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"dealin" poems
we got it one way or another and we all got our own way of dealing with it, yeah everyone has their way of everyone has their way of dealin, dealin, dealing with the stress. some freak out, some take deep deep breaths, hobbies, crafts, some cut and self mutilate, it doesnt make you weak, you got strength, lots of strength, hard times come hard times go, yet everyone has their way of yeah everyone has their way of dealin, dealin, dealin with the stress. © Try
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Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 1:45 PM UTC
every one has their way
You know that I'm a fuckin' baller, Kobé Erryday I'm killin' ************* OJ I'm always dealin' with some ******** matador When all I want's another ***** Labrador All the disrespect to Kobé
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Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 3:27 PM UTC
YEIM
Feelin nicotine sick Tho nev **** on a stick Dealin wit dopamine ***** They don't need a fix
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Jan 14, 2022
Jan 14, 2022 at 4:06 AM UTC
Second hand envy
tizz is an uncle, bro and dem richez i was born viciouz, but always had visionz a young boy used to build bridgez between black and white, peace and fight dreamy adolescence, i spit out whole heavenz wit my divine essence, all dem "lyricis" be jealouz but dey just "so called", cause dey so old tizz grew cold, so not any of dem amateurs won't grow old i'm so cold, i freeze, **** and stay, then i eaze among dem geez we live in codez like secret service, dealin' wit burnaz quick learnaz, sick and sane, our skin is thick, we don't feel pain, black lion's mane, heaven yeah no expression can illustrate tizzopish aggression pay attention! watch out for dat other direction receive my blessin', kneein' between me and the destined it's battle rappin', it's slappin' againzt all of ya actin' friendship versuz rush, some peepz start to blush when you remind them of valuez, like some bad newz i'm the man whose bad moodz be legendary, like a legionary dealin' wit whatz necessary, cause i was born predatory find tizz shinin' in the mornin' glory and rhymin' a story readin' diz is mandatory, just anotha category, stolen from the laboratory, **** am i now swollen, and all-in like all-night, alright, feed em just a small bite
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Nov 7, 2020
Nov 7, 2020 at 8:13 AM UTC
No Breaks
I don't know why I'm feelin' the way I'm feelin' Could be 'cuz of all the bullish with what I'm dealin' I need healin' And the promise of a new beginin'... I'm in need of much Yet still, I have much to give Even without the promise to 'life give' ...Maybe I can't even have kids... I hurt and I love I give and I receive I devote what I have But there are things that I need.... I'm sure and uncertain Confident yet nervous I seek my passion But don't know my purpose... I feel worthless But worthy all at the same time Wonderin' what the **** is going on Can't explain the crazy ramblings in my mind... I want to tell the world But I can't tell a soul So I dream these crazy things And to the world I grow cold... its all ******** really...
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May 26, 2010
May 26, 2010 at 4:30 AM UTC
********
Lead ***** Indian glowing on the desert horizon plastered on a postcard taped to the dashboard your palm reads like a road map to hell and back scars made up and stapled shut lipstick stained paper cup crystallized amphetamines in a bag coat hanger lock pick got me in not out of this drink up little darling liquor costs me nothing tongue on your neck sharp teeth on your neck dull teeth on your neck love me to death **** me to death drink me to death share a cigarette yeah yeah share a cigarette all your gonna get all youll ever get down in the canyon with the coyotes they all wanna know all wanna show what im dealin with up up goes the bottle down down goes the fire into my head playing with knives got me ****** standing up straight stumble heavy apologizing for preying on a defensless calf blood suckle sunday desert flavored sundae rattle snake humming son of a preacher call call yellow eye call call blue eye call all the children back to the fold I'm part of the pack now feeling so fast now teeth to the throat now yeah yeah heavy is the lust heavy is the lust heavy is the lust heavy is the lust heavy is the lust heavy is the lust for blood] for ****
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Feb 27, 2012
Feb 27, 2012 at 1:00 PM UTC
Heavy
2 Pac: "...and I feel like if you walk by a street and you was walkin' on concrete and you saw a rose, growing outta concrete Even if it had messed up petals and it was a little to the side you would marvel at just seeing a rose grow through concrete.." As a yougin' all I had was a dream Rappin' to myself as my mama used to scream Papa getting violent and he beatin' her again They just feeling stressed cause they tryna pay the rent Papa, you a G though you did wrong Mama, you an angel cause you stayed strong Papa, it's alright, we have weak moments Mama, you a soldier cause you keep holdin' Uh But some days, we ain't have **** And some nights, I was askin' "Why we so poor, but my friends not?" Just jealous of what my friends got Uh I was hungry and you fed me love **** you gave me yours, it wasn't enough Yet, I took it all and without a praise You made it feel like home and without a place Workin' like slaves, and I'm so sorry Ungrateful for the things you done did for me Comin' home from school, disrespecting Acting like I ain't have blessings Dear, Mama the council won't get you If you try to go, I won't let you A careless *** kid, but I'm tryna change it I just need to tell you I appreciate it 2Pac: "...and I feel like if you walk by a street and you was walkin' on concrete and you saw a rose, growing outta concrete Even if it had messed up petals and it was a little.. you know, to the side you would marvel at just seeing a rose grow through concrete.." As a youngin' all I had was a dream You was my brother, my hero, my team I was down for you, all you did was sell I was growin' up while you was in and out of jail Waitin' at the court room, all of us silent You was never home, you was always so violent How you think I felt when I visited the prison Of where my brother at while my partner gone missin' I was gone dissin', but I was just hurt From all those nights, those fights, those words **** we used to argue all the time, I hated you And witnessing your drug dealin' and I hated, too It was my birthday and then some next **** All them times, you just got your *** arrested Family stressin', I'm surprised you ain't dead From a life of a crime, and that war with the FEDS Have you thought 'bout what you put me through? HUH? And all the things I had to do for you Like deal with the people who spoke your name Like this ***** who disrespected you, I broke her frame But it's okay, I'm your baby sis And some day I just may be rich And I got you, I ain't gotta say it I just wanted you to tell me you appreciate it 2Pac: "...and I feel like if you walk by a street and you was walkin' on concrete and you saw a rose, growing outta concrete Even if it had messed up petals and it was a little.. you know, to the side you would marvel at just seeing a rose grow through concrete.."
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Nov 18, 2013
Nov 18, 2013 at 2:22 PM UTC
Dear Luv
2 Pac: "...and I feel like if you walk by a street and you was walkin' on concrete and you saw a rose, growing outta concrete Even if it had messed up petals and it was a little to the side you would marvel at just seeing a rose grow through concrete.." As a yougin' all I had was a dream Rappin' to myself as my mama used to scream Papa getting violent and he beatin' her again They just feeling stressed cause they tryna pay the rent Papa, you a G though you did wrong Mama, you an angel cause you stayed strong Papa, it's alright, we have weak moments Mama, you a soldier cause you keep holdin' Uh But some days, we ain't have **** And some nights, I was askin' "Why we so poor, but my friends not?" Just jealous of what my friends got Uh I was hungry and you fed me love **** you gave me yours, it wasn't enough Yet, I took it all and without a praise You made it feel like home and without a place Workin' like slaves, and I'm so sorry Ungrateful for the things you done did for me Comin' home from school, disrespecting Acting like I ain't have blessings Dear, Mama the council won't get you If you try to go, I won't let you A careless *** kid, but I'm tryna change it I just need to tell you I appreciate it 2Pac: "...and I feel like if you walk by a street and you was walkin' on concrete and you saw a rose, growing outta concrete Even if it had messed up petals and it was a little.. you know, to the side you would marvel at just seeing a rose grow through concrete.." As a youngin' all I had was a dream You was my brother, my hero, my team I was down for you, all you did was sell I was growin' up while you was in and out of jail Waitin' at the court room, all of us silent You was never home, you was always so violent How you think I felt when I visited the prison Of where my brother at while my partner gone missin' I was gone dissin', but I was just hurt From all those nights, those fights, those words **** we used to argue all the time, I hated you And witnessing your drug dealin' and I hated, too It was my birthday and then some next **** All them times, you just got your *** arrested Family stressin', I'm surprised you ain't dead From a life of a crime, and that war with the FEDS Have you thought 'bout what you put me through? HUH? And all the things I had to do for you Like deal with the people who spoke your name Like this ***** who disrespected you, I broke her frame But it's okay, I'm your baby sis And some day I just may be rich And I got you, I ain't gotta say it I just wanted you to tell me you appreciate it 2Pac: "...and I feel like if you walk by a street and you was walkin' on concrete and you saw a rose, growing outta concrete Even if it had messed up petals and it was a little.. you know, to the side you would marvel at just seeing a rose grow through concrete.."
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Sit back, relax, these cravings make this couch feel like rehab out of reach of my stash, feel like I'm crashin' but I already crashed been here since work an' I can't feel my feet, crap! Sit up, and remember everything that you tried to keep from thinkin' of your account, the amount, dropping like doves in these times of war, no heroes just ****** nerdin' out on the game of life trying step it up on the score boards, tryin' ta live like lords in this world that has no law, why not be an outlaw, tough cuffed, straight jaw dealin' out pain like a war god, Kratos, dime bags is small tomatos when you could push yayo, one call to my man and I could get a crateful. ****** if I ain't a salesman, slanging nuns chewy doobies on the side, call me satan and I'm the king of this world, it's hell, try escapin', I could have it in the palm a' my hand if I made a move but then I gotta choose, play my luck trust my ******* gut to keep from getting cut, like it's my only homie but he only knows me cause I was pushing dro with the stonies. I don't want a knife in my back, a run in with the feds or getting popped by the caps tryin' ta dodge traps laid by cats that is jealous of my stacks, I want a paradise where we all make racks, blast our music, blaze it fat, and all rap sleep with both eyes closed, no need to watch our back, too bad we were born in a world ruled by cash, ain't never gonna have a globe like that...
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May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 10:58 PM UTC
Birth of a Rap Cat
Chorus×4 (×2..You better be warrin a vest.) Cuz when I come shootin I come aimin  for your head and your chest. (Verse 1) Bullets cost money an I'm stingy wit my bread. Never catch me sparayin prayin that I hit a shot... I'm scopin postin in the ally way. Interuptin a ***** tryina catch a lift off a spliff an take a second for him but this 9 has thing for killing fake *** tricks. . .    An I got a thing with head shots when I'm huntin  a ***** (Chorus ×2) I make triggers flinch with my intent. Born and bread at full throttle, living in the second. Survivin off the grams, counting change that cowards scrounged up for back pay. Roll up an take you and your homies bus money... better run quick yo momma says you late to take a **** I try and stay cool headed, dealin wit selfish ******* Yall gotta understand that if I'm in yo whip ,handin you a zip... wether you my best homie or a the biggest punk ***** I'll look ya in the eyes an tell ya the same **** ( beat droops off into tempo snare) (Hook) I got whatever you want, If ya need a real souljah ima killa for pay.. Movin weight is how I was raised. I'ma bad *** till I'm in my grave. Making paper, poppin Champaign. Naked women help pass time by hopping in the long ride This is my life- haters keep outta my sight. 24/7 I'm living 1 he'll if a life
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Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 6:27 AM UTC
Untitled
i spur with emotions, drinkin lots potions feeelin nautious yet still hopin,to come out this truth i cant stomach like vommit. sick with the love bites im  scratchin, feeling whats left of my heart, a  fraction, my souls is cracked in, sea beast that dwells deep like the crackin, my actions seem to hold no bounds,snortin pounds, i keep gettin chained up like kratos, getting chased by hell hounds, go around my mind, youll see a fault, of my own, cant stand myself **** ***** im all alone im pintched tight between **** i dont like, i choose to be!! only me myslef and I be dealin with drama , thats takin heavy not lightly. just a thougth i always ponder.. to creek and somber, into a sleep were river flows deep like my mind,and conscious. i fight daily, mind body nd soul, im lossin myself im no longer a whole, ima shell of what i used to be, fill me up with slug, thats all i wish well...that you can recite as my eulogy.. BY: Emmanuel Jv Hernandez 5/23/14
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May 23, 2014
May 23, 2014 at 1:08 AM UTC
Spur of Emotion
We follow our vision And we don’t need no permission The gifts that we are given Are what sent us the soul mission I’ve reawakened now Cannot be forsaken now While my heart is breakin I’ll gain power through creation I’ll be a great sensation This healing that I’m spittin Will revitalize the nation You feel that? It’s all reverberatin You’ll see the revelation When you reach recalibration If ya hearin what I’m sayin It’s the reconciliation Of the positive vibration Through mental emancipation You feel the synergy It’s all positive energy If you have been a friend to me You’re ****** with the ministry Never seen a guru That could send vibration through you Watch you while you do you I’m watching how you move true Ain’t doin no voodoo It’s really pure and true Who do you see when you look Into the mirror As your vision gets clearer We are divine reflections Nobody is in fear here We are superior To the wicked theories here Meek men are the weary there Cannot be hysteria It’s so mysterious How they are in fear of us But let us feel like we are the ones Who are inferior I’m livin grateful Because I am the faithful I’ve been so graceful You can see my face full Of smiles We do it all the while Even as they broke me down Since I was a child We’ve traveled miles To reach the promise land Yes we teachin and we preachin As we reach out all our hands To our brothers, yes, our fellow man I hope you overstand Why we reject their commands Make our own demands To move only with God’s plan We keep it moovin We never loose the groove and We tie up all our loose ends Countin all these dividends You feel the synergy It’s all positive energy If you have been a friend to me You’re ****** with the ministry I’m letting go now Following the flow now Never seem to let up Not likely to slow down You’ll never see us frown Smiling while we’re feelin down Even in the tears we drown We take our power back Use that **** to cleanse Because tears are so sacred Because we are the huemans No need to pretend and Every time they send them Rewriting rewiring Send it to the fire and I’ll Then we start to rise again Like a phoenix Straight up out the ashes And if they don’t like it They can kiss our heady ***** While we count the assets No need to go flashing Abundance we receiving Looks can be deceiving We are the healing Faces and hearts we stealin And when we reel ‘em in They’ll see who they’re dealin with It is within Absolution from sin Send it all to the sun Because we know that we are one And when all is said and done Know the healings just begun You feel the synergy It’s all positive energy If you have been a friend to me You’re ****** with the ministry You feel the synergy It’s all positive energy If you have been a friend to me You’re ****** with the ministry We follow our vision And we don’t need no permission The gifts that we are given Are what sent us the soul mission
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Nov 13, 2023
Nov 13, 2023 at 7:28 AM UTC
Soul mission ©️ Hendi Sky (2022)
We follow our vision And we don’t need no permission The gifts that we are given Are what sent us the soul mission I’ve reawakened now Cannot be forsaken now While my heart is breakin I’ll gain power through creation I’ll be a great sensation This healing that I’m spittin Will revitalize the nation You feel that? It’s all reverberatin You’ll see the revelation When you reach recalibration If ya hearin what I’m sayin It’s the reconciliation Of the positive vibration Through mental emancipation You feel the synergy It’s all positive energy If you have been a friend to me You’re ****** with the ministry Never seen a guru That could send vibration through you Watch you while you do you I’m watching how you move true Ain’t doin no voodoo It’s really pure and true Who do you see when you look Into the mirror As your vision gets clearer We are divine reflections Nobody is in fear here We are superior To the wicked theories here Meek men are the weary there Cannot be hysteria It’s so mysterious How they are in fear of us But let us feel like we are the ones Who are inferior I’m livin grateful Because I am the faithful I’ve been so graceful You can see my face full Of smiles We do it all the while Even as they broke me down Since I was a child We’ve traveled miles To reach the promise land Yes we teachin and we preachin As we reach out all our hands To our brothers, yes, our fellow man I hope you overstand Why we reject their commands Make our own demands To move only with God’s plan We keep it moovin We never loose the groove and We tie up all our loose ends Countin all these dividends You feel the synergy It’s all positive energy If you have been a friend to me You’re ****** with the ministry I’m letting go now Following the flow now Never seem to let up Not likely to slow down You’ll never see us frown Smiling while we’re feelin down Even in the tears we drown We take our power back Use that **** to cleanse Because tears are so sacred Because we are the huemans No need to pretend and Every time they send them Rewriting rewiring Send it to the fire and I’ll Then we start to rise again Like a phoenix Straight up out the ashes And if they don’t like it They can kiss our heady ***** While we count the assets No need to go flashing Abundance we receiving Looks can be deceiving We are the healing Faces and hearts we stealin And when we reel ‘em in They’ll see who they’re dealin with It is within Absolution from sin Send it all to the sun Because we know that we are one And when all is said and done Know the healings just begun You feel the synergy It’s all positive energy If you have been a friend to me You’re ****** with the ministry You feel the synergy It’s all positive energy If you have been a friend to me You’re ****** with the ministry We follow our vision And we don’t need no permission The gifts that we are given Are what sent us the soul mission
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Follow lights the will-o-wisps To red lights onto pillow slips Walk under streetlight to pink lips Everyone after green glow Even if it means being a *** J.Gatsby's after the afterglow Peddlin their product, street vendors Dealin in meat and being tender ****** in a backseat, body lenders Crafting blissfull afterglow and after glow Some call it sinful so callow although Most aren't so shallow, chill in a bordello Red lights swimmin in the air Sanctity dyin without care For sale tittys and derriere
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Dec 28, 2018
Dec 28, 2018 at 2:22 PM UTC
Red Light District
Far from where I started, yet not to the finish line, Keep one foot in front of the other, one day at a time, No, that don't work for me, one moment at a time, yeah that's more like me, That's what I need, Accelerate and try to maintain speed, Gotta go for what is right, not consumed by greed, more of that is not what the world needs, Freedom found in my mind, lived out in my heart, Not knowin' is just one part, In which we must accept and live with or without, Judge me, love me, hate me, misunderstand me, or relate to me, Smile on without a front, not me to be emotionally wreaked, I'd rather haul *** and pull a stunt, No fakeness, only me being me, it's no illusion, though often it can be a ***** dealin' with all my confusion, my heart and body I've learned to keep sacred, they're not up for abusin', let one try and change that, they'll be the only one ending up brusin', Fear with me, doesn't exist, Fearless not exactly, but livin' without it I must insist.
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Nov 18, 2012
Nov 18, 2012 at 5:49 PM UTC
One foot in front of the other
I always thought the world was out to get me All the **** you put me through left me hot and angry I never did realize what I had and now that I'm thinking back it wasn't all that bad. Now all I do is mope around till my face hits the ground I'm choking now! till I can't make a sound. You ******* ***** Screamin and dealin With issues I've never ******* seen before So I walk up to the doctors office and I say ************ you better give me something to take this ******* pain away Don't think I won't take this gun and put it to your head The monsters are out from my closet and in my ******* head 50 Oxys in a bottle to take me on vacation for a day Aye, It ain't much but it's the reason I stay
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Dec 15, 2013
Dec 15, 2013 at 3:52 PM UTC
Pixie In His Head
Thy name, somber lady, illuminates heaven As dazzling light penetrates into shadow. Enlaid in rare colors (oh Lord, what a lead-in), Your blackness out-veils the proverbial widow. Iron maidens get nailed.  Don’t rest in denial And lie to your soul that your actually dealin’. I only ask this to your face:  that you’ll smile Unlocking your Gothic cathedrals to kneel in. No death-dirges here.  I’m no spike-studded user Eventually yours to pursue until captured. Let’s hope there is time – but we risk being raptured. I’m not into pain;  not a sado-abuser. Don’t masochists also need fun in the sun? All I want is a friend.    So I hope you’re the one…
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Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 9:20 PM UTC
† Ideal N †
I don't bother with your lies You could ask instead of manipulate I don't need anything from you Not bothering with your troubles I needed you no where to be found You call me when you need something Half the tome you do nothing But always caught up on something I don't want to bother you Everything is fine issues come from your way Free of stress I can't complain Not dealin with you sweet deal without you
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Feb 8, 2013
Feb 8, 2013 at 8:29 PM UTC
No deal
see I always got told Dennis your smart but  you need to look into your heart, you got one life and you had a hard start but your lucky cuz you get it. Other kids grew up in ****** positions and never learned what it takes to make it. But 4 years old and you could smoke and hold a conversations not to glorify kids getting high but I got a share a story with the nation tonight. Now imagine that you dealin  dope and a 4 year old is sitting watchin  as your bagin seein how you actin reactin  to your passion for broken glass in a bag you think that they won't remember cuz there just to young but then they grow up and strung out cuz you tought em what to do when they chill out. Smoke down drink till you *** out go hard never go home **** everybody I'm talking  from a lonley voice in my soul. Growing up I remember how my mother didint seem to old. She took me round the states and and taught me how to hustle at every show. Never got **** for free and I grew up quick took every moment as a lesson cuz  there's no way ima be considered an adolesont. I was born into this world to wreck it lost the section of my brain that  told my mouth to shut it but **** it I don't need to act hard I look the part  so while you flexin for your girl talking on how you ball all hard im shakin out my pockets like ima hella broke under age white boy half your size but you still hidin in you car like a ***** im just trying to ride  standing out your window blowin clouds of **** smoke thick and white like I don't give a **** bout the police or the snitches im a boy on a man's mission switched positions with my target. afraid to fight me cuz im actin hifey tired of this ***** so we role quick middle finger out the window you don't notice cuz you busy getting taught a lesson by yo *****
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Jul 2, 2016
Jul 2, 2016 at 5:33 AM UTC
whatever it comes to be these words are me
see I always got told Dennis your smart but  you need to look into your heart, you got one life and you had a hard start but your lucky cuz you get it. Other kids grew up in ****** positions and never learned what it takes to make it. But 4 years old and you could smoke and hold a conversations not to glorify kids getting high but I got a share a story with the nation tonight. Now imagine that you dealin  dope and a 4 year old is sitting watchin  as your bagin seein how you actin reactin  to your passion for broken glass in a bag you think that they won't remember cuz there just to young but then they grow up and strung out cuz you tought em what to do when they chill out. Smoke down drink till you *** out go hard never go home **** everybody I'm talking  from a lonley voice in my soul. Growing up I remember how my mother didint seem to old. She took me round the states and and taught me how to hustle at every show. Never got **** for free and I grew up quick took every moment as a lesson cuz  there's no way ima be considered an adolesont. I was born into this world to wreck it lost the section of my brain that  told my mouth to shut it but **** it I don't need to act hard I look the part  so while you flexin for your girl talking on how you ball all hard im shakin out my pockets like ima hella broke under age white boy half your size but you still hidin in you car like a ***** im just trying to ride  standing out your window blowin clouds of **** smoke thick and white like I don't give a **** bout the police or the snitches im a boy on a man's mission switched positions with my target. afraid to fight me cuz im actin hifey tired of this ***** so we role quick middle finger out the window you don't notice cuz you busy getting taught a lesson by yo *****
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in the fourth grade his father showed him how to **** a man by breaking his neck my young friend demonstrated “first push, then pull” he got expelled for unknown reasons transferred to another school didn’t see him again till Jr. High he didn’t have the grades to get into my classes except for P. E. we enjoyed playing football and basketball one time some crazy dude decided to jump on my back I cracked him in the head with an elbow he was dazed and said “nobody hits me in the ****** head” as he staggered and backed down I heard my friend proudly telling others about it (hehe) still the same old bad boy but he was always cool with me the things people said about him stuff he did with a dog a total lack of respect for women he got convicted for ****** a seventy year old lady he says he didn’t do it part of the crack generation with all that went with that dealin’ and usin’s cycle of survival I heard he got beaten up nearly to death and mysteriously dropped off at E.R.’s door he says the police did it strangely despite his corrupt ways he was always candid and seemed honest it makes me wonder saw him at Tito’s getting tacos with his girl he had cleaned up well driving a Cadillac with a Christian crown in the rear window ran into him at the corner the liquor store near my job he had been clean for three years that last time I saw him now he was living in that Caddy with his big brother back in the alley he told me he was sick of this **** caught me up with the boys who had died who got sick who got sick and died he asked if my car was in the parking lot everyday like he was gonna come and find me I told him not to he needed to go downtown get to a shelter to a program as I turned to walk away he called out, “love you” I turned to face him still back peddling towards the car tapping my fist on my heart
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May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 5:07 AM UTC
ONE OF DA BOYS
in the fourth grade his father showed him how to **** a man by breaking his neck my young friend demonstrated “first push, then pull” he got expelled for unknown reasons transferred to another school didn’t see him again till Jr. High he didn’t have the grades to get into my classes except for P. E. we enjoyed playing football and basketball one time some crazy dude decided to jump on my back I cracked him in the head with an elbow he was dazed and said “nobody hits me in the ****** head” as he staggered and backed down I heard my friend proudly telling others about it (hehe) still the same old bad boy but he was always cool with me the things people said about him stuff he did with a dog a total lack of respect for women he got convicted for ****** a seventy year old lady he says he didn’t do it part of the crack generation with all that went with that dealin’ and usin’s cycle of survival I heard he got beaten up nearly to death and mysteriously dropped off at E.R.’s door he says the police did it strangely despite his corrupt ways he was always candid and seemed honest it makes me wonder saw him at Tito’s getting tacos with his girl he had cleaned up well driving a Cadillac with a Christian crown in the rear window ran into him at the corner the liquor store near my job he had been clean for three years that last time I saw him now he was living in that Caddy with his big brother back in the alley he told me he was sick of this **** caught me up with the boys who had died who got sick who got sick and died he asked if my car was in the parking lot everyday like he was gonna come and find me I told him not to he needed to go downtown get to a shelter to a program as I turned to walk away he called out, “love you” I turned to face him still back peddling towards the car tapping my fist on my heart
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Got alot ta think about, 19 dealin wit the **** grown folks stressin bout I got the only girl whos right for me, I'ma stay davought Baby on the way ima be a father an im proud But growin up without parents got me scared now How, do I raise a baby when my role models taught me the hustle I dont need help to make it I was born with the brains of a genius Product of a cupple horney teenagers Questions in my head if I let em see my child
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Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 7:26 PM UTC
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in the fourth grade his father showed him how to **** a man by breaking his neck my young friend demonstrated “first push, then pull” he got expelled for unknown reasons transferred to another school didn’t see him again till Jr. High he didn’t have the grades to get into my classes except for P. E. we enjoyed playing football and basketball one time some crazy dude decided to jump on my back I cracked him in the head with an elbow he was dazed and said “nobody hits me in the ****** head” as he staggered and backed down I heard my friend proudly telling others about it (hehe) still the same old bad boy but he was always cool with me the things people said about him stuff he did with a dog a total lack of respect for women he got convicted for ****** a seventy year old lady he says he didn’t do it part of the crack generation with all that went with that dealin’ and usin’s cycle of survival I heard he got beaten up nearly to death and mysteriously dropped off at E.R.’s door he says the police did it strangely despite his corrupt ways he was always candid and seemed honest it makes me wonder saw him at Tito’s getting tacos with his girl he had cleaned up well driving a Cadillac with a Christian crown in the rear window ran into him at the corner the liquor store near my job that time I saw him he had been clean for three years now he was living in that Caddy with his big brother back in the alley he told me he was sick of this **** caught me up with the boys who had died who got sick who got sick and died he asked if my car was in the parking lot everyday like he was gonna come and find me I told him not to he needed to go downtown get to a shelter to a program as I turned to walk away he called out, “love you” I turned to face him still walking towards the car back peddling tapping my fist on my heart
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Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 9:23 PM UTC
ONE OF DA BOYS
in the fourth grade his father showed him how to **** a man by breaking his neck my young friend demonstrated “first push, then pull” he got expelled for unknown reasons transferred to another school didn’t see him again till Jr. High he didn’t have the grades to get into my classes except for P. E. we enjoyed playing football and basketball one time some crazy dude decided to jump on my back I cracked him in the head with an elbow he was dazed and said “nobody hits me in the ****** head” as he staggered and backed down I heard my friend proudly telling others about it (hehe) still the same old bad boy but he was always cool with me the things people said about him stuff he did with a dog a total lack of respect for women he got convicted for ****** a seventy year old lady he says he didn’t do it part of the crack generation with all that went with that dealin’ and usin’s cycle of survival I heard he got beaten up nearly to death and mysteriously dropped off at E.R.’s door he says the police did it strangely despite his corrupt ways he was always candid and seemed honest it makes me wonder saw him at Tito’s getting tacos with his girl he had cleaned up well driving a Cadillac with a Christian crown in the rear window ran into him at the corner the liquor store near my job that time I saw him he had been clean for three years now he was living in that Caddy with his big brother back in the alley he told me he was sick of this **** caught me up with the boys who had died who got sick who got sick and died he asked if my car was in the parking lot everyday like he was gonna come and find me I told him not to he needed to go downtown get to a shelter to a program as I turned to walk away he called out, “love you” I turned to face him still walking towards the car back peddling tapping my fist on my heart
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Hey, what's the deal With my heart? I keep on lettin this love inside and it Keeps on tearin me apart Hey, what's the deal With my mind? I only want this pain to go but it Keeps on takin its sweet time... Hey what's the deal With my eyes? These tears just keep on comin and I Don't see no end in sight.... ...Say you wanna help Well I hope that's true but The only thing I'm dealin with is you. Hey, what's the deal With my hand? This bottle can't tell me where to go Or even remind me who I am... Hey, what's the deal With my brains? I know enough to see the light but Can't find a way to make it change... Hey, what's the deal You know it ain't a shame. I may not know which way is up but I know I know my name... Say you wanna help; I hope that's true but The only thing I'm dealin with is you...
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Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 10:25 PM UTC
Deal
Trump has overseas businesses & assures us he has no conflicts here, there & everywhere ... Oh well sure, we're reassured that he won't actually be using every angle, turning every corner, fine-tuning every legality to bring those dollars rolling in ... just as he did with Trump University, his pitiful bottled water & steak props at his 'news' conference, his ties made in China, his Mar A Lago Winter White House operation, his Trump jet rentals, your seats next to the President-elect for close to a cool million ... his Paul Manafort with his Ukraine deals, his numerous go-fers all bouncing around from here to Moscow, his secret deals we'll all soon know about, his money laundering Azerbaijan hotel racket, his red ******* hats, all your Trump makin' a buck wheelin' & dealin' that continues as we speak ... & the hell of it is all the poor schmucks who think you're Daddy Bigbucks & would love the chance to one day make it just as you, all gold this & big that & pomp & privilege & trickle-down & ***** the little man, the brown man, the other man & yes by Jesus he's the man to get it done, he speaks our language, feels our pain ... the only language he speaks is monetary, the only values he has are green-backed, the only everyman he looks out for is the mark he's about to take in Donald Trump's corner store 3 card monte. Trump sure loves his money, & thanks you all for this great opportunity to use the Presidency of this here United States to just plain rake it in like a chubby, orange Scrooge McDuck in his golden, tingling, vast & filling basement.
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Mar 8, 2017
Mar 8, 2017 at 9:40 PM UTC
Trump loves his money, sure as sweet Jesus he does.
Trump has overseas businesses & assures us he has no conflicts here, there & everywhere ... Oh well sure, we're reassured that he won't actually be using every angle, turning every corner, fine-tuning every legality to bring those dollars rolling in ... just as he did with Trump University, his pitiful bottled water & steak props at his 'news' conference, his ties made in China, his Mar A Lago Winter White House operation, his Trump jet rentals, your seats next to the President-elect for close to a cool million ... his Paul Manafort with his Ukraine deals, his numerous go-fers all bouncing around from here to Moscow, his secret deals we'll all soon know about, his money laundering Azerbaijan hotel racket, his red ******* hats, all your Trump makin' a buck wheelin' & dealin' that continues as we speak ... & the hell of it is all the poor schmucks who think you're Daddy Bigbucks & would love the chance to one day make it just as you, all gold this & big that & pomp & privilege & trickle-down & ***** the little man, the brown man, the other man & yes by Jesus he's the man to get it done, he speaks our language, feels our pain ... the only language he speaks is monetary, the only values he has are green-backed, the only everyman he looks out for is the mark he's about to take in Donald Trump's corner store 3 card monte. Trump sure loves his money, & thanks you all for this great opportunity to use the Presidency of this here United States to just plain rake it in like a chubby, orange Scrooge McDuck in his golden, tingling, vast & filling basement.
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Dermible detritus set with us tarps and oil Soil set with toil Boiled in bags of tripe Chips and chicks who titter Gave me pick of the litter Loyalty has soiled me and sent me unto hither I ask you for a question Lessen layman make me walk Make me milk my maiden Make me cut my stalk Showy showman dyin' I felt a lot like cryin' Cause cousins cause the answer I call it family cancer Dancing with my girly Surely felt so good But death is still a dealin' And it's dealin' good.
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Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 7:43 PM UTC
Barnyard Party
this whole world is like a pit by your side, i'll find a way prosperin' in times of sadness people are loaded with madness questions in their eyes, a quest by your side, i'll be blessed lord, i wanna be good, so good lord, i wanna die in the hood baby, take a trip with me, soul dealin' we were sick, now got feelings of healin' don't get me wrong, don't tell it everybody yet i'm not flawless, a human being, a body lord, i wanna be good, so good lord, i wanna die in the hood lead me through the valley of my fear lead me through the valley of my tears o lord, holy almighty, you sent me milly do i deserve her? am i worthy? ya know me, a friend of forties, a slowie fan of bowie, jeezy, straight up deezy i don't respect the "i", but my woman o lord, holy almighty, you sent me milly the beginning of a journey, the winning just the beginning, i'll be fightin' waterfalls all in all, i'll crush the chinese wall to be with you girl, not my new girl, but my true girl funky like a whirlwind, my head is spinning people waitin: what about him, ain't no sinnin'?? don't have to to do that, cause i am tru dat, so in it my head is spinnin', lord i wanna be good i wanna live and die in the hood, maybe in the woods you sent me milly, this is not to be misunderstood embers in her eyes, and a nice-hearted smile lord, do i deserve her? am i worthy? ya know me, a friend of forties, a blowie o lord, holy almighty, please bless us...
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Oct 6, 2020
Oct 6, 2020 at 1:38 AM UTC
Green Journey