"crownd" poems
broken hearts and broken glass
we are left with mason jars full of acid whiskey.
oh
such a pain. such a waste.
such a poisonous taste.
nothing left for me to say.
You are nothing in a grander scheme of things
but to me you rule the world.
I know she's great to you;
I know you love her, too.
You'd never say it, but I know.
I know becasue they told me
you said it would last.
but I know it breaks your heart,
even though it's passed.
Time says so much.
not to waste our time.
If it's not meant to be, that's fine.
That doesn't mean I know what to do
Because for so many reasons
I'm in love with you.
At times we're perfect
Like a picture of a movie scene.
And then you think how I've hurt you.
that feeling stings
I have sung many songs of I'm sorry.
But there's nothing I can do.
Even though I'm in love with you
If you love her,
go ahead and love her.
I want your pain to fade.
But I know I do.
I love you.
No amount of pain or time will change.
No matter what you feel in exchange.
Do you love me?
Is that feeling still returned?
Or will I have to learn to move on?
I broke you!
Bent you to the point of break!
I ruined what we had and I can't say thanks.
Because I don't know if you love me back.
You two seem to be the best.
Yes, I hate her fully,
Why don;t you see that now?
I know she's not to you a face in the crownd.
And though I've caused you pain.
And though you've broken me too.
Darling, I'm in love with you.
May 16, 2013
May 16, 2013 at 8:23 PM UTC
They are around me, laughing and singing, dancing like there is no tommorow.
I'm among them under the starry sky, but i'm not with them.
my body is here, but my eyes gaze unto the firmament.
My mind fly to the stars. They take me back to the days when I was close to you, instead of this unknown crownd.
When I could be myself, true and whole, naked of any disgusting disguise.
But then I remember. I'm alone under the stars. You are long gone and only the cold embrace of night is here to hug me now.
You are under the same stars but far away on earth, you are living and i'm only wasting my pale life here.
Your thought are blossoming like a hundred flowers while i'm sitting in my empty mind stuck on repeat.
So I accept my fate and come back to my body among this people I don't trust, I put back my smily mask and I start dancing to the same music.
I blend into the sound, move my body accordingly, hoping my heart will burst as the bass drop.
And when the music is over, I come back on my feet and continue walking alone as if nothing never happened.
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 3:54 PM UTC