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Jasmyn 'Ladi J' Jun 2013
Some dayz I just wanna be lazy
Sometimes a lil mazy going trough every lil twist and turn from start to finish
Maybe I'll get a prize for making it to end end
Maybe I'll win
Man some dayz I just wanna be lazy seeing things pretty hazy
It's crazy how I feel this way
Maybe I'll see the other side
Meeting to be alive
Honey comb on a bee hive
Feeling alive
Giving out good vibes
But nah some dayz I feel lazy
Giving it out real blazing
Saying I'm honored is amazing
So maybe I'll get a stand ovation
Comparing to a tribe nation
How I'm great like the queen of seba
Speaking like gooey amoebas
But nah some dayz I just feel lazy
eternal soul whenever i die

ask my self why? we all gotta die?

lookin' up in the sky pray

to my heavenly father but y bother

cuz we too busy stuck on sin the gin

penetratin' my brain can't maintain

cuz the pressure building up not

long before i go corrupt

my soul will forever be tryna budge

stay breakin' the grudge

from the devil but it seems like i can never

break free into the sunshine tryna sever

me away from the righteous but i might just

accomplish my mission

reachin' to all the souls is my ambition

steadily loadin' up my ammunition

bustin' at the commission still wishin'

i could break away from this marriage to curses

and divorce her and i find a new wife

as i count down the dayz of my lives

 

lookin' at all my friends who pretend

to be homies but undercover phonies

too much problems going on

to be upset player hater nation

keepin' us in segregation

lies through the media and the press

daily tryna test all them thugs

pushin' drugs 

into the communities then give us

religion separatin' us with

divine unity

still constantly battlin' immunity

so u see all my tru's wake up

and stop being secluded by the news

cuz all they gone do is gone confuse

and abuse your subconscious

wipe away the nonsense

and find terse in your heart

cause u chasin' false pretense

 

why everybody always try

to bring out the devil in me

i see nothin' but drama

more so than baby mamas

wakin' up everyday to a cruel cruel world

lookin' at all the boys n girls

strugglin' to reach their goals

in life but the strife

keeps us binded blinded by

lucifer deceiving light

eternal sunshine will break free

into the darkness mark this incentive

motivate all in a downfall

stand tall cuz we gone get through it

together wither it be

peace or stormy weather we can

still endeavor

tokes from the ****

to clever my mind and see all the *******

don't ask me why im in a fit?

cuz its hard to survive

just countin' down the dayz of our lives
Klvshp0et Jan 2015
Today is one of those dayz
Where I don't feel like talking.
My head is down.
I'm dragging my feet while I'm walking.
They talk to me and all I hear is blah blah blah
****** gawkin like Charlie's parents on the phone.
Today my mind's gear box is stuck in overdrive.
And I just want to be left alone.
Blunts and alcohol to the dome
Rarely help me figure out what's going on.
I just need my thoughts to rise to the surface like foam.
I just want to go home and sift through my issues like a comb.
To rid myself of the thoughts that has never left me alone.

Today is one of those days
Where I don't want to think.
I thought about having a drink
but that will only lead me to bottom of a bottle.
Where my soul becomes pruned and I began to sink.
You see, the way my mind works
I travel to and from my past to decipher my future.
I can't quite say it works because my choices have always lead me being hurt.
Somewhere in my journeys I've lost a part of me. Forever buried in the dirt.
What I see on my quests
is that the music never left.
Always and forever
it compliments the beat up in my chest.
Like a drink with my cigarette
It has made life far from intricate.

A lot of my time goes toward thinking what have I lost and what I need to insert into my troubled mind but today I don't want to think. It hurts too much.
Today, is just one of those dayz.
nathanthepoet Oct 2013
as i sit here wondering what could be wrote
on dayz like trees sometimes i need a ****
of the chronic and ill tell you no ****,
but ill go bezerk if the ***** didnt save me a hit.

cause thats just ****** and i wont lie,
scandelous hos and scandelous jive.
now time to move on to my main event
had to cop a new bag last one was spent.
ppl always  ask cause they wanna know,
why i only smoke **** and **** the blo?
thats easy to answer yes indeed, cause i wrote all this **** high on ****,
you could get cracked out or even take a trip,
your flies off a bridge and does a flip.
not me , i was smart enough to get high at home you see .
i cant remember where this is going, could someone tell me? lol enjoy.
Some say I'm an animal
No mercy rent through flesh
Like Hannibal a cannibal
Got that super chronic turn super sonic
Light speed fist make your
Mouth bleed indeed
I stay drunk hardly ever sober
I don't stop til the war iz over
No one survives it's the coming of the Jehovah
even though many passed along
Now Im christenin' the **** implantin' songs
In my head it's my daily bread it's bloodshed
All in my neighborhood black on black
Still can't find good it's understood
Everyday I read the obituary
Got **** how many of my peeps
Is in the cemetery ?
Everyday every hour I'm feelin' sour
Losin' power but somehow I still devour
Enemies crush they whole epitome
I set the foundation of gangsta
Others is siblings
I could swallow a whole nation will hallow
And watch how many troops will follow
That's right

So I talk a little crazy
Ain't nothing to it
Gangsta rap made me do it
If I flip it ruthless
Ain't nothing to it
gangsta rap made me do it
If I smoke a little Herman
Ain't nothing to it
gangsta rap made me do it


so many quick to grab the mic
Talking all hard like they can write
When I'm in the studio
Laughin' at these chumps
Soundin' like culos putos
Everybody gotta mixtape
Can't make an album
Tryna emulate the next man
Make ya own style youngin'
Like fools gold they see the fame
Stripped of manhood and they name
Rather go for the fortune
Learn the rules to the game
Ceos playin' you like dominoes
He say so I say no I want the imperial
then I show them the barrel
Gotta real killer named Darryl
That's my gun we go one on one
Battlin' the corporate moguls
Who think you can fool?
Leave there head busted like a ******
I'm a conundrum
No evidence found reignin'
As the victorious one

If you see me killin ain't nothing to it gangsta rap made me do it
If I drop real **** ain't nothing to it gangsta rap made me do it
If i cause a lil gory riot ain't nothing to it
Gangsta rap made me do it
If you end up on the early bird story
Ain't nothing to it gangsta rap made me do it

Uh sitting on the last verse
I said **** the curse
Broke out the French Cognac
Reminiscin' about the dayz
Of wayback
**** i miss that boy Eazy believe
Me money is the root to all sorts
Of evil
Ask them.nigguhs sittin' ina cathedral
They say im wrong but im right
If ya black they look at you funny
But white girls undercover
Are curious "snow bunnies"


So if i make ya upset ain't nothin' to it
Gangsta rap made me do it
So if i talk a lil **** aint nothin
To it gangsta rap made me do it
If i **** yo ***** ain't nothin' to it
Gangsta rap made me do it
Ryan Dec 2014
Normal dad stuff
That I've learned to do
I'd probably make a pretty cool dad
I could fix a thing or two
David Nelson Nov 2011
Purple Cow

I've never seen a purple cow
though I have been inside a purple haze
things are different between then and now
when I stumbled around for many dayz

standing in corners watching the crowd
yellow barrels of sunshine enlightened view
Mr Hendrix's Watchtower 90 decibels loud
smiling faces thinking that we really knew  

it seemed so simple peace and love
not very real but I so miss those times
burn the bra olive branch and dove
now I just sit and think up rhymes

Dylan's monotone with catchy words
Gracie had her rabbit of white
he was a friend of mine sang out the Byrds
another hit of fresh air tonite

Vietnam changed things so much
yet still again the money rules
you would have thought we had the touch
but once again we are the fools

so maybe it is time once again
to raise up our voices and show them how
we will not just stand around and grin  
maybe it's time to see that purple cow

Gomer LePoet ....
DoNtLoOkInSiDe Jan 2014
Cloudy days,
Life is my haze.
To think touch know feel,
Only through my clouds could this be real.

Cloudy days come from every where,
But the clouds let you know you care,
Remember as you pass the ****,
Life was cloudy dayz all along.
Picture perfect, snap shot focus, no focus pocus, they love to exploit us,
Media, the main devils, played a rebel, in these hard times, crimes,
On the rise, look me in my dark eyes, you'll see the world's flame arise,
Used to play a nice guy, til my soul caught, them demons in a disguise,
Posing, as angels chosen,leaks from the ozem, growing deep, **** I peep,
The Game since my birth, cursed since I touch this fading earth,
What's your worth?, gaining the treasures of the world, just to lose ya soul,
Under a spiritual vessel, I break off the molded threshold,
got me feelin' bold,
While my enemies tag teaming, no more dreaming, of hidden deacons,
Wolves, welded with sheeps clothing, and they got us self loathing???

Hoping, for better days
Better days, better days
Better days hey,
Betterdays, got me thinking about,
Better days, ×3


Seen so many murders, scriptures unfolded, see the bible, uphold it, scolded,
By my leaders, that say they believers, playing two sides, of homicide,
One minute they ride, next second, they quick, to switch hides, glides,
Into ya brittle soul, deep down they, really want you to struggle,
Cuz they want to control, I'll never fold, so many hearts lost rollin solo,
Be on the bolo, dropping gems for sure, I try to keep my love pure,
No playing emotions as I'm coasting, for a chick who ain't into boastin',
No posing, as a knight in shining armor, I'm not hear to harm ya,
Baby, I just wanna make you my lady,it's crazy, been thinking too much lately,
Dont let them break us, through negativity babygirl it's just you and me,

Hoping, for better days
Better days, better days
Better days hey,
Betterdays, got me thinking about,
Better days, ×3


Diggin' into the final chapter, of my rapture let the words capture,
Every boy, to girl, get yours dont ya know the world could be yours,
Dont follow the biggest trends, and dont compare ya endz, to fake friends,
Cuz in the end, they'll leave you, in a bend, hoped for your struggling,
These days, been long acoming, as I summon, the dragon of fate,
Clear my conscious, now i can see my haters at my wake, snakes,
Hiding in the grass, free my mind, when I mash the gas, lift the mask,
Of sorrow, cuz tomorrow, another sucka will be there to borrow,
More pain, in exchange, for more pain,it's insane, cant numb the grain,
Hitting like a freight train, see the wrath exposed within, I'm feelin,
Some kind of way, hoping you take, heeds to the words I say, and pray,
That I follow the righteousness, soakin' in reality, hoping for better dayz

Hoping, for better days
Better days, better days
Better days hey,
Betterdays, got me thinking about,
Better days, ×3
Part I
They say death comes in threes
I say pain is apart of reality
Looking at my homies
On the block guzzin' forties
And toting a glocks
On the look out for flaks and punk *** cop
****** ain't no stranger
Nothing but danger
Where I'm from deep in the slums
Ya find killers to drug dealers
Hoes and hoochie quick to give up the *******
They try to throw something to eat
But I don't bite I just watch and write
About the real.**** I see and feel
Keep my pistol concealed
So when my enemies lurkin' me
The last thing they gone see
Is a nice chromed nine shined
Blind Cuz I catch em off guard
Turned there vehicles into an open casket yea I'm drastic
I hate to see my own in plastic
But I gotta do what I gotta do
Its the life of a **** brotha
My heart has no fill so i feel no pain
Razor in my teeth herringbone as a neck chains
Made of gold times is growing old
Friends turn to foes
Looking for me but can't find me
Even though I'm right in front of me
Once im.in the dark I gather my best thoughts searchin for peace
In many ways
Hopin' for better dayz



Part II
And to all.my homies doing time
Hold ya head high to the sky
Cuz we know half of ya serving is a lie
Hard to support family
When ya sittin' in the penitentiary
society is a flim flam
Got ****!! how many brothers they gone lock up ?
The ***** *** system been corrupt no abrupt
After brothers the color of me
But if I **** another like me
I get praises silently from white society
And they won't care
If ya poor and on ya last dime
And do a crime
Not for the love of it
But to support his broken family
But media labels ya a culprit
Dangerous and the biggest threats
Are our cops letting the drugs drop
in the first place Miss the case
**** the judge They all gotta grudge
Against skin colored like me
I ain't a suckas I'm the black machavielli
In time I will rise no need to open my eyes
Cuz my third eye vigilant
Soon to be a retaliation for all the incarceration for scorning Black nation
Comin' with me violently we moving silently
With our clenched fist raised
Eradicatin' evil
Searchin' for better days 
David Nelson Jun 2013
Purple Cow

I've never seen a purple cow
though I have been inside a purple haze
things are different between then and now
when I stumbled around for many dayz

standing in corners watching the crowd
yellow barrels of sunshine enlightened view
Mr Hendrix's Watchtower 90 decibels loud
smiling faces thinking that we really knew  

it seemed so simple peace and love
not very real but I so miss those times
burn the bra olive branch and dove
now I just sit and think up rhymes

Dylan's monotone with catchy words
Gracie had her rabbit of white
he was a friend of mine sang out the Byrds
another hit of fresh air tonite

Vietnam changed things so much
yet still again the money rules
you would have thought we had the touch
but once again we are the fools

so maybe it is time once again
to raise up our voices and show them how
we will not just stand around and grin  
maybe it's time to see that purple cow

Gomer LePoet ....
wars, drugs and political turmoil. maybe it needs to happen again?
Little Bear May 2016
There's nothing like a house full
when you're a single parent
and you'd think the mess you find you're in
would be a good deterrent

But there's nothing to compare
despite the tears and all the struggles
to everyday the love you have
and the kisses and the cuddles

And i'll say this from the start
there's no one else i'd rather be
and raise my kids alone
it's a job made just for me

And despite the sleepless nights
and the sticky fingerprints
and the ***** piles of washing
and the room that always stinks

There's a bundle of four children
who are as happy as can be
they really are a rabble
but I know that they love me

We've all been though some heartache
and quite traumatic things
but everyday is worth it
no matter what it brings

And even if the washing
is piled to the sky
and the dog wants to move out
though I can't imagine why

And the plugholes always blocked
and there's arguing afoot
and everyone got taller
from the last time that I looked

And they play on the same server
all laughing with each other
all in different bedrooms
two sisters and two brothers

You'd never know that last night
there was almost World War 3
and a hostage negotiation
over playing DayZ

But rules here must apply
there are chores and a curfew
a sense of order must be kept
even if you're 6 foot 2

I count my blessings as I go
and for each other we are glad
when you raise your kids alone
being both their Mum and Dad.
Being a single parent is, without doubt, the most challenging and yet the most rewarding thing I will ever do.

At times I will fail but I will try to do my best my whole life
to be what they need.

And one day, I hope they will to go into the world happy,
well rounded, open minded, open hearted adults.

That is my mission
:o)
My Dear Poet Aug 2021
Oh no
It’s 1:02
we’re still in bed
and the mornings bled
into the afternoon

It’s a
lazy day
but I’m glad to stay
here in bed
with you
Just got up
Max Neumann Jan 2021
tizz is love it or hate it, nuttin' in between
addicted to yayo like sheen, 500 bpm heartbeat
don't do it anymore, but remain psychotic
and hunt down idiotics like a carnivore

from florida to berlin, from tropic to toxic
deep in da game, da grimy streetz know my name
it'z tizzop, 14.8 inchez of hip-hop

hangin' at rashid'z, shisha ready, cuban necklace
three men in da back but ya don't know who it iz
all of 'em are dark-skinned, all of 'em are bearded
most important of all: all of 'em are fearless

we don't know what it meanz to be scared
just some migrantz who will now be heard
da territory split up: kurdz, arabz and turkz
we got our own law, like omerta, like da cosa

one apartment here, and one block' there
like bushido did, back in da dayz wit fler
sonny black carlo, godfatherz, yeeeah

power is about makin it and takin it, unlike nine said
unlike any other guy said, and if ya don't wanna buy it
find ya eyez in da wine-red, da choppaz are wild catz
ya can use them for da furiouz, some become notoriouz

otherz don't and die, but dey will be honored:
watch da muralz; urban networkz, also in da rural,
and five-o just remainz neutral; it is crucial to be brutal
as it iz to remain truthful; lyricistz can't deal wit diz
g-boy attitude of tizz: letz celebrate diversity
and ante up on google, i write barz and do diz
i'm a little too youthful for these oldskoolish
Klvshp0et Aug 2015
I'm caught up
and brought down
in my feelings today.
That is why my face
shows depression
next to a frown
before you wave.
The thought of you
floods my lane.
So I detour
to get further  
away from you.
There is never
a right time
to tell you what is
on my mind.
That is why
I sit and sigh.
Trying to convince myself
that your very presence is a lie.
Once again
I'm listening to too much drizzy
and trying to remain busy
to forget what you have
done to me.
These are the days

The days in my feelings.
#feelings #love #lust #days #drizzy #drake #busy #detour #wave #depression #today #caughtup #frown
"Say, whus tha good wurd, Mista Mornin Bird?"
"Ahh, ya know just chillin here singin these here tunes waitin fah Mista Worm."
"Ahh dat Mista Worm - he alwayz be runnin late."
"True dat!”
”Yo! peep this...
Last night he took his ol girl out on a date."
''A date? Really? Mistah Worm?”
"Yup.
But it getz betta tho.
It wuz dare anniversary. Ol fool went to tha chapel an got married."
"MARRIED!!??"
"mmhmm."
"Where dey get married?"
"At dare special spot in tha apple orchard.
Mistah worm told me he and hiz girl are movin to the Big Apple.”
“Big Apple? Fah what?”
“He gunna work fah tha East New York Farms.  I guess hiz uncle Jim
got him in.”
“…Mista Worm…”

"Say, howz Mista Skunk doin?  He evah get clean?"
"I dont see much of him theez dayz.  Heard heez down on his luck. Evah since tha paper mill closed he aint been tha same.  Heez so stressed out he got mo white hairz than a polar bear.”
“Dammmnnn!!!”
”Sumone told me that heez a nasty lil ol drunk wit a funky attitude and a quick tempa!
No wunda hiz wife leftem.
My understandin iz he still outta work - rummigin through peoples junk - collectin cans, tryin to make a buck.
Itz a **** shame, aint it?"
"Uh huh."

"Howz Mista Rabbit?"
"Miiiista Rabbit! Oohh dat Mista Rabbit he dunn got himself a nasty habbit."
"Whys dat?"
"He be stealin outta Mizz Jonsens garden again.
Otha day Mizz Jonsen shooed him away chasin him down tha block wit a pair of ol rusty scissors in her hand."
"Scissors!!??"
"Yup. She told him next time he wont be so lucky wit out hiz foot."
"WHUT!!??  Whus dat suppose da mean?"
"I dunno.”
"Dat Mizz Jonsen gone crazy!!
She dunn lost her mind in her ol age.
She crazier than a ******* rat!
Man, when Mista Rabbit gunna learn?”
"I guess when he haz no foot."

"Say, you talk to Mista Squirrel at all?"
“Itz been sum time.”
“How wuz he doin?”
"Man, you know Mistah Squirrel.  He wuz all ova da place, or at least he wuz.  He alwayz be jumpin from one tree to tha next, alllllwayz tryin to get a nut or two.  Last I heard he got deported and now lives in anotha county.”
“Why iz dat?”
“He dunn got locked up fah breakin in a few too many attics. They finally caught him....Stoopid fool."
''****…”

"Nuff about tha neighbahood.  How you been?  Havent seen you inna while."
"Im still doin my thang, ya know.
Roamin from town ta town, chasin down tail."
"Yous still chillin in dem alleys too?"
"Fa sho!"
"Man, aint a **** thang changed wit chu.
Yous alwayz been a cool cat...”
Looking back in the days
When we used to have
Each others back
Now people love to hate
Like it's a mack no slack
Fire struck from a match
Burn values to a single grain
Things ain't same
I wanted to be a gangsta
At one point
Until I got held at gun point
This ain't livin'
Cracked shells makes for sin sales
Theres no sunshine
When it comes the endz of days


When it gets dark
Better have the light
Cuz if not
You'll be blasted on sight
Stuck in fight
Know wrong from right
Don't be used by fright
Instead ignite
Power unite as one
How we gone stand if
We fall divided far from United
We let snakes control the grass
While I'll burn grass
Mental crash but got a bunch of memory stashed
Knowledge is better than being dumb
**** what they seyz
Cuz its the end of dayz
Shelby LoAnn Dec 2012
A poem a day takes the pain away.
"It could always be worse"
That's what they all would say.

If it could always be worse,
Then why don't your words make it better?
Don't diminish what I'm feeling,
Simply bc someone's circumstances were harder.

A town was destroyed,
Lives stripped away.
My family and home still in tact,
But I too felt the wrath of that 22nd May.

The ****** and the bruised,
Don't forget the whaling sirens,
Continually speeding by for the first 48 hours.

Anything to help,
Water to the families
Prayers for the refugees.

Thank goodness it wasn't destroyed,
That football field.
What else would have sufficed?
To house the bodies,
In number, nearly 165.

Prayer and tears cannot rectify,
The pain and the hurt evident in mine eye.

Grasp hold of
The friends you were able to get ahold of.

Proud of this town I call home,
Banded together.
But my school, a whole other story on it's own,

I lived, breathed, what was just a building.
My faith in a structure,
Security and normality soon ripped from feelings.

The boxcar children?
The boxed mall children.
Diploma in a shopping bag,
Earned through PowerPoint presentations and 9GAG.

Thank goodness for glassed in boxes,
How else would I have been able to think?
Those tanks have awesome acoustics,
And hey couples can use them for **** tricks.

Build a fort of cardboard,
Film a music video that'll win zero awards!

Throw ping pong ***** over the walls,
Practice ACT while you hear the drama kids doing bird calls.

Can't use photoshop?
There's a class for that.
"Teacher" can't help with trig?
Here's an F for that.

Grief counselors available 24/7.
Doors are also always open,
So go get some lunch at the 7/11.

Took advantage of naïveté,
Skipped school to deal with that 22nd May.

But hey! Prom was still awesome,
And the seniors got scholarships,
So it's alright that my gpa was messed with.
Heck, I was a junior, easily forgotten.

Off to bigger, better things!
Forget the past,
Endure the change.

Hello MSSU or Crowder.
Community college "fo dayz"

This is how we deal with windstorms, in the little old land of Jomo.
The town banded together, but school....
It's more broken than ever.

They turn ya loose and you'll move on,
Cuz for a few years ya had a laptop,
And hey that's enough to build your future upon!
I guess you could say I was left slightly bitter and disturbed.
Karisa Brown Apr 2018
Her soul grabbed the moon
As she tucked it inside her heart
She said from this day on
We will never part

That moon has been with her
Since birth
She doesn't remember
It holds no ones name

She called it faith
She said that moon
You refer too is not
The same one I use

Mine is of gravitational flights
High in The air
Of sleeping off daylight
Just to capture The night air

Of addicts pour and
Brokens sad state

I say The moon
Is ours
I just saved your soul
Baby girl come here
I wanna freak you
be with you
cuz the way ya
move brings me joy
and ecstasy no fantasy
stroke you til ya reach
****** so just relax'
once i put my love inside
you can run but
can't hide my love
hits like an ocean tide
and we can get
it on til the early
sunrise no rooster cluckin'
can't stop me buckin'
got too much energy
in me tryin' leave
a legacy
transfer of saliva glands
understand baby im just
a "Common Man" like
David Ruffin No Bluffin'
So tighten up and
let the music bump
in ya soul as
I loosen up ya grips
grabbin' yo hips don't
set trip cuz i stroke
til my last drip
take over my spirit
baby cuz lately i
been feelin' gravy
heavy heated freak you
when ya need it
repeated i cant be deleted
im the best at this ****
til i die ill keep ya brain fry
with me on ya mind
and
your on my mind
and i aint gone stop
til the suns stop the shines cloud dayz
or rain dayz it dont matter
cuz im full of anti-matter gravitate
towards me til the end of time
forever will I ride yeaaa
I mis-kicked it
got on the District
It
is not the Circle line train

******* up
being chewed up
by the miles of
steel track
and when I'm restless
I see less
become more irritable
until the situation gets
intolerable and I
am plain horrible

I haven't got the patience
to play patience
too impatient and
it's not important
is it?

Now at the Temple
and there's a pain
in my temples,
it's a migraine
on a train
on the District line
what a fine time
I'm having.

Wait a minute
this is the circle line
it must be
I'm at Westminster,

I feel less pain
still getting a migraine
but
I'm on the right line
having a fine time
except for the migraine.

Now at Victoria and
heading to Sloane square
one had better beware
there's pickpockets
that operate
down
in Sloane square.

when I get to High street Ken'
I'll be almost done
touch in at
the design museum
just to see 'em,
the designs I mean
and see the Sun
I missed
getting *******
for absolutely no reason
except for the reasons
I was.
maree duane Dec 2012
Heey Mahina tokotini
yuor so beautyful & so pweddy.
your my best fraand! n et wil neva end.
Yuor so funny, yuo mke me laugh al d tymz,
2 da dayz datz gne by!

laaaarve maree xox :p
Starry Aug 2019
As I dream
I dream of San Diego California
In blues reds and purples
And in pixels
I dream vaporwave
I eat breather drink
Showrr
Vaporwave
As it's a very good
Escape
I live it how i live
I give what I can give
Put that in my life as well as my kids
Puttin in my bids
Mayne I'm pinin' on that indo
Next

Sittin' on my lap is the chrome forty four
Rep the ***** my homies sturdy
Leave a fool lookin' nerdy
If he try to curb me
I sip syrup g n the land of milk and honey
Money comes in many ways
Seein' Sunny days
Cuz I moved out all of the grey
Clouds out my life
Made wisdom my wife
She does me real good
And keeps me understood
Stood under the oathe of the universe
I know i was birthed a curse
But it don't matter I'm
Prepared for the worse my verse
Is gold lyrics never old
Grow on your conscious like mold
Listen to the stories being told
I used to be scold but now I hold
My own weight
Like I'm pushin' big weight
On the interstate like Ricky freeway
But I can't earn money that way
Cuz I'll be on a getaway
One way ticket to the state penitentiary
I ain't none gone stop me ballin' til my status Legendary
I'm ***** as Harry used to be scary
Til I Faced my fears and now I just carry
My life on on and on
Til the break of dawn
I still hear certain words of a song
Chanting in my ear
It was then I seen my visions become clear and steer
Me into the right direction
Gotta keep clip for my Smith n Wesson so enemies stop pressing
I'm a combat veteran feel my pain
My soul is dwellin'
Sorrows stickin' Like arrows wailin'
Deep up in hells pit oh ****
I'm tryna shake the snakes coming up tryna spit
Venom on me But I move swiftly
Hard to stay planted
And I know the lord done planned
A mission for me
As well as everybody
Don't rush just take it slow
And let the flow universe
Take over close ya eyes
And let the wind blow across ya temple
Ayeshah Dec 2010
I have my dayz where I set & think of the ppl no longer in my life (dead&alive;)

I'm grateful

4  the memories,  sad 4  the losses &  Still upset/bitter on sum of the BS that went down.

But  at the end of the day/ night  as

I look back on the scenes of my life share w/ Them  & W/U  

4 that

moment

  I SMILE,   Cry   (sumtimes)  

&  

Laugh!

I realized.........

BABY  

Pain or not

I'm living!

This is Life

&   it'll be what I make it!

(NO REGRETS)

2  

U

ALL  


TY  4  

SHARING


YA    LIFE

WIT        ME!
*ALWAYS ME AYESHAH*
Madeysin Feb 2018
Taking dead peoples things use to freak me out, until I wanted to be surrounded by everything that you were.
Keep counting
Moses Kashlink Jun 2014
Dea iz dis hot chic I waz hooking up some yrs bak. Evrtym I aprchd her she turnd her back on me.I tried callng her a multiple taimz bt she hngd up on me like I waz useless...I nvr lost hp 4 2 wks until I rlzd dat she wz plyng HARD 2 GET 4 me which waz vewy silly! Dhea4 I gave up n gave her some space 4 about 3 dayz,dats wen she realizd dat I waz 1 in a million guyz!! Ges wat, she startd callng bak n textn me dat she waz sorry n she didnt know wat got in2 her etc...she kept beggin 4 us 2 giv t a try bt un42n8ly t waz 2 l8...! Da pain of her ignorin me left a sore in ma heart dat i dared not du otherwise but jst ignore her 2. I simply changd ma line n muvd on wit ma life. I thnk where she iz 2deh she must hav Learnd a lesson..!! NOW TELL ME GUYZ, DID I DO DE RAIT THING???
Man o how the times fly by looking at the sky
And the clouds rain to the sunshine passed by
Everyday another day close to my walkway
Into the shadows realms but universe was testing
My mental for the stressing still stretching
My mind around this chaos that blinds
Me to happiness try to the kept the styles crisp
Close to an apocalypse no ships
Can sink this boat of rhymes sublime
Tryna pass the fog light consciousness
Hard to digest these crap I gotta ingest
Invest but manifest stress inside of a bless
Of sess see the wind talks and shows hawks
Preying all over you turned into a wormhole
So i can space travel my celebral through spinal
Its the heart for a survival mad rivals
Find they way in your face once they see your paper chase i lace
Myself in my own
destiny grace
Still got visions phasing me by why cuz
Back...



Friends used to pose as foes clothes
Baggy jabos you how the story goes
We used to fist fight but afterwards we be tight
No need for gunplay put our problems away
*** the hood kept it all good and we should
Cherish the day like Sade so take me away
On cloud nine opens a light upon my spine
Souls align with the cosmos promos to demos
At the shows rocking crowds throwing dough
We having a good time kicking good rhymes
But still got hit with a fine because i touched one time
Naw Im just a true underground rebel
Tryna to seal these devils making syllables
To hell angels wrapped in angles
Geometry planted my roots as I shoots
Out my best jumpshoot catch the plot
All the fakers used to get to knocked locked
Off of my block yo where they parties at?
No need for flexing a gat we bombin' in packs
Cold kickin' them fat tracks lounging in couches on our back thinkin' back....
Parked a party, chase is true and fun,  
how we bad boys are always told not to run.

Sitting as the sorted sayings sweetly suggest,
Wondering of the heart beat in my chest.

Crazed the dayz in so many interesting ways,
Mercy the mercenary and the mercury in its finest white glory,
A stead for sure one to give my white mule Pepe Apollo a **** good run or two.

Days of slapping piston fury, hurry, Badger, before she disappears with the sun,
Never forget your furied and devastatingly dashing moncho games at play, oh let us say, pushing the bounds of the integrity of every **** thing that little ******* nassassist comes in proximity too.

Oh indeed yes, truly one of those silly but far to aggressive children with not enough lessons, though being said a sound or two over heard he can be a bit of a dangerous  toy to enjoy abuse.

Yet here that rather unremarkable slack logged cost inificiant, not so coificiant, and truly lack luster low end but buster, wilts away a Saturday as seemingly instructed, though still hungry for the ride or the rode, yet truly simply **** curious as to where to go, for surely she knows all too well where this fellow born to endure hell has landed,
Considering that pitiful *** face he gets when he feels all standard or oh, wait for it abandoned, doomed to repeatedly search, search , close but no game of grenades, for no cigars today, and she said so sweetly how she minded not nor would sound a saying of sad little mad *** max smoking a well deserved cigar.

What shall a tattered, battered, hopeful *** Badger ever do?
Sit and wait for his love to come through?
Drive till the end of the line, rode, time, or the gurgling of water filled lungs resonate through and true?

now cast not a sad, mad or half slashed nor attempted bashed boasting my way, for I am he and he is me and we have chased , chased , chased ,chased and even been pushed away, cast out to sea see if the water is freezing yet no echo back from the safety of some hidden shore spoken of as this little  bad  blue binki needing Badger true and true a beast with the **** to get , that is if he can find a **** thing so far true.
Hmmmm, wonder if he will ever see this wonder of a woman today, whom he believes is truly in waiting of him, least this is what the all seems to say, though, leave it to this one true heart to ***** it all from the start, well, at least he is honest, and far more than a few very upset folks seems to wish to think, but another simple thing, is he even worth the chanced dared dance, wait that would entail real flesh and a real eye to eye glance of souls screaming out loud of the pain, agony ,desires, disappointments, humor and gut busting truths we all wish were far less but still they relieve the stress......
Mine  eyes, mine teeth, mine heart it do beat, and mine extremities and mine animal truly do desire to meet, but a good hand shake and a hi, nice to finally meet, over some sweet *** seats all public or discrete, sure do make for happy were wolf feet.

Much love and respect, this is simply a ...... Funny jest of loving best, and it is best when we can do this thing without anyone beating a chest, wait, scratch that, **** it ,I am Tarzan, lets just do what ever we can. Lol
kain Jan 2020
I got a new sweater today
Men's section
Of a cheap department store
It's too big on me
Fits like drapery
Concealing my form
That's the only thing I want to do anymore

I don't fit in clothes
Like I don't fit with girls
Too big, too bustless
Their sweaters hug my body
In all the wrong places

But I'm too small for boys
Too young
Too restless
With messy girly hair
And a slim doe's neck
I am not enough for them
I cannot fill their shoes

So I bury myself
In a baggy sweater
Drowning myself
In insecurities
Hoping no one will look closer
Find out what's beneath these clothes
Beneath this skin
Beneath "me"
Clothes are like metaphors *insert The Fault In Our Stars quote*.
So take a look into
A world
Where nobody its embodied
By the harshness of sin
Earth is our final perdition
So we put our bids in
Make a foundation
Just so we can get buried back in
Sin
Ill be resurrected back to the times
Where our hearts hurt
I see God sheddin' his merciful tears
The pressure is here have no fear
Cuz i know my prayers will be heard
Lost as a sheperd i let the herds
Be led by the blind
Im lost in the sunshine
Clouded with a memory
Full of treachery
I thought these were angels around me
But its demon surroundij' me
Like a ****** of crows
Life is death row
Just waitin' my final time
Then i take my last breathe
Into a world wheres its repeating death
Pity crimes extortions to abortions
To petty thief
Im in a room gettin' through the crowds
Usin' my elbows
I see the prophecy exposed
I seen my thoughts enclosed
Its full of wizardy no magic
Just spiritual philosophy
From past ol ancient tactics
Ol man river don'tsay too mu ch
Cuz its hard to clutch
On to all the madness
Around me my pappa told me
It'll be dayz like this
Judgement Day
Is soon coming this way
And one day ill be tradin' places
With the diabolical hypocrites
Eradicating the angels w ***** faces!!!
Emily Oct 2021
one of those days where you cant stop reliving moments or being reminded of things, When your mind cant be silenced and you just want to revert to the nothingness waiting in the cold wondering if youll feel something other than this again. sad but not quite sad, alone but not quite alone, alive but not exactly living
Yo its an invitation to your own assassination
Becoming a new creation from gun cremation
Tried playing a mason I'm layin' number ones
Platinum plus albums only dumbs succumb
To the beat of the drum scrappin' for crumbs
Born a magnet to magnifecience
Defiant to failures residence keep the tense
Til y'all jaw's clenched and penched
Every last one of ya nerves observe the curves reserved
From my barbwire flows enterin' ya mental formin' portals
Swarms out my black thought couldn't be bought
Even at the highest bid all over the grids
You'll Feel these assassin plated blues ya dig break up
gigs
Its Hard to move with a red painted wig
Im final destination mystery solved to the unfinished pyramid
Of Giza please believe tha I'm greasin' Sheebas
Dark skinned queens taste it once became addicted like a fiend
Saw nothing but green lights focused sights
Brighten my opticals on promos way pass the radios cosmo
Supreme being over the those recycling as pros
My gun range sick slicker than John Wick
Rap clowns must be magicians
Tryna play skillz  old school tricks


Fools tried to diss it ended up missin' it
From the verbal ****** raw and riper
Time to pay the piper yo whos hyper
Iller man with the Wu clan can't none stand
Against the shadow figures see the picture
I paint kin to the boondocks saints
Two to the back execution style
**** all problems with an evil smile
Joker's mentality bashin' reality
Its the age of chaos im Kronos
Black rhinoceros straight comin' to bust
From all types of weaponry til ya end up as dust
Skull and bones fly as a drone prone
Still tryna attack my clones a rolling stone
Had to a be man cuz papa wasn't home
Where ever I laid my jimmy hat imagine that
Girls gotta neck brace with a broken back
Two hits to the **** and she ******' cracked
Collapse mastered the laps of a merry-go
There he go comin' with a ****** flow
No control from blow for blow they don't wanna go
Eight million and one rounds with the great one
State one
Emcee who can match these pedigrees
Layin' toxic lyrics so it's bound to be a fatality
Dennis Willis Apr 2019
Fury in the dosage of time
and no refills


Copyright@2019 Dennis Willis
dennis drain Mar 2017
From the moment of your first breath till your chest has no oxygen left.
I will stand with you in life an death...

I wasn't raised, I was only paid attention to when I misbehaved.
My mother left me to run around the state's. Drugs money and *** kept me from havin any bond with the teen mom.
A man was there,
a grandfather who didint welcome me to stay where I was left.
The man that gave me life wasn't there for any point, or any time.
I learned through my eyes, tried to follow in the footsteps of the in my life.
Learned about drugs first thing.
Respect, fear and how to fight wernt far behind.
As I grew up I was slowly caged, school and home was my only choice, everyday.....
4 acres in a farm was my place to play.
Met a man that was in deep with the gangs.
I was shown love by the ENE'Z!!
Then prison took some more from me.
Kept em away, and gave me letters from my homies talkin bout better dayz.
I went years without friends cuz my anger liked to hit em.
My pride liked to make me look like a dangerous villain, with weapons concealin as I threatened the other children.
I found out I was pour when the teachers asked why my clothes never changed, and when the kids ran away saying I stunk.
All the years I was  growin up, my feet were always rotted in my shoes.
Felt like they burnin, looked and smelled like it  to.
Age 12 I put a red bandana in my back pocket and went to school, all the scraps new!
Started towards me takin all my stuff and throw in it on the roof.
Haha I swear tho, that principal was a sewer rat too, they were ok cuz I was flamed up at school.
On day I made my uncle proud when I announced that I was a norteno too.
14 and I was facin time in prison, cuz we ran up to a punk *****.
He beat my aunt and tried it again when it was just her and a 3 year old kid.
So I cut that scrap and a homie pops that gat.
Can't even get in the house before the pigs pointed every gun in town straight at us
2 and a half wasn't half bad, sleep eat and work out
Forced to be released to family i hardly every see.
But it turns out that the new town was a gateway to ***** and drugs.
I was feard as a gangster ****, with a record to prove that I put in work.
I got bored of bonen random women every night, a man can only stay entertained for so Long in the same way.
Met a women, she was together with a ***** I knew.
Till he got that white in his controle room.
Then I swooped in and had a day wit her
That night she stayed and I gave it to her.
She came back late the next night, then never left again.
We left together , ran from  a crazy, thievin, white women only 30 days before i was 18 year of age
2 years we been goin strong, hard times hit like a planet. There wasn't nothin soft about it.
7 months in a box on weels me, my girl, and our puppy made 16 feet into our first home.
Till we found a space, back in my birth place. It was just after that my lover made it official, i was to be a father because she was bearing a child in which I had given my strength.

We're only waiting for his birth now, 21 weeks so far.

This was a little of my life. I promise tho, yours will be a great journey that myself and your mother will be there by your side.


  P.S. I will never promise the future....
I will never have power over the past...
But I will break myself into rubble to make every moment you live, better than anything I could ever physically give.

  I will live in poverty.
I will not allow you too.

I will go hungry, and feel pain.
I will feed you , and cure the hurt.

I will lose sleep, and work for cheep.
I will read you to sleep, and teach you how to be  what you dream.

I am your father
I am young, only 19
I was given no chance
I will stand so you may sit
I will give you every bit of my knowledge
I will never allow you to go without for my own happiness.


Your mother is the women  I love.
We will fight and disagree.
But love like ours rejoins quickly.
So your mother will have me standing at her side as you grow.
Together we will give you, life and the knowledge in which to live on any path that you choose
QIsis Apr 2016
Remember remember
the beginning of the summer?
When no worries spread across our laughters
The summer daze
that's on non stop replay
Was one of the best time of my olden dayz:

We toured to the north, south, east and west
We sold some mushroom tea,
We sold some ecstasy,
We sold nitrus, *****, acid, ****** and ***
Now I hear the police coming after me
Yes, now I hear the police coming after me
The one scarlet with the flowers in her hair,
She's got the police coming after me


Summer of Love... 1969
was definitely once upon a dream
Runners at bay
In the California dreamin haze
Swisher sweet was the name
Sipping on some coronas
as we watched the tangerine sky
disappear into the midst
I can do this with you forever...


**~ Scarlet Begonias
Ive been scorned
Since i was born
Daddy left me with
Troubles memories couldn't enjoy
The summers breeze everything
I prayed to the skies
On bended knees deep
In insanity can you feel
Me?
My pain is too deep
Souls in a weap
They say tears from a man
Makes you weak
But that's ******* and
Can't get no sleep
These demons reachin' and
Leechin'
While they plottin' my
Mini fourteen creepin'
Late night sleepin' from
My bullets rippin' ya skin
Put an end to carnal sins come again
I got much rage to bust
Kickin- up dust til my body rust plus
Arsenal is stacked carefully back track
To the dayz of wayback
When we used to gats in the hood
Its understood it'll this way
Misunderstood never change im
Feeling strange
And indulged in so much pang



Now that the pain done
Settled in
Pourin' shots of gin
At the bottom of glass
I see the djinn
War is ragin' cuz
My thoughts caged in
Envision myself bleedin'
On the pavement suicidal
Thoughts?
What a predicament?
That I've put myself
In spiritual warfare every
Where i go
So follow me into
The flow as i spit
My soul on instrumental
Once it's laid much detrimental
Engraved in ya temple
Is my gun to ya mental
Visions in slow mo lyrically
You can't embrace prodigy
A demon seed trying
To break the breed
Through tokes of ****
Sittin' on my brains tryna
To shake shake hells bells
Im just a ghost in shell
Tryna maintain all these
Madness all this madness
Around me maneee??
With so much sorrow
To bear
In still embace with
So much pang
Yeah my soul is hip hop I keep rapping til the creek stops
That means my heart drops from the all the water making spots
Yo it dont stop until my name reach top invest in private stocks
Whatcha got give up ya clothes ya shoes and ya jewels crews
Cant match up still got the purple stuff up in my cup gold cuffs
Worn on the suit brains I boot check the Lexus coupe my girl scoups
Me up in black and European do you see what we be seeing
Probably not that's why I showing em how the guns bleeding
Out smoke dont provoke the higher notes make famous quote
Dead man walking but ain't no talking king like Mr Walken
Not of New York I just rap the real for the sports seen forts
Knocked down welcome to htown where we pounding clowns
Imprint the crowns on ya forehead before ye dead now repeat
What I said daily bread got ya murders all over the newspread
Yeah we dont do beefs we do drive bys instead miss the feds
It's a mafia hit oh **** hide the kids ya wife and the money pit
I'm feeling like dmx amped up for *** cake a ***** from a rolex
No plex I'm cool as the next fan chilling counting rubberbands
Knots of money ain't nothing funny only to a sucka who play dummy
Drug runners and stunners flossin" in the up armored hummers
Axe out my critics like thunder it's a killer instinct so dont blink
See ya body stink soul begins to think am I still here or dead
**** what ya conscious said I'm here to replay the bloodshed
God of war flash more hammers than Thor shy from the mediocre
Invoker serious as the joker flick the bic for the cigar smokers
Hate a chick who cant **** **** nothing but ****** chokers tokers
Off the lost game pimps back once again 8th of the seven sins
That means I'm untouchable crushable only from the mental
I'll embrace u like bullets inside of a gun quick to let off
Set it off now you covered in dirt with ya head off I'm dead off
Playing this ***** game ya know the name big Tut staying the same
Never goofy spit off the coofy none could ***** me Goldie
With the locs of a glock tic toc see how I make the heats rock
Now ya mourning 33 ways in a dayz like Patrick I swayz
Just another day like Nate Dogg true hog yall sitting like logs
Still jog laps around the average  alley cat breaks ***** with no bats
See where my hearts at its ruthless making your blood splat
**** all the chit chat yeah we all that kung fu grills like Mr Pat
ZACK GRAM Jan 2020
"My Godly Queen"

Hold me tight everything will be alright,
Accept me as your's indefinetly,
Baby...
Be My Valentine...

"ooooooooo"

My Plee-
My Greeve-
My need-
Our love shines bright...

You broken down is simple,
You're soul-fully angelic,
You're pure essence,
Oh so heartingly and Godly...

When you add to my day-
They way you share your mind-
The first, last and next word, they count the most...

My Queen My Guardian Angel,
Take this song!!!
I'll confort you and soothe every thought,
Thoughts of you running through my mind...

My Godly Queen,
I am commited,
For the rest of our dayz,
Here to stay,
This loves undeniable...

My Plee-
My Greeve-
My need-
Our love shines bright...

Woman you make me feel alive!!!

"Im Singing!!!"
Singing a song about how youre my greatest desire...

Loving every moment,
Sharing this feeling-
Is the best feeling of my life...

"Mariah..."
oooooo
"Mariah..."

Mariah,
Marry Me,
Be My Valentine,
Be My Wife...

"OOO"

My Plee-
My Greeve-
My need-
Our love shines bright...

My Godly Queen,
I am committed,
For the rest of our days,
Here to stay,
This loves undeniable...

Forever always by your side,
In my thoughts an prayers,
I love you Mariah Carey...

"OOOOooooWHOAAauuhhhh!!!"

"For the rest of our days"

My Queen My Guardian Angel,
Take this song,
I'll confort you and soothe every thought!!!

My Plee-
My Greeve-
My need-
Our love shines bright...

"My Godly Queen..."
"ooooo"
My Queen My Guardian Angel,
"ooooo"
"My Godly Queen!!!"

I Love You
God Queen
Vashawn Jackson Aug 2015
I started from the bottom on my way to the top
Im a Author with a plot
Thats hot
Just watch
I'm setting my clock
Im goin be the next pac
The resurrect pac
Im X pac
The time ticking
Alot of time ive been missing
From being locked in the system
This a new beginning to winning
Over sinning
Im a realist
No science fiction
I'm a scientific lyricist
It makes no sense if you illiterate
Or ignorant
Im suspicious
Of these Images
Im God witness
My crucifixion
Crossed death through the crucifix
Cauae these Judas
Is snakes
I keep my faith
Hope an wait
I pray
For better dayz
Tomorrow is a new Yesterday
Lookin for a get away

— The End —