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"cooing" poems
I like for you to be still It is as though you are absent And you hear me from far away And my voice does not touch you It seems as though your eyes had flown away And it seems that a kiss had sealed your mouth As all things are filled with my soul You emerge from the things Filled with my soul You are like my soul A butterfly of dream And you are like the word: Melancholy I like for you to be still And you seem far away It sounds as though you are lamenting A butterfly cooing like a dove And you hear me from far away And my voice does not reach you Let me come to be still in your silence And let me talk to you with your silence That is bright as a lamp Simple, as a ring You are like the night With its stillness and constellations Your silence is that of a star As remote and candid I like for you to be still It is as though you are absent Distant and full of sorrow So you would've died One word then, One smile is enough And I'm happy; Happy that it's not true
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I Like For You To Be Still
i felt like talking that night reciting poetry to your big blue eyes and raw pink mouth smiling high as a wind whipped kite discussing art, ontology, and existentialism sitting like lotus at the Cafe Figaro on McDougall st in the west village belly of a ghost lost in a vagrant memory afterwards we went to a little one bedroom flat in the east village haunted by the vapors of its history a slight stench of **** and dingo tongue dripping toilet all peeling walls intimating births, cheer and squalor after a hot bath of lathered torsos we followrd each other naked winding around a table into a swaying bed that beckoned **** here my darlings and i licked and drank out of your drenched rose red blossom for hours it licking back I salvaged the loneliness of my soul between your thighs like a desolate dog whimpering thanking God with every graze and ****** of your all supple shifting limbs your company your company your sweet droplets of company in moon rise summer balm we looked in the mirror reflecting on my glistening face all red raspberry my lips like blood hydras laughing our ***** off at how artsy we looked smeared with your rouge painted thighs appearing as if half eaten you growled swallowed and licked big butter piggy till your nose ran like the Ganges gagging eyes bloodshot pools of fire cooing and oowing driving me maniacal with every ****** of your wild flicking tongue we poured our selves into each other viscous creels gushing coursing like slime silver radiating and finally used to the marrow we found ourselves drooping sails our eyelids  leaden the night mist fell upon us   muttering shadows and our *** shriveled like cast-off umbilici and we fell to sleep steep steep buoyant like two buttermilk clouds adrift your company your company your sweet droplets of company in moon rise summer balm
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Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 1:50 PM UTC
CAFE FIGARO
i felt like talking that night reciting poetry to your big blue eyes and raw pink mouth smiling high as a wind whipped kite discussing art, ontology, and existentialism sitting like lotus at the Cafe Figaro on McDougall st in the west village belly of a ghost lost in a vagrant memory afterwards we went to a little one bedroom flat in the east village haunted by the vapors of its history a slight stench of **** and dingo tongue dripping toilet all peeling walls intimating births, cheer and squalor after a hot bath of lathered torsos we followrd each other naked winding around a table into a swaying bed that beckoned **** here my darlings and i licked and drank out of your drenched rose red blossom for hours it licking back I salvaged the loneliness of my soul between your thighs like a desolate dog whimpering thanking God with every graze and ****** of your all supple shifting limbs your company your company your sweet droplets of company in moon rise summer balm we looked in the mirror reflecting on my glistening face all red raspberry my lips like blood hydras laughing our ***** off at how artsy we looked smeared with your rouge painted thighs appearing as if half eaten you growled swallowed and licked big butter piggy till your nose ran like the Ganges gagging eyes bloodshot pools of fire cooing and oowing driving me maniacal with every ****** of your wild flicking tongue we poured our selves into each other viscous creels gushing coursing like slime silver radiating and finally used to the marrow we found ourselves drooping sails our eyelids  leaden the night mist fell upon us   muttering shadows and our *** shriveled like cast-off umbilici and we fell to sleep steep steep buoyant like two buttermilk clouds adrift your company your company your sweet droplets of company in moon rise summer balm
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OPPOSITE my chamber window, On the sunny roof, at play, High above the city's tumult, Flocks of doves sit day by day. Shining necks and snowy bosoms, Little rosy, tripping feet, Twinkling eyes and fluttering wings, Cooing voices, low and sweet,- Graceful games and friendly meetings, Do I daily watch and see. For these happy little neighbors Always seem at peace to be. On my window-ledge, to lure them, Crumbs of bread I often strew, And, behind the curtain hiding, Watch them flutter to and fro. Soon they cease to fear the giver, Quick are they to feel my love, And my alms are freely taken By the shyest little dove. In soft flight, they circle downward, Peep in through the window-pane; Stretch their gleaming necks to greet me, Peck and coo, and come again. Faithful little friends and neighbors, For no wintry wind or rain, Household cares or airy pastimes, Can my loving birds restrain. Other friends forget, or linger, But each day I surely know That my doves will come and leave here Little footprints in the snow. So, they teach me the sweet lesson, That the humblest may give Help and hope, and in so doing, Learn the truth by which we live; For the heart that freely scatters Simple charities and loves, Lures home content, and joy, and peace, Like a soft-winged flock of doves.
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My Doves
They will not be the same next time. The sayings so cute, just slightly off, will be corrected. Their eyes will be more skeptical, plugged in the more securely to the worldly buzz of television, alphabet, and street talk, culture polluting their gazes' dawn blue. It makes you see at last the value of those boring aunts and neighbors (their smells of summer sweat and cigarettes, their faces like shapes of sky between shade-giving leaves) who knew you from the start, when you were zero, cooing their nothings before you could be bored or knew a name, not even you own, or how this world brave with hellos turns all goodbye.
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Saying Goodbye to Very Young Children
making love with no love (kissed her with his freedom) <•> a new person in an overnight stay in a strange, aptly named, bed and breakfast and you do all the same things that just feel good, careless loving that comes from practiced renewable remembering, kiss her neck for hours, drink in her crescendoing cooing rename her Appalachia, bemused, wondering why, she gasp-asks, when your tongue traces her odyssey body from her Georgia to her Maine, then no need to explain it all feels familiarly strange, imbalanced, shaky, loving the thrill of your first solo bike ride, an invisible hand letting go, the wow of walking the line of new freedom and old responsibility that you have walked on both coasts carry on, love is coming to us all lyric, enacted-recalled, loving yet another long cool woman in a black dress with unquestioning how to explain to her, how to yourself, loving with no loving, and the best you can stammer is it is like writing a poem with too many commas or none at all she laughs you up with one mouth lingering, then one amazing kiss on your heart and nose, grabs a piece of toast and gone girl, then you are returned to alone, to the dreams that may or may not have occurred and two hands overflowing with too many commas and none to keep <•> 11-18–17 2:54am, somewhere
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Nov 18, 2017
Nov 18, 2017 at 10:13 AM UTC
making love with no love (kissed her with his freedom 11/17)
Clear sun on the bedroom wall, Doves cooing secrets outside. Here in the kitchen, bright scent of orange oil as it’s skin gives way. I'll open just one today.
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Feb 29, 2016
Feb 29, 2016 at 2:43 PM UTC
Leap Day
Buzz of electricity. Snow refrozen in the night air. Laundry veins cooing. Trees standing without wind. Clear sky calling to other life. A chair of safety and the silver spoon. What would life be like as a Native or a Black, an Hispanic or Asian? How much more alone would I feel? How much more understanding would I need to be? How much would history paint me? Would prisons call out for me? Would ghettos know my name? Would people condescend?
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Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 3:45 AM UTC
Life, Liberty, the pursuit of Happyness
what is more gentle, than this pillow of the light? a life narrowing, in a bright feather dance that sweeps across the sea or covers our faces in shadows. where do you go when you leave me? now I am nocturnal, a bliss bandit, cooing at stars one thousand miles high. shaking like a tea kettle, I am the black *** black, shaking, shivering. Swallowing pieces of your light, in the back-room jungle where I sew, tears to the bottoms of my eyes, where no one ever goes. I know days, hours, one minute where I gambled time and stood behind you with my fingers on your shoulders and my mouth on your neck. What it takes to be apart, split in half, shucked from birth; it takes every thing I ever owned, every note I ever sang, each breath that I will make- some thought I stand up on, my knees quivering below me. five kinds of drugs just to see straight, to hold my hands steady or sleep at night. your lavender flavor is still in me. you in me. one. two. soaking in this forgotten city, Earth's heroes drifting away. I could never eat again, or cast a spell, or touch the same. while burning I may never stand on these same two feet again. four years, a photograph. one voice, softening into my skin, that I never may forget. that this beard is of an old man, should I never count again blessings or songs. I dive into the flame and study this journey backwards. so I should never forget, everything so serious as this as you, in me.
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Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 6:58 PM UTC
/hours\light/pe[n]guins/spirits\incantations/l[o]ves/ May 15, 2013 at 8:21pm
The big angry things sling vocal feces Fleshy phallus-pumps close at hand, cooing Guzzle guzzle ethanol Inebriated petrol-baby "Smash the atom!" "We're too late, we're too late!" Tar (quick) sand ***** Big angry things drown "We gotta gotta drill!" Penetrate the Mother with a steel **** Oedipus laughs As the boulder, finally Crushes Sisyphus.
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Mar 3, 2013
Mar 3, 2013 at 2:54 PM UTC
Oedipus laughs
I ran up six flights of stairs to my small furnished room   opened the window and began throwing out those things most important in life. First to go, Truth, squealing like a fink: "Don't! I'll tell awful things about you!" "Oh yeah? Well, I've nothing to hide ... OUT!" Then went God, glowering & whimpering in amazement:   "It's not my fault! I'm not the cause of it all!" "OUT!"   Then Love, cooing bribes: "You'll never know impotency!   All the girls on Vogue covers, all yours!" I pushed her fat *** out and screamed: "You always end up a ****** I picked up Faith, Hope, Charity all three clinging together: "Without us you'll surely die!" "With you I'm going nuts! Goodbye!" Then Beauty ... ah, Beauty— As I led her to the window I told her: "You I loved best in life ... but you're a killer; Beauty kills!"   Not really meaning to drop her I immediately ran downstairs getting there just in time to catch her   "You saved me!" she cried I put her down and told her: "Move on." Went back up those six flights went to the money there was no money to throw out. The only thing left in the room was Death   hiding beneath the kitchen sink: "I'm not real!" It cried "I'm just a rumor spread by life ... "   Laughing I threw it out, kitchen sink and all   and suddenly realized Humor was all that was left— All I could do with Humor was to say:   "Out the window with the window!"
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Feb 28, 2014
Feb 28, 2014 at 5:33 AM UTC
The Whole Mess ... Almost - by Gregory Corso
You know how the Lorax spoke for the trees? I feel the need to speak for my four-year-old niece. Not because she can't speak -- she can and rarely stops once she starts -- but because there are certain concepts time has yet to grant her. So until time does, I got you covered, Lucy. Mommy, you call it the "poetry" of a child's sleep, ohh 'n ahh, she's so, so sweet, I call it child's "pose." Not the yoga neither. I'm posing and rolling and cooing biding time until you're tripping on the Ambien retreating to a dream. You're only reprieve. 'Cause when your *** is asleep, I be mixing up the Play-doh, red and yellow, black and white, 'till it's 50 shades of brown, alright? Dirt pies from the backyard, put 'em by the brownies in the morning world-weary in your pajamys Slip-up, slip-up, I smell a slip-up. Ain't a direct threat, Queen Buttercup because you'd just say, "I ain't afraid of you, shorty." Blood flow. Blood slow. Simmering, saucy. Mommy, looking down skyscraper balcony. May I remind, a giant ain't bringing down Manhattan, It's that little, wayward wrecking ball, eh Captain? Over my shoulder, drinking from a thermos -- stumble in your step mean you gettin' nervous-- hand me piece of paper and two crayons macaroni orange and swamp water liaisons these coloring sheets are so bourgeoisie. These coloring sheets are so bourgeoisie. "Color outside the lines, eh Lucy? don't play by the rules," my Mommy say, but I been around long enough to know dat 'dese rules pay. Outside the lines?  Is just uh sloppy. Been outside the club in front of the line with my fellow shawties. Slip-up, slip-up, I smell a slip-up. Ain't a direct threat, Queen Buttercup because you'd just say, "I ain't afraid of you, shorty." Blood flow. Blood slow. Simmering, saucy. Mommy, looking down skyscraper balcony. May I remind, a giant ain't bringing down Manhattan, It's that little, wayward wrecking ball, eh Captain? Chicken and fries three meals-a-day. Chocolate milk three meals-a-day. Tricycle boys three wheels away. Hands on your hips can't make me stay. Lego blocks lodged in your skull. I've hid the Advil. The Dayquil. Drank the Nyquil though. Alright, alright, time to get confessional. All my ***** accidents are intentional. I melt my own Barbies to feel alive. Snort glue sticks just to get hella high. Mommy, you've got a messy ketchup face. Mommy, you've got spiders in your hair. Mommy, you've got ****** on your pants. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Bi-otch. Blood flow. Blood slow. Simmering, saucy. Mommy, looking down skyscraper balcony. May I remind, a giant ain't bringing down Manhattan, It's that little, wayward wrecking ball, eh Captain?
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Apr 18, 2013
Apr 18, 2013 at 7:29 PM UTC
Wrecking Ball Freestyle (For Lucy Claire)
You know how the Lorax spoke for the trees? I feel the need to speak for my four-year-old niece. Not because she can't speak -- she can and rarely stops once she starts -- but because there are certain concepts time has yet to grant her. So until time does, I got you covered, Lucy. Mommy, you call it the "poetry" of a child's sleep, ohh 'n ahh, she's so, so sweet, I call it child's "pose." Not the yoga neither. I'm posing and rolling and cooing biding time until you're tripping on the Ambien retreating to a dream. You're only reprieve. 'Cause when your *** is asleep, I be mixing up the Play-doh, red and yellow, black and white, 'till it's 50 shades of brown, alright? Dirt pies from the backyard, put 'em by the brownies in the morning world-weary in your pajamys Slip-up, slip-up, I smell a slip-up. Ain't a direct threat, Queen Buttercup because you'd just say, "I ain't afraid of you, shorty." Blood flow. Blood slow. Simmering, saucy. Mommy, looking down skyscraper balcony. May I remind, a giant ain't bringing down Manhattan, It's that little, wayward wrecking ball, eh Captain? Over my shoulder, drinking from a thermos -- stumble in your step mean you gettin' nervous-- hand me piece of paper and two crayons macaroni orange and swamp water liaisons these coloring sheets are so bourgeoisie. These coloring sheets are so bourgeoisie. "Color outside the lines, eh Lucy? don't play by the rules," my Mommy say, but I been around long enough to know dat 'dese rules pay. Outside the lines?  Is just uh sloppy. Been outside the club in front of the line with my fellow shawties. Slip-up, slip-up, I smell a slip-up. Ain't a direct threat, Queen Buttercup because you'd just say, "I ain't afraid of you, shorty." Blood flow. Blood slow. Simmering, saucy. Mommy, looking down skyscraper balcony. May I remind, a giant ain't bringing down Manhattan, It's that little, wayward wrecking ball, eh Captain? Chicken and fries three meals-a-day. Chocolate milk three meals-a-day. Tricycle boys three wheels away. Hands on your hips can't make me stay. Lego blocks lodged in your skull. I've hid the Advil. The Dayquil. Drank the Nyquil though. Alright, alright, time to get confessional. All my ***** accidents are intentional. I melt my own Barbies to feel alive. Snort glue sticks just to get hella high. Mommy, you've got a messy ketchup face. Mommy, you've got spiders in your hair. Mommy, you've got ****** on your pants. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Ha. Bi-otch. Blood flow. Blood slow. Simmering, saucy. Mommy, looking down skyscraper balcony. May I remind, a giant ain't bringing down Manhattan, It's that little, wayward wrecking ball, eh Captain?
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Pretty Little Cup Cake Store: I walk through the door. Somehow I think it will Cheer me up. A white iced-pink sprinkled cupcake Will help me forget. While unwrapping the trendy black and  baby blue doted baking paper Will bring back the past again. But, even I know it is a ruse A joke I play on myself. You know the owners are some super hot soccer moms whose family invested in their latest project. Those **** bakers with pretty white aprons And size two retro-pink waitress uniforms; Smiling and cooing at the lavender infused cake That makes this treat go down so smooth. A gluten-free icing with a garnish of kumquat. This will land their pictures on the local news. I am not a size two. I will just as soon eat a nutty-buddy by Little Debbie But, this trendy cupcake cafe, makes me feel I am one of those Pretty ladies in the retro pink waitress uniform. Kinda like a celebration, for a party of one. I am not a hot pretty stick chick I will buy four, five or six of those pretty cupcakes. Pretending I am buying a hostess gift. But, the truth..... My husband forgot that we married 8 years ago this day. I will pay too much for too little product: but the cake box is cute I will sit in my car Eating, till my teeth hurt. I will rationalize; that I will cleanse tomorrow. I will go home. He will ask how I am, while staring at the TV. "Shussh" he will say, "I'm trying to hear." There is no use to remind him He will play the tired "I'm-in-the-dog-house game." I prefer stuffing four, five or six pretty little cupcakes Into my mouth then listening To his tired apologies, weak little lies and false promises of a planned Surprise. Instead; I will go to my room; then my private bath: I will stick my fingers down my throat And cough up my life.
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Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 7:27 PM UTC
Pretty Little Cupcakes
Pretty Little Cup Cake Store: I walk through the door. Somehow I think it will Cheer me up. A white iced-pink sprinkled cupcake Will help me forget. While unwrapping the trendy black and  baby blue doted baking paper Will bring back the past again. But, even I know it is a ruse A joke I play on myself. You know the owners are some super hot soccer moms whose family invested in their latest project. Those **** bakers with pretty white aprons And size two retro-pink waitress uniforms; Smiling and cooing at the lavender infused cake That makes this treat go down so smooth. A gluten-free icing with a garnish of kumquat. This will land their pictures on the local news. I am not a size two. I will just as soon eat a nutty-buddy by Little Debbie But, this trendy cupcake cafe, makes me feel I am one of those Pretty ladies in the retro pink waitress uniform. Kinda like a celebration, for a party of one. I am not a hot pretty stick chick I will buy four, five or six of those pretty cupcakes. Pretending I am buying a hostess gift. But, the truth..... My husband forgot that we married 8 years ago this day. I will pay too much for too little product: but the cake box is cute I will sit in my car Eating, till my teeth hurt. I will rationalize; that I will cleanse tomorrow. I will go home. He will ask how I am, while staring at the TV. "Shussh" he will say, "I'm trying to hear." There is no use to remind him He will play the tired "I'm-in-the-dog-house game." I prefer stuffing four, five or six pretty little cupcakes Into my mouth then listening To his tired apologies, weak little lies and false promises of a planned Surprise. Instead; I will go to my room; then my private bath: I will stick my fingers down my throat And cough up my life.
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Loneliness is like those ferns Which grow in the forest alone Loneliness is like those flowers Which dance in the meadow All by themselves Loneliness is like a palm tree Standing--growing on the shore alone Looking out towards the ocean Without any other palm trees Loneliness is like a waterfall Roaring mightily All by himself Loneliness is like a Fairy Crying all alone Sitting on a mushroom All by herself With no other Fairies There to sprinkle Fairy dust and cheer Loneliness is like a path Without any people to walk upon it Loneliness is like a butterfly Flying alone Sometimes we all tend to get lonely But we must strive to see The brighter things in life Like a butterfly Dancing with her mate Like a bird cooing to his lover Like a path with people to walk upon it Like a waterfall gushing and flowing Happily singing to the Creator Like a Fairy Dancing in a Fairy ring with all her friends Like a palm tree growing Surrounded by other palm trees Like a flower waltzing with other flowers ~Marian~
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Sep 12, 2013
Sep 12, 2013 at 9:07 PM UTC
Loneliness
Creatures of the night, howling and cooing, in the dark forest, sending chills that run down my spine, with goose bumps all over my body. It's really spooky in this quiet night as the drizzling rain makes it more difficult and uncomfortable to see in the dark. The tranquil of this night is so frightening and makes one go weak at the knees. I can hear the ****** biting the wood to make a ridge so the flood will find its path. You can hear every footstep of these creatures moving in the dark. The flapping wings of the dreaded vampire blood ******* hammerhead bat flying so low above my head, another nightmare of the night, the night owl staring at me, the park of wolves barking at a distance, the creepy noises of other animals in the deep dark night, the noise of the ruffled dried leaves by the king cobra hunting. It seems they are watching your every move in the dark. The whiff of your scent they perceive from afar. Alone in the quiet dark night with the night creatures is a perfect place to test your nerves and witness the beauty of the night unfold before you in display of their magic. ©2018,Emeka Mokeme. All Rights Reserved.
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 9:28 AM UTC
CREATURES OF THE NIGHT
I could write the loveliest poem ever, A lonely dove went cooing by and by, Yonder rill, yonder hill, yonder river, Whilst it winged into a clear blue sky. Lovely is the sky in her robes of blue, Velvety blue I mean, as eyes of thine Never bestowed upon any seraph, That upon my soul kindled love divine. I could croon the loveliest tune ever, And whisper it upon rivers of time; That fairly stream by and by forever, A tune that in thy heart could ever chime,   If only I could glance at thy bright eyes   To once stray upon shores of paradise.
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Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 9:15 AM UTC
I Could Write The Loveliest Poem Ever (Sonnet 009)
The battle ensued Between combatants heart and mind As loneliness whispered softly Of tenderness In cooing song and rhyme The brain issued a stern warning Of heartache and the ache of sorrow The turmoil of the soul And the price The wrath of storms coming Love ignored words of caution With little thought of consequence Forging fearlessly and foolishly ahead Igniting a small spark Accompanied smoke trails in the night Long ago thought dead Glowing orange blue flickering embers Soon a smoldering burning fire Did awaken from memories long sleep The emotion Desire This poem is copyrighted and stored in author base. All material subject to Copyright Infringement laws Section 512(c)(3) of the U.S. Copyright Act, 17 U.S.C. S512(c)(3), Tammy M. Darby Dec. 26, 2014
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Jan 27, 2014
Jan 27, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
Desire
Sweet tamarind pods stick to the warm black tarmac where fortunate doves wander about in the shade, trilling to themselves, and each other. Either something strikes them as funny, or they just love their easy lives. Certainly, they sound so different from their modest cousins, cooing sadly in colder places. Born here in Paradise, these birds wear blue eye shadow every day, and not just on weekends. Late afternoon finds me in their lazy midst, hair wet and curling, sand stuck to my bare, tanned feet.
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Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 4:28 PM UTC
The Doves At Keawakapu
Crowded lakeside, more than expected on a normal day. Hoping for a quiet rendezvous in private she looked aghast, at such a turn of events, nevertheless started to make eyes at him; patience wasn't her best friend. Shutting up like a clam he was a picture of contrast. Every desire she expressed turned to a love sick wood duck soon  a flock was billing and cooing preening and polishing in haste, making amorous advances with an aggressiveness suggesting intolerance to his reticence. They chased his silence with irresistible  mating calls, raising hell as if in heat, making him regret.
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Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 2:30 PM UTC
Lovesick Antics
This bakery sounds like couples cooing at each other from opposite ends of the booth Giggling like no one else sees they're playing footsies under the table And coffee they've let go cold because no one orders hot, black coffee at five pm in this Arizona heat. It sounds like cookies taunting the diabetic who really did come in for the salads And the free wifi, of course. It sounds disgustingly like the same song I've played on repeat for the past three hours Contemplating what I want to write about tonight. But not really contemplating More like wishing that on the walk to this bakery that's stuck on the corner of a straight road I'd thrown you to the ground and punched you in the face For all the wrongs you've done and all the wrongs you're going to do. But your apathy threw me off, and I kept walking in silence. Wishing I could have the beach's sands, the mountain's bending rivers, And that I could run away from here. This bakery sounds like noise, and sometimes noise is tolerable. At least noise is better than apathy.
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Oct 8, 2013
Oct 8, 2013 at 8:41 PM UTC
Better than Apathy
I will not forget you. Would I like to forget you? Or what you did to me? Perhaps. But I will not. Do not. Cannot. Have not. I do not forget you. Certain places, touches, people Remind me of you, of us, of that fateful day. I did not forget you. I have not forgotten you. I cannot be near a farm without a memory Invading my mind and my heart. I cannot eat or smell a mushroom without flashbacks flooding through my head. You put them there. I cannot forget you. I did not choose promiscuity, abusive relationships, or self-harm. You chose them for me. I did not choose to give it all away to some devilish boy cooing in my ear, "I love you, Sarah." But that was my new normal. It is not normal. And it is not now. I once had hoped to forget you. To block out the pain associated with your name. I did not want anything to do with you. I did not want to believe you hurt me. I did not want to deal with the mess you left behind While you gave into your own selfish impulses. Now I do not choose to forget you. I allow myself to feel the hurt when I need to. I allow myself to mourn the loss of my innocence. I allow myself to acknowledge that I am not completely "moved on" And I let you be my motivation to help others. I do not have to forget you. I chose a life for myself in order to deal with it Feminism, activism, writing. And frankly, That is quite okay with me.
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Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 12:55 PM UTC
The Art of Forgetting
My failures before my God Come with the soft cooing Of the mourning doves.
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Jul 11, 2013
Jul 11, 2013 at 12:13 PM UTC
Mourning Doves
rows and columns of doves made a field of white roses cooing underneath a blue September moon where the inner peace shall bloom
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May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 7:27 PM UTC
Where Inner Peace Shall Bloom
There once was a proper noun, who started hanging with the wrong crowd. With alluring adjectives who handed out compliments like candy − gob smacking gossipers with an opinion on everything. And with thrill-seeking adverbs, who buddied up to the most dangerous of companions; crash, dive, hurl, and gamble (to name a few). Until the day the sentence came rambling into town, planting punctuation in the form of kisses on the noun’s eyelids, earlobes, and collarbone. Provoking such admissions as, “My thighs stuck to the black leather seats under the hot, cloudy skies of that August afternoon, and my hair whipped like willow branches in the wind, when I rode on the back of his motorcycle.” or, “He greets me every morning with a sun-drenched kiss”, and, “The tulips were picked fresh from the ditch of a curvy, country road, but now sit in a vase by my bed, and are slowly wilting away.” It would eventually be made clear that the sentence had a nasty habit of propositioning prepositions, only to leave them hanging, and to place things in parenthesis, that simply did not belong.   And so, the sentence would wind up leaving town, or “run-on”, as the noun liked to tell it. Went chasing after some particularly provocative expletives, eventually trailing off with a faint set of ellipsis... And the kindest of adjectives came cooing after the noun, calling to her; lovely, lustrous, listless. And the adverbs brought with them their gentlest of friends; comfort and console, to speak with the noun: softly, tenderly, lovingly- all witnesses. But it was of no use, and the noun whispered quietly: “I have been enchanted with a single kiss which can never be undone, until the destruction of language.” *based off of the poem Permanently, by Kenneth Koch
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Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 4:24 PM UTC
Structure
There once was a proper noun, who started hanging with the wrong crowd. With alluring adjectives who handed out compliments like candy − gob smacking gossipers with an opinion on everything. And with thrill-seeking adverbs, who buddied up to the most dangerous of companions; crash, dive, hurl, and gamble (to name a few). Until the day the sentence came rambling into town, planting punctuation in the form of kisses on the noun’s eyelids, earlobes, and collarbone. Provoking such admissions as, “My thighs stuck to the black leather seats under the hot, cloudy skies of that August afternoon, and my hair whipped like willow branches in the wind, when I rode on the back of his motorcycle.” or, “He greets me every morning with a sun-drenched kiss”, and, “The tulips were picked fresh from the ditch of a curvy, country road, but now sit in a vase by my bed, and are slowly wilting away.” It would eventually be made clear that the sentence had a nasty habit of propositioning prepositions, only to leave them hanging, and to place things in parenthesis, that simply did not belong.   And so, the sentence would wind up leaving town, or “run-on”, as the noun liked to tell it. Went chasing after some particularly provocative expletives, eventually trailing off with a faint set of ellipsis... And the kindest of adjectives came cooing after the noun, calling to her; lovely, lustrous, listless. And the adverbs brought with them their gentlest of friends; comfort and console, to speak with the noun: softly, tenderly, lovingly- all witnesses. But it was of no use, and the noun whispered quietly: “I have been enchanted with a single kiss which can never be undone, until the destruction of language.” *based off of the poem Permanently, by Kenneth Koch
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It's March in California and, It feels like an early September evening in Virginia, An owl is cooing, A nostalgic singsong that reminds me of the woods behind my parents house, Comfort seekers in my senses inflate, Disappearing into a heady haze, Anything to distract myself from the mini self-betrayal I just executed. I can watch myself as I do it, Basking in this nostalgia, The detachment from my pain easing my shoulders, Making me feel high, Or maybe it's the serotonin and dopamine, Coursing around in my body, Freely, As it pleases, Results of. The owl is howling and my roommate is home, My phone is silent and I'm blissfully alone, Detachment, detachment, detachment, My favorite drug, how I've missed you. So sickly happy, So near to trauma, (my familiar place) But my perspective saving me from feeling it.. I could be in Virginia in 2008, My legs a little hairy, A breeze blowing through my long, long hair, Innocence teasing me. Or I could be here, now, Listening for an owl that has stopped calling. How delicious. Sweet detachment. My favorite drug.
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Mar 16, 2019
Mar 16, 2019 at 9:47 PM UTC
Owls
The week has to have a weekend Days have to have a tomorrow And goodbye to yesterday’s/ In turns will bring the months to an end/ What do we have to face moving forward setbacks and more worried looks in the bystanders eyes.. When all is set and done, we have to say grace We have to look up every morning and whisper to the skies. The news broadcaster’s never speak of genuine love, They only wishes to be littered, While, begging folks to do their part The cooing of the dark lonely dove a symbol that there’s is no more love in ones heart during the these stressful day/ Ten o’clock curfew at night,\/ Essentials workers must only be seen at dawn/ No more than ten to twelve people on sight/ And large outstanding gathering must be gone/ Black Friday’s deals, window shopping strolls Everything seem on hold, the biggest black hole of 2020/ And nothing spoke to me: not even a 60 inch flatscreen TV/ Let’s take a page from the Jewish customs Bury the dead in the next seventy two hours/ All November traditions is limit/ Thanksgiving Day a Tic, tok All Saints Day, All Souls Day, Mischief Night, Bonfire Night Once you take down the statues, of useless figures Would History of the injustices will be erase/
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Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 6:58 AM UTC
Setback N More