"counterbalance" poems
past wavering lights
B. Serrano and Bagong Ilog
love struck us down — sees no votive
clearing of the fog or a word sharper than any blade wrought from frays.
i have a photograph of you
somewhere in the ken of my silence
and on it paints lightsome hue
and sometimes pale when it rains.
KM 24 on a blue alloy and underneath,
a Baguio — some memories we keep
almost left by the last carriage homeward
from too much fire in our hands
only tremors could extinguish both
striking a balance and counterbalance;
the frequency of the electric and the
immense decibel of lions drowning
the disquiet. some places or some
looking back makes you want
to lose yourself in slight wonder and when
a memory comes back with the dreary
weight of its forgetfulness,
we fall asleep traipsing the steeples
of our dreams of each other
all-telling, still dizzy with the pirouette
of some distant longing bracing
the fall, triggering our darkness
and shooting out
ourselves, small,
love striking us down. arraying a triplicate
of hazy trails forking all roads
and we cannot find each other again;
throwing stones rippling
multiplied waves by the sea arriving
at separate mornings beneath
our feet,
bends on the bludgeoned curves
of love and hate ascertaining something
so unsure as a door agape and swiveling
in tense wind, tender is the night
and love continues
to smite us down, locking in, predatory precision,
running away, and away, and away
from the ache of it all.
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 7:11 AM UTC
salt offerings to the wounds of pride
difference between dark of doom
and the engine of simple summer eve
night sustains but
but doom is the door to the
great beyond and the fates fair or foul
that awaits each of us
a voice echoes along the path
to all the heavens ever proposed by mans thought
that voice speaks of years
spins a tale of labors
whispers songs of longing
quietly shouts story's of horror
reserve your strengths friend
for the battle yet to come
hush your unquiet mind
and lay your head down to rest
soon enough blades shall stir to war
soon enough widows shall gather their children to
graveside rememberence of fallen fathers
as trailing edge of summer day
slips into the past
the depth and majesty of summer night unfolds
crickets and the sounds of feasting familys
warm breeze in the tall grass
the sand of a beach on your fingertips
simple joys in our world and of our lives
are the counterbalance the
the dark things in our world
Jul 19, 2013
Jul 19, 2013 at 4:38 PM UTC
All the things that make us so different
Counterbalance and leave me inconsistent
You lack what you keep on saying
I lose my cool because you lied in the beginning
I try hard to keep myself together
So many teardrops fall from heated temperature
When will I get what I deserve?
A tiny piece of heaven on this earth
I felt cold and pessimistic
Left all alone to handle life's petty ****
I wanted you to hold me truly
Light up my world and reassure me
When will I get what I've been looking for?
A real man who shows me love is the perfect cure
I want to be so grounded in
Able to enjoy myself and live in my own skin
But you know how to push my buttons
Make me insecure and poison all my feelings
When will you finally open up
Trust me and show me how you really love
I know you can do better than most
I have faith in all of your little flaws and such
I see all of your potential in your personality
You get my heart and all of my intensity
I said I love you for a reason
You said it back, and I believed in it
When will we get what we deserve
A tiny piece of heaven on this earth
Aug 6, 2013
Aug 6, 2013 at 2:05 PM UTC
[9/28/13 6:07:47 AM] Saeng Graham: on earth does not mean , they were born from the same time realm
[9/28/13 6:08:02 AM] Saeng Graham: this puts them in perspective
[9/28/13 6:08:07 AM] Saeng Graham: well - for example
[9/28/13 6:08:15 AM] Saeng Graham: my twin akemi whom you heard sing
[9/28/13 6:08:22 AM] Saeng Graham: well she's actually my younger twin sister
[9/28/13 6:08:24 AM] Saeng Graham: fire
[9/28/13 6:08:32 AM] Saeng Graham: but because we both are from 2 years apart ,
[9/28/13 6:08:45 AM] Saeng Graham: and are bOTH gemini
[9/28/13 6:08:47 AM] Saeng Graham: there's a counter balance
[9/28/13 6:08:51 AM] Saeng Graham: -
[9/28/13 6:09:07 AM] Saeng Graham: i THINK
[9/28/13 6:09:07 AM] Saeng Graham: so i think -
[9/28/13 6:09:09 AM] Saeng Graham: maybe
[9/28/13 6:09:12 AM] Saeng Graham: thata
[9/28/13 6:09:24 AM] Saeng Graham: you are my counterbalance - imaginary friend from your childhood
[9/28/13 6:09:42 AM] Saeng Graham: and you are mine - kinda like doing pulling each other up throughout time and space
[9/28/13 6:09:52 AM] Saeng Graham: ''''''''''''
[9/28/13 6:09:55 AM] Saeng Graham: so.
[9/28/13 6:10:08 AM] Saeng Graham: now we've defined that YOUR act form is VERY MUCH NOW IN THE '3D' WORLD
[9/28/13 6:10:17 AM] Saeng Graham: OR AT LEAST
[9/28/13 6:10:22 AM] Saeng Graham: your essence - is possible in that form
[9/28/13 6:10:25 AM] Saeng Graham: weellllllll
[9/28/13 6:10:29 AM] Saeng Graham: then anything is possible
[9/28/13 6:10:34 AM] Saeng Graham: SO IF YOU ARE STILL HERE
[9/28/13 6:10:37 AM] Saeng Graham: AT THIS POINT
[9/28/13 6:10:39 AM] Saeng Graham: I'VE GOT A PARROT ON MY SHOULDER
[9/28/13 6:10:44 AM] Saeng Graham: AN EYE PATCH ON MY EYE
[9/28/13 6:10:49 AM] Saeng Graham: AND I'M ABOUT TO ROCK YOUR ***** ****** WORLD
[9/28/13 6:10:54 AM] Saeng Graham: jokes -
[9/28/13 6:10:59 AM] Saeng Graham: it's double at.....jazz hands -
[9/28/13 6:11:13 AM] Saeng Graham: shot of moonshine
[9/28/13 6:11:17 AM] Saeng Graham: **** of spicy morning zoot
[9/28/13 6:11:22 AM] Saeng Graham: and some roiboosh tea,
[9/28/13 6:11:27 AM] Saeng Graham: a little bit of wine
[9/28/13 6:11:37 AM] Saeng Graham: some smutted rasberrys and age old pistachios
[9/28/13 6:11:38 AM] Saeng Graham: which hum
[9/28/13 6:13:03 AM] Saeng Graham: frightful actually , how ************* scary bryce is.. like....i wouldn't like to have my 'revenge' concocted by him...dark kind guy....nice...but dark....arty kinda dark...so you know it's the kind of super smart kinda dark......but then super emotion kinda dark too....they aren't that hard to spot....
[9/28/13 6:13:11 AM] Saeng Graham: but the bryce i'm talking about
[9/28/13 6:13:17 AM] Saeng Graham: - yeah he's all over the place
[9/28/13 6:13:20 AM] Saeng Graham: always with the bee's
[9/28/13 6:13:22 AM] Saeng Graham: and stuff
Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 2:54 AM UTC
Moving parts produce heat.
The faster they move,
the more they burn.
They rub and resist.
They oppose and exist
to exert a tangible force
to counterbalance what we think
is simply a one way street.
But if you leap
from the swiftly moving vehicle
the asphalt will reach up
for your skin
and grab it
and burn you to the bone.
It will rub you raw
until there is nothing left,
but a grinning skeleton.
Aug 26, 2011
Aug 26, 2011 at 2:00 AM UTC
never fall in love with a student.
especially the one that teaches herself
Portuguese, who's loved learning
chemistry since the age of thirteen.
but somewhere it made a reaction and
changed what it means, for she to be in
love.
atoms are mostly empty
space, so she really does think
that you have quite an
empty mind. she thinks you'd
take that the wrong way. she
never wants to hurt you, but
once you've made her mad,
she'll angrily yell it towards you
any day.
matter can not be
created or destroyed.
so the bones that support
your flesh, that she loves,
are made of the rust on
her grandmama's car, which hasn't
been driven since her love died.
they are made up of the dust
that formed the planets and the
Milky Way.
history has taught her what
happens when one person tries to
hold the universe in their hand.
she really is against war, but
she wants to, she's going to,
kiss and hold your hands
anyway.
but then she'll remember that
atoms are mostly empty space,
so she will never actually touch you
and you will never actually touch her.
you'll tell her that's sad to say.
to her it means no amount of folds put in
a map will make you two closer. there will
always be a distance. she will become
the guard of that space, and your solitude.
you are complete to her. she is a counterbalance.
she will learn to love the distance and curse it,
just like she hates school, but loves learning.
never fall in love with a student
who loves to learn you.
never fall in love with a student
(me).
Oct 23, 2013
Oct 23, 2013 at 4:23 PM UTC
It occurred too
As most things don't to me
That these lapses
Lapses?
What were we on
Obelisk over 40
Or is it over and then under.
¿Cuál es tu animal favorito
I've left the list behind on the plane and not
I'm not sure I can collect my thoughts that way anymore
At least not for today
Why? I left those thoughts on a plane and it has already set its tail aloft for soft breezes
The air the air, soft as Fred Astaire
And Ginger Rogers, is the night
She wraps her hand into his
8 steps forward and a shuffle ball-change right.
But it is something else isn't it
Her bird like hips in a double tiered dress dripping with Swarovski and trimmed with ostrich as she descends the glass stairs from heaven onto a dimly lit ballroom
A slight curl of the hair and the sharpness of her nose the counterbalance to the wave of her *** in that beautiful ******* dress
Oh and Fred? You keep up. You do.
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 6:50 PM UTC
the nearest thought to myself is love
to have a feeling is to have a meaning.
the next bestest close is trust
to lead one another is plus, the reason i must.
what is left, the rest,
is counterbalance ,emphatic. static is erratic.
and to that
i can only discount lust. it messes with my first.
Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 4:07 AM UTC
You are the counterbalance to my mischievous soul.
Providing direction to a wounder-er unsure of where she'll go.
You have become countless breath taking destinations;
Appealing to my wanderlust
pulling from my weary soul
a trust
I would hesitate to think existed,
your presence and persistence
are exceptional,
my perceptions shifted.
Your grin is a force to be reckoned with.
I gave you my will and you bent it.
I gave you my good sense
and you spent it.
Admit it,
you admire my wit,
even when driven to wits end,
we co-exist in perfect contradiction
amending every bit I'm missing.
And when when I whispered we were meant to be,
I meant it.
Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 7:58 PM UTC
Pink balloon lungs are
blown to full elastic capacity.
Moody wraiths of smoke
plume and spiral unconcerned
against the rubber textured confines.
My lungs float and drift;
ever curious about physics
heightened atmospheres
oppressive gravity.
Wispy questions snake
out on each of my exhales
like barely there whispers.
They ask about Hindenburg’s disaster
cruelty expressed between man
broken laws in today’s society
moral codes of conduct
and lost lighters.
Cloudy answers gust
through his every breath
like a counterweight.
His lungs held answers
Mine held questions.
Jul 19, 2014
Jul 19, 2014 at 9:36 PM UTC
counterbalance beast
serf of nature's beginning
tyrannosaurus
Aug 30, 2019
Aug 30, 2019 at 6:55 PM UTC
Felis catus is your taxonomic nomenclature,
An endothermic quadruped, carnivorous by nature;
Your visual, olfactory, and auditory senses
Contribute to your hunting skills and natural defenses.
I find myself intrigued by your subvocal oscillations,
A singular development of cat communications
That obviates your basic hedonistic predilection
For a rhythmic stroking of your fur to demonstrate affection.
A tail is quite essential for your acrobatic talents;
You would not be so agile if you lacked its counterbalance.
And when not being utilized to aid in locomotion,
It often serves to illustrate the state of your emotion.
O Spot, the complex levels of behavior you display
Connote a fairly well-developed cognitive array.
And though you are not sentient, Spot, and do not comprehend,
I nonetheless consider you a true and valued friend.
-Data
Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 8:02 AM UTC
The giant beast sat straddling two highways
legs apart and thin cobwebs of power for miles down
a street as far as the telescope could see,
at each interval a bulb burst bright dangling
in the dark where street lights cast a yellow pool
around the thin pole
reticulated at each junction.
So do powerful men
cast shadows instead of light
across the nations pools of people discussing
dreams of freedom with electricity and water
and food and clothing
The presidents palace came alive at dinner
at dusk under glass chandeliers
suited and booted, gold plated walking stick,
just two kilo-meters from the seething slum.
Diners and hangers-on stood to toast the success
of themselves and the power they ****** out of electric
dams and bridges and diamonds from the dust
of backs of workers toiling
in the pitiless depths of mines
straddling another highway
where the rows of buckets, mud and slime
and grit mingled with the sweat and pain of daily work
for a two dollar night.
Oppression depression counterbalance.
Sipping champagne while the workers
squelched in grime
did not make a difference to the people in power
as all they wanted was to keep the lights on
in the national interest of greed.
Will someone pull the plug please
will someone pull the plug
will someone pull
will someone
Will?
Nothing left of it?
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 12:50 AM UTC
most folks notice when they’re on a roll
when the file and rank line up squarely
an easy downhill enchants the soul
with whispers that cover logic barely
to present a view of an easy street
while the dark fog curls at your feet
hiding the footed ground of years
while an empty counterbalance cheers
Saturday, October 26, 2013
Oct 26, 2013
Oct 26, 2013 at 8:54 PM UTC
Lying on the floor
Pretending the ceiling didn’t just fall down
On me
Cause if you were there
I would probably have noticed
The crack
But now it’s empty
Like the egg-formed ball
On me
So if this was surreal
And that other time was reality
I wouldn’t sleep alone
And I’m pretending
The ceiling didn’t fall down
On me
Justify my oddity
Counterbalance this reality
And let me sleep alone
Don’t try to save what’s already lost
When the ceiling falls down
On me
The red bricks
And the eternal sound of rush hour outside
Reminds me that it’s better in here
In this world of subconscious confusion
Where nothing seems to be alright I see you
On me
“Don’t”, I say
Knowing that this will take me where I want to go
But still knowing it won’t
Contemplating the thought of standing up
But there’s blocked, the ceiling is resting
On me
“Strength”, you say
And save me by removing the ceiling
With just one hand
“What is all this about?”
I ask myself, and the poem stops with just one line to be written
Oct 31, 2010
Oct 31, 2010 at 6:43 AM UTC
This is not a night to immortalize in words, merely a quiet evening--and there is no great success or fall here. We are more ordinary than we expected to be, yet more odd; and these autumns of our lives are light in fruit.
I feel always like a bright shadow, standing aside--a tree in the garden's periphery, planted as a counterbalance for the side of the eye; paired with a contrasting element and yet waiting to be paired more directly, and to be seen more directly.
My desire has no grand meaning, I am neither deprived nor fulfilled. I am protected, and hurt by protection; for the most part left untended, yet not strong of will or wild.
We are the garden in winter, waiting to be entered and enjoyed; for without you, we are not quite empty, yet not quite full/real. Will spring make me soft/sweet/welcoming again? Will it come (to me)?
Jun 14, 2012
Jun 14, 2012 at 4:38 PM UTC
I am a thinking person, a logical person. Yes, that is true, but with that said, I am also a feeling person, with emotions intact, yet I am well able to reason and come to solid conclusions when emotions need that counterbalance. Sometimes, I succumb to the emotional side, but I always try to keep that in check with my logic based thoughts.
That said, deep inside somewhere, apart from my intellect and ability to think properly, is an insidious, dark hole that I don't want anyone to penetrate. For if it is penetrated, it takes shape and form to reveal a monster in its lair, like a fire breathing dragon, one that cannot be reasoned with. I know well of its dangerous effects.
That monster is shame. It has been tapped into before. It has been pervasive. It roars its wounded, angry bellow and wishes to take over everything that is about who I am. It overpowers logic and tells me that I am no good, that I am a failure, that I should just hide away from everyone. Shame tells me that I am hopeless, helpless and of no value whatsoever. It doesn't want anyone to come in and cleanse those wounds, for it knows no trust, knows no compassion. So it licks its own sores, soothing its own pain, has opted for self-preservation.
I want to slay that wounded dragon within, to bring it out of that dark, stinking den that it lurks in. I want to seal up the hole and cleanse away the infection, hopefully for good. I want to overcome that battle, to destroy the fierce fire breathing animal that took root early in life, from an ugly childhood, from school bullying, from life experiences that were ungodly.
But I am tired, and feel almost completely defeated. Yet I just exposed that secret to you, and ugly secrets revealed and exposed to the light can and do set us free.
So the battle continues, because I want to win and won't give up until I have.
Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 9:32 AM UTC
Can't be here and there
Not if we don't try
Can't even correlate time
Not now can anything be together
Whilst you hold that thought
You lost me before you let me in
So you can't carry my weight anymore
Or choose to spend your strength elsewhere
So sure for self security
That you can't counterbalance love
But can't hold distance practically
Needs nurture and patience
So if this future you speak of
Has any hope for us
It needs to be wanted
Needs to know it's worth waiting for
And to accomplish compromise
But whilst your mind's yours
I can't make a non-believer believe
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 11:06 PM UTC
Bleeding gums
Drowning in the sweetest of taste's
You're everything that my dentist hates
Brace for the feeling
Of teeth falling out of place
Forever waiting on loves sweet grace
Something that no one eles can replicate
Counterbalance and cleanse the palate
Help me disengage from the kiss of a snake
And the blood raining down my face
Clotting in your name
Because this is loves true kiss
A feeling of bliss
I could never get anywhere eles
Dec 26, 2017
Dec 26, 2017 at 3:54 AM UTC
13 billion years later we still discuss
Split second propositions of time
And temperament of infinite particles
That ceaslessley had a mind of their own.
God is still in capitals but cunning as she is
She first created herself as feminine.
Did it take us from the big bang to now just to know
That order began only after the chaos controlled
Pre-universe shadowed itself in a pin-point
Burst into beauty of perfection
Married waves, particles and precision
In anti-matter exactness of itself
To complement the new multiverses
That remained suspended in a gravitational enigma
Split second before collapsing back into a point
And bursting open in inflationary force
Arms wide
Welcoming you and me
From back in the days of confusion
To todays perfection.
That conjecture indicates that
The Master Creator was himself confused before the Big Bang
And so he created beauty and women to counterbalance
The new precision.
I know. Women are not chaotic. Only men are.
( Pssst!) my wife will read this poem.
Author Notes
SNAG: Sensitive New Age Guy! A fresh take on the Universe and Creation of common Sense! ( a Back-up Poem)
Entered for the Contest on Chaos.
© Marshall Gass. All rights reserved.
Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 1:27 AM UTC
describe this moment by not only using one
word – one word used is often times crippling, scarring at that,
when all else revels in the multiplicity; even one strange moment
can be duplicated. the allure different, but still enthralling.
except you are, when one word was hurled. I have all of this
in varying amplitudes. you will take them all like a gaping hole
in the mouth of the darkest night and overdose in light, you slung
at such reachable height yet gloating in air like you are your own travesty
deciphered. face as taunt. hands as feat. limbs
their steady bridges. the guise of your face, a counterbalance. supple voice,
a trembling scenario of infinitude. i hear this is a way to
avoid hysteria, to identify
all things as nameless, shapeless if possible. only viciously imagined
form, contoured into the vacancy denied. this is a way to mitigate
demands. to keep a thing from identifying itself
so when it comes that these things start unmooring themselves,
they will not administer their potencies. so that when they come back,
you will keep mum like white of camphor, or the black of a hilt,
the blue of the sky – something that cannot be perforated.
so that when they come back, the return will never carry
their attars, that pivotal minute will never fluctuate into an hour
of density, so that their namelessness
will be easily dismissed as the expected howl of a dog
in the middle of the already fractured night, or a cat’s enigmatic drone
in its concentration. So that this thing
will remain to have no name and that when
it encounters itself in the presence of itself,
the absence will be clear and the finding,
a release.
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 10:34 AM UTC
silence your animated shadows
such brutal shoutings only draw from your darkest nightmares.
dust away the lines of immutable diversity
the trending nuances are endowed masterpieces
only if you're lucky
will you remember what he did out of passion
dare not complain of things to overcome
do not be your own servile corpse
sufficed to receive pleasures not truly your own
specific miseries perpetuate in stubborn wills
feeling delighted despite everything
forward through a few songs
it's apparent we are sitting in an English garden
and yes I am the walrus
finally we crest in a dream with forged shadows
never before have silent strokes sent such passionate waves of selfish love
your expressions of futile enthusiasm
counterbalance disturbing inscriptions on beautiful shadows
the dark complexions sink further into visible shadows
Sep 16, 2017
Sep 16, 2017 at 4:05 AM UTC
When all does end for you
I vow to be by your side
tending to your every whim
whist watching your spirit, fad from within
I will be the counterbalance of your stress
and attentive to you, I will do my best
as you are my best friend
so I'm here for you, when all does end
By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 8:11 AM UTC