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"confrontational" poems
loud so genuine it seems fake temper cries easily animal lover talkative passionate overly sweet accidentally inconsiderate cant whisper to save my life non confrontational until angered giving creative hard working obnoxiously loud and annoying liberal avoids messy situations until i HAVE to face them flamboyantish scared loves being feared / having power hates directly hurting people anxious too freaked to apologize very touchy hyper
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Jan 24, 2017
Jan 24, 2017 at 2:39 AM UTC
myself
Confrontational, dude’s really quite sensational, but there’s very little matter found inside his dome. Confrontational— it’s the opposite of beautiful. Then again, he never worries about whether he’s attractive. Confrontational— really not that calculable; however, he always seems to tip his very ****** hand. Confrontational— not quite the same as sensible, but he is usually the one that tends to buck the norm. Confrontational, doesn’t think that he is beatable; nevertheless, he who hands him his lunch has other things in store. Confrontational— it’s the converse of lovable, yet some tend to insist that this is his fancy way of flirting.
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Aug 4, 2014
Aug 4, 2014 at 10:40 PM UTC
Confrontational
She is trapped in her head filled with dreams and nightmares. Sometimes she falls into a deep despair. A life of happiness is what she craves; Before she’s dug beneath her grave. What was once a reality is now in the pass; Yet it still suffocates her like a thick toxic gas. She screams out in silence for her Utopia. Hoping to escape all her phobias Her dreams held so much potential. But her nightmares were more confrontational If only she knew what she was capable of Maybe she would be able to fly up above Up above all her nightmares And conqueror all her fears But instead she’s drowning Drowning in tears.
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Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 5:18 PM UTC
Dreams and Nightmares
so... it's no longer enough that i learn your language, into a p.s. of conversational etiquette - addressing the confrontational assertion of the existence of orthography, minding your, Germanic, metaphysical ******** and then...    i'm, supposed, to, listen to your average citizen, dictating rules, like some sort of king?! i'll drink a beer, walking past the east ham central mosque... and i'll be like: getting the **** eyes ****** you stare - in reply: you know what? do it... **** it... do it... make me a ******* martyr...      but i'm going to drink this beer, feeding a solidarity of the 7/7 commuters... hence my teasing...        once i'll burn scissors and craft a tattoo on my arm... once i'll put out a cigarette on my left hand's knuckle...    the everyday englishman who "thinks" he's king...       i'm thinking... plum hues to replace mascara... with a ******* fist...              no... private property, is private property...    now i'm gagging for a fist frisking! i'm less trigger happy, and more, european, i.e. knuckles itchy! i want to juggernaut something down... and then start biting into it! any obnoxious englighman, being a **** will satiated my palette. GNASH GNASH GNASH... i want... a chance... to scoop clean... the "riddle" of meaty chicken schnacks of drum-sticks... fiddle fiddle, fiddle me something... i want to engage in a 1, 2, punch & bite something... attempting to relieve itself from physical confrontation, having exhausted its verbal allowance.
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Aug 7, 2018
Aug 7, 2018 at 10:03 PM UTC
pet peeve
so... it's no longer enough that i learn your language, into a p.s. of conversational etiquette - addressing the confrontational assertion of the existence of orthography, minding your, Germanic, metaphysical ******** and then...    i'm, supposed, to, listen to your average citizen, dictating rules, like some sort of king?! i'll drink a beer, walking past the east ham central mosque... and i'll be like: getting the **** eyes ****** you stare - in reply: you know what? do it... **** it... do it... make me a ******* martyr...      but i'm going to drink this beer, feeding a solidarity of the 7/7 commuters... hence my teasing...        once i'll burn scissors and craft a tattoo on my arm... once i'll put out a cigarette on my left hand's knuckle...    the everyday englishman who "thinks" he's king...       i'm thinking... plum hues to replace mascara... with a ******* fist...              no... private property, is private property...    now i'm gagging for a fist frisking! i'm less trigger happy, and more, european, i.e. knuckles itchy! i want to juggernaut something down... and then start biting into it! any obnoxious englighman, being a **** will satiated my palette. GNASH GNASH GNASH... i want... a chance... to scoop clean... the "riddle" of meaty chicken schnacks of drum-sticks... fiddle fiddle, fiddle me something... i want to engage in a 1, 2, punch & bite something... attempting to relieve itself from physical confrontation, having exhausted its verbal allowance.
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I ramble on about how I feel regardless of the mass appeal I would rather focus on what is real whether or not it is my own perception. Frisky feminine features portraying what we all hold dearest but it has started to become clearer that it is more of what we fear. An insecurity of ones own self is what has caused a society to melt into an unforgiving judgement of a given level that one can not repel. Why reconcile with another's belief if it only admits defeat and an alter in our minds own dream of what it seems to be. Shake the excess for you will become reckless in thoughts and decision making that once were precious. Instigators pretend to be sweet prefacing confrontational proclamations of who they deem weak.
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May 8, 2013
May 8, 2013 at 12:28 AM UTC
Untitled
Is this and that’s all there is before the thought becomes fleeting like the next and the day after, the clichéd story your mind perhaps upon this future mystery of a happening you've already started remembering Is this all we have to look for forward to wondering if this brain cell’s thought creative nerd to put forth on the edge on the confrontational abyss of a blank page is enough thorough fair and still contradictory enough to ride the grind of someone else’s nerve We wonder Is this all there is because we could have sworn there was more than this to offer and accept and worship and appreciate and cherish and love and adorn with tiny boxes of truth on every branch of something or someone but we watch and wonder Is this what I was ever trying to say It just wound round into this something of something spilt on the page A little dialogue of soul tribes trying to call a little bit of themselves home. I want to physically ****** my life I want to take my life out with a ****** I want to tear it apart with my teeth, gnaw at it with forgiveness blood on my cheekbones I want to hold it between my fangs and sniff at it with my liver I want to grapple it perfect, and inhale the bitter bite of its wild corpsey stench And then, I want to nurse it’s beauty and unwholelyness. There is more. There has to be more. More than when you haven’t finished your question and the answer is I haven’t even finished my beer yet you wonder what was the question that you heard You want to hike through golden gate park and do some shrooms? Have you ever climbed monkey bars at midnight? Why are giraffes so tall? And it all shovel pours into the question Is there some flux capacitor continuum where time is enough where time for me isn't separate where time for me is always enough?
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Dec 31, 2012
Dec 31, 2012 at 1:56 AM UTC
Untitled
Is this and that’s all there is before the thought becomes fleeting like the next and the day after, the clichéd story your mind perhaps upon this future mystery of a happening you've already started remembering Is this all we have to look for forward to wondering if this brain cell’s thought creative nerd to put forth on the edge on the confrontational abyss of a blank page is enough thorough fair and still contradictory enough to ride the grind of someone else’s nerve We wonder Is this all there is because we could have sworn there was more than this to offer and accept and worship and appreciate and cherish and love and adorn with tiny boxes of truth on every branch of something or someone but we watch and wonder Is this what I was ever trying to say It just wound round into this something of something spilt on the page A little dialogue of soul tribes trying to call a little bit of themselves home. I want to physically ****** my life I want to take my life out with a ****** I want to tear it apart with my teeth, gnaw at it with forgiveness blood on my cheekbones I want to hold it between my fangs and sniff at it with my liver I want to grapple it perfect, and inhale the bitter bite of its wild corpsey stench And then, I want to nurse it’s beauty and unwholelyness. There is more. There has to be more. More than when you haven’t finished your question and the answer is I haven’t even finished my beer yet you wonder what was the question that you heard You want to hike through golden gate park and do some shrooms? Have you ever climbed monkey bars at midnight? Why are giraffes so tall? And it all shovel pours into the question Is there some flux capacitor continuum where time is enough where time for me isn't separate where time for me is always enough?
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the waves calm and gentle soothing and somehow making you feel better taking away your pain healing your wounds the rolling waves, beautiful blue and never ending the sand warm and relaxing the extraordinary mountains never insulting or confrontational just sitting, enjoying being envied watching people in awe of their beauty always there if you need a quiet place even if for just a second they are always there as if they are a shoulder that you can cry on
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Sep 18, 2010
Sep 18, 2010 at 11:57 AM UTC
Reflections
I learned to be non-confrontational What good does it do to argue The truth stands when lies fall Open minds see clearly I learned the hard way A job will wear you down Hard work can easily go wrong One ah-shit wipes out an atta boy What makes you happy Make sure it’s true in you It’s too hard to share a dream Find love together 9/01/25
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Sep 3, 2025
Sep 3, 2025 at 6:58 AM UTC
Learned in Life
Seeing..Y.O.U HERE AGAIN.. COMES YOU.. I keep.. Minding my own business. in the kitchen doin the dishes.. minding my own business.. keep trying ta forget.. Not wanting to digress.. To where I feel your absence and my loneliness. Seeing your conditions.. Reminded in my visions I see your hands through my own hands. I remember the simpliest things.. Even though your absent finally from my dreams. I've been seeing you even down to the basics of you. The unstraight lazy walk the deep sound in how you talk. I'm still minding my own business I must confess. I'm a little wounded yet healing.. Coping well with my feelings. Missing those interpersonal roles.. naughty ways to console. So old and foundational.. With you so long that our chatting. It used to get kinda confrontational. So close I don't think you ever truly knew. The closeness now makes me blue. But right now i'm just kinda tired of spiritually seeing..Y.O.U! Y..ooo..U. SelinaSharday..2018_09 .S.A.M
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Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 7:31 PM UTC
@.Seeing..Y.O.U
There's a jukebox, in my mind or yours, and it plays my song -- or, maybe, it's for you. And it says what I never could say, which is that I am very sorry. I thought of how I was -- or how we were -- which was not as good as we had hoped for. You protected yourself from remorse and I was fearfully unapologetic. You were, and, probably, still are a cold ***** and I've been a ******* for years. Your nose was so crooked, it could run for office, and my head was -- and still is -- really big, which is fitting, considering my ego, and ironic, since I'm borderline mentally-fucking-retarded. There's an eroding jukebox and its so confrontational, due to feeling inferior, unrecognized, and without a responsible purpose. The music from the machine flows like rushing thoughts, and the thoughts say: I sit and write, I don't mind you when I don't know you. Some people are roots, meant to help with stability, but you are a branch, meant to offer a new view, but also meant to fall off, maybe, killing whomever catches you next.
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Jul 29, 2016
Jul 29, 2016 at 2:34 AM UTC
Freshman Year, However Long Ago
Is this and that’s all there is before the thought becomes fleeting like the next and the day after, the clichéd story your mind perhaps upon this future mystery of a happening you've already started remembering Is this all we have to look for forward to wondering if this brain cell’s thought creative nerd to put forth on the edge on the confrontational abyss of a blank page is enough thorough fair and still contradictory enough to ride the grind of someone else’s nerve We wonder Is this all there is because we could have sworn there was more than this to offer and accept and worship and appreciate and cherish and love and adorn with tiny boxes of truth on every branch of something or someone but we watch and wonder Is this what I was ever trying to say It just wound round into this something of something spilt on the page A little dialogue of soul tribes trying to call a little bit of themselves home. I want to physically ****** my life I want to take my life out with a ****** I want to tear it apart with my teeth, gnaw at it with forgiveness blood on my cheekbones I want to hold it between my fangs and sniff at it with my liver I want to grapple it perfect, and inhale the bitter bite of its wild corpsey stench And then, I want to nurse it’s beauty and unwholelyness. There is more. There has to be more. More than when you haven’t finished your question and the answer is I haven’t even finished my beer yet you wonder what was the question that you heard You want to hike through golden gate park and do some shrooms? Have you ever climbed monkey bars at midnight? Why are giraffes so tall? Why is my internet connection so slow when is seems I need it most? And it all shovel pours into the question Is there some flux capacitor continuum where time is enough where time for me isn't separate where time for me is always enough?
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Dec 31, 2012
Dec 31, 2012 at 1:54 AM UTC
Is this
Is this and that’s all there is before the thought becomes fleeting like the next and the day after, the clichéd story your mind perhaps upon this future mystery of a happening you've already started remembering Is this all we have to look for forward to wondering if this brain cell’s thought creative nerd to put forth on the edge on the confrontational abyss of a blank page is enough thorough fair and still contradictory enough to ride the grind of someone else’s nerve We wonder Is this all there is because we could have sworn there was more than this to offer and accept and worship and appreciate and cherish and love and adorn with tiny boxes of truth on every branch of something or someone but we watch and wonder Is this what I was ever trying to say It just wound round into this something of something spilt on the page A little dialogue of soul tribes trying to call a little bit of themselves home. I want to physically ****** my life I want to take my life out with a ****** I want to tear it apart with my teeth, gnaw at it with forgiveness blood on my cheekbones I want to hold it between my fangs and sniff at it with my liver I want to grapple it perfect, and inhale the bitter bite of its wild corpsey stench And then, I want to nurse it’s beauty and unwholelyness. There is more. There has to be more. More than when you haven’t finished your question and the answer is I haven’t even finished my beer yet you wonder what was the question that you heard You want to hike through golden gate park and do some shrooms? Have you ever climbed monkey bars at midnight? Why are giraffes so tall? Why is my internet connection so slow when is seems I need it most? And it all shovel pours into the question Is there some flux capacitor continuum where time is enough where time for me isn't separate where time for me is always enough?
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Maybe If I buy new sheets I'll have an easier time forgetting you And your shifting eyes All morning sun and maroon. I had better get a new color too Just not blue... That was the one before you With the thin hair and half lies And winter city lights. And before that I like to remember nothing besides the yellow daisies on a peachy sunrise of my youth, But the silky stitches will forever hold Their petals;   White centered with a splintering, Tainted innocence; A pasty white puddle of Bodies too young- Caught in the riptide of our Childhood storms And a desire for adulthood Or something seemingly more.... Stable. Details will only cause us to once again derail so I must insist you don't question this. I've been going out of my way so long Trying to wrap up my Saran facade. Now every interaction Feels wrong And rubs me raw. My plastic skin is wearing thin And I might melt against the heat Of the confrontational defeat That I suppose ... We all just get used to. I keep tripping over perceptions Strewn across a convex looking-glass Of stereotypes and slurs that shaped my past; And I suppose Made a lasting impression Rooted deep enough to now be the Instigator of my regression And unrelated, runaway thoughts That seem to always get deeper On accident. Everything will become a hazy memory And glob into two word phrases Of the forced politeness That accompanies the acknowledgement Of a past regret- Still freshly gawky As a transitional stranger; I am inquiring In an attempt to find an explanation  for this untold something That remains unseen Until we're too disheveled To distinguish it from a A misplaced dream or idea. Relativity counteracts the sheen And perspective is everything, But I feel myself slipping away Into a despondent complacency. I left all my linens in places I no longer cared to be. Yeah, Maybe new sheets are what I need. C.e.M 12.23.14
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Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 12:42 AM UTC
Completed Sheets
Maybe If I buy new sheets I'll have an easier time forgetting you And your shifting eyes All morning sun and maroon. I had better get a new color too Just not blue... That was the one before you With the thin hair and half lies And winter city lights. And before that I like to remember nothing besides the yellow daisies on a peachy sunrise of my youth, But the silky stitches will forever hold Their petals;   White centered with a splintering, Tainted innocence; A pasty white puddle of Bodies too young- Caught in the riptide of our Childhood storms And a desire for adulthood Or something seemingly more.... Stable. Details will only cause us to once again derail so I must insist you don't question this. I've been going out of my way so long Trying to wrap up my Saran facade. Now every interaction Feels wrong And rubs me raw. My plastic skin is wearing thin And I might melt against the heat Of the confrontational defeat That I suppose ... We all just get used to. I keep tripping over perceptions Strewn across a convex looking-glass Of stereotypes and slurs that shaped my past; And I suppose Made a lasting impression Rooted deep enough to now be the Instigator of my regression And unrelated, runaway thoughts That seem to always get deeper On accident. Everything will become a hazy memory And glob into two word phrases Of the forced politeness That accompanies the acknowledgement Of a past regret- Still freshly gawky As a transitional stranger; I am inquiring In an attempt to find an explanation  for this untold something That remains unseen Until we're too disheveled To distinguish it from a A misplaced dream or idea. Relativity counteracts the sheen And perspective is everything, But I feel myself slipping away Into a despondent complacency. I left all my linens in places I no longer cared to be. Yeah, Maybe new sheets are what I need. C.e.M 12.23.14
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Answered, thus labeled because views a similarity. Who had this in the hand of the eye’s compact? If presence shifts to absence and believe it is safe in transit, what contract aspires to be an object used against it? Here must be another present, moving thing for this nonattendance to take place. Its duty need not be nominal. And when it takes place, there is a guarantee for a statement: almost, to a certain extent. Had, adhered, temporary. This was taken as an insistence of its exclusion as an avowal of its state: when a thing ceases to move, it has named a boundary all within a venue with already christened boundaries. To rise from its nomenclature, a question: what for is this mode? The unassuming and deliberate twofold of its chrome is indicative of something. There are only two possible answers to the question, but never warrants indemnity. If amorphous then suitable to bend or assume over and over, a confrontational: to hold it against walls everywhere, its color only when dual fixing not a shadow, but the possibility of a shadow. To spill light over the malleable – notice how a body contorts. If distinct then determined to traverse a straight line, a sanction: to furlough the idea of its controlled variable which is its many possibilities, its shape now not only a name but a force that deals with a believable architecture of compressed options. There is no need for appellation when related to dislimn as a shade is necessary for this disappearance to simulate. But the treachery is that when light surrounds no longer, form somehow a myth as if pausing all lightness to declare something: this is of two explanations merely a single.
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Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 8:28 PM UTC
Exctract from a nonspecific
Answered, thus labeled because views a similarity. Who had this in the hand of the eye’s compact? If presence shifts to absence and believe it is safe in transit, what contract aspires to be an object used against it? Here must be another present, moving thing for this nonattendance to take place. Its duty need not be nominal. And when it takes place, there is a guarantee for a statement: almost, to a certain extent. Had, adhered, temporary. This was taken as an insistence of its exclusion as an avowal of its state: when a thing ceases to move, it has named a boundary all within a venue with already christened boundaries. To rise from its nomenclature, a question: what for is this mode? The unassuming and deliberate twofold of its chrome is indicative of something. There are only two possible answers to the question, but never warrants indemnity. If amorphous then suitable to bend or assume over and over, a confrontational: to hold it against walls everywhere, its color only when dual fixing not a shadow, but the possibility of a shadow. To spill light over the malleable – notice how a body contorts. If distinct then determined to traverse a straight line, a sanction: to furlough the idea of its controlled variable which is its many possibilities, its shape now not only a name but a force that deals with a believable architecture of compressed options. There is no need for appellation when related to dislimn as a shade is necessary for this disappearance to simulate. But the treachery is that when light surrounds no longer, form somehow a myth as if pausing all lightness to declare something: this is of two explanations merely a single.
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we see life through eyes shoved deep in a clothes dresser -dressed in one style, one choice, one black or white sweater we are the oppressed or the oppressor we either question or we answer we either are racist or we are racist- it doesn't matter within which color you exist at one point or another you are the blunt of every man's expense the traitor or the one with the knife in your back- turn around and your friends are nowhere fast- build up a blind eye and you missed the opportunity to chose a side and now your an inactivist- a pacifist someone who's breath is saved is not valid, this life style leaves us bent between broken lips and bad lies heard from different separatists bent on making a society divided on who's right and who's wrong, what's the matter with this! battle each other with harsh words and confrontational jargon fits! spit on each other, barely walk away and shake our fists! is there not enough wisdom for us to understand that we are merely just imperfect man- must we argue over who is the most persecuted, most bruised! we- who live in a country with the most benefits for you to choose! we- the ones who live in an electrical utopia and a house too! we- the ones who barely have to question anything, we just receive and we roost- selfish enough to carry broken glass mirrors on our masks and stare forever into our forever broken collapse-
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Nov 28, 2016
Nov 28, 2016 at 10:38 PM UTC
-lest we change-
I'm a ***** because I'm honest. You keep breaking promise's. And you just expect me to not forget when you make your next one? Am I Dumb? Is it not obvious you would need to prove yourself before your trusted? I don't think I'm the dumb one... Again I get to hear how I have no income. No income doesn't make me irrelevant. Nor does it make me useless. And your money can't buy my respect. You can't pay me to shut up. I know you will be sorry... That's something you always are. Me, I only wish I could ignore your ******** But instead here we are. I'm writing, cause I fucken hate that your such a fucken ******* And I bet you regret not being with someone less confrontational, and more forgivable. I can't say what my mind's thinking. I know you don't believe it, but part of it ends with me leaving. Nobody would think this argument is really about a drink... But a promise of any size is a promise worth keeping to me. I'm fucken crazy... I'm out of my mind! Cause I want you to mean what you say all the fucken time! This feeling we created is dangerous. If I were stronger, I'd deal with it better. If you were thoughtful you'd understand my side. I hate a liar. And it makes me sick to my stomach. I can't believe your such a fucken **** FUCKEN AUTO CORRECT TRYING TO MAKE YOU A DUCK INSTEAD!!!
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Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 2:40 PM UTC
Fucken Liar
Still, still, in the silent revelation of an undiscovered thought, violent by nature tempestuous undertones of gradient succes mindless tests, confrontational mess still the new leaf, lovers in the light of fright, the night with milky shades of sight, sound as still, still, like the silent revelation of an undiscovered thought wake to still calm thy head the cavities of unrest, numbness at best mess, of mind tangled thread much, too much mild mannered maneuvers, meek, passive and complacent stuck in the basement of forward moving stagnant lowly, little steps descending, ascent pending for a revolution jacket too stiff, no peace from pollution, human heart pollution grey faced institutions, failure soup, smooth money, compelling sandwhich of gold-toothed grannys insanity, death’s locker a spray painted noir and n’er to do better than sell, sell the well wishers a lock of lamentable whiskers, unshaven unclean a force of mean momentary pleasure of possession, empty and quick in succession your price, of niceties is too high for me eyes red with subtlety
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Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC
Still Mess -- A Freewrite
we resort to cussing when the only repercussion is our own fault from what we sin but we feel within that life would be too much for us to change our touch ask what we have on this earth to better our worth when it is our choice how we use our voice minimal thoughts make noise serious ones cause poise because we never chose to think of why the ribbon is pink the red cross resembles the sick or why us humans were picked to be the most knowledgeable in the world we paint our life as a mural when that thought alone is irrational; we fail tests that are passable we get confrontational simple business operational "I love you" feels sensational but the words are migrational Life was right here and you moved right passed her and we wonder why in the hell that we have no answers
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Jan 23, 2012
Jan 23, 2012 at 10:13 AM UTC
No Answers
I'm a ***** because I'm honest. You keep breaking promise's. And you just expect me to not forget when you make your next one? Am I Dumb? Is it not obvious you would need to prove yourself before your trusted? I don't think I'm the dumb one... Again I get to hear how I have no income. No income doesn't make me irrelevant. Nor does it make me useless. And your money can't buy my respect. You can't pay me to shut up. I know you will be sorry... That's something you always are. Me, I only wish I could ignore your ******** But instead here we are. I'm writing, cause I fucken hate that your such a fucken ******* And I bet you regret not being with someone less confrontational, and more forgivable. I can't say what my mind's thinking. I know you don't believe it, but part of it ends with me leaving. Nobody would think this argument is really about a drink... But a promise of any size is a promise worth keeping to me. I'm fucken crazy... I'm out of my mind! Cause I want you to mean what you say all the fucken time! This feeling we created is dangerous. If I were stronger, I'd deal with it better. If you were thoughtful you'd understand my side. I hate a liar. And it makes me sick to my stomach. I can't believe your such a fucken **** FUCKEN AUTO CORRECT TRYING TO MAKE YOU A DUCK INSTEAD!!!
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Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 2:48 AM UTC
Fucken Liar
i’m pretty tired of beautiful things looking so small in my hands my worn, tender hands they want to finally become the home of things that my severity can’t crush i am a ruiner in my own right it’s just that i really only ruin what is just out of reach i’m not a confrontational fellow i let myself get pushed to the ground and i get up without a word never demand an apology because it was my fault that i was ever in the way i rarely sleep when it’s dark out when everyone is asleep there’s no one to treat me harshly and stare as i lose myself in another round and another photo and another song lyric i’m so pretentious this poem doesn’t even mean anything i’m excited for sunday as excited as i can be after 19 years of learning to be let down i’m embarrassed to say that i gave up before there was anything to give i’d give that little number in the mirror the entire world if she’d just tell me she loves me too.
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 7:17 AM UTC
peeling off the layers
I'm not confrontational. I can't deal with things in my life like I should.
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Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 1:00 AM UTC
But that's just me.
The glory days are over, nothing lasts. There is no such thing as forever, look at the hour glass. This was going to be metaphorical, something that would make an impact. But my life is too confrontational, to even make a solid pact. I know what some people would say, that i'm sixteen, and have not faced real problems. But do you know what problems are in my way, that block the garden that no longer blossoms. Everyday I wake up, I look into traumatized eyes. These poor children who are seen as a hiccup, a mistake, that has been made by the unwise. I do not think they are a mistake, but I sometimes wish they weren't born. Abusive homes that made them ache, echo in their souls that are torn. How do you fix something so broken? When you are still trying to find yourself. How do you get chosen, to watch shells of children beg for themselves? Am I a kid? I can't be one in this situation. I put on a lid, and shut out my childish temptations. Too much too soon, it suffocates me. I love them so much that I swoon, when they cry from the pain that won't leave them be. I try, God knows I do, to help them live. We helped one before and he has become new, but the others, I fear, can not understand what we give. How do you teach a child creativity? Or teach them that hitting, is not love. How do you teach them to act independently? When they act as one to not get smacked from above. When does this madness end? Can it all become normal? Forever, changes and bends, I should have known it all would crumble. One of them is afraid of the dark, another is afraid of closed doors. The monster in the dark is real and it sparks, the other to be locked in rooms alone, fearing the war. The security blanket was burned long ago, it must be knit back. Patch by patch we sow, and hope to God they don't enter the black. The glory days are over, they have been for a long time now. I hope I can help these children find a four leaf clover, they need the luck, i'll help them, I won't bow.
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Mar 2, 2014
Mar 2, 2014 at 10:03 PM UTC
The Glory Days are Over
The glory days are over, nothing lasts. There is no such thing as forever, look at the hour glass. This was going to be metaphorical, something that would make an impact. But my life is too confrontational, to even make a solid pact. I know what some people would say, that i'm sixteen, and have not faced real problems. But do you know what problems are in my way, that block the garden that no longer blossoms. Everyday I wake up, I look into traumatized eyes. These poor children who are seen as a hiccup, a mistake, that has been made by the unwise. I do not think they are a mistake, but I sometimes wish they weren't born. Abusive homes that made them ache, echo in their souls that are torn. How do you fix something so broken? When you are still trying to find yourself. How do you get chosen, to watch shells of children beg for themselves? Am I a kid? I can't be one in this situation. I put on a lid, and shut out my childish temptations. Too much too soon, it suffocates me. I love them so much that I swoon, when they cry from the pain that won't leave them be. I try, God knows I do, to help them live. We helped one before and he has become new, but the others, I fear, can not understand what we give. How do you teach a child creativity? Or teach them that hitting, is not love. How do you teach them to act independently? When they act as one to not get smacked from above. When does this madness end? Can it all become normal? Forever, changes and bends, I should have known it all would crumble. One of them is afraid of the dark, another is afraid of closed doors. The monster in the dark is real and it sparks, the other to be locked in rooms alone, fearing the war. The security blanket was burned long ago, it must be knit back. Patch by patch we sow, and hope to God they don't enter the black. The glory days are over, they have been for a long time now. I hope I can help these children find a four leaf clover, they need the luck, i'll help them, I won't bow.
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I cover my ears To the sound of your voice Cold as ice, cruel as stone Your music gone astray I close my eyes To your actions Defiant and brutal Dismissive and confrontational to those who are supposed to have your respect I seal my lips To your words Dripping with venom Towards those who go against you And my sin was staying silent for too long And now it has caught up to me But I'm done staying silent
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Aug 24, 2019
Aug 24, 2019 at 8:59 AM UTC
My Sins
short timer leaning right shoulder pressed gently against drab concrete walls old mustard yellow brink red tile underfoot and 15 years lost 20 days and a wake up Rip Van Winkle moment I can never understand— smiling up at me expressing thankfulness for incarceration stating plainly it was the only thing that could have saved his life and now, life begins again fresh start, with baggage that I could never carry— isolated from peer groups forced to stay in hell a quiet calm fills soft blue eyes knowingly, he retreats to lonely meals and the occasional press against his ethical stand as those left behind despise those on the edge of freedom freedom with conditional and mandatory reporting – 15 years boiled down to 19 days excitement and wonder like a child during holiday celebrations there is no way to express the technology that will seem confrontational no way to warn madness in the streets and no lighthouses on the beaches scared and alone, one step then another there is really no mystery why these folks find themselves back at the only home they ever really know or knew –
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Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 4:21 PM UTC
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I **** at apologies. I mean, I'm the absolute worst person to get in an argument with because I won't ever win and if I do I'll apologize. You could stab me and I'd apologize to you. I always sound passive-aggressive, I don't mean to, I swear. Speaking of swears, I cuss. A LOT. Sorry. So when I apologize, it's not because I'm wrong, it's because you've hurt me too much for me to argue anymore. I'm taught that I have to apologize for everything, I have to be sorry for existing. I don't have a confrontational bone in my body.
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Nov 5, 2020
Nov 5, 2020 at 8:28 PM UTC
Apologies
Sometimes I wish that you had chosen her. Or I suppose, really, that she had chosen you. So that you'd be with her, the girl that, in hindsight, now that I'm thinking about it, probably would be really good for you. Maybe she would take care of you, do everything for you, and not mind or complain the way I sometimes do that bothers you. I'm sorry I do that, I don't mean to make you feel like a burden, it's just heavy sometimes to carry the weight of another and I'm strong but my endurance isn't impeccable. Maybe she would stay quiet and inside her head, the way you do, so you could both go about your day talking about how ****** the world is but never how ****** you feel, the way I try to do but sometimes can't. Maybe she'd be okay with being passive, maybe none of her friends would tell her to be more confrontational, maybe you'd consider her courage when she tried to be regardless. Maybe she wouldn't accuse you of anything because she had every reason to trust you and the world around her.  Maybe you could trust her enough to let her in your head for a second.  Maybe she'd do anything for you, like I try to do, and maybe you just might fight to do the same, not so much like you try to do with me.
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Dec 6, 2016
Dec 6, 2016 at 9:44 PM UTC
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