They say there's no place like home,
Tis True,
There is no way to describe what the displacement of Homelessness has done to me,
To my husband, to my kid,
It has taken his life,
One drink at a time,
It has stripped our daughter of security,
And has eaten away at my confidence,
The anguish is dense,
Between packing & couch hopping,
I've realized I own NOTHING.
EVERYTHING is DISPOSABLE,
I'm posable,
At the mercy of hands that feed,
Do you KNOW the toll it takes from me?
To go from being independent, proud of all I've worked so hard to own,
To hiding hunger pains so she can eat,
Never sleep, watch my surroundings incase we gotta up and leave,
From having a place of my own,
To call home....
To bird baths in gas stations, and sleeping in the cool air under the stars,
The buzz of traffic and drug addicts all of a SUDDEN become a lullaby,
Your home is kosher,
But out here it's a warzone filled with gangs and crooks,
You think you know the dark AND lived hard,
But can you keep a Stone face when your children question Why are we going thru this?
People pass by,
Glare with their eyes,
Make superficial judgements,
But I was once a nurse and legal aid a stable staple in society,
You turn your nose up, talk **** and snicker,
But let me ask you who's the bigger winner?
It's ME.
*** what you lack in conscienceness I make up with a heart that don't stop,
Its cracked and bloated,
It's bled and skipped beats,
But it's STILL worth more than the bucks you proudly came with,
My hardships and trials built this great Wall of iron,
I'll burn like wildfire if you ever think that you can hold my head down,
But there's nothing like home,
I'm BROKE it don't show,
And no one will ever know,
Don't judge a book by its cover,
Read the last page and think you know the struggle,
Take a step back view the entire picture,
Crack the spine and begin to read thru,
What you don't know it way surprise you,
You were going thru cubic zirconia's,
**** you might find a DIAMOND.
