"confirmatory" poems
Tinnitus is here since the first time,
The first time you had ditched me...
Oh yeah it had gotten okay temporarily,
Because you patched up momentarily.
Now I have an even stronger Vertigo,
Ever after I am of some knowledge..
How did you put up such a good act,
Why did you double cross me?
He confirmed what your mom told me,
That he had come down to your town..
Before I did, much before you knew me,
Even earlier than you stepped in my life...
I don't want to know who you cheated,
He might as well feel double-crossed.
You're right, that's your personal issue,
I am nobody to make comments on it.
Now I suspect that I have a Neuroma,
They dub it as Acoustic Neuroma.
You may ask me simply,
"What sense is that self-diagnosis?"
Well I just observed the symptoms,
***A persistent headache,
Dizziness,
Drowsiness,
Vertigo,
Tinnitus.***
The confirmatory test will be held soon,
It is not often always a malignancy,
And I will just hope for the best.
I really hope that it is not cancerous,
For that would bankrupt the family,
Cancer - that too a brain tumour...
As if I had gulped down barrels of wine,
Vertigo is as though I'm inebriated,
It is seriously very irritating.
Irritating me for long is this tinnitus,
Now vertigo has just added to them,
My miserable mysterious miseries.
But don't you worry and keep playing,
You're an excellent playgirl,
There're so many boys as toys for you.
Oct 20, 2016
Oct 20, 2016 at 12:56 PM UTC
They say that not all who wander are lost.
But wandering does come with a cost,
Because eventually, you become misplaced,
And then you get lost by your own mistake.
My mind was lost a long time ago,
I'm confused and worried nothing to show,
People pass by smiles on their faces.
They say your happiness is you so embrace it.
In society, it is defined as depression,
Scared and dreary, sadness is an obsession,
It makes you upset and confused for days,
It makes you contemplate what other people say.
I try not to live up to society's confirmatory.
I always try to make the most of my abnormality.
But what you don't know is I'm not what you see,
I only display the best version of me.
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 10:23 PM UTC
A day I will understand you,
the power between what I share with you,
and the greatness of our relationship,
a day I will understand what it is more than friendship.
You are strong and present as the sun in the sky,
Thy are stronger than a musky
rock, and a tiger in her territory,
Thy words are everlasting and confirmatory
of a love that never fades,
a smile that evades
each critic.
You are my dolomitic girl.
Nov 28, 2020
Nov 28, 2020 at 7:14 AM UTC