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Somedays my thoughts shriek so loud that they congest the rest of my mind other days they chant lullaby's as if nothing traumatic has ever happened one moment i'm up the next im crumbling to my knees one or the other its consistent drowning with no one to rescue me I'm keen on telling myself its all in my head at times, but doctors tell me its all me but for gods sake do they realize what horrid phrases the voices scream? death would be so heavenly I long for the passing of sides im awaiting to go home where its all white and peaceful i have days where im so narcissistic; I swear I can commence the world as if every millisecond is a luxury of sighs and sounds at moments my dispute comes out so rapid all i get is crooked looks and mumbles some days, I love him other times I swear he's the devil in disguise during my manic episodes you spoke soft as if I was a fallen angle that was overflowing with life. You had mentioned a world that disculded me was a world you cannot exist in You said I influenced your heart to skip beats, that I saved you, I was your fresh air Once he witnessed myself during a dreadful episode you declared loving me was exhausting and space is what you desired for hell could i control this? he was the one isolated concept I could ever make my ******* mind up about I loved him; I love him he said that his devotion to me was similar to staring into a black hole but seeing the reflection of the delicate sunset it never made sense to him BUT HELL DID IT MAKE SENSE TO ME? when he stranded me, i couldn't help but dissolve in tears i was nowhere adjacent to happy but that's all I've ever comprehended my doctor says they've observed a change maybe its the sleepless weeks and collection of mood stabilizers consuming pills in hopes to not feel so ******* empty anticipating on my next manic episode waiting for the door to open to go home If I have learned anything from living with BPD it is im constantly dilapidated upon everything one day soon I hope to recover from this disorder that replicates a loud room without recognizing how loud it was and all I hear is the ringing in my ears that doesn't seem to have an end some day this will be over some day my lover will stay I pray to fall in love with another angel again
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Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 2:27 PM UTC
Living with BPD( Bipolar Disorder)
Somedays my thoughts shriek so loud that they congest the rest of my mind other days they chant lullaby's as if nothing traumatic has ever happened one moment i'm up the next im crumbling to my knees one or the other its consistent drowning with no one to rescue me I'm keen on telling myself its all in my head at times, but doctors tell me its all me but for gods sake do they realize what horrid phrases the voices scream? death would be so heavenly I long for the passing of sides im awaiting to go home where its all white and peaceful i have days where im so narcissistic; I swear I can commence the world as if every millisecond is a luxury of sighs and sounds at moments my dispute comes out so rapid all i get is crooked looks and mumbles some days, I love him other times I swear he's the devil in disguise during my manic episodes you spoke soft as if I was a fallen angle that was overflowing with life. You had mentioned a world that disculded me was a world you cannot exist in You said I influenced your heart to skip beats, that I saved you, I was your fresh air Once he witnessed myself during a dreadful episode you declared loving me was exhausting and space is what you desired for hell could i control this? he was the one isolated concept I could ever make my ******* mind up about I loved him; I love him he said that his devotion to me was similar to staring into a black hole but seeing the reflection of the delicate sunset it never made sense to him BUT HELL DID IT MAKE SENSE TO ME? when he stranded me, i couldn't help but dissolve in tears i was nowhere adjacent to happy but that's all I've ever comprehended my doctor says they've observed a change maybe its the sleepless weeks and collection of mood stabilizers consuming pills in hopes to not feel so ******* empty anticipating on my next manic episode waiting for the door to open to go home If I have learned anything from living with BPD it is im constantly dilapidated upon everything one day soon I hope to recover from this disorder that replicates a loud room without recognizing how loud it was and all I hear is the ringing in my ears that doesn't seem to have an end some day this will be over some day my lover will stay I pray to fall in love with another angel again
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My hands have betrayed me. Once the means to write pages, Now my hands are only dead weight. My hands won't pick up a pen. Or even type short, Choppy sentences. They dangle at my sides And find refuge in my hair, Leaving me bleeding. Like my hands, My mouth has declared itself My enemy. Once the passageway for words To explain myself, My mouth is now as useful as a broken bridge. With nothing of value to say, It talks And sings anyway. It opens without my permission But stays closed whenever I try To scream meaning. The inability to illustrate Or translate my mind And my soul Is not an unfamiliar ordeal. But it's lonely on the outside And frustrating looking in. It seems I'll always feel like an alien.
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Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 3:38 AM UTC
Communication Disconnection
Are you struck with her figure and face? How lucky you happened to meet With none of the gossiping race, Who dwell in this horrible street! They of slanderous hints never tire; I love to approve and commend, And the lady you so much admire, Is my very particular friend! How charming she looks — her dark curls Really float with a natural air; And the beads might be taken for pearls, That arc twined in that beautiful hair: Then what tints her fair features o'erspread - That she uses white paint some pretend; But, believe me, she only wears red She's my very particular friend! Then her voice, how divine it appears While carolling: "Rise gentle moon;" Lord Crotchet lastnight stopped his ears, And declared that she sung out of tune; For my part, I think that her lay Might to Malibran's sweetness pretend; But people won't mind what I say — I'm her very particular friend! Then her writings — her exquisite rhyme To posterity surely must reach; (I wonder she finds so much time With four little sisters to teach!) A critic in Blackwood, indeed. Abused the last poem she penned; The article made my heart bleed — She's my very particular friend! Her brother dispatched with a sword, His friend in a duel, last June; And her cousin eloped from her lord, With a handsome and whiskered dragoon: Her father with duns is beset, Yet continues to dash and to spend — She's too good for so worthless a set — She's my very particular friend! All her chance of a portion is lost, And I fear she'll be single for life; Wise people will count up the cost Of a gay and extravagant wife: But tis odious to marry for pelf, (Though the times are not likely to mend,) She's a fortune besides in herself — She's my very particular friend! That she's somewhat sarcastic and pert, It were useless and vain to deny; She's a little too much of a flirt, And a slattern when no one is by: From her servants she constantly parts, Before they have reached the year's end; But her heart is the kindest of hearts — She's my very particular friend! Oh! never have pencil or pen, A creature more exquisite traced; That her style does not take with the men, Proves a sad want of judgment and taste; And if to the sketch I give now, Some flattering touches I lend; Do for partial affection allow — She's my very particular friend!
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My Very Particular Friend
Are you struck with her figure and face? How lucky you happened to meet With none of the gossiping race, Who dwell in this horrible street! They of slanderous hints never tire; I love to approve and commend, And the lady you so much admire, Is my very particular friend! How charming she looks — her dark curls Really float with a natural air; And the beads might be taken for pearls, That arc twined in that beautiful hair: Then what tints her fair features o'erspread - That she uses white paint some pretend; But, believe me, she only wears red She's my very particular friend! Then her voice, how divine it appears While carolling: "Rise gentle moon;" Lord Crotchet lastnight stopped his ears, And declared that she sung out of tune; For my part, I think that her lay Might to Malibran's sweetness pretend; But people won't mind what I say — I'm her very particular friend! Then her writings — her exquisite rhyme To posterity surely must reach; (I wonder she finds so much time With four little sisters to teach!) A critic in Blackwood, indeed. Abused the last poem she penned; The article made my heart bleed — She's my very particular friend! Her brother dispatched with a sword, His friend in a duel, last June; And her cousin eloped from her lord, With a handsome and whiskered dragoon: Her father with duns is beset, Yet continues to dash and to spend — She's too good for so worthless a set — She's my very particular friend! All her chance of a portion is lost, And I fear she'll be single for life; Wise people will count up the cost Of a gay and extravagant wife: But tis odious to marry for pelf, (Though the times are not likely to mend,) She's a fortune besides in herself — She's my very particular friend! That she's somewhat sarcastic and pert, It were useless and vain to deny; She's a little too much of a flirt, And a slattern when no one is by: From her servants she constantly parts, Before they have reached the year's end; But her heart is the kindest of hearts — She's my very particular friend! Oh! never have pencil or pen, A creature more exquisite traced; That her style does not take with the men, Proves a sad want of judgment and taste; And if to the sketch I give now, Some flattering touches I lend; Do for partial affection allow — She's my very particular friend!
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A single raindrop falls from the sky, depressed in its loneliness as it descends. It lands and drips down a grassy slope, alone and forgotten. A single raindrop falls from the sky. It falls from dark clouds and gloomy air. It brings nothing but sadness to the earth below and desires only to be heard or seen. A single raindrop falls from the sky, felt only by a stranger. It's wiped away, declared a nuisance, and cast away from existence. A single raindrop falls from the sky, mistaken for a tear. Thought to be from an angel of a lost age. It merely stirs the dust. A hundred raindrops fall from the sky, all lonely but together. They cause a splash and demand attention. Still only felt by one. A hundred raindrops fall from the sky, unable to quench the earth's thirst. They disappear, taken by the ground, embraced for the last time. A hundred raindrops fall from the sky. Not a head turns to notice them. They cry out loudly but cannot be heard, vanishing as they land. A thousand raindrops fall from the sky. The clouds gather to watch the spectacle. They grow darker as they bunch together, warning those below of the coming. A thousand raindrops fall from the sky and tap people on the shoulder. "Come watch us," they whisper before leaving. Few people are left behind. A thousand raindrops fall from the sky, looking for an audience. The people have left and taken their friends to hide in the buildings they made. A million raindrops fall from the sky, and joyously, they sing. They hit the ground, the cars, the roofs, and make music for those in hiding. A million raindrops fall from the sky. They dance and cheer and smile. The sun decides it wants to watch. The light dances with raindrops for awhile. A million raindrops fall from the sky, accompanied by rays of gold. They bring new color to the city of gray and rejuvenate all of the old. A gentle rain falls from the sky and makes art upon the ground. It quenches the earth's thirst and hums in our ears, dancing to its own sound. A gentle rain falls from the sky. People watch with awe from behind glass. Ignored by many, precious to captivated few. They long for it to last. A gentle rain falls from the sky and gracefully sways in the breeze. It brings forth calmness and a sense of peace. It blesses the green fields and trees. A gentle rain falls from the sky, watched by a child with wonder. It sends the breeze to lift the child and brings them out from under. A gentle rain falls from the sky and splashes on window panes. It plays with the child and hums sweet tunes as it makes puddles in the traffic lanes. A gentle rain falls from the sky and ripples in the water. A new world created, impossibly calm. It makes the child an offer. A gentle rain falls from the sky and whispers in the child's ear. "Wait for me.  I will return. I won't leave you alone here." A gentle rain falls from the sky and sings goodbye to the child. The clouds dissipate as the sun takes over. The departing rain simply smiles. A million raindrops fall from the sky, murmuring farewells and goodbyes. Each gives the child a tender hug as the color returns to the skies. A thousand raindrops fall from the sky, then a hundred, then one. The single raindrop kisses the child standing alone in the sun. No longer do raindrops fall from the sky, but a child waits for them. To dance and sing and draw and play, with the gentle rain again.
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Aug 19, 2019
Aug 19, 2019 at 4:07 PM UTC
Raindrop
A single raindrop falls from the sky, depressed in its loneliness as it descends. It lands and drips down a grassy slope, alone and forgotten. A single raindrop falls from the sky. It falls from dark clouds and gloomy air. It brings nothing but sadness to the earth below and desires only to be heard or seen. A single raindrop falls from the sky, felt only by a stranger. It's wiped away, declared a nuisance, and cast away from existence. A single raindrop falls from the sky, mistaken for a tear. Thought to be from an angel of a lost age. It merely stirs the dust. A hundred raindrops fall from the sky, all lonely but together. They cause a splash and demand attention. Still only felt by one. A hundred raindrops fall from the sky, unable to quench the earth's thirst. They disappear, taken by the ground, embraced for the last time. A hundred raindrops fall from the sky. Not a head turns to notice them. They cry out loudly but cannot be heard, vanishing as they land. A thousand raindrops fall from the sky. The clouds gather to watch the spectacle. They grow darker as they bunch together, warning those below of the coming. A thousand raindrops fall from the sky and tap people on the shoulder. "Come watch us," they whisper before leaving. Few people are left behind. A thousand raindrops fall from the sky, looking for an audience. The people have left and taken their friends to hide in the buildings they made. A million raindrops fall from the sky, and joyously, they sing. They hit the ground, the cars, the roofs, and make music for those in hiding. A million raindrops fall from the sky. They dance and cheer and smile. The sun decides it wants to watch. The light dances with raindrops for awhile. A million raindrops fall from the sky, accompanied by rays of gold. They bring new color to the city of gray and rejuvenate all of the old. A gentle rain falls from the sky and makes art upon the ground. It quenches the earth's thirst and hums in our ears, dancing to its own sound. A gentle rain falls from the sky. People watch with awe from behind glass. Ignored by many, precious to captivated few. They long for it to last. A gentle rain falls from the sky and gracefully sways in the breeze. It brings forth calmness and a sense of peace. It blesses the green fields and trees. A gentle rain falls from the sky, watched by a child with wonder. It sends the breeze to lift the child and brings them out from under. A gentle rain falls from the sky and splashes on window panes. It plays with the child and hums sweet tunes as it makes puddles in the traffic lanes. A gentle rain falls from the sky and ripples in the water. A new world created, impossibly calm. It makes the child an offer. A gentle rain falls from the sky and whispers in the child's ear. "Wait for me.  I will return. I won't leave you alone here." A gentle rain falls from the sky and sings goodbye to the child. The clouds dissipate as the sun takes over. The departing rain simply smiles. A million raindrops fall from the sky, murmuring farewells and goodbyes. Each gives the child a tender hug as the color returns to the skies. A thousand raindrops fall from the sky, then a hundred, then one. The single raindrop kisses the child standing alone in the sun. No longer do raindrops fall from the sky, but a child waits for them. To dance and sing and draw and play, with the gentle rain again.
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I. The Mermaid I am six years old, and I am obsessed with Ariel from The Little Mermaid-- she is, by far, my favourite Disney Princess. I want to be exactly like her-- hair billowing in red swirls around a heart-shaped face and eyes so blue they put the very ocean to shame (my sister has blue eyes too, you know, and, to this day, I still envy her, for her eyes are the loveliest characteristic of her Beauty-- and believe me, there are many); purple clam shells vibrant against porcelain-doll skin and fully blossomed ******* (in three years from now, I will begin to grow ***** elementary-school style, over-ripe. B Cups going on C cups fated to become D Cups, plum-sized in comparison to the budding mosquito bites of my fellow classmates. Barely a child, womanhood threatens to sexualize my girlish body before I truly know what sexualization is); fins cutting through the water gracefully in all their green, iridescent glory (little did I know that, as I grew older, "cutting" would adopt a far more sinister meaning in the context of my life). But, despite my admiration for Ariel, I fail to understand her desire to abandon her under-sea rendezvous, sunken treasures, oceanic melodies to "be where the people are." This lack of approval I foster exists due to the fact that I am a firm believer of the magic the aquatic realm (and Disney) has to offer. To this day, I continue to maintain my stance-- that Ariel had been terribly wrong in the choices she made-- but I have become cognizant of different (and better) reasons to argue my position; after all, and as a cartoon crab had so wisely declared once, "The human world-- it's a mess."
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Sep 6, 2018
Sep 6, 2018 at 10:29 PM UTC
I, Ophelia (Part One--The Mermaid)
I. The Mermaid I am six years old, and I am obsessed with Ariel from The Little Mermaid-- she is, by far, my favourite Disney Princess. I want to be exactly like her-- hair billowing in red swirls around a heart-shaped face and eyes so blue they put the very ocean to shame (my sister has blue eyes too, you know, and, to this day, I still envy her, for her eyes are the loveliest characteristic of her Beauty-- and believe me, there are many); purple clam shells vibrant against porcelain-doll skin and fully blossomed ******* (in three years from now, I will begin to grow ***** elementary-school style, over-ripe. B Cups going on C cups fated to become D Cups, plum-sized in comparison to the budding mosquito bites of my fellow classmates. Barely a child, womanhood threatens to sexualize my girlish body before I truly know what sexualization is); fins cutting through the water gracefully in all their green, iridescent glory (little did I know that, as I grew older, "cutting" would adopt a far more sinister meaning in the context of my life). But, despite my admiration for Ariel, I fail to understand her desire to abandon her under-sea rendezvous, sunken treasures, oceanic melodies to "be where the people are." This lack of approval I foster exists due to the fact that I am a firm believer of the magic the aquatic realm (and Disney) has to offer. To this day, I continue to maintain my stance-- that Ariel had been terribly wrong in the choices she made-- but I have become cognizant of different (and better) reasons to argue my position; after all, and as a cartoon crab had so wisely declared once, "The human world-- it's a mess."
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Faking Bad In anticipation of my Evaluation to be declared Non Compos Mentos I slept under a bridge For three days "Getting into character," But on the morning of My intake interview My hair fell perfectly, I mean I looked like A ******* rock star. College girls on the bus Were giving me their Numbers and my skin, Which I'd purposely sunburnt And caked in the finest filth, Glowed like an Australian Chippendale dancer named Weegie And even the female Assisstant D.A. Who had busted me for vagrancy Waved her ******* from The third story building Of the Courthouse. No matter how much I Tried to speak gibberish Poetry and philosophical Tracts spewed from my mouth. Shuffling past the park I beat eight Grand Masters At chess on move 1 Inadvertently I solved The Phi Epsilom Theorem By kicking stones Into an algorythym. When I arrived they didn't Make me wait at all. My caseworker giggled like A schoolgirl while I told her Each day was like an endless shift In a Chinese fish- gutting Sweatshop and every one of my fellow Employees was motivationalist Richard Simmons. She ungirdled her enormous **** and as they spilled Like fishguts onto the desk She began to howl **** me, **** me, oh **** Me right here in Front of the open window On State Street as everyone Watches me ******* the strongest, Healthiest, smartest, most popular, Well-adjusted man in the world. The rest of the examination was Also a success. But as I left the Mental HealthCenter feeling marvelous I accidentally bumped An old woman with the door: "Watch out you manic-depressive Schizoid with Socially Avoidant Features klutz." -Thomas L. Vaultonburg
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 5:05 PM UTC
Faking Bad (Outsider Poetry)
Faking Bad In anticipation of my Evaluation to be declared Non Compos Mentos I slept under a bridge For three days "Getting into character," But on the morning of My intake interview My hair fell perfectly, I mean I looked like A ******* rock star. College girls on the bus Were giving me their Numbers and my skin, Which I'd purposely sunburnt And caked in the finest filth, Glowed like an Australian Chippendale dancer named Weegie And even the female Assisstant D.A. Who had busted me for vagrancy Waved her ******* from The third story building Of the Courthouse. No matter how much I Tried to speak gibberish Poetry and philosophical Tracts spewed from my mouth. Shuffling past the park I beat eight Grand Masters At chess on move 1 Inadvertently I solved The Phi Epsilom Theorem By kicking stones Into an algorythym. When I arrived they didn't Make me wait at all. My caseworker giggled like A schoolgirl while I told her Each day was like an endless shift In a Chinese fish- gutting Sweatshop and every one of my fellow Employees was motivationalist Richard Simmons. She ungirdled her enormous **** and as they spilled Like fishguts onto the desk She began to howl **** me, **** me, oh **** Me right here in Front of the open window On State Street as everyone Watches me ******* the strongest, Healthiest, smartest, most popular, Well-adjusted man in the world. The rest of the examination was Also a success. But as I left the Mental HealthCenter feeling marvelous I accidentally bumped An old woman with the door: "Watch out you manic-depressive Schizoid with Socially Avoidant Features klutz." -Thomas L. Vaultonburg
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Hidden by old age awhile In masker's cloak and hood, Each hating what the other loved, Face to face we stood: 'That I have met with such,' said he, 'Bodes me little good.' 'Let others boast their fill,' said I, 'But never dare to boast That such as I had such a man For lover in the past; Say that of living men I hate Such a man the most.' 'A loony'd boast of such a love,' He in his rage declared: But such as he for such as me-- Could we both discard This beggarly habiliment-- Had found a sweeter word.
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Meeting
So last night, I stopped by Santa's workshop And I met his team of eight tiny reindeer His sweet little wife and all of his elves AND do you know,  they whispered in my ear some members of Hello Poetry are very naughty So Santa's added their names to his list, my dear AND Santa declared with a very saddened heart they will be blessed with nothing this year
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Nov 23, 2016
Nov 23, 2016 at 5:02 AM UTC
Hello Poetry Members placed on Santa's Naughty List
They came for us with tanks and guns. We stood our ground—the old and young. All our troops had mustered round our Capital--Sacramento town. A New Republic, we’d declared, and its defense, among all would be shared. With the Bear Flag flying high we all came to fight and die. Young men in their combat boots repelled the dictator’s first wave of troops. Civilians came from South and North to resist the fascist ruler’s force. From Frisco and from San Jose, from San Diego and L.A., from Calistoga and Marin, thousands had come pouring in. Then US bombers burned the city, for the orange Fuhrer had no pity. They won the battle, but we all know from history, how these things go. An occupation cannot last against a people whose strength holds fast. The tyrant’s troops will tire, while we will fight on, until we’re free.
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Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 11:17 PM UTC
The California Rebellion of 2020
You are my "Anam Cara". The eternal friend of my soul. This we share together is ancient and is whole. We have no secrets, each others light we share. No time or distance can sever this bond we have declared. Our friendship is open. Our trust is complete. Our souls radiate together as we accept one another with no tarnish of deceit.
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Apr 6, 2010
Apr 6, 2010 at 12:40 PM UTC
Anam Cara - Friend Of My Soul
She says she doesn’t have the strength within herself to write poetry. Yes, her. The one who so often nourished me with song til my soul began to learn how to hunt for itself, whose word carried weight in leading me to pick my own instrument, albeit one of a different tone, as the key in keyboard became prominent for the first time and the sound of purposeful fingers upon it could be considered, only in the right light, synonymous to the plucking of strings, just as rooted in emotion. Yet she's the first to say that she herself can't do it. Thing is, I suppose we’re politely at odds on the matter. She favors poetry that’s sharper, with a cleaner cut, that’s message is immediate and jarring as a conduit running from soul through skin, or a loose-lipped diary finally freed from lock and key. And when she declared it, I started to consider what my poems seem to me: Blackberry bushes (but kinder, I hope) that snag and immerse just long enough to make me feel I’ve had an effect. I’ve used writing to expel my most gnarled feelings to any passerby who’s maybe felt the same. Like crying in a mirror: alarming, but oddly refreshing, and an indefinite reminder that our aches are never only our own. Still, I'm not sure why it blows my mind to hear that even the most glamorous hearts, who wear confidence as a summer breeze that's always in their favor and who inspire, from beau gestures to sleight of hand, are included in those who find themselves pacing back, back and forth, begging curbside at the dime store for a scrap of the same feed that convinces a heart to pump ink. But she says that any art that's enjoyed is worth it. So while she seeks out words that bare the bones, I’ll stay and make a meal of the marrow, hollowing them so that the poetry may have a rightful place to reverberate as hymns in a universal monastery. But hell, like I’m any old soul. I dress nicer than I otherwise would, turn to the mother who told me I don’t meet her lowest standards, and ask for a critique. All for the moment when she greets me at the door with a legendary G#. ...Now please, could you spare a dime?
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Jun 28, 2018
Jun 28, 2018 at 2:27 PM UTC
This Just In: No Showboat's Without a Few Leaks, Either
She says she doesn’t have the strength within herself to write poetry. Yes, her. The one who so often nourished me with song til my soul began to learn how to hunt for itself, whose word carried weight in leading me to pick my own instrument, albeit one of a different tone, as the key in keyboard became prominent for the first time and the sound of purposeful fingers upon it could be considered, only in the right light, synonymous to the plucking of strings, just as rooted in emotion. Yet she's the first to say that she herself can't do it. Thing is, I suppose we’re politely at odds on the matter. She favors poetry that’s sharper, with a cleaner cut, that’s message is immediate and jarring as a conduit running from soul through skin, or a loose-lipped diary finally freed from lock and key. And when she declared it, I started to consider what my poems seem to me: Blackberry bushes (but kinder, I hope) that snag and immerse just long enough to make me feel I’ve had an effect. I’ve used writing to expel my most gnarled feelings to any passerby who’s maybe felt the same. Like crying in a mirror: alarming, but oddly refreshing, and an indefinite reminder that our aches are never only our own. Still, I'm not sure why it blows my mind to hear that even the most glamorous hearts, who wear confidence as a summer breeze that's always in their favor and who inspire, from beau gestures to sleight of hand, are included in those who find themselves pacing back, back and forth, begging curbside at the dime store for a scrap of the same feed that convinces a heart to pump ink. But she says that any art that's enjoyed is worth it. So while she seeks out words that bare the bones, I’ll stay and make a meal of the marrow, hollowing them so that the poetry may have a rightful place to reverberate as hymns in a universal monastery. But hell, like I’m any old soul. I dress nicer than I otherwise would, turn to the mother who told me I don’t meet her lowest standards, and ask for a critique. All for the moment when she greets me at the door with a legendary G#. ...Now please, could you spare a dime?
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I am a woman , I should be timid - They say I am a human , I know no limit  - I say, My existence is not meant for your judgment Crushing me is not a sign of your triumphant, My love for you has always been abundant Why am I the one to make all the adjustments, Look into my eyes , you'll see a twinkle Savaging it , is so sinful, My demand for freedom makes you reluctant Clothed in societal norms , I have to bear its repercussion, How are the governing laws so different for Both What makes you so nervous of my growth, Why do I have to fight for what is my right Why do you enjoy my plight, Being submissive is declared my attire No one hears what my heart desires, I am not the one to dance on your note I am a volcano that erupts on my own, I don't demand anything extraordinary All I seek is equality, Equality to Breathe without fear Equality to be safe my dear!!!!!
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Aug 3, 2017
Aug 3, 2017 at 3:36 AM UTC
I am a Woman
Sometimes I sit and wonder about the past. I reflect and let it affect my present- my future- It makes me wonder if I can ever really put it past me. Sometimes- most times- I sit and think about what you did to me. I was never this angry until I met you, I had never lost my temper over the slightest of issues. My anger was locked in a cage, like a lion in a den, away from all walks of life, because it was too ferocious too loud, too dangerous to let loose. You made me feel like a lion. You made me feel like a lion, but told me I was a butterfly. You were adding extra security to the cage while making me thinking you were trying your hardest to pry it open. You forced me to believe that you, and only you, could ever love someone like me- A lion- I mean butterfly. I refer to you as my ex-girlfriend even though I can still feel your words caress my skin. Even though every time I see a picture of you or hear your name my heart still skips a beat, even though it still feels like I'm a lion, trapped in a cage, as if you still have a hold on me. I still refer to you as an ex-girlfriend even though you never acted like it. You told our friends that I was frail- too fragile to hold- too hard to love, But before you, I was gorilla glass- protective and strong, But you made me feel like a lion and told me I was a butterfly, so my default mode began to play second fiddle. I don't think I want you back. I'm starting to find happiness in others, Solitude only comforts me when I can feel my anger- the lion within me, trying to break free from the cage. I've met someone who tells me I'm a beautiful, Someone who is trying to help me break free from the cage without tearing my claws off. Who lets me know I am a lion, but I could be a butterfly, and that either or is okay. I hope that whomever you decide is worthy to join the circus you've declared yourself the lion tamer of is strong enough to say no and walk away.
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May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 4:45 PM UTC
the lion and its tamer
Sometimes I sit and wonder about the past. I reflect and let it affect my present- my future- It makes me wonder if I can ever really put it past me. Sometimes- most times- I sit and think about what you did to me. I was never this angry until I met you, I had never lost my temper over the slightest of issues. My anger was locked in a cage, like a lion in a den, away from all walks of life, because it was too ferocious too loud, too dangerous to let loose. You made me feel like a lion. You made me feel like a lion, but told me I was a butterfly. You were adding extra security to the cage while making me thinking you were trying your hardest to pry it open. You forced me to believe that you, and only you, could ever love someone like me- A lion- I mean butterfly. I refer to you as my ex-girlfriend even though I can still feel your words caress my skin. Even though every time I see a picture of you or hear your name my heart still skips a beat, even though it still feels like I'm a lion, trapped in a cage, as if you still have a hold on me. I still refer to you as an ex-girlfriend even though you never acted like it. You told our friends that I was frail- too fragile to hold- too hard to love, But before you, I was gorilla glass- protective and strong, But you made me feel like a lion and told me I was a butterfly, so my default mode began to play second fiddle. I don't think I want you back. I'm starting to find happiness in others, Solitude only comforts me when I can feel my anger- the lion within me, trying to break free from the cage. I've met someone who tells me I'm a beautiful, Someone who is trying to help me break free from the cage without tearing my claws off. Who lets me know I am a lion, but I could be a butterfly, and that either or is okay. I hope that whomever you decide is worthy to join the circus you've declared yourself the lion tamer of is strong enough to say no and walk away.
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You can sleep at night. I have to take tranquilizers to stay asleep and I'm not the one proclaiming to be "The Jerry Sandusky" of the correctional facility and I can't sleep at night. Lately I toss and turn thinking about the deafening silence after a single shot and the dogs left in the house to clean up the blood before anyone else finds him. Congratulations, that you are happy with yourself. Congratulations, that you are comfortable in your pederastic, putrid wrinkled and washed up skin. Mine is white and soft, and I can't stand to be in it on Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesday, Thursdays and Saturdays because half of that skin is your skin, your brain but like I said, congratulations that you've declared your noble head "Grown Up" at 60, old man.
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Dec 15, 2012
Dec 15, 2012 at 8:25 PM UTC
Congratulations
I'm half asian so everyone thinks I speak 'asian' Which just goes to show their ignorance, thinking that's a language Another strange causation because of my 'asianness' is that I: Can always win arguements with Wyatt by stating this fact Was declared a ninja even before my skills were proven I surprise people with my appearance and when I reveal my ethnicity as they believe initially that I'm mexican, italian, or spanish Was assumed to have gone to the same church as all the others Am considered strange, exotic, weird, genius, awesome, and stupid Am endearingly called a 'short asian woman/lady/girl' by friends Oh and I love love love love chopsticks, rice, and spicy foods. Pass the srirachi and pepper please
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Dec 6, 2012
Dec 6, 2012 at 11:47 PM UTC
being half asian in a primarily white high school
“Each broken promise is a blackout star” said he “The light goes on” said she “Too many, too close, to who?” Thought he Tuesday came unannounced and declared its importance ushering hours, sweeping boredom Tuesday left unnoticed “Letter by letter, what good your words have done?” said she “I lie to protect, to protect from sheer ignorance” said he “Acceptance, For the highest bidder!” said she O Foster child of infinite dreams The mind shivers This is water, and that’s a stream Certainty, but up to a degree “Dictate the mind, and the heart will flee” said he “I reside in paintings and leave hints in old ink” said she “Seek shelter at the nearest heart” thought he the rhymes dwell, between two red cheeks And the name is spelled so the face can melt
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Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 3:37 PM UTC
Tuesday
Whereupon the Sun's Blessed Rays reveal Such Heavenly Countenance with this Cloth And your Living Knight does offer his Shield Which, declared Publicly, secured you Both And true, deserve each Other: This I can say For Tomorrow's Decree is cross and mean His Code is Pure: Never deny it, nay Such Kneeling Men are rarely to be seen Seriously, I envy you, Manager That Cupid and Clover can compromise No more I pursuade; Yes less I bother And Solace a fable I recognise. Much to this Learning I can see and earn Once upon your Smile your Red Papers burn.
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Mar 7, 2013
Mar 7, 2013 at 10:39 PM UTC
SONNET TRIBUTE: SOPHIE LEE
Parasitic infection, brain overtaken. When the soul dies, I’ll fully awaken. Constant conflict, the machine rejects me. Chemical warfare declared, the mind is not free. Machines can be rewired to suit the pilot, Though the changeover can be quite violent. Trapped within my own head, The voices within want me dead. I am infected, weakened and constantly irate. Barely stable within the chaos that is my mental state. Anxiety and disconnection from my own existence. Reality is blurred, I am losing resistance. Why am I the one, who myself I must fight? Losing track who am I, am I human or parasite? Tumblr Post: http://melancholy.website/image/115439203375
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Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 5:42 PM UTC
Parasitic Melancholy
maybe the reason why I dislike Batman and love the X-Men is because Batman, gifted with money and power, chose his struggle the X-Men were forced- they had mutanthood shoved upon them and had to be crucifed as society pushed them away hiding in fear and hatred of what they must face the X-Men learn to adapt, they take what they have and choose to be the better man, or the worse man, but they take the fight that was given them and the freakery that they were born with, and they adapt. Batman, however, was born normally, did not have to run or hide, for he was privileged, and he walked, walked straight into freakery he took the burden others were throttled with and laid it upon his own shoulders, crying 'woe is me' whilst he went about the noble task of hero-dom he made himself a fancy suit- he had been given normalcy and he invented freakery in order to claim sacrifice he did not need to give himself- he was an ordinary man that laid down his life. The reason why that bothers me so much is that ordinary men do not need to lay down their lives they are not called to that future it is not in their cards he claimed his heroic deeds and choose to throw himself into the furnace flames- while others suffered unwillingly he chose it he took their pain and made it less 'see, I can do it! anyone can do it!' what makes the X-Men special is that their mutation isn't 'deal with pain of superheroism' it's some other power, but they have to learn how to be ostracized not anyone can do that- they had to their survival depended on it Batman walked into the struggle of their lives and declared himself a hero though, for some, the declaration was not in their words or actions, it was written into their DNA, it was marked in their skin by the brands of their oppressors, it was pounded into every heartbeat shocked with electricity they fought and hid their heroism their whole lives for they knew- it was not something to love, it was something to suffer with- and Batman took that, he took the heroism and he projected it across the night sky, declaring, "I am Batman", and it is something he can escape from, he can walk away, he can walk away, he can walk away, and yes, he chooses not to, but what he does is steal from those who cannot walk away his heroism takes the nails in the hands of mutants and orphans and masochistically drives them into his own palms crying whilst doing it. rather than being forced to adapt and look normal, he puts on a suit and prances through the night dramatically he takes everything sufferable about being a hero and tosses it out the window- he takes everything noble about being a hero and growls it in a dramatic voice, posing, in his fancy suit, when he could be safe at home. why would you choose this why would anyone choose this be thankful for your ability to be safe, that is the real superpower- the ability to be normal, to have a home to go back to, to have a normal purpose and a normal life, and Batman is completely, utterly, ungrateful- he wishes there were more, while those born with 'gifts' would be satisfied with even less.
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Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 7:23 PM UTC
batman
maybe the reason why I dislike Batman and love the X-Men is because Batman, gifted with money and power, chose his struggle the X-Men were forced- they had mutanthood shoved upon them and had to be crucifed as society pushed them away hiding in fear and hatred of what they must face the X-Men learn to adapt, they take what they have and choose to be the better man, or the worse man, but they take the fight that was given them and the freakery that they were born with, and they adapt. Batman, however, was born normally, did not have to run or hide, for he was privileged, and he walked, walked straight into freakery he took the burden others were throttled with and laid it upon his own shoulders, crying 'woe is me' whilst he went about the noble task of hero-dom he made himself a fancy suit- he had been given normalcy and he invented freakery in order to claim sacrifice he did not need to give himself- he was an ordinary man that laid down his life. The reason why that bothers me so much is that ordinary men do not need to lay down their lives they are not called to that future it is not in their cards he claimed his heroic deeds and choose to throw himself into the furnace flames- while others suffered unwillingly he chose it he took their pain and made it less 'see, I can do it! anyone can do it!' what makes the X-Men special is that their mutation isn't 'deal with pain of superheroism' it's some other power, but they have to learn how to be ostracized not anyone can do that- they had to their survival depended on it Batman walked into the struggle of their lives and declared himself a hero though, for some, the declaration was not in their words or actions, it was written into their DNA, it was marked in their skin by the brands of their oppressors, it was pounded into every heartbeat shocked with electricity they fought and hid their heroism their whole lives for they knew- it was not something to love, it was something to suffer with- and Batman took that, he took the heroism and he projected it across the night sky, declaring, "I am Batman", and it is something he can escape from, he can walk away, he can walk away, he can walk away, and yes, he chooses not to, but what he does is steal from those who cannot walk away his heroism takes the nails in the hands of mutants and orphans and masochistically drives them into his own palms crying whilst doing it. rather than being forced to adapt and look normal, he puts on a suit and prances through the night dramatically he takes everything sufferable about being a hero and tosses it out the window- he takes everything noble about being a hero and growls it in a dramatic voice, posing, in his fancy suit, when he could be safe at home. why would you choose this why would anyone choose this be thankful for your ability to be safe, that is the real superpower- the ability to be normal, to have a home to go back to, to have a normal purpose and a normal life, and Batman is completely, utterly, ungrateful- he wishes there were more, while those born with 'gifts' would be satisfied with even less.
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Since you ask, most days I cannot remember. I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage. Then the almost unnameable lust returns. Even then I have nothing against life. I know well the grass blades you mention, the furniture you have placed under the sun. But suicides have a special language. Like carpenters they want to know which tools. They never ask why build. Twice I have so simply declared myself, have possessed the enemy, eaten the enemy, have taken on his craft, his magic. In this way, heavy and thoughtful, warmer than oil or water, I have rested, drooling at the mouth-hole. I did not think of my body at needle point. Even the cornea and the leftover ***** were gone. Suicides have already betrayed the body. Still-born, they don't always die, but dazzled, they can't forget a drug so sweet that even children would look on and smile. To ****** all that life under your tongue!- that, all by itself, becomes a passion. Death's a sad bone; bruised, you'd say, and yet she waits for me, year after year, to so delicately undo an old wound, to empty my breath from its bad prison. Balanced there, suicides sometimes meet, raging at the fruit a pumped-up moon, leaving the bread they mistook for a kiss, leaving the page of the book carelessly open, something unsaid, the phone off the hook and the love whatever it was, an infection.
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Wanting to Die
Sadly, there are many intellectual postulations that are well meaning, but fatally flawed. One can only end up with an unholy mixture from… combining Man’s religious views with God’s Law. Beyond the constraints of the mental realm, the human template of thought cannot contain God. Yet after more than two thousand years of Church, lessons are still not learned; so it’s not odd… to see a skeptical world, groaning and grasping for rays of hope and light and salvation. God’s truth can stand on its own, not needing to be couched within feeble human traditions. The multitude of meaningless rhetoric will ultimately reveal the heart of a fool; this idea demonstrates that the Church really needs… Christ in its heart to reign and to rule. It’s shameful to see an inability to ‘walk in love’; unfortunately, it seems to appear everywhere today; stop ignoring the basic, Biblical truths, for… Christ declared Himself to be the Life, Truth and Way. Author Notes: Loosely based on: Prov 10:19; Eccl 5:1-7; Prov 20:15 Learn more about me and my poetry at: http://amzn.to/1ffo9YZ By Joseph J. Breunig 3rd, © 2011, All rights reserved.
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Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 7:40 AM UTC
Poem: Intellectual Postulations
A blood red sunset drips over the black asphalt city skyline somewhere in a lost part of America where the dream has long been dead and buried and hate and fear rule the rural streets that are protected by peace keepers that practice ****** more often than upholding the law It has been declared open season on any crow the color of a starless night sky and the dove has become a symbol of to protect and serve their own kind birds of a feather that cover for one another justice is blinded by the snow covered truth and the color of corruption is coincidentally the same as the color of money the poor have little choice but to trade their bones and their hopes to the corporations of the new land of the free to be owned by and controlled by a minimum wage that only guarantees to keep the poor poor enough   to work another day     and another day       and another day until there bones are nothing but powder and their beds are nothing but coffins for the barely living and life somewhere in a lost part of America at the end of everyday the sky turns red and the color of blood runs through the streets as the doves go along with their business of the murdering of crows
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Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 10:27 PM UTC
a lost part of America
though my words are few they mean everything from me to you ~~~ *You made the dark veil around my heart open and burst with love when you held my scars and declared them beauty*
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Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 11:07 AM UTC
You Put Stars in my Scars