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"contrasted" poems
Speaking of broken hearts and mended fenced in mem'ries   I am painting skies of tangerine, saffron & an illuminated lilac hue against the starkly contrasted crisp cornflower blue, stretching canvas that is along with all the other blindingly beautiful colors of a twilight sky And those dripping cotton candy stratospheric clouds Ice crystals freezing into supercooled water droplets Streaking the sky in cirrus whispers ..I hear them whisper, "hello"... Blinding beauty through unadulterated sunlight I am fleeced like a lamb watching in awe, ..in wonder then stomping sounds of coming thunder, Finding depth and height out  in the stratosphere Blinded by the After Light or afterglow affected by the amount of haze I'm in a daze ...as I am reaching High above the fading light of a brilliant early fall sunset I take a big breath of that sumptuous air and twirl my skirted legs my painted toes where I know I am back to solid ground Appreciating the last time I say sleep well to you  my dear summertimes sweet mem'ries and the fun we had this year. Cherie Nolan © 2016
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Sep 1, 2016
Sep 1, 2016 at 2:39 PM UTC
"After Light"
The smells of caramel, citric fruit and bread being licked by flames, The colour. Black. Deep and rich. As if it was oil taken from the ground, The taste is different, bitter, and earthy, contrasted by molasses, and sweet almonds, This is how my day begins.
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 12:39 PM UTC
My coffee
Is it really this hard to find people I can go back and forth in discussion with about Buddhist and Hindu theology compared and contrasted against Christian and Yoruba I want to scream and shout and dance with somebody over Janet Jackson's new album and at the same time feel the heat and talk with somebody about how extremely sad and depressing but oh so good Giovanni's Room was I want to be able to speak with somebody whom can quote Malcolm X and Kafka in the same breath Somebody who could see the logic of Pac and Immortal Technique on the same piece with the Budos Band or Mulatu on the back track I want to know people whom know just exactly who Suki Lee and Bayard Rustin are can we talk about Jacob Kinohoor's *** at least for a moment then get into some B.B. King or Johnny Cash have you seen Dune the one from the eighties James McAvoy shirtless as well as John Goodman’s acting were only good things about the other if you read it even better what about the ***** that sat by the door Or killer clowns from outer space let's be shady and point out all the inaccuracies on the history and discovery and channels praying for that day that's not in February They show Shaka Zulu in full without commercial interruption Or maybe a documentary about native American people with actual native actors that do not depict them all as either plains people Or Inuit Cause you already know not everybody is Eskimo then let's put on our own private production of legally blonde followed by encore presentations of the classic scene Of Miss Celie and miss Ofelia going in over Harpo can I discuss with you how the Patriot act nullifies everything in constitution And the bill of rights even though they never were intended to be permanent any way It would be nice to not have to explain a Corporatocracy all my life Ive been into Egyptology You do know that Imhotep was the actual founder of medicine by a good 2000 years not that Hippocrat the thing is I'm still learning when attempt to delve that deeply into people which I don't even consider that deep They often misunderstand They often concluded without thinking maybe just maybe ©Christopher F. Brown 2015
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May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 11:30 PM UTC
I'm not trying to **** I'm trying to see you in 3D
Is it really this hard to find people I can go back and forth in discussion with about Buddhist and Hindu theology compared and contrasted against Christian and Yoruba I want to scream and shout and dance with somebody over Janet Jackson's new album and at the same time feel the heat and talk with somebody about how extremely sad and depressing but oh so good Giovanni's Room was I want to be able to speak with somebody whom can quote Malcolm X and Kafka in the same breath Somebody who could see the logic of Pac and Immortal Technique on the same piece with the Budos Band or Mulatu on the back track I want to know people whom know just exactly who Suki Lee and Bayard Rustin are can we talk about Jacob Kinohoor's *** at least for a moment then get into some B.B. King or Johnny Cash have you seen Dune the one from the eighties James McAvoy shirtless as well as John Goodman’s acting were only good things about the other if you read it even better what about the ***** that sat by the door Or killer clowns from outer space let's be shady and point out all the inaccuracies on the history and discovery and channels praying for that day that's not in February They show Shaka Zulu in full without commercial interruption Or maybe a documentary about native American people with actual native actors that do not depict them all as either plains people Or Inuit Cause you already know not everybody is Eskimo then let's put on our own private production of legally blonde followed by encore presentations of the classic scene Of Miss Celie and miss Ofelia going in over Harpo can I discuss with you how the Patriot act nullifies everything in constitution And the bill of rights even though they never were intended to be permanent any way It would be nice to not have to explain a Corporatocracy all my life Ive been into Egyptology You do know that Imhotep was the actual founder of medicine by a good 2000 years not that Hippocrat the thing is I'm still learning when attempt to delve that deeply into people which I don't even consider that deep They often misunderstand They often concluded without thinking maybe just maybe ©Christopher F. Brown 2015
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If there was another way to say it; An easy way for you to understand... I would not be pouring out these words In an attempt to paint a picture. I wouldn't be desperate to bottle My emotions and thoughts Into these stained glass letters, With the tin syntax lid. Poking holes through the top Of my head, So you could see. Firefly ideas. I am a photographer of hearts and minds. The blood red room holds My negatives. How can I make them easier for you to see? The composition so sweet, The lighting so contrasted with The shadows hiding the everyday. What I really want you to do is stop reading. Go look into the eyes of a lover. Go hold a child's hand while they sing. Listen to the wind change. Feel the pulse of a city. Cry with old wrinkled skin For youth and life, and hope. That is what my poem means. It is a pulsing picture Held captive in rhetoric.
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May 18, 2010
May 18, 2010 at 6:42 AM UTC
Analyze This
I imagine I can write about war—that god and man have contrasted to the continually shading topaz of bodies being crystallized. stoic, tangled planets overhead— circling as my eyes fill with infinity-pools. your edges fall off when I look up into space to see you without seeing you.
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Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 2:52 PM UTC
stargazing
She saw a rainbow where he could only see black. But together, they made a frame, keeping their picture perfect life intact. She saw the sun where he was always captivated by the moon. But together, they made each other's wishes come true and not a moment too soon. She saw smiles where he drowned in the sadness of eyes. But together, they made laughter and found truth amongst a million lies. She saw beauty where he could only see regrets and pain. But together, they made a life that could always be and would always remain. She saw him where he would always find her. And together, they made happiness that could span galaxies forever.
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Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 12:53 PM UTC
Contrasted Love
406 Some—Work for Immortality— The Chiefer part, for Time— He—Compensates—immediately— The former—Checks—on Fame— Slow Gold—but Everlasting— The Bullion of Today— Contrasted with the Currency Of Immortality— A Beggar—Here and There— Is gifted to discern Beyond the Broker’s insight— One’s—Money—One’s—the Mine—
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Some—Work for Immortality
is this craft that chose you, not defined by millimeters, precision absolute, curvatures, so eye pleasing they demonstrate no tolerance for tolerance of the ordinary the skill of words, too, cut so fine, find the extraordinary within, refine, refine, refine, shave away the trite, the reused, discard, instant recognition, unusable cut new cuts, thy spirit tolling, thy soul trolling anew is thy toolings earth sourced from and of the ever better, ever closer, always newer make thy own designs, faithfully execute the new born original, by elevating, with the tools in you, provide us, by illuminating no thing machined, can ever be as fine as the originality that requires soft spoken definition in new ways, heart and hand guild crafted when God designed the Connecticut autumnal leaves, overriding the summers's single green, good but not miraculous, insufficient, when contrasted with the shades of red, yellow, purple, black, orange, pink, magenta, blue and brown of newly fallen words and worlds in the season of change write me a tool so elegant, so complex, so refined and yet so simple, that its point will force no choice, but engrave gasps of pleasure upon my faltering eyes, my slowing heart, my exhausted limbs, and make me live again through your finest creativity heat heat heat burn to look beyond
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Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 9:38 AM UTC
Machinist, Tool Thyself (for Joe)
There is the smoke dancing through the gentle air. Rising whirls of a diminishing fate contrasted ever so clear. Pushed and pulled with out a care at all. Becoming what is to become From the ashes of what never was.
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Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 6:27 PM UTC
Smoke from a substance abused.
Click Click Click Words spew onto the screen, The story of how you make me feel. How my chest aches in anguish At the distance that divides us. How I spent seasons sobbing at the sky How the brightest blue fades Contrasted with your smile. How every “I love you” I send is as sincere as the first. How every “I love you” I receive still makes me melt. How I can measure minutes in thoughts of you. And then. I crush the curious arrow always pointing left, Never letting me be right. Never letting me express myself for fear of being cast aside Funny how that unassuming arrow Holds me back from so much. Click Click Click
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Dec 26, 2015
Dec 26, 2015 at 5:42 AM UTC
A Love Untold
I asked if it was night and he replied ney he untied my blindfold and showed me the day. The dead leaves around me contrasted the sky but amongst them appeared and adorable guy He asked for my hand a date would you please I froze and said yes may love set us free
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Nov 17, 2012
Nov 17, 2012 at 4:18 PM UTC
Opened Eyes
The peacocks were behind wire the sun warm cloudless sky and Monica had ridden beside you on her bike knowing her brothers were out with the older brother you not knowing had gone to the farm house to meet them o they’re out their mother said didn’t they tell you? no they‘d not you walked to your bike and got on where you going? Monica asked don’t know now you replied I can ride with you wherever you decide she said her mother hands on hips said don’t go bothering Benedict he doesn’t want no girl hanging on his tails he don’t mind Monica said looking at you her big eyes pleading don’t mind if she comes you said giving the mother a smile if you’re sure she said and walked back toward the farmhouse her backside moving side to side in her flowery dress and you watched until she had gone sure you don’t mind me coming? no I don’t mind you said where we going then? the peacocks again o I like them she said climbing her bike foot on the pedal ready for the push off her sandals open toed bare feet the off white skirt contrasted with the mauve top her hair dragged into a bow at the back ready? sure am and you rode off along the track from the farmhouse into the lane between trees and hedgerows she followed at your side keeping up her eyes seeming on fire her hands gripping the handlebar white and pink and the small fingers holding on for dear life her legs up and down pedalling you felt the wind in your hair through the open neck of your white shirt pushing down the jean covered legs up and down the lane narrowed then widened there they are she called the peacocks she dismounted and laid her bike against a tree and ran to the wire fence and peered through you put your bike by the hedge and walked over to where she stood peering her eyes bright and fiery how comes the ***** are bright and colourful but the hens are so dull? she asked that’s how it is in the bird world you said hens are just dull I’m not dull she said holding the wire with her fingers making noises at the birds am I? she said looking at you beside her no you’re not you said nothing dull about you at all I’m like a peacock she said bright and beautiful aren’t I? sure you are you said you peered at the strutting peacock nearest the wire out of the corner of your eye you saw Monica nose inches from the wire call to the bird her lips pursed and opening and closing her arms soft and reaching up I’m a peacock bird she said her arms in motion like wings her hands flopping above her head her feet in dance stepping and dancing in turn you watched her dance and twirl Jim and Pete’s sister the peacock girl.
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May 8, 2013
May 8, 2013 at 3:44 PM UTC
PEACOCK GIRL.
The peacocks were behind wire the sun warm cloudless sky and Monica had ridden beside you on her bike knowing her brothers were out with the older brother you not knowing had gone to the farm house to meet them o they’re out their mother said didn’t they tell you? no they‘d not you walked to your bike and got on where you going? Monica asked don’t know now you replied I can ride with you wherever you decide she said her mother hands on hips said don’t go bothering Benedict he doesn’t want no girl hanging on his tails he don’t mind Monica said looking at you her big eyes pleading don’t mind if she comes you said giving the mother a smile if you’re sure she said and walked back toward the farmhouse her backside moving side to side in her flowery dress and you watched until she had gone sure you don’t mind me coming? no I don’t mind you said where we going then? the peacocks again o I like them she said climbing her bike foot on the pedal ready for the push off her sandals open toed bare feet the off white skirt contrasted with the mauve top her hair dragged into a bow at the back ready? sure am and you rode off along the track from the farmhouse into the lane between trees and hedgerows she followed at your side keeping up her eyes seeming on fire her hands gripping the handlebar white and pink and the small fingers holding on for dear life her legs up and down pedalling you felt the wind in your hair through the open neck of your white shirt pushing down the jean covered legs up and down the lane narrowed then widened there they are she called the peacocks she dismounted and laid her bike against a tree and ran to the wire fence and peered through you put your bike by the hedge and walked over to where she stood peering her eyes bright and fiery how comes the ***** are bright and colourful but the hens are so dull? she asked that’s how it is in the bird world you said hens are just dull I’m not dull she said holding the wire with her fingers making noises at the birds am I? she said looking at you beside her no you’re not you said nothing dull about you at all I’m like a peacock she said bright and beautiful aren’t I? sure you are you said you peered at the strutting peacock nearest the wire out of the corner of your eye you saw Monica nose inches from the wire call to the bird her lips pursed and opening and closing her arms soft and reaching up I’m a peacock bird she said her arms in motion like wings her hands flopping above her head her feet in dance stepping and dancing in turn you watched her dance and twirl Jim and Pete’s sister the peacock girl.
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The hounds of fear nip at winter heels, whelping doubt and baying at the moon. Cocoon prayers whispered across the fields of becoming; this dark of the light is contextually contrasted.  i am little and young against the ages, something loose and rattling in the box of reality and afraid, fleeing the dogs of war. i write post-it note prophecies and   crumple them,  building a nest in the trees, a mother's womb nearer the sky, for when the sun comes it comes first to the birds on high.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 10:49 AM UTC
In the Sawgrass Fields
Jonathan Anderson's collections walk a confounding tightrope between naïveté and decadence. Much of his new menswear looked like clothes for a futuristic, spiritual retreat (Anderson himself said he wanted something "laid-back, Zen-like"), but the buckled patent shoes were purest dancehall honky-tonk. The fitted leather jackets were pretty flashy, too, especially when contrasted with multi-pleated pants in plainest calico or denim. "He took himself seriously," said the voice-over that launched Michel Gaubert's stirring soundtrack (a journey all in itself), but that felt like Anderson poking a little fun at his own expense—or at least anticipating reactions to his quirky rationale. He insisted his collection was actually like an imaginary world that a child might create for himself, akin to the tree houses he and his brother used to build. The preciousness that such a boy would bestow on things that are essentially valueless was reflected in the ordinary objects—keys, tools—that were transmuted into jewelry, the board game that mutated into a constructivist jacquard, and the calico or denim artfully constructed into the pants that made up the foundation of the collection. Some of the models were carrying a small metal frame on which curious little things were suspended, almost like charms to ward off who knows what. That subtly occult tinge has become something of an Anderson signature, the way he disturbs the refined with the raw, for instance—a thin strand of bamboo or a bandage of calico nipping the waist, or a crude smear of paint across a tulle top so fine it is barely there, or even a white feather stuck to a shoulder. Such touches feel last-minute spontaneous, but also off-kilter, which is exactly where Anderson wants to keep us. But his work is now so consistent that off-kilter is proving a rather pleasant place to be.Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/evening-dresses | www.marieaustralia.com/formal-dresses
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Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 2:01 AM UTC
J.W. Anderson
Jonathan Anderson's collections walk a confounding tightrope between naïveté and decadence. Much of his new menswear looked like clothes for a futuristic, spiritual retreat (Anderson himself said he wanted something "laid-back, Zen-like"), but the buckled patent shoes were purest dancehall honky-tonk. The fitted leather jackets were pretty flashy, too, especially when contrasted with multi-pleated pants in plainest calico or denim. "He took himself seriously," said the voice-over that launched Michel Gaubert's stirring soundtrack (a journey all in itself), but that felt like Anderson poking a little fun at his own expense—or at least anticipating reactions to his quirky rationale. He insisted his collection was actually like an imaginary world that a child might create for himself, akin to the tree houses he and his brother used to build. The preciousness that such a boy would bestow on things that are essentially valueless was reflected in the ordinary objects—keys, tools—that were transmuted into jewelry, the board game that mutated into a constructivist jacquard, and the calico or denim artfully constructed into the pants that made up the foundation of the collection. Some of the models were carrying a small metal frame on which curious little things were suspended, almost like charms to ward off who knows what. That subtly occult tinge has become something of an Anderson signature, the way he disturbs the refined with the raw, for instance—a thin strand of bamboo or a bandage of calico nipping the waist, or a crude smear of paint across a tulle top so fine it is barely there, or even a white feather stuck to a shoulder. Such touches feel last-minute spontaneous, but also off-kilter, which is exactly where Anderson wants to keep us. But his work is now so consistent that off-kilter is proving a rather pleasant place to be.Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/evening-dresses | www.marieaustralia.com/formal-dresses
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I used to make this exotic Indian dish. It combined so many spices—like cardamom, coriander, and a hard pulpy substance called tamarind that I soaked in hot water and used only the juice. It was a giant Middle Eastern stew. It was half science and half art. It was math at its best, generally, I despise math. It smelled so foreign and exotic, it contrasted with the wife and 2.3 kids placed neatly around the dinning room table, waiting on the finishing touches, sprigs of fresh cilantro tossed atop each bowl. An Indian bread called naan was dipped in the stew—it was wonderful, amazing. The wine—smiles—laughter, I can still smell it and taste it. And now, on lonely winter nights, my take-out tandoori chicken smells like a T.V dinner.
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Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 2:41 PM UTC
It
“Who are you?” my sleepy mind mocks me It tears holes and ties knots It drips and oozes and makes toxic puddles contaminating confidence, daily Instagram is a persona maintained for an audience that seldom claps 100 whistles for smart captions, pretty faces, good lighting over-exposed and contrasted, highly saturated filters- and roses for cleavage my distorted caricature
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Oct 11, 2017
Oct 11, 2017 at 7:43 PM UTC
Selfie
A contrite flash of blue Coolly coquettish whispers Are a far cry from the temper Tantrums of yesterday's Heated tropical tears: Torrential downpours amidst Sultry sobs and gusts Today's clear skies contrasted With Irene's angry outburst
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Apr 7, 2012
Apr 7, 2012 at 10:00 PM UTC
Contrite, Today
Breath count. Doubled out. Half pause and exhale. Breathe full for more. Closed eyelids. Charged silence. And then A siren vibration chorus opens up two contrasted locked doors, and falls through my porous shapes. Wash the old cell storage and erase this byzantine conduit maze made for losing myself to the grey man inside my skull. Pull back my irises and behold a reshaping of awareness. I AM thisss awareness. In bold language and expansion, upward glances and dances I made up from star dust ballerinas dancin. So far away from being lost to the chances. There are no chances. Life was made not for you, but from you. To pull through purpose and choose to keep on breathin. Directing ITs glow. Showing God how to flow. How to sing praise and know that nothing has been lost or is leavin. Darkened waters, and quaking storms are weakened in the silent, still, space that this pressence has seeped in. Of, in, around, and through. Creepin. Sleepin until called to move. We are always callin. So true. Yeah, IT stays so true. Whatever you put in, IT pulls to you. So open up, let in this groove or choose to lose all that ever meant something. Was or ever will be hard to lose. Just see the space and welcome IT in the empty fullness from where you begin and end up to begin again. Recycled through spirals of your imagination. Practical estimate of reincarnation; a collective memory passed down through generations of double helix information storage stations jotting down every hoped for expression of who you could possibly be. And still the variations reach towards infinity. So yeah this kinda is your one shot to give this particular expression what you got. God has just got TOO many incredibly beautiful ideas waiting to be expressed. And they are all YOU. So take a step back, it's okay to be impressed. But even when its hard not to lose my breath to this glorious unfolding, I still gotta get up, get dressed, and go to work in the morning. I greet presence with every breath I take. Or at least try  to remember ITs name. I'm still unfolding myself. Still just pushing the sleep dust from the corners of my eyes. But with you by my side there is no one against me. Only a lover constantly insisting that the room is oh so cleverly crowded with secret undercover versions of myself. Existing in and expressing The ONE LIFE that we all are. Come to me my Love. Let us begin. Again.
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Aug 12, 2013
Aug 12, 2013 at 12:38 AM UTC
These and Greater Works, But For Now Breathe
Breath count. Doubled out. Half pause and exhale. Breathe full for more. Closed eyelids. Charged silence. And then A siren vibration chorus opens up two contrasted locked doors, and falls through my porous shapes. Wash the old cell storage and erase this byzantine conduit maze made for losing myself to the grey man inside my skull. Pull back my irises and behold a reshaping of awareness. I AM thisss awareness. In bold language and expansion, upward glances and dances I made up from star dust ballerinas dancin. So far away from being lost to the chances. There are no chances. Life was made not for you, but from you. To pull through purpose and choose to keep on breathin. Directing ITs glow. Showing God how to flow. How to sing praise and know that nothing has been lost or is leavin. Darkened waters, and quaking storms are weakened in the silent, still, space that this pressence has seeped in. Of, in, around, and through. Creepin. Sleepin until called to move. We are always callin. So true. Yeah, IT stays so true. Whatever you put in, IT pulls to you. So open up, let in this groove or choose to lose all that ever meant something. Was or ever will be hard to lose. Just see the space and welcome IT in the empty fullness from where you begin and end up to begin again. Recycled through spirals of your imagination. Practical estimate of reincarnation; a collective memory passed down through generations of double helix information storage stations jotting down every hoped for expression of who you could possibly be. And still the variations reach towards infinity. So yeah this kinda is your one shot to give this particular expression what you got. God has just got TOO many incredibly beautiful ideas waiting to be expressed. And they are all YOU. So take a step back, it's okay to be impressed. But even when its hard not to lose my breath to this glorious unfolding, I still gotta get up, get dressed, and go to work in the morning. I greet presence with every breath I take. Or at least try  to remember ITs name. I'm still unfolding myself. Still just pushing the sleep dust from the corners of my eyes. But with you by my side there is no one against me. Only a lover constantly insisting that the room is oh so cleverly crowded with secret undercover versions of myself. Existing in and expressing The ONE LIFE that we all are. Come to me my Love. Let us begin. Again.
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To the Anti-American Teacher…We Knew You Were Pro-World A clause in your contract slated your signature for patriotism. You never signed, they never checked, but you took down your flag after that. They didn’t check that either. So, you stripped and tacked and taped and striped all the flags from all the world to the walls. On the east, sat Uraguay, and Paraguay, and Peru. On the west, we went to Austria, and Hungary, and Bangladesh for good measure. But the north wall was your northern star – the shining one among the rest. The Chinese stars of social class contrasted against the five-pointed red one, the one next to the ending of a Tsar in a February Revolution, a marking point found – not in our textbooks – but in all the places you have been. Oh, the places you’ll go, you began. In Israel, you had gone in your college years, and you learned of bamboo tattoos in Thailand, but Korean was a class you completed in France of all places, and I never had the chance to see the locations of the south wall. You were fired. Over night, they tore you from the walls, lone of which, they left the tape tacked up in four corners, a collection in each place of a flag we once saw before us. In my desk, you slipped a map inside. Oh, the places you’ll go, you wrote. Such a sorrowful tune.
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Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 2:47 AM UTC
To the Anti-American Teacher...We Knew You Were Pro-World
I'd always been used to disappointments. Disappointments of all kind. It was funny, though, wasn't it? How people would often laugh off disappointments; shrug, smile, and say something like "oh, no, don't worry about me - i'm used to it!" truth is, they weren't. And i wasn't used to it either. We wouldn't like to admit it, but every disappointment, every failed attempt at short lived sucess, every disastrous relationship, and every bit of spilt milk came as a shock. We're always expecting a positive outcome for ourselves; that just this once things might work out. What was the opposite of the word 'disappointment'? I don't think there is one. Everything is a disappointment, felt in higher and lower variations. Everything and everyone is a neatly wrapped up parcel, with a pretty pink ribbon, that appears a present, but is actually nothing but a disappointment waiting to happen. Exploding into sighs and tears and rubbed eyes. Humans didn't seem to notice just how much hope every fiber of their being actually contained. Strands of hope intertwined with their DNA structure. It was really the only thing that kept us going when we felt completely abandoned and lost and utterly alone. I whispered it to myself, "Hope." That same afternoon, when you physically entered my mind (since, all this time you had been living there, mentally. Overstaying your welcome, might I add.) I questioned the growing smile on my face, contrasted with the painful 'gut feeling' I was experiencing as well. Since you left all I'd been hoping for was that you'd come back and tell me something along the lines of, "I was wrong, I need you. I want you" and then top it off with the overused, 'I love you' card. I'd leap into your tanned, muscular arms and then, well. Well I hadn't really thought past that moment. In the three months you had been gone, all I pictured as 'happiness' was you loving me back. pathetic, wasn't it? We're all just looking for something bigger than we're able to find. Searching for more substance on this little planet with these heart breaking people. Okay, okay, people weren't all that bad. But one thing that people are, unintentionally or not, is selfish. We want the best for ourselves, of course. even though I'd guided myself to believe that my life was all about you, it was in fact all about me, me, me. There was only one 'you' but there were a billion 'me's within me. A me who is happy, a me who is sad, a me who is constantly confused and a me that convinces me I'm okay. And you see, we are all actually okay. Perhaps being 'broken' or 'damaged' just appeared more intriguing to both others and ourselves. Did I really want to be 'happy'?
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Jul 30, 2013
Jul 30, 2013 at 12:56 PM UTC
(part 2) Living Rooms.
I'd always been used to disappointments. Disappointments of all kind. It was funny, though, wasn't it? How people would often laugh off disappointments; shrug, smile, and say something like "oh, no, don't worry about me - i'm used to it!" truth is, they weren't. And i wasn't used to it either. We wouldn't like to admit it, but every disappointment, every failed attempt at short lived sucess, every disastrous relationship, and every bit of spilt milk came as a shock. We're always expecting a positive outcome for ourselves; that just this once things might work out. What was the opposite of the word 'disappointment'? I don't think there is one. Everything is a disappointment, felt in higher and lower variations. Everything and everyone is a neatly wrapped up parcel, with a pretty pink ribbon, that appears a present, but is actually nothing but a disappointment waiting to happen. Exploding into sighs and tears and rubbed eyes. Humans didn't seem to notice just how much hope every fiber of their being actually contained. Strands of hope intertwined with their DNA structure. It was really the only thing that kept us going when we felt completely abandoned and lost and utterly alone. I whispered it to myself, "Hope." That same afternoon, when you physically entered my mind (since, all this time you had been living there, mentally. Overstaying your welcome, might I add.) I questioned the growing smile on my face, contrasted with the painful 'gut feeling' I was experiencing as well. Since you left all I'd been hoping for was that you'd come back and tell me something along the lines of, "I was wrong, I need you. I want you" and then top it off with the overused, 'I love you' card. I'd leap into your tanned, muscular arms and then, well. Well I hadn't really thought past that moment. In the three months you had been gone, all I pictured as 'happiness' was you loving me back. pathetic, wasn't it? We're all just looking for something bigger than we're able to find. Searching for more substance on this little planet with these heart breaking people. Okay, okay, people weren't all that bad. But one thing that people are, unintentionally or not, is selfish. We want the best for ourselves, of course. even though I'd guided myself to believe that my life was all about you, it was in fact all about me, me, me. There was only one 'you' but there were a billion 'me's within me. A me who is happy, a me who is sad, a me who is constantly confused and a me that convinces me I'm okay. And you see, we are all actually okay. Perhaps being 'broken' or 'damaged' just appeared more intriguing to both others and ourselves. Did I really want to be 'happy'?
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He was an angel With dark broken wings. His pain was venomous And love torturous. His dark side Never showed. He never wanted it to- It would hurt me too much. He sent off a mysterious vibe. No one ever saw his black wings, Hidden by his leather jacket. But someone eventually did Taking it off and revealing him. Scars and bruises marked his body- He’d been hurt and broken. I never realized I wanted to hold him, Love him, And mend his jagged pieces. He had a dark side- He lived dangerously, He wanted exhilaration, More excitement to last a lifetime. He was the bad boy. I was an angel With white wings. I sent out happiness And brought smiles to faces. I had a bright side That always  showed. I wanted everyone to laugh, Most of all, deep inside I wanted him to smile I wrote, read and imagined Love lives day and night I dreamed to fall hard For someone one day. I lived a quiet life, No risks, Safe and sound, Hidden from the world. My chances came from my words. I was disguised by Everyone else’s uniqueness. I was the good girl. We met. He was dangerous I was cautious- I wanted nothing from him He wanted nothing from me. Yet he made me blush, He made every word we exchanged Worth it. Good or not. He made my stomach go crazy, I felt so special. The intensity in his eyes When we spoke Made me feel incredible. We were star crossed lovers, But he was willing to do anything To keep me. He planted a smile permanently On my face. I soon learned to like him. A crush became love And love led me to crave- Crave him. I wanted to fix his wings Make him fly again. Fly back to heaven where he belonged. He was out of this world- Just perfect. He loved me as much as I loved him. He was black, I was white, I was day, he was night, He was dark, I was light. We contrasted, We were abstract- Amazing. I wanted his touch, His kiss, Begged for his words, Every. Single. Day He drove me crazy, Insane every morning. I could only think of him, He affected me So Much. I was addicted to his words, I needed him- I needed my angel- My precious Dark Angel. He was the danger I needed, To spark my life. He was happiness, I loved him so much it hurt. He was perfect. He was all  Mine
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Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 3:49 PM UTC
The Light in His Darkness
He was an angel With dark broken wings. His pain was venomous And love torturous. His dark side Never showed. He never wanted it to- It would hurt me too much. He sent off a mysterious vibe. No one ever saw his black wings, Hidden by his leather jacket. But someone eventually did Taking it off and revealing him. Scars and bruises marked his body- He’d been hurt and broken. I never realized I wanted to hold him, Love him, And mend his jagged pieces. He had a dark side- He lived dangerously, He wanted exhilaration, More excitement to last a lifetime. He was the bad boy. I was an angel With white wings. I sent out happiness And brought smiles to faces. I had a bright side That always  showed. I wanted everyone to laugh, Most of all, deep inside I wanted him to smile I wrote, read and imagined Love lives day and night I dreamed to fall hard For someone one day. I lived a quiet life, No risks, Safe and sound, Hidden from the world. My chances came from my words. I was disguised by Everyone else’s uniqueness. I was the good girl. We met. He was dangerous I was cautious- I wanted nothing from him He wanted nothing from me. Yet he made me blush, He made every word we exchanged Worth it. Good or not. He made my stomach go crazy, I felt so special. The intensity in his eyes When we spoke Made me feel incredible. We were star crossed lovers, But he was willing to do anything To keep me. He planted a smile permanently On my face. I soon learned to like him. A crush became love And love led me to crave- Crave him. I wanted to fix his wings Make him fly again. Fly back to heaven where he belonged. He was out of this world- Just perfect. He loved me as much as I loved him. He was black, I was white, I was day, he was night, He was dark, I was light. We contrasted, We were abstract- Amazing. I wanted his touch, His kiss, Begged for his words, Every. Single. Day He drove me crazy, Insane every morning. I could only think of him, He affected me So Much. I was addicted to his words, I needed him- I needed my angel- My precious Dark Angel. He was the danger I needed, To spark my life. He was happiness, I loved him so much it hurt. He was perfect. He was all  Mine
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Weird in his outfits of a late ragamuffin Reflecting strength of character and soul toughness Contrasted by dreadlocks on his pykitonic head Giving him a look of an African amorous ogre, In the tough stunt for *** with a tectonic girl, Veneered by mastery of his pen and keyboard Following after his *** starved ancestor The muzhik; Vladimir Nabokov the ****** lover, Swimming in enviable freedom to ********* Afro-English words in his road to the burning church That barely roasts the peasants for tribal reasons, A ****** ground for Mochama’s humour That will hold you glued and captive to the pages Until the he goat of Abagusii goes through The second round of its ****** act Basically forming education for Smitta The smitten rock of African literature.
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Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 6:11 AM UTC
ODE TO TONY SMITTA SMITTEN MOCHAMA
The probability of life itself is unpredictable For I can’t extract your mind or heart to decode Likelihood of possibilities in measurable quotient For I can’t retract a past gone by to encode Continuums of even chances and certainty The toss of the toasted dime, the weigh of sides Slashed slide all smashed and thrown in mines Fallibilism of my indefinable opinionated delicacies Attenuations of what life is attacks and strangles my neck Global troubles of war, bombs, hunger, anger Illogical connotations of overlapping determinism I burrow like a termite in a convex rising molehill Terminated in contrasted stations as we convene Gripping hands to grasp our existence in life I wonder about the whole of it, I think of it somedays
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Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 10:50 AM UTC
Indeterminate (Un-SIRI-fied Version)
Naaman met Amana as she was on her way to the shop for her mother. He was counting out change in the palm of his hand. The morning sun was coming over the fishmonger shop, the sky was grey blue. She spoke of her parents rowing, how she never slept until late, a series of slaps, then silence, she said. Naaman put the change in the pocket of his school trousers; he saw how tired she looked, even though her fair hair was well brushed, there was a haunted look about her. He knew of rows, slammed doors at night, weeping into the small hours from his mother’s room. Amana showed him the list of shopping she had to get. He showed her his. Doughnuts are warm from the shop, we can share one, he said. Won’t your mother mind? she asked. You can only eat them once she’ll say, Naaman replied. They walked to the shop across Rockingham Street and entered in. The smell of warm bread and rolls and coffee being made. He stood behind her as she showed the woman her list. Amana had on her school uniform, the dress well pressed; the white socks contrasted with the well blacked shoes. Her hands were at her sides. Thumbs down, soldier like. He had held that hand home from school once, warm, tingling with the pulse of her. That time on the bombsite, collecting chickweed for the caged bird his mother kept, she had kissed his cheek. Never washed for a week (least not that part). He could smell the freshness of soap about her as he neared to her. The woman handed the shopping over the counter and Amana paid in coins which the woman counted. Naaman handed the woman his own list. Rattled the coins in his pocket. Amana waited; the bag by her feet. She spoke of the Annunciation being taught at school, the Visitation of an angel. All beyond Naaman’s grasp at that time. He knew of catapults and swords , of old battles in fields, and the Wild West where he rode his imaginary horse. He wanted to kiss her cheek as she had kissed his. Shyness prevented. She spoke of the ****** birth the nun’s spoke of, the wise men coming from afar following a star. Naaman liked the stars, the brightness of them, the faraway wonder in a dark sky. After he had received his shopping and paid they walked back out into the street and crossed to the slope that led to the Square. Then beneath the morning sun, bag in hand, she leaned close, pressed her lips to his cheek and kissed him there.
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Jul 6, 2013
Jul 6, 2013 at 2:28 AM UTC
KISSED HIM THERE.
Naaman met Amana as she was on her way to the shop for her mother. He was counting out change in the palm of his hand. The morning sun was coming over the fishmonger shop, the sky was grey blue. She spoke of her parents rowing, how she never slept until late, a series of slaps, then silence, she said. Naaman put the change in the pocket of his school trousers; he saw how tired she looked, even though her fair hair was well brushed, there was a haunted look about her. He knew of rows, slammed doors at night, weeping into the small hours from his mother’s room. Amana showed him the list of shopping she had to get. He showed her his. Doughnuts are warm from the shop, we can share one, he said. Won’t your mother mind? she asked. You can only eat them once she’ll say, Naaman replied. They walked to the shop across Rockingham Street and entered in. The smell of warm bread and rolls and coffee being made. He stood behind her as she showed the woman her list. Amana had on her school uniform, the dress well pressed; the white socks contrasted with the well blacked shoes. Her hands were at her sides. Thumbs down, soldier like. He had held that hand home from school once, warm, tingling with the pulse of her. That time on the bombsite, collecting chickweed for the caged bird his mother kept, she had kissed his cheek. Never washed for a week (least not that part). He could smell the freshness of soap about her as he neared to her. The woman handed the shopping over the counter and Amana paid in coins which the woman counted. Naaman handed the woman his own list. Rattled the coins in his pocket. Amana waited; the bag by her feet. She spoke of the Annunciation being taught at school, the Visitation of an angel. All beyond Naaman’s grasp at that time. He knew of catapults and swords , of old battles in fields, and the Wild West where he rode his imaginary horse. He wanted to kiss her cheek as she had kissed his. Shyness prevented. She spoke of the ****** birth the nun’s spoke of, the wise men coming from afar following a star. Naaman liked the stars, the brightness of them, the faraway wonder in a dark sky. After he had received his shopping and paid they walked back out into the street and crossed to the slope that led to the Square. Then beneath the morning sun, bag in hand, she leaned close, pressed her lips to his cheek and kissed him there.
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She had sun-kissed skin and moonlit eyes An angelic eclipse in human form Sunspots freckled across her cheeks Like a newfound constellation of warmth She had a smile that sparkled like starlight That contrasted with her night coloured hair It flowed so subtly like passing clouds Gleaming strongly against the daytime flare She carried a heart as bright as the sun And her mind that glowed like the moon She was an embodiment of healing light With a calming aura that could subdue Her greetings were like the sunrise A timid light with soft spoken words And her goodbyes were like the sunset A sweet ending in colourful allure She radiated a vibe of twilight A serene disposition of pure intent She was every thing and in between She would be one of my biggest regrets If only I could make her see her born beauty How she does not need to change or chase for more For the people who judge the darkness between the stars Chasing the intangible beauty of society’s lore
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Apr 4, 2021
Apr 4, 2021 at 2:07 AM UTC
Morena