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"confesses" poems
she asks at last, is this one for me “of course it is, was waiting for visualizing the Oh, when I heard you stumbled into it” she then confesses, she has a “tendency to stumble” without an explanation her answer is in her manner subtle, that instantly invigorates, so decidedly her style, her answer, raising more questions, defeating the illusion of anybody masculine overconfidence of the challenger she puts the ”oy” in coy, deflating my upper-handed attitude, with an answer tantalizing and hinting, so simple, it explains everything and nothing it seems that when she stumbles, it’s me that actually, “all fall down” ah woman, when you best me, it brings forth the best and adds an “a” in this poetic beast, two play fighting cubs nipping each other. the in us gaming in this wordplay game, so exciting, her subtle reasoning teasing results in a man as a happy sore loser*
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Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 5:16 PM UTC
a tendency to stumble
If my daughter ever comes to me and asks me if I think she is pretty I will say NO You are so much more than pretty you are beautiful If my daughter ever comes to me with tears stains on her face telling me her heart's been broken by the boy she thought was the one even though she may only be 14, or 16, or 21 I will not ask who it was I will simply hold her until the pain stops whether it be minutes or hours or even days and buy her some chocolate, of course If my daughter ever comes to me and shows me the scars on her wrists and her legs and her sides I will not look away horrified I will simply show her how a little bit of time and a little bit of cream can heal all wounds even those of the heart If my daughter ever comes to me and shows me her sharp hip bones jutting out and her soft ribcage peeking out I will not call her crazy or any awful name I will simply hold her soft enough that her bones may not break and walk her along the all too familiar path to recovery If my daughter ever comes to me bleeding and bruised because he didn't know what no meant I will not make her feel ***** I will not make her feel worthless I will not ask why she didn't stop him I will simply calm her victimized heart and show her the many ways to **** a man or a woman if they ever touch her without her consent again I will not judge her for the many nights she may fall asleep crying Instead I will prepare her a cup of tea, buy her some inspirational movies, write her some poems and give her some books Because I know broken souls cannot be fixed over-night I will let her buy dresses that make her feel beautiful and will not laugh at her if she chooses to wear them with tennis shoes I will let her stay home from school every once in a while even if I know she is faking it because I know we all need a break sometimes and I know that school isn't the only place you can learn valuable life lessons If my daughter ever comes to me with a small child in her arms one whom was not exactly planned one whom has no father I will step in and be that father I will be her help But most importantly If my daughter EVER comes to me and confesses her mental illness I will not doubt her I will not mock her I will simply smile at her and assure her she is not alone and will get the means for help For I never want her to know what lonely tastes like
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Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 8:13 PM UTC
If I Ever Have A Daughter
If my daughter ever comes to me and asks me if I think she is pretty I will say NO You are so much more than pretty you are beautiful If my daughter ever comes to me with tears stains on her face telling me her heart's been broken by the boy she thought was the one even though she may only be 14, or 16, or 21 I will not ask who it was I will simply hold her until the pain stops whether it be minutes or hours or even days and buy her some chocolate, of course If my daughter ever comes to me and shows me the scars on her wrists and her legs and her sides I will not look away horrified I will simply show her how a little bit of time and a little bit of cream can heal all wounds even those of the heart If my daughter ever comes to me and shows me her sharp hip bones jutting out and her soft ribcage peeking out I will not call her crazy or any awful name I will simply hold her soft enough that her bones may not break and walk her along the all too familiar path to recovery If my daughter ever comes to me bleeding and bruised because he didn't know what no meant I will not make her feel ***** I will not make her feel worthless I will not ask why she didn't stop him I will simply calm her victimized heart and show her the many ways to **** a man or a woman if they ever touch her without her consent again I will not judge her for the many nights she may fall asleep crying Instead I will prepare her a cup of tea, buy her some inspirational movies, write her some poems and give her some books Because I know broken souls cannot be fixed over-night I will let her buy dresses that make her feel beautiful and will not laugh at her if she chooses to wear them with tennis shoes I will let her stay home from school every once in a while even if I know she is faking it because I know we all need a break sometimes and I know that school isn't the only place you can learn valuable life lessons If my daughter ever comes to me with a small child in her arms one whom was not exactly planned one whom has no father I will step in and be that father I will be her help But most importantly If my daughter EVER comes to me and confesses her mental illness I will not doubt her I will not mock her I will simply smile at her and assure her she is not alone and will get the means for help For I never want her to know what lonely tastes like
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Over the surging tides and the mountain kingdoms, Over the pastoral valleys and the meadows, Over the cities with their factory darkness, Over the lands where peace is still a power, Over all these and all this planet carries A power broods, invisible monarch, a stranger To some, but by many trusted. Man's a believer Until corrupted. This huge trusted power Is spirit. He moves in the muscle of the world, In continual creation. He burns the tides, he shines From the matchless skies. He is the day's surrender. Recognize him in the eye of the angry tiger, In the sign of a child stepping at last into sleep, In whatever touches, graces and confesses, In hopes fulfilled or forgotten, in promises Kept, in the resignation of old men - This spirit, this power, this holder together of space Is about, is aware, is working in your breathing. But most he is the need that shows in hunger And in the tears shed in the lonely fastness. And in sorrow after anger.
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A Chorus
WHEN cold December Froze to grisamber The jangling bells on the sweet rose-trees-- Then fading slow And furred is the snow As the almond's sweet husk-- And smelling like musk. The snow amygdaline Under the eglantine Where the bristling stars shine Like a gilt porcupine-- The snow confesses The little Princesses On their small chioppines Dance under the orpines. See the casuistries Of their slant fluttering eyes-- Gilt as the zodiac (Dancing Herodiac). Only the snow slides Like gilded myrrh-- From the rose-branches--hides Rose-roots that stir.
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When Cold December
In a quiet corner of my heart, 🌹 her memory lingers, softly alive.🌹 I need not call her name in prayers,🌹 yet my soul forever pleads for her.🌹 She does not fade with passing time,🌹 like a hidden flame, she continues to glow.🌹 Even in silence, her presence speaks, a whisper the world may never know. 🌹 What the lips refuse, the heart confesses, what the world forgets, my spirit 🌹🌹preserves.🌹 For love is not bound by distance or voice, it endures in a language only the soul deserves🌹🌹
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Sep 19, 2025
Sep 19, 2025 at 1:50 PM UTC
Memory ✨✨✨✨✨✨
the surprisingly sweetest clementine 2016 amidst the marble and stone pillars of the museum's fifth avenue grand hall, a woman grows faint and woozy, and the Egyptian artifacts five thousand years old, re-proved as reusable, sustainable, as leaning-against-posts for the dizzy the boyfriend well familiar with dehydration side effects, from pocket pulls a natural pill of a sweet clementine, restoring the well to the good she marvels at how came I to place a survival kit in my coat pocket? smiling, he confesses his fondness for providing for all her needs, known and unknown even carries an inventory, with back ups to back ups, assorted sundries, he calls it, proving his point too well, reaching into the other pocket and offering yet another, a second helping for his, oh my darling, sweetest clementine she, undecided, laugh or cry, both equally attractive amazement solutions, says only: I love you for reasons, known and unknown, now, take me home for reasons now known, and others, as of yet, most happily, unknown
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Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 1:12 PM UTC
Revival: the surprisingly sweetest clementine
Please, I've forgotten how to hold a pen, she said. Those were the words that convinced me to write a letter from a stranger to a stranger. So this is a message to you from her. She's asking how you're doing. She wonders if the stars are brighter where you are. You know, there's a meteor shower coming in a few weeks' time, she's she's asking if you knew, and if you'd watch it with her at eleven in the evening the Saturday after the next so she'd feel like you were right there beside her pointing out which streak held the most brilliant color and if you're asking, she's doing fine. She's wondering if you know how silkworms spin silk, because a friend asked her the other day she didn't know how to reply except by telling herself that you would've known, so how do they spin silk? Let me know as soon as possible, she says my friend wants to know. But I think she's asking that as an excuse to hear your voice but also because she really wants to know how silkworms spin silk and if you think jade is the nicest kind of green or if you prefer hiking or swimming if you agree that innocence is just untested character and if you're asking, she's longing for answers. She's hoping you don't think of her, and she's hoping you do. She wants me to tell you that she wants you to remember but she wants you to forget the pain, so might as well forget everything because hurt is the price of loving someone. She confesses that she's tried to stop writing about you but every time she sits down to write her soul into words your memory slips in and dances off her pages and she tries to stop it and if you're asking, she's trying to find ways to make thinking about you easier. According to her, she's quieter now not just her mouth but her feet, her hair her eyes her spirit Look at what you've done, she says. I I've always been a terrible liar. Please, I've forgotten how to hold a pen.
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Dec 21, 2013
Dec 21, 2013 at 10:54 AM UTC
Pen
Please, I've forgotten how to hold a pen, she said. Those were the words that convinced me to write a letter from a stranger to a stranger. So this is a message to you from her. She's asking how you're doing. She wonders if the stars are brighter where you are. You know, there's a meteor shower coming in a few weeks' time, she's she's asking if you knew, and if you'd watch it with her at eleven in the evening the Saturday after the next so she'd feel like you were right there beside her pointing out which streak held the most brilliant color and if you're asking, she's doing fine. She's wondering if you know how silkworms spin silk, because a friend asked her the other day she didn't know how to reply except by telling herself that you would've known, so how do they spin silk? Let me know as soon as possible, she says my friend wants to know. But I think she's asking that as an excuse to hear your voice but also because she really wants to know how silkworms spin silk and if you think jade is the nicest kind of green or if you prefer hiking or swimming if you agree that innocence is just untested character and if you're asking, she's longing for answers. She's hoping you don't think of her, and she's hoping you do. She wants me to tell you that she wants you to remember but she wants you to forget the pain, so might as well forget everything because hurt is the price of loving someone. She confesses that she's tried to stop writing about you but every time she sits down to write her soul into words your memory slips in and dances off her pages and she tries to stop it and if you're asking, she's trying to find ways to make thinking about you easier. According to her, she's quieter now not just her mouth but her feet, her hair her eyes her spirit Look at what you've done, she says. I I've always been a terrible liar. Please, I've forgotten how to hold a pen.
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Mirrorball - “the fabrication of our performance” a life long struggle to accept who I am, of course, lose, and lose again, and the fabrication of our performance now inherent in every excuse and mirrorball revolving asking, no, laughing, at our vanity, as we endeavor, enabled by the paucity of ego, the neediness of weakness’s to catch, keep, hold each single flickering light spot in our open, slick palms forever we fabricate our performance of daily living, modifying our measurements to match output, only a human cannot wake only to fall within each daily tabulation without thinking, once: *I am a hero, worthy of acknowledgement, just look at my hands! see how many spots of light I can claim as mine! the mirrorball turns and turns paying no mind to the worshipers below, until some sorrowful fool confesses, fools fail, fools fail, turning the dervish off, the white flag of ego darkened, once more...* we are all false poets, false prophets, occasionally confessing 7:34 AM Sat Jul 18 The Year of the Virus, Corona
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Jul 18, 2020
Jul 18, 2020 at 8:03 AM UTC
Mirrorball - “the fabrication of our performance”
She walks away Fast and steady You stand there Quickly realizing that She's your ex now You continue your life Trying hard to act normal Trying hard to forget But you can't forget Because she's your ex A few months pass You learned to fake a smile, to recover But that effort is gone When she starts dating her ex Because shes your ex You get mad, frustrated Not understanding why Why she caused you all this pain Why... How How has your ex forgotten you already She stands there Unaware of your presence Her curvy body that used to make you smile Makes you cry in your heart In your soul You chat every now and then About whats going on You bring up her relationship and bring up yours She confesses... She never loved you Never has, never will She did it again She broke your heart You showed weakness again, and she struck You limp on, trying to find a new light A new love A new love that would love you
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 11:45 AM UTC
Ex
dinner Greenport-side, watching the shuffling ferries do their sworn duty, a back ‘n forth wearisome toll, while we sip a rose and a PBR, respectively and with respect no enthusiasm afterward for anything but an early off to bed, and slip into pj’s asap me in my knackered wholly Hanes fundie knickers, no thinking required but she retires, re-attires in a summery combo, a gray sweat t-shirt and green and white plaid pj pants which she is unawares are my favorites cause they lop off fifty years, a teenage woman re-incarnate recreated cause her figure now womanly full, better than then morning awake l, a disturbance of the peace, recall a snuggling a wake up hug, and her bottoms conspicuously gone missing over break fast I inquire over yogurt and berries and a smoked mozzarella omelette, what happened to those plaid bottoms? assuming I was innocent of any transgressions as best I could recall with a sheepish childlike grin, that made look like she was twenty again, to match the now yoga toned body, she confesses: forgot to tie the bowstrings and they slipped down to my ankles blessed and cursed I thought! too much of a gentleman to take advantage, AND my situational awareness was slipping badly, but when a poem comes across, ready and pre-writ, I’m still young enough to grab aholt of it and never let go 6/23/18
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Jun 23, 2018
Jun 23, 2018 at 2:42 PM UTC
Friday Night Immodesty Redressed II
Ingrid sports a black eye; she looks like a panda. She said she walked into a door; she doesn't lie convincingly. I know her old man; I passed him on the stairs of the flats; his beady eyes drinking me in, giving me the cold glare, the cold shoulder. We walk through the Square, off to the shops. What happened to your eye? I ask again, studying the black and slightly green; walking beside her, passing the milkman and his horse drawn cart, the horse wearing a nosebag of food, ignoring us. I walked into the bedroom door, she says, knowing I don't believe her, looking sheepish, knowing I guess the truth. What have you got to get at the shops? I ask. She shows me a list on a scrap of paper, pencil scribbled, in her small right hand a handful of coins. I passed your old man on the stairs yesterday, I tell her, gave him my Wyatt Earp stare,   I say, he didn't care. I note her hair is unbrushed, her green patterned dress unwashed. We cross Rockingham Street into Harper Road. I talked too much, Dad said, she confesses, he said I yak and yak. We pass the paper shop and go on to the grocer shop. I say, if I had your old man in the sights of my six-shooter gun I'd fire a cap up his *** she sniggers; people stare at us as we pass.
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May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 1:06 AM UTC
CAP GUN ARRANGEMENT 1958.
“A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful Is this a test? It has to be, otherwise I can't go on. Haven't written a word in three and a half years. Time to take the broom out to this shallow grave” Middlesteps ~~~~(|)~~~~ For deep is the fear, coated in thickening veneer of might-be-bravery, the weight, Oh, the weight! of that writing utensil that both bears and bares all, an uncomfortable unconscious, uncontrollable surrender that sweeps down upon us, when first we seek the unwieldy unwinding of our proactive fist of a first step, the unclenching, the open face palm, seeing our lifeline’s revelation, the shame, the lines we thought that faded away, upended, open ended, that the worst un-finishing, but here I am, my taking, the baby steps of Middlesteps, only looking back to forwards for permission, a new looking inward forward! we confesses, beg for our own forgiveness for ourselves, the years of summary silence , at last! unveiled and unbound, this first step stinks of tremors, poems never writ up, but on our mouths and fingertips yet memorized as IF they were bespoke this return, “startling the fearful,” a provocation to the mirrored images caked on my disheartened body, goes lightly noticed, but not by me! daily, I ask the bay and the sky, the animals, the query lives in almost each of my scripts, Where is Shelter? today the answer is not an apparition, but the question is rephrased, not where! but when the answer is now apparent, for the seed planted, this is for you, watering the seed, feeding the shoot, that I know too well, for asked and I answer, everyday…
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Sep 24, 2023
Sep 24, 2023 at 11:53 AM UTC
EnTitled: Middlesteps: “Startling the Fearful”
“A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful Is this a test? It has to be, otherwise I can't go on. Haven't written a word in three and a half years. Time to take the broom out to this shallow grave” Middlesteps ~~~~(|)~~~~ For deep is the fear, coated in thickening veneer of might-be-bravery, the weight, Oh, the weight! of that writing utensil that both bears and bares all, an uncomfortable unconscious, uncontrollable surrender that sweeps down upon us, when first we seek the unwieldy unwinding of our proactive fist of a first step, the unclenching, the open face palm, seeing our lifeline’s revelation, the shame, the lines we thought that faded away, upended, open ended, that the worst un-finishing, but here I am, my taking, the baby steps of Middlesteps, only looking back to forwards for permission, a new looking inward forward! we confesses, beg for our own forgiveness for ourselves, the years of summary silence , at last! unveiled and unbound, this first step stinks of tremors, poems never writ up, but on our mouths and fingertips yet memorized as IF they were bespoke this return, “startling the fearful,” a provocation to the mirrored images caked on my disheartened body, goes lightly noticed, but not by me! daily, I ask the bay and the sky, the animals, the query lives in almost each of my scripts, Where is Shelter? today the answer is not an apparition, but the question is rephrased, not where! but when the answer is now apparent, for the seed planted, this is for you, watering the seed, feeding the shoot, that I know too well, for asked and I answer, everyday…
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~~ Away A Spring comes Through the windows of the old Where yet I see the past times of gold Though I could mention Still takes some times to Get out of detention Of all those values of drowning dreams Though everything passing with trims Either Come back again As any other forms In the horizon of the Wren Drongo, Myna In the Sparkling bright days As if red flamboyant of lost Spring That only Says a beautiful String But yet the dried leaves are floating In the water of Calm Lake Where yet I'm passing a fake Within the game of light and shadow While Love wearing a mystic mask That confesses me too many tasks Bright and dark moving with cradle Forbidden to go near That I Couldn't bear Flood tide in the river Full moon broken with eight pieces In the silver light her silhouette stands on the shore Behind I see the closed door In the known Seasons of moon Century's sigh as if an elusive tune If slowly lost all Put those dreams here again Even I couldn't leave any pain But the rainy season can be washed Saltwater of eyes I try to feel the bliss Away, will return the golden Days of Summer   Off course there will be Something on the bottom Love will come on the Cloud's raft of Autumn Away, A Spring being a call of beckoning ~~
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Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 11:08 AM UTC
Away A Spring
I open a box of insecurities and add one more. The sound of my voice. The boys in their Vans have them fully-formed by now, chests heaving, with splotches of hair and the usual marks of transition. I don’t, I can’t have those things. I meet the requirements: I am a boy, I’ve tried it all. But in my bed at night, sometimes, the ocean hums its wavelength of monsters screaming, howling for a rise up, to see more light. a cloud formation gargles and spits out thunders. A shiver reaction. Muffled. Loud. The strike cracks the lips of our skies, and it confesses some secrets about its own insecurities; that there is no more wonder in silence, that there is constant stimulation and reduced pondering, that there is a need to get rid of the bad feeling. It says, when the thunder strikes, listen up and listen long and hard, because there is plenty of chaos from your own making, but I offer you unannounced, unpredictable, disjointed disruptions of comfort, and it is I who make you scared of uncertainty. It is I who make you jealous about my loud voice, my formed voice, my raspy, powerful voice, not the boys in their Vans.
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Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 8:50 AM UTC
Thunderflinch
Barnaby hands me my daily cup of coffee, but this time, it's night time, and the coffee reminds me of the war but not the allies annihilating the Germans or Japanese but the war between me and him every time he confesses his love to me, the words pierce through my heart I will never love him as much as he loves me, I'm disgusting like the taste of the coffee just beans in water.
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Jan 11, 2018
Jan 11, 2018 at 5:24 PM UTC
World War 2 Coffee from an all night diner in New York
it's not a memorisable lullaby, i don't want to write poetry that requires memorisation by school children; perhaps a riddle, perhaps a jigsaw, perhaps an awakening after the words dig in from their arrangement into your own usage, distinguished. these days, someone on a social strata of being absolved might require a concerned dis-involvement from nouns, and thus juggle the pronouns, over-use pronouns to remain politically accurate and sound, for to replace nouns with pronouns would bleach people, entrapped in the constant affirmative of something they once owned but were dispossessed of, they do that, they stress the usage of pronouns by a relief a diet of noun usage, so that a Pakistani dare not use the associations of the noun that might decipher his skin as cinnamon in writing, unless it be pronoun inclusive and noun exclusive, so as modern society teaches: become pronoun users with a few distinguishing nouns congregating, don't learn carboxylic, don't learn onomatopoeia... keep up with the bleak egoism that states: not so much self-interest, but over-pronoun-use and a lack of nouns, or if used, reduced to quizzes of crosswords with antonyms and synonyms pronounced; he who confesses to censoring noun usage will control the pronoun category by usurping noun usage freely with a censored usage that will only provoke counter-nouns / slang / encoding / the need for surveillance.
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Feb 9, 2016
Feb 9, 2016 at 1:02 PM UTC
diplomatic anonymity
she wants to be a child again. splashing in puddles with her rain boots on. Now he holds her hand but stands five feet away when she sees a puddle. jealous looks falling like Buckeyes. Knocking her on the head so rude – those **** squirrels. apparently things are changing, she’s not even aware. splashing and laughing just as she did yesterday, just as she will tomorrow… if she has the time. she didn’t want him to see her cry. He has before, but each time feels different and each time she tries to be strong. lips quivering, her vision becomes blurred as she furiously bats her lashes desperately trying to stay strong… but no. a drop, two drops of weakness fall. she confesses everything, more weakness exposed. it hurts… don’t fall… don’t fail… These words cannot possibly do her passion justice. They were made to be together.
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Sep 14, 2010
Sep 14, 2010 at 3:01 PM UTC
Passion, Pain & Pleasure
It's good to be an ugly gal. No one man will ever hold the door, or dare to call me a ***** Having a sober conversation, knowing no man is never looking to score. Having a drunk conversation , knowing he is ready to do me on the very same floor. I master my detective skills, finding out about all of his side thrills Acquiring medical degrees, when he confesses what those warts may be. Becoming a priestess, through Vedic *** tricks hoping he falls in love through his stick Most of all a sense of humor, because what pretty girl could write this sick?
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Apr 14, 2010
Apr 14, 2010 at 11:33 PM UTC
It's Great to be an Ugly Woman!
*She has ink dripping from her lips. He blames that on the poetry she drinks after each and every kiss she gives to him on his cheeks and ribs. Sometimes in his mouth as she claims that it's her cathedral and the only place where she confesses all of her darkest sins. He sends kisses down her spine. As if it holds the knobs to the doors of her fragile broken soul. Hoping that each kiss will lead him in. This is the story of where their new life begins. There tangled in the sheets of his warm cozy bed. And that was the moment when they both paused and said the best is yet to come. And our young love will live on and on* ~
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Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 12:24 PM UTC
Where the kisses are sent ...
Slowly dancing Upon the ceiling My hopes swam into grave deception, Erasing their colours and embracing the lust of redemption. With my head on the ground and burying my feet in the sky, I leave my conscience shatter all around, While my sins lie in a silence so profound... Forever, in dust they lie. Thoughts fade my body in that lost corner, Unto grace the prays grimy shout over The infected ceiling, where helpless desires once became dew. Voices write about how those opaque aspirations flew To the coal ending called sky, Beside a summer of memories, broke lively into a lie. Black birds with no shape Levitate, levitate... On the astral hue Where a chromate rounded eye Cram, vanquish and deny Icarus wings forgotten truth. Truth confesses... Clouds have this delussional construction. They look heavy, but dive easily in the highest skies. They seem consistent, but you'll find emptiness in their insides. They shine with passion, when Sun comfort their dark sides, but their core scream shallow vowels, when the rays candlelight dies. They are made of marvelous shell and promises. Now their true face ran out of disguises, Now their lies taste like a cruel truth, Destroying wordless ponds of my silent youth. They are made of failed hopes, Long invoked by a half living corpse. They quickly vanished away, ashamed of their fail Scattering a nest, while thoughts crave for their trail. Once lucid and life giving, ensuring a world painted in more than one colour. There they stand...in that soft looking terror, While, on a flooded carpet, a life was painfully sinking. Where should my mind find peace? Or..When? When will my life start over? When? It's too late, the rain has started now... One hope, after another..I could feel them- they're fierce. They've been abandoned, somehow... They will rise again, falling on the dust's grease. 2010.
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Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 4:20 AM UTC
Confession
Slowly dancing Upon the ceiling My hopes swam into grave deception, Erasing their colours and embracing the lust of redemption. With my head on the ground and burying my feet in the sky, I leave my conscience shatter all around, While my sins lie in a silence so profound... Forever, in dust they lie. Thoughts fade my body in that lost corner, Unto grace the prays grimy shout over The infected ceiling, where helpless desires once became dew. Voices write about how those opaque aspirations flew To the coal ending called sky, Beside a summer of memories, broke lively into a lie. Black birds with no shape Levitate, levitate... On the astral hue Where a chromate rounded eye Cram, vanquish and deny Icarus wings forgotten truth. Truth confesses... Clouds have this delussional construction. They look heavy, but dive easily in the highest skies. They seem consistent, but you'll find emptiness in their insides. They shine with passion, when Sun comfort their dark sides, but their core scream shallow vowels, when the rays candlelight dies. They are made of marvelous shell and promises. Now their true face ran out of disguises, Now their lies taste like a cruel truth, Destroying wordless ponds of my silent youth. They are made of failed hopes, Long invoked by a half living corpse. They quickly vanished away, ashamed of their fail Scattering a nest, while thoughts crave for their trail. Once lucid and life giving, ensuring a world painted in more than one colour. There they stand...in that soft looking terror, While, on a flooded carpet, a life was painfully sinking. Where should my mind find peace? Or..When? When will my life start over? When? It's too late, the rain has started now... One hope, after another..I could feel them- they're fierce. They've been abandoned, somehow... They will rise again, falling on the dust's grease. 2010.
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They stand embrace in each other's arms. The wave crashes with force against the pier. The couple look on. Three friends sit at a coffee table each trying trying to tell their stories. Stories of love, fights, those whom have inspired them. A man runs by, earphones in his ears, dodging the various walkers. Laughter ripples through the air as the three friends find something entertaining. A pregnant couple walk by wondering how much longer till they meet someone whom they have been growing fond of. An older couple ride by on their bikes, probably reflecting how 20 years ago what the world was like. A waiter deals with the various orders hoping at the end of the day to get a huge tip. A homeless man approaches those walking by begging for food. Who would have thought he would have ended up where he is? The friends continue to chat boasting of their lives and accomplishments. I am watching the lives of others and here I am... sitting alone at a table having tea. I wonder what they think of me? Shame poor girl has no friends for a Sunday afternoon. Or how can she be so brave to come and have tea alone. Or is she waiting for someone...oooh let's wait and see if someone arrives. No one knows my life as I don't know theirs. I don't know where they come from, whether they are here at the beach in despair. Whether hope rings in their ears. Or maybe someone confesses their love to one another. Or a bright business idea is struck up. Or someone has come down to the beach to remember a lost loved one. We are all so different. Have different wants and needs. Different reasons being down at the beach. So how can I judge? How can I assume? I have no idea why each person came down to the beach. As for me...I came to get out the house!
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Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 2:55 AM UTC
At The Beach
They stand embrace in each other's arms. The wave crashes with force against the pier. The couple look on. Three friends sit at a coffee table each trying trying to tell their stories. Stories of love, fights, those whom have inspired them. A man runs by, earphones in his ears, dodging the various walkers. Laughter ripples through the air as the three friends find something entertaining. A pregnant couple walk by wondering how much longer till they meet someone whom they have been growing fond of. An older couple ride by on their bikes, probably reflecting how 20 years ago what the world was like. A waiter deals with the various orders hoping at the end of the day to get a huge tip. A homeless man approaches those walking by begging for food. Who would have thought he would have ended up where he is? The friends continue to chat boasting of their lives and accomplishments. I am watching the lives of others and here I am... sitting alone at a table having tea. I wonder what they think of me? Shame poor girl has no friends for a Sunday afternoon. Or how can she be so brave to come and have tea alone. Or is she waiting for someone...oooh let's wait and see if someone arrives. No one knows my life as I don't know theirs. I don't know where they come from, whether they are here at the beach in despair. Whether hope rings in their ears. Or maybe someone confesses their love to one another. Or a bright business idea is struck up. Or someone has come down to the beach to remember a lost loved one. We are all so different. Have different wants and needs. Different reasons being down at the beach. So how can I judge? How can I assume? I have no idea why each person came down to the beach. As for me...I came to get out the house!
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on this paper confesses my pen about my love for you on these hands - your protection has secured my mind, your permanent place of bullying me your affection has tormented me to never escape these exit wounds your love has boundaries to either enter a beautiful nightmare or arrive in a darkened reality i hope you reach and mend my fragile heart take my hand and i'll show you around the world and i'm sure your beauty would make a rush hour stand still like the globe does where your floral securities blend with my lowkey subtlety creation becomes our very own nature infatuation is nothin' new to your flaws radiance and ambiance to thee verse i preach of your soul when a goddess is walkin' down the streets of love allow me to be yours and yours alone.
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Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 8:04 AM UTC
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1 In this dark, cruel and callous world it’s optimists ar’ always good to me - they lend me a thousand dollars and when I don’t return they don’t get discouraged they convince themselves I’ll pay up soon “Tomorrow,” they nod sagaciously Yeah, tomorrow And even when they get mad and furious all I have to do is to offer them half a glass 2 To ‘em optimists I’m full of gratitude cos when I  ‘s a kid and skinned their cats and stole their lawn mowers and silverware and put them up for sale in the same street they stood agape and said: “This kid, one day he’ll be a great entrepreneur” 3 I love optimists cos even though my parents cursed “We never really wanted you”; and my wife confesses every other night: *“I married you for all the stolen money and will dump you and claim half of every dollar and property”;* and my kids keep pestering me: *“When will you die? Have you written your will?”* - optimists tell me: *“The universe loves you; reach out, and the universe reaches out to you”* Hey, you get more love from strangers than from family 4 And of course let me not forget Destiny’s plan for optimists in my life cos even after the fourth ****** for which I was found guilty (never mind the six undiscovered) the optimists in the legal system and Friends of the Maladjusted got me out in seven-a-weeks, with the hope: *” This time, surely, he will change for the better”* Ah, what’ll I do without  ‘em optimists? - bless ‘em all, and keep ‘em alive for I’m planning my next killing
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Feb 13, 2014
Feb 13, 2014 at 12:25 AM UTC
optimists - I love 'em
1 In this dark, cruel and callous world it’s optimists ar’ always good to me - they lend me a thousand dollars and when I don’t return they don’t get discouraged they convince themselves I’ll pay up soon “Tomorrow,” they nod sagaciously Yeah, tomorrow And even when they get mad and furious all I have to do is to offer them half a glass 2 To ‘em optimists I’m full of gratitude cos when I  ‘s a kid and skinned their cats and stole their lawn mowers and silverware and put them up for sale in the same street they stood agape and said: “This kid, one day he’ll be a great entrepreneur” 3 I love optimists cos even though my parents cursed “We never really wanted you”; and my wife confesses every other night: *“I married you for all the stolen money and will dump you and claim half of every dollar and property”;* and my kids keep pestering me: *“When will you die? Have you written your will?”* - optimists tell me: *“The universe loves you; reach out, and the universe reaches out to you”* Hey, you get more love from strangers than from family 4 And of course let me not forget Destiny’s plan for optimists in my life cos even after the fourth ****** for which I was found guilty (never mind the six undiscovered) the optimists in the legal system and Friends of the Maladjusted got me out in seven-a-weeks, with the hope: *” This time, surely, he will change for the better”* Ah, what’ll I do without  ‘em optimists? - bless ‘em all, and keep ‘em alive for I’m planning my next killing
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1 Gardener Moe and Fishermen Joe are at the pub and Moe confesses (his eyes shallow, and moist) - he’s just lost his woman “What happened?” asks Joe his eyes as deep as the ocean 2 And so Moe groans: *“Susan just left me It seems I whispered in lust all night the name of my former lover Rosie – so Susan’s left me”* And Fisherman Joe leans forward so he can be heard and he shares his wisdom: *“Even a fish, Moe, will not get into trouble – if it know' when to keep its mouth shut”*
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May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 3:43 AM UTC
fisherman’s wisdom
“*You are so kind.   Thank you with all the resolve in my heart.”* J.V. <> A thank you note, for a simple shining-of-light, stuns me into inspiration, deep chested thrombosis consternations and calculations, palpitations of the boom-boom variety, signaling the onset of  intracranial contractions of a new birth~poem aborning… who of us these days, speaks of the resolve in our hearts? who of us free confesses deep natured thanks, it is almost too old fashioned. it is powerful. it is a thanks that powers the wattage sufficiency to light up a city entire, and even though inward focused, it yet is shedding Moses-like light beams heavenward, I wrack my heart to even comprehend, that simplest of actions reciprocal: 1/Thank You can it, (it can!) steel the heart, give its truthfulness a special power, and more than resolve, even solves our equation solution so elegantly is the endless searching for the right way to give thanks, to receive thanks, it is a mutual gifting, for our mutuality is of two hearts, echoing the words of all legislative bodies: ”Be it Resolved” what is this resolution then? the consummate of English words with such a variety of shadings, requiring a declarative, not a narrative, consummation be it resolved, that two resolute hearts shall not depart this Earth before their arms interlocute an embrace, the shadows of their eyes interlock, casting away interfering long distances, a single atmosphere shall be tasted, inhaled, by their combinatory sensories then and only then: their resolve tested and surpassed will their poem commencé et terminé, begun and completed The Emotion is Carried <<>> “*The gender-neutral name Jamadhi comes from Arabic origins, meaning “beauty.” When thinking about all the beautiful things in the world, your little one, with their kind demeanor and bright smile, no doubt springs to mind! But a name simply meaning “beauty” doesn’t only refer to their appearance. This name is a reflection of their beautiful little soul, too, on a journey through this world. Baby Jamadhi could be a gentle soul or the fiercest of little childon the playground, but no matter what, a name meaning “beauty” will always ring true.”
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Feb 15, 2024
Feb 15, 2024 at 3:28 AM UTC
“The Resolve of the Heart” (Jamadhi Verse Versus)
“*You are so kind.   Thank you with all the resolve in my heart.”* J.V. <> A thank you note, for a simple shining-of-light, stuns me into inspiration, deep chested thrombosis consternations and calculations, palpitations of the boom-boom variety, signaling the onset of  intracranial contractions of a new birth~poem aborning… who of us these days, speaks of the resolve in our hearts? who of us free confesses deep natured thanks, it is almost too old fashioned. it is powerful. it is a thanks that powers the wattage sufficiency to light up a city entire, and even though inward focused, it yet is shedding Moses-like light beams heavenward, I wrack my heart to even comprehend, that simplest of actions reciprocal: 1/Thank You can it, (it can!) steel the heart, give its truthfulness a special power, and more than resolve, even solves our equation solution so elegantly is the endless searching for the right way to give thanks, to receive thanks, it is a mutual gifting, for our mutuality is of two hearts, echoing the words of all legislative bodies: ”Be it Resolved” what is this resolution then? the consummate of English words with such a variety of shadings, requiring a declarative, not a narrative, consummation be it resolved, that two resolute hearts shall not depart this Earth before their arms interlocute an embrace, the shadows of their eyes interlock, casting away interfering long distances, a single atmosphere shall be tasted, inhaled, by their combinatory sensories then and only then: their resolve tested and surpassed will their poem commencé et terminé, begun and completed The Emotion is Carried <<>> “*The gender-neutral name Jamadhi comes from Arabic origins, meaning “beauty.” When thinking about all the beautiful things in the world, your little one, with their kind demeanor and bright smile, no doubt springs to mind! But a name simply meaning “beauty” doesn’t only refer to their appearance. This name is a reflection of their beautiful little soul, too, on a journey through this world. Baby Jamadhi could be a gentle soul or the fiercest of little childon the playground, but no matter what, a name meaning “beauty” will always ring true.”
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