"ddnt" poems - Hello Poetry

its been two long years since you were released but know in my heart i could never blaime you in the least we were a tourchured family to never find love but this is what either dreams or hate can be made of even when i saw your eyes roll back and the blood on the knife with your marijuana pipe so black from the residue packed you cut till your arms were just red then smoked enough to leave a teenage stoner in bed i dont blaime you for either, you were hurt and you needa cope but was tradeing the love of your ******* son worth that **** you were my mother, supposed to hold and love me but i found myself being yelled at thinking im just unlucky still i guess i could of looked for love from my father but he was to busy showing love to his two daughters i was to dumb, couldnt sing a song, to him i ddnt belong so you ignored my exsistance for many long years till it braught me to tears but where are we now after i lived a long 18 years dad look your oldest daughter left and your youngest you only hear hate underneath the tone of her breath so i guess im all you have left to bail you out this mess you left so now to watch over these two as if they were as delicate as children, they have only me to watch over them as my mom bleeds and my dad cant breath the weight of debt needs to be repaid i dont know what else but you will regret how you treated me when im gone one day momma maybye i just want you to stop with the drugs looking everywhere just trying to find a buzz till you look at your son amd forgot who he was tired of goin to bed everynight to never sleep keeping one eye open in case i have to call n emt nearly watched you die remember that moment and i still ****** cry so i lay with a knife to my throat livin a lie knowing i jus wanna die so this is my last birthday song remember when i saw love in your eyes now im jus tryin to get by

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Nov 28, 2013

Nov 28, 2013 at 8:31 PM UTC

dennis-scherle

parents

its been two long years since you were released but know in my heart i could never blaime you in the least we were a tourchured family to never find love but this is what either dreams or hate can be made of even when i saw your eyes roll back and the blood on the knife with your marijuana pipe so black from the residue packed you cut till your arms were just red then smoked enough to leave a teenage stoner in bed i dont blaime you for either, you were hurt and you needa cope but was tradeing the love of your ******* son worth that **** you were my mother, supposed to hold and love me but i found myself being yelled at thinking im just unlucky still i guess i could of looked for love from my father but he was to busy showing love to his two daughters i was to dumb, couldnt sing a song, to him i ddnt belong so you ignored my exsistance for many long years till it braught me to tears but where are we now after i lived a long 18 years dad look your oldest daughter left and your youngest you only hear hate underneath the tone of her breath so i guess im all you have left to bail you out this mess you left so now to watch over these two as if they were as delicate as children, they have only me to watch over them as my mom bleeds and my dad cant breath the weight of debt needs to be repaid i dont know what else but you will regret how you treated me when im gone one day momma maybye i just want you to stop with the drugs looking everywhere just trying to find a buzz till you look at your son amd forgot who he was tired of goin to bed everynight to never sleep keeping one eye open in case i have to call n emt nearly watched you die remember that moment and i still ****** cry so i lay with a knife to my throat livin a lie knowing i jus wanna die so this is my last birthday song remember when i saw love in your eyes now im jus tryin to get by

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the man always marvels at what the man makes, but what of when man makes mistakes? **** i ddnt mean to write that.......but LOOK AT IT!!!! its AWESOME!!! Right??????.......right?..

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Dec 30, 2012

Dec 30, 2012 at 2:03 PM UTC

mike-1

Untitled

the man always marvels at what the man makes, but what of when man makes mistakes? **** i ddnt mean to write that.......but LOOK AT IT!!!! its AWESOME!!! Right??????.......right?..

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I've wrote you love notes We called our self titanic,the unsinkable boat So together magnatic But now we sinking Well I've been thinking Since you and I are no more Don't think I'm weak,I'm strong When you see my face I know you will act sick but I'm stil strong like neil amstrong riding 1000 km from east to west Jesus walks ask kanye west Now its my time I don't hv time to rhyme,like sun I'm jus gona light and shine I'm jus gona say what's on my mind I ddnt love u from the 1st time No iddnt use u,I chose u Coz you were there when I cryd But never there when I smiled She was..yes I've been cheating but let's not call it that,I know its my bad call it loving You,I didn't love u,I jus liked u The way you cared even though you were faking it The way you loved even thought u were making it Tel me I'm bluffing I was blind to see Deaf to hear The lies about you loving me Now I'm jus gona stare,and watch u faking it to another man Shame on him but to me,deuces! Its called bruises after love *** after using no gloves

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Mar 5, 2014

Mar 5, 2014 at 3:32 AM UTC

akhona

Titanic_SirDlova

I've wrote you love notes We called our self titanic,the unsinkable boat So together magnatic But now we sinking Well I've been thinking Since you and I are no more Don't think I'm weak,I'm strong When you see my face I know you will act sick but I'm stil strong like neil amstrong riding 1000 km from east to west Jesus walks ask kanye west Now its my time I don't hv time to rhyme,like sun I'm jus gona light and shine I'm jus gona say what's on my mind I ddnt love u from the 1st time No iddnt use u,I chose u Coz you were there when I cryd But never there when I smiled She was..yes I've been cheating but let's not call it that,I know its my bad call it loving You,I didn't love u,I jus liked u The way you cared even though you were faking it The way you loved even thought u were making it Tel me I'm bluffing I was blind to see Deaf to hear The lies about you loving me Now I'm jus gona stare,and watch u faking it to another man Shame on him but to me,deuces! Its called bruises after love *** after using no gloves

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i ddnt know you could fall in love at first sight. ..but how she grabbed my attention. the combination of her characteristics. she was gifted...

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Sep 3, 2019

Sep 3, 2019 at 11:14 PM UTC

littleasiag

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i ddnt know you could fall in love at first sight. ..but how she grabbed my attention. the combination of her characteristics. she was gifted...

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I crawled just to get away He saw me and kicked me while I was down So scared lets fake a smile. This bossy and big man! Tip towing around like the floor is gonna crack. She calls and ask if I am okay? Took a deep breath and replied. Bet they ddnt know you killed me? This dark room with no light Safer than the outside. Will I ever get enough? What should I say with all this PAIN. Bet they ddnt know you killed me? Sad so sad I'm giving up Walks aways the demon in him But yet his face is still the same. What did I do to fell such Pain? But I still bet they ddnt know you killed me.

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Dec 11, 2015

Dec 11, 2015 at 1:57 PM UTC

busisiwe

Death

I crawled just to get away He saw me and kicked me while I was down So scared lets fake a smile. This bossy and big man! Tip towing around like the floor is gonna crack. She calls and ask if I am okay? Took a deep breath and replied. Bet they ddnt know you killed me? This dark room with no light Safer than the outside. Will I ever get enough? What should I say with all this PAIN. Bet they ddnt know you killed me? Sad so sad I'm giving up Walks aways the demon in him But yet his face is still the same. What did I do to fell such Pain? But I still bet they ddnt know you killed me.

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Being in jdi it was like I took the j and let it defuse in these eyes so I saw futher than sight where I saw the mudere in desgise I feel the blue in these skys I ddnt have a clue who were these guyz but they became part of my worst nights They use karma as they amour so nobody would understand what love , they all expose dust to the sun like its summer I remain green .. Under my darkes roots I remain green

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Jan 1, 2015

Jan 1, 2015 at 8:44 AM UTC

thulanincongwane

jdi

Being in jdi it was like I took the j and let it defuse in these eyes so I saw futher than sight where I saw the mudere in desgise I feel the blue in these skys I ddnt have a clue who were these guyz but they became part of my worst nights They use karma as they amour so nobody would understand what love , they all expose dust to the sun like its summer I remain green .. Under my darkes roots I remain green

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You have questions You wonder what led me to doing it You wonder if l was ever happy This is a letter from a dead soul I thought l did not have a choice I could not take the pain anymore I tried being strong for years but inside I was dying With each year passing l had hopes that the pain will end but it ddnt The pain never stopped and l did not want to suffer anymore. I wanted to be happy like a normal human being. Then l saw an easy way out I won't lie it wasn't hard Pain versus pain I became numb. I swear l told myself l would stop But with each cutting l grew to like it I wanted to stop but l became addicted to hurting myself Then the day came. My last day, to me it was going to be my last day cutting myself But to the whole world it was going to be my last day breathing I took the razor and l cut my self I dont know how or why but l hit the wrong vein Then l was no more in the world You might think it was your fault You blame yourself But l wrote this letter from my grave So that l clarify things it was never your fault I ruined me.

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Jan 25, 2021

Jan 25, 2021 at 5:21 AM UTC

Annacleta

Letter from a dead soul

You have questions You wonder what led me to doing it You wonder if l was ever happy This is a letter from a dead soul I thought l did not have a choice I could not take the pain anymore I tried being strong for years but inside I was dying With each year passing l had hopes that the pain will end but it ddnt The pain never stopped and l did not want to suffer anymore. I wanted to be happy like a normal human being. Then l saw an easy way out I won't lie it wasn't hard Pain versus pain I became numb. I swear l told myself l would stop But with each cutting l grew to like it I wanted to stop but l became addicted to hurting myself Then the day came. My last day, to me it was going to be my last day cutting myself But to the whole world it was going to be my last day breathing I took the razor and l cut my self I dont know how or why but l hit the wrong vein Then l was no more in the world You might think it was your fault You blame yourself But l wrote this letter from my grave So that l clarify things it was never your fault I ruined me.

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Some people get tired of being sick and tired Yet some get tired because you choose to speak They get tired of humanity They get tired of love They get tired of strengths. People get tired of trying NOT to get tired They get tired cause you have a voice They get tired cause you wanna help They get tired cause you wish they ddnt get tired because you care People just get tired.

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Dec 13, 2015

Dec 13, 2015 at 3:52 PM UTC

busisiwe

People???

Some people get tired of being sick and tired Yet some get tired because you choose to speak They get tired of humanity They get tired of love They get tired of strengths. People get tired of trying NOT to get tired They get tired cause you have a voice They get tired cause you wanna help They get tired cause you wish they ddnt get tired because you care People just get tired.

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