"decition" poems
babe got style
sparkle in his smile
spark in his heart
this is when love starts
the look in his eyes
could make any girl melt and die
the love overshadows
any hate portraid
no matter what mistakes he makes
my decition has been made
the love in my heart cannot be mistaken
it is my heart that he has taken
taken down the lonely road of denial
our relationship has always been a trial
i always wondered if we had any connections
other then the people around to protect us
i truely dont know why
but without you, id die
i just can let you go
maybe i did love you so
but now your gone, and i feel dead
only to hear your voice replay in my head
it's such a harmful pain
to hear your voice over and over again
May 10, 2010
May 10, 2010 at 1:56 PM UTC
I have fallen for someone just a little older
though, my heart seems to only be getting colder
i lied and said it was a four year difference
but when he found out it was five, it was only a disturbance
he left me alone, without someone there
to catch me when i fell, and left me in despair
now everythings my weakness, and i feel so heartbroken
he's left me alone, with so many words unspoken
nothing will ever fill that place in my heart
he has taken pieces of it with him, in his depart
i miss his arms wrapped around me so tight
and his kisses that got me threw every lonely night
a stupid decition put me in my own purgatory
and left me in sorrow, with no capeable glory
this pain spreads through my body like a fatal disease
the pain in my heart will never be at ease
i have cried so much i can no longer stand
i wish he would come and lend me a hand
fallen to the ground, with every relentless ache
i've lost him over a stupid, dazed mistake
Jun 9, 2010
Jun 9, 2010 at 3:40 PM UTC
It’s not falling in love, just know I’m falling.
That moment that you feel the rush of falling before your feet actually leave cliffs edge
Your heart pounding, alarms sounding
As alive and awake in that moment
As the ones ahead where you are actually flailing
Where you have already made the decition
And waters on its way to meeting you
There has to be a word for that
Whats the word for that?
The moment you see the roller coaster climbing
And your heart’s reacting to the drop
Like you have already been dropped
What is the word for that?
Writing words…. There are no word… ill find words for that.
Because deep inside of me I can already anticipate me falling
And I am reacting before its even happened
Like a moment where you are a passenger in a car
were you can’t see out the window
But scared silence lets you know that those who can
Have already braced themselves for impact
Unable to see the car outside t- bone the one you are inside means nothing
The fear gathered from others ****** expressions is real
You are real
There are words for that.
Real
Really falling.
Dec 29, 2013
Dec 29, 2013 at 11:30 PM UTC