Shhhh......  Her aura speaks volumes. As it goes toe to toe with with her inner and outer beauty. Over her on your knees you  just want to submit for this  fall, surrender it all.
Glowing under sun kisses as the nature of her being kisses back hearts get  concured. Raises the hand for I can speak of this gone boy testimony .
With this heart playing no tune no drum.
Until she makes an appearance and it's Melodies caused by a whole beings high vibrations.
The leader of these pulse tempo based ochestra . Swoo

this ain't love,

you've tortured my feeling

played on my ever needing lust,

consummated my need

as you relished in

my soulful screaming desire.

Release me tormentor

let me become free

of your wicked deeds

and your wicked ways,

how is this possible

after so long

you've come around

and i melt,

I melt

again & again

becoming this

unrecognizable person...

Longing to be in


your embrace

to feel the torture

start over again

to become victim to your


skillful ways

as you once more


maimed me and tame me ,

NEVER

agaain  is what i once said

But lately


I can't think right I got this need

This greed

Feeding and fueling me..

I don't like where I'm going  

with these thoughts....


Don't like these unwelcoming desires

you've stirred with in me once more...


Bleeding loves

un-concured

lustful lovers

never again is a myth

Cuz I see where I want to be

even if I already know


your no good for me!


This  Ain't  LOVE!

Always Me Ayeshah

Today was a great day
It could have lasted forever
When you smiled so hard it didn't matter that the rain was falling down on us
And all my problems didn't seem to matter anymore
Seemed like only me and the flowers got to witness a god like smile of yours that made the heavens just wanna sing for a while

Did your smile end the great war ?
Did it? Is it because it concured battles that even the government couldn't handle?
Is it the reason i try to make your woundes go away
the only reason that you stay? But still i want you forever in a day...
NO A LIFE TIME !!!

Maybe forever isn't long enough then what will we do ..
We can fight til the day is through and everything goes back to normal then i will love that smile from a distance and remember how you loved me, when i helped you and how the angels sung when you smiled my way , when you whiped my sad tears and whiped and smile arcoss my face . Forever really isn't long enough to trully love and angel like you .. FOR YOU HAVE GIVING ME HEAVENS SWEET IMBRACE FOREVER