming, But no i am not, This is totally true! He stand me up, I stand up with no troubles, I was astounded, No more chains, no more chains !! I am free, i am free! In my happiness i hugged him. One second i was hugging an angel, Another second I am hugging a man. Oh, Wow! That man is him, The man who did all for me, The man who saved me from my darkest place, He took me out of that ghastly place, And now I am in paradise with him, He makes me happy all the time, All the time, He is always there for me, Whether I am happy, sad or depress, He is always there, He inspires me, He is my angel, He help me overcome my demons, He is my light here on earth, His radiance shines brightly on me, And I am beyond happy, He comforts me, He is my refuge, I always have this hope to wake up each day 'cause I know, I know i am gonna see him, He is my happiness, My best friend, The one I can always lean on to, The one I can always trust, His smiles are my daily dosage, His laughs, his jokes are my daily medication. His love is my supplication, He is my all, my all, I learn to extend my patience, I learn how to be selfless, He showed me a geniune love, A love so  recherché, He guides me to the right tract, And hold my hand so tight and walk with me, He protects me from bad, He is my other half, My preordained one, My strong king, What's the best thing in him is, He pulls me closer to God, I can't thank him enough for all he do, He is so amazing to me, How can i even deserve this? God had been so good to me, I am way so blessed, I am so blessed, I am gonna show him my love daily, I am gonna be by his side always, I am here waiting for him alone, I am here to love him always, I won't leave thee, For you are preordained for me, My love, my soulmate, Ohhh goodness Lord, I praise you oh Lord for all you do, I thank you for all you have done for me, I am so blessed Lord, I am so blessed! with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Feb 9, 2016
Feb 9, 2016 at 8:46 AM UTC
I am so Blessed!!! (Happy 6 months my king!!! i love you ssssssoooooo much!!!
• The devils situate me in the dungeon, In this pitch-dark  place, Chains locked to my hands and feet, I clamor at the top of my lungs, But only my voice echoed, And penetrated deep, deep within my soul, A voice with dejection, Tears gushed out from my eyes, All swollen for hours and hours of crying, My hopes almost diminish, My prayers weaken, This little faith lifted my chin up, But my body is so worn out i can't hold it any longer, Oh God please help me, Please save me from here, Then suddenly, I passed out, After awhile i feel two hands holding my face, I opened my eyes, But the light is too bright, I can't see anything, I close my eyes and listened to the wonderful voice talking marvelously to me, It's a man's voice! I open my eyes again and i see a man, With all white clothes, And a huge wings behind his back, I was dumbfounded, An angel! Exhiliration enfold me, And I started weeping silently, My God answered me! He answered me! He is my angel, I slapped my face with my two hands, I might be dreaming, But no i am not, This is totally true! He stand me up, I stand up with no troubles, I was astounded, No more chains, no more chains !! I am free, i am free! In my happiness i hugged him. One second i was hugging an angel, Another second I am hugging a man. Oh, Wow! That man is him, The man who did all for me, The man who saved me from my darkest place, He took me out of that ghastly place, And now I am in paradise with him, He makes me happy all the time, All the time, He is always there for me, Whether I am happy, sad or depress, He is always there, He inspires me, He is my angel, He help me overcome my demons, He is my light here on earth, His radiance shines brightly on me, And I am beyond happy, He comforts me, He is my refuge, I always have this hope to wake up each day 'cause I know, I know i am gonna see him, He is my happiness, My best friend, The one I can always lean on to, The one I can always trust, His smiles are my daily dosage, His laughs, his jokes are my daily medication. His love is my supplication, He is my all, my all, I learn to extend my patience, I learn how to be selfless, He showed me a geniune love, A love so  recherché, He guides me to the right tract, And hold my hand so tight and walk with me, He protects me from bad, He is my other half, My preordained one, My strong king, What's the best thing in him is, He pulls me closer to God, I can't thank him enough for all he do, He is so amazing to me, How can i even deserve this? God had been so good to me, I am way so blessed, I am so blessed, I am gonna show him my love daily, I am gonna be by his side always, I am here waiting for him alone, I am here to love him always, I won't leave thee, For you are preordained for me, My love, my soulmate, Ohhh goodness Lord, I praise you oh Lord for all you do, I thank you for all you have done for me, I am so blessed Lord, I am so blessed! with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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