i'm so alone the sun is this big orb and the moon is a big bore take your peer-pressured practicalities into the closet and lie awake thinking why you never go out alone we're all clining to each other because we are afraid the other side is probbaly a long list of forms and we're here hoping that it holds everything that will make things right with ourselves we're so afraid it's because we don't know how to live we don't know how to love we tear each other apart trying to figure out what's inside ourselves but when the sun goes down and the stars glare at us from what is a delayed constellation of graveyards we forget our names and our lives become black and white photographs in the attic we feel forgotten if we don't hear our flaws on someone else's lips we are so alone because we do't know how to be together we scream and hold and **** but what we want is to have enough silence in our heads to feel peace we want to be free but skip into prisons of our own making we're so broken we're so imperfect but light candles for gods that promise they'll love us into the next life, perhaps hoping they'll remember us when no one else will remember me
