"corspe" poems
Falling apart
The distance between
Remains so large
The memories forget
What they were made for
That faint love that faded
Into replacements
That never fulfill
And it's all too late
To recover what was killed
The corspe of yesterdays
Left in the past images
Rotting in the brain
I call the zombies of the world
To feed on what's left
And I offer my heart
To add to the buffet
Apart from falling
My thoughts are telling me
It's ok
Everything they consumed
You gave
If there is a loss
It is theirs to lose
In the belly of their grave
They ate that distance
Like a triple layer cake
And when they finish devouring
That sugar
Their teeth will decay
For what they put in their mouths
Was a sweet talk
And now they have nothing to say
Falling
Apart
Together was not
Anything left on their plate
For they ate
And the only thing left
Is to digest
The waste
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 4:45 PM UTC
In bed, stuck.
Limbs are numbs, I feel nothing...
Only pain surging.
A slow bolt of emotions and lonely feelings.
Oversensitive and pouring my eyes out every moment I feel my eyes get wet.
I want to do, nothing.
No will, energy lack.
Motivation is zero, I feel lethargic, tired of everything.
I ask, why must I suffer and go through this pain?
A toxic neurotic ***** for a mom, and no way out of this mess.
I say to myself, tomorrow I need to wake up and study, maybe apply for some jobs.
Nothing.
I still wake up only to go back to sleep again.
No action to strive.
Down at the bottom of the pit.
I've lost, become nothing, and want nothing.
Passion and desire all lost.
Nihilistic and no point to give a ****
Gone.
**** you all.
I want to die in this darkness.
The loneliness and exhaustion takes over.
I want to stay in bed all day.
Do nothing.
I'm dead.
Pure nihilism until my corspe begins to rot, ripened and turned to ash and soil.
Nothing but dread.
I want **** all.
I want to die.
Keeping my curtains closed, away from the sun and light.
No hope and no will.
My soul has enclosed.
I don't know what to do anymore, what I want to do anymore.
I don't want to do anything actually.
I want to just lie here, and wait to die...
Slowly, but surely.
I hate my family, I want nothing to do with those fake narcissistic spineless cowards with souls that stink of stail ****** protruding ***** 🤢
I have to money, nowhere to go.
No motivation and passion to get me going.
I am like the grinch, the joker, Harley Quinn, the raven, catwoman, and a lion all in one.
However, now I am nothing.
Not even human.
Not even breathing.
All I want is someone to connect with deeply.
I've been alone for so long I don't even know how to get attached to anyone.
I stay completely detached and alienated.
Completely isolated and away from people.
People only make me feel more lonely.
I only want that one person who understands.
I don't want worthless fools of Shallow ****** people to even try to understand me.
I like to be not understood.
How can you expect a big foot to fit into a small shoe?
It never will unless you break your ****** ugly toes.
Or, get a bigger size.
My point exactly.
People are so ****** obsessed with me and my energy.
I want nothing to do with any of them.
They can't help but pry, and stalk, and watch my every motive like a hawk.
It's ****** head drilling!!
Stay the **** away!!!
I only want one person, the person who is for me and only me.
I don't give a **** about anyone else
Apr 4, 2022
Apr 4, 2022 at 12:32 PM UTC