They’re close, Getting closer. About to break free. About to cross from, A different realm of exsistance. Few can see them. The ones that do are ridiculed. Everyone can see them. I only see my own. So many, I still feel lonely. I see my demons Can you see yours?
. The morning after When I told my mother That he made me touch him She took my to the bathroom To wash my hands - Because he made me***** With his essence Now that I am older Thatcrime still lives on my skin And in my mind I can't help but wonder- If I wouldn't have felt so soiled Had everyone not told me That I was that way I was just a little girl With big blue eyes But I understood right then That *** meant grime They tell me that it's not my fault That I had no part in the scene It severed the ties in my mind That made me a part of the thing Now I still don't connect emotionally During ***
Instead I simply submit- Because that's as close to love As I'll ever get .
do you have moments, where you can’t imagine a future? you’re lying there, staring at the same walls same ceilings same words with nothing but the same feelings- empty and pale, like there’s no reason to go on, when you can’t even do enough to fail. the future is coming, but you don’t want to be in it, can’t imagine yourself in it. where you just want to stop. everything. and just sit there for a while. maybe not death, as that’s too permanent, but something close to it. when you can feel the rope around your neck, the razor on your wrist, the way the pills taste. you can imagine it, and you aren’t sure if it’s what you want, or just the feelings you imagine it will give you
You're just within my grasp but I should know better. Your heart may be promised for me but your life is promised for another. You're my peaceful trance, my precious muse, My once-upon-a-time dream yet not my happy ending. You'll remain to be someone I see when I close my eyes, My own fairy tale, my soulmate when I sleep. I'll hold you in my heart as close as the stars hold the moon You are my heart's treasure, my mind's healer, For you are the dream, and I, the dreamer.
Erina A wonderfull dear Who is eager to cheer Who lets me love her, Who I can enjoy being near, (with) Who is kind of insecure and clings Though she reminds me of my goal...so I will be an angel one day, embrace her with my wings I like her a lot, she has a special place in my heart Thus I almost didn't know where I should start She is awesome in many ways Thus I want to claim her with a smile on my face She is so nice and full of grace I will serve serve cuddles and of course a kiss So that I can see how her eyes fill with bliss, She is special for me indeed, So I will be here for her if there should be the need Eirina I cherish you Please dont be sad, dont you see I am reaching through Youre my little star on the dakest of nights Give me hope while sending in the wavelenghts of your beautiful lights Lets make love my dear And free each other from all fear So that love prevails So that this ship sails
Too good and yet true Too beautiful To taste Without falling in daze Without following Delirious An aroma trail of craving On the back of my tongue I’m getting equal measures Of heaven and **** Perfectly balanced
My eyes are my traitors Plotting to open the gates Sending stowaway warriors Whom I never gave orders To slip behind walls Of thickest black pupils In the Trojan horse That my eager look is
And gazes are bridges Unwillingly Supporting the siege Of epiphanies You and me Caught in our ambush Completely surrounded by Us