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"degrade" poems
bite into my soul and taste your dirt, inflict upon me your rules of hurt. make a wish in the fountain of blood, take a sip and you shall conquer the world. hang me for all the world to see, even in my death i shall walk free. show me the strength of your crown, let me be chased by your blood hounds. cut me and scar me, burn me to the ground, why walk straight when the world's 'round. lock me in a cage so i cannot leave, even in these walls i shall walk free. burn my skin to reach my soul, why break walls when you see no door ? come inside, take away all i know, feed my hatred by hating me some more. erase me so i could never be, even in my extinction i shall walk free. tie my hands and give me a blade, tell me who my enemies are and war shall be made. whisper to me the words that degrade, and i'll scream them at the world, as i fade. **** the lullabies so i can never dream, even in my nightmares i shall walk free. now take my hand and lead me to paradise, fire of hell blowing through the kingdom of ice. sit on your throne and try to swallow your pride, for this slave will never be yours, he's the master of his own life. hang me for all the world to see, even in my death i shall walk free.
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Apr 2, 2014
Apr 2, 2014 at 12:55 PM UTC
Rebel
Borderline personality disorder Unseen people unseen energies tickling my back Distrust paranoia Longing for love unwilling to accept Dreaming of self harm of boys in all black Who am I to you Trust no one not even your best friend especially not them Avert your eyes don’t look at me I don’t see you I hear things that aren’t there I hear things they whisper my name want me to follow Casual *** casually falling in love Relapse around the corner need to see my blood I smell blood I taste it Close my eyes move to music become a ghost Crying in my bedroom crying in public No one sees I am invisible Think horrible things think about killing A certainty that I will end up alone This sounds like a suicide note Want to be art want to be in the ground burned to ash Who AM I ********** daily In love with love In love with being on my own I can’t belong to anyone I want to belong to someone Can’t be a girlfriend can’t be a best friend Can’t lose me that’s all I have in the end I sound ******* nuts Borderline personality Don’t smile Won’t smile Bitterness bitterness Too afraid to hang myself Punch myself in the face Spit on me Respect me Degrade me Take me away take me in What the **** is wrong with me
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Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 12:08 AM UTC
BPD
Oh black negus. Why do you hate me so much? Noticed I called you by your rightful title. Negus King, Ruler, Emperor Not ***** or ****** The derogatory term originating from the crackers, or ***** the mild disparagement softened by society made to think that it's acceptable. But anyway let's get back to it. Why do you hate me? Is it because of my full lips or my round hips? My low tolerance for ******** The way that my stretch marks are engraved in my skin? Or how the roots of my hair aren't so thin. Is it my naturally sun kissed skin? Even toned complexion? It just can't be my uncanny resemblance to Isis the Egyptian Goddess! So why not praise me for my natural features Why go on one knee for their paid for enhancements Should I react like Angela Basset in Waiting to Exhale? Screaming and shouting while my face is growing pale. But pardon my melanin I was perplexed by this darkness that stared at me in the mirror That stared at me looking in my lovers eyes and taunted me Smiles behind hidden hate they constantly berate my beauty But pardon my melanin My superiority is in my melanin Encased in my skeleton Our ancestors wouldn't like this They would not be proud of that colorism that exist They slander us for our features yet they list after it This systematic thinking has our men slandering us but they won't admit You continue to beat me down yet I am your mother. I am the fruit of this nation. But pardon my melanin So I'll ask again Why do you hate me? We are carved in the same beauty and without each other we can't exist I still remember the first day that we kissed but a few months later you left me for hailey in an unfortunate bliss Melanin filled girls I am here to say You are a queen never be afraid to be seen The brother that disrespect and degrade are absolutely absurd! You are not ratchet bitter or mean Youre a stunning melanin queen So pardon my melanin? Naw enlightened by me melanin.
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Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 1:02 AM UTC
Pardon my melanin
Oh black negus. Why do you hate me so much? Noticed I called you by your rightful title. Negus King, Ruler, Emperor Not ***** or ****** The derogatory term originating from the crackers, or ***** the mild disparagement softened by society made to think that it's acceptable. But anyway let's get back to it. Why do you hate me? Is it because of my full lips or my round hips? My low tolerance for ******** The way that my stretch marks are engraved in my skin? Or how the roots of my hair aren't so thin. Is it my naturally sun kissed skin? Even toned complexion? It just can't be my uncanny resemblance to Isis the Egyptian Goddess! So why not praise me for my natural features Why go on one knee for their paid for enhancements Should I react like Angela Basset in Waiting to Exhale? Screaming and shouting while my face is growing pale. But pardon my melanin I was perplexed by this darkness that stared at me in the mirror That stared at me looking in my lovers eyes and taunted me Smiles behind hidden hate they constantly berate my beauty But pardon my melanin My superiority is in my melanin Encased in my skeleton Our ancestors wouldn't like this They would not be proud of that colorism that exist They slander us for our features yet they list after it This systematic thinking has our men slandering us but they won't admit You continue to beat me down yet I am your mother. I am the fruit of this nation. But pardon my melanin So I'll ask again Why do you hate me? We are carved in the same beauty and without each other we can't exist I still remember the first day that we kissed but a few months later you left me for hailey in an unfortunate bliss Melanin filled girls I am here to say You are a queen never be afraid to be seen The brother that disrespect and degrade are absolutely absurd! You are not ratchet bitter or mean Youre a stunning melanin queen So pardon my melanin? Naw enlightened by me melanin.
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Check it I be the mic originator greater than the next hater So my nines will degrade ya send ya back to ya maker undertaker Shake ya With my earthquake flows formin' portals bigger than the black hole leave ya third eye swole My thoughts travelin' faster than the speed of light say goodnight from the snake bite A rhyming python wears cables and nylon runnin' bars harder than marathon true champion none could knock a don Birthed by the sun raised by moon Sonic booms soundwaves from heart rates feelin' doom and soon To be resting in the womb The belly of the earth retaining my turf know my worth make words hurts So suckas better tuck in ya skirts I'm catching mirth Along with death til my last breath cookin' up rhymes from the *** of my mind n continue to shine Its asinine to flex ya mind if you cross the gun line don't be a victim of a graphic design (Ya tapped out) Scatzzz all over the kitty katz with my woody bat making them brains cracks Cells it ain't hard to tell ****** fear me cuz I be the archangel Michael fallin' deep into the depths of my hell o well If you try to inhale my lyrical tales this ship is set to sail On ya brainwaves these days fools rappin' for cheap pay lookin' all gay **** that I rather use the AK Sittin' by the window seal signing the release will my soul'll still Be reaching regardless the hardest artist Usually ends up a carcass manifest the darkest Rhymes but shine light at the same time crime at an all time High once I blaze my thoughts cells fought & caught By the smokin' arrows of a ghostly pharoah Thats just my ancestors though lettin' me know it's time to show and go blow for blow toe to toe Hands or the chrome pistol The ghetto Aristotle makin' bodies mold from the enemies that caught a cold
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Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 3:40 PM UTC
on Da Bar
Check it I be the mic originator greater than the next hater So my nines will degrade ya send ya back to ya maker undertaker Shake ya With my earthquake flows formin' portals bigger than the black hole leave ya third eye swole My thoughts travelin' faster than the speed of light say goodnight from the snake bite A rhyming python wears cables and nylon runnin' bars harder than marathon true champion none could knock a don Birthed by the sun raised by moon Sonic booms soundwaves from heart rates feelin' doom and soon To be resting in the womb The belly of the earth retaining my turf know my worth make words hurts So suckas better tuck in ya skirts I'm catching mirth Along with death til my last breath cookin' up rhymes from the *** of my mind n continue to shine Its asinine to flex ya mind if you cross the gun line don't be a victim of a graphic design (Ya tapped out) Scatzzz all over the kitty katz with my woody bat making them brains cracks Cells it ain't hard to tell ****** fear me cuz I be the archangel Michael fallin' deep into the depths of my hell o well If you try to inhale my lyrical tales this ship is set to sail On ya brainwaves these days fools rappin' for cheap pay lookin' all gay **** that I rather use the AK Sittin' by the window seal signing the release will my soul'll still Be reaching regardless the hardest artist Usually ends up a carcass manifest the darkest Rhymes but shine light at the same time crime at an all time High once I blaze my thoughts cells fought & caught By the smokin' arrows of a ghostly pharoah Thats just my ancestors though lettin' me know it's time to show and go blow for blow toe to toe Hands or the chrome pistol The ghetto Aristotle makin' bodies mold from the enemies that caught a cold
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Just Let It In this language,
 the perplexity 
 of this language, 
 is damaging to me.
 how can there possibly
 exist such an impeccably
 imposing combination of
 words that still manage to destroy 
 a soul as wasted as mine? somehow 
 words discover these fine little cracks in 
 my wall, as thin as the head of a pin. words 
 are like water, rushing into whatever space they 
 can invade, occupying whatever volume they discover. 
 this water trickles through the fragmented spaces, traveling 
all the way to my heart, transforming me in the way they seem to 
alter us all. it is these words that i take with me. words reverberate in my mind, 
disrupt me to my core, degrade me. your  words are the ones i perpetually carry with me...
 any...all of them. yours are the ones that elicit the simultaneous firing of every single neuron in my brain. there is something about the magic of your words flowing together...whispered into my ear. they move through me like a stealthy, lone snake, undulating in a field, stalking its defenseless prey; slowly...at first glance, not appearing to be a perilous threat ...then piercing me all at once with fierce strength and determination, devouring me without appearing to 
 acknowledge that maybe i still...still want to be.
 to be whole. and i do. my body craves 
 the sensation of being complete, not torn apart by the nonsense of your  daunting words disrupting my spirit and making me despise the necessity of language.
 i wish i could void your words 
 from my brain, but my mind is helplessly inconsistent; i can never forget what i long to,   scarcely remember what i must; and my peculiar mind *
certainly* will never forget the sound of your words, 
 just like water,
 flooding me. 
taking me
 over.
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Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 2:44 AM UTC
Just Let It In
Just Let It In this language,
 the perplexity 
 of this language, 
 is damaging to me.
 how can there possibly
 exist such an impeccably
 imposing combination of
 words that still manage to destroy 
 a soul as wasted as mine? somehow 
 words discover these fine little cracks in 
 my wall, as thin as the head of a pin. words 
 are like water, rushing into whatever space they 
 can invade, occupying whatever volume they discover. 
 this water trickles through the fragmented spaces, traveling 
all the way to my heart, transforming me in the way they seem to 
alter us all. it is these words that i take with me. words reverberate in my mind, 
disrupt me to my core, degrade me. your  words are the ones i perpetually carry with me...
 any...all of them. yours are the ones that elicit the simultaneous firing of every single neuron in my brain. there is something about the magic of your words flowing together...whispered into my ear. they move through me like a stealthy, lone snake, undulating in a field, stalking its defenseless prey; slowly...at first glance, not appearing to be a perilous threat ...then piercing me all at once with fierce strength and determination, devouring me without appearing to 
 acknowledge that maybe i still...still want to be.
 to be whole. and i do. my body craves 
 the sensation of being complete, not torn apart by the nonsense of your  daunting words disrupting my spirit and making me despise the necessity of language.
 i wish i could void your words 
 from my brain, but my mind is helplessly inconsistent; i can never forget what i long to,   scarcely remember what i must; and my peculiar mind *
certainly* will never forget the sound of your words, 
 just like water,
 flooding me. 
taking me
 over.
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Why do they have to ******* degrade me? Fight so hard, intimidate me? I walk around bruised and scarred. Is it fair my life's this hard? Stay at his place, each night he breaks me. Can't go home, they choke and cage me. Twisted, confused, walk around broken. Mustn't seek help, not a word of this to be spoken.
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Oct 9, 2014
Oct 9, 2014 at 10:09 PM UTC
Broken Girl
Concerned with The rapid pace At which women Are being Disgraced. I pray Confused by Their acceptance Of the outright Level of Disrespect. I pray I pray for Men to understand You degrade yourself When you dishonor women. I pray for Women to demand Their value, worth and Respect from men. I pray for Children to be Protected and shielded Able to retain a high esteem. I pray for Humanity To return To it's divine purpose. I pray for Love To abide In our hearts and mind I pray for you I pray me I pray for family I pray for harmony Understanding we need Whole men             able to love Whole women       able to raise Whole children     able to Achieve Greatness I pray ©Tina Thompson 2012
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Jan 20, 2012
Jan 20, 2012 at 9:35 AM UTC
Greatness
I'm sorry I'm not a degenerate like you But that's not my fault But in your own warped minds Filth F Minus
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Jan 14, 2022
Jan 14, 2022 at 4:01 AM UTC
Dg / Degrade A
This is the Devil’s hour. It’s when George Lutz hears the ghosts And murders his family in Amityville Horror. Shia Labeouf get’s high on acid at 3:15. I decide to write a poem. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ For 4 hours I’ve been trapped in the Internet. From Facebook posts about feminism To related searches on Google. “Mexican **** Takes Huge American **** A video of a man receiving oral from An eighteen-year-old Hispanic girl. After ******* on her face, He spits in her mouth And slaps her with a foam finger That says, “America is #1” The cameraman then says in Spanish, “Still happy you’re doing **** ------------------------------------------------------------------------ As I watched this woman degrade herself It became hauntingly aware That I could have stopped watching at any time. The men in the video were pigs But then what does that make me? A ****** A lonely man? Not to say I gained pleasure from this. I don’t get off on Women being demoralized by A ***** (the true icon of male dominance) For the ****** entertainment of others Man is not a wolf, Man is a parasite. (My self-included) ------------------------------------------------------------------------ My eyes are made of glass My head like a bag of hammers Insomnia got the best of me.
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Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 5:25 PM UTC
Insomnia 3:15 a.m.
Criticism is validating Your love is a choke hold A marriage committed to my compromise Generic mending Each strand of bronzed chunk, represented a vow you gave me The scissors cold and bare, cutting it away from my body Swept into the nearest waste facility   I was invested until the end Dying with you was never scary I now degrade, picking scraps off picture frame edgings Look at us so happy Lusted objectifying could qualify as the new I do Well, we didn't make it to 80 not even 32 Congratulations to your selfish needs buddy I hope you finally find you Here take this ring, it doesn't fit me
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May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016 at 12:21 AM UTC
I'll drink to that
to oppress means to abuse; the oppressed are the people you have abused with words to degrade them, and actions to end their lives every day it seems they pay prices for sins they can't remember and the people who receive their money are the people they work for. if it doesn't make sense, make a change.
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Jul 5, 2016
Jul 5, 2016 at 7:03 PM UTC
The Oppressed
Then out of nowhere and at once, the voice stopped. No lingering feeling of self hate The questions The pondering It all came to a halt A thing that’s been with me all these years Came to an abrupt end Not bitter Not sweet Just end An ending i’ve been hoping, but not waiting on I didn’t know that there was such a thing As an end to it A blabbering, mumbling sorrow of self pity Or just a mere convenience of a lexicon with words to degrade myself A daily reminder of how worthless I was So I would’ve never forgotten my reason A reason never explained Never cared for With a reach of a sovereign hand I touch the notes Floundering through the air Playing a floating piano “A river flows in you” Caring for unprotected skin I was waiting for a different ending An abrupt ending, not like this one Fingernails not bitten off bleeding A curious feeling of relentlessness Not used to the feeling of not being alone It all came to a halt A voice that’s been with me for years A sadness of emptiness is nowhere to be found A clue to a healthy mind Maybe a fear of what could’ve been if not the voice left A sort of trembling worry of who to now complain when I do wrong An understatement of falling leaves from my tree I know my family will be glad Even though I haven’t ever told them bout the pain I contain Who to be worthy shall never pass Through my gates of hell No one is worthy of that pain Maybe not even me? I think this was and end worth waiting for
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Dec 9, 2022
Dec 9, 2022 at 6:27 PM UTC
An ending worth waiting for
I always thought feminism was just for women. That feminism was a bra burning, man hating, joke. Then I had Mr. Thompson for AP US History. We were talking about the 1960’s and all the protests that were happening when we got to feminism and I let out an audible groan. Mr. Thompson got quiet, and approached my desk. “So you think feminism is a joke? Folks this is the problem we have with the word feminism. Because I bet you all think of feminism as a bunch of hippie women who don’t shave burning their bras? Well guess what that never happened. Feminism isn’t about putting women above anybody else. It’s about putting them on equal ground with men. It’s equality. And you know what? I’m a man and a feminist. You can be both!” Mr. Thompson taught me two things that day that have affected me to this day. 1. That I was an ignorant ***** And 2. Teaching can change not only a life but the course history as well. So now I’m a teacher, and a feminist. I see these same boys who were just like me who believe in equality but don’t know what feminism means. So I try my best when I talk about feminism in my history class to teach them better. And you might ask why does the label matter? When you misunderstand or degrade feminism you make it impossible for actual feminists to affect any actual change. I get laughed at when I tell people I’m a feminist. I get it from other men, from faculty, even from women. These people are not misogynists, but they aren’t doing much to help the cause either. I try and teach what feminism is about but every year I’m noticing people think this is an outdated concept. If you think that women’s rights will keep progressing as a natural function of time you are wrong. I teach history and time and time again societies that have been progressive, changed and people became oppressed. We still have a long way to go but if we don’t take feminism seriously we can lose what’s been achieved.
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Nov 12, 2015
Nov 12, 2015 at 1:45 PM UTC
I'm a guy. I'm a Feminist. Get over it.
I always thought feminism was just for women. That feminism was a bra burning, man hating, joke. Then I had Mr. Thompson for AP US History. We were talking about the 1960’s and all the protests that were happening when we got to feminism and I let out an audible groan. Mr. Thompson got quiet, and approached my desk. “So you think feminism is a joke? Folks this is the problem we have with the word feminism. Because I bet you all think of feminism as a bunch of hippie women who don’t shave burning their bras? Well guess what that never happened. Feminism isn’t about putting women above anybody else. It’s about putting them on equal ground with men. It’s equality. And you know what? I’m a man and a feminist. You can be both!” Mr. Thompson taught me two things that day that have affected me to this day. 1. That I was an ignorant ***** And 2. Teaching can change not only a life but the course history as well. So now I’m a teacher, and a feminist. I see these same boys who were just like me who believe in equality but don’t know what feminism means. So I try my best when I talk about feminism in my history class to teach them better. And you might ask why does the label matter? When you misunderstand or degrade feminism you make it impossible for actual feminists to affect any actual change. I get laughed at when I tell people I’m a feminist. I get it from other men, from faculty, even from women. These people are not misogynists, but they aren’t doing much to help the cause either. I try and teach what feminism is about but every year I’m noticing people think this is an outdated concept. If you think that women’s rights will keep progressing as a natural function of time you are wrong. I teach history and time and time again societies that have been progressive, changed and people became oppressed. We still have a long way to go but if we don’t take feminism seriously we can lose what’s been achieved.
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The elegance of her ardor Captures you and lures you into her clean hands But living in this cynical world, with overflowing grimace Many souls lack to understand Why her stride is full and incandescent She posses a sweet force were every murmur she whispers pushes you to listen A voice fully soft spoken It's a gentle breeze through your ears In the absence others' may make you feel In her presence, you are here. The quantum she share is as petite as her frame Longing for more, she makes it impossible to maintain Straight forward. Her ratherness for avoiding the curves and steeps that one can provide Would leave you at a daze with desire A fire inferno Burning inside of your eyes Seconds and affection she hardly gives Made her a tenacious woman in twenty-one years But the love that she gives. Oh. The love that she gives Is more sweeter than honey in a tomb of one thousand years Seeing men fall into her deep dark abyss From their own creation and temptation they couldn't resist Attempting to crawl back into reality, after losing themselves You would think she's a Black Mamba A hunter Looking for a prey to lead astray But she's only a sweet soul that God humbly perfectly made A gift that many fail to contain That makes every Man yearn and kneel to pray There is No woman like her Her ineffable felicity you will not find Her Respect, you'll give Or you will not live Unintentionally, She posses the power to take over your mind With every thought you feel Her time isn't wasted on pleasures and life's immorality She's the meaning of a blessing She fails to degrade her self down to worlds level You'll fall in love with her originality Some would go far as calling her stuck up A ***** But a deficient mind wouldn't comprehend She's a woman of God Of wisdom And your respect she demands Perfectly sane To me she's a courageous lady Some men call her dangerous But Me, I call her Shady Copy Right 2013    ©Patty Ann
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Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 2:28 PM UTC
Shades of Shady
The elegance of her ardor Captures you and lures you into her clean hands But living in this cynical world, with overflowing grimace Many souls lack to understand Why her stride is full and incandescent She posses a sweet force were every murmur she whispers pushes you to listen A voice fully soft spoken It's a gentle breeze through your ears In the absence others' may make you feel In her presence, you are here. The quantum she share is as petite as her frame Longing for more, she makes it impossible to maintain Straight forward. Her ratherness for avoiding the curves and steeps that one can provide Would leave you at a daze with desire A fire inferno Burning inside of your eyes Seconds and affection she hardly gives Made her a tenacious woman in twenty-one years But the love that she gives. Oh. The love that she gives Is more sweeter than honey in a tomb of one thousand years Seeing men fall into her deep dark abyss From their own creation and temptation they couldn't resist Attempting to crawl back into reality, after losing themselves You would think she's a Black Mamba A hunter Looking for a prey to lead astray But she's only a sweet soul that God humbly perfectly made A gift that many fail to contain That makes every Man yearn and kneel to pray There is No woman like her Her ineffable felicity you will not find Her Respect, you'll give Or you will not live Unintentionally, She posses the power to take over your mind With every thought you feel Her time isn't wasted on pleasures and life's immorality She's the meaning of a blessing She fails to degrade her self down to worlds level You'll fall in love with her originality Some would go far as calling her stuck up A ***** But a deficient mind wouldn't comprehend She's a woman of God Of wisdom And your respect she demands Perfectly sane To me she's a courageous lady Some men call her dangerous But Me, I call her Shady Copy Right 2013    ©Patty Ann
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A certain spectrum of whiteness still is delusional it thinks it is still torturing black people in private It functions as if it is out in the barren ocean on a slave ship choosing captives to **** degrade and throw to the sharks and the patterns of society are used to it like the sharks that changed their feeding patterns based on this **** and killing by slave overseers The white slave overseers enjoyed **** so much and the money from it that a whole social structure was designed around it the Ivy league institutions made this possible the government made this possible communities made this possible you make it impossible please and thank you
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Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 3:16 PM UTC
feeding patterns
If you give me long enough I could paint a vivid portrait of myself with every blemish and pore behind a brush, and hush the voices that would criticize unsubscribe and dance it up over in wonderland with the sycophants put on my bedazzled pants let the local singles know I'm a dancer just a beating heart away From being another square upon a lattice a writhing mass of hair gel and cologne working up the ladder to fuckboi status Imma walk the line between a marble arch eclipsing the sun over an angel statue kneeling in prayer and a black leather boot clad bad *** with bad habits but he's so cool he doesn't care Look at him go all on his own with only a thousand or so, little paintings   that are equally as photo shopped or filtered just floating around waiting to see the show and letting other people know they liked it or not What a spectacle destined to leave us senseless and restless what a test of the patience to be a slave to the masses to see my juxtaposition against the rest of the best of us and think "I should go with clever with glasses." What a brutal twist of civilized life to have an AI made for driving my car so I can shimmy down and sneak another **** pic THROUGH SPACE, to some guy who works at taco bell's wife Laura something or something I'm so social What a medium, Exchanging ideas, and hunting body heat from out of the ether, to have the pleasing distortion of the speakers drowning out all the wearisome noise of our contortions "You gotta learn to love yourself" She says, and posts another photo buried somewhere under 60 layers of dog noses and rainbows, and angel wings Oh **** this isn't boyfriend material let me change some things - You don't ever need to change girl, there ain't anything, in this world That I wouldn't do, to be with you. And the Brief exchanges we had, didn't reveal any red flags, that I am willing to skip on *** over. So somewhere down the line, when the filters start to fade, we'll just kick that can down the road, and neither of us will change. And the picture's that we painted of our Love will degrade.
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Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 12:29 AM UTC
Social Romance
If you give me long enough I could paint a vivid portrait of myself with every blemish and pore behind a brush, and hush the voices that would criticize unsubscribe and dance it up over in wonderland with the sycophants put on my bedazzled pants let the local singles know I'm a dancer just a beating heart away From being another square upon a lattice a writhing mass of hair gel and cologne working up the ladder to fuckboi status Imma walk the line between a marble arch eclipsing the sun over an angel statue kneeling in prayer and a black leather boot clad bad *** with bad habits but he's so cool he doesn't care Look at him go all on his own with only a thousand or so, little paintings   that are equally as photo shopped or filtered just floating around waiting to see the show and letting other people know they liked it or not What a spectacle destined to leave us senseless and restless what a test of the patience to be a slave to the masses to see my juxtaposition against the rest of the best of us and think "I should go with clever with glasses." What a brutal twist of civilized life to have an AI made for driving my car so I can shimmy down and sneak another **** pic THROUGH SPACE, to some guy who works at taco bell's wife Laura something or something I'm so social What a medium, Exchanging ideas, and hunting body heat from out of the ether, to have the pleasing distortion of the speakers drowning out all the wearisome noise of our contortions "You gotta learn to love yourself" She says, and posts another photo buried somewhere under 60 layers of dog noses and rainbows, and angel wings Oh **** this isn't boyfriend material let me change some things - You don't ever need to change girl, there ain't anything, in this world That I wouldn't do, to be with you. And the Brief exchanges we had, didn't reveal any red flags, that I am willing to skip on *** over. So somewhere down the line, when the filters start to fade, we'll just kick that can down the road, and neither of us will change. And the picture's that we painted of our Love will degrade.
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You look in the mirror Comb your hair Say you're **** Blow your reflection a kiss Sit down at your desk and begin to write "I'm **** for all the right reasons Woman love me I love myself The world is pathetic But I'm the reason the sun shines" You're a poet From what you tell yourself Well my fellow "poet" You're a narcissistic poet With everything going against you You should be more like me Call yourself pathetic Become your very own critic Degrade yourself regularly Sure it makes you depressed but for all the right reasons You become better Influencing yourself to be better Without the knowledge that it's happening Don't be a narcissistic poet Be the poet that the world actually will like
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May 26, 2013
May 26, 2013 at 3:59 PM UTC
Narcissistic Poet
I know what I am, I know who I am, But I am not sure who I am, Or what I am, They call me Black, I do not know if I am Black, They call me African, But am I African, Where these names came from, I wonder, Maybe they are just nicknames, Yes, Fom those historical enermies who were up to degrade me, I do not know who I am, But I know for sure I'm just a poor millionaire, Poor in Western materialistic classification, I know I am Umuntu, A millionaire Umuntu, Rich in Ubuntu, But that's not all, I'm in search of my identity, I need to know who the hell I am, For I am black and African, But I'm neither Black Nor African.
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Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 8:01 AM UTC
Black and African but neither Black nor African
***the inner need to degrade our worth is engraved in each of our hearts it has been a part of us since birth to deceive and cheat and lie the choice is simple, the path is straight yet still we stumble and we fall I'm sure every one can relate the longing we have to do what is wrong as easy as it should be for you and me to just do what we know is right someone out there steals the jewelry someone tells a simple lie it might be me, or it may be you who swings first, who says a hurtful word but its still evil, we all know its true we are not good, we choose to do wrong there is never an in between either wrong or right, good or evil You cannot be nice and mean There is no way to choose both We all have a choice to make, to choose To live a life of lies and hate To give it all away, to always lose Or choose good in the bad To have a hope when you're raised in pain To look past your parents choices To hope for the sunshine after the rain There is always going to be good and evil***
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Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 12:19 AM UTC
good vs. evil
Diamonds, pearls, gimme that gucci Theres more important things why we trip pin bout some loui Then i hear the kids screaming with no food to go to school with When i hear them bells ringing i just think we so clueless We degrade each other, we degrade ourselves We never read the books, we just knock em´ off the shelves Judging by they covers, don't believe in nothing else Coz a person ain´t **** if they win´t high up on that wealth Right, wrong We straying from the purpose, we disrespect each other And the people that have birthed us We hatin on our loved ones And loving who have hurt us We forget about what means the most And dwell on what we purchase Forget all of that it´s not worth it And stop thinking you gotta be perfect We all different, we all shine like diamonds Sometimes you gotta dig deep just so you can find them Listen to my voice, put the blade down I know you think that´s you only true escape now Them scars on your arms ain´t worth the pain now And them screams that were silent have regained they main sound If they don´t love you for who you are that´s their issue When you lying dead on the floor could they fix you? When you on the news you really think that they´d miss you? They pretend like they care, turn around and forget you And all the racism truly makes me sick We hating on each other cuz the skin we born with? We take from each other, stab and **** one another Stereotype a person cuz they white or a brother I'm confused We ****** up like the drugs we use We go killin motherfuckes just for upgraded shoes I´m a tad disappointed in this new generation I done grew up in the jungle i´m just tryna find my way in Really, i´m just tryna find a exit I'm running to the end but its like a maze with no direction Im passing every corner nd I'm feeling disconnected Its like hate is a disease and I'm the only one not infected So god, let em´ not disregard, that the beauty outside reflects from one good heart, and it don´t matter where you came from, it don't matter where you start We gone make it to the finish line together not apart Together not apart It don't matter where you came from, it don't matter where you start we gone make it to the finish together not apart Together not apart
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Nov 17, 2016
Nov 17, 2016 at 10:31 AM UTC
Diamonds
Diamonds, pearls, gimme that gucci Theres more important things why we trip pin bout some loui Then i hear the kids screaming with no food to go to school with When i hear them bells ringing i just think we so clueless We degrade each other, we degrade ourselves We never read the books, we just knock em´ off the shelves Judging by they covers, don't believe in nothing else Coz a person ain´t **** if they win´t high up on that wealth Right, wrong We straying from the purpose, we disrespect each other And the people that have birthed us We hatin on our loved ones And loving who have hurt us We forget about what means the most And dwell on what we purchase Forget all of that it´s not worth it And stop thinking you gotta be perfect We all different, we all shine like diamonds Sometimes you gotta dig deep just so you can find them Listen to my voice, put the blade down I know you think that´s you only true escape now Them scars on your arms ain´t worth the pain now And them screams that were silent have regained they main sound If they don´t love you for who you are that´s their issue When you lying dead on the floor could they fix you? When you on the news you really think that they´d miss you? They pretend like they care, turn around and forget you And all the racism truly makes me sick We hating on each other cuz the skin we born with? We take from each other, stab and **** one another Stereotype a person cuz they white or a brother I'm confused We ****** up like the drugs we use We go killin motherfuckes just for upgraded shoes I´m a tad disappointed in this new generation I done grew up in the jungle i´m just tryna find my way in Really, i´m just tryna find a exit I'm running to the end but its like a maze with no direction Im passing every corner nd I'm feeling disconnected Its like hate is a disease and I'm the only one not infected So god, let em´ not disregard, that the beauty outside reflects from one good heart, and it don´t matter where you came from, it don't matter where you start We gone make it to the finish line together not apart Together not apart It don't matter where you came from, it don't matter where you start we gone make it to the finish together not apart Together not apart
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Tsk tsk tossed go out Your suggestions. Whisk whisk washed flow south Your directions. Hiss hiss sorry no time for sage reflections. Songs you sang will not be sung Nor any tales of strength believed. The brain embodied in such young Must think it he first to perceive. Ask every man Who first made sparks? From rocks to barks? Blinding night and fooling fear? Wholly gone ghost Our first bright creature He harnessed fire Then disappeared. Realizations when thought anew Seem to skip from us awry. So no Salutes nor an ovation For those who fostered Us will be spied. Gods truth your lips bespoke to youth Yet still it's not their time to hear. For these ears are full of magic And your end rolls Crushing near.
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Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 3:49 PM UTC
Degrade Satisfaction (take two)
You wonder why I never seem to love you as much as I do my mother. You wonder why I only attack and put up my defenses in your presence. You think your 'jokes' are funny. You think you should always be in control. Well **** you and your mentally abusive bulllshit. I see you try and degrade my mom and she is much stronger than i. She tells me why marrying a man like you is wrong yet she can't follow her own advice...she won't just leave You are the reason I don't trust men. You are the reason I push people away. You are the reason I can't see through these pessimistic glasses. You are the reason when a boy says he loves me I run. You are the reason I don't know how to love. You have NO control and that's why you play my mom like a doll. You aren't smart enough to see what's in front of you. You are a bigot and part of me hates you. I've spent most my life calling you dad and now I'm old enough to understand that THIS is NOT love...I don't even know who you really are.
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Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 11:07 PM UTC
Dear step father
the theory of entropy A doctrine of inevitable social decline and degeneration. or A single toss of a fair coin has an entropy of one bit. A series of two fair coin tosses has an entropy of two bits. The number of fair coin tosses is its entropy in bits. This random selection between two outcomes in a sequence over time, whether the outcomes are equally probable or not, is often referred to as a Bernoulli process. The entropy of such a process is given by the binary entropy function. The entropy rate for a fair coin toss is one bit per toss. However, if the coin is not fair, then the uncertainty, and hence the entropy rate, is lower. This is because, if asked to predict the next outcome, we could choose the most frequent result and be right more often than wrong. The difference between what we know, or predict, and the information that the unfair coin toss reveals to us is less than one heads-or-tails "message", or bit, per toss.[5] ~~~~~ **one bit per toss one love per life over time we entropy, degrade our physic, even our heart~need, tho ever burning, gives off less heat, as the candle aged-consumed, the eighth day canister of love oil, the sole remainder, slow level diminishes. we keep on tossing the coin, and with every failed love, the need, entropies, declines, the coin is worn down, making tails-you-lose the greater probability. but then all it probably takes, just another toss, and bit you are by the coin of the realm that-once-discovered, from her, this realm, this woman, you will never leave, nor coin-toss ever again*
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Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 10:55 AM UTC
For my beloved: The Theory of Entropy
the theory of entropy A doctrine of inevitable social decline and degeneration. or A single toss of a fair coin has an entropy of one bit. A series of two fair coin tosses has an entropy of two bits. The number of fair coin tosses is its entropy in bits. This random selection between two outcomes in a sequence over time, whether the outcomes are equally probable or not, is often referred to as a Bernoulli process. The entropy of such a process is given by the binary entropy function. The entropy rate for a fair coin toss is one bit per toss. However, if the coin is not fair, then the uncertainty, and hence the entropy rate, is lower. This is because, if asked to predict the next outcome, we could choose the most frequent result and be right more often than wrong. The difference between what we know, or predict, and the information that the unfair coin toss reveals to us is less than one heads-or-tails "message", or bit, per toss.[5] ~~~~~ **one bit per toss one love per life over time we entropy, degrade our physic, even our heart~need, tho ever burning, gives off less heat, as the candle aged-consumed, the eighth day canister of love oil, the sole remainder, slow level diminishes. we keep on tossing the coin, and with every failed love, the need, entropies, declines, the coin is worn down, making tails-you-lose the greater probability. but then all it probably takes, just another toss, and bit you are by the coin of the realm that-once-discovered, from her, this realm, this woman, you will never leave, nor coin-toss ever again*
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It's not okay, *to touch a woman without her consent. to degrade her. to think you own her. to trying to posses her. to forcing her. to hurting her. to break her. to make her think she's worthless. to try and **** herself esteem. to wreck havoc in her heart.* Its. not. okay
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Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 9:55 AM UTC
It's not Okay
As I sauntered on banks of Yamuna at night. I saw a man old, bent, with stick in dhoti white. Tardily, step by step as he came nearer to me. With joy I smiled as our own beloved Bapu was he. With tears in my eyes I asked, ' Bapu you are still alive! , those three bullets holed your chest, how did you survive? What happened to you? Where were you all these days? What you ate? How you lived? Now where do you stay? Condition of your beloved land is deteriorating day by day. Countrymen have left your path, they have gone astray. Your image, your killers are trying to malign and degrade. Berating your ways, encouraging means which you forbade. Hitler's advocates on chariots are traversing Nation's length. Day by day Fascism is gaining ground , gaining strength. Disguised as followers of Sri Ram, deeds of Ravan they do. Riots and killings are frequent, women and minors are targeted too. Terrorism nourishing on terrorism, cruelty at its worst. Targeting anyone, anywhere, time and again bombs burst. Once a land of peace, land of sufism, land of saints, now ****** Innocent souls being killed without restraint. Regionalism is being encouraged and taking roots. Unity of the Nation selfish politicians reduce and dilute. Corruption is increasing everywhere and in all spheres Even highest office of respect could not keep itself clear ' Passing his hand over my head he smiled and said ' I am just a spirit, long ago my weak body was dead. Daily with expectation I rise and daily with despair I die Daily my hope is shattered and daily with grief I sigh They may have killed me but now I live in numerous hearts They may write me down in history yet my message will dart. See this flag, colour saffron is dear to me, colour green I love. between them is colour white, colour of peace, colour of dove. Nation divided in three hurts me more than bullets three From casteism and regionlism country should be free. Communalism should not be allowed to raise its ugly head. With sword of constitution Fascism we need to behead ' Three sound disturbed the calm, beloved Bapu fell on the ground I went to help but Bapu vanished with words 'Hey Ram' echoing around Determined that this time his innocent blood will not go waste. I collected his non-violent blood in my pen like ink with haste.
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 3:08 AM UTC
A meeting with beloved Bapu(Gandhi)
As I sauntered on banks of Yamuna at night. I saw a man old, bent, with stick in dhoti white. Tardily, step by step as he came nearer to me. With joy I smiled as our own beloved Bapu was he. With tears in my eyes I asked, ' Bapu you are still alive! , those three bullets holed your chest, how did you survive? What happened to you? Where were you all these days? What you ate? How you lived? Now where do you stay? Condition of your beloved land is deteriorating day by day. Countrymen have left your path, they have gone astray. Your image, your killers are trying to malign and degrade. Berating your ways, encouraging means which you forbade. Hitler's advocates on chariots are traversing Nation's length. Day by day Fascism is gaining ground , gaining strength. Disguised as followers of Sri Ram, deeds of Ravan they do. Riots and killings are frequent, women and minors are targeted too. Terrorism nourishing on terrorism, cruelty at its worst. Targeting anyone, anywhere, time and again bombs burst. Once a land of peace, land of sufism, land of saints, now ****** Innocent souls being killed without restraint. Regionalism is being encouraged and taking roots. Unity of the Nation selfish politicians reduce and dilute. Corruption is increasing everywhere and in all spheres Even highest office of respect could not keep itself clear ' Passing his hand over my head he smiled and said ' I am just a spirit, long ago my weak body was dead. Daily with expectation I rise and daily with despair I die Daily my hope is shattered and daily with grief I sigh They may have killed me but now I live in numerous hearts They may write me down in history yet my message will dart. See this flag, colour saffron is dear to me, colour green I love. between them is colour white, colour of peace, colour of dove. Nation divided in three hurts me more than bullets three From casteism and regionlism country should be free. Communalism should not be allowed to raise its ugly head. With sword of constitution Fascism we need to behead ' Three sound disturbed the calm, beloved Bapu fell on the ground I went to help but Bapu vanished with words 'Hey Ram' echoing around Determined that this time his innocent blood will not go waste. I collected his non-violent blood in my pen like ink with haste.
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