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* [Part the First] There's some giddy, childish sensation The hope of a new generation Faceless cameras war for my voice A flashing ocean of stomps and shoves Taken from me is my choice Given is a false sense of love They smile too wide to be true Contorted and stretched, like some plastic But they're all I have before the blue So deep breaths, and then come dramatics People who pass me by Don't seem to realise The emptiness of the sky When they look into my eyes They ask: Is it lonely up in space? Is it a cold, abandoned place? Is it bright amongst the stars? Do you know who you really are? [Part the Second] My life has faded to drunken thoughts Reality doesn't confirm what can't be bought The multicoloured psychedelia Of nebula turning to rainbows Now looks more fake than ever And so my sanity goes There's a beast out there, lurking I'm not sure if it wants me But my hope is hiding, sulking From the abyss that can hear and see The worst way to die is alone Where there's no one who can help me As my punishment destroys my home At least, from my memory They screech: It's so lonely up in space It's a cold, abandoned place It's too bright amongst the stars I think I'm dreaming too far [Part the Third] The faintest echo of laughter Presents itself as my only answer It's distant, like someone drowning in ecstasy But it rings from the walls to my ears The effect of the starry-eyed seas Has mutated into whimpering fears I know I'm not amongst the stars anymore But the damage cannot be undone So I gave myself to the floor I could lie here, and never see the sun Space could've never actually existed Just a vivid fantasy of escape But my mind has been so twisted It must've been the cruelty of fate They wonder: Was it lonely up in space? Was it a cold, abandoned place? Will the stars ever forgive? Do I still have a life to live?
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Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 11:14 AM UTC
Up in Space
* [Part the First] There's some giddy, childish sensation The hope of a new generation Faceless cameras war for my voice A flashing ocean of stomps and shoves Taken from me is my choice Given is a false sense of love They smile too wide to be true Contorted and stretched, like some plastic But they're all I have before the blue So deep breaths, and then come dramatics People who pass me by Don't seem to realise The emptiness of the sky When they look into my eyes They ask: Is it lonely up in space? Is it a cold, abandoned place? Is it bright amongst the stars? Do you know who you really are? [Part the Second] My life has faded to drunken thoughts Reality doesn't confirm what can't be bought The multicoloured psychedelia Of nebula turning to rainbows Now looks more fake than ever And so my sanity goes There's a beast out there, lurking I'm not sure if it wants me But my hope is hiding, sulking From the abyss that can hear and see The worst way to die is alone Where there's no one who can help me As my punishment destroys my home At least, from my memory They screech: It's so lonely up in space It's a cold, abandoned place It's too bright amongst the stars I think I'm dreaming too far [Part the Third] The faintest echo of laughter Presents itself as my only answer It's distant, like someone drowning in ecstasy But it rings from the walls to my ears The effect of the starry-eyed seas Has mutated into whimpering fears I know I'm not amongst the stars anymore But the damage cannot be undone So I gave myself to the floor I could lie here, and never see the sun Space could've never actually existed Just a vivid fantasy of escape But my mind has been so twisted It must've been the cruelty of fate They wonder: Was it lonely up in space? Was it a cold, abandoned place? Will the stars ever forgive? Do I still have a life to live?
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*study *your defined mounds and dipping hips,, lips and heated soles, to ascertain that your mine willingly, you're alive, still mine, to have and hold, not to be me, a left~behind* *for you in and ex, hale~hail me not, you chest. convex nor concave, if it gives, lives, moves, my eyes,     mine wetted eyes cannot discern, and the precious stillness I do so adore cherish, contaminated by notions of you having perished* + *it, is wished hard away, wished hard it may disappear, a sigh. a groan, a puzzling moan, anything even a sudden dreaming scream, to confirm that our heat still can be all merged, so that your light sleeper schema cannot be touched and thus defeated, so I write an only love poem, and sign it with tears of a cursed quiet streaming, clouded, most unliterary, but always with a super silent adoration, of, for* she, who cannot be disturbed
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Sep 22, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 at 4:16 PM UTC
when in the stillness, I cannot hear your breathing
As night hath stars, more rare than ships In ocean, faint from pole to pole, So all the wonder of her lips Hints her innavigable soul. Such lights she gives as guide my bark; But I am swallowed in the swell Of her heart's ocean, sagely dark, That holds my heaven and holds my hell. In her I live, a mote minute Dancing a moment in the sun: In her I die, a sterile shoot Of nightshade in oblivion. In her my elf dissolves, a grain Of salt cast careless in the sea; My passion purifies my pain To peace past personality. Love of my life, God grant the years Confirm the chrism - rose to rood! Anointing loves, asperging tears In sanctifying solitude! Man is so infinitely small In all these stars, determinate. Maker and moulder of them all, Man is so infinitely great!
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At Sea
The crockets are launched The people are killed Crits are ringing Sentries are shooting I know this, I was there I'm not a dactor, not yet at least I took spawn camping to the next level It's true, they can confirm it look it up yourself  next gen spawn camping I did it, you didn't (unless you were there) it was at 11:00 this morning yea
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Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 10:25 PM UTC
Spawn Camping
I knew a kid in highschool Rather to say I knew him would be an overstatement, He was a friend of a friend at most, The boy that sat directly in front of me in my economics class Second seat from the right, second to last from the back The corner of the classroom between the whiteboard wall and the windows I remember that scene like a diagram, I couldn’t tell you anything I learned from the class but, I knew a kid in highschool He was best friends with my childhood best friend He wasn’t quiet, wasn’t loud- he was a normal highschool boy I remember the last words I said to him Well not quite, I remember the vague idea Something along the lines of it only gets worse He was talking about the theoretic project where we role played Each kid acting out as if they were in the real world He said he was overwhelmed by the amount of work I told him it only gets worse I knew a kid in highschool He killed himself during the weekend The Monday they announced in I was sick I was sick His obituary isn’t up on the internet anymore Neither is his facebook, he is nothing but a yearbook page The page to a book I couldn’t afford He is a memory on bookshelves filled with dust I knew a kid in highschool but I had to ask a friend to confirm his existence That I didn’t just make up a daydreamed suicide I’m so tired of wondering what’s left of us when we die I spend most of my life running from evidence of my existence No photos, no yearbooks, nothing with me or my name I knew a kid in highschool
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Jul 2, 2019
Jul 2, 2019 at 4:28 AM UTC
I knew a kid
I knew a kid in highschool Rather to say I knew him would be an overstatement, He was a friend of a friend at most, The boy that sat directly in front of me in my economics class Second seat from the right, second to last from the back The corner of the classroom between the whiteboard wall and the windows I remember that scene like a diagram, I couldn’t tell you anything I learned from the class but, I knew a kid in highschool He was best friends with my childhood best friend He wasn’t quiet, wasn’t loud- he was a normal highschool boy I remember the last words I said to him Well not quite, I remember the vague idea Something along the lines of it only gets worse He was talking about the theoretic project where we role played Each kid acting out as if they were in the real world He said he was overwhelmed by the amount of work I told him it only gets worse I knew a kid in highschool He killed himself during the weekend The Monday they announced in I was sick I was sick His obituary isn’t up on the internet anymore Neither is his facebook, he is nothing but a yearbook page The page to a book I couldn’t afford He is a memory on bookshelves filled with dust I knew a kid in highschool but I had to ask a friend to confirm his existence That I didn’t just make up a daydreamed suicide I’m so tired of wondering what’s left of us when we die I spend most of my life running from evidence of my existence No photos, no yearbooks, nothing with me or my name I knew a kid in highschool
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Today I had a bout of acute-you shyness one where I try to pretend I don't notice but have you noticed how difficult it is when outside idles but inside there's a race to views like you leaning side to side on the motorcycle ride slot machine driving my eyes to sly around your slides taking them wide as when I was eighteen I'd look for curves at Southend pier's end give out stares and start to take in scenes of free amusement at the Fun Bump arcade around and around the circuit you rode I was lapping up your every move sneaking a view through the coin drop peeping behind the pinball of Dr Who prying open the photo booth curtain gap faux testing the mallet with your strength playing air hockey with my thoughts were your short chic bangs a wig? they sit so still I long for the straights then swing to one side with a leg tight vibrant jeans in hairpin bends ironing out where the centre line is damp polishing the dashing leather saddle vibrating with wrist twist contempt loveliness revving up to red line exploding in my face with daring this bike crash heart of mine please forgive not stopping staring a race course habit never outgrown I go too fast and of course I fall in love as bad as deeply madly but the fact that it's with you.. well I have to forgive myself this malady I'm a side-road heading for a spin on ways to tell you you're beautiful dangerously close I risk self harm imagining that colour of pink and pale the flush u-turn will be a charm If I can get you climbing off hot and flustered I’ll have done my pit stop job at once a chance encounter and a fateful winning score to let you know you've entered into being my prize draw I'll walk away but don't be sore it's up to you to take it further but just know one thing more that if you call me to confirm and tell me that I’m worth it I would turn around so fast the world would gearshift and wait but not in neutral for us
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Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 1:30 PM UTC
Not a slot insight
Today I had a bout of acute-you shyness one where I try to pretend I don't notice but have you noticed how difficult it is when outside idles but inside there's a race to views like you leaning side to side on the motorcycle ride slot machine driving my eyes to sly around your slides taking them wide as when I was eighteen I'd look for curves at Southend pier's end give out stares and start to take in scenes of free amusement at the Fun Bump arcade around and around the circuit you rode I was lapping up your every move sneaking a view through the coin drop peeping behind the pinball of Dr Who prying open the photo booth curtain gap faux testing the mallet with your strength playing air hockey with my thoughts were your short chic bangs a wig? they sit so still I long for the straights then swing to one side with a leg tight vibrant jeans in hairpin bends ironing out where the centre line is damp polishing the dashing leather saddle vibrating with wrist twist contempt loveliness revving up to red line exploding in my face with daring this bike crash heart of mine please forgive not stopping staring a race course habit never outgrown I go too fast and of course I fall in love as bad as deeply madly but the fact that it's with you.. well I have to forgive myself this malady I'm a side-road heading for a spin on ways to tell you you're beautiful dangerously close I risk self harm imagining that colour of pink and pale the flush u-turn will be a charm If I can get you climbing off hot and flustered I’ll have done my pit stop job at once a chance encounter and a fateful winning score to let you know you've entered into being my prize draw I'll walk away but don't be sore it's up to you to take it further but just know one thing more that if you call me to confirm and tell me that I’m worth it I would turn around so fast the world would gearshift and wait but not in neutral for us
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I have you in my sight Time to take that picture Saving it with your name So you can look yourself up Tell me where you are now I need to know for your safety Forget about privacy Everyone's life is becoming an open book Film all of your surroundings to give memories more meaning You look so much more happier with that shining bright filter on Slave of the new media Need to confirm my existence So please give me your opinion to make my wasted days count Conversations made through meaningless stares at the screen Real emotions never shown Only delivered Have you heard the news? Why are you ignoring me? Because everybody else has heard about the truth of my lies
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Mar 7, 2017
Mar 7, 2017 at 5:16 PM UTC
The Anti-Social Media
Raised to believe what you are told sometimes they didn't get it right Beneath the muck and mire reveal true to life issues with consequences Fact checks confirm what we all know however the need to triple check remains The CORE VALUES we poses make us who we are and build our character Days by day we seek to stay connected to friends, business colleagues & family Have we lost touch with the personal affect of shaking hands and saying hello? Face to face and not only by computer screen, fax or twitter. Keeping it real and honest, telling it strait with confidence every time Deep within my core, I value; GOD, family, good friends, hard work, peace and love.
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Oct 12, 2016
Oct 12, 2016 at 5:28 AM UTC
CORE VALUES
Her body looks touchy in the light, I urge to play with her all night. Yes, she says and I hold her softly’ I take a deep breathe, to confirm if she’s ready. She didn’t mind, and i proposed for a birthday gift, she can’t say yet. I run one hand up her neck touching her makes me wanna peck For I love kissing.   Across her body, my right hand goes, I have been practicing, believe me, it shows. Another deep breath, the tension reduce staying focus, every moment dues Boldly toast her to the room' She gently stand up, no offends and we move. Getting to the room I gently push her to the wall I make her feel the groove My vibes and my moves Triggers her to do With my two hands, I grab her head while kissing her She close her eyes and French we go. So deep and no, i need to go’ she pull me back. The sounds and feelings grow more immense The movements, become more intense My heart stops as I see the door open Her mom walks in and says; Your guitar is too loud, please turn it down. And she reply’ ok mom. Well, I’m a bad boy trying to be relevant. She forwardly push me to the bed Stylishly she unzip my jean and holds my **** While she **** the head She fingers herself and makes me lick. At the long run, I inserted my sim. She took her face off as she feels the hit She screams and still pulling me in, While I diligently *** her with styles She wonder, who am I Four rounds we go Hard and slow She feels light and dope She’s smiles and says that’s your birthday *** BOB
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Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 11:12 AM UTC
BIRTHDAY ***
Her body looks touchy in the light, I urge to play with her all night. Yes, she says and I hold her softly’ I take a deep breathe, to confirm if she’s ready. She didn’t mind, and i proposed for a birthday gift, she can’t say yet. I run one hand up her neck touching her makes me wanna peck For I love kissing.   Across her body, my right hand goes, I have been practicing, believe me, it shows. Another deep breath, the tension reduce staying focus, every moment dues Boldly toast her to the room' She gently stand up, no offends and we move. Getting to the room I gently push her to the wall I make her feel the groove My vibes and my moves Triggers her to do With my two hands, I grab her head while kissing her She close her eyes and French we go. So deep and no, i need to go’ she pull me back. The sounds and feelings grow more immense The movements, become more intense My heart stops as I see the door open Her mom walks in and says; Your guitar is too loud, please turn it down. And she reply’ ok mom. Well, I’m a bad boy trying to be relevant. She forwardly push me to the bed Stylishly she unzip my jean and holds my **** While she **** the head She fingers herself and makes me lick. At the long run, I inserted my sim. She took her face off as she feels the hit She screams and still pulling me in, While I diligently *** her with styles She wonder, who am I Four rounds we go Hard and slow She feels light and dope She’s smiles and says that’s your birthday *** BOB
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i cry to feel emotion to sympathize to confirm my mortality to express joy to release bottled up hate, sadness, guilt but the worst is when i cannot cry i beg the tears to trickle down my face, only for me to wipe them away the absence of them makes me feel like my sentiments aren’t true they’re fraud, phony, insincere if i can’t control or understand my own tears why should i expect someone to dry them for me? because i can’t explain why they’re present in one instance and absent in the next
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May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013 at 6:39 PM UTC
cry
My New Year’s Eve was spent collecting fragmented recollections to confirm that my dignity had truly died. Soberly, I perused the bars and clubs, and walked aimlessly up and down crowded streets, feeling like my life had somehow been shifted into slow motion, while the rest of the world, engaging in joyous celebration and ffestivities, was knocked out of rhythm from my existence. How in the world could the clock strike midnight? How could people embrace, and kiss at the dropping of the ball? How could they laugh and smiile, and wish each other a “Happy New Year!”? More importantly, how could those god **** traffic lights have the audacity to continue changing from red to ggreen to yellow, then back to red again. My dignity had just died. My dignity had just died. My dignity was dead. My dignity was gone. In the days and weeks that followed the death of my dignity, I noticed that life faded from colloquial to iconic, like something mystical, or an intangible object of deep longing. And recurrent images of those ******* obnoxious traffic lights insensitively switching colors replay in my mind to remind me over and over in the greens (go), the reds (stop), and the yellows (be careful), that my dignity had died. Memories of the ddays before my dignity had died run through my mind like old home movies with centuries of black and white film stuck on repeat, and slowly fraying, around the edges, because of the harsh demands of time. It is life’s harsh and cruel irony that these images, once my greatest joy, have now become inflicters of the greatest pain that I have ever felt. Like a sound wave of pain, so powerful, that it has silenced any other pain that my heart has ever heard. So now I know, it is true life is a bitch. The fading of my dignity has made me overly aware of the earth turning on its axis. As spring approached, for the very first time, I noticed the way the flowers seem reluctant to bloom, as if uncertain of their welcome invitation. Such a cruel reality, that the flowers would choose to bloom, and nature would choose to carry on, slipping further and further away from the day that my dignity died. And still, to this day, those **** traffic lights keep switching colors
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Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 8:32 AM UTC
Traffic Lights
My New Year’s Eve was spent collecting fragmented recollections to confirm that my dignity had truly died. Soberly, I perused the bars and clubs, and walked aimlessly up and down crowded streets, feeling like my life had somehow been shifted into slow motion, while the rest of the world, engaging in joyous celebration and ffestivities, was knocked out of rhythm from my existence. How in the world could the clock strike midnight? How could people embrace, and kiss at the dropping of the ball? How could they laugh and smiile, and wish each other a “Happy New Year!”? More importantly, how could those god **** traffic lights have the audacity to continue changing from red to ggreen to yellow, then back to red again. My dignity had just died. My dignity had just died. My dignity was dead. My dignity was gone. In the days and weeks that followed the death of my dignity, I noticed that life faded from colloquial to iconic, like something mystical, or an intangible object of deep longing. And recurrent images of those ******* obnoxious traffic lights insensitively switching colors replay in my mind to remind me over and over in the greens (go), the reds (stop), and the yellows (be careful), that my dignity had died. Memories of the ddays before my dignity had died run through my mind like old home movies with centuries of black and white film stuck on repeat, and slowly fraying, around the edges, because of the harsh demands of time. It is life’s harsh and cruel irony that these images, once my greatest joy, have now become inflicters of the greatest pain that I have ever felt. Like a sound wave of pain, so powerful, that it has silenced any other pain that my heart has ever heard. So now I know, it is true life is a bitch. The fading of my dignity has made me overly aware of the earth turning on its axis. As spring approached, for the very first time, I noticed the way the flowers seem reluctant to bloom, as if uncertain of their welcome invitation. Such a cruel reality, that the flowers would choose to bloom, and nature would choose to carry on, slipping further and further away from the day that my dignity died. And still, to this day, those **** traffic lights keep switching colors
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Finally this Mint Assembly is Complete As the Last Great Angel will sure confirm Eight Gold Aureoles from Best Moments replete A Standing Ovation his Spirit burns See now, Prince of the Plym! And Testify How they shared Lives to fertilise your Growth There was no Contract; Only Hearts abide Reminding you the Cradle of your Birth Now you, Sweet Divine, to your Future's spout Kindly live yourself well for Dream's extract Know my Prayers stand as Friends throughout Yet a Friend-on-Purpose I dress intact. Eight Best Friends. Eight Blessed Souls I give Breath: Kate. Dil. Jess. Beck. Lauren. Kat. Alice. Beth.
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Mar 9, 2013
Mar 9, 2013 at 6:07 PM UTC
SONNET TRIBUTE: BETH ANDERSON
The first and only morning An event to be heard The birds ask if rain has stopped Replies confirm the resounding "yes" The winds blow gentle With only the intent to be noticed The flies emerge with buzzing glee As the final droplets of rain Pull away from the tips of the pines Dropping one by one On the curious grass Inviting the water in silence
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Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 9:56 AM UTC
Morning
Maybe I needed words to confirm whisper them when it's your turn mouth me from across the room E-L-E-P-H-A-N-T J-U-I-C-E is the same as I love you deceive me with mammals as I play piano pouring my heart upon the keys do with me as you please "I'm yours, I'm yours" rings out the chorus the deafening silence of love unrequited. A boomerang that doesn't come back a runaway train on broken tracks maybe I should have held onto words not listened to the singing birds that told me you felt the same how could I believe your heart was tamed for I am no ringmaster a gazelle that's wandered into foreign pastures I was your prey yet I was bold for the words I say are seldom told with such earnest longing so behold I L-O-V-E Y-O-U
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Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 7:48 PM UTC
Elephant Juice
the trouble with poetry (and this poetry site) is its facilitation awoke in a strange bed, my own, in a different city, with my old eyes renewed with, by loving amazement at the beauty of so many souls experimenting with edged, loving, dangerous compo-notions, that make me older than King David, who loved the love of life and this world, for here I am, falling too for the life & love potions of words of my fellow humans across vast oceans and I stoke their and stroke their heated words, pretending that the cool warmth of my tablet is both their gorgeous skin and alluring verbal twists that arouse my innermost, and break my already broken heart, and heals it at the very same time... all too, so easily this communication is at levels that descend, transcend, grips me with passion and consternation at my own desires, my open body & mind stirred, chilled, shaken, stirred and soothed by the busting out contradictions of us, me, so well hidden, so well revealed in the marvy ability of so many to share their essences, their own scents, just by words upon a page, and here I pause... to consider the duality of the word f a c i l e for poetry shared facilitates this burning,   "     "              "            "             "     tumult, and yet comes to me so facile, that I worry, that the words themselves are facile, cheap & easy, but then I am reassured by the very real drops of my body's fluids upon my cheeks, that confirm, that poetry is too so real, so living, and I guess you know me by my real name, my real face, and my realized words here, and wonder if I need cease to wonder why wonderful is... a thing my poetry is written by silent night, or early morn, so very differing, and laugh out loud at myself, for I am a differing man, at differing times, of a potpourri of contagious contradictory conceptions, that I traverse so easy, this facility is my blessing, and poetry my well worn skill at...facilitating this absurd admixture of human~you-man~a man~amen. and here I leave you... for I have left the sunroom too... @ 3:26 am Thu Sep 4 someplace else
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Sep 4, 2025
Sep 4, 2025 at 3:35 AM UTC
the trouble with poetry is...
the trouble with poetry (and this poetry site) is its facilitation awoke in a strange bed, my own, in a different city, with my old eyes renewed with, by loving amazement at the beauty of so many souls experimenting with edged, loving, dangerous compo-notions, that make me older than King David, who loved the love of life and this world, for here I am, falling too for the life & love potions of words of my fellow humans across vast oceans and I stoke their and stroke their heated words, pretending that the cool warmth of my tablet is both their gorgeous skin and alluring verbal twists that arouse my innermost, and break my already broken heart, and heals it at the very same time... all too, so easily this communication is at levels that descend, transcend, grips me with passion and consternation at my own desires, my open body & mind stirred, chilled, shaken, stirred and soothed by the busting out contradictions of us, me, so well hidden, so well revealed in the marvy ability of so many to share their essences, their own scents, just by words upon a page, and here I pause... to consider the duality of the word f a c i l e for poetry shared facilitates this burning,   "     "              "            "             "     tumult, and yet comes to me so facile, that I worry, that the words themselves are facile, cheap & easy, but then I am reassured by the very real drops of my body's fluids upon my cheeks, that confirm, that poetry is too so real, so living, and I guess you know me by my real name, my real face, and my realized words here, and wonder if I need cease to wonder why wonderful is... a thing my poetry is written by silent night, or early morn, so very differing, and laugh out loud at myself, for I am a differing man, at differing times, of a potpourri of contagious contradictory conceptions, that I traverse so easy, this facility is my blessing, and poetry my well worn skill at...facilitating this absurd admixture of human~you-man~a man~amen. and here I leave you... for I have left the sunroom too... @ 3:26 am Thu Sep 4 someplace else
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The real subjectivity of life is overwhelming; Prospective consumes our frontal cortex But there is no escape from this vacuum seal. We see the faces of our own delight, The know how of the here and now, But we are too blind to look past our own perspectives. Even when we fathom the hearts of others, Our understandings are predisposed  to our own Identity. Objectivity is a fleeting notion of reality, of truth and its as though the ground we hold so dearly Is constantly fleeing from our grasp. Today we call this individualism, a disconnect between one's self and society. But I so selfishly and foolishly believe that this chasm stems from being lied to so often. Am I lying to myself or am I being lied to I do no know, but it is important to understand that it does not matter that nothing matters, because everything exists in my field of view. The only question remains: am I correct Or has the devil made me a fool? But  this does not confirm nihilism only hints at its initial potential. Yet there are common truths that are irrefutable no matter who you are, real or not: The reality is the here and now, No matter what ghosts or demons there may be. They affect the consciousness constantly indifferently to whether or not they are fraudulent or true. And my experiences are true, the emotions are radical, and even if everyone I know is a figment and interpretation, they still hold a grasp onto my withering heart.
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Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 1:28 PM UTC
Individualism
Do you also wake up in the middle of the night and almost reach for me because you forgot that I'm not there anymore? I slept next to someone else last night, But I had a dream that I was next to you, And I have never felt more disappointed in my life than in that moment when I woke up. I can't tell which is worse, the disappointment or Trying to sleep while holding myself together because it feels like everything is about to spill out of me. According to everyone I should just go meet someone else, but it's not that easy. I have no interest in talking to anyone when I'm sober, When I'm drunk I just end up telling everyone about you. I can't tell if I'm waiting for someone to confirm that you're never coming back Or for someone to lie to me so I can feel better for the night. Can I ***** out all my feelings too, along with the ***** I almost thought I had, the night I was dry heaving into the morning. That was the night I got so drunk I couldn't stop asking everyone I saw Why Didn't You Love Me? I'm sure all the strangers in the room thought I was crazy. I have dreams about you all the time and even in my dreams, You still don't love me. If I stare at your Facebook chat bubble long enough, Will I see the three dots of you beginning to type a message? If I stare out my window long enough, Will I see you walking towards my front door? I still want to punch a hole through the wall whenever I hear a song that you used to sing to me. That's become particularly annoying since the Chainsmokers got popular. Apparently I can't get over you while still listening to your SoundCloud playlists But I'm not sure what else is worth listening to. The other day, my friend commented on how fast I walk. I told him it was because I had gotten used to your speed since you're much taller than me. In reality, I think it's just to make up for the parts of my life that haven't been moving at all.
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Oct 11, 2016
Oct 11, 2016 at 8:15 PM UTC
***** my feelings out
Do you also wake up in the middle of the night and almost reach for me because you forgot that I'm not there anymore? I slept next to someone else last night, But I had a dream that I was next to you, And I have never felt more disappointed in my life than in that moment when I woke up. I can't tell which is worse, the disappointment or Trying to sleep while holding myself together because it feels like everything is about to spill out of me. According to everyone I should just go meet someone else, but it's not that easy. I have no interest in talking to anyone when I'm sober, When I'm drunk I just end up telling everyone about you. I can't tell if I'm waiting for someone to confirm that you're never coming back Or for someone to lie to me so I can feel better for the night. Can I ***** out all my feelings too, along with the ***** I almost thought I had, the night I was dry heaving into the morning. That was the night I got so drunk I couldn't stop asking everyone I saw Why Didn't You Love Me? I'm sure all the strangers in the room thought I was crazy. I have dreams about you all the time and even in my dreams, You still don't love me. If I stare at your Facebook chat bubble long enough, Will I see the three dots of you beginning to type a message? If I stare out my window long enough, Will I see you walking towards my front door? I still want to punch a hole through the wall whenever I hear a song that you used to sing to me. That's become particularly annoying since the Chainsmokers got popular. Apparently I can't get over you while still listening to your SoundCloud playlists But I'm not sure what else is worth listening to. The other day, my friend commented on how fast I walk. I told him it was because I had gotten used to your speed since you're much taller than me. In reality, I think it's just to make up for the parts of my life that haven't been moving at all.
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1408 The Fact that Earth is Heaven— Whether Heaven is Heaven or not If not an Affidavit Of that specific Spot Not only must confirm us That it is not for us But that it would affront us To dwell in such a place—
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The Fact that Earth is Heaven—
There's no S upon my chest. Or a Bat signal too. I just wants to confirm. I'm the hero just for you. I'm Submariner. Or even the Mighty Hulk. I just believe with my heart. I'm the hero just for you. You're not the Invisible Woman. But you have the strength that's she do. And you mirror Wonder Woman in many ways. I just believe in my heart. I'm the hero just for you. I could be compared to Ironman. Even without his power. Or to Thor. And I'm not no God. I just believe in your heart you know. I'm the hero just for you. Some obstacles that we might face. I could wield protection with Capt. America shield. And show the wildness of the Black Panther roaing in the hills. Love alone is an heroic event. And you'll find it's the best things shared between us.
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Sep 28, 2012
Sep 28, 2012 at 4:44 PM UTC
The Hero Just For You
superb partaking of private delicacies yet always keeping track of the skyline keeping senses alert, never fully falling I allow myself to get hurt each time that skyline changes not because I enjoy the pain but there's just something about you I'm not willing to lose, not that easily so, I swallow ******* and suppress the ego and take the whipping words readily whatever it takes there may come a relinquishing moment when I can just give and let it all flow free fall, like a kite almost but for now, when shadows may come and place arms round the heavens ****** sun rays from abode and kiss the air into a messy cloudburst and leave the sky taut with approaching footfalls of fiery thunder claps I take it all and want it no other way I accept the paradox fully the pattern has been set it is consistent this mega beautiful skyline over me hovers so discreet in plain sight yet blind to all I see the veins on the back of your hand, and blood veering sideways towards impossible thoughts yes a line upon the horizon tells me never fear a stringent fire walk simply tests the mettle coil discoveries in life confirm nobody is alone as deep and low as it gets sometimes the highs, oh! the highs outfly the roof take what you need from life now and from me yet take your sweet time until the day I see your eyes reflected in that skyline and your lamp beckoning on, into this frame your skyline tastes so good
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Dec 1, 2013
Dec 1, 2013 at 5:12 AM UTC
skyline
I come face-to-face with my Shadow hungry devouring depraved. The lupine before a full hunter moon bristles. Hot saliva falls from hurtful pointed rows in pearls. This in Goodge Street Station's Underground where a poster promotes The Hunger a page-turner The Clown in Soho: 3 Chocolate Martinis 4 lagers 1 gram of ******* 300 press-ups 7 mile run and 1 sachet of Kamagra … the night begins … I howl with delight - that’s me - cracks open a smile yellow eddies swirl in thrawl to that shadow beast o’ mine. This monstrous I can never satiated be -- a beast to straight jacket under the influence of the waning and waxing moon and on the night of the carmine moon release My phone rings (Excuse me, while I take this). ‘Hello, am I speaking to Ashley?’ ‘Depends on who’s asking,’ I respond licking my lips. ‘You Ashley Chapman?’ I like this kind o’ game. ‘Like I said, who’s asking?’ Frustrated he repeats, ‘Confirm your name.’ I yawn and tell him as savagely as I can: 'No!' Wolves know 'no' to the pack. But as in Beauty and the Beast (the Cocteau 1946 version, of course) beneath that thick molting hair pelt beasts have culture and feelings, too (a lion's heart?) and mostly (occasionally not) given space food The Den a willing mate (or two) we’re okay affectionate dogs. For when all is well with my shadow -- no problem    in peace    in chains 'til the looped moon!
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Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 1:38 PM UTC
My Shadow
Your smile dawned on me As the moon rose and you walked out Into the night to sing . . .   . . . And then return later With the glow of music on your cheeks To sit and talk sharing your day Between slices of Jarlsberg   Grateful beyond words That this could be so I kept bringing you to me To confirm that you were really you   Buoyant with Vivaldi you climb The steep stairs to your attic room And there sitting on the bed Take this carved wooden box In your hands and with joy open to me your childhood your adolescence your young womanhood bookmarked With precious paper tokens Cards letters drawings certificates of membership Ephemera of memories Every piece a jigsaw of your early years   I see you twelve fourteen twenty A dear girl bright eyed so alert to life Gathering its mysteries to herself in Trophies of love and experience Still and more so and more so still
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Sep 10, 2012
Sep 10, 2012 at 1:40 AM UTC
Your smile dawned on me
She ain't never **** a black boi but she use the word ***** And Her blk home girls give her the encouragement to pull that trigger Born in the hills but addicted to the hood I'm her curse and blessing man this ***** is always up to no good Blue eye devil who love the dark skin She said she never had it so deep when a ***** went in She drive listen to legends biggie hov and Rudeboi She told me she was looking for her pleaser stick so I just nibble her like a chew toi Snap backs and Jordan's She's a ***** for retail She got that white girl syndrome but cursed by the black details Hello to the west end she went and add her best friend Slave to the lifestyle but she know she will never fit in Banded by color but my girl went ratchet When she Confirm the fair-tale of food stamps and welfare Status Racist antics but she defer the approach Cuz her white friends can't understand what her blk friends don't Family of mix feelings her dad told her no Mama said be your self and get to know the unknown I give her the face of a sign that saids do not enter Becuz what you think you wanna no is better if you won't remember But in the false claim we built into better bitter lovers So lesson is always learn never judge a book by its cover
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Aug 25, 2013
Aug 25, 2013 at 1:10 AM UTC
Django Lover
Beetles are just tiny black meteors That tumbled from other galaxies Sprouted legs and then began to trek round this planet Making notes in their jotters about the weather and such Checking charts and ticking boxes to confirm that We'd ****** it all up here
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Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 5:30 PM UTC
19.04.14
In this Dragon's Year eighty Candles knock Kneeling to Confirm another Life's Best Your Strength, still sturdy; Your Concepts, in-lock Which Rivers flowing among all your rest I thanked you before for Friendship accept Though Identity was risk to beseech Still in your Paper those Laurels you kept That Wisdom only an Open Mind could reach And guess what, Coach, did you see your Boy's stunt, Flicking himself in an air-wheel Down Under? Where a Hermit Crab's shell prayed his be blunt Hoping his Weight would not crush it asunder. Joking aside, may your Day all be well Knowing your Shoes are dancing, I can tell.
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Mar 10, 2013
Mar 10, 2013 at 8:56 PM UTC
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